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#4 am but cant sleep or study 😭

his-littlefox · 3 months

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hiii!! i’m looking for an oc x cc booktok rp 💕 i wanna rp with jacks from ouabh and i can play anyone of your choice for you! 🫶🏼 i’m a literate roleplayer and prefer to rp on discord 🥹💘 please like or message if you’re interested! <3

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jwonsite · 5 months

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girl I was stalking some apps for like 3-4 days and today I thought that "let me stalk tumblr" even though from tomorrow my examinations are starting AND GUESS WHAT I FOUND A RIKI THE LOM OF LIFE'S SEXTAPE(I forgot if it is called sextape or not but it has like whimpers, moans etc) LIKE WTF LET MY MAN LIVE ALONE BRO IS LIKE STILL A CHILD BRO/THE LOM OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN 17 FOR 3 YEARS STRAIGHT!!!! LET BRO BREATH

Still have to say that the way riki pronounced "drake " still had my heart

AND ABOUT MY SCIENCE TEACHER BRO HE WORE LIKE A BLACK OVERSIZED COAT, A BLACK SHIRT AND A BLACK PANT BRO HEE HAD MY HEORT AND THE FACT OUR HANDS TOUCHED FOR 1.04 second ( as I am the 2nd monitor so we have like a register which should be signed by the particular teacher)

One more news, my sleeping schedule is like fucking me up(atleast someone is) and from tomorrow I have to wake up at 4 am to study for my fucking examination 😭

~☠

ugh that’s makes me so😒😒😒 people are so fucking disgusting like. he’s still a minor. i cant.

and stop yes his little “drakeu?” “drake?” was soooo cute hes so freaking cute😭😭

AND PLSSSS THIS IS SO FUNNY I CANT😭

the sleep schedule thing is so me like i be up sooooo late at night and never wake up on time for anything BAHDHSHDHSHS

#heewonenthusiast speaks!#heewonenthusiast asks!#heewonenthusiast ☠️ anon!

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borathae · 14 days

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Chapter 4

ooh looks like he is a gentleman

You can see it in the way he looks at his knees ever so often. dont tell me he slept

HE DID AHAHAH PLS this is peak comedy for me, idk i had this image of "ooh mysterious ancient being, must find sleep, and other stuff as something for the weak", basically a grandpa on him. (i see yoongi like that from reading the drabbles, but now that im reading it, tae felt like that in 1st chapter lol)

Of course not, I was merely resting my eyes” ofc i believe you, u were having a meditating/communicating with your ancestors moment

As if he doesn’t even notice his hand touching you the way it does. STOP I LITERALLY DIE EVERYTIME THIS HAPPENS WHEN IM READING LIKE AAAAAH *bites, slaps, giggles, fans myself, pretends to be dead soo much ah

Your chest heaves up and down in a heavy breath, your legs parting slightly. sis is gone already. mood

Come go with me. I SAID I HAVE NO TIME HEE HEE

Taehyung placed his hand on your thigh instead. OH NO HE IS GETTING DANGEROUS

Your nails dig into the edge of the seat, her: (literally made it, if only i had this devotion in my studies 😭)

Taehyung’s delight as another smirk washes over his face. He stops moving, the only sensation he allows you to feel is his big, warm hand against your inner thigh SDTOP I CANT HANDLE HIS ASS I CAN ALREADY IMAGINE THE FAKE GUM CHEWING AAAH

Tapping on your inner thigh rhythmical AAAAH WE MUST STAY FOCUSED BROTHER

Stay, fellow, I can read. I DOUBT I CAN IM LOSING MY SANITU

“Are you alright?” he rasps DO U THINK IM OK?????

My master’s. THAT FAST?? really said wanna see some speed?

You whine at the loss of touch, pulling at his necktie. PULLING NECKTIE WWWOOOO IM SQUIRTING

The door, which normally always squeaks, opens silently when Taehyung opens it mythical being or has strict parents pt 3 (pt 2 during the date)

I want to devour you.” yn my love, what if he actually does 😭(missed the vore tag on ao3 once and i have ptsd from that)

You’ll probably call me crazy but I named all of my houseplants after famous painters TAE MOVE UR ASS, SHE'S MINE WE ARE MARRIED BYE

Just mere seconds ago it felt like he wanted to devour you whole and now here he is, as patient as ever. i take that back, we can be a throuple

I didn’t even hear you come outside mythical being or has strict parents pt 4

It’s one of those weirdly dishonest smiles again. maybe he is in lactose intolerant and is worried destroying ur toilet with the volcanic diarrhea

It makes you look so perfectly alive." THATS EXACTLY WHAT A VAMPIRE WOULD SAY. i would have said that tho lol

I guess you are right. What a silly thing for me to say." OFC ITS VERY SILLY CUZ U IS MR.DRACULA

“Actually this is just a myth some misogynistic doctors made up in the sixteenth century to shame women for having sex”, SLAY now marry me

“so enjoy it ___ for as long and as passionate as you can.” THATS WHAT A GRANDPA WOULD SAY or A VAMPIRE

I am glad that you aren’t pretending with me hold ur horses he didnt say he is 95% honest, also the 5% could be more shocking than the 95%

swirling the tea in his cup with a flick of his wrist. LOOK AT DA FLICKA DA WRIST

My dream is to own a really big greenhouse. THE GARDEN IN THE DRABBLE

“you’re not having a heart attack, are you?” damn grandpa is dying (im sorry i had to)

OH SHIT WHATS GOING ON?? did she put some anti-mythical being stuff in the tea?

0-100 real quick

she is so cute im feeling it soo well, you wrote those parts well. it made me feel like im intruding them

Throw it on the floor *starts throwing it back Tae: i meant the tie me: oh sorry, silly me

that wasnt me, that was the demons bye

He has a really nice spine, my bestie to me - your spine is ... um how do i put it to words, spines very well. i will definitely count them for anatomy 💀💀LIKE STOP AT LEAST ITS BETTER COMPARED TO 4TH GRADE

thankfully Taehyung can’t read minds because this was one silly thought. you sure about that? u sure about that??👀👀

OH MY GOD HE IS IRRESISTIBLE LIKE STOP JUST AAAAH

Dearmotherofchrist what the hell? Okay, goodbye cruel world this is how you will die. PLS 😭😭

This is madness. Heaven. ME AT YOU POOKIE

besides, we have many more occasions to practice your stamina SUCH A TEASE AAH

im sick and feeling cold. guess who isnt cold anymore cuz they are reading a smexy, gobsmacking as usual smut by THE MOMMY, SIBI?? ME YALL. a hoe(mentally) doesnt get cold, until they get runny nose.

