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#(i'm not even really a dean girl tho i'm closer to being that)
onyour-right · 7 months
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First things first, I'm gonna need Gen V to never fucking do that again. How dare they release such a good episode and only have it be 34 minutes??? Is it a fucking sitcom??? They do that again and we WILL have problems.
Now, Cate. I done told y'all she was the mole and now look. I mean do I still love her? Absolutely. Do I think she is a victim of Dean Shetty's manipulations? 100%. Do I believe she thought she was protecting her friends? Yup. But do I also think Andre was right somewhat in what he said? Yeah, kinda do. Listen, with all the good intentions in the world the fact that she repeatedly made Luke forget about his baby brother when she knew the type of turmoil it was causing in him is twisted. The same way she was going to confess to Andre before the text came is the same way she should have confessed to Luke. Granted I think the reason she was even going to confess to Andre was because of how wrong things were going. But still, she ain't right for that..
So, I see three possible avenues they might take with her: first, kill her off at the end of the season in order to redeem herself to her friends; second, she could become an antagonist to the group (tho this is less likely); or third, she may act as a double agent and spy back on shetty so they can find out what's really going on..
Jordan Li. My beloved. My baby boy/baby girl. I can understand why they thought Marie couldn't accept both sides of them and I'm so glad they explored a bit more into their character's history. But baby, Marie wants to love on you no matter what your gender so just let her!!! At least they got to a point where they realised they were being unfair to Marie over the whole situation though, so hopefully episode 6 will have them talking about it properly. Alsooooo, Jordan getting pissed when Marie's brain was tampered with again? Good fucking food. Jordan moving closer to Marie at Cate's reveal? I was eating that shit upppp. Jordan this whole episode was kinda unhinged and you know what? I wanna see more, please and thank you!!!
Alsoooo, can we talk real quick about Jordan's conversation with Andre and Cate because I cannot have been the only one who was straight dyingggg through it. "is it a black thing?" "...oh my God!!!". The way Jordan didnt even dismiss the fact that him and Marie made a good couple too. Likeeeee. C'monnnnn.
Marie, my sweet girl. Once she finds out the true extent of her powers its over for everyoneeeee; she's gonna fuck everyone up and I personally will be cheering her on at the sidelines!! Slightly worried though because 1) who is her benefactor?? and 2) what if they are able to capture her somehow??? She is yet to go unhinged and I would like to see it, especially if it's in relation to something happening to Jordan.
Emma and Sam. I mean you know its real when one half of the pairing's mind has been wiped and still there is an undeniable connection between them.The fact that Sam went out of his way to find Emma after all the shit that went down??? Ooof, I'm living for itttt. The fact that even though Emma hadn't gotten back her memories she still believed him? Don't make me cryyyyy. I loved how Emma realised how wrong her mother was about her "getting big" & how she's beginning to carve out who she wants to be for herself. Also, her and Marie's friendship is honestly just goals.
Also, lowkey everyone should have just let Sam kill that Dr Cardosa because he's gonna bring big problemssss I fear, and on that note they should have him kill Dean Shetty too because ole girl needs to skedaddle her way out (although the person who takes her place could be even worse, so idk about that yet)
Also, someone please give Andre a hug that boy needs it. Seeing him unhinged tho?? Ooofffffff 10/10.
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blairsanne · 11 months
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Hi bb! 💗 I'm curious to know who are your top 3 favourite Deano characters and why? (To watch or read or write or just look at 😉)
Ahh, what a nice question, bb! 💛💛💛 I always need to form an emotional connection with the characters, so... while Deano is always nice to look at, this is really based on the character themselves.
This was honestly kinda hard to answer.
1. Anders Johnson (The Almighty Johnsons)
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This was probably an obvious answer, haha.
I love his sense of humour and desire to have fun. I love how cunning and cynical he can be, despite clearly having his own ethics and hopes for the future. I love how protective he is of his family/Dawn - especially when they don’t realize/appreciate it. I love when he’s confident and self-assured, but I also love when he’s vulnerable/we see his pain points (which all seem to revolve around his bros and Dawn? This is a man who loves certain people quite fiercely even if it’s not a romantic love and even if it's not always realized).
I interpret him as someone who has spent a lot of his life appeasing people to get by (whether his toxic childhood, or PR work in general, or Bragi powered interactions) but that desires to be more open with a few closer people. He both “trusts” them with his snarkier side and uses it as a shield to keep them from getting too close lest they hurt him with rejection. A bit of “well I don’t even like you anyway so there” at times, even tho it’s bs lol and only Axl ever seems to fully buy into it.
