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1970sgothfreak · 1 year
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The forgotten Twin’s birthday
L“Sorry, can’t make dance tonight busy with the boys”
You looked away from your phone and around your room annoyed at the fact that your father blew off your father-daughter date to train with the boys (mainly Damian) you shrugged and placed the phone back onto your bed.
This wasn’t the first time he had done this, hell even the boys blew you off but at least Bruce had the common decency to at least text you and not have you embarrass yourself.
So you decided to just go into the library and try to read to calm your thoughts which is what you did, on your way there you bumped into Alfred who was making his way down the hallway, probably to deleive bandages to Bruce or check on Tim to see how much caffeine he had had.
“Oh, Madam Wayne my apologies I did not see you” the butler apologies with a slight bow, you felt your lip twich up into a slight smile at the butler. Alfred was the only one in the family who actually cared about you no matter how silly or embarrassing the situation was.
“No no it’s fine Alfred i wasn’t watching where I was going, do you need help with anything at the moment”
“No Madam Wayne, I do want to wish you a happy birthday tho, I can’t believe you are now Sixteen” he said with a small smile which made you pause…Alfred..actually remembered?. You looked up at him with a small smile and thanked him before heading towards the library to do some light reading.
~later that night~
You were in your room scrolling through Instagram only to see a bunch of sappy happy family’s and other people celebrating their own birthdays or the girls at your school having fun at the dance with their own dads.
Shrugging and closing the app you threw your phone to the foot of your bed before getting up and stretching deciding to head downstairs to see if your so called family was back home from patrolling the shit city you lived in.
As you walked down the stairs you could hear voices…singing?, you quickly yet quietly continued down the stairs and peeked around the corner only to see the others along with Jon singing happy birthday to Damian, he was looking down to hide the small blush of embarrassment that appeared on his cheeks.
You just stood there…watching them sing to him before you felt something wet your cheeks, you lifted your hands to your face to feel what the wetness was only to realise it was tears…you were crying but you didn’t feel sad. You turned around and went back upstairs not seeing the confused yet concerned look that Jon sent your way.
“Kent? What is wrong with you why do you look concerned?” Damian questioned looking at Jon with a slight eyebrow raise
Jon looked at Damian, then to the others and that’s when he realised…did…did no one else remember it was also your birthday?, is that why why you had teary eyes. He looked at the entire family confused.
“Did you know..?”
“Know what Jon?” Dick said raising his eyebrow with confusion, the fact that he didn’t know pissed Jon off a little.
“The fact that it’s also y/n’s birthday?” He said in a tone that sounded as it should have been obvious what the thing they forgotten was.
When he saw non of them react to his words he stood up and sighed, he then turned to Bruce.
“Mr Wayne I have a lot of respect for you but…what you did was shitty, she’s your daughter and you Damian” he said turning to the now shocked Damian as Jon was never known for cursing
“She is your twin! I would have expected to you to have at least had the common decency to say happy birthday to her…but she’s not your sister to you is she..” he trailed off and started walking to the staircase.
He paused, turned his head to the Men in the room with a slight glare in his eyes and said
“She was never your sister, nor was she ever your daughter..at least not in your eyes because clearly in your eyes she was nothing” before turning back to the stairs and heading up them.
~With you~
You were sitting on your bed, a book in one hand and a cup of tea in the other only taking small sips of the the beverage that Alfred had left you with a small birthday note and a plate of his delicious home made cookies. You looked up hearing a knock on your door, you placed your tea down and put your bookmark in before going up to your bedroom door and unlocking it.
You opened it to see…Jon?, he was standing there with that same adorable awkward smile that you had grown to love, aside from Alfred Jon was also there for you when needed him to be even if it meant waking him up at the crack of dawn to get burgers with you.
“Hey Jon..what’s up?”
“Happy birthday Y/N!” He yelled and pulled you into a hug smiling, you felt yourself tense up at first not knowing how to react…he..he remembered..?, you slowly raise your arms and hug him back burying your face into his neck and softly began to sob letting out all the pain and frustration you had been feeling that day.
He tightened his grip onto you slowing rubbing your back with one hand while the other held onto your waist, he knew that sometimes they family would ignore you but to this extent..? He sighed and continued to rub your back letting you sob until he felt you go limp, he looked down and saw you had passed out.
He stared down at your face admiring your features, you had a slight redness to your eyes but he still thought you looked beautiful, he kept staring until his gaze fell to your soft lips slightly parted because of your staggered breathing.
“No…no stop it Jon she’s your best friend”
he scolded himself in his mind but…he couldn’t stop looking at your face and gently placed a soft kiss upon your forehead before bringing you to bed and laying down with you, he tensed up feeling someone grab onto his arm only to look down and see you cuddled up to his arm with a small soft smile in your sleep.
~back downstairs~
No one’s pov: (IK this is probably annoying but I can’t do personal pov’s yet lol)
The boys sat at the table saying nothing and just continued to stare at the staircase when Jon had previously stood and scolded them, had they really forgotten that it was also your birthday? No they couldn’t have…could they?
“I see you boys finally understood why Miss Wayne has been upset recently” Alfred’s voice spoke from the entrance way to the kitchen, no one looked at him simply confirming his statement.