don’t rip it because this cost like forty bucks” WE LOVE REALISTIC SMUT HERE

He scissors them, fucking in and out of you slowly. His teeth craze over your nipple before he bites down. poeple died sir I DIED

During class, on the bus, whilst talking to people. same here girly pop, relatable after reading smut

watching you be like this drives me crazy I AM CRAZY

me: i hope i dont fall him: he praises me: ana oop

It is a stupid name, but it has never been more accurate than tonight. no it aint stupid when true af

"Hold me"..“That’s it, draw me in deeper. Keep me there” bye i will be jumping off the cliff(my bed's name)

seven matches this soo well, cuz its sexy but very romantic

that was too hot until u think (wait this is bts songs in a nutshell)

oh boi tae is just trying feel humanity, life, and the whole "live in the moment", "yolo" by asking to hold closer and feel what she is feeling

horny - sad real quick. (bts albums and playlists be like)

Sex is merely a wonderful byproduct from being with you. You have truly bewitched me, body and soul” this is too good holy fuck

reminds me of blood sweat and tears lines and the whole mood is hold me tight

they are soo cute, being all warm and cozy with each other.

shitting tears as we speak bye,

the emotions were emotioning, smut smuting (do i even have to say about this anymore lol) i love how your smut isnt just focused on sexy parts, emotionally, yes very much connected and love it and also shows other parts, like its soo easy to have the entire view from pillow to toes, with lil frames with focused parts.

now that we still havent seen 2seokkook, its making more nervous like

EXCUSE ME??GOOGLE JUST VIOLATED ME 💀

this is actually so funny HAHHAHAH he is always acting like such a well-put mysterious man and then he is sleeping in class BHAHAHAHAH

this is so valid HE IS SO HOT LIKE SIR PLEASE FADNFDSN

the gum chewing pisses me off with any other person BUT ITS SO HOT WHEN HE DOES IT LIKE PLEASE KEEP DOING IT SIR IMMA SUCK YOUR COCK

You whine at the loss of touch, pulling at his necktie. PULLING NECKTIE WWWOOOO IM SQUIRTING

jajdfj valid.

I want to devour you.” yn my love, what if he actually does 😭(missed the vore tag on ao3 once and i have ptsd from that)

NO BUT WHAT IF??? oh god hahhaha I feel you I once missed the impregnation tag and actually triggered myself when he started speaking about putting babies in her like BACK OFF ILL BITE YOUR BALLS OFF

It’s one of those weirdly dishonest smiles again. maybe he is in lactose intolerant and is worried destroying ur toilet with the volcanic diarrhea

PLEASE hhahahhaha this would be so iconic of him tbfh

“Actually this is just a myth some misogynistic doctors made up in the sixteenth century to shame women for having sex”, SLAY now marry me

he is SO HOT I need him to fuc-

My dream is to own a really big greenhouse. THE GARDEN IN THE DRABBLE

👀👀👀👀

OH SHIT WHATS GOING ON?? did she put some anti-mythical being stuff in the tea?

THAT IS A VERY GOOD QUESTION INDEED

LISTEN. don't judge me but I genuinely think that spines (inside the body where they're supposed to be) can be so sexy like if someone has a nice spine I just wanna trace and lick and kiss and touch it like-

thankfully Taehyung can’t read minds because this was one silly thought. you sure about that? u sure about that??👀👀

THE RIGHT QUESTION INDEED

im sick and feeling cold. guess who isnt cold anymore cuz they are reading a smexy, gobsmacking as usual smut by THE MOMMY, SIBI?? ME YALL. a hoe(mentally) doesnt get cold, until they get runny nose.

I gain ten years of life each time one of you calls me Mommy HAHHAHA like yes I am indeed mother HFAHDSF

don’t rip it because this cost like forty bucks” WE LOVE REALISTIC SMUT HERE

BAHHAHAHAH I LOVE REALISM

me: i hope i dont fall him: he praises me: ana oop

BITCH (affectionate) SAME HOLY FUCK praise works so well with me like it got me thinking about the person for the next five weeks for real

oh boi tae is just trying feel humanity, life, and the whole "live in the moment", "yolo" by asking to hold closer and feel what she is feeling

*sobs*

reminds me of blood sweat and tears lines and the whole mood is hold me tight

OMFG I LOVE THIS THANK YOU

shitting tears as we speak bye,

hahahhaa shitting tears jfadsjf

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SAYING THIS!!! that's exactly what I want most of my smut to be for 😭😭😭

#asks: sanguis alpha #asks #minusback #tw: long post #tw: blood

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jazz-bazz · 5 months

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Ghost Mutuals Tag Game 🦇 Send this to the last ten Ghesties in your notifications, then reply here with ten facts about yourself! Let's get to know each other!

hmmm…..

1. i can write with right and left hand (though my left hand writes slower and a bit messier) as well as use chopsticks

2. but i cant use spoons with my left hand

3. i can sleep better with loud drummy music, or just loud music, but i wake up if its turned off, or its harder for me to fall asleep if its silent

4. im studying chemistry (and struggling but 🤷‍♀️ 😭)

5. i speak 3 languages (still kinda struggle with one but… i can understand it? more or less?)

6. longest ive slept is 14 hours

7. i play several instruments but i CANNOT sing at all 😭😂 my sister wonder about that very often

8. in real life i am very awkward 😬 and kinda has an rbf?

9. ive been told my handwriting looks pretty, but i cant draw at all… well maybe stickmen?

10. i have a 19 years old teddy bear who i still sleep with, and i love nibbling on his ear 😬

#bex lore

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mondaymelon · 4 months

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ehehe sorry for the confusion, melon..my actual school learning time starts at 7 am- I just had to get there at 4 for early basketball practice and then I had to practice for 2 hours after school eugh my back hurts and my face hurts too bc I absolutely hate teaching 5th graders how to shoot into the hoop and meanwhile instead of the hoop. They aim for me.

but anyways, I only play basketball for the fun of it totally not so my college application looks good such as you and so I can take my pent up anger out on random kids that I’m supposed to beat the crap out of in ball and hOW TF ARE YOU STILL ON WINTER BREAK!!? MINE LITERALLY LASTED FOR 2 WEEKS 😭 AND THEN AS SOON AS I GOT BACK TO SCHOOL, MY MATH TEACHER DECIDED TO BE OH SO NICE AND GAVE US A FOUR QUESTION QUIZ. AND SHE KNOWS THAT I SUCK AT MATHHHHGDGSHXHS

but leaving all that aside, I actually am learning more abt you.. not creepily dang- but. I can speak two languages..am fluent in two :DD Chinese/Mandarin and English the second ones obvious but wtv and I have to eventually learn Spanish in my school in order to graduate high school-..and I’m currently working on Italian (￣▽￣) but uh, I don’t really know all that much in Italian- the most useful phrases that I currently know? ‘Un cappuccino con latte’, a cappuccino with milk, ‘Un cappuccino con zucchero’, a cappuccino with sugar, and ‘Che e un banco’, where’s the bank.