I feel like he needs some unconditional love in his life because it certainly didn’t happen with his parents, and it’s a bit touch and go at times with his bros. (Though Olaf seems very unconditional-grandpa-love? Maybe that’s why he and Olaf get on so easily.)
I think of him as a character that both represents aspects of myself and aspects I find attractive in others.
So in short, he’s my favourite because I think he’s very lovable and interesting and in need of love and he’s in a story where I love the concept and all the characters and it’s very easy to write him and imagine lots of scenarios for. 💛 (Also I find him very attractive in this role, even if he hated those absolutely magnificently tailored suits.)
2. Iolaus (Young Hercules)
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Also probably not much of a shock, given he's the other Deano I have a sideblog for! This was the first role I actually saw Dean in, and I loved Iolaus so much back when this was on air, so it was wild to realize this was the same person who played Anders after I got into him haha.
Iolaus is once again a very funny, cunning, cocky character who has some insecurities that I find rather endearing. Iolaus is very charming to me, with his playfulness and heroics. I don't think the other characters see him as heroic necessarily, but he clearly cares about his friends and has many moments of being just as protective of others as Jason and Hercules. 💛
Also I'm always impressed that Iolaus seems to be able to keep up with Hercules; I don't know that he gets enough credit for that. He also should, by all rights, probably get with girls easier than he does since he's such a flirt. (He does have a bad habit of lying, though... Insecure bb.)
Basically I want to be in that world and give him all the love he deserves! I think it helps that I like the universe/world building/conceit of the show already, so I enjoy all the other characters and how they interact too.
Plus: Leather Pants? Those curls? Come on. 😩
3. Jon (Pork Pie)
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This is where I got a little stumped. I also considered Barnaby and Will Johnson for third spot. Even as I write this I'm second-guessing my choice haha.
I really root for Jon. He's a fuck up, but he's trying to fix it. He's trying to make amends, and he gets caught up in a crazy situation, but he's so good-hearted. He means well, and you want him to succeed.
I love that he's a writer, but like, clearly not able to write because of what's been messing with his head (and then the shenanigans of the movie). His behaviours are just so funny at times, like how he orders his burger, his rapping along to the radio, etc. Even though I feel like Jon isn't funny in the sense of like, trying to be funny, he's really endearing and makes me laugh.
Mostly I think what I like about Jon is how "soft" he seems. Like, not in a weak way; he certainly powers through a lot of messed up situations and pulls off crazy things! But the motivation for all of it is this deep love he has, and I feel like he shows that love to his cohorts as well. He can be quite vulnerable at times, even when he seems to believe he will be rejected. The way he seems so touched by every kindness, his attempts to be supportive, and accepting...
I just really want to give this man a hug, haha.
Although I haven't formally written for him, I have a sequel to Pork Pie outlined in my WIPs that feels a bit daunting; both because of the plot I have in mind and because of how great the movie itself is. I feel like there's a lot to live up to, there, so we'll see if I ever end up writing it out haha.
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Ahh thanks so much for this ask, bb! 💛💛💛💛
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jealousofthetea · 3 years
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i hope sam girls (gender neutral term) are having a nice day
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Something About This Angel ~ Part 2
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Pairing: Castiel x Reader
Warnings: mention of blood, love confession, sad, kiss
Word Count: 2.6k
Here is the first part of Something About This Angel if you haven't read it yet. (click on the title)
Y/n's pov:
I was at a hunt with Sam, Dean and Castiel.
Since that special day where Cas and I came closer we've been weird around each other. But not the kinda weird Cas would be when being around other humans. No. This weird was nice in some sort of way. Tho I liked watching Cas trying to figure out how normal people act. Well, perhaps Sam, Dean and I aren't the best rolemodels for him.
But since that day, the day Cas healed me and we stopped arguing something changed. I can't stop thinking about it. About Cas' hand on my, the closeness of our bodies and that feeling it gave me for a moment. Ever since that I looked longer and closer in his eyes, wanting more of them each time. Just a few moments more to look into them. Into this ocean blue. And perhaps I was hoping to jump into them and swimming inside this ocean of a blue angelic heaven just for me.
