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obrien4321 ยท 1 year
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The Lord really popped off tonight!
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vivisviolets ยท 2 months
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ห–โ—›โบโ‘…โ™กโ‘…~you received a lost package~โ‘…โ™กโ‘…โบโ—›ห–
๐ŸŽโ€โžด โœ‰ Energy check-in
๐Ÿ“ฆโ€โžด โœ‰ Affirmations
๐Ÿ“ฎโ€โžด โœ‰ Quotes
*cw* post longer than my temu package's tracking history ๐Ÿ’€
ห–โ—›โบโ‘…โ™กโ‘… -pick the package image you feel most drawn to- whatever caught your eye first upon seeing this post is most likely *your* pile!!!! but oh ofc you can also ease yourself, close your eyes, focus on your current state of mind/your life, and then ask yourself/spirit/God what pile has what you most need to hear rn! and pls pick more than one pile if you feel interested to do so!!! you may get messages you needed to hear across all piles yakno:))- okkkk byeeee-ห–โ—›โบโ‘…โ™กโ‘…
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โœ‰ pile 1
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โœ‰ Page of Pentacles, King of Wands, Nine of Pentacles โœ‰
โœ‰ Earth placements, Virgo/Capricorn/Taurus, fire placements, Aries/Sagittarius/Leo, divine masculine, divine femininity, heavy heart, earthy, warm/hot, -songs Only Angel - Harry Styles, Hate Me Harder - Kesha
โœ‰ Woo- Look at youuu-!!! Look at you go more like- like, holy ish you should have seen me tapping into your energy and pulling out the cards one after the other with such genuine eassseee the heck... -but anyways pile 1s- you are REALLY setting your heart ablaze, it's like you're purifying your heart space after a period of purging energetically... In fact for quite a while, it was a consistent purging of- a lot for you. a total rebirth through a dark forest- you are literally an adventurer traversing through a fantasy land, following the pounding of your royal blood through your heart- knowing it will lead you to your glory- I'D SO READ THAT BAHAH- anyway though, you're really filling your heart with this fire. things and opportunities that fill you with joy and make you feel so warm inside ๐ŸŽ‡๐Ÿ”ฅ. I'm hearing a lot of self focus so projects around your passions or moving yourself up towards your goals! mmhm, I'm hearing a lot of different things for the collective- I'm seeing starting up a business, independent artists of various kinds, makeup or personal care focused products, you could be selling prints, monetized pages/videos, building a website- I'm seeing Jan Levinson with her candle side business๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ... obviously you guys definitely don't house the shadow aspects of her character in your energy (tf am I saying ๐Ÿ’€)- what I mean to say is after a lot of melting yourself down, you are now completely reforming into something that is completely personal and your own... like scented candle making ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ‘!!!!!!!!! okkkk I'm so freaking proud of you~ and if you've felt any heaviness just from you refilling your heart with so many opportunities- please don't let that cause you ANY doubts about your endeavors because OH๐Ÿ‘- MYGOD๐Ÿ‘ it's all going to go so well for you. no matter any circumstances or external worries. keep goingggggggg.
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โœ‰ Nothing can stop me from reaching my goals
โœ‰ Regardless, my goals always become bigger and better
โœ‰ I always reach my goals
โœ‰ Regardless of anything external I am fully capable of achieving all of my goals
โœ‰ Regardless of my mindset, I am fully capable of achieving ALL of my goals
โœ‰ My goals become better and better
โœ‰ I find fulfillment in my goals
โœ‰ My goals always bring me so much joy
โœ‰ My goals always bring me so much abundance
โœ‰ I love building up my goals to infinity and beyond
โœ‰ I am so good at doing what brings me joy and energy
โœ‰ My goals orbit me
โœ‰ My dream life is already waiting for me
โœ‰ My dream life wants me
โœ‰ Earning my dream life is as easy as breathing
โœ‰ I am made of my dreams and desires
โœ‰ My dreams and desires always become mine
โœ‰ My dreams and desires are already mine
โœ‰ Joy and abundance fuel my dreams and desires
โœ‰ Joy and abundance fuel my goals
โœ‰ Every single step I take brings me closer to my goals
โœ‰ Achieving my goals is easier then ever before
โœ‰ My goals have been deemed to be mine
โœ‰Achieving my goals is so easy for me because they are already mine
โœ‰ My goals love me
โœ‰ My goals work for me
โœ‰ My goals work towards me
โœ‰ I am so happy for all I have accomplished
โœ‰ My goals reward me daily
โœ‰ I am rewarded daily because my goals are extensions of me
โœ‰ I am so abundant
I have always been so abundant
Everything is an extension of me, and everything rewards me
โœ‰ Everything is an extension of me, and everything flows me to where I desire to be
โœ‰ My work is my creativity
โœ‰ Creativity flows through me
โœ‰ Creativity has always been my birthright
โœ‰ I am made of creativity
โœ‰ I am creativity
โœ‰ I care for myself easily
โœ‰ My goals allow me to relax
โœ‰ My goals love when I care for myself
โœ‰ The more I relax the more my goals flow to me
โœ‰ I fully trust my goals
โœ‰ I am fully deserving of my goals
โœ‰ I fully deserve my goals
โœ‰ I fully deserve and allow my goals to orbit towards me
โœ‰ I align myself fully with my goals
โœ‰ I am aligned to my goals
โœ‰ I align myself fully with my desires
โœ‰ I am aligned to my desires
โœ‰ I align myself fully with my dream life
โœ‰ I am fully aligned to my dream life
โœ‰ My goals are mine.
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โœ‰ pile 2
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โœ‰ Eight of Wands (reversed), Seven of Pentacles (reversed), The Lovers
โœ‰ Air placements, Gemini/Libra/Aquarius, earth placements, Taurus/Virgo/Capricorn, numbers 8, 7, 6, 1111, stops and starts, "air headed"/emotional/flightly described personality, healing unresolved wounds/fears, -song Love Is An Open Door - Frozen (2013)
โœ‰ Oh my pile 2s :'), I'm pretty quick to ask how are you? seeing the certain reversals I got- one of them (Eight of Swords reversed) is definitely way more positive and a really good step in the right direction for you, it feels like a breath of fresh air!!- but it has a heaviness to it, it's a step in recovery from some baggage... and then the next one to come out felt like a real wammy- (Seven of Pentacles in reverse)... I got interrupted after a moment of being engrossed in your energy pile 2s, I feel you had a period where you felt this sense of freedom after a long while of realizing a lot of mental limitations you had that did not serve you- and so you jumped into trying and doing the opposite of those imitations!... but something might have happened that caused all that newfound sense of freedom to deflate in you- and you feel like you've gone right back to square one of how you used to feel- is that right? I find myself asking questions instead of being sure in what I am telling you, maybe that's the state that you're in currently of having all these why this? and why is that? with no feeling of hope in finding any answers, that right? <-- SEE?? there I go putting the questions back onto you instead of giving you answers:')- I'm so sorry. I'm hearing it might not have even been a big thing to have offset you as much as it did, just some sort of small trigger- it might have even just been your own pent up discouragement rearing its head at not seeing enough movement o headway in a certain aspect of your life, even with all the personal changes you were trying to create... I'm using the word trying a lot- omg this is so saddening๐Ÿ˜ญ... Ok, I'm going to pull myself out of this dark and dreary pity party (I don't say it in any mean way love โค๏ธ) and take you up with me- because this place sucks and because I have got to offer you some help and some love- it's what you freaking deserve!!
