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Sweetness in this College Horror - Sam x Reader
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Pairing: Sam x Reader (gender neutral)
Summary: you are a college student who hates college and Sam and Dean work a case. You and Sam get closer as the thing they hunt wants to get to you. You and Sam catch feelings for each other and after you find out about the supernatural in this world you decide to become a hunter.
Warnings: mention of blood, violence, person trying to forcefully kiss you, dirty talk, angst, comfort, fluff, strangers to lovers (sort of)
Word count: 5.2k
I tried to make this gender neutral so both boys and girls can read this...
You woke up with a massive headache after another college party. The night seemed blurry. It wasn`t any different to all those other nights out with the people from college that you didn`t even know. Sometimes you wondered why you even hung out with them. At which point did you let your life slip away like this? But then again it was better to not care about anything for a few hours, being completely wasted, than staying in your dorm drowning in depression.
You groan and turned your alarm off. On the bed next to you, your room mate was still asleep. You`ve seen them make out with one of the med students last night and weren`t surprised that Alex suffered from a complete hangover. After you brushed your teeth and feeling to sick and unmotivated to fix your hair you changed into some random clothes and walked to your first class.
´´Here we go`` you said to yourself. Another day studying law to become a lawyer just like your parents wanted you to. It was the complete opposite of what you wanted. Sure you wanted to help people, you always felt the urge to fight for something, fight for right and peace, but you never saw the job of a lawyer as right for you. Because in the end you knew you`d had to defend a criminal, a monster, even if you knew it was wrong and that they deserved to be put into jail. That`s why yo hated college so much, why you didn`t want to be here. Because all those people around you they didn`t care. They just wanted to be right and argue. You couldn`t agree with that.
With your head resting on your desk you almost fell back asleep when a voice approached you from behind.
´´Sick party last night wasn`t it?`` a male voice said from behind you. you replied with a ´´Mhh`` hoping that might end the conversation, but of course the person wouldn`t shut up.
´´You looked sick hot by the way`` even though you weren`t looking you could hear the smirk on the person`s face. ´´You know maybe next time you wanna hang out with me at a party. I could give you good company, better than your room mate. And maybe we could also have some private fun``
you turned around to look at the person. Taylor Johnson, one of the more popular students at college. You didn`t like him. Not only was he no different than all those other rich white kids, he was also spoiled and probably never heard a no from his parents as a kid, which, now, made him think he can have what he wants or who he wants whenever he wants. Seeing him made you sick and it was for sure not because f the rest alcohol in your blood.
´´I doubt that we could have any fun together`` you said and turned away, but he sat down right next to you and moved really close so you could smell cigarettes and cheap vodka coming from his mouth.
´´Well why don`t you come to our party tonight and we find out? It`s at my place, starting at 9`` his smirk was so disgusting you felt the sudden urge to vomit.
´´I`m busy``
´´I`m sure whatever it is that you had planned can wait till tomorrow. Trust me you don`t wanna miss this out`` he moved to your ear and whisperes ´´once I`m in your panties I can make you cum faster than anybody ever did before``
´´Don`t you underestimate yourself?`` you asked and moved slightly away. ´´look I get it. You might think you are so great in bed and I hate to break it to, but those people you slept with, they probably pretended to cum fast to get it over with``
´´You are playing hard to get, but sooner or I`ll get you sleep with me`` Taylor said before he left.
You thought that first class of the day would never end. When you could finally leave you walked to your next class, math. You were surprised that you`d have another math class this semester, after your last teacher had been attacked by a wild animal. Well at least the police says it was a wild animal. You were one of the people who found Mr Browns and you were sure no animal would rip out the heart and leave the rest of the body as it is. But what did you know after all. The police didn`t want to listen so you let it go.
The new math teacher was very tall, his body looked fit and his arm muscles popped out as he fixed his brown hair.
´´Oh he`s so hot!`` ´´Yes, I want to sleep with him`` you heard the girls behind you talk. You rolled your eyes. But you had to admit that this new teacher was handsome. And you knew you would pay more attention in class from now on.
Dean was driving the impala while Sam read through the newspaper.
´´Ha, listen to this. A math teacher died on the campus of a college for law studies in Arizona two days ago. The police says it was an animal attack, probably one of the zoo animals escaped.`` Sam said.
´´And?``
´´And the heart was missing``
´´A werewolf clearly``
´´That`s what I was thinking. And he hasn`t been the only one. Two weeks before that the janitor died the same way`` Sam said. ´´Plus the place is only about two hours from here``
´´Alright so lets check it out`` Dean said and started laughing.
´´What?``
´´Man you must be glad to be around your freaky law student friends again`` Dean laughed.
´´Oh shut up`` Sam said and slapped the paper into Dean`s face. Two days later Dean and Sam applied for jobs at the college.
´´Why do I have to be the janitor? Walking around in this uniform and cleaning up those people`s mess`` Dean complained.
´´Because I`m the one who actually knows something about law Dean``
´´At high schools it didn`t matter either that I didn`t know anything for being a teacher`` Dean shrugged his shoulder.
´´Just stop complaining`` Sam said and walked to your class room. Even though he wouldn`t admit it in front of Dean, he was glad to be here around all those students. It made him happy to watch those kids study. It reminded him of the time where he felt the most normal.
And of course he wasn`t surprised when after the lesson many girls came to him and ask silly question`s just have a conversation with him. This was another reason why he didn`t want Dean to apply as the teacher. He know Dean. He knew he would use the chance to sleep with one of the girls.
Though you were attracted to this new teacher you didn`t run up to him after class. You saw this behaviour as rather childish and didn`t know what was the sense behind it. You saw all those girls as stupid for thinking they could life a hot teacher-student romance.
In your dorm you received a message from Taylor, asking if you wanted to go to the party with him. You didn`t reply. You didn`t mind going to a party, you liked getting drunk for free even if it was cheap alcohol. But you didn`t like Taylor. And you hated the idea of a party at his house.
You woke up pretty early that next morning around five. You pulled out your phone and saw a video of your room mate, Alex, rejecting Taylor in front of everyone. You laughed and were very happy that Taylor made a fool out of himself.
You decided to head to the campus and enjoy the morning sun with some hot coffee and pancakes that you bought at a nearby shop.
As you walked into the camus area you saw something from far away. A neon green jacket. ´´Didn`t Alex wear one like this yesterday?`` you thought to yourself.
´´She probably lost it while she was drunk heading to one guys apartment`` you said to yourself and walked towards that spot of green in the distance. But the closer you came the more you something else besides that jacket. It wasn`t Taylors jacket on the ground it was Taylor in the jacket on the ground. You rushed to them, wanting to help them up when you saw the blood all around her stomach and you couldn`t help yourself but started screaming in shock, letting your coffee and breakfast drop on the floor as you froze.
Dean and Sam had come to the college building early that morning to investigate. They were just about to leave the building when they heard you scream and started running towards you immediately.
´´Hey are you okay?`` Dean said and rushed to you before he saw the body on the ground. ´´Oh god, Sammy``
´´Hearts missing`` Sam said as he checked out the body which you didn`t notice as you were still in shock and had hugged Dean very tied in your panic.
´´Little help here Sammy`` Dean said and pointed at you as you gave him a heart time breathing.
´´Hey you its okay. Everything is alright`` He took your hands. ´´Dean call 911 to get the body away. I`ll talk to her``
And with that Sam took you to the school library to have you calm down. He sat down with you and handed you some tissues.
´´Are you okay`` he asked. He sounded worried, but also calm. You were very confused about his behaviour. How could someone stay so calm after seeing a dead body. And so you looked up to see who this weird person was and who you saw made you gasp.
´´You`` you asked surprised.
´´I`m sorry do I know you?`` Sam asked. It hurt though you weren`t surprised. Of course he wouldn`t recognise you. Still somehow you hoped he would.
´´I- no. We had a class together. I mean I- I am one of your students, y/n, but that... That doesn`t matter.`` you stuttered. ´´What are yo doing here? Nobody is here at this hour``
´´Well you are here too`` Sam smiled. It was a sweet smile, very kind.
´´I just wanted to enjoy the morning, before the storm. Before all the people come in``
´´More of an introvert I see. Me too`` Sam smiled again and handed you some water.
´´That`s not it`` you said. ´´I just don`t like to see all those people here. All those future lawyers. They all don`t care about justice, not really. I mean in the end they wouldn`t have a problem defending a killer or a criminal in general``
Sam was surprised, so were you. You didn`t know why you were saying all this. Why were you opening up to a stranger after you never told anyone anything for years. And Sam was surprised because he had never thought about lawyers that way. He always wanted to bring justice to the world, but never thought that if he became a lawyer he`d have to defend criminals as well.
´´So why are you here then, if you think about this job so negative. I mean after all you are still studying law don`t you?`` Sam asked and looked deep into your eyes. He was completely focused on you. He was curious about you. You were so different from all the people he met before. He wanted to know you.
´´My parents are the ones who want me to do this. They want me to become something big like them. They both are successful people themselves. My mom is a doctor and my dad is a lawyer too. So I had to chose between studying med or law. Besides, my dad knows the principal so it was easy to get me in. There wasn`t much of a choice``
´´Why didn`t you just do what you want. You don`t seem like the type of person to just do whatever someone tells you to`` Sam asked. He could relate to you. In some way he felt connected to you.
´´Really there wasn`t much of a choice. Do what my parents say or go your own way but with no money and zero support from anyone. Now tell me what would you chose Mr?`` Sam was quiet after that. He felt sorry for how your life wasn`t really yours.
´´What would you do? I mean if you could?`` Sam asked after some time.
´´It doesn`t really matter now does it?``
´´Come on what would it be?`` Sam smiled. This sweet smile. Now you just had to tell him. ´´I don`t know. I want to do something were I can fight for what`s right. For justice. I want to live, knowing I am doing something good``
´´Which you sort of can after all as a lawyer don`t you think?`` he tried to cheer you up.
´´Yeah..`` you sighed. ´´I guess complaining about your classes to your teacher isn`t that smart after all is it?``
´´Probably not`` Sam laughed. ´´But don`t worry I sort of get it. Now, are you okay?``
´´I don`t know. I can`t believe this happened to me again``
´´What do you mean?``
´´I don`t know if you heard... But there have been two killings before. I found the body of the last victim`` you said, flashbacks rushing through your mind.
´´You mean the animal attacks?`` Sam asked.
´´That`s what the police says`` you rolled your eyes. You couldn`t believe those cops kept saying it was an animal.
´´So what do you think it was?`` Sam asked you, listening even more careful to what you were saying which you didn`t realise. You thought he was just curious. You would have never thought back then that he was a hunter.
´´It cant be an animal. I mean which animal from around here takes the heart and leaves the rest of the body without a scratch? Besides, no animals are missing in the zoo and this isn`t exactly a wild area where you find bears and other animals every day. It was probably some weird creep from around. Some psycho you know``
´´y/n is there anyone from college who could`ve done this? Take revenge or something on those victims?``
´´What? No? I- I don`t think so... Why would you ask that?``
´´Look I really gotta go now. Ehm take care of yourself and yeah sorry this happened to you, but it will be alright`` and with that the new teacher just left. What a weirdo, you thought.
´´I found nothing`` Dean said a day later in their motel.
´´Me neither`` Sam replied though he wasn`t really listening to his brother. His mind was far somewhere else.
´´And you sure that person, this student, doesn`t know more? I mean maybe they were just in shock and that`s why they couldn`t give us any clues``
´´No they don`t know anything`` Sam said with a quiet voice, almost a whisper. ´´They`d make a good hunter. They got the type of look on their face. And the will to do the right thing``
´´Are you daydreaming about your students now? Sammy forget about them. Your little crush won`t come with us.`` Dean chuckled.
´´They are not my crush Dean`` Sam said offended. But he kept thinking about you that day and the next day in class while he watched you taking notes. You didn`t look at him, not much. Not after he had been acting so weird. And because you didn`t want to develop feelings. You didn`t want to seem weak, though you knew that was nonsense. But Sam kept watching you. Even on the campus as Taylor came to you.
´´Hey there`` Taylor`s breath still smelled awful like everyday as he is drinking every night.
´´Go away`` you said annoyed. Usually you would try to somehow be polite to him as you still had some manners after all, but today you were too tired to be friendly.
´´Whats up with the mood?`` Taylor laughed. ´´Aren`t you happy to see me?``
´´Just leave me alone`` you groaned. A couple of students around you started giggling as they were all too amused about Taylor getting rejected by you.
´´You better watch your tone in front of me`` he grabbed your arm. He was much bigger and stronger than you and his grib hurt. ´´It was all fun and games, you playing hard to get, but you should know your place``
´´I think you are the one who should know his place`` you snapped at him.
´´I told you I will get you sooner or later, don`t forget that`` Taylor`s eyes were filled with lust. It was creepy and it freaked you out.
Sam, who was watching you from afar, wanted to walk over to you and help you, but Dean pulled him aside.
´´Hey man`` Dean said.
´´What?`` Sam asked, worried about you and mad at his brother for not letting him walk over to you.
´´I got something``
´´Now?`` he asked nervous.
´´What do you mean now? Yes of course now. Or lets just wait a week or two and let this son of a bitch kill some more people`` Dean said pissed at his brother. He noticed Sam`s weird behaviour these last few days and he didn`t like it. Sam had his eyes still on you when he saw you pushing Taylor away before walking to the other side of the campus. Relieved he turned to his brother.
´´Alright what is it?``
´´You with me?``
´´Yes Dean just say what it is`` Sam snapped at his brother.
´´Alright. Jeez you gotta chill. So I checked the time when the victims died``
´´And?`` Sam asked.
´´And it always happened between three and four in the morning``
´´So?`` Sam didn`t get what Dean`s point was. ´´You want us to stay awake every night and hope the monster will show around?``
´´Not exactly. All the killings happened on Campus, under the week and after there was a party outside of the campus.``
´´When most people aren`t on campus and the person won`t be seen`` Sam said to himself.
´´Exactly. The janitor and the math teacher usually stayed late so they went home at night. And the student we found, she lives on campus and left the party pretty late`` Dean explained.
´´ I heard some kids talking about a party tonight`` Sam said. ´´Some of the richer kids out of town will have one at his place``
´´Now I say we wait here on campus for someone to show up and wait for our monster to try and get them``
While Dean was preparing for their werewolf hunt, Sam stayed in a cafe on campus. He watched all those students study. He missed college. He missed his normal life. He missed the feeling of feeling like everyone else.
´´Oh y/n hey`` he said and waved at you when he saw you. You smiled and waved back awkwardly before ordering coffee. He was the first teacher to ever greet you like this in a place like this. But you had to admit you liked to see him.
Sam asked you to sit down with him. You agreed because you thought it might seem rude not to, but you felt weird doing so. And maybe you even felt a little excited.
´´How are you?`` Sam asked you.
´´Good`` you lied.
´´You sure?`` Sam asked with a smile.
´´Well I still have to stay here at college`` you sighed.
´´Yeah that sucks`` he said and took a sip of his coffee.
´´Professor why did you call me over?``
´´Oh please say Sam to me``
´´Sam?`` you asked.
´´That`s my name yes.`` Sam smiled. He didn`t know why he was acting that way. He knew he had to act like he was a normal teacher, but then again he wanted to know you better.
´´So, Sam, why did you wanted to talk to me?``
´´What?`` Sam asked surprised. In his head he had been thinking about what to say to you, but didn`t count with such a question coming from you. Which, now, he realised was stupid of him, because it was strange for a teacher to start a random conversation with a student. ´´I just... I wanted to make sure you are okay``
´´Well, thank you I am`` you both smiled at each other. His eyes fascinated. They were so pretty with sunlight reflecting in them.
´´So... College is that bad?`` Sam laughed. ´´I mean you can have a lot of fun anyways. Parties and stuff. Making friends``
´´I don`t want to make friends. Most people here are weird. And I only go to partied for the free drinks. Its nice to not feel anything for some time you know``
´´You shouldnt throw your life away like this`` Sam said all of a sudden and took your hand. He looked into your eyes intense. It gave you shivers. ´´lease try not to throw your life away. I get how much it sucks to be here if you dont want to, but you should at least try and make the best out of it``
´´You don`t understand`` Your voice was quiet. You knew he was right. You never wanted to start drinking. But now you couldn`t stop.