But as soon as I got lost I snapped out of it each time. I couldn't allow those thoughts. I'm a hunter. A human. A nobody... Cas never recognised me, not really. And even if he did. I was nothing to him. Just the sister of Sam and Dean Winchester, the sister of those two who always mattered. I tried to deny the truth and lie to myself about it. I tried to tell myself he might care. But not even the lies could make the pain of this undeniable horrible painful truth stop.
We arrived at the motel. All we knew was that there were people going missing and soon time later being found dead. Hearts missing each time.
"I'd say we slip up. It's a big town and only a matter of time before an other innocent person goes missing," Dean says.
"Alright why don't Dean and I go check out a few spots of places where the killings happened,"Sam said." Y/n and Cas you could talk to the families and try to find out what the pattern of those werewolves is" We all nodded.
In the killings were three young blond girls, all around 18. The only person that was different was a guy. Sam still thought that there was a connection between the victims.
"Do you want me to sap us to the place?" Cas asked me. I shook my head.
"No we'll take the bus"
About fifteen minutes later we arrived at Mr and Mrs Johnson's House. We didn't get anything. The girl, Veronica, was a normal eighteen year old Christian. Next, we went to the Hutsons living where Jazz died. Again, no clue about the killings. The girl was an atheist, she went on parties a lot. Then we went to the Hawkins. Their daughter Laura was an introvert with not many friends. Last, we went to the Clarkson's house. Apparently Mike was a normal guy who played football at school and had a girlfriend.
"This all doesn't make sense," I said while eating my fries in the small diner of the town.
"Sam and Dean doesn't have any clue either. The only thing that they mentioned was seeing a girl, Lora Moore, before each killings."
"Wasn't that the girlfriend of this Mike?"
"Yes. But it probably means nothing. She was working at the one shop where two killings happened and apparently her dad works in the office next to the park where the other two victims died"
"Yeah well nothing can turn pretty fast into something,"I said and ate another fries. "Do the victims know her?"
"I don't think so... But it might be that they all go on the same school"
"Right. We should check the girl out."
"Sam and Dean are already on it. You can rest for a moment now," Cas said. His voice had an intensity as if he cared. But why should he. He doesn't. Never did.
"I don't need rest. I'm trying to find out more about the girl," I said, paid my food and went back to the motel.
20 minutes later.
"Dean called. The girl is clear. But they're onto something. They think they know who did the killings" Cas said and sat on the chair next to me.
"Mh yeah I don't think so," I mumbled understand my breath. "Get this, Lora Moore was Mike's girlfriend until they broke up. She caught him cheating on her with Laura who was known as the slut of the school which is why she didn't have friends. And Jazz was accused of having an affair with Mike shortly before he and Lora broke up. And Veronica wasn't the nice Christian that would never dare sinning. All just an act for her dad the priest. In reality she went on parties instead of babysitting the neighbours kids. And Mike got caught kissing her a few times before and after Lora broke up with him. And there was another girl Chloe who he was having an affair with. I'm pretty sure Lora will try killing her tonight."
" So you think this Lora was killing them. But Sam and Dean would've known if she was a werewolve. "
I called Sam. No answer. Then I called Dean.
" Hey y/n look we have no time we fount out who the werewolve is. See you back at the hotel in a few hours ", Dean said.
" No Dean listen you're wrong it's Lora... Dean?... Dean?? "he already hung up.
" Damn it, "I mumbled underneath my breath. "I'm going."
"You can't. We should wait for Sam and Dean."
"There's no time Cas! I'm going" I said and walked out the motel. Chloe was meeting friends at the club where Lora worked at each Friday night, today. I went there and spotted her outside on the parking lot. She was saying goodbye to friends before going to her car. Nobody was around. Suddenly Lora jumped out and attacked her. I shot her with a silver bullet, but only hit her arm so she ran off.
"Go inside your car and drive home! Go!" I screamed at the girl before running after Lora. I came into a forest. It was dark and I forgot my torch. I was stumbling around in the darkness when I heard a voice.
"I knew sooner or later one of you would come for me. It was surprising that the other two hunters fell for my trick. There stumbling around in the forest right now, searching for this werewolve that apparently lives there"
"Why do you want to kill all those people?"
"Because I can," Lora appeared in front of me. I pointed my gun at her. "I was a nobody. People would play with me and hurt me and I had to accept it just like that. But that night I got turned I finally was strong. I could fight back. And oh lord it feels so good to take revenge"
"You know that there's another way. You don't have to do this," I said. Lora bursted out laugh.