ANYWAYS, imma stop bothering you w my personal life issues and leave so I can start studying for my test although I more than likely won’t

- 🥦

so. like. hows your sleep schedule lookin 😀

OKAY I KINDA HATE ALL GRADE SCHOOlerS BUT JUST LIKE CHILDREN. idk if you saw it but i got A T T A C K ED By them during a social gathering good lord i despise children. there are a select few that are actually tolerable and sometimes even little angels but honestly those only exist in fiction (GIGGLES AT MY ADOPTED CHILDREN AKA NAHIDA N DORI N YAOYAO N COuntless otheRS)

these little bitches were banging down on my door and licking my books and throwing things behind the tv and honestly throwing everything that wasn't fucking bolted to the floor SIGHS . worst part is they may or may not be coming back saturday and if thats the case i will SOB. i was actually so close to crying the first time lmao cause oneo f them put their chair on my foot and then sat down on it and like girl yowch thats my foot youre sitting on 😀😀

ANYWAYS LMAO A COMPLETELY LEGAL WAY TO THROTTLE CHILDREN?? sign me up !!! annnndd i think your winter break started waaayyy earlier than mine since mine is only two weeks too, but im only a week in... i suffered knowing some of my mooties started like weeks and even a month prior SOBS

ngl i dont wanna be all "hohoho im so smart" but i got that shiny sparkly 4.0 gpa and math is one of the higher ones?? my teacher hasnt even put in my exam grade yet lmao it was on dec 20 or smth but i cant have done thhhhhaaattt bad right. (ILL MANIFEST GOOD GRADES FOR YOU ANON !!! just like how i manifested my navia pulls graahh)

and omg!??! im collecting mandarin-speakers like pokemon !! and woahhhh i dont know anyone that speaks italian, thats super cool!!

byebye 🥦 anon, wishing you the best of luckkkk !!

#★ ˎˊ˗ melonrambles!#★ ˎˊ˗ inbox... anons!!#⋆˙⟡♡ᝰ.ᐟ - 🥦 anon (while im at it i may as well manifest a month long winter break)!!#id actually perish of happiness if that were the case... s ig. h

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hyunverse · 1 year

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oooo that sounds fun!! what’d you make ?? :)) idk how you manage to live w 7 ppl i’d lose my mind lollll

ME TOO !!! he’s everywhere 😭. ik what’s up w hyunjins pcs always being pricey, it’s so annoying. YES I WAS SHOCKED AT FIRST literally squealing and then i was like nearly crying. bc he has dark blue hair and is doing his little peace sign w his little pout :((((( how could you not :((((

THE BACK DIMPLESSS YESSSS, so sexy. jeongins hands ,,,, sigh. so long and slender and pretty i just 💔. i think i hear the word hands and just instantly become delusional, it’s like i’m in a trance 🤭. AND HANS WAIST GAHHHHH i want to grab it. he has such a cute belly button too 😭 oddly specific but it is true. they all have cute ones from what we’ve seen tbh

ohhh yes i get that, that’s rly awesome you study it tho !! it’s fun to learn new languages even when it’s challenging and then it’s rly rewarding when you can have convos w ppl based on their language. i love interactions like that they make me happy

ITS GOING SO GOOD, thank you for asking love <33 i’m gonna post it tmrw night and i’m rly exciteddddd. i was telling kana how i’m excited to be able to send you guys pics now too, i want to show off my cats hehe. OOOO OT8 HCSSS THATS SO EXCITINGGGGG. i cant wait to read them 😋. u better be sleeping rn 😠😠😠😠 as much as u can bc u have no classes 😠😠😠 (this is my new fave emoji bc it looks like leebit hehe)

- 🐈‍⬛ cuddles much needed today thank u bae🫂🫂🫂 ily kisses 4 u

made ramen with poached eggs!! my comfort food forever. aaa yeah at first it sounds hectic, i mean eight girls living in a house together feels so chaotic right 😭 but it turned out to be nice!! we have four rooms, so each room consists of two people!! i got lucky with considerate and responsible housemates, tbh. they know when they can be loud, and when they need to be quiet. it feels like i have seven sisters lol. tbh if they weren’t considerate, i think i’d lose my mind too </3

dark blue minho <333 i also love purple minho. i love all of minho tbh live laugh love minho case 145 i love minho!!!

CUTE BELLY BUTTON LMAO IM SO?5?5?5 GASPIGN FOT AIR I CANT RBSHAJS thats so random and i love it 🤝 giving me hyunjin belly button piercing in play with fire IT GOT ME ILL!!! ILL, I TELL YOU!!

i do like learning languages, i just get bored halfway </3 like i’ll want to learn another language instead </3 it’s absolutely horrid, i fr need to stop and focus on one. i literally gave up on spanish after a month LOL. i know a little sign language though!! and to read and write in arabic.

AS I AM REPLYING TO THIS, I SEE UVE MADE A REVEAL HEHRHEHFHS gonna check out the work rn!!!! im so excited!!

stop it does look like a leebit T_T that’s so cute ‘m gonna start abusing that emoji now 😠😠😠 talking abt skzoo im gonna buy jiniret and puppy.m soon ^__^ gonna sew them clothes, i am beyond excited zzz

more kisses and cuddles for u!!! mwa!!

