#(Don't worry I asked before posting)

[tournament-of-ninjago]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

I FORGOT ABOUT THE POLL OF THE WEEK I'M SO SORRYYYY

thanks @thenindroidtherapist for the poll idea! ninjago has too many seasons so i'll split them into two separate polls. this week's one is from the og (wilfilm) era :)

#i think i've already said this before but don't worry if your poll idea hasn't been done yet i'll get to them eventually!! #if you have poll ideas to share i have a post asking for them (link is in the intro post if you can't find it) #but if you wanna send them in via asks thats fine too >:D #ninjago #tonc #ninjago poll #fandom polls

[s0fti3w1tch]

oooo is td gonna have an IDW situation where it's like Leo's dark Leo split personality by the aftermath? Maye that;d be cool

I'm not going to do that.

I know you have good intentions, but as the host of an OSDD system, I want to tell you that this isn't right.

I have a lot of feelings about IDW's whole Dark Leo situation after the events of City Fall story arc. Though, even regardless of those feelings, there are very few situations where giving a character an evil alter sits right with me (which is to say, I've seen good hypothetical story ideas from other systems, but never one from a notable published work).

In the way you're suggesting, this is not one that sits right.

This is a tired, harmful trope that I do not wish to include in my work.

I am not saying you are a bad person who meant to inflict harm. I simply wish to inform you as someone who has been harmed by the various misconceptions relating to those like us.

#buwan answer #I just wanted to get this ask out of the way before I do anything else #it's a pretty important subject to me #i don't really mention the fact that i'm a host of a system at all #this is one of if not the only post where i feel comfortable enough to mention it #other alters don't come in when using this acc so most if not all posts are me (buwan)— or at the very least im co-fronting so like #don't worry about getting who you're talking to wrong #I was extremely nervous about posting this tbh #but I just needed to say something about this at least #i dont think i should put this under my au tag tbh

[why-is-prethinker-unavailable]

Uhhh, you might wish to see this.

IF ANYONE ASKS, I DIDN’T DO THIS

THIS IS LUDICROUS.

WHO IS CHANGING MY EMPLOYEE PROFILE CHANGE IT BACK AT ONCE

#//OOC:❗/SRS PLEASE LOOK. PLEASE DON'T GRIEF THE OLD WIKI FANDOM SITE !! I KNOW WE USE A NEW SITE NOW BUT LIKE. THIS ISN'T THE COOLEST THING- #i know this image was posted around and stuff before i got to the ask so like! whoever's doing this may not follow this blog but like- #please don't make things Difficult for the moderators or anything who are trying to handle two sites at once!!- #and don't worry how-to-idea-properly this isn't @ you or anything! but like to anyone changing the wikis please 😭 be thoughtful//

[mostfacinorous]

Slightly belated, but please enjoy this pic of bartender boyfriend obliviously pouring the perfect drink order on Halloween.

#Good Omens #Crowley #anthony j crowley #halloween costume #this is my real life #(Don't worry I asked before posting)

[zackmartin]

Z THE CONCEPT OF YOU REBOOTING VALIANT KNIGHT LITERALLY HAS ME FROTHING AT THE MOUTH. it literally never left my head i am always thinking about it at least a little bit. literally recently i came up with a concept for how some of my original characters for my spinoff would fit into valiant knight fnsnskdj and so i technically have like a rewrite/sequel concept that includes zenry and jasper/[redacted] fnsmdnkxnsn which included me rereading the chapters i beta'd for you to remember some details and i was like UGH THIS WAS SO GOOD I MISS IT

LASKDJOSKJVMODKMVLDSKJFSOKJFSLDKFJ HELLO?????????? ARE YOU AWARE THAT I'D LAY DOWN MY LIFE FOR YOU???? CAUSE I SERIOUSLY WOULD LAY DOWN MY LIFE FOR YOU!!!!! BUT AHHHHHHHHHHH