"Shouldn't you be the one who understands me the most? Y/n Winchester. Oh I heard a lot about you. Everyone talks about your brothers. But I heard a lot about you. You are kinda like me-"
"I'm nothing like you!" I screamed, but got grabbed on my shoulders and pushed against a tree. Lora began to cut into my skin on my head with her nail. Blood ran down my cheeks.
"Yes you are. We are both just pieces in other people's games. We're nobodies. And nobody cares for us. I wonder if people noticed if you were gone" she pushed the gun away and pushed me on the ground before going on top of me and grabbing my neck. "I always wondered what a Winchester heart would taste like."
"You don't actually think you could kill one of us do you?" I said breathless and tried to catch some air.
"Not one of the other two. But you are the weakest. Which is why they often leave you behind and go alone on hunts. Don't you want revenge on them? I could simply turn you" she was cutting my neck. The pain was making me wanting to scream but I neither could because of the lack of air nor wanted I to give her the pleasure of my visual pain.
"No thanks I don't need that. I let my anger out by killing little morons like you are" I smirked but soon Lora would take a harder grib on my throat and cutting even deeper into my skin.
"All tough on the outside and a broken human inside. You are just like I was. A sad little girl that gets fooled by everyone and who nobody cares about. It's sad. No matter how hard you'll try you will always stay this weak little girl"
"I don't need your pity. Go to hell"
"Oh I will. But first will you after I ate your heart" Lora showed her teeth and was about to kill me when there was a shot and she fell on the ground next to me. I looked up. Castiel was holding a gun and stared at me.
After a moment of awkward staring I stood up and went out of the forest. Cas was following me.
"Are you okay?" he was asking but I didn't answer. Cas called my name but I kept walking. Then, I hand grabbed mine and forced me to stop. Cas looked at me for a moment before sapping me into the motel.
I looked around before looking back at him. He wasn't speaking, just intensely looking at me. With his right hand he grabbed my cheek. With his left he touched my waist and pulled me closer to him. A warm soft feeling appeared on my cheek and flashed the pain away.
Those blue eyes never lost hold of mine. They kept focus on me. I was feeling my heart beat inside my chest as I got lost in those ocean eyes again.
"Now tell me what's wrong," Cas deep voice whispered. My eyes kept switching between looking into his eyes and onto his lips. I wondered how they tasted. Perhaps sweet like caramel. Were they as soft as pillows in a Queens bed. I wanted to get a taste of them.
I was lost of words and unable to move. It was hard to breath in the presence of this angel that could turn my whole world and emotions upside down. He never stood this close to me and I wasn't daring to move in any way that could cause him step away from me.
"You don't believe what she said do you?" Cas asked. I had to fill my lungs with air as all oxygen had vanished around me, unable for my lungs to reach it.
"Y-you heard it? What she said?" I asked hoping he didn't, afraid of him maybe reading my thoughts and knowing it was mostly him I was thinking about. That he was the one that I wished I was nobody for.
"I heard most of it, yes. And it's not true"
"It is" both of us were whispering. Were we too scared that anyone could hear us? Was it more private this way? More intense? I couldn't get enough of this deep angels voice that felt like, in this moment, it was only for me. That I was the one this voice was dedicated to. And all that belonged to it. What would I give to kiss those lips just for one time.
"You're not nobody" Cas' face felt like moving closer or perhaps it was me leaning forward. I got hypnotised by those blue eyes.
"Who am I if not that" I didn't even know what I was saying. Words left my mouth without me thinking. I just wanted to stare into those eyes longer and hoped his hand that was still on my cheek would never leave that spot.
"You're a hunter. A Winchester"
"And nothing besides that"
"That is not true y/n. You are someone who cares for others and who would die for them. People mea something to you."
"And what does that matter if I mean nothing to them. Lora was right. I'm a piece in their game. Just the sister of Sam and Dean. A broken human"
"I never saw you as broken. You are the strongest person I know. You keep fighting for what you believe is right. You don't care about what people think of you. You made me rebel against my own kind and showed me what humanity can be like. Through you I see it in ways I never saw it before "
" What ways? " I asked without even knowing why I did or what I was expecting. I looked down onto those lips again and could've sworn they came closer. Suddenly those lips I was hoping to feel on mine a few seconds ago touched mine and the feeling was softer and sweeter than everything I ever imagined. If this is what heaven tasted like I never wanted to let go.
"I never thought that love could be such a great thing. Through you I see its not the weak human thing I expected it to be. Y/n my love for you is what would make me rebel against my own kind a thousand times more and beyond that just so I could spend another moment close to you " I was breathless and stunned,overwhelmed from all kind of emotions.