´´Trust me I do`` Sam`s look was sad, yet soft and feelful. His hand still touched yours. It was bigger than yours and warm. You liked the feeling of him holding you, though you wished you wouldn`t. He gave you a feeling of being understood. He was the first erson on your side, the first who listened. And you would`ve kissed him if he hadn`t moved away all of a sudden. Because Sam had noticed the time and that he still had to help Dean prepare for the night.
´´I have to go to my next class`` He said as he stood up. ´´Please think about what I said. Don`t waste your life like this. You deserve much better``
You were thinking about Sam`s words, but in the end didn`t listen and got dressed for the party. You had to get drunk. The last few days you stayed sober and it was like hell. You had to get wasted. You needed to drink away the pain for some hours. Sam wouldn`t understand. Afterall he had the job he wanted. So you met outside with a few other people from campus to get a ride to Maison`s party.
Maison was one of the richest kids so for once you could enjoy the taste of expensive tequila and vodka instead of cheap beer. Most people were dancing in the middle of the living room. You just stood aside watching. You were only here for the drinks, nothing more. You didn`t need the dancing or making out with other people. All you cared about was getting drunk enough to not think of college and your shitty life for some hours.
But of course someone had to interrupt your plan. You felt someone pull your arm. You had been drinking to much to keep your balance and fell right into their arms. Into Taylors arms.
´´Let me go`` you mumbled. But they wouldn`t. Instead they pulled you to the room next day which seemed like some office.
´´You look hot tonight`` Taylor seemed drunk. You`ve never seen them like this. Usually they were just an asshole that you`d tell to fuck off, but now they were forceful on you and you couldn`t tell what they were about to do next. ´´Now I`ll show you what fun we can have``
You were pushed against a wall and felt their lips all over your neck, then your lips. Unfortunately alcohol made you weak and clumsy so there was no chance of pushing them away.
´´I told you you will like this`` their breath was on your skin and their hand slid down under your shirt, rubbing your waist and stomach. Anger suddenly filled your body. You had to go through a lot in your life. You had people treat you the way they wanted and make you do what they wanted. You were used to it. But you never let anyone do this to you. And in your anger you grabbed something from a table next to you, some figure out of glass, and smashed it against Taylor`s head who let go off you immediately. You ran off filled with new energy from the shock that you didn´t mind running, or well fast stumbling, back to the campus.
As you arrived on the campus field you sighed relieved and took a few deep breaths. When you heart race had slowed down you looked around. You could`ve sworn there was something. Some distant sound... Something like a running in the bushes. And a groan. Suddenly there was an attack from behind, someone had pushed you over to the ground and you landed on your chest. You heard something like a scream, something similar to a human sound, yet also like an animal. You couldn`t help yourself but scream.
´´Hey asshole`` you heard a voice from behind and a gunshot. Then you saw someone run off and the janitor with a gun after him.
´´Are you okay?`` you saw Sam reach down to you.
´´What the hell was that?``
´´Its alright don`t worry about it. Dean got this``
´´Dean? The janitor?``
´´Yes. Now let me help you up`` Sam gave you his hand. After you stood up you hugged him immediately. You blamed the alcohol for it and felt ashamed instantly, pulling away. A few minutes later Dean came back out of breath.
´´The son of a bitch escaped`` Dean said and looked at Sam.
´´Y/n did you see his face?`` Sam asked you and you shook your head.
´´What`s going on here? What are you doing here? And why is it that the janitor runs after someone with a gun?``
Dean and Sam looked at each other. ´´We should tell her`` Sam said.
´´Come on Sam``
´´Dean we should`` Sam insisted.
´´Alright fine`` Dean sighed. ´´We are FBI. We work under cover``
´´Dean!``
´´Okay fine`` Dean rolled his eyes. He didn`t trust you. You had his brother focus less on his job and he didn`t like that. ´´We are hunters``
´´Hunters`` you repeated. ´´Like bears and foxes and other animals?``
´´More like in monsters`` Sam said. You laughed, but soon realised he was serious. ´´That thing that attacked you was a werewolf. We need your help to find out who it is``
You didn`t know if you were dreaming or if the alcohol made you see and hear things. But then again you didn`t drink that much. So this all must have been real...
´´How should I be able to help you?``
´´It`s probably someone from college. Someone who stays here long. someone who can easily kill those people`` Dean explained. You thought for a moment. You had no idea who could possibly be a werewolf. But then it you. The way they always acted, seeking for revenge. It had to be Taylor. You and Alex both had rejected them. Your last math teacher had them get punished for smoking in school and the old janitor was the one who offered to give them the punishment. All those people embarrassed Taylor.
´´I think I know who it was`` you said.
Soon later Sam and Dean had come up with a plan. After school Sam would tell Taylor to stay longer and follow him behind the school were Dean would stab them with a knife. All was settled and you watched Sam and Taylor arrive from afar as you waited at the impala, which you thought was a nice car. Then you saw Dean coming with the knife. From another direction you saw the principal.
´´Shit`` you said quiet. If he saw Sam and Dean stab a student they`d be in big trouble. And so you tried to distracted him.
´´Out of my way`` he pushed you aside.
Dean was about to stab Taylor, but they noticed Dean and moved to the side. Instead of stabbing their heart, Dean only scratched their arm.
´´Are you crazy??`` Taylor yelled.
´´Its not affecting you? You are not the werewolf? Sam they are not the werewolf!``
´´Of course I`m not you psycho!``
´´Uhm this is all a big misunderstanding. `` Dean said and Taylor ran off.
´´Why aren`t they the werewolf?``
´´I don`t know Dean`` Sam said.
´´Maybe because you got the wrong person``
You saw Taylor run away and Sam and Dean talking to the principal and wondered what was going on. Then the principal attacked Dean, threw him against a wall and went after Sam.
´´I knew sooner or later hunters would come. I just didn`t think they`d be so stupid like you two`` the guy laughed. ´´After you stopped me from having my dinner last night I might as well just take two hearts now``
His claws ripped Sam`s shirt apart. He started carving on Sam`s chest who let out a sound in pain. Then there was a shot and the principal fell on the ground. Sam saw you standing with a gun and then noticed the trunk at the impala was open.
´´Are you okay?`` you hushed to Sam.
´´Yeah`` he said in pain as you heled him up.
´´Yeah I`m fine too thanks for asking`` Dean said as he stood up as well. ´´That was a pretty good shot``
´´Thanks`` you said. ´´So what are you guys doing now?``
´´We`ll keep moving`` Sam told you.
´´Hunting more monsters``
´´Right. What about you? Will you be alright?`` Sam asked you worried. He didn`t want you to throw away you life like that. He wanted to see you do something you want to do, something you are good at. And most important he wanted to stay with you.
´´I guess. I mean I won`t be doing something as cool as you guys. But still. I`ll be fine`` you smiled at your teacher.
´´Alright lets go Sammy`` Dean started to walk to the Impala.
´´Dean wait`` Sam said to his brother. ´´Lets take them with us``
´´What? Are you insane?``
´´Why not? They are good. You`ve seen it. They did a good shot. We can teach them how to hunt. Let them do something they might actually want to do``
´´You know the job is dangerous. It can get them killed`` Dean tried to explain to his brother.
´´So can staying here and drinking all night. I don`t want them to waste their life. If they go with us I can at least protect them`` Sam begged his brother. Dean didn`t like the idea of you coming with them. But then again you saved their life. You were good with the gun. And you made his brother happy.
´´Fine go ask them`` Dean said and sat inside the impala.
You were surprised when Sam asked you to come along with them. You were unsure at first. But eventually you agreed and it was the best decision in your life. As a hunter you finally felt good doing justice those victims by killing the monsters. You felt free and independent. But most important you felt good that you stayed with Sam.
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Sword practice Edmund x Reader
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Pairing: Edmund x Reader
Warnings: sword practice, fluff, growing feelings
Word Count: 1.1k
I sat in my room and put on a shirt and pants. Outside the castle I could already hear the sound of swords clinking.
I went to the window of the castle and looked outside. Peeta was practicing his sword technique with one of the Centaur. A few others were standing around watching.
I stepped away from the window and looked at myself in the mirror. Today I would get my first sword lesson. I was nervous. I never held a sword before. After the fight with the white witch there was peace in Narnia, but I knew that something could happen any time, some creature could bring the white witch back or perhaps another evil creature.
Back then, when Narnians fought the white witch, I was too young to fight myself.
A few Centaur hid me from the white witch when she tried to kill all children. The Centaur family I lived with died in the battle and Susan found me and brought me to the castle where I live now.
I knew it was time, time to learn how to fight so I could be ready to fight for Narnia when I needed to. I took a deep breath in, turned away from the mirror and around to the door, opened it and went outside.
In the garden of the castle, where Peeta was still fighting, everyone had their sword already. I spotted a few swords on a bench and took one.
"Hello y/n" I heard a voice behind me.
"Prince Edmund" I turned around and bowed.
"Please, y/n, we talked about this. You can just call me Edmund" the young King chuckled.
"I'm sorry ki- Edmund" I smiled.
Edmund and I didn't talk a lot. The young King was busy training and helping his brother to lead Narnia. My duties were in the castle. Lucy, young Queen of Narnia gave me company sometimes. She became one of my closest friends.
"So what are you doing here? Are you joining the training?" I asked Edmund.
"Actually" Edmund took a sword "I've came for a different reason. My sister told me that you wanted to learn how to use a sword and that this would be your first lesson. Now, I don't want to say that Peeta isn't a good teacher, he is indeed, but I thought it might be a better way to learn if you spent the time with me. I figured some private lessons would be more of use for you to get handy with the sword. "
I was flattered. The young kind who would make all young girls of Narnia be flattered with one look wanted to spend time with me.
To be honest, I never dared thinking of Edmund as someone I could catch feelings for. How? He was the king and I a simple girl. But the way he looked at me turned my cheeks red and formed a smile on my face.
"I feel honoured King, I'm sorry, Edmund" I said nervous, yet happy.
"Great! I thought we could go somewhere else tho. Somewhere more... Private, if that's alright with you"
"Yes of course" I nodded and Edmund helped me pick a sword he figured would be good for me.
We, then, went to a meadow a few minutes away from the castle. It was noon and the sun stood high. The wind ran through my hair.
Edmund took his sword and showed me how to hold it.
"Like this ?" I asked. The sword was heavier than I thought.
"Not exactly. Wait" he went over to me. His arms wrapped around me from behind and his hands embraced me. His head was resting on my shoulder to have a better view. With his hands he made me hold the sword higher. "Now put your right foot a bit further. It helps you keep balance while fighting" his voice was saying quiet in my ear and his breath reached my right cheek as he spoke.
I did what he told me. Edmund let go of me and took his sword again. Then he showed me some fighting moves. After some minutes I began to move my sword faster and grew some confidence with it. After two hours I managed to fight Edmund easy, tho I knew he wasn't fighting serious. I was proud of myself, but yet exhausted.
"Very impressive! You are amazing y/n" Edmund smiled.
"Thank you" I said glad. We, then, started walking back to the castle. The sword in my hand was feeling extremely heavy by now.
"Let me help you with this" Edmund said, one hand reaching for my sword, the other for my arm. I let go of the sword and he took it.
"Thanks"
"I know the swords can be heavy at first, but after some time you will get used to it trust me" Edmund smiled at me. His free hand was still touching my arm.The young king looked at the floor, then back at me.
"Y/n I... I enjoyed today"
"Me too" I admitted. Though I couldn't see myself I was convinced that my cheeks turned red again by now.
"We never spend much time before" Edmund said. I nodded. He had stopped touching my arm by now and was tapping his foot and scratching his back.
"Edmund are you nervous?" I chuckled. The thought of me making one of the Kings nervous was all too humorously. But as soon as I said it I regret it again. "I'm sorry my king I- I shouldn't have-"
"No no it's alright" Edmund interrupted me. "To be honest I was in fact a little nervous."
My mouth dropped. There was silence for some time as I was trying to figure out if whether or not I'm dreaming, though it all seemed so real so far. Edmund continued.
"I wanted to spend time with you to get to know you. I couldn't take my eyes off you, since I first saw you in the castle. It's all too pathetic how long it took me to even talk to you. But, now that we spend the past few hours together and got to know each other a bit better I was wondering if maybe. I mean just if you want to. If you would like to go with me on a Picknick? " Edmund said with a bit of studdering and his hands shaking.
" Yes" I smiled at the King. "I'd love to"
Edmund exhaled reliefed and looked at me.
"Great! Tomorrow noon? I pick you up at your room?" he asked and I nodded.
"Until then my lady" he kissed my cheek before he left and went to his brother who had watched us and waited for him for who knows how long by now. Though I didn't know what they were saying I could see the older King, Peeta, cheering at his brother who was smiling relieved and once even looked back at me waving before both of them disappeared in the castle.
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Nightmares ~ Castiel x Reader
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Pairing: Castiel x Reader
Warnings: Angst, fluff, comfort
Word Count: 0.9k
Info: in this story you are living with the Winchesters in the bunker and you've just came back from hell.
Cas' pov:
Night came in and I sat the kitchen of the bunker with Sam and Dean. Both has trouble falling asleep lately. They were worried about y/n.
"I don't think she is fine" Dean said and took another sip of his bear.
"I'm worried about her nightmares" Sam said. Y/n was waking up from nightmares every night. Sam and Dean tried talking to her. They knew what she went through. But she never opened up about it. I guess this was part of being a Winchester, keeping things to yourself and hiding emotions. And I wasn't better. At least when it was about my emotions for y/n...
"You should talk to her Cas" Dean said and I looked at him sceptic.
"Yeah right if she opens up to someone it will be you" Sam agreed.
"I'm not sure" I said and looked down to my foot. As much as I wish y/n would open up I had doubts.
"You could at least try Cas. For y/n. She needs us even though she doesn't want to see it" Dean said. I sighed.
I went to y/n's room. I could already hear the screams and sobbings she made while sleeping. I've watched her a few times like this. But every time it gets harder to see her in this state. I've tried to talk to her a few times but she always pushed me away. It was heartbreaking.
I teleported into her room. Y/n was still sleeping. She moved from side to side yelling no no please. It broke my heart to see her this way. I went to the side her bed and sat down on the edge of it. I touched her head soft and shook her a little. She woke up with a jump, looked around the room, then at me and eventually sighed.
"Cas" she said relieved.
"Hey angel" I said and hugged her. I could feel y/n shaking. "Are you okay?"
"Yes" she whispered trying to hold back the sobbing.
"Are you sure angel?" I looked at her. Her face was covered in tears. With a soft smile I wiped a few away.
"No" y/n said. More tears escaped her eyes. It hurted to see her like this. It was more painful than anything I've ever experienced.
"Tell me" I whispered and hugged her again. Her arms wrapped around me and I could sense the fear she had.
"I can't escape it. No matter what I try the images always come back. I can't forget those experiences." I knew she was talking about hell.
"You're safe here angel" I whispered. Her head rested on my shoulder and the tears y/n cried made my trenchcoat wet. I didn't mind tho.
"I know. But how can I stop it? I can't sleep anymore. I'm scared Cas"
"It will get better I promise." I kissed y/n's forehead.
"Are you sure?" y/n said and looked up facing me. Her voice was shaking and quiet. I looked at her for a second before leaning forward. My lips touched hers. I felt her tears on my face but could sense her feelings slowly less scared.
"I'm sure" I said after pulling away. I wiped her tears away. "Now try to sleep a bit more"
"I can't" y/n said.
"I'll be with you angel" I promised. I laid down next to y/n. She rested her head on my chest and wrapped her arm me. I put one arm around my waist and with my free hand I played with her hair.
"Can you talk about something?" y/n whispered.
"What do you want me to talk about angel?" I asked looking at her. She shrugged her shoulders.
"Anything" she responded. I thought for a moment.
"Did you know that the moment you were born another star was created. I was there. Never have I ever seen another star shine this bright. There was a big crash and then there was light. And I knew someone special was born. When I first saw you I knew it was you, the girl who's star shined brighter than any other. Perhaps that's why you have those sparks in your eyes. You shine brighter than all the other humans on earth." I kept playing with y/n's hear as I knew it calmed her.
"Will you show me the star?" y/n asked. Her voice was already sleepy.
"One day I will angel. I promise." I paused for a moment. I thought about another topic I could talk about. "Remember when I first met you?"
"Mh" y/n responded sleepy.