-You have to address your feelings. you have to feel these emotions that are connected to all the limiting thoughts you have. you might be the type to be very flighty when it comes to your emotions- and there is a bright side to that trait that is beautiful and free and I don't think you should get ride of that!! but you're relying and using the shadow aspect of that trait by continuing to fly away to the externals first as to fix the limiting beliefs when really, the way to fix the external- is through the internal. do it for yourself, do it out of love for yourself. give yourself the space, time, patience and love that you deserve. heal your discouragement by allowing it to just be a feeling, and allow it to past like all feelings do. once you start healing and spending time and love on yourself- literally EVERYTHING in your life is going to blossom- love and freedom will be blossoming!!!! and you will be soaring stronger then ever before. oh my gosh-goodness I've gone on, but again- you deserve patience, love, and a space for healing- and I hope I was able to be that my pile 2s~ ๐Ÿ•Š
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(*reading your energy I know you may be cynical to these affirmations- again please address your limiting thoughts babe because they ain't getting you no where no how, and allow yourself just a little bit of trust. you don't have to even believe the affirmations, just read them/speak them. allow them <3.~*)
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โœ‰ I allow myself to heal
โœ‰ I am patient with myself
โœ‰ I allow my internal healing to play out
โœ‰ I have full trust in my healing journey
โœ‰ The more I allow myself to heal the more free I become
โœ‰ The more I allow myself to heal the more I receive what I desire
โœ‰ The more I allow myself to heal the more I accomplish
โœ‰ The more I allow myself to heal the better and better life gets for me
โœ‰ I align myself to love
โœ‰ I align myself to joy
โœ‰ I align myself to abundance
โœ‰ I align myself to peace
โœ‰ I align myself to my self love
โœ‰ I align myself to my inner joy
โœ‰ I align myself to my inner abundance
โœ‰ I align myself to my self peace
โœ‰ I am in alignment with myself
โœ‰ I am capable of receiving all that I dream of and desire
โœ‰ I am capable of giving and receiving love
โœ‰ I am capable of self love and self care
โœ‰ I am always capable because I am enough
โœ‰ I am deserving of healing
โœ‰ I am deserving of what I will accomplish
โœ‰ I am deserving of love, healing, freedom, and to know myself better
โœ‰ I deserve to be healed
โœ‰ I deserve to be limitless
โœ‰ I deserve to love myself
โœ‰ I deserve love
โœ‰ When I change, my reality follows
โœ‰ I make the choice to heal myself
โœ‰ I make the choice to love myself unconditionally
โœ‰ I make the choice to allow self growth
โœ‰ Regardless of anything external, I allow myself full self love
โœ‰ Regardless of anything external, I allow myself to fully heal
โœ‰ I release what no longer serves me
โœ‰ I release what does not serve me and reclaim my energy
โœ‰ I call all of my energy back to me
โœ‰ My path ahead is full of healing, love, beauty, abundance, joy and freedom
โœ‰ I trust my path
โœ‰ I will be successful
โœ‰ I trust that my path is full of abundant success that expands
โœ‰ I am already successful
โœ‰ Success is already mine
โœ‰ I trust that success will flow into my life
โœ‰ My success will build and expand
โœ‰ I know that my success will be full of all my desires
โœ‰ I am deserving of my success
โœ‰ I desire to be successful
โœ‰ I allow my success to flow into my life
โœ‰ I trust my success
โœ‰ I trust that success always finds me and I always find success
โœ‰ Everything I desire will find me
โœ‰ Everything I desire will flow into my life
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(*idk why but extra quotes for you~ ur favored fr~*)
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โœ‰ pile 3
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โœ‰ Three of Swords (reversed), Ace of Wands (reversed), Nine of Swords (reversed)
โœ‰ Air placements, Libra/Aquarius/Gemini, water placements, Cancer/Pisces/Scorpio, numbers 2, 222, 2222, 1212, 2424, 444, old connections, not needed, present-day path, planting seeds, blunt/honest/levelheaded/practical/mature/grown described personality, "he said- she said-", divided energies, feminine intensity, masculine intensity, commonly used emojis ๐Ÿ’—, ๐Ÿ”ฅ, ๐Ÿ’€, -song Bloodline - Ariana Grande, Stray Kids (?), Enough - Jess Glynne
โœ‰ For the first time in maybe over 3 years, my brain began to play Bloodline by Ariana Grande as soon as I tapped into your energy- I'm getting you may definitely have prominent air or water placements, more so Cancer, and Libra- other air and water placements too and oh gosh I'm realizing that those are Ariana's signs in her big 3- I do not think I'm connecting wrongly though,- I'm seeing that there are some of you that are either listeners/relate to Ariana, and the other camp is completely indifferent/are not in that fan base at all in which case I'm probably turning you off of this reading ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ- yea I'm totally seeing 2 separate camps in this pile rn, this divide of either very fem/fem baddies (that whole Thank U, Next album was very much in that whole aesthetic)- or very masc aesthetic/personality (not gender specific btw- this is fully afab/amab safe)... I randomly typed a fire emoji and heard the word "lit" immediately- so for my masc group you guys are described like that and or aim for that aesthetic- but my fems here are seen as that too ๐Ÿ”ฅ I'm hearing, like that description isn't gender-expression exclusive ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ”ฅ. again now there's more music coming through- for my mascs it's K-pop, K-indie, K-rock, K-Metel.. This is so weird to hear because i know nothing about that scene (someone here likes jazz tf- okkkk๐Ÿ˜ญ)... two very different and... stubborn- towards each other?- energies rn.
Ok, I'm going to actually get into what's going on as best I can for the collective- I'll be honest, this energy is all over the place, and I'm having a hard time reading or relating specifically to just one group of people rn like- ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€... I'm hearing the phrase "he said- she said-" so honestly I could be describing two people who are in/were in a relationship of some kind, a feminine and a masculine- (again, afab/amab safe!! and take what resonates) so you could be the feminine reading this and this is about a masculine who's heavy on your heart, or you could be the masculine in this and this is concerning your feminine whom you're really messed up over. and for both of these situations, it's really mutual that you two cut each other deep in the heart space ๐Ÿ’€- like fr there is history that has occurred between you two and something happened that really made the mark that you guys left on each other's hearts- open up and start bleeding... and I'm literally just standing here watching the intensity of you two gazing at each other-... I'm seeing this scene of the feminine wanting to close her door but just continuing to stare at the masculine who could have stormed off but instead is still standing on the welcome mat, staring back into the eyes of the feminine- AND I'M STANDING IN THE HALLWAY OF THIS APARTMENT COMPLEX LIKE... I'm just trying to pass through to go feed my cats ๐Ÿ’€...
I fr don't know what to say,- and that is so not like me at all. I'm just so heavily in this energy and there are literally two energies coming in and are weirdly connected to each other- AND they are both stubborn as hell. YOU TWO ARE BOTH stubborn as hell ๐Ÿ˜ญ. in fact, you two are so similar that when you have a problem with each other- no one can get a foot in the door to help. because you two are literally so on the same level mentally, that you can literally continue your intense stare-down with your friends trying to get in the middle to put the situation on ice- but you both continue to set each other's souls ablaze... you two need a retreat away from each other BAHAH ๐Ÿ’€. God, again I do not know what to say because not only are you stubborn and intimidating asf, you are also very mature (referring to a singular person again whew), and you have the (emotional) receipts to back up how intense you can be- (I cannot figure out where to put this but it keeps weighing heavy that some of you are even parents/have young kids you have to be thinking about constantly)- you know bullshit like the back of your hand and I know you'll def be eying my words rn like a hawk... wasn't I suppose to give you affirmations ๐Ÿ˜ญ????? *nervous laughter fr* jokes aside- I'm going to stand my ground to you,- I can feel it and see it in the eyes I'm being shown- you've been through a lot. you have a past that is heavy and it's weighed on you since you were just a little girl/little boy/little child. you had to mature fast in the way you did out of your own survival. and that has done what it has done- but what about now? yes, you can do and act however you want to. you've earned your living! as you believed you needed to, had to, and would do- but for someone so confrontational about other's behavior- why can you not do the same for your own? you're usually right with the conclusions you come to about situations and other people with all the shit you've seen- so why not face yourself with that same focus? just as you question other people's behavior, already knowing the truth about them- you can do that very thing to yourself.
question yourself- why does this person trigger you the way that they do? when this person triggers you, what are you reminded of? are you reminded of another person or situation? are you reminded of your family growing up? are you reminded of your father? or mother? or relatives?- does this person who triggers you- remind you of yourself?... do the heavy walls you built when they were required to survive, serve you now? because I think it's what's inside the walls that needs stabilizing.
WOOO I just gave tougher love then I have ever done before- but I freaking had to get through to you love!! I really hope I did, whatever vulnerable emotion you are feeling right now if you've read this far of what I've channeled for you- please know that you have people you can go to with these emotions. this isn't like when you were growing up, you are safe. you are safe to be fully you, every piece of you that you had to lock away or armor up is safe now- thanks to the life you are building for yourself. I'm hearing a saying about how when you cut a tomato, you get a bunch of seeds- and you can plant those seeds, and with your work and patience, you get more tomatoes!! and that's what you've done- taken the small seeds and grew things up for yourself. so please enjoy all your hard work, PLEASE- show all those parts of you love. plant those seeds that you had to lock away and allow them to blossom and finally see the sunlight you created. again, I really am seeing that you do have safe options to turn to for support, definitely personal support- friends I'm mostly seeing- people outside of your old family/upbringing...
if you're in an intense relationship of some kind (said person could even be someone you've known since childhood/earlier years) like what I was channeling earlier, then I'm seeing that could be a perfect opportunity to turn to people for support- and oh my gosh honey you're going to be so loved. you already are, people love you and want you to open up more to them- I'm just seeing you opening up more as being both healing and strengthening for you, but also for your relationships ๐Ÿ’—. this is so sweet, you have some sweet people around you that you fully deserve (for those with kids I see you taking so much more healthy joy in being a parent and you connecting with your little ones so beautifully- I'm seeing dancing in the kitchen especially ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’—). but just to be inclusive to everyone here, you of course don't have to open up to others- I see seeking some professional guidance of some kind would also be incredibly beneficial (also spiritual guidance if you have an interest in that), and also you of course always have yourself. so go inward and see how you can show up for yourself better!!!
alright whew I know that reading might not have been for everyone but it was strong so I know that this reading is for someone๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ”ฅ so it was a pleasure. anddd my apologizes for the full read yikezies ๐Ÿ’€-
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โœ‰ I am safe
โœ‰ I create a safe space for myself
โœ‰ I have created a safe space for myself
โœ‰ I am in a safe place
โœ‰ I am safe to express and feel my emotions
โœ‰ My emotions are mine and I am free and safe to express them
โœ‰ My environment is safe and fully mine
โœ‰ I choose to feel safe
โœ‰ I allow myself to be vulnerable
โœ‰ I allow myself to feel what as hurt me
โœ‰ I allow myself to be bitter
โœ‰ I allow myself to cry
โœ‰ I allow myself to be angry
โœ‰ I allow myself to grieve
โœ‰ I allow parts of me that do not serve my highest good to pass
โœ‰ I allow what does not serve me any longer to leave my body and exit out of my life
โœ‰ I allow the most vulnerable parts of me to be healed
โœ‰ I allow the most vulnerable parts of me to exist
โœ‰ I respect my vulnerability to be as it is
โœ‰ I love my vulnerability
โœ‰ I allow myself to be patient towards my life
โœ‰ I am patient with myself
โœ‰ I allow myself to release control in my life and surrender to my healing journey
โœ‰ I have released control and am now in a state of healing
โœ‰ I allow myself to prioritize my needs fully
โœ‰ I am my first priority
โœ‰ I allow myself to feel taken care of
โœ‰ I am taken care of
โœ‰ I allow myself self love and self growth
โœ‰ I am focused on giving myself the love I deserve
โœ‰ I allow myself to be emotionally open
โœ‰ I am emotionally open towards myself
โœ‰ I show up for myself
โœ‰ I allow myself to connect to my heart and give love to those I trust
โœ‰ I am open to people I trust
โœ‰ I am shown who I can trust and I allow my heart to open
โœ‰ I am protected and surrounded by people who I trust
โœ‰ I am protected and surrounded by love and those who I can love safely
โœ‰ I am protected and surrounded by abundance and success regardless of any externals
โœ‰ I deserve to be trusted and I am worthy to share my trust
โœ‰ I deserve to be loved and I am worthy to share my love
โœ‰ I deserve abundance and I am worthy to share my abundance
โœ‰ I deserve success and I am worthy to share my success
โœ‰ Trust is my birthright
โœ‰ Love is my birthright
โœ‰ Abundance is my birthright
โœ‰ Success is my birthright
โœ‰ Stability and loyalty is my birthright
โœ‰ Regardless of others actions- I am deserving of trust, love, abundance, success, stability, and loyalty
โœ‰ I accept the truth that it is my birthright, and that I am inherently deserving of trust, love, abundance, success, stability, and loyalty
โœ‰ I allow myself to live my life knowing those truths
โœ‰ I allow myself to breathe through my whole body and begin to shed all that no longer serves me
โœ‰ I trust myself and I trust my journey
โœ‰ I allow myself to be healed
โœ‰ I am capable of being healed
โœ‰ I am healing
โœ‰ I am healed
โœ‰ I allow myself to view my life as my own
โœ‰ My life is my own, and I live by my love, joy, and peace
โœ‰ I allow myself to see life as enjoyable
โœ‰ I am capable of viewing life as enjoyable and all that can bring me joy
โœ‰ I enjoy viewing my life as fun and full of joy and peace
โœ‰ I allow myself to have fun with myself and those I love
โœ‰ I am capable of having fun with myself and those I love
โœ‰ I love having fun in my life and sharing that with those I love
โœ‰ I fall in love with myself, and find someone to share it with
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โœ‰ oh praise be we're done~ byeeeee till next time
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Okay I just watch digital circus because of your post and it was a blast and I love the character and the idea of a scenario came to me
Caine, Pomni, Jax, Ragatha, with an actor reader who loves to play into the adventures and play NPCs to set up the immersion maybe even write up some ideas for Adventures to make things more fun
Anyways have a great day night whatever and thanks for the fun writings
Thank you! Hope I did your ask justice!