#rin’s lovemail!#🐈‍⬛ anon 💌

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straykats · 2 years

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get to know me tag !

much love to @chogiwow for the tag; apologies for the late.. doing of (???????) dnskjv i saw it this morn but i wanted to do it on my laptop so had to wait until after work lol

1. name: kat 2. sign: virgo, forgot the rest 3. height: 167cm! uh. 5'5??? idk thats what google said but it gave more numbers 4. time: 6.29pm 5. birthday: aug 26 6. favorite band/artist: skz, oor, xh, atz, vaundy, given, lucy, ???? cant think rn 7. last movie: the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian (i shall be watching the last movie tonight <;3) 8. last show: i restarted hwarang,, so that's the last show i've watched (or am watching). other than that, idr 9. when i created this blog: idr vjdsvds i think this current blog was created in sep '19, but i didnt post until nov? i really dont remember 10. what i post: too much uhh used to be fics (not that's moved). moon pics. just random text posts??? mainly content rb ig 11. last thing i googled: 'narnia prince caspian' HAHA i wasn't sure what the actual title of the movie was. prior to that, '167cm in feet' 💀💀 12. other blogs: @/straykits (skz writing) ; @/tuskko (occasional anime rbs) ; @/angels-clockwork (aesthetics, quotes, art.. that kinda jazz) ; and another one which i won't reveal HAHA it's just where i rb'ing writing prompts or tips etc to use but tbh i might delete it bc i rarely rb anything there anymore 13. following: 65 14. followers: 1898 15. average hours of sleep: average would be 5-7 hrs (stealing ivys answer bc same) 16. instruments: violin (no longer play but give me a few days and i'll be back in shape i promise); piano (most recent); french horn (for one year, compulsory bc school curriculum, but i would 10/10 have picked it up if i hadn't already been doing violin; trying to teach myself guitar chords but im bad w commitment 17. what i'm wearing: trackies and a. uh. sweater. i think thats what this would be called. 18. dream job: girl idk something creative, but that's not what i'm studying HAHA so dream job in OT would be.. uh... in paeds? as of right now. i'm still yet to do a good paeds prac so idk 😭 19. dream trip: the bsic europe tour ig <//3; roadtrip with friends!!; singapore with friends/cousins 20. nationality: aussie 21. favorite songs: oh dear me. i can't. this is too hard. polkadot stingray - jet // caundy - life hack // yall idk i cant think rn 😔😔

unfortunately i am much too tired and also lowkey lazy HAHA (sorry) to tag anyone but lmk if u want to be tagged,,, and i will tag

#kat plays games #i always debate revealing what my study is bc if where i live + what i study is revealed #it can be pretty easy to find me i think AHHAHA bc only two unis where i live provide the course i study #and yet i still dont hesitate to say all that^^ LMAOOOOO

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rrxnjun · 11 months

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I ACTUALLY YELLED SEEING LIEBESTRAUM WAHHHHH;-;-;;-;-;-;-;; THANK U SO MUCH FOR WRITING IT I CANT WAIT TILL JUNE;-;;-;-; i cannottttt tell u how happy u actually made me with that wahhdhfjf

OOO MAN☹️☹️I HOPE UR MENTAL HEALTH WILL GET BETTER!!!! AND U DONT SUCK!!! TAKE UR TIME WITH IT u shouldn't listen to them when ur not in the mood for them it will deff ruin the vibes so take all the time u need!!!!

i agree with that the only good noise music i listen to now is all from nct and when i hear other bgs' i'm just😟😟😟 IM SURE HE WAS AMAZING CUZ ALL OF THEM WERE🤌🤌 the song genuinely slaps so i'm not surprised if it makes it in there

well idk people said i study a lot so i just accepted the fact but i never feel prepared enough so;-; tbh the percentage is lower just to pass💀 but i need the plus point for uni and that's the limit for getting it but yeah i feel like it shows that hungary does not go for making people smarter lmao💀 I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE POINT LIMITS FOR GETTING INTO UNI wahhh the whole thing is dumb🫠 thank u!!!! i have three more speaking exams so i'm shitting my pants rn😃OH NO☹️ i hope u passed the second one exams suck so i hope it didn't hit u hard!!!! GOOD LUCK WITH THEM!!! IM SURE U WILL DO GOOD ON THEM!! MANIFESTING SO HARD!!!! I HOPE U ARE DOING WELL AND ARE TAKING CARE OF URSELF!!!! (liebestraum anon💓💕)

(the review reply: art sucks for that reason sm;-; but i deff learned after a few times of that happening with me as well to just sleep on it and throw it out after but it still amuses me how can art have this effect in a way (idk how to explain what i mean rip) AND THANK U FOR NOT HATING IT U JUST MADE ME THE HAPPIEST PERSON ISTG!!!)

IM REPLYING TO THIS ASK LITERALLY SO LATE THAT THE FIC IS DROPPING TOMORROW LMAO ADJSK i have to warn u tho its quite different to the original draft i had and the teaser i posted from it 😶😶 hope you still end up liking it !!!

SJSJ thank you thank you 😔😔 you are always so sweet and understanding ily mwah.

nct noise is the only good noise in kpop. there i said it. 😶 (this is a joke there are a few more good noise songs from diff groups pls dont jump me im targeting one fandom in specific w this yes) like nct could do any of your favs songs but could your favs do sticker? no. thats right.😌 AHHH im glad u liked my babies cix i was told by spotify that they are my top listened to artist of the last 4 weeks so. 😃 yeah. they also had a comeback like 2 days ago if u wanna check that out cough cough

if people tell u that, its probably true AHAHA 😭😭 me and my friend were talking the other day like i dont even study that much like i get to the 2 hour mark and i go well 🤷‍♀️ thats it for the day ig. like i dont have any more brain capacity LMAO. Oooh i do get you w the uni points stuff!! me being a straight A student was what got me into uni too bc switching from business hs to psychology was actually kind of insane coming from me LMAOOO i had no bonus points from biology or anything so my grades helped a TON since i fucked up the entrance exam too lol 😭😭😭 im rooting for you !!!! I feel like slovakia doesnt really care abt that either ?? there are definitely better and worse unis tho and i unfortunately attend the one thats one of the best so they kinda care..😔 SPEAKING EXAMS ARE THE WORST THEY SHOULD BE CANCELLED LIKE THATS 3 TIMES THE STRESS U HAVE WHEN TAKING A WRITTEN ONE. i hate those sm omg i am PRAYING for you (i have only one speaking one this semester and i am mentally preparing for it for the last few weeks) i actually passed the second try (with an E, but i still did it....) and i have another exam w the same professor this friday so..🤞

i am trying to learn how to be patient w art (and life) so it prevents me tearing everything out and throwing it out.....so you are right abt that AHAHA thats a good advice to take

as always i hope youre doing good, taking care of yourself and having a good time!! mwah

#💌ask #liebestraum anon

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im-not-a-simp-i-swear · 3 years

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Had this scenario stuck in my head for a while: when MC is first summoned into devildom, they are in their pijamas and holding a blanket. They listen to Diavolo but at some point their like “Yeah this is cool and all, but did it have to happen at 4 IN THE FLIPPING MORNING?? This isn’t cool man I have an exam in the morning!”