"You, Dean and Bobby called me. I know how you stabbed me with the knife. You didn't like me back then. I did tho. I didn't quite understand how at first, but you always seemed fascinating to me. No other human being was like you and no other person could make me interested in the human kind. I wanted to know you better, the bright human y/n Winchester. You were strong yet soft. I wanted to understand your feelings. Dean even taught me sarcasm. "I laughed.
I looked down at y/n. Her eyes were closed and little snoring escaped her mouth. I kissed her cheek.
" Good night angel "I whispered and hugged her tight. She looked so peaceful. I was glad to see her sleeping with sweet dreams. I missed watching her sleep like that. My beautiful human angel. Finally my girl was at peace again.
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Lost girl~Dean x Reader
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Request: If you are comfortable, can you write a DeanxF!Reader where she unalived herself and there is no way to bring her back. Everything seemed fine, Dean didn't suspect anything until she did it and it was too late. I want all the angst, the feels and the grief.
A/N: Thanks for the request! Usually I don't write such type of story so I hope I did it well :)
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Warnings: Suicide, angst, blame, sad
Word Count: 2.3k
You, Sam and Dean were in the Impala. You drove to the motel you currently stayed in. It was a long hunt and you were tired as always. This job, this live it was tiring. You weren`t your usual self. It was harder for you stay awake and deal with what was going on around you. You wondered what had happened to the world that you once loved. Everywhere you went, in everything you saw there was evil and you couldn`t escape it. It was hard to handle. Sure you had Sam and Dean. The Winchesters found you after your family was killed by a ghost. It was scary to you, knowing there was more out there. More than just the awful people you heard about. But now you knew that not only people could kill. Knowing that the supernatural was everywhere terrified you. Perhaps you should`ve walked away from all this when you had the chance. But you couldn`t. No matter how much you wanted, no matter how scared you were you couldn`t walk away from Dean. He was special, different from all the guys you have met. You knew he would protect you. And that was why you stayed. Now you regretted it. Not the time with Dean. You truly loved him and so did he. You had a special bond. But the fear inside you grew everyday and you couldn`t oversee the evil. You played it off, but no matter how often you told yourself you were fine, no matter how many lies you said, you couldn`t make those words become reality. Truth is you were done. No hope or anything could make you keep going. You lost all will to live.
´´Sammy next time you warn me before you shoot them and get me full of blood,`` Dean said. He was in a good mood. You smiled. You liked to see him happy. It reminded you of the few nice things in this world.
´´Hey y/n wanna get some food before we arrive at the motel?,`` Dean asked.
´´No,`` You replied quiet.
´´Are you okay babe?,`` Dean asked and looked at you through the rear-view mirror with a concerned look.
´´I`m fine,`` You told him and tried to smiled. Thankfully you always were a good actress. Dean focused on the road. After a few minutes you arrived at the hotel.
´´I`m gonna shower inside,`` you told Dean. He nodded at you and watched you go inside. After a few seconds he turned to his brother.
´´Hey man do me a favour and go out,`` Dean told his brother.
´´What? Why?,`` Sam asked Dean.
´´Just do it. You know meet some chics, have fun.``
´´Ah I see,`` Sam smirked. ´´You want some alone time with y/n``
´´Stop it with that face Sam,`` Dean rolled his eyes. ´´Yeah okay I want some private time with her. Is it that wrong? I know the job is tough and I wanted her to have some nice time again and have a date with me``
´´That is pretty nice from you and very unusual,`` Sam said surprised. ´´You know I thought you just wanted to make out.``
´´No I don`t! I`m not such a dick okay?``
´´Yeah but dates don`t seem like you either``
´´Shut up,`` Dean said. ´´So what are you spending the night somewhere else or not?``
´´Yeah alright I`m spending the night in some bar``
´´Thanks Sammy,`` Dean smiled and went inside the hotel. Sam chuckled and made his way over to a bar. Inside the motel, Dean waited a few minutes before you went out of the shower with fresh clothes and your hair still slightly wet.
´´Where is Sam?`` You asked confused.
´´Oh he wanted to go out for some drinks,`` Dean said. You nodded. ´´So what do you want to do?``
´´I don`t know,`` you shrugged your shoulders.
´´Well, we could go eating somewhere and send a nice evening together. What do you say?,`` Dean asked you with his beautiful smile of his that you loved so much. You shook your head.
´´I`m not in the mood Dean. I`m sorry,`` you said. you were indeed sorry. Dean was trying to cheer you up and you rejected him over and over again. You were pulling him down with your behaviour and you knew it. You knew he was better off without you.
´´Hey it`s okay. I get it. You don`t have to apologise,`` Dean took your hands and pulled you close. His eyes looked beautiful with the lights shining onto it. ´´We can stay here and do whatever you want``
You both sat on the couch. Dean`s arms were wrapped around your body and he held you close and safe. Your eyes were closed. You listened to his heartbeat. It was calming. Dean played with your hair. He did a lot. He always got distracted by it. You had to think about how you two would be if you weren`t hunters. Or if at least you were different, happier. You couldn`t stop thinking about the type of girl Dean should date. You wished he was with someone he was actually happy with. Someone who would go out with him, who had the motivation to do something. You were a just half good hunter and got the Winchesters into a lot unnecessary trouble. You wished Dean would be with someone who could be all the things that you weren`t, but you knew he wouldn`t as long as you were still around.
You knew this for years. Sometimes you tried to walk away. But you couldn`t live out there and Dean would find you. He would bring you back to him. And you liked it with him. But you couldn`t stay knowing that you weren`t enough. And Dean wouldn`t understand. He knew how much you loved him and it was enough for him to not give you up. That was why you had a plan. You were ready to end all the pain. Dean would finally be able to move on and you would be at peace.
You looked at Dean. You knew you would miss him, the way he would hold you. He was so gentle around you. Mostly, you would miss his kisses. You took a dee breath.
´´I am hungry now. Could you bring me some food?`` You asked.
´´Sure. What do you want me to get?,`` Dean asked.
´´Pie,`` You said. Dean smiled.
´´Of course,`` Dean was about to stand up but you grabbed his hand.
´´I love you,`` you said, your face was extremely serious. Dean squeezed your hand.
´´I love you too,`` he gave you a kiss. You tasted the sweetness of his lips for a last time. It was hard to hold back the tears that formed in your eyes. It was hard to let go. Dean waved at you happy before he went into the impala and drove to a store.
You grabbed a paper and pen. you wrote down all the things that came to your mind, all the things you wanted to say. Tears ran down your cheeks and made the paper wet. Then you took a knife and went inside the bathroom. You sat in the bathtub. First you wanted to cut your throat, but you couldn`t do that to Dean. You knew it would traumatise him to find you like this. You pulled your shirt up and pushed the knife in your stomach. It started bleeding and the pain was almost impossible to handle. You pulled your shirt down again to cover the wound and closed your eyes. As you felt yourself fainting away you thought about Dean again. You thought about the kiss you just shared. About his sweet lips and his hand around your waist. A tear escaped your eye. Your breath got heavier and as you took your last one you thought about Dean`s words again. ´´I love you`` was the last thing you remembered before you died.
Dean came back with a big pie in his hand. He was proud that he found such a big one.
´´Hey y/n babe I`m back,`` Dean said. ´´I got pie``
Dean put the pie down on the table. That was when he saw your letter. On it was Dean`s name. He opened it and recognised all the tears. He read through it.
Dear Dean,
I know this must be hard for you, but I don`t want you to blame yourself. None of this is your fault. I`m just not made for this life. Truth is I can`t handle it anymore. As much as I wish I could and as much as I want to stay here I can`t. It`s not fair to both of us. I can`t live like this anymore. I can`t handle the constant fear of the evil and I can`t watch you get in danger because of me. Dean you deserve someone better. Someone who isn`t me. But I know you won`t accept that as long as I`m still around. I had to do this. Please don`t be sad. Don`t blame yourself. I know that I will be better when I don`t live anymore. And so will you. I You won`t be able to make this promise to me personally, but please promise me that you will move on. Don`t do anything stupid or try to bring me back. It is better for both of us when I stay dead. Try to find someone. Try to be happy. I will always love you Dean.
Y/n
Dean had tears in his eyes while reading. He didn`t understand what you meant, what was going on. He took the pie and smashed it against a wall before falling on the ground, crying harder. He crumpled the letter and smashed it on the table with a loud noise. Then he looked around. He realised he didn`t see you yet. Maybe you were still alive.
´´Y/n? Y/n?,`` he searched around the motel room. When he stormed in the bathroom he saw you laying in the bathtub, your eyes closed and your shirt with a red spot. Dean shook you. ´´Y/n?``
He pulled up your shirt and saw the stabbing wound. Then, he recognised the knife in your hand.
´´No no no! Damn it! Noo!,`` He took the knife and threw it against the wall. It stuck there. Dean took you out of the bathtub and into the living room.
´´No no lease come on y/n please,`` He tried to cover the wound. You had no breathing. Dean tried all he could to make you breath again and get your heart beating, but it was too late. ´´Please y/n don`t. Don`t leave me. Come on please,``
Minutes passed, but you didn`t move. Dean was crying harder and his breath was shaking. He hugged you tied with more tears escaping his eyes.
´´Please don`t leave me. Please I need you. Don`t go,`` Dean repeated over and over again. He hugged you tighter each time. His eyes were closed as he was in shock. Sam, who needed more money, came into the room. He saw his brother crying on the floor and noticed the letter on the table. He read through it fast before looking at your body. That was when he noticed the wound on your stomach.
´´Dean!,`` Sam went to his brother.
´´She is gone! She is gone Sammy! Why? Why Sammy? Please no I can`t loose her! No,`` Dean was getting in a state of panic.
´´Dean calm down please! We gonna save her alright,`` Sam tried to calm his brother down.
´´No she is gone. I tried to safe her. I couldn`t. I failed her. It is my fault she is dead,`` Dean`s breath was heavier than before and his grip around your dead body tighter.
´´Dean it`s not your fault,`` Sam pulled his brother away from you and hugged him. Dean`s arms went automatically around Sam`s, looking for safety and comfort. Sam could feel how heavy his brother was breathing and the big attack Dean had. ´´It`s not your fault Dean. Calm down. It`s not your fault``
´´I could`ve stopped her, saved her. I was too late. If it wasn`t for me she`d be alive,`` Dean was shacking.
´´Dean don`t. Don`t blame yourself. You couldn`t know she was trying to kill herself,`` Sam said.
´´I should`ve! She was my girlfriend. I should`ve told her more that I love her, that she is enough. She wouldn`t have blamed herself for me having a mood sometimes. She wouldn`t have thought she wasn`t enough. It is my fault Sammy. My fault,`` Dean was sobbing and hugged his brother tighter. ´´I want her back. I want to apologise to her. I want her to be with us again``
´´She doesn`t blame you Dean. Neither should you. We probably couldn`t have stopped her no matter what we did. She wouldn`t have been happy,`` Sam tried to explain to his brother.
´´Sammy it`s all because of me. I brought her into this. She could`ve had a normal life. I pushed her into doing this!,`` Dean was sobbing so hard it was hard for him to breath. His whole body was shaking.
´´Dean please don`t say that. None of this is because of you. You tried your best to protect her.``
´´But it wasn`t enough,`` Dean said. His voice was quiet and frustrated. Sam was talking to him about something, but he wasn`t listening. He just wanted to disappear. He blocked out everything around him. Through his mind went a hundred thoughts. He couldn`t stop thinking about you and would have been if he was more there for you. Because of all the crying his body eventually fell asleep.
The next day Sam suggested to give you a hunter funeral. Dean agreed, but it was hard to let go of your body and burn it. He had tears in his eyes again as he said goodbye. Around Sam he pretended to be okay, but truth is he never again was. You were his true love, his lost girl and he could never let go of the guilt in his heart.
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Hey! Hope you having a great day/night.
Can you do a reader X dean enemies to lovers where the reader hates dean because she thinks he's the reason for bobby's death (since he was like a father to the reader she never had) and dean hates her so he doesn't fall for her or something like that?
Thank you so much and stay happy!
Hey sure! Thank you for your request! Hope you'll like the story.
Maybe not that bad ~ Dean x Reader
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Pairing: Dean x Reader
Warnings: fight, hunt, mention of blood, enemies to lovers, kissing, passion
Word Count: 2.4k
7 am, sun rised. You were sleeping deeply. The past few days it was hard for you to sleep. You couldn't let go of that moment, the moment you watched Bobby die. He was the only family you had left. He was your father's best friend and watched our for you after your dad had died. He felt more like a father to you than anyone. You couldn't believe he was gone.
In your dream you kept screaming and crying. You've just turned around to Bobby as he got in the car. That's when you saw him being shot. The image of all the blood hunted you every second. You woke up sweaty and with tears in your eyes.
"Woah princess bad dream? You better go back sleeping for some hours because without your beauty sleep you look horrible" Dean said.
Dean Winchester. Arrogant, selfish and the reason for Bobby's death. He was the one who dragged him into this fight with those dicks from Pergatory. All he could was talking stupid stuff or maybe his flirty comments whenever a chic was around that would make you want to puke. You wondered what most people saw in that guy.
"Guess you hadn't your beauty sleep in months, then, princess. Because you look about as good as a rat" you rolled your eyes.
"Rats can be pretty too" Dean argued. He couldn't stand you either. You never got along. When you two first met he tried to make a move but you rejected him and embarrassed him in front of a lot of people. Since that he thought you were boring and lame. But mostly his pride was hurt. And as much as he didn't like what you did to him he hated even more how much he wanted you. Not in the way he wanted those girls in the bars. He didn't just wanted to bang you. He wanted you for you and get to know you. But of course he'd never admit that so Dean kept telling himself how much he disliked you.
You and Dean kept staring at each other with the Sam mad look on both your faces as you always did, when Sam walked in.
"Dean I brought you breakfast and- oh hey y/n you're awake" Sam said and smiled at you. He was the more likable of the Winchesters and you had to admit you liked him. He was like a brother you never had. You could share things with him and he helped you handle Bobby's death. Dean on the other hand, he was the pain in the ass you wish you never had.
"Morning Sam" you smiled. You stood up and went to the bathroom. Sam and Dean started eating breakfast. After you got dressed you entered the room.
"Hey Sammy you came up with a plan on how to kill Dick Roman and all the other son of bitches?" Dean asked and put half a piece of pie in his mouth. Disgusting. How could you eat like that?, you wondered.
"No not really. But I found this case"
"Dick is still out there and you want to hunt down some monster?" you asked shocked. "He shot Bobby! We should try to hunt him down"
"And we will" Sam promised fast. "We will y/n, but at the moment there isn't really something we can do. So we could at least safe some lives"
"Yeah Sammy is right. Besides, revenge isn't everything and you should plan things out before running into something and getting yourself killed" Dean said.
"Yeah because planning things out last time helped a lot" you stared at Dean with anger in your eyes.
"If you have to tell me something tell me" Dean stood up and walked over to you. You were ready to kick his ass. You couldn't handle him anymore. He was just too annoying.
"Guys please come on" Sam tried to stop the both of you from fighting. "Would Bobby want this??!" Sam yelled. He clearly had enough himself. You stopped and looked down on the floor with tears in your eyes.
"No" you whispered. For a moment all of you were silent. "I'll get my stuff and go to the car. Let's check out this case" you wiped your tears away.
When you were gone Dean sighed annoyed.
"Dean stop it with the attitude" Sam said upset.
"The hell are you talking about man? What attitude?"
"This attitude! Fighting with y/n. I mean c'mon man we should try to stick together as a team! After Bobby died more than ever. Dean Bobby was all she had and you know it. She's going through a lot so is it really necessary to give off all those comments of yours huh? Hurt her even more? "
" Look man I'm not the one who started this. Who blamed me for Bobby's death. "
" Dean ! " Sam said in a louder voice and looked at his brother half mad half said. Dean sighed again.
" Alright "He rolled his eyes." I'll take it easy on her "
" Thanks " Sam said relieved. Both of them followed you outside.
" What took you so long? Dean couldn't find his makeup? Hey man even with it you still look the same. There's no improvement. Just give it up" you said with a smile. Dean was about to say something back but saw Sam looking at him. He made a fist, unnoticeable for you and Sam, and kept his anger inside.
"Yeah alright whatever let's start driving." he started the engine. After about twenty minutes on the road he looked over at Sam. "So what exactly are we looking for?"