Caine, Pomni, Jax and Ragatha x Reader who makes NPCs and writes
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Caine
โ˜… He really appreciates your help! It's hard work making up games for everyone to play while taking into account everyone's preferences. No matter how much you protest, he will use each and every idea you come up with.
โ˜… Caine sets up a little studio for you to work in. It's filled with paper, multiple typewriterband all sorts of art supplies. Maybe some clay for you to build some models of a character you want to create?
โ˜… You're NPCs are always great and often end up being a hit with the others. By that I mean the gang tolerates them more than his NPCs. You manage to give them more personally than he could have ever given.
โ˜… If you somehow get Zooble to join in the fun he will congratulate you for doing a good job. His hat is off to you, you did something he thought was impossible. Now only if you could get Zooble to stop trying to swear...
โ˜… I know the NPCs don't have any ai but Gooseworx confirmed that Bubble is a much simpler AI created by Caine. Therefore, he can theoretically make one of your characters come to life.
Pomni
โ˜… At first she thought that the characters you make were real people. Once you told her that they were nothing but glorified puppets she had to question the sentience of everyone she's met so far.
โ˜… You gotta make this girl a therapist. Aside from that it doesn't take her long to start asking questions about why you like to make different characters and stories.
โ˜… She's not as creative as you, doesn't really understand the appeal of creating something like you do. The most she can do is come up with a few names.
โ˜… Despite knowing that they aren't real people, Pomni still apologizes to the NPCs. It's force of habit. Maybe you could add some dialogue for if/when someone apologizes for something?
โ˜… If we're being completely honest, she doesn't really like any of the NPCs. It just feels wrong when she needs to talk to them for something. It's like speaking to one of those robotic pre-recorded messages over the phone.
Jax
โ˜… He's extra mean to the NPCs you make, just because he can. He knows that they can't get offended or upset but he doesn't care. They will be getting pushed into the mud.
โ˜… When you decide to scrap an old character he gladly helps. The moment you say you need to get rid of it he's reaching for the nearest baseball bat. No need to worry about cleaning up ๐Ÿ‘
Jax when the NPC starts to annoy him
โ˜… Jax thinks it's funny when you get upset over him being mean to a NPC because you've grown attached to some of them.
โ˜…After that he asks you what you plan to make next. Can you blame him for being curious? Jax wants to know what you're planning before anyone else. Don't worry, he can keep a secret.
โ˜… As a "joke" he told you to try and make a NPC that Caine would need to heavily censor. Just to see what the ringmaster would do. Whatever you made that day was thrown into the cellar.
Ragatha
โ˜… She likes to watch you make different characters for certain situations. Caine wants to set up a fishing adventure? Best believe you are making an NPC who's a fisherman to set up the immersion.
โ˜… You might overwork yourself while trying to come up with a game for everyone to play. Ragatha sometimes needs to step in to tell you to take a break. There's no use overworking yourself, go take a break!
โ˜… She really wants everyone to have fun with the adventures you put together. There's no doubt that she loves them. Also she's the first person to yell at Jax for being mean to the NPCs.
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rose-riot-johnson ยท 6 months
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Hello! Can I request Gang Orca x reader fluff? The reader is a marine biologist and interviews Kugo? He reads up about her and gets the interview with her, yet sheโ€™s super nervous. Stuttering a few times. Kugo apologies for his intimidating appearance but she assures him that heโ€™s not intimidating. (She complements him on how he dresses same he looks handsome). They end the interview and off camera they get each others number. After a couple of calls they get closer and Kugo sets up a date for them, but he gets interrupted by some villains. He ends up showing up late and sees the reader getting ready to leave and he stops her. He tells her what happened and that heโ€™s truly sorry. (He was 2 hours late). The reader says itโ€™s fine and Kugo tells her how he feels about her. She tells him to and they kiss. The end!
I will see what I can do with this request๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ‘Your request pertaining Gang Orca, especially the marine biologist part is definitely interesting and surprising in general๐Ÿ’ก๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘The way you did say "her" for this request, I'm assuming female reader is what type of reader you would like me to write for this Gang Orca, fluff, fanfic, so I'm going to write this fanfic as a "Gang Orca x Female Reader" to the fluff fanfic๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ‘Also, if you don't mind, I may add on to what you requested just to let you know๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ‘
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๐ŸชธThe Interview,The Date, And The Confession With Gang Orca๐Ÿชธ(Kugo Sakamata, aka, Gang Orca x Female Reader)
Genres: Fluff and Mutual Confession
After Gang Orca came home from pro hero work, he decided to go on his laptop and search your (profile or page) on (social media site of reader's choice), considering you're the famous and sent you a message about requesting an interview with him, which you told him, yes. The reason why he wanted to have an interview with you is, because he has been having a secret crush on you since he first saw your show on a channel that involves animals, which your show obviously has aquatc animals and you like to visit the aquatc animals, interviewing the care takers of them (and jobs similar to care takers of the aquatic animals), and also interviewing people who have aquatic animals for pets. He also read an article (online and/or magazine and/or news paper), where you mentioned that since you became a marine biologist, you have always dreamt about having an interview (on live TV and/or streaming services) with possibly a pro hero who was born with a mutant appearance with features of any aquatic animals, even a sea horse or a seal or a killer whale, which has gave him the courage to message you for an interview.
When the day of the interview, as it turns out it seems like the both of you were somehow interviewing eachother. During the (recorded on live TV and/or streaming) interview Gang Orca has been noticing that you were nervous, because whenever you tried asking questions you were stuttering and when you were trying answer questions the he asked you. The longer the interview lasted the more you stuttered and you pinkish red face has become more and more noticable.
"Hey, (Female Reader Name)... I'm really sorry, if it's my killer whale features that I was born with frightened you or anything like that...", Gang Orca apologized, as he's assuming that you were intimidated by him. You replied, "No need to apologize, Orca... I promise that I'm not afraid of you in anyway... It's just... I'm a fan of yours, actually... It's also intriguing that you dress the same, if not similar... Infact you actually looked handsome and I think you look more handsome in person...", as you assured him you're not intimidated and you want him to know atleast part of the real reason why. You covered your mouth after replying to him, as you forgot you were on camera, even tough your reply to him was the first time you didn't stutter.
The both of you ended the interview from there and off camera the both of you exchanged cellphone numbers. After a couple cellphone calls, Gang Orca told you about taking you to a fancy restaurant that he would like to try out, which you accepted the invitation of him taking you out on a date to that restaurant. When the day of your date with Gang Orca came, you dolled yourself up in a beautiful (colors of reader's choice) dress and same color dress shoes (up to reader's imagination, if she wears makeup), as you then made it to the restaurant he mentioned about wanting to take you. Meanwhile, he was wearing similar suit as usual, and he dressed up fancier than he usually does, even though he usually dresses up in something fancy.
While Gang Orca was on his way to the restaurant, as he got halfway there, we went to the bank to get money out of the ATM machine, then the villains came to rob the bank, when he just got to the bank, so these villains were running out of the bank, as one of them noticed him as this particular villain laughed and shouted, "Catch us, if you can, killer whale pro hero!". He was conflicted about catching them right away at first, as he knew he would be late for his date with you, however he also knows that's what pro heroes do... Catch the villains, no matter what... He decided to chase the villains and it's not just because he can pick up his paycheck, however he did it, because catching the villains is a pro heroes principle, if not just part of it.
Once Gang Orca caught up to the villains wo robbed the bank, he defeated them all at once. By the time he got back to the bank, he checked text messages he received from you, as the messages sound like your running out of patience while you have been trying to be patient best, as you could. After he quickly got money out of the ATM machine, he ran to the restaurant, as fast as possible while he's in panic. He's really doesn't want his date with you to be ruined due to the bank robbery that interrupted him getting his money when he was halfway to the restaurant.
When Gang Orca arrived at the restaurant, he saw you leaving the table, as you then bumped into him to your surprise, which was how he stopped you from leaving the restaurant. You then said, "I'm glad you came and all. I just would like to know why you were running two hours late, Orca... I was worried about something bad happened to you...". He then explained, "Listen, (Female Reader Name) I was going to the bank to go to the ATM machine, them I somehow had to deal with villains robbing the bank, so I had to chase after them and fight them... I'm truly sorry that I ended up running two hours late for our date... I really was conflicted with the bank robbery situation I accidentally ran into, in the first place... Please forgive me, (Female Reader Name)...". You then hugged him, as you replied, "Oh... That's what happened... I forgive you, Orca... I'm just glad you told me... I understand and it's fine, sweetie...".