Really curious to see the brothers reactions 😆

IM SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG FOR YOU😭😭 HERE IT FINALLY IS

TOO EARLY AND TOO BUSY

💙LUCIFER

- oops... they really took into consideration your daily lifestyle, nor the part where humans arent fans of waking up early

- unfortunately you are stuck here

- "well either way you're staying here MC, we're sorry but you're exam will have to wait"

- cant help but feel a bit bad for your education in the human world, you'll definetely be in trouble with that once the year passes by, however he'll try his best to see what he can do to fix that problem

💛MAMMON

- you've been venting him about this for the last 3 hours MC please if you're so tired just go to sleep

- he also cant understand at the start why you're upset about missing that exam, shouldnt that be a good thing? You dont have to present it anymore

- with time he figures out why you were so annoyed when you first came here, if you pay for your education then of course you'll be pissed for missing that exam and A WHOLE YEAR, THAT IS SO MUCH MONEY IN THE TRASH

- the best that can be done now is to just deal with it however, its not like you can go back right now

🧡LEVIATHAN

- "lmao"

- yeah he wont really care that much, he'll try to mane thw situation look better by saying you wont have to present that exam but still fails to cheer you up

- will invite you to play games if it'll distract/help you

- as for the waking up time then he'll just say it happens and that you'll most likely have to get used to it, for what exactly is up to your imagination

💚SATAN

- he can see where your anger comes from, afterall education is important and who knows just how hard you studied

- the 4am thing, while reminding him more of a thing belphie would complain about, is also a reasonable thing for you to feel annoyed at

- he has studied alot about how humans live and so he really understand, unfortunately not much can be done about it

- he will try to make thing feel better by lending you books or deciding to talk about what the exam was about in case you get the chance to solve this issue once back to the human realm

💖ASMODEUS

- gasps at the part of waking up at 4 am

- "that is such a terrible time to wake up MC you are totally correct! In order to look beautiful and healthy you need to sleep for at least 6 to 8 hours, they threw out your entire schedule!"

- will offer either a product or a place to treat those terrible eyebags you could've gotten, as for the exam however, he'll also say that can cause stress which is also bad for your body

- will gladly make you happy however if you wanna however

❤BEELZEBUB

- the time issue reminds him alot of his twin brother, however considering these times it really doesnt feel right to talk to you about it yet to you

- tries to cheer you up with that by doing whatever wouls cheer his brother up, however if by then you are telling him this after opening up some of your favorites things to do then he'll also offer to do that

- as for the exam part... another mind that isnt sure how to help, you really are alone on that part buddy

💜BELPHEGOR

- when you told him about this moment he actually laughed a bit, the scenario is just funny to him, with you in your pjs and everthing

- however he still can see why you'd be annoyed by that, afterall sleeping is important, and for the avatar or sloth? It might just be a crime

- if by then youtwo have fixed your issues with eachother then he'll offer to fix the situation by sleeping more often with him

- the exam part? He be asleep by when you bring that up or would just say that exams tire him and then would change the subject or fall asleep there and then

#obey mammon #obey me #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me headcanons #obey me leviathan #obey me lucifer #obey me satan #obey me belphegor #obey me mc #obey me shall we date #obey me luci x reader #obey me mammon x reader #obey me levi x reader #obey me satan x reader #obey me asmo x reader #obey me belphie x reader #obey me beel x reader

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saintobio · 2 years

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Hey saint

So im writing my statement of purpose to apply to UNIs out of my country and the problem is that i cant even find any idea or any purpose or i dont know how to put it into words.

But your writing is so good you've always been able to hook your audience in your writing and made them feel a range of emotions. Can you please help me with a few resources or any tips to write my SOP

Thanks.. ly♥️♥️

gonna be 100% honest with you babe, i don’t think i could be of much help to you. creative writing is just very different to writing a statement of purpose haha 🥺 “your purpose” is something that you’ll need to figure out yourself, and those will stem from your personal ambitions, goals, passions, and things that motivate you. find a way to “sell yourself”, be in tune with yourself, ask yourself; what made you want to apply to universities overseas instead of your homeland? was it for greater education? different environment? how do you see yourself as a student in this university if you do get in? how are you gonna spend the next 4-6 years studying in this university? how do you expect yourself to be once you’ve graduated from this university? those questions will determine your goals, and your dedication to reaching those goals will be your purpose. best of luck <33 you can do it

Anonymous said

Hey Saint! I’m also Filipino and about to graduate later this summer. I also adore writing and I actively try to find time to do it, but my career choice isn’t literature related at all. Now I saw you rant about being a corporate slave, and I’m honestly so scared for my future. Do you have tips for someone who has an office job that MIGHT drain their time? Is it scary finally being out there? 😭 How do you find time? I’m worried I will never find time or will feel tired to pour it in writing.

hellooo, this ask was deep in my inbox so i’m not sure if you’re still here 😭 sorry for the late reply. it’s scary at first, and i’m not gonna lie, depending on your career, 90% of the time you’ll be drained. i’m extremely overworked and now i’m transitioning to a different department that has no correlation to writing at all. am i happy about it? no. i’m actually crying about it for the past few weeks. but i wanted to pursue my promotion bc it’s career growth (and they’re gonna double my salary 😹). so i guess what i’m trying to say is, there are pros and cons for us working in the corporate world. it’s tough, it’s hectic, it’s competitive—but that’s just how it is everywhere. you’ll be able to manage it once you’re there. and somehow, no matter how busy or how extremely exhausted i am, i naturally crave writing so that’s why i try to spend my extra time writing 1-2k words even if i’d end up having only 3 hours of sleep on a weekday. it depends how passionate you are for writing, because even when i started working, i never lost the passion. i do go through writing slumps here and there, but i find a way to get over it. so don’t be scared! as long as you’re able to keep a healthy balance between your career and personal life, everything will be okay. you can just use writing as an avenue to release stress! or you can even write on weekends! :)

#🖤: letters to saint

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tarotnoob · 3 years

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Feedback: Hey!! I didnt expect that you'll do a reading for me😭. I read this at 3am and istg i started crying idk why. I actually planned to reply later bcz i was literally shivering. So here we go points by point on what made this reading so so so accurate shall we?

1. first thing is that I've been seeing the number 6 a lot!! Also surrounded by people with cancer and gemini placements.

2. I've been told by lots and lots of people to practice spirituality. Since childhood i was able to strongly sense people's emotions like an empath but that became overwhelming and i tried to distance myself from emotions. I think that probably blocked any spiritual gifts i have. Also if i take my solar return chart of thisyear in consideration, i have a 12th house stellium, thats what making me research about spirituality. I am really intrigued by the thought of buying tarot cards. But somehow i find it a little difficult to grasp everything since i cant even understand my own feelings and emotions now. I declined my feelings when i was young and yes i am suffering from it rn.