" C-Cas" was all I brang out of my mouth. Those beautiful lips were so close still. I was hoping they would meet mine once again. And as if they were magnets pulling closer to each other those lips touched mine again. A soft mumbling came from the both of us. No other creature would understand it but we knew what it meant. I love you were the words we both said.
"Isn't it hilarious" I said as I pulled away to catch for air. "an outcast angel and a broken hunter"
"sounds perfect to me" Cas whispered against my lips. We were both kissing for what felt like forever. Suddenly the door opened and a wet Sam and upset Dean came into the room.
"Turns out there was no werewolve in the forest. And Sam fell into a lake. Now baby is wet." Dean complained.
"Yeah I'm fine Dean thanks for asking" Sam said and Dean rolled his eyes. "Hey what are you guys doing anyways?"
Sam and Dean both stated at me and Cas. I only now realised that Cas had still his hands around my waist and cheek. He let go fast and stood nervous.
"I was I was healing her" Cas studdred.
"Kh sure well whatever hope you used protection by whatever you were doing. I'm going to bed" Dean said in his pissed voice. Cas went on the couch and tried to not look at anyone. He must've been embarrassed. Sam looked at me for some time with a smirk. He was the one who knew about what I felt for Cas for some time.
When going to bed myself, I looked at Cas who was still watching TV. I was still trying to figure out if whether or not everything was a dream. But it wasn't. What happened today was real. And I didn't know exactly what that meant for us.
But one thing I knew for sure. Today, something about that angel turned my world even more upside down.
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ltleflrt · 3 years
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You're brave :) Not even a week and you're on the rewatch. I can't. I don't know if I'll watch again for a long time. I'm not hating on the ending, it was just so so so sad, and I wish it could have been a bit different. Dean was loving life, with a dog and a job and just. Well, it's sad. And Sam being alone and leaving the bunker forever and he was so sad. And I'm so sad, and I don't know how you're doing it, and dammit I just made myself cry again. Anyway you're brave and I'm proud of you.
While I’m able to pluck out a few things I enjoyed about the finale, it does make me very sad too.  I’ve mentioned before that I’m in mourning, and today is really the first day I’ve felt somewhat normal.  And part of that comes from starting a rewatch.
This is my show, and I won’t let CW’s bts fuckery take it away from me.
I sat with the Bluray case in my lap for a good ten minutes and just deliberated on whether I was emotionally stable enough to start a rewatch right now.  Would I be ready to see how different scenes hit me now that I know how it ends?  The “it hits different” phenomenon is good in relation to destiel, but not so good in relation to my overwhelming Dean!Girl feelings.  And yeah, Sam!Girl feelings too.  Could I handle that?
I put the disc in, and turned it on, and found that the answer is yes.  And while things do definitely hit different, I’m still enjoying myself.  My love is stronger than the hurt. 
We’ll see how I feel as I get closer to the end tho lol... for now, SPN is still my happy place.  And rewatching feels cathartic for me right now.
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159potterhead · 3 years
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(Takes the mic**🎤)
Shout out to @thatgaywerewolf and Yo-peeps in the back–it's me y'all–this one goes for the preety girl in the front cheers for my beloved💕
(okay so I've also tried a hand at rapping the rap is written without a break and for the rhyme I used this proton term coz I didn't recall any word so I hope you get it)
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I see you're getting your tough on
And it's turning me on
Trust me I'm not a moron
But you're an icon
Who called me a proton
but baby how will I tell you I'm not positive if anything I'm far from it will you believe me if I said I'm a python with my guards on and I don't wanna hurt you baby coz you're my sweetcorn and If you let me I'll be your unicorn in the size of a Pokemon.
Is this a rom-com?
I'm sorry but that's how I see it
like a cheery on the tart
Just like a piece of the heart
With the dart on the spot💘
Which I won't pick apart
Nor would I discard
I'll keep it close to my heart even if I die-hard
I'll cherish it like an old teapot until I fall apart
Doesn't that sounds like a great movie plot?
I'll make you a card in the shape of a heart coz you're my jackpot,
And I'll give you my heart like the abstract piece of an art
We can paint it from the start or we could do it in the park
We don't have to be on the clock
And I'll protect you from the mob and mock them till they rot
We'll stay there till gets dark
Until the spark from the star
I'll play you the harp from the shard of the glass just like the angel in the dark
Or will it be Mr. Stark?