SERIOUSLY THOUGH, THIS IS ONE OF THE HIGHEST COMPLIMENTS I'VE EVER RECEIVED, I'M LEGIT GONNA CRY (affectionate), I'VE BEEN STARING AT THIS ASK FOR LIKE SIX HOURS, LIKE THERE AREN'T ENOUGH WORDS IN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE TO ARTICULATE HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME

but seriously, like I'm not trying to rag on my writing or anything, but I also know like. I'm not writing anything that's gonna be winning awards anytime soon or anything ground-breaking or anything, but that's never been my goal; and I just say all of that to say that the fact that you're still thinking about something of mine years later and it stuck with you so much that you want to put your own characters into it??????? That's literally so wild to me in the best way, I can't get over it. I'm so serious when I say again that this legit one of the best compliments I've ever received. (Also, if you're willing, I'd very much like to hear about this rewrite/sequel of sorts)

You have me legit thinking about it now. Like I told Pearl in the replies, I feel like my writing is leagues better (i reread stuff from that time period and just cringe now; but to be fair to my past self, she was a novice who was coming back to writing after a 10+ year break so it stands to reason) so I feel like I could do a lot more with it. There's soooo much of that world I want to flesh out that I wasn't skilled enough to do when I first started it. lsakdjf idk man, I might actually do it

#asks #casey tag #i've been wanting to write something fantasy related for SO LONG. I tried to do it with zenry but I could never work it out :/ #honestly if you wanna find a way to collab on it I'm 10000% down with that (no pressure ofc) #but I legit feel like the VK is just as much yours as it is mine #like I know I've told you before but you seriously spoiled me when it comes to beta readers #you provided me with such valuable notes and insight that the VK wouldn't have been even *half* of what it is without you #if I do decide to reboot it though. l I decided a long time ago that I'm not posting anymore fics until I have the majority of them done #hence why there hasn't been anything new from me in four years alskdjf #but I just don't want to run into the same problem I did originally with the VK #and now with DoD #where I start it. get stuck or don't have the drive to finish it. and then it gets abandoned #so at least we won't have to worry about me posting 3 chapters and then either not finishing it or going 'fuck it I'm starting over' aslkdj #sorry if this is messy it's late and my brain is fried

[nompunhere]

do you have any bug game stories that are more romantic than platonic? (not sexual ofc) safe noms with lovey-dovey nonsense is peak fiction for me

hmmmmge, in terms of ones I've already written, I've got like 2 or 3:

Where Ash Drifts Like Snow - C/rimson N/ails (so M/arkoth/X/ero), pre-relationship, they're both crushing hard, definitely fluff

Tender Moments - Q/uirrell/emm (or L/emmq/uirrel, whichever we call it), the definition of lovey-dovey nonsense, there's hardly any plot to it it's just 2.6k words of fluff

Bug Bites 3 - Chipped, the first ficlet there, has some fluffy Q/uirrell/emm again, and the one after that, Stealth Nap, has that pairing + T/iso, but any romance is maybe just sorta implied? A little?

Oh and there's This 2-part Thing - Not bug game, but notable in that the couple there is technically a romantic pairing, lot of angst with a touch of hurt/comfort at the end. if it helps I was picturing it with X/ero as the pred and M/arkoth as the prey while writing it lmao

aaaaaand because of my usual bs, here's a couple tidbits of stuff I have in the idea doc and outlines of unwritten fics that happen to involve romance below the cut (so many pheckin images)

gonna start off with the complete outlines, for which I have three that basically set up Quirreloro and that's about it for romance:

Interlude. not vore, but vore gets referenced at the end.

Storytime. Oro is enlisted to share an anecdote from his and Quirrel's shared history. Can't remember if it's pre-relationship or established.

Research Project. Let's just say you're bound to figure out where you stand with someone when you're that close for that long ;)

next up, future Bug Bites:

Tisoquirrel fluff (and Ghost is also there). Shenanigans ensue.

Crimson Nails. Those two are still crushing super hard on each other but may or may not get slightly less useless about it.

Tisoquirreloro. Or Tisoquirrel at least, Oro isn't too involved yet. More shenanigans ensue.

...Ogrisma? I don't know how people tend to write out the ship name but yeh. Fluffy fluff. Finally, a semi-functional couple

Crimson Nails again. They may or may not be aware of how useless they are and may or may not work towards fixing that.