3. I dont even know if i have anxiety since i dont talk much about what i am going through, i try to ignore all of them problems i had in my life. There's been alot of issues lately and i wish it will come to an end. And yes i am sleep deprived oh my lord

4. Healing? Ig i am trying, to meditate and fix my whole schedule. Keeping it healthy. About new project or job, as i am a teen i was really confused about which major to choose and i recently chose MBA, the one i feel most comfortable with.

5. Interesting! The orphan card did say alot cuz yes first impressions are very important to me. I am very much of an introverted person, and people's opinion of me does matter but not a lot, I dont like overthinking about these situations bcz I was very isolated half of my life.

Cutting the ties with people, yes. I am surrounded by toxic people who i personally think are very stupid and i dont want to stay with them anymore. But they're the only one close to me so i did hold them for a lot longer than i thought.

6. The family situation. Hmm i have capricorn IC with chiron in 4th😭and cancer MC and my moon is in 10th house. Makes so much sense. My relationship with my mom isn't good. Somehow we always end up arguing when having a conversation.q

7. "You're suffering with something you aren't sharing with people" i really don't like to communicate about my personal issues with people, the only way i can take it out is on tumblr cuz all the people are strangers to me yet they're so supportive. Its a space that gave me so much happiness.

8. Again the family issues and yes its very accurate that i want to run away from my hometown. My mom is kinda toxic and she have already pressured me alot bcz of career. I love her, she's very strong to raise me up as a single mother but she never considers my feeling. This is my last year in school so yeah...the last year where i can decide which career path i have to choose. I lowkey want to leave my country and study abroad, somewhere new where i can get my independence.

9. Yes i have libra rising. And i really stopped caring about people's opinion on me. And as of now, i am very confident in myself.

10. The servant cards confused me. I literally questioned myself for an hour, is there something I've been ignoring? I'll surely look into it

Oh my lord- THANK YOU A LOT. YOU ARE AMAZING!! I am really trying to get into spirituality, ig there's time for everything. This reading really brought all of my anxieties into light and i am glad. Hope you'll have a wonderful day ahead!!🍒🌸

(I am sorry if this is too long and boring😬💕)

Irony. As I was starting to reply my computer crashed. Merc retrograde or symbolic. So, no your feedback was not too long and it is certainly not boring to hear about your life. I tend to worry and overthink, so I kept feeling like I needed to see what was up so I did a celtic cross this morning so we can look into it more. Please keep in mind I’m only a stranger online with zero details about you and your life beyond what you’ve told me, so I can only speculate as to how the cards can apply, but I do want to see if I can help more or maybe that’s my ego.

Usually I’d only take one card per position but I let them fall out how they needed to and then I clarified to double and triple check. But, that doesn’t mean I have all the answers, and my personal opinion is that more often the tarot tells us what we already know about ourselves, so what we really get from a reading is a sense of hope or validation and often times, objectivity. At least in terms of sugar-coating what is seen. I’ll jump below the pic with the clarifers so I don’t explain stuff twice.

And what I think resonates with the first reading is mostly:

- there are some real issues that have to do with family - there are issues to do with not communicating (hurt) feelings - there are issues with fear, anxiety, worry - unless your mom is a Sagittarius, I think the Temperance card is more about balance/patience/moderation (probably balance), and may still have to do with the divine trying to push you out of situations in which there are toxic connections (but I’m not SUPER sure about this; it could be like you have a spirit guide who is trying to help you or has been trying to give you messages in some way but it’s blocked or ignored - that’s only a guess as i’m also kind of like in need of physical proof when it comes to things haha)

So, past position in this cross was six of wands, which we saw before and, imo, confused me other than to say maybe there was a sense of needing to be liked and that could still resonate as maybe it used to matter, but doesn’t now.

It’s clarified by Hermit, then by Magician and Lovers, then by Star - all major arcana. As signs, they are Virgo, Virgo/Gemini, Gemini and then Aquarius. Their meanings would include six of wands: popularity, triumph, success, online; magician is manifestation, communication, putting something into action; lovers is relationships and communication, balance, love, choice; the star is a sense of uniqueness in approach or technology, rejuvenation, hope, wish. Hermit is isolation, learning, wisdom, reflection.

Visually there are similarities with star and magician, but hermit and six of wands are also looking up to something that looks like the star. lovers has masks, there’s an emptiness inside the female with tiny candles with moons, it again makes me think wish because we blow out candles on cakes... and when you read tarot (at least for me), you can read superficially and you can read very deeply. like i’m just going to do this only on the past so that when i go through the other cards, you can psychoanalyze yourself, haha. so i’m explaining an easy way to read. by the way, tarot becomes “easy” once you learn the meaning of the cards (which takes maybe a couple months or so), but the intuitive part of it is... long and strange and comes in different ways.

so on the superficial end of this past part, i would read as okay... there’s a sense of something to do with online and technology as well as communication and relationships... in this deck six of wands can be about acknowledgment, accomplishment or whatever...

okay let me put it like this, because the thing is that hermit and six of wands are almost like opposites so it’s as if... two ways because this could be recent past. there is a goal or hope of being acknowledged but in actuality you feel quite lonely and isolated, relationships may be difficult or your hope is to connect to other people in a more solid way - as in just being able to talk to someone. the other possibility is more positive, like you actually recently had good news or accomplished something or were recognized, particularly for something that might have to do with things related to being online/technology. but really this could just be you thinking about college, what you want to do, looking at online options for college, how to be successful or what you want to be successful in, perhaps you’re considering majors in technology or communications, hermit is ls about studying so it’s like thinking about how i can put my (future) plans for studying into action and what choices need to be made to get there.

that probably fits but i also look at these and feel a desire for acknowledgment. the lovers card makes me feel like there’s more going on under the surface in terms of your (inner) desires regarding goals and hopes. tbh i’m surprised the streength card didn’t show here as it feels similar (tho it shows up in other positions for this cross). overall, i do tend to be cynical when i read but as i look at it, it feels like a productive recent past and the major arcanas are strong, literally nothing is negative; it’s just that i went in expecting stuff because the nine of swords came up in the previous reading and there seems to be angst but. i mean, there’s not here lol.

so the present card at first (first cards i drew) were seven of wands and tower, which can be negative as it’s going on the defense or guard up and tower, which can freak people out and it came out in the previous reading and we were trying to figure that out as it was clarifying the confusing servant card.