Gang Orca was glad to hear this from you as he confessed, "I also have a confession... I liked you alot... I mean I had a crush on you since I first saw your show, especially pertaining marine biology... You always were good with the people you interview, especially the children and you were definitely good with the aquatic animals, also and you seem to be happy about seeing or talking about killer whales... You always were about saving the world when it came to your marine biologist skills... You also always looked amazing on your show...", as he then blushed. After that you confessed back and replied, "Well, Orca... I guess we both have feelings for eachother then... When I first found out you were a pro hero, it inspired me to want to be a marine biologist, so I decided to switch the previous college class to marine biology, which I'm glad I did... Also, when I was a child my house was technically an aquarium, kind of... Anyways, what I'm saying is you've inspired me to want to become a marine biologist... It may sound silly, however that's how it went and I'm glad to meet you in that very interview... You seem very nice and you definitely are cuter in person... Not just looks, however you also have this cute personality, that I enjoy...". After the both you and Gang Orca confessed to eachother, the both of you kissed eachother, as your relationship with Gang Orca has been official, eversince then.
๐ŸชธThe End๐Ÿชธ
I hope you enjoyed this fanfic with Gang Orca in it, my Tumblr Peeps๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘As for you @watergod57-69 I hope I did the request well๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ‘I did makesure to reread the request about a few times to try see how to write it down, honestly๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ‘Anyways, I hope this Gang Orca fanfic makes your day and/or night๐Ÿชธโ˜€๏ธ๐ŸŒ•๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘
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pommunist ยท 1 month
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Hello pommunist dot Tumblr dot com, I just wanted to say thank you for your posts! I may not agree with all of your perspectives but they are a very good source of differing views to keep my own bias in check. I always see you making sure that discussion stays overall respectful and that is very swag of you ๐Ÿ‘ I come from an environment where it's very common for workers to be exploited in the ways that are relevant rn (as far as I know, all of my friends have been). I also, as a person, have a very hard time being angry or taking a strong stance against anything (the more I disagree with someone's actions, the harder I subconsciously try to empathize with them) so your expressions of outrage help me remember that things like this are not normal and should be fought against.
It's very hard for me to condemn any of the things that quackity or others involved with q studios have done. To be clear, I completely support the admins' rights to proper treatment and pay; it's just that I know that if I was in the place of those higher-ups/quackity, I would have made the same or very similar mistakes, so it feels very fallacious to hold them to higher standards than I would hold myself. Is this a strange or inappropriate position to hold? I just do not know how to flex my brain in the right way to look at qstudios as a 'corporate entity' rather than a 'collection of individuals.' That plus the fact that in my opinion, all these problems with the server's management are much easier to make than people (at least in my experience) want to think, and have a good chance of happening with any project just because communication is so inherently infallible and human nature is complicated.
Again, I do really appreciate your point of view and perspective. I just have a hard time truly understanding the more "zero-tolerance" approach toโ€”well, to anything, but in this case to abuse of workers' rights. Would you be willing to explain more of your perspective? I really truly do want to understand better.
I hope you are having a good day/night, and that the tone of this does not come off as anything other than genuine. Lots of love! โค๏ธโค๏ธ
Hey anon !! First do not worry your message came off as nothing but genuine, no problem at all ๐Ÿซถ
Also I donโ€™t think itโ€™s strange or inappropriate for you to have the position you described in your ask ! I actually relate a lot to you saying you can have a hard time being angry at something because same, the more I analyse someoneโ€™s actions the more I tend to see their pov and empathise.
Also about holding yourself to a different standard if you were in their shoes, the question is : would you, in a similar scenario, have made decisions that would have put you in the same situation they are now ? Personally, I know that I donโ€™t have the money, ressources or abilities to manage such a big project, so by realising it, I wouldnโ€™t have gone through with it.
For the others things you brought up Iโ€™m gonna link you to a previous ask I answered, as well as to the very pertinent addition by @blockgamepirate to it, which I hope can bring some elements of answers to your questions.
And personally, there are many reasons I feel so strongly about the topic of workers rights. Them being that I just care about politics and have an interest in them, but also the current political climate of my own country and my personal background makes it that I kinda HAD to strongly make my mind on this topic. In this particular case it angers me even more because the admins were mostly young people, who had a great love and admiration for the project, and for the passion of young fans be taken advantage of is just heartbreaking.
I hope this was at least somewhat helpful, sending love back โ™ฅ๏ธ
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crowtrobotx ยท 24 days
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I know this is out of the blue, but thank you so much for being a real one ๐Ÿ‘โœจ๏ธ
Like I have nothing against people who see Heisenberg as a gay man, theyโ€™re entitled to think that. But I draw the hard line at people who feel the need to bash others just because their views don't align, and then when confronted use the piss poor "it's just a joke" or "it's just an observation" excuses. If you're going to be a bitch at least have the balls to own up to it.
Anyway, loved your work since 2021 and wishing you all the good vibes. ๐Ÿค—
Oh my goodness, thank you!!! This is such a kind message and I appreciate you so much. โค๏ธ Good vibes right back at you. Iโ€™m glad that my rantings have resonated with folks because sometimes I wonder if *spongebob voice* Iโ€™M the maniac. Getting dragged into this stuff really makes me feel like it sometimes, haha.
Yes! To be clear I also truly do not care what your HCโ€™s are! I love that there are people for whom gay Heisy is their thing and I hope they are having fun and keep making their art/fic/etc! Even if I really canโ€™t stand the popular fanon ship Iโ€™m so glad it exists for folks who enjoy it and I am not going to spend my time posting about what I donโ€™t like/agree with when theyโ€™re not hurting me and I can spend my time on stuff I do like!
And like. I know. I KNOW a lot of these people are teenagers. And I struggle sometimes because โ€œdo not fight literal childrenโ€ is a rule I try to live by lmao but I also really donโ€™t like seeing people target and mock folks for harmless fun. (Itโ€™s on sight if a 25+ year old starts putting this shit in the tags tho. I know theyโ€™re out there.)
Still, itโ€™s extremely weird because they always defend themselves with โ€œitโ€™s just a joke/itโ€™s not that deepโ€ or โ€œoh my god no one is stopping you from liking x why are you so pressed ๐Ÿ™„ i canโ€™t believe youโ€™re letting my nasty opinions bother you just because i put them right where you can see them with the intent of insulting you.โ€ ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€ Like what could possibly be the point of doing this if not to, at the very least, actively try to dissuade people you donโ€™t like from engaging with the community? Obviously no one can stop me but if I know that there are dickbags out there who are going to vaguepost and make fun of me when I do, I donโ€™t care how confident and thick skinned you are (and I am very,) itโ€™s still going to sting!
People are not bothered because theyโ€™re disconnected from reality and think theyโ€™re really married to a pixel man, theyโ€™re upset because life is hard enough and you come into your hobby space to have a good time and then find lame ass idiots infesting it. I also think the whole โ€œohhh my god why are you so upset heโ€™s/sheโ€™s not real!!โ€ is a blatant attempt to discredit the hurt parties by once again insinuating that they are โ€œcrazyโ€ which once again conveniently ignores multiple realities, chiefly that 1) most people are not upset by a simple opinion that their fave wouldnโ€™t fuck them IRL, they are upset at the blatant meanness of the person making the accusations and 2) even if they are genuinely hurt by the thought because itโ€™s a coping mechanism for them, why does that make it okay for you target them? What gives you the right to harass and mock people who are not bothering you? Do these people think theyโ€™re doing these folks a โ€˜favorโ€™ by forcing them to contend with what they perceive to be some kind of delusion? Shut the hell up. Why do people decide it is their god given right to hold strangers on the internet accountable for psychological โ€œproblemsโ€ that theyโ€™ve completely made up.
Anyway SORRY I have a serious problem shutting the fuck up lol. I have never been good at phrasing my thoughts in a coherent way especially when Iโ€™m grumpy. I am very glad my little circle is full of awesome, open minded and levelheaded folks and not gatekeepers/weirdos (derogatory) who have decided that diversity of opinion in fandom is bad actually and that women and femmes specifically are enemy number one.
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krash-and-co ยท 6 months
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Hey, Krash! So sorry you were upset by the conversation in discord. I know for myself (and I think for others) I genuinely wanted to know what would need to be done differently. And maybe we all donโ€™t know yet! And thatโ€™s ok for now. I love the way engage with the fandom, and I hope you feel appreciated in various spaces today.
hey !! sorry I've been busy so I didn't get to answering this !! also saw your other ask about this being a dm, that's ok I'll answer this ask and you can still dm if you want. :]
I don't know what can be done, but I do want to mention I wasn't trying to ask anyone in particular to do something, that server was just one group of people that had the most fans working on saving the show and people with bigger 'official' accounts, if you know what I mean. so I thought that would be a good place to share my thoughts.
I was. uh. wrong. there were more of you than I thought. I did not exit unscathed.
but anyways lol yeah this isn't something one person can, should, and will have to change. i don't think it's a server mod problem. also I learned I kinda came in at a bad time, I apologize for that.... whoops lol
anyways, the main problem I was having with everything was how fake it all seemed from the outside, just something to drum up interest, no real love in the piece itself. and if you WERENT doing that all the time, you didn't care about the show. it felt shoved in your face. i missed when we made things out of love, not just putting anything out there to get a tag to trend. i missed when we were creating because we wanted to make something to show we LOVED lockwood and co, not because we wanted to bring attention to Lockwood and co and that's a way to do it. this has caused a noticable amount of people to leave, which was the final straw and why I sent that message today. people I hadn't spoken to in a while appeared saying they left due to how it all felt so forced and fake, and that upset me. but I have thought this for a while even before this. there has to be a balance where we can work on saving the show and actually enjoying what we do have. an overwhelming amount of posts is about saving the show, not the show or books themselves. and I know not everyone is doing this, just by the way. I was hoping this could be achieved by toning down the constant reminders to post (not just official accounts mind you!!! this post is not targeting y'all !!! I promise) , or *looks at the camera* giving the people what they want already, but I don't even know anymore. I wasn't expecting the reaction I got, I genuinely thought it was a simple request to dial it down a bit and I'm sorry I caused an uproar ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
full disclaimer tho, it is 1 am and I have no idea what I just said ! maybe I am hallucinating this paragraph of text. maybe irs not one paragraph actually. I don't think it is. who knows. I amgoing to sleep now ๐Ÿ‘ ty for ask jrjfjdb sorry there was no usual krash air of whimsy thru this, my whimsy kinda got punched in the face a few times and it went in its room to feel better ๐Ÿ˜”
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yeehanfrf ยท 1 year
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Week 9 Recs: I'm Working, Here!