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🤣🤣
I don't know that's all the words that rhymes idk why i put mr.stark it was the only word rhyming and I'm laughing again why would you let me begin it happens just like a chain and I hope it rains you know Dean has a mark of cain if I keep going I'm gonna faint coz I don't have a brain
(mic drop 🎤)
Thank you people. Oh! please don't chant my name like that. I don't take any questions but since you guys wanna know Due to pandemic I won't be doing anymore tours for my new album but who knows maybe in future I'll do it. Keep screaming people 😂😂 (I'll come over the edge of the stage and I'll bend down to kiss you and then I'll tell you to meet me backstage with a wink and crowd will notice it and go crazy)
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Oh! I saw that babe isn't it lovely. We're so cute that someone for like real person finds us cute😍
And idk no one has said it before irl life I just worry a lot about the bad things that may happen you know when I have faith that things will go good that time something exactly opposite happens so idk I always weight the bad side more so I'm prepared for it mentally and when it happens I can yell, "I knew it!" (I can imagine that God of eary season Sam hugging that person saying 'too precious for this world' I'm gonna cry now 😭😭)
Oh! God! You are so easy to be with. I can take care you come here I wanna wrap you up in a blanket and keep you safe in arms💕 (Does that mean you're adopting me? Will you come to all my recitals and visit me in college? Don't throw out my emo music when I'm away coz it's not a phase mom it's who I am😅😅)
I'll look forward to our movie nights and I wanna jump around the house like crazy and dance with you all night long (And I just love this song)
🎶And when I felt like I was an old cardigan under someone's bed you put me on and said I was your favorite🎶
omg we’re doing this again lessgooo🎤
ayyye yaaas shoutout to our only fan ahah. oh you stahp☺️🤚🏼
RAP??? OH ANON WE REALLY IN IT NOW-
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JAIZISKJSJZ IM-
THOSE FIRST FOUR LINES ARE ICONIC IM SCREAMING. UNICORN IN THE SIZE OF A POKEMONNNN😭 IT IS A ROMCOM BABY IT IS ANYTHING YOU WANT IT TO BE AS LONG AS I GET SICK RHYMES LIKE THESE SJDJZJ!! I’LL CHERISH IT LIKE AN OLD TEAPOT UNTIL I FALL APARTSDBHXJSJXNDJSN!!!!!!!!!! oh we doing it in the park?;) THAT ENDING I- WHAT DOES MR STARK HAVE TO DO WITH THIS IDK BUT IT JUST MADE IT 10X BETTER!!!
OK I AM SORRY FOR THIS ALL-CAPS FREAKOUT BUT THIS IS FREAKIN AMAZINGGGGGGGGH!!!! I LOVED IT!
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you are literally unstoppable!!😆😆😂😂😂 idk about you, but with all these dope rhymes, you seem like you’ve been granted a special brain!😂
(raaaaaging applause👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼)
buuuut don’t worry people! she will be doing virtual concerts live from our mansion and it’s pay-what-you-can!! (babyyy stooop😄 not in front of all these people- *blushes insaaanely* ok go i’ll meet you in the back🙈😚)
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yesssss I agree🥺🥰🥰 I mean what can I say? we are cute😏💞
oh that must suck. I don’t think it’s negative tho. you’re just being realistic, I think it’s alright. this way you don’t get your hopes way too high and get let down hard. I should learn from you ahah. but your overall vibes are so cute and wholesome and fun, yk? I enjoy hanging out with you, and by that I mean our little asks<3 (that’s what I was intending!)
aah I can say the exact same about youu! aww✨💞 *shuffles closer into your warm embrace* (if that’s what you want, i’ll be more than glad to😉 of course I won’t, i’ll be blasting them through every speaker!!! what? I’m the cool mom!😎)
saaame🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖✨✨✨ can it just come already? (hehe I knew you do;))
🎶and time can do so much, are you still mine? I need your love, I need your love. god speed your love to me🎶💕
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charlie-minion · 6 years
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same anon--I'm not mad at you, friend. (tho I am crying now) i just hate the fucking double standard. Dean can kiss a hundred girls but he can't kiss someone he loves at least once or more?? they deserve to. Cas can kiss a demon and like the chick who basically raped him and definitely killed him. They're just gonna toy with us and not deliver??? And as far as execs and like ad sponsers i feel like destiel could be a real canon couple the whole last season. They would be praised as a show.