"I think there might be vampires" Sam said while reading through some papers. "in the past few weeks three girls and five men disappeared. All around the same area. A few of them were founds days or weeks later. Bleed out because of some animal apparently."
"But you think it might be something else?" you asked Sam.
"Yeah. I think so. Those patterns look pretty much like the ones from a few vamps we did hunt before."
"Well we'll know when we're tgere" Dean said.
"If you keep driving with that speed we won't find anything any soon" you complained tho Dean drove over the normal speed limit. Still, you just had to complain about him. He didn't say anything. He tried to ignore you to keep the peace and not get his brother mad at him for hurting your feelings.
You arrived in Plainfield, Illinois, and went to a few houses to talk to the families of the witnesses. You didn't get anything. Then you went to the locations where a few of the people went missing, a gas station.
"May we have a look at the tape of the security cameras sir?" you asked the police officer who was there for another missing body. He shrugged his shoulders.
"Sure. Even though I still don't get why the FBI is interested in animal attacks" he admitted.
"We think it might be more than that. We might landed on the tracks of a serial killer's killings." Sam explained. The officer believed you and let you into the security room. There you watched the tapes.
"Wait look at that" you pointed at the screen.
"What?" Dean asked.
"Can't you see?" you pointed at a bush. "That person in there. Sam can you get closer?"
"Sure" Sam zoomed in the video. You could see a face of a men.
"Why does that guy look familiar to me?"
"Alright shift is over I'm heading off" you heard a voice from outside.
"Him" you pointed at the guy who was leaving. "It's him"
"Son of a bitch" Dean stood up.
"No Dean wait hold on. We can't go after him and kill him" Sam said.
"Why not?" Dean argued. "He killed innocent people"
"Yeah and going after him would be stupid" You said. "Remember, plan first? We need to follow him to know where he keeps the people and how many more of him are in the nest"
"Yeah Dean so we can't just kill him" Sam agreed. Dean nodded.
"Alright then let's follow him instead"
You followed the guy in the boys impala. A nice car. You really liked it. The driver not so much tho.
"He's going inside there" Sam said quiet. "That's where the nest must be."
"Let's go inside" Dean said and opened the door to the driver seat.
"Maybe we should split up. Two go from the front end one from behind." you suggested. Both the boys agreed. You went over to the back while the Winchesters took the front. You killed one vamp when you heard a big bang. You could tell there was a fight in the other room. But before you could go inside someone tabbed your shoulder. You turned around.
"Hello there" a vamp smiled at you. You started fighting, kicked the vampire to the other side of the room. He scratched your arm and made blood float. He jumped on top of you, but you managed to kill him. You opened the door a little bit and saw Sam and Dean tied against chairs.
"This jerk can't do anything alone can he? Now he's getting his brother killed" you said to yourself. You thought for a moment. There must been a way to free them. You thought and thought. Then you saw a stone on the ground.
"might get me killed. Might also free them" you said to yourself and threw the stone across the room the the other door that was open.
"You heard that?" the vamps went looking for whoever caused the sound.
"Look who's here. Dean I know you're into that sick shackled sex games but I think this is not the time for this" you said and freed him from the rope around his wrists.
"Funny" he said sarcastic with his pissed face. "Alright you free Sam, I'll go after those vamps"
"No I'll go. You free them" You argued.
"Guys not now" Sam said knowing how this would end. Dean turned to you.
"Look sweetheart I know you had a hard time after Bobby's death but right now this is serious business so you free my brother and don't argue when I say I'm going after them"
"Don't mention Bobby" you gave him the death stare. Your face going closer to his and looking into his angry eyes. "Besides what makes you think you are leading this mission?"
"I'm obviously the best hunter among us" he smirked you became furious.
"Oh yes sure because you're so awesome and good in everything don't you"
"Guys!" Sam yelled but neither of you were listening.
"Oh don't give me this" Dean said.
"Give you what?"
"Don't act like I'm the bad guy here. You got us almost killed a couple of times before remember?"
"But I didn't kill one of you actually unlike you do! I'm not the one who's responsible for Bobby's death"
"Well neither am I y/n so stop acting like it. I get it you're mad, but stop blaming me when the only one to blame is Dick because he pulled the trigger and shot Bobby"
"Yeah well he didn't have to if you didn't drag us into this Dean!"
"Bobby came along by choice!"
"Yeah because of you! Because you wanted his help! And now he's dead!"
"Which is why I don't want you to go after those vamps because you could get yourself killed too and I don't want that because I care about you!"
"Oh shut it Dean don't act like you care when you don't I know you don't like me. You make that pretty clear every damn day"
"Well maybe I didn't have to if you stopped pushing me away and giving me a chance for once" Dean yelled. Both of you went silence after this, surprised by what you just admitted. You stared at each other intense, before Dean grabbed your face and pulled you close. He pressed his lips onto yours with such passion as you never thought he'd kiss a girl ever. Out of instinct you pulled your arms around his neck and kissed him back. His tongue went into your mouth, fighting for dominance with yours. It felt like minutes or longer that you stood there tasting each other with such a passion you never experienced before. You could feel the butterflies inside of you and could've sworn sparks were in the air. As you pulled away you looked into Dean's eyes again and wondered if they always were this beautiful.
"Alright you go" you whisper in shock. "I'll free Sam"
"Good" Dean whispered back, clearly not presence with his thoughts. He was just focused on the beauty you held within you and couldn't stop admiring you.
"Dean" you snapped him out of his thoughts.
"Right" he let go of your face and went after the vamps.
"I swear if you say a word I'll leave you here" you told Sam who began laughing.
Back in the motel, Sam went out to grab good. You sat on your bed and took a look at the scratch the vamp left on your shoulder.
"Hey" Dean sat next to you.
"Hey" you replied back. Dean looked at you.
"Are you okay?" Dean asked when he noticed the blood on your shoulder. "Let me see"
"It's fine I eh- ouch !" you jumped up a little.
"Sorry" Dean said, not being sarcastic for the first time.
"Dean do I see worry in your face? Don't tell me you care" You teased him with a smile. Dean looked down for a moment before facing you.
"I told you before. I care about you"
"I didn't think you'd mean it" you admitted.
"Yeah well I did" Dean stood up. You wondered if he was hurt by what you said and if it meant he liked you. Romantically... Some part of you hoped so.
"Dean wait !" you jumped off your bed. "Back at the nest. What happened... I-"
"Yeah that was nothing" Dean said. His words hurt you. But part of you couldn't believe that. Not after the way he kissed you.
"Really? Because I was hoping it was something" you told him. Dean looked surprised.
"You do?" Dean was speechless.
"Yeah" you smiled. You leaned forward and pressed your lips onto his. This time not passionate like the first time you did. The kiss was short and soft. But it spoke for itself.
"I guess it wasn't nothing for me either" Dean admitted and kissed me back.
"I guess you are maybe not that bad after all Winchester" you whispered throughout kissing him.
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Hi! How are you? I wanted to ask... Do you take x male reader requests?
Hey I'm good thanks! Wbu?
Yes I do that! To be honest I wanted to write some x male reader story for some time but de la didn't know if people would like to read that. But yeah I do so you can request one if you want ☺️
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I forgot to mention earlier, but can you keep the dean Winchester X reader enemies to lovers smut free please? You can take up any other genre, even a mix of them! I love your work, I'm taking a break from smut 😅.
Hey I'll be doing it soon. Don't worry I'm not really into smut writing and will only do one if it's requested 😂
I'm planning on making it more passionate love but no sexual elements
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Hey guys I just want to let you know that you can always send me requests for one shots. I'll be posting them as fast as I can along with my normal one shots.
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What I write for:
You can request one shots for
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Pairing:
You can either request:
character x charakter
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Request conditions:
When writing the request please do the following:
Write your pairing and mention the names you want (if you choose x reader) in case you want your name instead of y/n
Write the type of one shot (fluff, angst, smut,...)
Give me details (the more the better) and don't just write e.g. I want a fluff Captain America one shot. Instead write: I want a fluff Captain America one shot where they meet on a mission and y/n gets hurt
Tell me the trope you want (enemies to lovers, friends to lovers,...) or if it's all lovers, all friends (basically the relationship between the characters)
Please keep in mind that I don't have time to write 24/7 and I'm not only doing one shots but also have other stories planned.
I'm happy about every request and hope you enjoy the stories!
Stories I wrote so far:
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Still mad ~ Reddie (It/Stephen King
Something about this angel Part 1 Castel x Reader/Supernatural
Suicide mission Castiel x Reader/ Supernatural
Something about this angel Part 2 Castiel x Reader/Supernatural
Silence ~ Sam x Reader Supernatural
Jealousy ~ Dean x Reader Supernatural
Mission partner Part 1 Steve Rodgers x Reader/ Marvel
Mission partner Part 2 Steve Rodgers x Reader/Marvel
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Forbidden love ~ Loki x Reader
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Pairing: Loki x Reader
Warnings: sad, goodbye, fight with family
Word Count: 1.6k
(This is before the first Thor movie when Loki was still a young teenager)
You arrived back at the Kings Palace along with your sister, Loki, Thor and his friends. You were getting trained to be the kingdoms warriors in case there was an attack. As always, your sister and Thor got all the compliments. And you could tell they enjoyed the attention.
Odin was already waiting for you all. He had been watching you to see if you made progress.
"They you are. My brave young soldiers. Well done. Even though a few of you should work a bit harder" Odin was looking at you and Loki. "But I'm sure that Thor will help the weakest among you guys become just as good as the others." You could tell Thor was smirking right now. It made you furious how he thought he was the greatest among us and that everyone loved him unconditional.
"That's it for today" Odin said and you all bowed down. He then left. Thor went over to you.
"Maybe we should have some private training at some point" he said to you. You rolled your eyes. Thor flirted with you for years. You didn't know if it was because he liked you or because he liked the idea of finally getting you. Whatever it was he couldn't accept a no. And it upset you.
"I'm pretty sure I'll catch up fast by myself"
"Oh I'm sure but some help could make you progress faster. You would learn from the best. And don't forget he's willing to spend his precious time with you precious girl"
"Oh I'm so flattered" You said sarcastic and rolled your eyes. "Too bad that has to wait as I have to go now"
"Until next time my lady" Thor bowed infront of you.
You couldn't believe it. How could someone be so much in love with themselve? You formed fists as you tried to control your anger.
Loki had been watching Thor and you. He didn't like that his brother tried to flirt with his girlfriend again. Nobody knew about the relationship. It was too complicated. Both Loki and you knew that people wouldn't accept it.
"On a word brother" Loki grabbed his brother as Thor was walking with a grin on his face. He was pushed against a wall and faced his furious brother.
"Hey Loki, brother. What's that anger in your face about? Is it because you weren't the best today" Thor smirked.
"Believe me brother its not about that."
"So what is it?" Thor pushed his brother away and stepped away from the wall.
"I want you to stop talking to y/n like that" Loki made himself big to look stronger infront of his brother.
"Why that? Can't handle the competition? You should know she is all into me" Thor said convinced.
"I highly doubt that brother" Loki smirked, knowing that your heard belonged to him.
"So who does she like then? You?"
"So what if it was this way?"
"You don't seriously think that she could have feelings for you brother" Thor laughed. "I'm sorry but you aren't exactly on her level"
"Watch your mouth" Loki pushed Thor. He was even more furious now.
"Or what brother?" Thor pushed him back. "Can't handle the truth, can you? She will never like you" Both brothers began fighting.
"You don't know her. You don't know what she likes. She will never like such a arrogant and self-loving guy as you are Thor" Loki pushed his brother to the ground and started punching him.
"That's enough!" Odin's voice echoed through the hall.
"Father" Loki went off his brother and bowed down. Thor whipped the little blood from his nose and bowed next to Loki. Both looked mad at each other.
"Loki I can't believe how you always start trouble"
"But father-"
"No!" Odin cut him off. "I'm sick of you two fighting. I will take you out of the team for a while until you learned how to respect your brother. And now go. I have to talk to Thor alone."
"Yes father" Loki went. He was walking to the Palace's balcony where he spotted you.
"Hello beautiful, my love. Not even the sun is shines brighter than you do nor does any star in this universe" Loki kissed your hand. You hugged him.
"Where were you?" you asked as you both watched over Asgard.
"I had an argument with my brother" Loki admitted and you looked at him concerned.
"Are you okay? You seem upset about it"
"Father came. He blamed me for the fight."
"What did he say?" you asked.
"I'm not on the team anymore." Loki said upset. "I can't believe Thor. Always so arrogant, always being put first. I'm also a king of Asgard"
"I understand you." you admitted. "My sister is the bright star on the sky while I'm a lost planet that no light touches"
"Isn't it upsetting? How our siblings are always put ahead of us. How they are the favourites. What a family we have"
"At least your mother loves you" You told Loki.
"Mother isn't much around. And she also admires Thor. He will always be mother's favourite" you saw Loki's fist.
"And you'll be mine." you took his hands.
"No matter how light your sister might shine you will always be the lightest star in my universe. My heart will always dance around you like planets around the sun, because you are my sun and I admire you" Loki looked deep into your eyes.
"I love you too Loki, Prince of Asgard"
"One day I'll be King of Asgard and you'll be my Queen. There won't be a Thor around. It will be us. And they'll adore my queen" Loki pressed a kiss against your forehead.
"That must be another Asgard you're talking about. I'm doubting that this one will ever adore one of us" you sighed.
"Don't lose hope. I need to see the sparks in your hopeful eyes. Because without them, without you, the only hope inside me dies." Loki kissed your lips.
"I just wished they accepted us" you whispered and rest your head against his.
"I know. In this Asgard I need to be Thor to be the yours and to have to approval that our love needs to be free. Your mother always wished your heart belonged to Thor's and never to mine." Loki was mad but he turned to you with a soft voice. "But don't worry. No matter what those, who only hate, say, my love will never stop and I'll always be yours as long as you ask me to and even after because I'm nothing without you and all happiness vanishes as soon as you're gone" Loki said looking into your eyes. He put his hand on your cheek. "It's you and me beyond time" Loki whispered before his lips touched yours. They were soft as always and left you wanting more and more.
"No distance, not time itself could stop my love for you" You said. Loki's deep blue eyes looked into yours.
"Not even a thousand years apart?" Loki said and you smiled.
"Even then my love would burn for you uncontrollable. And no creature in existence or the universe itself would be strong enough to stop the fire that's burning inside of me for you" you told your boyfriend.
Both of you hugged, leaving no inch space between the both of you. Your bodies were one, connected by the love you shared. You watched the sunset over Asgard feeling the peace you two has by just sharing each others company. But it didn't last as you heard a furious voice behind you.
"Y/n!" your mother screamed. You turned around. Both your mother and sister came to you and Loki on the balcony. You could tell by the way your sister looked at you that she found you and Loki up here and ran back home to your mother to tell her.
A few years ago you had told mother about the relationship with Loki. He was having some trouble with Thor back then and you had to swear that you wouldn't date Loki anymore. Since that you were hiding the relationship. Now that your mother found out that you lied to her, you knew she would punish you and make you never see Loki again.
"Mother I-" you started but your mother wouldn't let you finish.
"No I don't want to hear it! You lied to me y/n!"
"Miss please may I speak. Y/n and I" Loki tried to get you out of trouble, but your mother wouldn't let him talk either.
"I don't want to hear it! Y/n we are going home and you won't see him again"
"Miss, y/n and I, we love each other" Loki said and took your hand.
"Oh I know you Loki, Prince of Asgard. The only emotion you feel is anger and jealousy. You always get people in trouble. I won't let you ruin my daughter"
"But I'm telling you I would never dare-"
"I don't care what you dare and want you don't. One thing is clear. You are bad for my daughter. And you y/n" your mother turned to you. "I'll make sure that you'll go far away from here and not see him again"
Your mother dragged you away from the balcony and into your house where she took your stuff. She dragged you far away from the Palace to a village where you were watched. You tried to escape a few times, but you never could. That day on the balcony was the last time you ever saw Loki or at least so you thought...
(might do a part two soon where they see each other again)
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Mission partner Part 2 ~ Steve Rodgers x Reader
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Pairing: Steve Rodgers x Reader
Warnings: friends to lovers, fluff, date, confessing feelings
Word Count: 1.6k
In the first part met y/n Steve on a mission. After some conflicts they became friends eventually. Part one here (click)
After two annoying weeks in hospital they finally told me I could go home. And I couldn't be more happy. If Steve didn't visit me every day I didn't know what I should've done with my time. I didn't even understand why they kept me there for that long.