The Week 9 theme was, "I'm Working, Here!" I asked people to tell me about their favorite works-in-progress. We got some works still updating and some on hiatus, but all WIPs recommended from around the Yeehan community. Behind the cut, you'll find the recs gathered from the Yeehan community, organized by rating and then alphabetically by title!
Mature
Jack Rabbit by SmutWithPlot [WIP; 112,261 words] Reccer comment: "Hands down the best thing I've read in fandom"
If you want something a little different (and maybe a lot Western) that's an odd little bar in Koenji run by legitimate cowboy and westerner, Jesse James McCree, who sells his home cuisine of nachos, enchiladas, tacos, and quesadillas with salsa fresca and guacamole that is alleged to be made with tequila. It is a well-kept secret, but don't let his profuse amount of English and Spanish overwhelm you - his Japanese is also quite good, and there is Japanese staff. Just be careful: he flirts back. With anyone.
Macchiato by CommonNonsense [WIP; 64,661 words] Reccer comment: "I also love 'Macchiato,' the coffee shop AU that isn't a coffee shop AU, by CommonNonsense, & I regularly struggle to find a way to say, 'I hope this continues!' without applying any pressure"
Overwatch takes an extended mission undercover in a coffee shop in the heart of Seattle, a prime location to stake out their current targets. McCree's not one for the big city or fancy coffee, but the work needs doing, and it's not like anyone outside Overwatch will get it done. It should be a straightforward, if tedious, mission.
Then Hanzo Shimada complicates things by walking in, unaware, for want of a simple mocha.
Redemption Blues by clownsick, JessenoSabaku (orphan_account) [WIP; 71,658 words] Reccer comment: "It's probably abandoned but oh my good, I love this fic. Great side characters, especially the Omnics and a very intriguing Yeehan."
While on a mission to redeem himself in the eyes of his clan, Hanzo Shimada becomes indebted to a reckless vigilante, who constantly throws himself headlong into danger. The two clash in every way, except on the battlefield. There, Hanzo rediscovers the feeling of having someone to cover his own weaknesses.
Silver N' Gold by KittenzCaboodle [WIP; 542,989 words] Reccer comment: "Silver N' Gold by KittenzCaboodle ๐Ÿฅฐ my all time favourite slow burn that gets you right in the FEELSโค๏ธ"
Some things just pair up perfectly.
The sun and the moon.
Stars and the night sky.
Thunder and lightning.
Some things are just meant to be.
Even a bounty hunter cowboy and a lone wolf mercenary who discover how two loners can help each other be a little bit less lonely and how good life can actually be when you have the right person by your side to help change it for the better.
Some things just go together.
Like Silver Nโ€™ Gold.
Undercover by lyriumveins [WIP; Series; 22,535 words] Reccer comment: "I love the character interactions in this fanfictio , the really on point writing of each one, and just the way Hanzo and Cassidy go back forth when Hanzo sees the writing and tries to figure it out while it gets more obvious ๐Ÿ˜ญ and the second one in the series is just as amazing, wish I could real them both one more time"
Hanzo is a new member of Overwatch, working undercover in a coffee shop with a few other agents. Heโ€™s adjusting to his new life โ€“ and making good progress on his missions โ€“ when he starts finding ridiculous messages scrawled on coffee cupsโ€ฆ Messages that are, apparently, for him. While heโ€™s convinced itโ€™s all just a ridiculous prank, D.Va calls them โ€œpick-up linesโ€ and insists that he has a โ€œsecret admirer.โ€
Explicit
Afterdrop by ClaroQueQuiza [WIP; 638,116 words] Reccer comment: "HaVe YOU heArD aBouT a fic whoSe cALLeD AFTERDROP?! (I am the worst, I'm pestering everyone and their mothers about this fic but hey, read this fic it's really cool and ClaroQueQuiza is a great dude ๐Ÿ‘)"
Overwatch can be forgiven for keeping Hanzo at arm's length despite the endorsement of his intended murder victim. Six months of provisional membership, spent in the field, is a reasonable compromise.
But not everyone is on board with giving Hanzo a chance.
Cassidy, least of all.
The Chain by midgetnazgul [WIP; 188,243 words] Reccer comment: "I'm following a lot of WIPs, but 'The Chain' by midgetnazgul is definitely a fave!"
It wasn't that Jesse had lived his whole life with nothing - it was about keeping what he'd managed to cobble together.
For Hanzo, it was about trying to make anything truly his own.
And for both of them, the virtue of letting go.
Coyote Lovely by t_pock [WIP; 38,969 words] Reccer comment: "the best-smelling fic I've ever read, with great characterizations and incredible descriptions, and a massively oblivious Hanzo"
After a mission gone wrong, Hanzo and McCree must lie low in New Mexico for a week. Together.
In the Pocket by robocryptid [WIP; 11,002 words] Reccer comment: "I recently reread 'Not that I'm complaining' and after that this Sequel intrigued me more than ever."
An AU in which both Shimadas joined Blackwatch and Cole Cassidy fell in love dick first, but that was almost 15 years ago. Now Overwatch is being Recalled, and Cole has to make up his mind.
Look Up and Wonder by MarieJacquelyn [WIP; 131,796] Reccer comment: "I will never ever shut up about Look Up and Wonder. I feel like Cass stans in particular will find his characterization quite enjoyable. (Idk if this will ever be finished, but even if it isn't, it's definitely worth the read, TRUST ME.)"
Jesse McCree gets a job offer to rescue one H. Shimada at 3:23 AM. He accepts it at 3:54 AM. It does not go according to plan. (An Overwatch/Firefly AU)
Mismatch by MsTrick [WIP; 15,280 words] Reccer comment: "I don't read a lot of ABO, but this fic grabbed me by the balls"
โ€œAnd the only way your intel will be believed is if it appears your alphaโ€™s claim on you has been overwritten." Hanzo sank into thought. โ€œIโ€ฆsuppose, if intercourse is necessary, for this plan, then we should go through with it,โ€ he said hesitantly, as though his insides werenโ€™t fizzing hot with the possibility.
To his chagrin, Jesse burst into laughter. โ€œBoy, how could any beta resist such saccharine sweet talk?"
One Man's Hero by mataglap [WIP; 99,485 words] Reccer 1 comment: "A very cool superhero AU with great atmosphere :D"
Reccer 2 comment: "Love Hanzo and Cole in this. Prickly old men."
Hanzo Shimada is an assassin, a murderer, and decidedly not a hero, let alone a superhero โ€” and yet.
The Only Ten I See by robocryptid [WIP; 65,380 words]
Hanzo and Cassidy investigate a gang running guns through a small town in rural Tennessee. There's only one bedroom in the safehouse, half the town thinks they're dating, and Hanzo is weirdly angry about Cassidy's tight pants.
It can only escalate.
And that's it for the Week 9 recs! Thank you so much to everyone who submitted a fic rec. Come back next time for the Week 10 theme: "When We Were Young," i.e. all the young Yeehan fics your heart desires.
In the meantime, you can also check out the Week 8 recs here or check the list of past and future themes here!
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malleleothreesome ยท 6 months
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Hi, there :D!๐ŸŒผ
First of all I would like to tell you that I find your writing and blog so beautiful and interesting. I think you reflect the characters' personalities very well.. I know they're not taking orders or anything but a thought occurred to me:
I couldn't help but think of a scenario where the reader, in a show of commitment and love towards Leona, learns to speak his language. (I don't remember well what language it was)
In intimate and emotionally strong moments the reader is speaking in that language either to give words of encouragement and security to Leona or to remind him how loved he is. I can imagine Leona nervous and internally shy about that form of affection being putty in the reader's hands (although he will try not to be too obvious).
I also imagine taking advantage of speaking in that language when the reader wants to flirt and playfully put Leona in his place. (Dominant affection tactic?) It would be quite romantic, all that mutual flirting using that language as an intimate way of talking to each other. As if Leona and the reader were in their own world together
But since it's just a line of thought that occurred to me, I hope to see more content from your blog, I really liked it,
By the way my favs are: (Silver, Deuce and Jack) I would like to share my thoughts about them but I think it would be better on another occasion, that's all I hope I haven't been too long with my line of thought, bye ๐Ÿ‘โœจ๐Ÿ’
Hi!! ๐Ÿ’– This is such a sweet message! Thank you so much for the kind words. I am so happy to hear you say that you think I reflect the characters personalities well โ€“ that is what I strive to do! What a lovely idea you have! I really appreciate you sharing your thought with me, and I am excited to receive asks like this. Even if I didn't think I could do justice to the idea, I love to give people a platform to share their great thoughts โ€“ maybe even another writer would see them and get inspired! That being said, I love your idea and it does resonate with me. I have seen fics where Leona speaks in Swahili, and I think it would be very fun to research and explore that. Give me some time, but I think I will write up something like this! I can already imagine Leona feeling so moved that someone cared about him enough to put the effort in to start learning a new language. The flirting idea is really fun, especially because most students not from Sunset Savanna won't be able to understand what they're saying to each other ๐Ÿคญ And yes, I'd love to hear more about your favorite characters! I am hoping it'll help me begin to appreciate them in new ways. Since I am so hyper-fixated on my few faves (Malleus, Leona, & Fellow), I have a bad habit of ignoring the rest of the cast, but I really don't want to be like that โ€“ I hope to one day appreciate each and every character in TWST! I already have a surface level appreciation for Deuce (because I โ™ฅ๏ธ Heartslabyul + the Adeuce dynamic) and Silver (by association with Malleus ๐Ÿ˜‚). I am excited and looking forward to what you have to say about your three faves! I'm sure it'll help me start to see them the way you do. Thank you for the ask, I hope you have an amazing day/night!