I really don’t want to make you upset or cry with speculations. I might be 100% wrong ‘cause this is the opinion of just a random blogger. The thing is that the general audience of Supernatural is quite different from what we find on Tumblr, for example. 
Just go on Facebook and read the comments people leave on the official SPN page. More often than not you’ll find negative comments regarding anything that has to do with Destiel. Do you really think the people in charge of the show don’t know that? Unfortunately, there can be shows where queer characters are established from the start and many people watch them but the conservatives probably skip them (Shadowhunters and B99 come to mind). But taking a character that for over a decade so many people have believed to be straight and making him hook up with Cas would definitely be awesome for the shippers and a part of the general audience maybe, but we can’t be blind… it would also cause a lot of blacklash. 
Think of this for a moment… why in the name of Chuck would a sitcom as disgusting as the Big Bang Theory be as popular as it is while Brooklyn Nine-Nine, an incredibly well-written, inclusive, sitcom pales in comparison? 
The general audience can suck big time sometimes. I’m not saying all people out there are homophobic assholes, but I AM saying that Supernatural’s general audience is made up of different types of people. The fandom is mostly on Tumblr and we know that most of us ship Destiel with all our hearts, but even on Tumblr you can find people against the ship. 
I’m grateful to the writers for being bold and moving forward with Destiel despite it all. They’re bringing it closer to text every time and I appreciate that. That’s why I sometimes use the tag “Dabb has no fucks left to give” or something like that. He’s doing a great job, but he knows that he can’t risk it all. If they make Destiel canon at the beginning of the last season or in the middle of it, I would be beyond happy, but if that didn’t happen, if they waited until the last moment, I wouldn’t enjoy it as much, but I would understand and I would LOVE THEM FOR DELIVERING.
Can you imagine how painful it would be if the show ended with Dean and Cas hunting together but just as bestest friends, no homo? 
That would definitely not piss me off but break my heart. I prefer to believe that in the end, they’ll pull the rug from under the conservatives’ feet, but I don’t demand they do it when it could be potentially problematic for them in the long run. Again, I’m not saying I don’t want them to, just that I understand what could be at stake. 
I don’t understand why you’re saying “not deliver” when in all my posts I always say that I believe (or hope) that Destiel will be undeniably made canon as romantic. It might happen without a kiss, but I hope that’s not the case. 
About the multiple kisses thing? I really don’t think that’s gonna happen. How many times did we see Dean and Lisa kiss? Or Sam and Amelia? It’s just not something that happens a lot on the show. Yes, Dean kisses random women but not the same woman repeatedly, do you know what I mean? Even in canon relationships the boys have had, they haven’t kissed multiples times, so expecting Dean and Cas to do it is beyond unrealistic. 
It’s better not to get upset about speculations and just wait and see what happens, don’t you think? I just choose to have low expectations to avoid being burned. That’s just how I roll! :)
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For the ask you stuff hour- which characters do you enjoy watching interact with Dean the most (for me it's Castiel at the top, but I also really enjoy him with- Benny, Charlie, Kevin, Claire, Jody, Donna, and sometimes Sam). Also, who are your top 10 favorite characters from the show and what are your favorite things about them? Also, even though I'm a Dean fan, I also like Castiel and I was wondering what your take of Cas was (since you've said you do like him).
Dean, aside from this season, actually has the best one-off interactions with characters. I won’t name them bc this’ll get novel length lol, but I had to point out how I enjoy them. It goes to show what a caring person he is that he forms bonds with these strangers so quickly & shows them empathy.
Charlie & Dean is adorable. I loved how sweet & protective he was with her. I’m also serious trash for sister Winchester. Dean’s an amazing big brother to Sam & we see his compassion with girls so I’ve always had a million head canons about how great he’d be with a little sister & I think Charlie was great for that.
Cas & Dean I loved bc when S4 rolled around & they started interacting Cas was just Dean’s. (S4 parallel being Ruby was just Sam’s) Up till S4 they’d done everything together & met the same people & even tho like I said above I like the one-off interactions Dean has & I even think he tends to form closer bonds w reoccurring characters than Sam does, Sam was still involved. Cas didn’t even like Sam at first. All the stuff he decided/changed was based on Dean’s impact on him. Dean changed an who knows how old programmed angel of Heaven just by being himself & passionate about what he believed. It was really interesting to watch them interact in S4/5 when they were figuring each other out. As for later seasons, I like watching them together bc Cas is the one Dean can be himself around. Sam, as strong as their bond may be, Dean still holds that parental responsibility card when it comes to Sam. He often holds things back bc he doesn’t feel like burdening Sam with that. With Cas he’s only a friend & as protective as Dean is for friends/loved ones, that parent/child dynamic isn’t there so Dean has more freedom. We’ve seen quite a few times where Dean will admit to Cas he’s worried abt smth more than he’s letting on to Sam. So I like that Cas is someone that Dean can unload to like that bc that boy always has the weight of the world on his shoulders & eventually it gets too damn heavy no matter who you are.
