#8 YEAR OLD ME IS SCREAMING

[mothheart]

I dont feel real I can't believe its like two weeks until totk. Holy shit lol

#they built the anticipation up so well...... god #im going insane #8 year old me is screaming #miles rambles

[herbertpocketsfidgettoys]

CLYDE IS BACK

#south park #clyde donovan #8 year old me would be screaming rn Clyde used to be my favorite

[dragons-and-dwarves-are-nice]

TikTok decided to show me an edit of an actor I had a crush on 10 years ago and I have now respiralled into the gaping chasm that is my love for Devon Bostick AKA Mr I’m in a band and wear eyeliner Rodrick Heffley himself.

I’ve never mentioned him (because I forgot) during the entire time I’ve had TikTok yet it somewhat broke into my brain and decided to unlock some seriously far back memories

Like

8 year old me had TASTE

And also thought she could pull an 18 year old but we’re not gonna focus on that

I’m once again simping for this gorgeous eyeliner wearing man TikTok how could you

#8 year old me dreamed of moving to America for some emo guy #a fit emo guy tho #a fine man indeed #istg im gonna scream #rodrick heffley #doawk rodrick #diary of a wimpy kid #rodrick rules #rodrick heffley x reader #devon bostick

[a-wondering-thought]

tw vent

i love my mum but my god sometimes she makes me want to tear my hair out because she didnt know how to raise me and made me believe i was even more of a fuck up then the world already did

#shes better now #but i wish she had been like that to 8 year old me instead of screaming at me #because i feel horrible for this but anytime she gets even a little irritated or angry i tense up and get so scared #which is stupid because most of the time its nothing to do with me #besides what kind of monster is scared of their own mother? #its just that what if i did something? what if shes gonna shout at me again? what if shes gonna tell me i ruined her life again? #because im sorry #i promise #i didnt mean to #besides shes a better mum now #so why am i scared? #vi screams into the void #tw vent

[duelistjudai]

small life thing: my judai figure that i had to pay off in literal installments arrived yesterday! so happy with it

#im 26 and 8 year old me would be screaming about this #i had to do it for her #yugioh gx #gx

[tardis--dreams]

Embarrassing being an adult and crying over not understanding your homework. I'm 28 years old. This is so fucking stupid

#why do i even care #it's not even like knowing old English grammar is going to help me at all in my life outside of this class #i don't get credit for this class at my home university #i don't even have to do well #i have literally 1000 other things i could worry or cry about #and yet #i feel like an 8 year old having to turn in a half empty answer sheet for homework #who's gonna get scolded and penalized for not having applied enough effort #(or you know a 13 year old or 16 year old or 18 year old #whatever. I'm not in school anymore and i don't have to care about what my professor thinks about me when i don't even #care about the topic/have other things to concentrate on) #also every fucking week i make the same mistake and wait until the day before class to prepare #and find out he's hidden some extra homework at the very end of his lecture #i should just not worry about it so much #who the hell cares #goddammit #void screams

[avephelis]

about to do unspeakable things to my spotify wrapped

#scream hsm changed 8 year old me like if you get it you get it

[aroace-moron]

In ten minutes, i turn 18.

#no idea why i'm screaming this particular fun fact into the void #i'm scared help #i mean it's only symbolically ten minutes since I was not born at midnight #but who cares #i'm like of age soon #its 8 minutes now #i feel the looming sense of mortality #will i continue this useless monologue until midnight? #only time will tell #haha get it #time #anyway #real talk though: every birthday since I turned 16 is like winning a bet with 12 year old me #cause it was like: oh i bet i won't make it past 15! #and here i fucking am you loser #ha! #HAHA! #MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA #i lived bitch #its still not great #but i don't want to die anymore so that's great #i ts 5 minutes now and I have decided I'm not in the mood to continue this monologue #bye

[bedbug404]

JUST SAW FNAF MOVIE YIPPEEEE

#ahhahdjdfndbjedj #too many thoughts #i am very happy #need to go run in circles for an hour and I'll be normal #8 year old me is fucking SCREAMING #endless chatter #fnaf

[heavenlydreamangelflyhigh]

im trying to live day by day and take baby steps and its working but i still get the itch to kill myself every 8 hrs or so. better than every 30 mins.