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sleepy-mossrp ยท 6 months
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Sooo this is my first time, doing something like this- but I really want to be a rp account and interact with other rp accounts as well sooooooo!(pls forgive me I'm working on how to rp...)
My ooc blog is @bitchyvoidtale, so now this blog will only be for roleplaying!
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HELLO! Hello, welcome to my place, it's a dream to be here so be glad you're here!..
Don't worry you can leave.. but I don't know why you'd want to I've been lost in the place for a while be hay! I've made it mine to enjoy y'know my own world to manipulate, create, help...
But anyways make yourself at home and enjoy yourself!
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1. Please understand that I can't get to ever ask
2.understand peoples boundaries
3.pls do tell me what you go by!(in messages or in ask)
5.no bringing drama into my blog if you do I'll ignore and block you
6. For the love of God if you don't want to interact with me just tell me cuz my panicked ass will think I did something wrong.
7. Pls have fun and be kind
8.I am fine with gory and all that jazz(NSFW.. I'm more platonic shit but flirting is fine!) You can talk all dirty and shit but be aware I may not know how to respond- bc yea- ๐Ÿ‘
9.i will say this again if you start to actually act out badly towards others and me and not role playing I will block you
10. More rules will be added in future if needed
Good talk!
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!CHARACTER INFO!
HELLLLLO! AGAIN NAMES MOSS!
Moss is a well a crow???
They are 34yr an old person ik/j
Moss loves to take care of others but also can be a bit of an ass- (def not inspired by Beetlejuice)
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Let me paint a more vivid picture for you! Moss, with their mesmerizing green skin(may change), looks like they stepped right out of a myth. Their eyes are concealed by majestic crow wings, adding an air of mystery to their already enchanting presence. And those pointy ears? They're like a mark of their extraordinary nature. But here's the real showstopper: Moss can transform into a crow! It's like having a real-life mythical creature right before your eyes. How cool is that?
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craske ยท 1 month
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I don't want to sound pretentious when i say all this (and this ended up being really long??), but i really do think you don't need to uphold your online presence so consciously, or even at all. There's nothing wrong with being "inactive" because trying to show up for everything is some sick standard social media made up. Maybe it might be difficult to uphold an idgaf personality, but i can say from my experience it could be better to try a little bit at a time. I can say that they really do mean it when you can have quiet admirers, from my experience all the more. Maybe they're too shy to put silly tags when they reblog or just put a like on your post. And I don't think you have to worry too much about sticking to one piece of media and be afraid the people following you won't like you anymore for posting different content. At most, I just believe they won't really care enough to unfollow you or stop engaging entirely. The most important thing to me is that you stick around doing the things you actually want to do, even if you're just showing up every month or so, or black out for a year or more. Because the people who do care will be overjoyed to see you whatever you post or share, especially when you come back after a long time. It really is discouraging when you don't see that actively, maybe because we're so used to seeing numbers that relate to our worth. But i like to imagine we're waving at each other from a distance or smiling through a window, as horrid as online landscapes can be nowadays. I know i'm running my mouth here but i just wanted to share my experience because i um. ๐Ÿ™‹ also think youre really cool and awesome and i love whatever work you do and the fact you share it is an amazing thing enough i feel privelaged and youre humor is funny and whatever new stuff you post is just introducing me to things i'll also think is cool down the line and i really do wish i can share my appericiation more and evolve from being a quiet admirer /inhales/ ๐Ÿ‘ i would say this is a sort of love letter from the gas station but i also mean it as kai ๐Ÿ‘‹ i hope you're doing well in uni or that it gets better soon or in whatever it is youre doing now. and whether or not youre online, i hope youre doing the things you enjoy ๐Ÿซถ
okay i needed some time to figure out how to respond to this ask because theres a lot (in a /pos way dont worry) so ill start off with saying that i really really and i do mean it Really appreciate what you said here. Especially lately, ive been struggling with being active online outside of small spaces where there are just me and a few other people. might be me feeling overwhelmed when i say something into the void with a high chance of no response, though i wont fault anyone for that. i myself know interaction is scary so i do get it. ever since i started using the internet ive stuck to my small online bubbles so yeah interaction kind of intimidating online
and though i agree it does feel discouraging to sometimes see no feedback or much of a reaction, i try not to be bummed out about it myself because im also a silent admirer of many artists online. so like ive said before i do understand that sometimes people are shy and dont interact directly and theres no pressure really to change that. just the idea that there are people that like what i make is really nice, even though i suffer from the same issue that maaany other artists have and i need to actively remind myself of that.
about sticking to one fandom its a very recent but big issue to me because ive been DEEP in the persona pit for like 4 years, and i certainly built an audience around that. i know there will always be people that stick around no matter what but despite that theres always that nagging feeling that maaybe things will crumble. obviously thats not true but human mind fucking SUCKS
as the final note ill say it again that your message means a lot to me and i thank you a lot for it <333 im soo flattered by your words and they made my past two days, thank you soo much
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mhaynoot ยท 10 months
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if yjh is regression, mandalaโ€™s guardian is reincarnation and jhy is also meant to be seen as part of this โ€˜protagonist trioโ€™, wouldnโ€™t she be โ€˜returneeโ€™?
she went to the demon realm; she came back from the demon realm. when kdj returned from the altered 1863rd worldline he also became a returnee, and the first thing he had to do was communicate with his companions that heโ€™s returned through a star-stream enforced communication barrier.
that situation was far more artificial, but i think some comparisons can be made on a thematic level too! when a person leaves the world as you perceive and understand it, and then they return, inevitably changedโ€ฆ. itโ€™s already a struggle writing on that wall the first time, but itโ€™s easier still when youโ€™ve never done it before. but now you have to continue writing after some absence, so how do you reconcile those changes? being changed by a world that is not familiar to you, only to return and find that the world you came from has become unfamiliar as wellโ€ฆ
lee sookyung was not the person kdj once knew, the same way biyoo was not yjhโ€™s 41st sys, the same way epilogue!hsy and epilogue!yjh were not [incarnation] kim dokjaโ€™s companions when they had to graffiti on the fourth wall to help him out.
the same way 1864!jhy was no longer wos!jhy who kdj requested into existence too, isnโ€™t it?
the answer to all of these, when it comes down to itโ€ฆ is to keep writing on the wall :โ€™) over and over until your message reaches them. mayhaps thatโ€™s the gist of being a returnee, in the end.
(and thatโ€™s my COMPLETED essay to this ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘ also, i was very flustered when i saw your response to my previous anon ask with the โ€˜wos characters each embody a message for kdj!โ€™ iโ€™m very glad you liked the suggestion though :โ€™D)
ANON ANON HI YOU'RE BACK OMG HI *TWIRLS HAIR*
*slaps hand against thigh* fuck you're right she is returnee holy crap i forgot about that whole concept also isn't it neat that she's a returnee and kdj's white coat is the standard returnee uniform and isn't it neat that jang hayoung is the character that kdj was most directly involved in creating and his unending guilt in that ahahahaha like look at this dumb fool:
"Jang Hayoung, who was born into this world because of my greed, lived a life unrelated to me."
god i love him so much, he cares so deeply for all his kids in his fucked up little way.
okay okay so kdj is someone who kinda puts others into genres and classification. this person is the heroine, this person's genre is different, this is realism. it's a part of his coping mechanism and dissociation ala the fourth wall which made him very resigned to his own tragedy and unhappiness for a long time which is why he doesn't really cope well with changes. but through the course of the novel, he is forced to not only acknowledge but also understand change and it is particularly important in the industrial arc where he meets jang hayoung.
this is the basis of their wall writing talk as an extension of his revelation that adult or child, everybody changes. and he is horribly confused by it. confused by what he should do when the world and people around him changes constantly but there is this wall, this impossible wall that doesn't allow anyone to ever truly understand or know each other as we all change again and again as a natural occurance of living.
and jang hayoung, the returnee, his child, the one who he brought into this world more than any other, she points out straight away what he and every reader needs to do:
"Everyone has a wall and communication is impossibleโ€ฆ that's obvious." I couldn't believe the friendly Jang Hayoung thought so. It was a bit surprising. Then Jang Hayoung continued, "However, we still have to talk. Even if there is a huge wall, there is a person behind that wall."
talk. we have to try and try again. always. even in the face of vast wall we keep between ourselves, continue to reach out.
Even if we can't reach each other, even if we can't meet each other, we should continue to pound away on each other's walls.
I think an important point is that it isn't about your messaging reaching the other person. because no matter how hard or how much we want it to, sometimes the message can never be sent, can never unchange the past, can never undo things. sometimes no matter how desperately we continue to write on the wall, that doesn't mean it will ever be read by the other person but that doesn't mean the act in itself is useless. because:
"It is just important that you left it." "The other party won't know so why?" "At least the wall has changed." I was speechless for a moment. Jang Hayoung spoke in a resolute voice. "Then one day, someone might read it."
because at the very least the wall has been changed. and you have returned differently. at least you have grown ever more couragous and strong. grown and returned with the strength to continue to live.
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bigolgay ยท 5 months
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Happy new years
Nervous rambling below
I think Iโ€™m a slut
Actually I know I am
First I kiss Harley at midnight (a surprisingly good kisserโ€ฆ for a man. Not a fan of the stubble tho, thatโ€™s not fun). Gotta kiss the homies๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ช
THEN PRETTY GIRL FLIRTS WITH ME AS I COME OUT OF THE TOILET.
FIND OUT PRETTY GIRL WAS IN THE YEAR ABOVE ME IN PRIMARY SCHOOL.