Dean & Crowley is def a great one. The last few seasons Crowley has done a lot of what I just talked abt with Cas & Dean. Again we have this old creature who isn’t supposed to have “human” emotions & Dean comes along & breaks down that barrier. And the banter between these two is always precious haha.
Dean & Benny: I liked Benny on his own too but my favorite thing abt him was his loyalty to Dean. Benny may have teamed up w Dean to get out of Purgatory but also he was lonely & all he wanted was a friend. When Dean became his friend he was loyal to the bitter end. Benny is the only character who’s ever done that for Dean. He never lied or kept secrets & he always told it like it is.(Granted he was only around for 1 season & I’m sure the writers would have made him lie to Dean eventually if he stuck around, drama & man-pain needed)
And as much as I don’t care for Sam bc of *insert all my blog rants abt him here* I do enjoy a lot of the brother moments. Dean’s love for Sam is a prime ex of what a loving person he is. He does everything for his little brother. He’s always there for him no matter what.
Hmm top 10 characters…
1. Dean (yes, the cheap obvious answer but 10 is a lot & ya didn’t say “besides Dean” so I’ma cheat a bit lol) *see entire blog for what I like about him haha.
Then 2-10 in no real order...
Cas: Ik I’m in the minority but I preferred BAMF S4/5 zero human skills Cas over him being human’d up in later years. Ik logically the character had to move on & the whole point was for him to move away from Heaven so it’s only natural he’d learn their ways but I still miss it. I thought the “take everything literally” angel was pretty damn hilarious. And despite it usually ending badly, I admire the fact that no matter how much he thinks he’s messed up Cas still tries to do what he feels is right. Whether it is or isn’t really doesn’t matter for this point, it’s just a decent quality to try to do right in this day & age. I still like Cas generally but like everything else lately, the writers are messing him up.
Crowley: He’s sassy & always in a nice suit. He always makes me laugh. I really enjoyed him when he was the bad guy & I still like him in this whole frenemy role. I have the same writer complaint for him but I can’t blame that on the character.
Chuck: I adored him in 4x18 & every ep after. I thought the nervous self-deprecating little writer was adorable haha. I was pissed he actually was God bc God sux on this show but while I didn’t agree with some of his crap in S11 (mostly what he laid on Dean) I still liked the character. God was a dick but he pretty much owned it lol. I quite enjoyed 11x20. 
Benny: He was loyal, snarky, bad ass, had a lovely accent & gave me feels. I felt bad for him. He didn’t feel like he belonged anywhere & that hurts. Dean was his only friend in the world & he couldn’t even see him. Benny deserved better.
Charlie: She was a spirited, positive, spit fire. They did the whole “dark Charlie” thing & had her sad past revealed but in general she was a peppy ray of sunshine & I liked that contrast on the show.
Meg 2.0: Bad ass & sarcastic. Nuff said.
Lucifer: I kinda cringe now saying it bc the show beat that dead horse into an annoying head ache, but S4/5 I loved the Apocalypse storyline & I liked Lucifer. He was a snarky mean asshole.
The trickster/Gabriel: Mostly bc his eps were always funny as shit. He’d come in & fuck everything up while eating candy haha. I thought he was a lot of fun.
Jo: I could relate to Jo. Big ‘ol crush on Dean, doesn’t feel like she fits in with all the ‘normal’ people at school, daddy’s girl. I’da loved more of Jo.
My take on Cas...what I said already & I’d like to add that even tho I’m not thrilled with the writers under utilizing him & making him imo ooc at times recently, I’ll always like Cas. I can’t see disliking him. Be it more nostalgia of what once was or the fact that Dean loves him so much...I won’t bail on Cas. I’m so bored w S12 that it even takes an effort to stay invested w Dean at times so I won’t write off anyone bc of S12′s crap. I’ll sit here & cross my fingers for a better last part of the season & improved S13. Hopefully, things get back on track
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