11am, I packed my stuff and went outside the hospital to the parking lot. I waited a few minutes. Then, a motorcycle drove over to me.
"Hello ma'am" the guy in the brown leather jacket said.
"Steve" I nodded to him. I sat behind him on the motorcycle and put my arms around him.
"Hold on tightly" he joked. Perhaps because I had already wrapped my arms around him really tight, because I was nervous. I've never been on a motorcycle before. The only way I travelled was either with a bus or a jet. I didn't want to seem nervous tho. I unwrapped my arms a little bit, still tight enough so I wouldn't fall off the motorcycle when he started driving.
Steve started the engine and my palms started sweating. When he started driving I wrapped my arms around him closer again. It must've been amusing to him because he kept driving faster and faster whenever I tightened my grip.
"So, there we are" Steve said when the motorcycle stopped infront of my apartment. Relieved, I stepped off the vehicle. "Was that your first time on a motorcycle?"
"How'd you guessed?" I laughed.
"Don't know. Maybe because you arms were wrapped so tight it was hard to breath" Steve said. He then took my bag and carried it inside.
"Do you have any missions the next days?" I asked while unpacking my stuff. Steve sat on a chair next to my bed.
"No they gave me a few days off to have a look on you."
"Why does SHIELD think I'll do something stupid?"
"They just want to make sure you'll get well soon" Steve said and I nod.
Though I worked for SHIELD all my life I could never fully trust them. Some stuff seemed strange. My dad always said it was part of my nature to question things all the time. It was why I didn't like working with other people or well did until I met Steve.
"So what are your plans for tonight? Any chics you're meeting?" I winked.
"No. You know I don't meet girls really"
"And I never understood why. There are probably tons of girls who would like to have someone like you"
"Yeah" Steve said looking down for a moment. "What about you? Aren't there any guys you are meeting?"
"Me? No. You know I don't go out. And even if there was a guy he wouldn't be interested" I said with a tone of sadness in my voice. I don't even know why I said the last part. I hoped Steve wouldn't notice I meant him.
Since I was in hospital we've talked basically all the time. I told him things I never dared saying out loud. Steve was this kind gentleman from another time who made me feel like I was more than just the spy I was. He made me feel special, pretty. Around him I felt emotions that I didn't experience in a long time.
"Anyways, thanks for driving me home" I said after I unpacked all my clothes.
"You're welcome" Steve smiled at me with his beautiful blue eyes. "By the way I was wondering if you wanted to visit me in my apartment tonight for dinner?"
"Dinner?" I repeated. I don't know why I did and what I was hoping for.
"Yeah a candle light dinner" Steve said looking down on his shoe. He took a deep breath before facing me again. The light of the lamp shined onto his eyes and made them all shiny and sparkling. "I was hoping you would like to go on a candle light dinner date with me"
I was silent for a moment. I was waiting to see if whether or not everything was a dream and I'd wake up any second. I didn't and Steve became nervous because I didn't answer him yet and just stared at him with the unreadable face expression of mine.
"I'd love to" I said eventually.
"Good. I'll pick you up later. Would 7 be alright?" he asked and nodded. With a huge smile on his face he left.
A few hours later, I was getting ready. Well, I tried. I never went on a date or a candle light dinner. I didn't know how to dress. The Internet wrote something fancy so I checked my clothes. Besides mission clothes, sweatpants and a few oversize shirts was nothing in there.
"Awesome" I whispered ironically to myself.
I went shopping. There was a shop a few blocks away from where I lived that was part of SHIELD. If a spy needed clothes for an undercover mission they could come here. The shop had everything: fancy dresses, suits, police clothes, wedding dresses,...
Lisa, the woman who worked me greeted me. We were sort of friends even though I didn't see anyone as a real friend. But she was nice and bearable unlike other people.
"What kind of mission are you heading to today?" Lisa asked with the French accent of hers.
"No mission this time" I said.
"So why are you here then? Don't tell me you miss my company"
"Haha yeah you wish. Actually I'm going on a date" I explained.
"Oh really ? Who's the lucky one?" she asked me. I thought about whether or not telling her. Lisa was always someone who could keep secrets. She kept all of mine so far, even though I never told her big ones. But I figured she would keep it to herself that Steve and I went out.
"You won't tell anyone?"
"Of course not. You know me y/n"
"Fine... It's Cap"
"Cap? You don't mean Captain America do you?" Lisa said surprised. "Alright alright follow me. I have a few fabulous dresses over here"
I tried on a few dresses. First a black one, then a blue one and eventually a red one that stopped above my knee.
"Perfect" Lisa said and gave me silver high heels along with the red dress. "Alright, if you don't make it dirty and bring it back tomorrow you don't have to pay for it" I nodded and took the dress.
At home I put it on and curled my hair. I thought about putting on makeup but left it with only mascara as my skills as an makeup artist were around as good as the ones of a baby.
I heard the sound of an engine and a few minutes later a knock on my door.
"Good evening my lady" Steve said and handed me a rose. I thanked him and put the rose in a glass with water before going back to the door where Steve was waiting. He wore a dark blue suit with a dark purple tie. He took my hand and walked me to his motorcycle.
"Shall we?" he asked. I was flattered by his old fashion. It made me feel special. We drove to his apartment.
The lights were off. The only light in the apartment was the one from the candles on the table. Steve guided me to my chair before sitting down as well.
There were already two plates with steak and potatoes on the table. It smelled fantastic.
"Did you cook this yourself?" I asked while eating something. Steve nodded. I was surprised. I didn't think he'd put so much effort in it.
"Did you like it?" he asked after we finished.
"It was amazing" I said.
Steve took the plates and put them to the dishes. He then turned on some music. Classic music.
"Would you like to dance?" he asked and stretched out his hand. I stood up and reached for it.
"I'm not a good dancer though" I admitted.
"Don't they learn you spies how to dance in SHIELD?" Steve laughed.
"Not really"
"Well you are doing a great job" he said. I was convinced that my cheeks were red as tomatoes. Steve pulled me closer to him. I looked into his gorgeous blue eyes and had to swallow. My heart was beating so fast I was worried he might hear it.
"I have to admit" I said after a while. "I didn't think this would be as enjoyable as it is. You put a lot effort into it"
"The effort was worth it" Steve said and spun me around. "I have to admit I wasn't expecting to ever do something like this for a girl. I never thought I would meet someone who would make me feel amazing around them ever again"
"After Peggy you mean?" I asked and Steve nodded. I felt a little jealous. Was he thinking about her right now? Did she still mean something to him? The thought gave me a new kind of pain, one I've never experienced before.
"Y/n you must know since I met you there's no one else I'm thinking about. It's always you. And I want to be with you." Steve's head moved closer to me.
"I never thought I could like someone in the way I like you" I whispered and moved my head closer to his. We stopped dancing. Steve's hand went up to my cheek. I could feel his breath by now as I closed by eyes. His lips were only an inch away from mine. He stopped for a second and whispered "Can I kiss you?".
"Yes"I whispered back. His lips touched mine passionate. Both his and mine synchronised their movements. His hand was playing with my hair and I moved my hands up to his neck. We kept kissing for a while before I needed space to catch some air. Steve kept playing with my hair.
"I love you" he looked at me.
"I love you too" I smiled before I tasted his lips one more time.
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Mission partner Part 1 ~ Steve Rodgers x Reader
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Pairing: Steve Rodgers x Reader
Warnings: strangers to friends (in part two to lovers) , argue, fight, mention of blood
Word Count: 1.7k
y/a/n = your agent name
Y/n's pov
Friday night. The time normal people would go out and meet friends. Not me. I was heading to a mission. Neither did I go out or had friends. All I ever knew was being a spy for SHIELD. I didn't mind tho. I never really liked hanging out with other people that much and didn't know another life than the one I had while working for SHIELD. My dad was a professor and scientist who worked with the organisation for years. I grew up there. With eight I started to learn how to fight. Now I'm one of the best.
I was going from my apartment to the private jet. An agent was waiting for me.
"Miss y/a/n" he said. I gave him a nod. We flew for about ten minutes before we stopped. I was looking around to see who would come on board and be my partner.
SHIELD doesn't give me many informations about the missions. And I don't mind. I know what I gotta know and the rest I Event find out during the mission.
The door of the jet opened. The person who stepped inside was an all too familiar face. Steve Rodgers aka Captain America. He looked around before going to me.
"Ma'am," he shook my head. "Steve Rodgers"
"Yeah I know who you are Cap" I simply replied.
"And you are?" he asked.
"The person who's working with you. You don't have to know more" I told him. I didn't like to have a chat with people or them knowing something about me. That included my name. "Didn't know this mission was that important that they would send you around Cap"
"Well a few things have gone wrong in a lap and now there are three monsters walking around the streets in Denver. SHIELD figured you could need a hand on that"
"Then you'll probably get bored. I handled a case like this before. I don't need help on this" I said. Steve smiled.
"Well you seem pretty convinced about that. Maybe you could need a hand anyways"
"I don't think so" I argued. There was a turbulence that made the jet shake. I lost balance and was about to fall over when Steve caught me.
"See you already need me" he said while holding me. I pushed him away and rolled my eyes.
I didn't like people like him. They thought that everything is about them, that they're so smart and charming and every woman would fall for them. Something like a rejection didn't exist for them.
After a long flight and a lot of silence we finally arrived in Denver. Steve and I had the instruction to find those monsters and kill them before they would be noticed by the citizens.
"I'd say we split up. You go north, I go south" I said and was about to go off.
"I don't think that's a good idea" Steve said. I stopped walking and turned around.
"Why?"
"We don't know what those monsters are. They could be strong. Going together would give us better chances fighting them"
"Look Cap our mission is to find those monsters before someone recognises them. By splitting up we have better chances finding them fast. And I don't know about you but I think I'm strong enough to handle a little beast attacking me" I turned around and walked away. "Unless you'll pee your pants when spotting them without anyone's protection" I yelled without looking back at him.
It has been twenty minutes. I went through a few blocks. No sign of those monsters. I was going around the next corner when I heard a sound. A crashing. I looked around. It came from the other side of the street. There was something that looked like a mix of a crocodile, lizard and snake. It was in an old coffee shop smashing chairs against a wall. SHIELD told the cops from the City that there was a gas lack and toxic material was in the air of Denver which was why nobody was around as they all were evacuated.
SHIELD gave us guns with narcotic that we should use on those creatures. I loaded my gun and held it in the monsters direction. I went further forward to have a better shooting spot. Suddenly, I kicked an empty bottle that was on the ground. The creature turned around immediately and made a scream that was hurting in the ears. The monster ran to me and almost hit me when I was suddenly pushed aside.
"Don't need help huh?" Steve said and helped me up.
"I had everything under control" I yelled. There were more screams coming from the far. Two more monsters were coming in our direction.
"Didn't seem like that."
The monsters came closer.
"Maybe we should start running" I said and started walking backwards.
"Good idea" Steve said and both of us turned around and started running off. Steve was a lot faster than me. I looked behind me several times and the monsters were coming closer. Because I was looking behind me too much I tripped and fell. The monster was now infront of me and showed it's teeth. With its claws it cut my left arm. The blood started floating down.
"Hey" someone yelled... Steve. "Take this" he shot the monster that was now stumbling around and falling in my direction. I rolled to the side and there was a loud bang and a giant monster body besides me.
"One down. Two to go" Steve said and went over to me. "You know I slowly get the feeling you need want me to safe you"
"Don't imagine anything on it. I just feel. I could've handled it." I said. Steve's eyes landed on my arm.
"Are you okay? Does it hurt?" he touched my arm to get a look at that wound. I pushed him away.
"It's alright just don't touch it. I had worse"
"Look if we want to finish this mission we gotta work together. From now on no splitting up. We're working as a team. Understand? "
"Fine" I rolled my eyes and started to walk off.
"Those monsters went in that direction" Steve pointed to the opposite direction. I rolled my eyes another time and went in the direction he was pointing at. Steve followed me.
"You still didn't tell me your name"
"Why would you wanna know?" I asked
"Well because you do know that in a team"
"We aren't exactly a team Steve"
"Yeah because you didn't tell me your name yet" he insisted. I sighed.
"y/a/n" I said annoyed.
"And your normal name? "
"I'd that really necessary?" I said becoming upset. Why would he want to know? Why did it matter if he knew my name or not. It was all ridiculous.
"C'mon just tell me" he insisted.
"y/n. Happy now??" I said in a loud voice.
"Sssh!"
"Oh what so now you want me to shut up?! Look Steve I-" Steve cut me off by putting his hand on my mouth.
"Pssst" he pointed around the corner. I took a look and spotted the two monsters.
"Alright so each of us takes one down. You go right sight I go left" Steve whispered. I nodded. Then we started moving. I sneaked behind the one monster that was trying to rip out a tree. I shot and the monster went to the ground. I looked over at Steve. The monster spotted him. He pointed the guy at it and pulled the trigger. But nothing happened. He tried again. Nothing. The monster started running to him. That's when I realised he didn't have any amo left.
Without hesitation I ran to the monster. I pointed my gun af it and started yelling. It turned away from Steve and looked at me. I pulled the trigger. I hit the monster in the chest. With his arm it smashed me through a window of a restaurant before falling to the ground. Steve ran to me.
"y/n are you okay?" he looked at me. My whole body was covered in blood.
"Who needs who's help now?" I joked.
"I'll bring you into hospital" he said.
"Nah it's alright Cap. Looks a lot worse than it is" I said but Steve didn't listen. He picked me up from the ground and carried me. I fainted.
Time skip
I woke up in hospital. My body was covered in bandages. I didn't have much pain so I assumed they gave me pain killers and the pain would hit me hard in a few hours. I looked around the room. In a chair was Steve. When I realised I was awake he stood up and went to my bed.
"Hey Cap didn't expect you to see her" I said. He smiled. "So what are you doing here?"
"We're a team remember? A team sticks together"
"Right. I guess I'm not that good in all this team stuff"
"You were when you safed me. Thank you" Steve smiled at me again. It was a sweet smile. Honest and sort of cheered me up.
"That was nothing." I looked down on my hands. "Thanks too... For saving my ass before" I looked back at Steve with a small smile.
"You're welcome. Hey it's the first time you smile at me." he said.
"Yeah don't get used to it you won't see it that often"
"That's unfortunate. I like your smile. It suits you" Steve said and looked me in the eyes. I could've sworn my cheeks turned red. It was the first time I was getting a compliment. I mean a real compliment. Not those she's so hot comments you would hear on the street. A mean a real compliment from a gentleman.
"What?" Steve laughed. I realised I was staring at him.
"Nothing" I turned away, my cheeks turning a bit more red than they just were. "So what about the Mission?"
"Well they killed the monsters. The people are safe now" I nodded. "Well I'm gonna go now and let you rest"
"Steve wait" I said and grabbed his hand. "Could you stay a little while?"
"Sure" he said with this beautiful smile I already fell in love with. Not romantically though. But I still liked it. It suited him.
Steve and I kept talking for a bit. Mostly small talk. And it was the first time I enjoyed it. Usually it was a pain to me. But I liked Steve's company. He made me feel good. He was different to the people I met before. They either saw you as an object or were just hard to handle. But Steve was nice and funny. I could talk to him. And we slowly became friends. It was the first time I was happy about my partner.
Part two here (click) where y/n and Steve become lovers
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Jealousy ~ Dean x Reader
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Pairing: Dean x Reader x Sam x Hunter
Warnings: friends to lovers, jealousy, fight, love confession
Word Count: 3.2k
It was late night and I was in the back seat of the Impala. Snuggled into the warm big blanket Dean gave me, I watched the rain crashing against the car window, listening to the sound and finding it relaxing and good for falling asleep. We've been on the road for two hours now, not that long compared to the other times we've been out. Yet I was tired. We just finished a job in Boulder, Colorado, when we got the call from another hunter from kansas City. Apparently he was a friend of Bobby's. Bobby had a job himself and couldn't come which is why he told the guy to reach out to Sam and Dean.
I met the Winchesters about a year ago. I was working a case back in California when these two young men came in. They told me they were FBI but I noticed the fake badges and hunter's equipment right away. Ever since the first moment I laid an eye on Dean. We've became close friends over the time we hunted together but there has never been more between us.