#it helps if i imagine its an external force telling me to kill myself instead of acknowledging that #my brain is just hardwired to self delete when i feel any minor discomfort after years of chronic suicidality #idk i genuinely do not want to die even if i may cry and scream that i do and i also recognize that its remporary and i wont #live like this forever .a lot of it has to do withiving with my abusers fulltime and having off and on mental health support #i also have a lot of loved ones that would genuinely miss me and be distraught if i were to kick the bucket so that keeps me going #sui ment #i would love to tell my 8 year old self that it gets better and we won't be suicidal when we grow up #but sadly that isn't the case..i'd tell them it gets easier and that we're making strides to feel well and want to live happily #and i think that would give them a sense of relief..i am now four years older than my self prescribed expiration date and i am so proud #of myself. i have experienced beautiful things since i decided to stick around. i am so grateful for every moment i have

[the-acid-pear]

Yall dont even know how badly down i was for this guy back in the day. Mf had me eating off the palm of his hand.

#luly talks #im pretty sure hes the main reason why im so into eyepatches in characters #at least one of the reasons at least #he was so hot AND FOR WHAT #TO SPEND HALF OF THE GAME JUST PUKING BLOOD #i remember close to nothing about this game but that scene had little kid me like sobbing and screaming and ripping my hair off #im exaggerating but not entirely im sure i cried when it looked like he was going to die #fucking okegom itself had me eating off the palm of their hand when i was a kid which #ITS BAD I KNOW LMAO but man. zany emoji but man. these silly little characters had me ON MY KNEES i swear to god #i dont actually remember if i was down as bad for anyone in wadanohara i guess. idate? and the octopus #but it was NOTHING like what me and wodahs had. or nega. although w nega it was platonic love i didnt wanna fuck that thing #i spoke of nega before the moment he died was one of the hardest blows kid me took #i mean they fucking crucified my man. they nailed him to the fucking cross. i was like 8. #my 8 year old ass did NOT need to see my at the time all time fave be fucking crucified i literally was crying so fucking hard #this sort of *grips table* way of interacting w shit did carry me to UT where when papyrus died i was like NOOOOOOOOOOO #bc i used to be a papyrus girlie yeah #part time sans girlie too i mean who wasnt back then but it was platonic never wished to fuck him #i dont remember if i didnt wanna fuck paps tho #i DO remember wanting to fuck grillby tho KFAJDHBGJH #when i got into lisa i was already too old and too normal to go as crazy anymore #no games ever managed to make me as emotional as Mogeko Castle and TGG just cuz of wodahs tho

[thekittyburger]

Just watched an entire video explaining how fucked up ages are in sonic. You’re telling me he’s been 15yo for years even though he had a birthday party in one of the games?? You’re telling me these cartoon talking animals go through so much shit (torture, highly dangerous battles, ptsd, a train trying to kill them) and most of team sonic aren’t even 18?! Who is looking after these kids???

#kitty screams #sonic team #forgive me if I got this wrong I’m very new to the fandom #But what the fuck #tails talks way too well for an 8 year old #Where are child protective services #The only explanation I can come to is that mobian age works differently to humans? #Like dog years or something?? 😭😭 #genuinely so concerned and clueless #WHO IS LETTING A 15YO SAVE THE WORLD?!

[pinkpruneclodwolf]

My big brained friend. What do you think will happen to TWST after Book 8 ends? What do you see for this game's future?

Either Yuu goes back.

Or they die.

I can definitely see Yuu going back tough since Chap 6 was about moving on, Chap 7 is about death Chap 8 could be about letting someone go/your friend moving away essentially.

As much as you don't want them to leave in the end they have to leave whether they come back or not is purely chance although Crowley has been real sneaky so Chapter 8 might have him induce an OB state onto Grim.

All know is that Grim is definitely going to be the main focus in Chap 8 while Idia and Malleus will be the focus in Chap 7 because Idia already learned how to move on its Malleus who will have to deal with the brunt of loss.

Or Yuu stays and gets adopted lmaoooooo.

But yeah. The themes of Chap 6 seems like they'll carry over because we're literally in the endgame.