Clothmyla. Seriously I don't know what the ship names are for a lot of these. Anyway, uhhh. Attempt at lessbeans. Gotta start somewhere!

Aaaaand finally, an Assortment of Other Ideas. hh.

Crimson Nails, Xero moves into with his boyfriend. Hurt/comfort.

Cold Night 2, electric boogaloo, and this time it's Tisoquirreloro. Many much cuddols.

Oh wait I guess that's about it for the romance fic ideas without going into things that are more plot than noms/fluff. and I've already gotten way ahead of myself anyway, so. e ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ enjoy the patches of content ! probably gonna ramble in the tags again

#ask #hk vore #extreme cuddling #talking about my WIPs #yeah a lot more of my stuff is platonic ig #I know I've talked about some of these ideas before #gog I have so many more ideas and outlines than I do completed fics #maybe I keep talking about them all the time because I'm worried they'll never get written #my standards for a completed fic are getting too high merhaps #if I ever lose my passion for the fandom I guess I'll just post everything as-is? but here's hoping we've got a long while before that #don't worry I'm still actively working on hk stuff. it's just going kinda slow is all #(also I have a b/ug f/ables outline where I kinda imagine K/abbu to be crushing a lil but it's not directly stated and it's barely implied #so I figure it isn't too relevant here) #nph rambles

[lit-in-thy-heart]

people leaving not glowing reviews in ao3 bookmarks my unbeloved

#went onto one of my fics to familiarise myself with interactions before continuing to tackle a planned sequel #saw someone else had bookmarked it and went :DD and got even more excited to see it had been bookmarked with a comment #buut the comment was just like 'i mean it was alright' which isn't shattering criticism but it's like #i spent 2 weeks writing and editing and tying myself in knots and worrying about the depiction of characters in that fic #it's one that i'm actually quite proud of and am putting a lot of effort into the follow-up and trying to maintain the same tone #why would someone bother to bookmark it if it just felt average -- moreover why bother to say that? #i've seen worse ones #like i understand that you're not going to like every single fic in existence but unless people ask for feedback #you don't need to leave your critical review in a comment that the author can see #and i know how i've worded it may sound conceited #but some i've seen very much carry the same vibe as being invited in to someone's house and dumping spaghetti bolognese on their carpet #like if you're not a fan either don't accept the invitation or politely leave instead of posting a pic on social media #with a caption of how much of a state the house was #it just baffles me why someone would bookmark something they didn't thoroughly enjoy #anyway #shoutout to the fantastic people who leave lovely comments on fics and in bookmarks and put a smile on fic writers' faces you're all swell #even just a !!!!!! makes my day <3 #personal #lit talks

[asjjohnson]

Part 6 of my poll adventure fic. Links: the beginning, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5.

It's mid-day Wednesday (at least for my time), which means a new part of my poll adventure fic, because I've been here for over a year and still don't know how to use this site effectively. :D (Oh wait, here, I made a poll about tumblr timing.)

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Valerie walked toward Vlad through the rubble, hugging a hissing and clawing Maddie against her armor. "Found him," she said proudly, smiling up at Vlad. "Is there anything else I can do for you?"

"Actually, there is. There's a malevolent ghost loose in Amity Park, posing a serious risk to my health, as well as to the city. I need him contained and brought to me."

Oh, cheese sticks with marinara dipping sauce! He had meant to do the responsible thing here—not ask a fourteen-year-old child who couldn't even hold a cat properly to risk her life in his stead.

...He really had become too accustomed to avoiding anything unpleasant.

"Sure thing, Mayor Masters!"

Maddie squirmed out of Valerie's hold with an angry yowl and ran off.

Well, he could still work with Valerie. ...If he truly wanted to. He was unlikely to succeed on his own, anyhow, if this older version of Daniel actually was as powerful as he'd heard.

But did he truly want to be a part of this endeavor? He was already dreading it, with only the thought.

He recalled what the older Daniel had said—that he let his emotions hold too much sway, and that in turn caused his plans to fail.