5:35 am, Dean woke me up.
"Morning sweetheart. Time to stand up," he said and gave me one of those beautiful smiles. He and Sam already ate bought breakfast. I went outside the car and took a deep breath. The air smelled fresh from the rain.
"Any sign of that guy?" I asked and took a bread roll from Dean.
"Nah princess is probably still in his beauty sleep. Probably needs it. Unlikely you do. You are pretty anyways" Dean said and handed me coffee. It were moments like this that made my heart flatter and his comments made my cheeks blush.
"The guys name is Tom Colston. He said he'd meet us here early in the morning. He'll be here any minute" Sam said as he threw his empty coffee cup in a trash can.
"Do we know anything about this case?" I asked.
"Tom said it's probably a ghost. He couldn't find any hints on who it might be tho" Sam explained. I finished my food and was about to drink my coffee when a car came in.
"It's about time" Dean yelled over to the guy who went outside the car. He was around Dean's high with blond hair. As he came closer I recognised his green eyes and a scar on his forehead. His face was bruised, yet gorgeous. It took a moment to get over this handsome guy before I could talk to him.
"Hello I'm Tom Colston" he shook my hand and for some time just stared at each other.
"Yeah yeah Dean nice to meet you, okay, can we go now? Some of us wanna finish a job here" Dean went between us before looking at the guy for some time. He then went to his car. "Are you coming or what??"
We all drove over to a motel that was about 3 miles from where we just met up. Tom showed us his room.
"... So here are the two victims. Leslie and Chelsea. Sisters. Leslie, the older one, died first. Two weeks later her sister."
" Alright so two girls died. So what? Doesn't mean it's our kind of thing" Dean said annoyed.
"Dean" I whispered with a strict voice and gave him a mad look. Dean put his hands up in the air.
"You are right."Tom said." I first thought those were normal killings too. The girls got stabbed and they even found some guy who they suspected. But then I read this. "Tom showed us an old article." It's from ten years ago. Four girls died. All were each two sisters. All stepped. Each of them cheerleader such as the two girls who died a few weeks ago. When I went to the crime scene my EMF detector went crazy. There was definitely a ghost. So I kept researching and these killings happened five times and all with ten years in between. I just can't find out why"
"Is there anything that leads to how it started?" Sam said, still looking at the articles.
"Not that I know. There are a few people who died this way, but they're either not fitting with the victims pattern of being cheerleader or they're cremated.
"Alright what about us splitting up and going through those people again. Maybe you missed something." I said.
"Alright I'm going with y/n" Dean said and went out to the car.
10 minutes later
Dean and I were driving to a woman's house. Her name was Mrs Miller.
"So what's your issue with Tom?" I asked half way on the road.
"I don't know what you are talking about" Dean said, keeping his eyes on the road with a normal face. But I knew he had something against that guy.
"Do you know him from another case? Did he steal one of your one night stands?" I asked laughing.
"No y/n he didn't" Dean replied slightly annoyed. "It's my first time meeting him"
"So why do you hate him huh? If you don't even know him.."
"Why do you like him that much when you don't know him either?" Dean was getting pissed.
"He's nice"
"So what? He can be a dick you know. Just because he's nice doesn't mean he always is"
"Yeah because you know that much about him. Besides what do you care anyways? You never cared before"
"Yeah well I care when I'm trying to get a job done and I see you all flirty with some dude. It's just annoying" Dean said.
After what he just said I was pissed. I turned away and looked outside the window. I didn't talk to Dean for the rest of the ride.
We finally arrived at Mrs Miller's House. I rang the door and after a few seconds an old lady opened the door.
" Hello Mrs Millers I'm agend Tyler this is my partner agend Smith" Dean said. We both showed our fbi badges. "We are here to investigate the cold case of Jenna Millers. Your sister before you were born"
The woman let us in. We sat down in the living room to talk to her.
"Would you tell us about Jenna Mrs Millers?" I asked the woman after we sat down.
"My mother didn't really talk about her. Jenna died three years before I was born. She wasn't very popular. She wanted to be a cheerleader, but the girls never let her. She has a hard time in school"
"Did your mother tell you this?" Dean asked.
"No I read it in her diary. I found it along with some other stuff of hers. Poor girl. She was crying when she wrote those pages"
"Mrs Millers were is Jenna buried?" I asked.
"Here in town. Three blocks west" the lady said and we thanked her. Before Dean and I left the house the woman stopped me. "This agend boyfriend of yours is pretty handsome" Mrs Millers said with a wink. I looked over at Dean who was smirking.
"He ain't exactly my boyfriend" I told her and pushed Dean outside the house. On every other day a comment like this would make me all happy and blush. But today I couldn't help myself but being mad at Dean. I didn't want to like him. I didn't want him to behave the way he did. I guess I didn't even want him around...
Dean and I drove to the cemetery. It took us about ten minutes to find Jenna's grave.
"Alright let's burn her bones and hope she's the ghost who killed those girls" Dean said. I didn't reply.
We started digging for her bones. It took some time to find the coffin. I wasn't that strong so Dean was doing most of the work.
"Hey you want to take a rest for a while. You look exhausted" Dean said after some time of digging.
"No I'm fine! " I replied mad.
We found the coffin and opened it, but to our surprise there were no bones.
"Damn it !" Dean and I said both at the same time.
"What now?" I asked.
"I don't know. Let's just head back to the motel I guess. Maybe Sam and this Tim found something" Dean started walking to his car.
"Tom" I corrected him. "his name is Tom"
"I said that" Dean argued.
Dean's pov:
We arrived at the motel. Y/n went into her room to change clothes as hers were dirty from digging in graves. I went to mine and Sam's room.
"Hey found anything?" Sam asked me when I entered the room. I shook my head. "Where's y/n?"
"In her room changing...Where's Tom? "
"In his room looking for an article. Hey man what's your issue with that guy anyways? I mean you were pissed at him since we first met him" Sammy asked.
"It's nothing" I replied and started playing with my gun.
"So there's definitely something. What, is it about y/n?"
"What no" I said with an only half convincing voice.
"You gotta tell her about your feelings before this guy makes a move on her." Sammy said with a serious voice.
"Alright doctor love any other good advice you might want to give me?" as I said this, Tom entered the room.
"I found the paper Sam. Oh hi Dean. Where's your hot chick?" Tom said. I could feel the anger grow inside of me. "Oh by the way Dean because you're so close with her... Does y/n have a boyfriend?" I looked over to Sammy who was shaking his head slightly as to tell me not to do anything stupid. I went over to the guy and looked at him for a second.
"Yeah sorry pal she ain't single" I gave him a fake smile.
"Oh really? So who's her boyfriend? You?"
"Maybe. Who knows"
"She isn't dating you. She doesn't even like you really" he started laughing.
"And you think she'd like you more?!" I grabbed him by his shirt and pushed Tom against a wall.
"Alright guys that's enough. Tom, y/n does have a boyfriend indeed" Sammy came over to me. I knew he didn't like lying to that guy so I was thankful he did. I hoped it would make this dick stop trying to make a move on the girl I loved.
When y/n came in all of us looked at her. It might have irritated her because she was looking confused at us.
"So what's the plan now?" Y/n asked when we all sat on the table surrounded by articles and pictures.
"Well we are again at zero. There are no hints about who might be the ghost" Sam said.
"We do have a witness who might have seen the ghost tho." Tom pointed at a picture. Because he was sitting next to y/n he moved closer to her. Tom gave an article to y/n and touched her hand for some time before letting go of the paper. I bit my lip to stop myself from punching him. I didn't want his hands around her. "As I told you the ghost is taking two sisters and then two other sisters every ten years. A few days ago a girl got attacked by somebody but she could ran. Cops found her. And guess what. She said the person would suddenly appear and dissappear"
"The ghost" y/n looked at him.
"exactly" Tom smiled at her. I felt like vomiting when I saw them both staring at each other.
"Alright so two of us go to that girl and the other two search for our ghost" I suggested.
"Hey y/n what about us goi-" Tom started.
"C'mon y/n let's hit the road. Sammy and Tom can do research" I took my bag and opened the door. Y/n rolled her eyes annoyed before following me.
"Sorry for ruining your chances of going with Mr handsome" I said while driving baby.
"You're such an idiot Dean" was all y/n said to me. She went silent for the rest of the ride.
In the girls house we started asking her a bunch of questions.
"This person it was a girl. She was pale and head something on her shirt. Some injury I guess. Out of nowhere she would appear in front of me when I tried to run. I'm going crazy" the girl said and started crying.
"You're not. Now this girl did she look like any of these people?" I asked and gave her a few photos from the people we thought might be the ghost.
"Yeah her" The girl pointed at Jenna. Y/n and I looked at each other.
"Thank you for your time" y/n said fast before we went back to the car.
"Great so we have a ghost but no bones" I said.
"Tom said he burned the bones already a few weeks ago."
" I didn't know you and Tom were talking that much. Did he keep his fingers at least by himself that time"
"You're unbelievable Dean!" y/n yelled. "What's wrong with you?! Since we came here you're being a dick. Is your ego hurt because I give someone else the attention for once ?! You aren't exactly my boyfriend-"
"Yeah well if I was this guy wouldn't get his dirty hands on you all the time. How can you even be cool with that? You don't know him"
"His hands aren't as dirty as yours from all those one night stands you have. Besides, maybe you were my boyfriend if you didn't huck up with a girl every week instead of just staying home"
"Well maybe I wouldn't need to huck up with girls every other week if you didn't ignore me all the time and for once showed me that you liked me back" there was a moment of silence. I looked down on my feet. I couldn't believe I let my jealousy out like that. And I was embarrassed of confession my feelings this way. Of all the ways I thought of telling her this wasn't one of them. I wanted to slap myself for being that stupid. Y/n wanted to say something when there was a scream coming from the house. Both y/n and I ran inside. The ghost of Jenna was standing there with a knife trying to kill Stella, the girl we just talked to. I hit the ghost with an iron. Y/n put a salt circle in the middle of the room.
"stay inside this circle!" I yelled.
"Dean we gotta fight that ghost" y/n yelled. "I got an idea"
The ghost came back and I hit it another time with the iron.
"Yeah? How?"
"We need to burn the diary. That's what the spirit is connected to"
We took Stella to the car and drove over to Mrs Millers House.
"You stay inside the car" I told Stella.
"I don't understand what's going on?" Stella asked terrified.
"Listen we don't have time for explanations. Just wait here" y/n and I banged on the door. When Mrs Millers opened the door we stormed inside. I ran upstairs and searched for the diary while y/n stopped Mrs Millers.
"I found it" I ran downstairs and then to the car. The ghost of Jenna was outside the car trying to reach for Stella who screaming.
"Burn it Dean!" y/n yelled. I did and the ghost disappeared. I exhaled relieved. Then we went over to Stella and explained to her what just happened.
"This is crazy. How can you live such a live?"
"It isn't too bad most of the time" y/n said.
"It sucks" I added. "But at the end of the day we safe some life's and that's all what matters"
Back in the car, we drove back to the motel.
"Apparently Stella is a cheerleader just like all the other victims. And get this. The victims were all bullies. When Jenna died she wasn't murdered as the police first suspected. She committed suicide. As a ghost she was just killing those girls to stop the bully victims from suicide"y/n said and typed something on her laptop.
"Wow that's some messed up shit" I said and looked at y/n for some time. "Y/n about what I said before-"
"You don't need to say anything and explain yourself"
"Yeah but I need to apologise" I stopped the car on the side of the road to make sure I could look y/n in the eyes. "I was a dick. I was acting stupid and shouldn't have said all those things about Tom. I was an asshole"
"Yeah you really were"
"But I couldn't help myself. I saw you liked him and it made me mad. Extremely mad. And what I said before, I mean it. I always was hoping you would give me a sign that you like me back,but you never did and it frustrated me so I went drinking and did stupid things but in the end all I wanted was you. " I looked at y/n for a while." What I'm trying to say is... I like you. Not just liking. More than that. And if it wasn't for you I don't know if I'd still be here or if I gave up on everything already. And I want to be there for you and protect you. Not only from monsters but from guys who could use you and break your heart. "
" Dean... I never wanted anything from Tom. Yes I liked him. But not in the way I like you. Because at the end of the day I wanted you. I always did "
" You do? " I smirked.
" Yes idiot. And if it wasn't for your jealousy you might have realised that earlier too" y/n said with her typical sass that I loved so much about her. I put my hands on her cheek on pulled her head close to me. Then I kissed her. Those lips of hers felt so good and my whole body was full of happiness that she was finally my girl. My beautiful hunter girl. I couldn't get enough of her lips and we kept kissing and touching each other for a while.
Out of breath, after what must've been about fifteen minutes of making out by now, we drove back to the motel where Sam and Tom waited for us.
"Dean finally! Jenna is the ghost! She wasn't murdered. She committed suicide because of the people who bullied her which is why she's killing those people now, because they're bullies themselves" Sam said and stormed to me when y/n and I went into the motel.
"No really? We already took care it" I said and y/n nodded in agreement.
"Hey y/n" Tom grabbed y/n's hand. "Now that this case is over... Do you wanna get a drink?"
"Yeah Tom look I'm actually seeing someone" Y/n said and Tom looked at me. I walked over to y/n and gave Tom a huge smirk.
"Yeah pal told ya the girl ain't single" I kissed y/n's lips. "and turns out she does like me more than you"
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Silence - Sam x Reader
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Pairing: Sam x Reader x Dean
Warnings: body insecurity, fluff, misunderstandings
Word Count: 1.4k
I was sitting on the couch with Sam and Dean. We`ve been just back from a hunting trip. A ghost was killing people who cheated on their partner. I felt sorry for the ghost. She took her life after her boyfriend cheated on her for the second time.
I was dragged back into reality when Dean stood up.
´´Who else wants a drink?`` he asked. I shook my head. Sam nodded.
Dean went into the kitchen. Now I was alone with Sam and there was an awkward silence immediately. I couldn`t talk to him. I liked Sam more than a friend since...Forever basically. Ever since I`ve known him he had something special about himself. And I wanted to talk to him for a while, but whenever I tried the words got stuck in my throat. Plus he didn`t seem interested either.
Going on hunts was hard with him. Thankfully I was a good hunter already. My parents raised me into it. Whenever we had to slit up during a hunt a chose to go alone or with Dean. Sam didn`t talk to me a lot. I wonder if it was because he was shy or didn`t like me. He never seemed shy so I figured it must be option two.
The silence went on and because I wasn`t watching the show with sexy doctors walking around a hospital I had to distract myself. I looked at my hurt leg from the hunt today. The ghost pushed me inside a mirror when we tried to fight her. I could remove the glass from the injury but it still hurt.
´´Are you okay?`` Sam asked. ´´I mean your leg``
I looked at him for a moment, then on my leg. I nodded without looking back at him.
´´I could give you some pain killers or a bandage`` Sam said.
I wanted to say something, but again I couldn`t talk. I kept shaking my head.
´´Alright then`` Sam sighed.
Finally Dean came back. He threw the one beer over to Sam and opened the other one for himself.
´´Oh man damn look at her,`` Dean pointed out at the doctor on TV. ´´Now that`s a real woman! Damn``
I felt myself getting smaller and smaller as Dean kept talking about how pretty the girl on TV apparently was.
´´I swear if all girls looked like that``
´´She isn`t that pretty`` I burst out. I didn`t know why I even said it. It wasn`t jealousy hell no! Dean could like whoever he want. If that was a doctor in thigh clothes and massive boobs fine. But it still hurt.
´´Are you kidding me?`` Dean turned to me. ´´Look at her. She is gorgeous. Sam isn`t she gorgeous?``
I looked at Sam who was staring at the TV.
´´I mean yeah she is pretty Dean...``
´´Ha see,`` Dean looked back at the TV with a proud smile.
I had enough. Normally I could handle Dean`s behaviour and the comments he made, but today they just hurt. Mostly the fact that Sam agreed with him.
´´Alright then. Hope you have fun with your sexy doctors`` I said and stormed out the room.
Sam`s pov:
I asked if y/n was okay. I could see that she had pain in her leg. But just like always she didn`t talk to me. I wondered if I did something wrong. If I ever insulted her. I wished she would say something to me. I liked her voice. I liked hearing it and seeing her laugh. But unfortunately ´she would only talk to Dean. I guess she must be into him.