the cards that clarified these cards are ace of wands and five of cups. so also a little more on the “negative” side. and in theory the past present and future cards should connect as if telling a story.

it could be that you’re feeling two separate things at present. this could be something like a fear of change, nostalgia for the past or like there’s some excitement that’s coming in but there’s also a dwelling on the negative and if this is connected to your college worries, that makes sense because there’s a sense of hope/excitement to get out of where you are, right.. but maybe this negative thing is your fear of it not working out or being able to do what you want. tower could indicate a big change coming in a positive way, like there’s a lot of expectation on your part for what going off to school could bring? but there’s still some... like... anxiety or sadness, grief... a wall being put up, having to fight off others. it could be a fear of failure or a fear of getting your hopes up b/c stuff in the past didn’t work out. when i look at the five of cups in this deck (dreamkeeprs tarot - you can probably google to study yourself) it shows a red “cord” attaching the person to the moon. the moon can stand in for emotions, so obviously it’s displaying some sort of attachment to emotions about the past, also we talked about your mom. the moon often comes up as having to do with the mother, so intuitively, this could be about something to do with your mom, as well, that there’s a cord in that connection that needs to be cut either symbolically or literally, the seven of wands could be showing that sort of “fight” happening, but that’s me reading into what you’ve told me.

the subconscious position looks heavy so let’s start with “what’s on top” or what you’re thinking about, which came out as knight of cups reversed, eight of wands, ace of pentacles, all clarified by the chariot >.>

cups reversed can indicate emotional issues/struggles/being closed off/creative blocks. i kind of feel like it fits with that sort of trepidation vibe of the present cards. there’s something new that’s being offered to you, it’s coming in fast or has to do with online and/or communication and there’s some emotional turmoil surrounding it, that it’s chariot can point to your cancer placements or we know this is about your career/education/future goals and being on track with that so overall on your mind and based on the present position, there’s some excitement around the future but also some, like, emotional imbalance. so i think you’re excited but nervous or afraid of getting your hopes up here (about college/career). but intuitively nothing is a coincidence so chariot being cancer and cancer being about the home/family, i still think this as to do with home/family, as well. and maybe that fear of this not working out is not because you, yourself, are afraid of going off, but that it’s coming from external stuff.

subconscious, please let me say i always say what i see or feel, so please don’t take offense and it’s not meant to be invasive but i had an idea of it when i pulled the cards and i wanted to be sure so i triple checked.

so at first i was given seven of swords and high priestess. this is oddly similar to stuff that showed in your first reading when i was like ok well moon plus priestess is like secret-secret lol. like it can come up if things aren’t meant to be known or someone wants to protect their energy, but it can also mean literally so i was like ok u don’t want to tell me and kept going.

it’s also odd as i was asking: what’s the root/subconscious reasoning behind your “on the top”/what are you thinking card and the present position card because, as i said, the celtic cross is all connected like a story (for me). so your root card should be the hidden/subconscious reason behind surface thoughts/actions.

my point i was going to say is it’s funny i asked for subconscious hidden and it gave me the cards that mean subconscious and hidden. but that could also mean you might not BE aware of how much the root issue is affecting your current thoughts/feelings/actions.

so i clarified further and got four of pentacles and ace of swords. seven of swords tends to have a rather negative meaning, besides secrets or lies, it’s betrayal, bitterness, resentment; on the positive side it can be taking advantage of opportunities or resourcefulness, can be greed i suppose. four of pentacles, ironically can mean this, too, greed or stinginess. clinging too much, spending too much. high priestess is hidden, knowledge, intuition, the moon (cancer).

also i got eight of cups, judgment and strength; and then the 10 of swords with a third deck...

you’d expect the subconscious to be complicated so, okay, let’s go through it. and you may be aware of this stuff already.

the way i can read this are as follows and you can choose what resonates:

- clinging onto an unhealthy idea/perception/way of communicating - a deep feeling of betrayal or bitterness toward a mother figure or that figure lying to you in some way - a desire to cut ties with the mother figure or betrayal of your own spiritual self/higher self (basically an event in which you went against your own deep rooted principles) - an unhealthy or blocked way of expressing yourself - 10 of swords alone is hard to interpret but this could be a literal death. if there was a tragic death at a young age; but also the rod is going through the steer/bison’s eye and the other cards indicate “hidden” things too, so there’s something unseen. you mentioned your mom being a single parent so, i will venture to guess that the thing that wasn’t seen was a father growing up (yet there are no specific cards that represent a father figure here) so it MIGHT be that you aren’t aware how much that has affected you - this eight of cups, judgment, streength combination could indicate: a sense of breaking away - BIG TIME. all three have in common visually or in meaning a breakinig out of an egg while still being stuck to the cord, the angel in judgment is flying up, the eight of cups is about walking away from things you’ve outgrown emotionally or that are negative and don’t suit you or literally walking away.

altogether though there is definitely the sense of walking away or a desire to get away from a (toxic) situation that is creating toxic thoughts or THEIR toxic thoughts or way of speaking - is all behind this push you’re feeling to

1. get the fuck out of there 2. do or do not cut ties with the negativity

i do know you want to get away but i keep seeing images where you’re still tied down even though you’re trying to escape

and again there is a sense of something that’s unseen or hidden here so you’ll really have to do some shadow work to fully explore any type of negative (thoughts) you are having (such as anger, depression, anxiety, bad dreams).

okay. so that was the big one.

near future is the queen of wands card. like i said before this can have to do with confidence. it can be you or another person (a fire sign?).

i’m also trying to remember if maybe i pulled the judgment/eight of cups/strength as clarifiers for this future card but it doesn’t matter.

queen of wands is clarified by knight of swords and then two of wands and justice. mostly these cards seem to be about making choices/decisions [about the future, about the near future or having to make these decisions very soon as knight of swords and 8 of wands are about fast speed] two of wands is about planning [for the future/choices] if those previous cards were clarifiers it just means that these are choices about getting the fuck out.

i mean i should say it’s more than that because those are big cards that express almost as if getting away will provide a rebirth level of transformation. like judgment is like an AWAKENING of big proportion and strength in this deck has that same feel, she’s like coming out of an EGG. it’s like being born again and queen of wands embodies that type of feeling.