“She…we…I-I..it’s not” Dick stuttered trying to come up with an excuse but stopped when he realised that they had indeed forgotten your birthday and they felt horrible. Damian stared at the cake feeling angry but not at you for once…he felt it at himself, he remembered the promise he had made to you…the promise to make sure he protected you and was an actual brother to you but instead he did nothing, he simply trained with Bruce and the boys never inviting you.
“Wait…her birthdays today and she’s Damian’s twin meaning she’s sixteen…didn’t she invite us to her to her play yesterday…?” Jason spoke up making them all realise…when was the last time any of them actually acknowledge you and that’s when they realise..
They never went to the play
Dick didn’t show you some of his old tricks like you had begged him to
Tim hadn’t come and watched Game of Thrones with you after training like he promised
Jason didn’t go to your lunch date that you set up
Damian…he couldn’t remember the last he was with you in this house doing something together like normal twins
And…
And Bruce realises..he had cancelled his plans of going to the father daughter dance at your school with you. None of them actually spent time with you since you arrived only focusing on each other.
They were horrible brothers and they were finally realising it which also made them realise that you might never forgive them and they couldn’t have it so they made a silent promised to make sure that tomorrow was going to be the best make up birthday ever.
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bluebookstorelady · 2 months
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Reasons that made me love tick tick boom
Because of Andrew Garfield's body dynamism;
Because of the extremely realistic and non-robotic dialogues;
Because of Lin Manuel Miranda, obviously being there;
Because of my foot tapping at 30/90 pace right at the beginning;
Because of the scene where he says that the packed auditorium is mostly friends and Michael reminds him that that's a good thing;
Because of his obvious positioning on the world;
Because of the dichotomy of him wanting NY more than anything and hating the United States;
Because I WANT TO BIG OR NOTHING was turned into I won't stop I'll try again and again and again;
Because of Jonathan and Susan, who didn't end up together, but that doesn't mean they weren't worth every second;
Because she wanted to go but wanted him to ask her to stay, and he wanted her to stay but wanted her to fulfill her dream too, and how could he ask her to give up on that?
Because in the end she gave him a composition notebook;
Because he always worried about turning 30 and wasting his time and despite everything, he died at 35;
Because he's been to 3 friends' funerals in the last year and the next one could be Michael's;
Because they're not afraid to show Jonathan and Michael's friendship;
Because Michael was HIV positive, and it was Jonathan who cried, and how did you deal with that? How do you deal with not being affected, not being the one suffering the most, or even someone who can do something? all you can do is run, and when you stop, you do what you do best, you sing, and you cry;
Because of Michael and Jonathan's hug scene, that really made me cry
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remus "how can a person know everything at 18, but nothing at 22" lupin
OR
remus "they're singing, 'happy birthday' uou just want to lay down and cry not just another birthday it's 30/90 why can't you stay 29? hell, you still feel like you're 22 (21)" lupin
alternatively
remus "fuck, 30/90" lupin
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Musical Theatre Song Contest: Round One B
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Submitter’s propaganda under the cut
Feed Me (Git It!)
I fucking love Audrey II’s voice and tone, she is so cool
Feed me! Does it have to be human? Feed me! Does it have to be mine ? Feed me! Where am I supposed to get it ? Feed me Seymour, feed me all night long
I too would feed Orin to a plant :) The guy sure looks like plant food to me!
30/90
Because it is a very catchy song and very danceable.
The role is played by Andrew Garfield in the movie <33333
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30/90 is a new years song and you either get it, or you don't
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When piano goes hard it goes HARD
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stormyaxolotl · 11 months
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what if- i made a thread counting down to my birthday but its just the lyrics to 30/90? i mean- i would've already missed a day so it would start with
stop the clock take time out
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imsofansie · 9 days
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Girls say “this is my favorite song” and it’s the most SOUL DESTROYING SONG YOU’VE EVER HEARD
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h0n3yk1tt3n · 3 months
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Left 2 Chill Chapter 24 (The Parish Part 1)
We're just gonna ignore how Jake doesn't figure out his birthday has come and gone until after [REDACTED]
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twobruhsinahottub · 26 days
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Gotta love when your favourite song/soundtrack is not available on any streaming services....im listening to a snippet of a slime tutorial downloaded from yt onto my local files playlist on spotify...the quality is atrocious. But anything for Raúl Esparza singing Green Green Dress and 30/90.
youtube
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sw4rm-16 · 2 months
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years are getting shorter
lines on your face are getting longer
feel like you're treading water
but the riptide's getting stronger
don't panic, don't jump ship
can't fight it, like taxes
at least it happens only once in your life
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macadamiasoo · 4 months
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jetdarklore · 1 year
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Okay… hear me out… I saw a clip and was reminded of the song 30/90 from Tick, Tick… Boom! And who do we know that would turn 30 in the 90s? And now I NEEEED an AU of struggling artist Eddie and his lover Steve in NYC in the 90s.
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probablylilika · 4 months
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At least it only happens once in your life
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invisiblevoyager · 2 years
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30/90 from Tick Tick Boom is exactly how I feel on every single one of my godforsaken birthdays
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blxck-parade · 1 year
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found while listening to 30/90 on yt
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