Dean came back and gave me my beer. I tried to ignore him and y/n as they would probably start talking about something and leave me out of the conversation completely. I hated moments like this. Y/n would ignore me no matter what I said. I just wanted to talk to her alone for ones.
Different from what I expected to happen Dean and y/n started arguing. Dean kept talking about the girls on the screen. I watched y/n who was clearly uncomfortable. I don`t blame her. Dean`s comments can be pretty hurtful, mostly if you`re into him.
´´Sam isn`t she gorgeous?`` Dean asked and I looked at the screen. To be honest the girls weren`t my type. But they weren`t ugly either.
´´I mean yeah she is pretty Dean`` I said and hoped Dean would finally shut up. He did, thankfully. But y/n was upset and stormed out the room.
´´Great job Dean`` I rolled my eyes.
´´What?``
´´You know that you can hurt people with your stupid comments.`` I stood up to go after y/n.
´´It`s not my fault that they`re so pretty`` Dean yelled after me, but I pretended to not hear him.
I went to y/n`s room and knocked before going inside. Y/n was sitting on her bed with a book in her hands.
´´Hey!`` I said as I went inside the room. Y/n looked up for a moment, then back to her book. I sighed. I sat on her bed next to her.
´´I know Dean can be stupid sometimes...`` I said and waited for an answer. When there was none I kept talking. ´´Alright look, I know what he said was mean, but Dean is a nice guy and doesn`t only like such girls. And I know that you`re into him so it is-``
´´I`m not into him`` y/n said. I looked surprised at her. Not only because of what she said but that she was talking to me at all.
´´You are not? I thought that`s what upset you``
´´No`` She simply said back.
´´Okay... So what was it?`` I asked. Y/n sighed.
´´Dean`s picture of what a gorgeous woman looks like. That`s what upset me`` y/n said. She was looking at her book the entire time.
´´But you are pretty yourself y/n`` y/n shrugged her shoulders. I took the book, put it away and made sure y/n was looking at me.
´´You are! You are more than just pretty. Everything about you is. Your laugh, your smile, your hair, the way you swing your knife when a monster is attacking you`` We both laughed. It was the first time that she laughed at me. Not because someone made a joke. No. She laughed because of my joke. I felt my heart beating faster and my smile widen as my mood started to lighten up at the sound of her giggle.
´´Dean might have a certain picture of what a woman should look like, but that doesn`t mean you`re less perfect. In fact, I think you are pretty amazing`` I had to blush. Y/n`s smile widened and it made me feel all tingly inside. I felt all warm inside and looked at those beautiful lips that smiled at me. I was leaning forward as I couldn`t help myself and when it was too late to stop myself I kissed those lips that were so soft as I never could`ve imagined. But as fast as I kissed her I pulled away again.
´´Eh sorry I shouldn`t have done this I- I am sorry`` I stuttered nervous. Her lips felt warm and soft and I was still staring at them as I felt the embarrassment overcome me.
´´N-no it`s fine``
´´No no I should`ve done this without your permission I`m sorry``
´´No I mean yeah I- I didn`t mind. I mean it wasn`t too bad``
´´I mean yeah I liked it, but if you didn`t- I mean you don`t like me so``
´´No I mean I like you but you don`t``
´´No no I like you``
´´You do?`` y/n said. I nodded.
´´But I know that you don`t like me``
´´But I do like you in fact``
´´Really?`` I asked. Y/n nodded. ´´Well...Can I- Can I kiss you again?``
Y/n pulled me close to her. My lips touched hers and they tasted sweeter and softer than the first time. I never wanted to stop this. To stop he closeness I never had with her before. It felt so good. So good that we didn`t notice Dean coming inside our room.
´´Woah I thought there was only porn going on in my laptop, didn`t think you two were up to something inside her too``
´´Dean`` I snapped at my brother.
´´Alright alright I`m going`` Dean put his hands in the air as he left the room. ´´Psst Sammy... I put a few condoms under your pillow a few weeks ago`` Dean whispered before he shut the door.
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Something About This Angel ~ Part 2
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Pairing: Castiel x Reader
Warnings: mention of blood, love confession, sad, kiss
Word Count: 2.6k
Here is the first part of Something About This Angel if you haven't read it yet. (click on the title)
Y/n's pov:
I was at a hunt with Sam, Dean and Castiel.
Since that special day where Cas and I came closer we've been weird around each other. But not the kinda weird Cas would be when being around other humans. No. This weird was nice in some sort of way. Tho I liked watching Cas trying to figure out how normal people act. Well, perhaps Sam, Dean and I aren't the best rolemodels for him.
But since that day, the day Cas healed me and we stopped arguing something changed. I can't stop thinking about it. About Cas' hand on my, the closeness of our bodies and that feeling it gave me for a moment. Ever since that I looked longer and closer in his eyes, wanting more of them each time. Just a few moments more to look into them. Into this ocean blue. And perhaps I was hoping to jump into them and swimming inside this ocean of a blue angelic heaven just for me.
But as soon as I got lost I snapped out of it each time. I couldn't allow those thoughts. I'm a hunter. A human. A nobody... Cas never recognised me, not really. And even if he did. I was nothing to him. Just the sister of Sam and Dean Winchester, the sister of those two who always mattered. I tried to deny the truth and lie to myself about it. I tried to tell myself he might care. But not even the lies could make the pain of this undeniable horrible painful truth stop.
We arrived at the motel. All we knew was that there were people going missing and soon time later being found dead. Hearts missing each time.
"I'd say we slip up. It's a big town and only a matter of time before an other innocent person goes missing," Dean says.
"Alright why don't Dean and I go check out a few spots of places where the killings happened,"Sam said." Y/n and Cas you could talk to the families and try to find out what the pattern of those werewolves is" We all nodded.
In the killings were three young blond girls, all around 18. The only person that was different was a guy. Sam still thought that there was a connection between the victims.
"Do you want me to sap us to the place?" Cas asked me. I shook my head.
"No we'll take the bus"
About fifteen minutes later we arrived at Mr and Mrs Johnson's House. We didn't get anything. The girl, Veronica, was a normal eighteen year old Christian. Next, we went to the Hutsons living where Jazz died. Again, no clue about the killings. The girl was an atheist, she went on parties a lot. Then we went to the Hawkins. Their daughter Laura was an introvert with not many friends. Last, we went to the Clarkson's house. Apparently Mike was a normal guy who played football at school and had a girlfriend.
"This all doesn't make sense," I said while eating my fries in the small diner of the town.
"Sam and Dean doesn't have any clue either. The only thing that they mentioned was seeing a girl, Lora Moore, before each killings."
"Wasn't that the girlfriend of this Mike?"
"Yes. But it probably means nothing. She was working at the one shop where two killings happened and apparently her dad works in the office next to the park where the other two victims died"
"Yeah well nothing can turn pretty fast into something,"I said and ate another fries. "Do the victims know her?"
"I don't think so... But it might be that they all go on the same school"
"Right. We should check the girl out."
"Sam and Dean are already on it. You can rest for a moment now," Cas said. His voice had an intensity as if he cared. But why should he. He doesn't. Never did.
"I don't need rest. I'm trying to find out more about the girl," I said, paid my food and went back to the motel.
20 minutes later.
"Dean called. The girl is clear. But they're onto something. They think they know who did the killings" Cas said and sat on the chair next to me.
"Mh yeah I don't think so," I mumbled understand my breath. "Get this, Lora Moore was Mike's girlfriend until they broke up. She caught him cheating on her with Laura who was known as the slut of the school which is why she didn't have friends. And Jazz was accused of having an affair with Mike shortly before he and Lora broke up. And Veronica wasn't the nice Christian that would never dare sinning. All just an act for her dad the priest. In reality she went on parties instead of babysitting the neighbours kids. And Mike got caught kissing her a few times before and after Lora broke up with him. And there was another girl Chloe who he was having an affair with. I'm pretty sure Lora will try killing her tonight."
" So you think this Lora was killing them. But Sam and Dean would've known if she was a werewolve. "
I called Sam. No answer. Then I called Dean.
" Hey y/n look we have no time we fount out who the werewolve is. See you back at the hotel in a few hours ", Dean said.
" No Dean listen you're wrong it's Lora... Dean?... Dean?? "he already hung up.
" Damn it, "I mumbled underneath my breath. "I'm going."
"You can't. We should wait for Sam and Dean."
"There's no time Cas! I'm going" I said and walked out the motel. Chloe was meeting friends at the club where Lora worked at each Friday night, today. I went there and spotted her outside on the parking lot. She was saying goodbye to friends before going to her car. Nobody was around. Suddenly Lora jumped out and attacked her. I shot her with a silver bullet, but only hit her arm so she ran off.
"Go inside your car and drive home! Go!" I screamed at the girl before running after Lora. I came into a forest. It was dark and I forgot my torch. I was stumbling around in the darkness when I heard a voice.
"I knew sooner or later one of you would come for me. It was surprising that the other two hunters fell for my trick. There stumbling around in the forest right now, searching for this werewolve that apparently lives there"
"Why do you want to kill all those people?"
"Because I can," Lora appeared in front of me. I pointed my gun at her. "I was a nobody. People would play with me and hurt me and I had to accept it just like that. But that night I got turned I finally was strong. I could fight back. And oh lord it feels so good to take revenge"
"You know that there's another way. You don't have to do this," I said. Lora bursted out laugh.
"Shouldn't you be the one who understands me the most? Y/n Winchester. Oh I heard a lot about you. Everyone talks about your brothers. But I heard a lot about you. You are kinda like me-"
"I'm nothing like you!" I screamed, but got grabbed on my shoulders and pushed against a tree. Lora began to cut into my skin on my head with her nail. Blood ran down my cheeks.
"Yes you are. We are both just pieces in other people's games. We're nobodies. And nobody cares for us. I wonder if people noticed if you were gone" she pushed the gun away and pushed me on the ground before going on top of me and grabbing my neck. "I always wondered what a Winchester heart would taste like."
"You don't actually think you could kill one of us do you?" I said breathless and tried to catch some air.
"Not one of the other two. But you are the weakest. Which is why they often leave you behind and go alone on hunts. Don't you want revenge on them? I could simply turn you" she was cutting my neck. The pain was making me wanting to scream but I neither could because of the lack of air nor wanted I to give her the pleasure of my visual pain.
"No thanks I don't need that. I let my anger out by killing little morons like you are" I smirked but soon Lora would take a harder grib on my throat and cutting even deeper into my skin.
"All tough on the outside and a broken human inside. You are just like I was. A sad little girl that gets fooled by everyone and who nobody cares about. It's sad. No matter how hard you'll try you will always stay this weak little girl"
"I don't need your pity. Go to hell"
"Oh I will. But first will you after I ate your heart" Lora showed her teeth and was about to kill me when there was a shot and she fell on the ground next to me. I looked up. Castiel was holding a gun and stared at me.
After a moment of awkward staring I stood up and went out of the forest. Cas was following me.
"Are you okay?" he was asking but I didn't answer. Cas called my name but I kept walking. Then, I hand grabbed mine and forced me to stop. Cas looked at me for a moment before sapping me into the motel.
I looked around before looking back at him. He wasn't speaking, just intensely looking at me. With his right hand he grabbed my cheek. With his left he touched my waist and pulled me closer to him. A warm soft feeling appeared on my cheek and flashed the pain away.
Those blue eyes never lost hold of mine. They kept focus on me. I was feeling my heart beat inside my chest as I got lost in those ocean eyes again.
"Now tell me what's wrong," Cas deep voice whispered. My eyes kept switching between looking into his eyes and onto his lips. I wondered how they tasted. Perhaps sweet like caramel. Were they as soft as pillows in a Queens bed. I wanted to get a taste of them.
I was lost of words and unable to move. It was hard to breath in the presence of this angel that could turn my whole world and emotions upside down. He never stood this close to me and I wasn't daring to move in any way that could cause him step away from me.
"You don't believe what she said do you?" Cas asked. I had to fill my lungs with air as all oxygen had vanished around me, unable for my lungs to reach it.
"Y-you heard it? What she said?" I asked hoping he didn't, afraid of him maybe reading my thoughts and knowing it was mostly him I was thinking about. That he was the one that I wished I was nobody for.
"I heard most of it, yes. And it's not true"
"It is" both of us were whispering. Were we too scared that anyone could hear us? Was it more private this way? More intense? I couldn't get enough of this deep angels voice that felt like, in this moment, it was only for me. That I was the one this voice was dedicated to. And all that belonged to it. What would I give to kiss those lips just for one time.
"You're not nobody" Cas' face felt like moving closer or perhaps it was me leaning forward. I got hypnotised by those blue eyes.
"Who am I if not that" I didn't even know what I was saying. Words left my mouth without me thinking. I just wanted to stare into those eyes longer and hoped his hand that was still on my cheek would never leave that spot.
"You're a hunter. A Winchester"
"And nothing besides that"
"That is not true y/n. You are someone who cares for others and who would die for them. People mea something to you."
"And what does that matter if I mean nothing to them. Lora was right. I'm a piece in their game. Just the sister of Sam and Dean. A broken human"
"I never saw you as broken. You are the strongest person I know. You keep fighting for what you believe is right. You don't care about what people think of you. You made me rebel against my own kind and showed me what humanity can be like. Through you I see it in ways I never saw it before "
" What ways? " I asked without even knowing why I did or what I was expecting. I looked down onto those lips again and could've sworn they came closer. Suddenly those lips I was hoping to feel on mine a few seconds ago touched mine and the feeling was softer and sweeter than everything I ever imagined. If this is what heaven tasted like I never wanted to let go.
"I never thought that love could be such a great thing. Through you I see its not the weak human thing I expected it to be. Y/n my love for you is what would make me rebel against my own kind a thousand times more and beyond that just so I could spend another moment close to you " I was breathless and stunned,overwhelmed from all kind of emotions.
" C-Cas" was all I brang out of my mouth. Those beautiful lips were so close still. I was hoping they would meet mine once again. And as if they were magnets pulling closer to each other those lips touched mine again. A soft mumbling came from the both of us. No other creature would understand it but we knew what it meant. I love you were the words we both said.
"Isn't it hilarious" I said as I pulled away to catch for air. "an outcast angel and a broken hunter"
"sounds perfect to me" Cas whispered against my lips. We were both kissing for what felt like forever. Suddenly the door opened and a wet Sam and upset Dean came into the room.
"Turns out there was no werewolve in the forest. And Sam fell into a lake. Now baby is wet." Dean complained.
"Yeah I'm fine Dean thanks for asking" Sam said and Dean rolled his eyes. "Hey what are you guys doing anyways?"
Sam and Dean both stated at me and Cas. I only now realised that Cas had still his hands around my waist and cheek. He let go fast and stood nervous.
"I was I was healing her" Cas studdred.
"Kh sure well whatever hope you used protection by whatever you were doing. I'm going to bed" Dean said in his pissed voice. Cas went on the couch and tried to not look at anyone. He must've been embarrassed. Sam looked at me for some time with a smirk. He was the one who knew about what I felt for Cas for some time.
When going to bed myself, I looked at Cas who was still watching TV. I was still trying to figure out if whether or not everything was a dream. But it wasn't. What happened today was real. And I didn't know exactly what that meant for us.
But one thing I knew for sure. Today, something about that angel turned my world even more upside down.
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Could you possibly do an end!verse au where Castiel had a thing with the reader since the beginning of the apocalypse? Where Castiel survives the suicide mission but finds the reader dead?
Hey, yes sure! Thank you so much for the request!
Suicide mission
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Pairing: Castiel x Reader x Sam x Dean, Zachariah, Adam
Warnings: sad, mention of blood, fight, violence, mention of suicide/death
Word Count: 2,2k
Y/n's pov:
Castiel zaped us all to a derelict industrial property. I looked around the area to figure out where we were. I was confused.
"Where's the beautiful room?" Dean asked. Castiel pointed to the neglected building.
"In there" he said.
"The beautiful room is in an abandoned muffler factory in Van Nuys, California??" I asked surprised. Castiel chuckled.
"Yes. What were you expecting?" he asked me with a smile. The smile I loved about him. Cas and I have been dating since the beginning of the apocalypse. Fighting monsters and trying to stop his two brothers had brang us together. The angel got so close to me that I was constantly afraid of losing him.