so this would be like once you make these choices you will feel like this or if you have doubts in any way - it seems to work out very well and will make you feel SO MUCH MORE FREEDOM to be yourself. and basically be like you hit the restart button. this makes sense with the cards that come up later so let’s keep going. in conclusion, your near future will have to do with making choices that will lead to a sense of liberation and that they’ll come quickly or you need to make these decisions with confidence and using your brain/logic. and also becoming more confident in how you speak (about your choices?) altho i’m oddly drawn to the strength card here as she has no mouth so i guess i’m supposed to hound you about communicating better, or speaking up for yourself.

okay so the “your approach” to the situation is nine of swords. we talked about this earlier. there’s a sense of anxiety, fear. bad dreams, worry. the fox is looking up the moon in this card, so this is another mom issue, subconscious issue (which we discussed). i feel like this is super connected to that five of cups in your present position. it’s grief, sadness, disappointment. foxes are sneaky so i’m drawn back to that seven of swords happening in the subconscious, too. so your present position and root position seem super tied up. this ROOT thing if you found one you related to in my little list is causing you a lot of emotional discomfort right now. you might also be super affected by the literal moon and also again your moon/cancer placements must have a huge affect on how you feel in general or that moon placement you have is one that tends to provide a lot of anxiousness anyway. maybe you have a water moon? i forget if you told me as water moons are sensitive and anxious.

i’m a pisces moon so can relate.

the environment position is five of cups again. so exact same as your present position card. grief, disappointment, focusing on the negative, focusing on what didn’t work out in the past instead of future opportunities right behind you (also four of cups vibes). you might be so focused on the negative and past negative situation/demotions that it’s keeping you from moving forward (confidently).

the next card i did as something you aren’t seeing or advice (i asked your higher self). take that with a grain of salt as to me higher self is a cool idea but i’ve never verified it haha bc i don’t hear voices.

and this will seem similar to your first reading: lovers six of cups six of pentacles. so this can read as sharing communication with family. or six of cups and six of pentacles are both about giving something to someone, being generous, receiving or giving help. and lovers is choice, communication, love. visually it seems to be about giving, loving reciprocal relationships. clarified by nine of cups reversed, six of swords, hanged man, three of wands. at first glance this is sort of like being stuck in the past and that impeding your or standing as an obstacle toward your wish/journey/first steps you take toward the future. if we set aside the family stuff, it would just read as almost a hesitancy to take the step off the cliff as showin in the three of wands. there’s like a literal wall between you and that next step that would take you somewhere entirely different. three of wands can also be about waiting for help to come in or help almost being there and that ties in with the six of cups and six of pentacles. so. there seems to be help available or coming to you or perhaps it’s your unseen guides trying to work things out for you but this wall is again being acknowledged like in present and the top card position in regard to being SOMETHING IS STARTING THAT LEADS TO A NEW JOURNEY OF FREEDOM BUT THERE SEEMS TO BE A THING HOLDING YOU OR THE SITUATION BACK AND THAT HAS TO DO WITH AN UNHEALTHY OR SUBCONSCIOUS UNHEALTHY CONNECTION TO THE PAST OR A NEGATIVE WAY OF THINKING OR A LONG HELD NEGATIVE BELIEF, perhaps that you won’t succeed or don’t deserve it, i don’t really know what the wall is. but there’s help out there and it’s coming. hanged man can indicate a pause right but it can also indicate a change in perspective is needed and so i think both apply here because that change in perception seems to be something in the root position card, that toxic idea or belief. it might be caused by someone else, this insecurity but you’re the one holding onto it. and yes it is blocking you from moving forward. and it seems to also be about believing in yourself or trusting your intuition.

and seven of cups reversed also came out as a clarifier. reversed this is kind of about clarity. it can be about super confusion, but upright it’s about making a choice/decision or having too many choices or lack of clarity.

with the other cards tho i feel like this means... figuring out what you want is the first step, gaining clarity about your goal and what you want. i’m drawn to the moon and sun on this card, reversed the sun is at top, the moon is at bottom so again this is mom imagery or dealing with the subconscious stuff will help with clarity.

this card will tie into the final card which is the potential outcome if you follow this path.

so that is four of swords, ace of cups, and three of cups reversed. i feel strongly that ace of cups is the cup in the seven of cups we just saw but turned upright (when the card is reversed).

i read that as when you figure out your goal and what you want and are sure about it, the future holds a feeling of rebirth, contentment, potential love. four of swords is rest or reflection, calm. so if you deal with your shadow work and make your decisions and you do go off to college, i think you’ll see more emotioinal stability and you will let go of toxic connections (three of cups reversed). i think you’ll be able to attract more healthy emotional connections and will feel more at peace. it was clarified by ace of cups. and then king of cups and four of cups. both of those would indicate first - an emotional restart/rebirth or an offer of a more pure or healthy love. king of cups plus four of cups is fucking similar and also similar to seven of cups reversed. four of cups reversed would indicate coming out of a stage of indifference/discontent/boredom/ignorance and king of cups is emotional stability.

so my HOPE is if you do what you want to do and figure that out and go for it and achieve it, you will have healthier relationships that come to you, feel more at peace and stable, and hopefully this 9 of swords feeling and five of cups thing will go away. so i think your guides/higher self want to offer you hope and that hope will give you the confidence to push forward confidently but to also do some deep reflection about yourself and how you feel and why you don’t share those feelings and how you can do some work to make yourself feel comfortable to do so as my belief is that speaking your truth puts you in better balance and alignment. your throat chakra is probs pretty closed up and maybe also your heart so you could read up on how to work with that, can be as simple as wearing more green (heart) and blue (throat) or listening to some meditation videos. i also encourage you to at least keep expressing how you feel via tumblr. i agree that a lot can be said online that can’t irl and it’s healthy to share.

i hope this additional reading will help you and give you confidence and hope!

and as i was thinking the three of wands could have to do with your desire to study abroad and there might be a block that seems to be in the way of that, so it could be stating what you already know about the challenges of studying abroad or it could be that there’s the opportunity to do so but there might be a pause before you’re able to do so.

i was able to study abroad for my grad school. i studied in england for about a year. i think the idea can seem overwhelming and during covid, it’s not entirely clear now which countries are open right now to travel to legally? maybe that’s why justice popped up a couple times.

but all in all from my experience it was fairly easy - i applied, was accepted, had to wait for the school to not be stupid, i applied for a loan (that i’m still paying off) which allowed me to pay for housing/necessities/tuition. challenges did include finding a place as my school did ZERO to help with that but NORMALLY i would think institutions do so and i was able to meet other foreign students.

so that anecdote is to allay any fears about abroad studies but like maybe you literally are unable to meet requirements in your situation. but if you WANT to study abroad it is very feasible and there are ways to do it and you should.

#ask #feedback #tarot #celtic cross

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