#AAARGHHHH

[blmpff]

chawoongki igs 03.02.24

#THEY ARE THE ADORABLEST #AAARGHHHH #love for love's sake #lee tae vin #cha joo wan #oh min su #cha woongki #cast #korean actors #favorites #blmpff

[telffiin]

thinking about amanda the adventurer...

#aaarghhhh

[taptrial2]

IM HUNGRY

#exoticbutterstxt #AAARGHHHH

[pigeonneaux]

Bites him bites him bites him b

SIR I SWEAR TO FUCKING GODNDNDKDNDF''FNFF

#AAARGHHHH #Vdf #Le visiteur du futur

[perfectlullabies]

the torturrrr never stahpss

#aaarghhhh

[metamorphicnerd]

KVPY STUDY GRIND

I FORGOT THAT THE TEST IS TOMORROW AND LIKE IM PANICKING?? I HAD SOME OTHER TESTS 3 DAYS AGO SO IDK?? HERE I AM TRYING TO STUDY 😭

I EVEN HAVE TO DO MATHEMATICS (I'M A BIO STUDENT EHEHE) AND LIKE 6 HOURS ARE LEFT??

Wish me luck 😭😭😭😭

#kvpy 2021 exam on may 22 #kvpy fellowship program #kvpy #student life #studyblr #wish me luck #AAARGHHHH #education #idek what im doing #send help #study hard

[fictionalred]

I'm sure that anyone could diagnose me with autism once they see me deal with anything that is slightly wrong in the bathroom

#I may have just thrown a fit because the toothpaste wasn't positioned the right way #fr #it was a sensory hell let me tell you!!!! #aaarghhhh #and I already hate brushing my teeth so this didn't help!!

[mjrral]

Oh no, it’s the hardest part of any project where I can finally see the finish line and my productivity immediately plummets.

#just gotta push through #I’m nearly done #aaarghhhh

[pixelstars4u]

Forgot that with Fall also comes being sick

#AAARGHHHH #Fall #autumn #gilmoregirls #sickness #sick

[mildly-omniscient]

I have a new method of avoiding miscommunication based on my own reactions that are motivated by my own trauma and mental illness and it is to facepalm and ask myself questions about why I'm upset and why I want to react the way I do and whether they are legitimately trying to say the things I interpret they are saying until I can come to a logical conclusion and clarify myself if needed instead of reacting out of an emotional overload and causing a conflict. I tried to explain this process to my lover and confused them severely. I then explained it again over voice message going over every single message and what went through my mind when reading it and responding to it and I think they got that specific situation but not my method. Which is fair. I don't know where this method is from because it sure isn't from therapy.

#textpost #mental health #mmm #communication #ah yes #boundaries #chaotic solutions for uh #relationships #i'm tagging this with these things just to be fucking annoying and hopefully someone else will improve themselves with my method #mm #psychology #aaarghhhh #emotional intelligence #mmmmmfgdhjkr #advice #if anyone looks at this and wants it i can and will try to make a step by step plan to use this chaos method i'm not fucking kidding

[ascorian]

some of my meiko sketches. i'm iN LOOOVE with her and her project diva model is literal perfection

#i've been staring at all those project diva screenshots for a while #she's so fiiiiiiiiiiiine aaarghhhh #i've moaned a little sorry #meiko #vocaloid #meiko vocaloid

[realkavehgf]

✣ A little doodle for a certain nameless man 〜

— Tbh I wasn't at home so I wasn't able to cook but hey tradi-shin-al ain't that bad! ✮

But Happy Birthday, dear Wanderer.

#❥ | shindew dles #genshin scaramouche #scaramouche #scaramouche fanart #wanderer #genshin wanderer #wanderer fanart #astronetwrk #AAARGHHHH okay but real talk #this guy's been rotting my mind for idk 3 yrs now #LIKE I'VE HAD A DREAM ABT HIM 3 YRS AGO #it's been so lonf and yet this man's still rotting my mind #god i wish i was more honest AHAHA but yes he's bbg #a huge queen reference AHAHA MF'S LITERALLY THE ENTIRETY OF BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY

[lunian]

I've been having VERY bad days for a while on work, pls if you are feeling positive about my art and have some motivation, tell me in replies or ask box any things which you like about stuff I draw bc im

#also im a big crybaby so i just start weeping from any shit today aaarghhhh #stupid brain stupid art skills #mystuff

[taptrial2]

ALSO total drama has a special affinity for bathroom humor and bringing up turds so HOW in this WHOLE pole balancing challenge (theyve been there for TEN HOURS) HAS HAVING TO PISS NOT COME UP EVEN ONCE

#exoticbutterstxt #AAARGHHHH

[atomicradiogirl]

and when i write a 10 page paper on seasons 5-6 hilson you will all see

#joking #but also not joking #house md #hilson #seasons 5 and 6 hilson drives me crazy bonkers #they’re so AAARGHHHH #[gunshots]

[fruit-sy]

Another on my list of anime with female protags: Apothecary diaries!