"I don't know," I shrugged my shoulders. "Jupiter? A blade of grass? But... Van Nuys?" Dean and Sam laughed. I've been travelling with the Winchesters for a while. They're like family to me. They both see me as their little sister.
When first starting to date Castiel, Sam and Dean sent me to a hunt with Bobby. Later, I found out they only did it so they could talk to Castiel. More scare him. I could imagine Dean holding a blade to Cas and telling him he'd hunt him down, if Cas dared hurting me. When Cas told me about it he looked terrified and me laughing about it wasn't helping in any way.
"Anyways, why can't you just zap inside the building? Wouldn't that be a lot easier?" I asked. Cas pointed at the building.
"Because," Cas began while he removed his tie. "There are at least five angles in there. Our only shot is me going in there first"
"You think you can fight of five angels?" Sam asked. Iooked at Cas with a questioning look as to ask why he was taking his clothes of. Cas took a knife from Dean
"I will make them vanish with an angel-banishing sigil on my body"
"You do realise that's basically suicide?" Dean pointed out.
""Maybe it is, but then I won't have to watch you fail. Sorry Dean, but I don't have the same faith in you that Sam and y/n do. " Cas said and began to carve the signal in his body.
"Cas please," I said as I took the angels hand. "I don't want you to go in there. I can't lose you. Dean is right, this is suicide! What am I supposed to do without you?"
"Going inside to Zachariah might be too" Cas said but soon realised that this wasn't the best answer. "I will be fine I promise. And I will come back to you. I won't leave you alone" he pulled me clothes and kissed my lips. I tried to hold back the tears that formed in my eyes. Why did it feel like this was the last kiss? I didn't want it to end. It felt like the good bye I didn't want to give him. But we couldn't lose time.
I gave Cas a nod and he finished the signil on his body. Then, he put on his clothes again. Before he went inside he took my hands and looked me deep inside the eyes.
"I will see you again. I promise," he said and vanished.
Castiel's pov:
I zapped inside the warehouse. There was a dilapidated shed in the center of it. I went to the door, but before I could reach it one of my brothers appeared behind me.
I heard the sound of an angel blade and turned around, ducking in the same moment. The blade failed just for a few inches. I took my own blade and stabbed my brother with it. There was a glow before his vessel fell to the ground.
Four more angles came in. They heard me. They all carried angel blades and pointed them at my while encircling me. I dropped my blade.
"What are you waiting for? C'mon" I said. They stepped towards me, but before any of their weapons could reach me I opened my shirt and touched the symbol that was carved into my vessel Jimmy. There was a light glow. The four angels dissappeared. But in the same moment I felt a pain, like a burn and also I started glowing before I vanished from the warehouse.
Y/n's pov:
I was standing outside the warehouse with Sam and Dean. We were listening so we would know when to enter. I heard the familiar sound of angels being banished. A tear left my eye as I knew Cas was gone.
"He will come back," Sam said and gave me a hug. He wiped my tear away and I gave him a nod as to say I was fine.
"Okay, let's go inside," Dean opened the door. Me and Sam followed him. We passed the room with angel wings shadows on the wall. One of them was Cas' wings. There was a pain inside my chest, but I had to stay strong. We were about to face Zachariah and try to get Adam out of the beautiful room. I needed to focus.
Dean opened the door to the beautiful room and we found Adam inside of it on the ground. We reached for him and he looked at us surprised.
"You came for me," Adam said and looked at us shocked.
"You're family," Dean said and helped Adam up.
"Dean this is a trap set up for you. We gotta get out of-" Adam said but before he could finish, Zachariah appeared in front of us.
"Dean, please. Did you really think it was going to be that easy?" Zachariah said.
"Did you?" Dean replied.
Sam ran up behind Zachariah with an angel blade but he got thrown at the wall immediately. I looked at Sam who was in pain. The angel blade was lying in front of him. Zachariah turned back to Dean, he seemed to ignore me and I wondered if he even noticed me yet. But I saw my chance in it.
"Dean, the one thing I've learned from dealing with you is that patience is important" Zachariah made a movement with his hand and Adam fell to the ground and started coughing. He began to throw up blood. I went over to Sam and took the angel blade, trying to be as quiet as possible.
"I knew things would play out perfectly. I have to admit, throughout I had my doubts. But it was right to trust the bossman. He knew it would come to this moment all along"
I was behind Zachariah and went closer to him, having a tight grip on the angel blade and pointing it at Zachariah.
"There is one thing though I never understood-"
I ran up to the asshole of an angel and was about to stap him, but he turned around and grabbed my arm with the angel blade. The pain of his grib made me drop the weapon and I tried to jerk away but he had me in his grib. I couldn't go anywhere.
"-I never quite got what you unimportant little human where doing along with the Winchesters" Zachariah took an angel blade himself and stabbed me. I felt it slide inside my stomach and an instant pain was in my body. He pulled the blade out and blood began to pour out. I could hear Dean yelling "no" and felt my body wanting to collapse, but Zachariah's grib wouldn't allow it. "Did you really thing a worthless little human creature like you could beat me? Did you really think you could stop any of this? NO! You may have turned one of our soldiers against us, but you are nothing after all and your pathetic attempt of killing me is ridiculous so you will die in shame"
He let go of me and I collapsed to the ground. I heard Dean and Zachariah talking, but the words weren't clear. My body was dying, stopping to work and my sensen were weaker and weaker. The whole room got blurry and I took some last breaths before I stood next to my body and went to hell.
Dean's pov:
"No!" I yelled as y/n got strapped and I wanted to reach her, but I couldn't move as Zachariah had pinned me against a wall.
"Did you really thing a worthless little human creature like you could beat me? Did you really think you could stop any of this? NO!" Zachariah yelled at y/n. I wanted to punch him. I wanted to kick this angel ass and make him pay for hurting y/n. "You may have turned one of our soldiers against us, but you are nothing after all and your pathetic attempt of killing me is ridiculous so you will die in shame"
He left y/n's body to die and looked at Sam next. With a hand movement he did something to Sam who was now crawled up in pain. I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't take seeing Sam dying too.
"Please no! Don't hurt him too" I begged.
"In exchange for what?" Zachariah asked and made the pain worse with a movement of his hand.
"Damn it, Zachariah, stop it, please! I'll do it!" I said. "the answer is yes"
I could see Sam's disappointed look. But what should I do? Letting him die?
"Dean no!! " Sam yelled but was shut down by Zachariah.
"Call Michael," I said. A huge grin formed on Zachariah's face and he called for Michael.
Sam looked at me in shock. The room started to shake. I smiled at Sam with a wink to give him to understand that I wasn't letting them win.
"Michael is now on his way" Zachariah said.
"Of course I have a few conditions" I turned to him. I explained that I wanted a guarantee of the safety of a few people and them to bring y/n back.
"Oh she's gone. We can't bring her back. She's already in hell"
"But you brought me back?" I argued.
"Do you know what it took us to bring you back? We can't do that again" Zachariah said. I was mad at the angel as he turned away from me.
"There is one more thing.. Michael can't have me until he disintegrates you." I said. Zachariah wouldn't believe that his brother would kill him. "I'm more important to Michael than you are"
"You are nothing but a maggot, inside a worm's ass! Do you know who I am? After I deliver you to Michael?" Zachariah said as he grabbed me by the collar. "Michael would never kill me for you"
"Maybe not. But I will" I took an angel blade out of my jacket and stabbed Zachariah with it.
I reached for Adam and Sam and tried to get them out of the shaking room. I pulled Sam out and was about to reach for Adam's hand when the door closed and trapped him inside...
Castiel's pov:
Somehow I survived the suicide mission. I knew I had to go back to Sam, Dean and y/n. I needed to check on my girl to make sure she was alright. I went back to the warehouse and I found Sam and Dean walking outside. But y/n was missing?
"Sam! Dean!" I said as I went to the Winchesters.
"Cas hey! You are still alive" Dean pointed out.
"I made a promise that I would come back" I said. "Where is y/n anyways?"
Neither Sam or Dean was answering. They were both looking to the ground, sadness written on their faces.
"Cas y/n... She..." Sam said but he couldn't finish the sentence. I still knew what he meant but I couldn't believe it.
"No!" I said and took a few steps back.
"Cas she didn't make it" Dean said. I shook my head.
"No! No she isn't! Y/n is strong! She's a fighter! She. She"
"I'm so sorry Cas. She meant a lot to all of us" Sam said and I looked at him half mad half sad.
"Where is she?" I asked.
"Her body is still in the room" Sam replied and looked back on the ground.
"You didn't brought her out of the room?!"
"We barely made it out ourselves!" Dean said. "Now y/n isn't even getting the hunters funeral that she deserves"
"Zachariah is going to pay for that" I said to myself, though it was loud enough for the others to understand.
"He already did. I killed him" Dean told me.
"Then Michael will pay next!" I said. I couldn't let y/n's death happen without any revenge. The angels took away what mattered the most to me.
Y/n showed me what humanity and life really meant. She showed me all the good things about it. I learned to love what I was willing to kill without questioning a few months ago. And now it was gone. The beauty and the reason for my still existence. I didn't want to exist anymore. All I wanted was to kill Michael and disappear after that. Because now they took the only beauty out of my life. And everything felt empty again.
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Something about this angel ~ Part 1
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Pairing: Castiel x Reader
Warnings: mention of blood, argument, kind of hurt/comfort, fluff
Word Count: 1,714
I arrived at the motel soaked in blood. Sam and Dean weren't there yet. They went on a hunting trip by themselve and I helped out Bobby with a vampire nest in South Carolina. It was afternoon and I opened the door of the motel I would stay in. On the door I could hear the TV running inside. I wondered if Sam and Dean had returned yet, but I couldn't find the impala any near the motel.
I opened the motel door and saw the angel Castiel sitting on the couch watching TV. He looked at me for a second before putting his full attention back to the TV.
I never had much for angels. First I didn't believe in them, then when I knew they existed and what they could do I didn't like them. In fact, I hated them. My mom was killed by one when I was 8. I thought it was a demon, but then I found out that it was an angel who burned out her eyes and let her die. She was a good friend of Bobby's. He took care of me since I've lost her. From him I learned everything about hunting and I met the Winchester boys who, from the first moment on, were like the brothers I never had. We went on many hunts and they see me as part of their family, as the sisters they never had or "the sister I never wanted" how Dean would say it.
"Hey," I said to Castiel and put my hunting bag on a chair. Castiel didn't reply. Yeah nice to see you too, I thought to myself. Castiel and I didn't talk a lot. For him I was just the friend of Dean's in the fight between Lucifer and Michael. Then, when he rebelled, we didn't get to know each other. Sam and Dean told me to give him a chance, but it's either me who doesn't want to talk or him. I could never forget what he was. He was an angel. His kind killed my mom, tried to put Michael into Dean to fight Satan and simply didn't care about us humans in general. And even though Castiel rebelled, I couldn't forget who he used to be. He wasn't different than the other angels when we met. A soldier. And I hated him so much.
My hate faded away from time to time but I could never get closer to Castiel. And I think I seem to confuse him. Castiel doesn't know a lot about humanity and people skills. My behaviour seemed to irritate him somehow, because I always caught him staring at me with the confused look of his on his face.
I grabbed a bear from the fridge and sat down on an other chair next to ny hunting bag and drank a deep sip of the cold bear. It was exactly what I needed after that long and exhausting hunt. I grabbed some rest food and ate it along to the bear. I hadn't eaten all day and the food gave me a feeling of joy, something I had in common with Dean.
Out of the corner of my eye I could see Castiel staring at me. He stared at me quite a lot.
"What?" I asked annoyed. What was the angel's problem now?
"Nothing" Castiel said and turned to the TV again.
"Castiel what is your problem?" I said harsh. I had a long, exhausting day and the angel was getting on my nerves.
"I don't understand? I don't have a problem. Well heaven doesn't like me, but I assume this is not what you want to talk about," Castiel said with his deep voice.
"With me... What's your problem with me?"
"Why would you think I have a problem with you?" Castiel asked and I rolled my eyes. I turned back to my food when the angel spoke again. "But from what I've learned about human's you must have a problem with me"
"You're an angel" I simply said as if it was explanation enough.
"Y/n I helped you and the Winchesters. I rebelled against my own kind. You should know I am not like the other angels"
"Yet I'd fry your wings if I could. You were like them before and I don't trust you. You could turn back to them again at any point," I said. Castiel looked back to the TV, clearly mad now, but I didn't think about apologising. I meant it. I don't trust Castiel. That's why I get uncomfortable around him even though something about him was nice... But what was it? Perhaps his confusing about humans that could sometimes form a smile on my face, because it was in some way funny.
When I finished my food I looked down at my clothes who were still soaked in blood. I went to the bathroom to change and to look at my injuries. And it looked bad. From my head was running blood down along my left cheek, my upper arm was cut open and on my belly was the shirt ripped. I looked like I was dead injured, but it was nothing new. I looked like this most of the time and got used to the pain. In the mirror I could see Castiel looking at me. I couldn't figure out if it was him giving me a mad death stare or something else. However, it irritated me so I closed the bathroom door.
I took some bandage out my first aid bag and pulled my shirt off. I pulled the bandage first around my belly where the shirt ripped and then paid attention to my upper arm. I tried to clean the wound with clear water, but the pain when touching the bare flesh from where the one vampire cut me was almost impossible to handle. I moaned in pain as I tried to somehow get the dirt out of the wound. I heard a sound behind me, wings sounds, and turned around to find Castiel standing only a few inches away from me.
"Can't you knock??!" I asked and stepped away from Castiel, covering my upper body with my hands as I stood with only my bra on in the bathroom.
"My apologie" he said.
"Why do you put your arms like this? It doesn't bother me to see you without your shirt on" Castiel pointed at my arms who tried to cover my beasts.
"It does bother me!" I said and put my shirt on again. "and now go out!"
Castiel stepped closer to me and pointed at my head wound.
"I can help you with that one. I heard you are in pain. I can heal you"
"I don't need your help" I pushed Castiel away.
"Y/n please let me help you"
"Why? It's not like you care for me!"
"I do care for you!"
"Oh yeah? Didn't feel like that so far" I said and turned around.
In the mirror I could catched Castiel's eyes again which were begging me to give him permission to heal me. I signed. I turned around and whispered an annoyed "fine".
Castiel stepped closer to me and put his right hand on my left cheek, where the blood from my head wound was dry now. He looked me in the eyes and pulled me a bit closer. His left hand touched my belly. Was that really necessary? I saw Castiel healing Dean before. A simply touch with two of his fingers would be enough. But both his hands were completely on my body. I didn't seem to mind though when I looked in these intense blue eyes of his and I wondered if they always used to be this blue and shining. They looked so beautiful and I got lost staring at them. It was like looking into an ocean.
Castiel's power touched me and his hands started to glow. They felt warm and made the pain fade away. After a few seconds the glowing fade away and he put his hands off me even though I wished for them to hold me a bit longer. Castiel stepped a few inches away and I saw a little smile on his face, looking kinda proud that he helped me.
"isn't that better?" he asked. I looked at him in silence, still hypnotised by these eyes.
"T-thanks" I said and took a deep breath. Something about this smile was made my heart beat faster and the air in the room unreachable for my lungs. I stood in front of Castiel unable to breath or to talk. I couldn't stop admiring those eyes and this smile. I think it was the first time I saw him smile and I hoped I would see it very soon again.
"you're welcome" Castiel said and went to the door of the bathroom. "I will give you some privacy to change now" he was almost out of the room.
"Castiel wait" I said and reached for the angel's hand out of reflex. "I am sorry... For what I've said before"
"I don't blame you y/n. I understand your anger towards my kind for what they've done to your mother"
"But it wasn't your fault. And I know you're different now. You rebelled against your brothers, your family. I shouldn't have been so harsh on you. I was overreacting"
"I forgive you for your outburst of human emotions. But maybe we could try and be nicer to each other from now on... And build trust" Castiel gave me an other smile, a warm and sweet one. I nod my head.
"Yeah I think we can try that" I realised I still held Castiel's hand. I let go of it and he chuckled slightly.
He went out of the bathroom and I changed clothes. Later that day, when we ate dinner, Castiel sat on the couch because he didn't need food. He was staring at me again but this time I didn't mind. My eyes were catching his several times as I couldn't stop them from looking at him. I didn't know what happened, but this afternoon something about that angel made me change the way I look at him. And I seemed to like it...
Here's the second part ⬇️
Something about this angel Part 2
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