THEN WE FRICK.
IDK WHAT DO NOW.
IVE MESSAGED HARLEY BUT HE HASNT RESPONDED.
HE DROVE ME HERE.
Actually now I think about it heโ€™s probably downstairs, omg okay maybe Iโ€™m safe. He can take me home in the morning. I thought I was stranded.
Anyway. Im just laying on the bed in the spare room (I didnโ€™t frick pretty girl in it worry not. Thatโ€™s fucked up.) while pretty girl is sleeping.
BUT I CANT SLEEP BECAUSE IM A SLUT. AND AM FEELKNG THE GUILT.
Also my already hurty back is hurty much worse now (donโ€™t read to far into that). I am now sober as well so I havenโ€™t got alcohol as a pain reliever. I could sneak downstairs and see if thereโ€™s any alcohol left but also I donโ€™t wanna still be drunk in the morning.
ALSO I DONT WANNA BE A DICK AND SMASH AND DASH. NUT AND BOLT. HIT IT AND QUIT IT. One hit wonder? Wait stop Iโ€™m trying not to giggle and wake her up.
My original plans for tonight was to get drunk and watch my mum and stepdad get stoned and then when they go to bed play some gta online because lols.
But then FUCKING HARLEY IS LIKE โ€œhey guess what? (Name of person here) is throwing a house party for new years and I miss you so much because youโ€™re the most magical human being ever and I love you endlessly, so please please please come with me and grace me with your presence๐Ÿ™โ€ I mightโ€™ve paraphrased slightly, but that was basically what he said.
And Iโ€™m a good girl and turn to my mum and go โ€œpls let me go house party Iโ€™ll be good gorl and not cause any trouble or come stumbling into the house at ridiculous time.โ€ And she said โ€œ๐Ÿ‘โ€.
AND THEN I GO AND FRICK SOMEONE. I LIED MUM I SORRY I CAUSE TROUBLE.
Although Iโ€™m an adult and she totally wonโ€™t care right? Who I spend my time with is none of her business. Ahhhhh guys Iโ€™m actually secretly a lil baby and sososo shy and Iโ€™m just a silly little guy.
Omg itโ€™s only been 15 minutes??? Iโ€™m running out of things to do now. Like what else am I to say???? I mean itโ€™s 6amโ€ฆ I could totally just go downstairs and make food or something.
OMG SHE JUST SCARED THE POOP OUT OF ME SHE JUST STARTED TALKING IN HER SLEEP.
I wonder where Harley is. I think heโ€™s in the garage? Although itโ€™s cold as balls in there, but they were all playing never have I ever in there last I checkedโ€ฆ whichโ€ฆ was likeโ€ฆ 5 and a half hours ago?
My new years celebrations are usually so tame wtf.
Okayโ€ฆ I took a minute (several minutes) to think. Iโ€™m freaking out for no reason. We fricked. Thatโ€™s fine and cool. We both consenting adults. Iโ€™m an adult. Mum isnโ€™t the boss of me. Iโ€™ve had sex before. Oh god has she had sex before?? I mean probably. Iโ€™ve never done a proper one nightstand before guys. Non committal sex? Oh baby thatโ€™s the closest Iโ€™ve ever had to romantic affection in my life. But Iโ€™ve always sort of known them beforehand. But this is fine. New experience!!! Okay Iโ€™m calmer now. Should I sleep? I guess I should probably try and sleep.
Okay, ramblings concluded. Iโ€™m not nervous anymore. See? Sometimes I just need to write my thoughts down so I can look at them and rationalise them. Goodnight I guessโ€ฆ
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rose-riot-johnson ยท 11 months
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Shinsou comforting a they/them reader about a bad breakup after they fell for Hitoshi himself and finally got the eyes to see wha twas going on was bad and not good at all and the guy was bad for them an a bad partner. kk ty!!! ( relationship was long term and LDR but eyah, they met ) aka me n my ex so COMFORT PLS
Ofcourse, I will write this๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘I definitely will be more than happy to write about what you requested๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘ It may take longer than usual for me to complete the request, however I do plan on completing the request, 1 way or another๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ‘And you're very welcome๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ‘
Ps; Hopefully, I'm reading the whole request correctly๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ˜…
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๐ŸŸฃI Need To Talk To You, Shinsou ๐ŸŸฃ((Adult) Hitoshi Shinsou x They/Them Reader)
Genres: Comfort (Warningโš ๏ธ: Depending On The Reader's Imagination)
You and your (Long Term LDR Bad Partner) have been together for a long time, now. They met about a few years ago through (social media website and/or app) of reader's choice and they seem to get along and stuff first time meeting eachother. You were from (the town (state or another part of the country depending on the country) and the country up to the reader's imagination) and (Long Term LDR Bad Partner) is currently lives in a different town in ((state or another part of the country depending on the country) country up to the reader's imagination). You even met (him/her/them), in person for the first time ever, as ((s)he/they) came to where you were living in and ((s)he/they) seemed nice (at first)...
Your (Long Term LDR Bad Partner) was good to you at first, however as weeks and months went by your relationship with (him/her/them) has been slowly having more and more problems. Other people were against your relationship with (Long Term LDR Bad Partner) coming up with excuses including different cultures (and anything else up to the reader's imagination), your (Long Term LDR Bad Partner) has never tried fighting for you, and manipulated you into (up to the reader's imagination) in person (also manipulated you through social media, as well (different way up to the reader's imagination)). Also enough as, it is it's a long distance relationship, it's hard to see eachother and your (Long Term LDR Bad Partner) hasn't been making time to see you, nor call, nor video chat and ((s)he/they) never puts effort to try to (text or message) you. Not even moving to a particular city in Japan made a difference, when it came to your relationship. And your (Long Term LDR Bad Partner) cares more about working than ((s)he does about you, if ((s)he/they) care about you at all.
So, one day you decided to apply for a sidekick job for the pro hero agency. However you met up with someone with indigo (I believe it's a shade of blue) and a purple eyed man, when he told you that you automatically don't get the sidekick, only because you automatically get a hero spot instead, due to your potential from what he understanding from both the application and the resume and he's willing to do a joint agency with you. He then introduced himself, "Anyways, my name is Hitoshi Shinsou, however you can call me Shinsou. What's your name," as he smiled, while holding his hand out, hinting for you to shake his hand. You then happily replied, "Well then, my name is (They/Them Reader Name). Nice to meet you, Mr. Shinsou.", as you shake his hand. "Well, it's nice to meet you too, (They/Them Reader).", he replied back, then he continued, "Now tell me a little bit about yourself, if you don't mind.".
You then told him about your life since childhood, next the teenage years, then about your relationship with (Long Term LDR Bad Partner Name). You basically told him that your relationship with (him/her/them) was sunshine and rainbows at first, then it gradually ended up having alot of problems, and you decided to get a job through the pro hero agency to try to get your relationship with (Long Term LDR Bad Partner) off your mind. When Shinsou heard you tell him this, he said, "Ah... I see... Well, despite of this reason, I honestly still believe the pro hero spot is the right job for you.", in a very understanding tone. Then you and Shinsou decided to exchange cellphone numbers from there.
As weeks went by, you realized that Shinsou, turned out to be right. You became an excellent pro hero and you also became much more happier, than you ever were before and way much more happier than you were in your relationship with (Long Term LDR Bad Partner Name), before you started working with Shinsou. Shinsou had feelings for you after your first mission, as a pro hero, while in the matter of weeks you began to develop feelings for Shinsou, as well.
One night, the both you and Shinsou confessed feelings for eachother during a call through both your and Shinsou's cellphones. While both you and Shinsou did (and still do) respect eachother's boundaries, however they just couldn't ignore their feelings for eachother any longer. While the cellphone call was still going he then mentioned, "Okay. I'm only asking this out of curiosity. Why are you still with, (Long Term LDR Bad Partner Name)?". You had to think for a minute before you explained, "Because I'm a stayer when it comes to my relationships and I was worried that no one else would stay with me in a relationship, so I figured just deal with the pain in being with, (Long Term LDR Bad Partner Name) and wait for (him/her/them) to leave me to the dogs, as in break up with me. However I have so many reasons to leave (him/her/them) and...", then you began to sob, by saying, "I just enjoy being a pro hero and working with you more than I enjoy my relationship with (Long Term LDR Bad Partner).". He then mentioned, "I understand, (They/Them Reader Name). WIf you still decide to stay then I will stay by your side, if you leave (him/her/them), I will still stay by your side, as well. And I love you, (They/Them Reader).". You then replied to him, "I love you too, Shinsou.", before the call ended.
You then decided to try sleeping, however you couldn't sleep, because you have been thinking about the conversation you had with Shinsou, about your (Long Term LDR Bad Partner), and knowing what you need to do. I knew you couldn't stay with (Long Term LDR Bad Partner), any longer. Since ((s)he/they) don't care about you, you felt maybe ((s)he/they) will be happy to leave your relationship with (him/her/them).
You called (Long Term LDR Bad Partner Name), to tell (him/her/them). ((S)he/they) kind of asked, "Do you have boyfriend tell me now?!"., then you replied, "I have feelings for him. That's it.". ((S)he/they) then got upset and shouted , "Go on! Go with boyfriend, then! (Other things that the Long Term LDR Bad Partner said I up to the reader's imagination)", as if ((s)he they) was accusing you of the cheating that you never did. You then realized you had enough as you got mad and screamed, "If that's how you feel and dare to accuse me of any such affairs I have never committed, then don't talk to me anymore!", as you ended the call with (him/her/them), then proceeded to block (him/her/them).
You sobbed after the call. It's not just the fact that this was your first long term relationship, however it's also the most difficult thing you have ever done, dumping someone for the first time ever, while what hurts more is all those hurtful words your ex (Long Term LDR Bad Partner) said to you after you explained about breaking up with (him/her/them). You then realized how toxic ((s)he/they) really are. That's when you knew that you needed to talk to, Shinsou.