My friend recommended it to me a while back and I finally got around to watching it last week. 10 episodes in, it's a really enjoyable watch!

One thing I love about this anime is that it really explores how the women survive in that world. From being a concubine to a courtesan, these women have power in these environments thanks to their talents, sharp thinking and... erm "assets". Other than that, it shows women's struggles in and out of these environments. How women will get kidnapped for their looks and how they have to keep down low in order to have some semblance of peace in their life, how to even make it up the ranks you have to be born beautiful.

Other than that, it shows problems which are completely fucked in this social hierarchy. How dispensable the lives of maids and food tasters are, how their lives are worthless compared to the concubines and how they could lose their lives if they so much as offend someone in a higher ranking.

The setting is in ancient china and yeah, a lot of things were pretty fucked back then. Like lady Lishu being 9 when she became a concubine (Throws up) and the social hierarchy, but once I acknowledge how utterly fucked some of it was and acknowledge that it's period acurate, it was a pretty enjoyable watch.

Maomao as a protagonist is really fun. She's very level headed and calm, but I love that they also gave her some room to be silly when she's passionate about doing the things she loves.

ALSO!! She can be a bad bitch as well!! I LOVE how she went off on the ladies in waiting for lady Lihua, and it really drives home her professionalism. As someone who works to better the health of other people, of course she'd be furious when the lady in waiting ignored the ban on the face powder and knowingly chose to slowly kill another person in her ignorance.

Maomao's curious and has a habit of trying to help others (especially her fellow women) when it's within her power. Though, she's very rational when it comes to things outside of her control and just chooses to move past it. Although she may seem cold, she's shown a kind of, solidarity with fellow maids who are disposable (food tasters and such) like herself as well as showing empathy for people who are suffering like lady Lihua and lady Lishu.

One thing that really stuck with me is how with lady Lihua, Maomao offered help and kept helping because Lihua wanted the help. Maomao said it herself, if lady Lihua refused to eat, then Maomao would accept it is how it is and prepare for her imminent punishment (and possibly execution) from the emperor. She is prepared to help others and see it through when they want the help. And I really admire that about her.

Another thing I like about her is that, while she isn't interested/doesn't want to put herself out there sexually, she doesn't put down other women who do! I think this comes from living in the pleasure district and Maomao having big sisters who talk about those kinda stuff with her, but even growing up near those kinds of things, she decides that it's just not what she wants to do!

She isn't interested in romance either, because that's just How She Is!

Anways, love how she knows what she wants and when it doesn't go her way, just chooses to roll past it.

Next, Jinshi... yeah he's got the looks but ok being For Real right now: I thought he was a gigantic creep in the first few (and latest) episodes. Because of his position and looks, he could get away with a lot of annoying/uncomfy stuff like getting really close and touching Maomao when she's uncomfortable with it. Also makes unwanted advancements towards her and her not having the power to refuse him too directly because of the fear of punishment because of the insurmountable gap between their social standing.

Though, even when he's still kinda condescending/doesn't respect her, I can see how he slowly starts admiring her for her strengths and begins to genuinely care for her, and that's a pretty sweet character development. Though he still doesn't respect her boundaries despite feeling affection (and having some seeds of genuine care) up to episode 10.

Alright, not so Seriously now, I am a sucker for the "popular/handsome guy thinks this chic is easy, oh whoops he fell and he fell hard" trope huehueh and that's exactly what he's going through right now!

Though, as much as their ship dynamic is a guilty pleasure of mine (one is super flirty while the other hates them with a great passion), I'm kinda hoping Maomao doesn't end up with him romantically.

I think it'd be interesting if that's just how Maomao felt, she just isn't interested in romance and if Jinshi really loves her, he has to acknowledge that no, "oh if I keep trying she'll cave eventually" is not it, and he has to respect her boundaries, regardless of their positions.

I think it'd be interesting if Maomao grew to also care for Jinshi as well, but not romantically. Caring for someone and romantic attraction don't always have to come in a package! I think it would be an interesting discussion, where both parties care for eachother but in completely different lights.

Anyways, in conclusion, I love how much of a women's perspective was put in this show. Women have power in certain areas, even if it is kinda fucked, and they have their own set of problems. Maomao is a really fun and compelling protagonist, Jinshi is kinda a creep though he has his moments, the other concubines are pretty fun (esp. Lady Gyokuyou), and the mystery and promise of character development compels me to keep watching!

#Fruit talks #Whoo here's my monthly dose of word vomit about The Thing that caught my attention this time #I actually have more thoughts (specifically) episode 9 and my hopes for this anime but maybe another time #Love maomao. you slay bitch #Jinshi is very hideously criminally Pretty and ok im into that #doesnt help that his english dub voice is KAIJI TANG and like almost all his lines are Low sing songy whispers that just aAARGHHHH #*punches wall* #*head in hands* #*pacing* #*deep breath* #im so normal about it #anime with female protags