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst theory #@ano kata #scream into the void and i'll answer #i definitely think chap 8 will have grim cosume Yuu #pry that from dead corpse cuz im taking that shit with me to the grave okay #Grim has been confirmed to be a part of a 1000 year old monster and some mystical beast and his gluttonous personality #is red flags across the board so #Chaoter 8: Grim hurts yuu electric boogaloo

[milkweedman]

I got a job as a summer camp counselor for kids ages like... 6 to 13 or so, and i get to teach arts and crafts ! Which i am just. So ridiculously excited about. But im having a hard time figuring out what kind of projects are kid friendly (especially for the little ones). Here are some attempts at making some sample projects. On top are two very simple friendship bracelets, which im very happy with and which is definitely going in the curriculum, and on the bottom are two crocheted pouches (the laptop im using as a background is tiny, btw, as are the pouches). Those im not sure about, if for no other reason than i only have 45 minutes with each group of kids, and i just dont think theres time. I made the small one in about 20 minutes, so its maybe doable. But if the beginning demonstration is 10 minutes or so, thats only half an hour for kids who are totally new to crocheting to make something.

Anyway, if anyone has any fun arts and crafts ideas for kids that take... a very minimal amount of time but still teach skills that arent cutting paper and glueing it to other paper, im all ears

#its rly hard bc... 1) time constraints and 2) my boss wants the kids who only want to spend like 10 minutes on something to still come away #with something cool #i completely understand why but also .... i really dont know any crafts that are done in 10 minutes #with the exception of the friendship bracelets #anyway i do actually have quite a few ideas but i dont really know how feasible any of them are #and also i really only have the time to teach like... 6-8 different things bc we're not doing arts and crafts every day #i would just kind of hate if the only things we do is collages or pipe cleaner things or popsicle stick whatevers #i remember doing a ton of that stuff as a kid in school and i hated it so much. and after the first time i didnt exactly learn new skills #if id been taught crochet as a kid i would have been so happy #and i mean i know i was not a very typical kid #and my experiences were not universal at all. which is good. #but i still think ill have failed if i dont teach them SOMETHING that has an actual use and function beyond 'something to do w your hands' #the previous arts and crafts leader wants to have them color pirate hats thatve been printed on cardstock #like.... i guess...? its not a bad activity obviously but esp for the older kids that is not gonna be fun or engaging at all #if you tried to get 13 year old me to color a cartoon pirate hat for 45 minutes i would have screamed #also that is something they absolutely are learning or have learned in school... and it would be cool to teach things they wont learn #in school.....idk #i cant tell if any of this is reasonable or not lol

[madame-fear]

HOW COME THERE IS A FNAF MOVIE ABOUT TO COME OUT??????? tf did i miss lmao

#7/8 year old me wouldve been happily screaming crying kicking her feet throwing up #fnaf movie #fnaf #✧.* amiraverse

[nomaishuttle]

aughhhhh i wish i had books 2 read i wanna read books so bad rn 🤓 <- i look like this. 2 pictures of me 👇

#IM SO CRAZYYYY its whatever. im half done with listening 2 ersatz elevator .. 7 more left.. ill prolly finish ersatz elevator tmrw innit. n #Probably i will finish vile village as well and potentially get started on . its hostile hospital after vile village roght.... i feel so #fakee im sry 9 year old me #bc let me think with my head im almost positive carnivorous carnival is the 10th. YES IT IS bc theyre on the mountain from. oh lord no wait #its all so evil let me check. bc theres 7 left #ok my prediction is. 7. vile village 8. hostile hospital 9. carnivorous carnival? might be switched with prev 10. slippery slope #11 grim grotto 12 penultimate peril 13 the end. #im pretty much positive on the last 3. now i check and kamille screams at me in my head Sorry girl. #> me being entirely fucking right im literally like god if he was autistic and haunted #sooo let me do some math rqq... the last few books r likee 4 hours each i think. and i work 8 hours a day 5 days a week... #ive done the math and its sort of dire it appears ill probably finish either thursday or early friday. what on earth will i listen to after #that.... sigh. oh well... + tbh i dont just wanna do audiobooks even tho im excited for the last half of asoue bc i dont rememberit as much #well. clearly i do idk if you recall but i just named the last 7 books in perfect order. but anyways. im excited but also Lorddd i forgot #that i love irl real life readingg 😭😭 #i might say fuck it and read the 3rd miss peregrines on internet archive. miserable .. i want to have it irl but you know. #n then i can go ahead n put the last 3 books on hold Rn so i can read those next week #AND ill put 2001 on hold too bc im sososososo excited abt it :]]]]