You then called, Shinsou. He answered his cellphone, as he said, "Hello, (They/Them Reader Name). Is everything okay? What happened?". You then sobbed, as you explained everything you remember about breaking up with (Long Term LDR Bad Partner), including everything ((s)he/they) sounded like and said to you, including the face (him/her/they) accused you of cheating that you never did and what you said to (him/her/them) prior to ending the cellphone call, then blocking (him/her/them). Shinsou, was shocked about what he had to hear.
Shinsou then decided to comfort you, as he said, "Sounds to me that (Long Term LDR Bad Partner) is a total jerk. ((S)he/they) isn't worth anything, since ((s)he/they) accused of stuff you didn't even do, just over having romantic feelings! ((S)he/They) definitely doesn't deserve you. When I come over to your place you will be treated like a queen from now on. I may not be the best partner to be in a relationship with, however I know I will treat you much better, and I will not make any mistakes ((s)he/they) has been making in this toxic relationship you used to feel obligated to stay in. Since you're finally free from a toxic cycle with your now recent ex, I will prove myself that I will do my best to make and keep you happy from now on and I can promise that, because I love you, (They/Them Reader Name).". You then felt better, as you replied, "I love you too, Shinsou.". Right after the call ended, you heard knocking on the door.
You walked up to the door to open, to only find out it was Shinsou who was knocking on the door. He is smiling and blushing at you, also. The next you noticed are the gifts he got for you. You're so happy he got them for you, he then announced that he will be spending a couple nights at your place. You were, so happy about it, as well. He pretty much petted you, cuddled with you, watch some shows with you, cook for you, and other ways he has tooken care of you. He meant every word he said to you during the call that night and after that night, you have definitely become a much more happier person than you ever were, before. And you have realized you and Shinsou are right for eachother. It's like both you and Shinsou are total forever soulmates.
The End
Well my Tumblr Peeps, I hope you enjoy this fanfic of Shinsou๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘ As for you @shinaevordie , I would have finished the fanfic earlier, however I wanted to makesure I get the fanfic correctly๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ‘I also ran into obstacles earlier yesterday and today๐Ÿ˜… Anyways I still hope you enjoyed this Shinsou fanfic and I hope it helps๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ‘Also, if I haven't replued to any messages it's, because I'm trying to keep focus the fanfic, as much as possible๐Ÿ˜…
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shai-manahan ยท 2 years
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OK OK OK CALM DOWN CALM DOWN THIS IS NOT AM EMERGENCY BUT I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR WRITING AND IF LIKE- ????? THE WAY YOU DESCRIBE THINGS IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND OMG THAT NIGHTMARE SCENE IS GIVING ME NIGHTMARES THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT SO I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU THAT I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR WORK AND HOW GLAD IM THAT YOU DECIDED TO BRING IT TO LIFE- SO KEEP IT UP AND PLEASE TAKE CARE YOUR HEALTH AS WELL ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘
also i have a few theories about our MC if you don't mind-
1. so... as i played through the nightmare scene for the 9th time in a row to fully relish the horror and trauma, i realized that our dear (but unfortunate) MC must have gone through something MUCH MUCH worse than merely watching their father get oofed off by their mother ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค” because i once read somewhere that if someone experiences like a really bad traumatic experience their brain will instinctively suppress their memories and lock them away to protect the person from getting anymore affected and also to give them a sense of normality? dunno about that our brains can be really mysterious sometimes, which brings me to my second theory
2. OK OK OK i know this may sound crazy and also scientifically inaccurate, but i think MC has some sort of Dissociative disorder? i mean- how do you explain their sudden black out from their home to their journey all the way to Bale's territory and the bar? or maybe im just overthinking it and perhaps its somehow related to the hallucinations and the syringes that have been emphasized over multiples times in the demo
3. why do i feel our MC is being drugged with something ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค” or maybe something happened before or after the incident with their father otherwise why would Alex act so sus, Vincent too, YALL TOO SUS
and so ends my theory spree as i have exhausted my remaining two brain cells to make SOME kind of sense and connection through this whole theory thing
ALSO ALSO ALONZO WHY DO I HAVE A FEELING I WRONGED YOU SOMEHOW AND SOMEWHERE AND IF I DID IM SO SORRY -
which puts me to my next question, i wonder why our MC just offed 11 of their coworkers ๐Ÿค” corruption maybe? whatever the case Is, it still doesn't excuse bernard (or whatever his name is, he's a jerk) for acting like the lil piece of poop he is, to both us and finn cause oh boy imma bout to throw hands (you better sleep with one eye open you lil shit)
ALSO ALSO ALSO MORE WESLEY LORE YAY omg now i feel kinda conflicted rn like i still wanna sock that lil bastard for exposing us but i feel kinda pity for him too, also that wholesome moment between them was so cute if not for the current angsty situation, but i guess i'll them off with one good bish slap on the face for the whole expose before listening to their side of the story
and now finally, after going through your whole blog i realized that we have a hidden mental health stat- lol my mc is gonna be one helluva self sabotaging half depressed boi bu the end of this IF ๐Ÿ˜‚
SORRY FOR THE EXTREMELY LONG RANT / ASK I WAS JUST TOO EXCITED AFTER PLAYING THE WHOLE DEMO AGAIN OVER 9 TIMES BEFORE FINALLY FEELING SATISFIED- IM SORRY ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜…
Oh that is long, but don't be sorry! I love seeing long messages like this ๐Ÿ˜ŒAnd Iโ€™m so glad you love the story to this extent ๐Ÿ˜ญ
First of all, so there'll be no misunderstandings, I want to make it clear that what the MC is going through isn't exactly a dissociative disorder, although there is some degree of disassociation happening. I can't explain further because it's a very huge spoiler, but not everything they've been experiencing can be solely attributed to the level of trauma and other related occurrences that DID patients often went through before being diagnosed. It's a little... different.
This does not mean, however, that the MC has no repressed memories ๐Ÿ˜” If you look carefully, there are actually some more hints spread throughout the demo, although some of them are hidden behind certain routes. A lot are in Chapter 2, though. Anyway, the revelations relating to it wonโ€™t be the focus of Book 1, but there will be a lot more clues in the future.
And yeah, I'm afraid Alex and Vincent will continue to be sus all the way.
YALL TOO SUS
ah but I wouldnโ€™t have done my job right if theyโ€™re not sus :)))
why do i feel our MC is being drugged with something ๐Ÿค”
๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”
ALSO ALSO ALONZO WHY DO I HAVE A FEELING I WRONGED YOU SOMEHOW AND SOMEWHERE AND IF I DID IM SO SORRY
Well, I suppose that depends on the perspective but Alonzo does believe the MC has wronged them haha which is tbh actually valid.
which puts me to my next question, i wonder why our MC just offed 11 of their coworkers ๐Ÿค” corruption maybe?
To be fair, I don't think arresting them counts as offing lmao but yeah there's a heavy corruption occurring within the police force and everybody knows it; it's just that most of the people in Gaile cannot do anything to stop it. And don't worry about Bertrand, he already sleeps with one eye open lmaoooo although he does have kind of a huge role (spoiler: he will always be an asshole).
Wesley's reuinion scene, though... if you all think the flashback scene is already conflicting you, well, the reunion might uh.... actually nevermind, I'm not gonna spoil it.
and now finally, after going through your whole blog i realized that we have a hidden mental health stat- lol my mc is gonna be one helluva self sabotaging half depressed boi bu the end of this IF ๐Ÿ˜‚
There are four types of mental health stats in the demo right now, but I'm arranging all the variables in a spreadsheet to see if I've missed anything. I kinda have a lot of them lmfao.
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what are some of your favorite tawog songs? nobody's a nobody and i am free are such classics imo (i cry listening to i am free). and ofc goodbye and darwin's emo song (forgot the name) are also classics ๐Ÿซถ
HIIIII VIRGIL!!!! oh god there's so many.....and u r so real for crying listening to i am free. it's such a lovely song with a lovely message even if it is presented as silly lol. sussie is such a wonderful person and i actually adore her <3333 goodbye is also hilarious and without you (darwin's emo song) is one i quite literally quote on a daily basis
anyway!!!! here are my top 5:
1. the faith song. makes me cry EVERY DAMN TIME. it's so sweet and actually has a wonderful message about how life doesn't have to suck all the time ("if you stop halfway up the mountain you will never see the view" ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ) AND it's like. a Song. like it sounds like it came straight out of a musical lmao. i know the entire thing by heart
2. nobody's a nobody....a classic, as you said. i love it sm and will watch the compilation just for this song lol. it's catchy and it's also ridiculously sweet. just. singing about how everyone is different and that doesn't matter, they're never going to hate anyone for it!!!!! because everyone is unique!!!!!! (the real world could take a few notes from gumball tbh) also the chorus goes so hard. i dance every time
3. without you. absolutely hilarious, also darwin just has an amazing singing voice and i love when he gets his moments lmao because gumball is always interrupting him. "WITHOUUTTT YOUUU I CAAAAAAAN'T BREEEEEEAAAATHE" like??? okay darwin GO OFF. and it's just a great episode overall because it's when darwin and carrie get together โค๏ธ
4. i am free, another classic with a wonderful message!!!!!! sussie is weird, but like, she's weird and she's a good person. she's a good person who is just fine with being herself even if people judge her, because who cares!!!!!! she's free!!!! i also cry listening to that song lol
5. the love song. it doesn't last for the whole episode but i think it's really sweet, especially gumball and penny's line "do we love each other? i guess we sorta do" which makes me giggle every time they're so silly!!!! also , i love how the song shows every type of love, including familial. makes me feel very Seen as an aspec person
of course i have many other favorites too (every song in this show is such a banger) - my little ones, sung by richard, sarah's stalker song, darwin's i'm on my way song, the kids rap song (WE ENJOY IT WHILE WE CAN WE ENJOY IT WHILE WE'RE KIDS WE ENJOY IT WHILE THERE'S STILL TIME TO MAKE THE MOST OF IT), be your own you, it's a lovely morning (bc it's sung to the tawog theme), and the dill pickle rap are all great ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘ there's definitely others that i'm forgetting but YEAH
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