Which had been exactly the case when he'd felt some level of compassion for that ghost.

Thinking purely objectively, Vlad could still use the ghost if he could get him back under his control. And if Vlad were to have some part in the ghost's capture—in saving Amity Park—it would boost his ratings. He did need to keep his position as mayor of Amity Park for his contingency plans.

"Valerie, dear. Why don't we work together? I'm sure it's just misplaced guilt, but I can't help but feel somehow responsible for this situation. Ridiculous, I know. However, working with you on his capture would ease my poor conscience."

"Oh... uh, you've never suggested this before," Valerie said uncertainly, shifting her weight from one foot to the other, as though she was trying to think of some way that poor old 'Mayor Masters' could work with her. "But if that's what you want."

'Cheerleader' isn't, ah, a literal cheerleader. (Don't make me dress him up in a skirt.) It just means... like, advertising and cheering her on. More of a cheer-leader (...which is probably an even more literal meaning actually).

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"Alert me when there's an update" list:

@charlietheepic7, @chrysanthemum9484, @mymadmedleyw, @dp-marvel94, @aikoiya, @whydouwantmyname, @cinturon-cadena, @freakofyournature, @satanicrutialspecialist, @danphantom80

(if you want on the list, specifically ask to be alerted for updates in a tag or comment. Ask again if I forget! If I can't tag you, I'll send a Message.)

#danny phantom #vlad plasmius #valerie gray #poll fic #poll adventure #asj post #asj writing #Don't worry Maddie's fine. She(?) is just startled from the collapse and doesn't like strangers much. #We know Valerie's not a dog person but who said she was a cat person either? #Vlad will probably run into Danny in the next part. #(...you guys voting for Vlad to ask two young children to help him catch a very dangerous ghost.) #actually I probably should've thought to add an 'everyone he can' option. In Reign Storm against Pariah Dark he'd talked to several people #Hmm... if this works out good enough to later post on AO3 I'll need to remember to add that option. #(I'm afraid the plot is deteriorating though.) #(And I can't figure out how to End a path. This could go on forever. ...Especially if you guys keep shifting the plot.) #It's kind of fun though. You guys sometimes come up with such weird ideas. #...I'm not sure how long s post can be before I should add a Keep Reading/Read More break.

[pyxscythe]

I think instead of blocking ccs even though I absolutely could I'll just stick it in my pinned that I don't like my blog scrolled through because Tumblr automatically throws you to the top of a blog now anyway

#It's the fact that I know some of them scroll through blogs because they've said they do #And like /nm but that gives me anxiety :') It has before #I don't post anything bad?????? But like #Tumblr is my place where I don't have the ccs breathing down my neck unlike Twitter where a lot of them are also following me #I like to post without them seeing sometimes there is nothing deeper to it really #But I like being able to interact with other people through it sometimes too like with all these asks so it gets lame just rambling on+ #my priv for some stuff which I do sometimes but like uuuugh cant reach anyone with that !!! #Yknow #Anyways #I don't rly have to worry a lot abt this im just rambling #《👾》

[unopenablebox]

i somehow forgot that all knitting photos posted on here get abundantly reblogged by randos and now people are in my replies condescendingly explaining that picot bind offs aren’t too hard actually

they only mean well by this and i hope they never see me complaining about them and if they do they shouldn't internalize anything about it. but it really irritates me anyway

#if i was sincerely concerned about it i would not post in the next sentence that i am not worried about it and confident in my ability #to learn new knitting techniques as needed. #i admit that this is just me being dickish to well intentioned people. but i really hate it when someone is like 'you've got this!!!' #to a STRANGER on a random post that is not specifically asking for emotional reassurance and is instead just. about something #like oh? you're so much better at knitting than me that you're qualified to start contentlessly life coaching me about it? #you can tell that because you read one sentence of my tags? #this doesn't apply to literally any of you btw because first of all you've been around enough to have actual context on any given post #making any reassurance you provide into something that is not just a smug assumption that you're in a position of expertise relative to me #but an actual like. social interaction #and second of all because none of you do this. if you cheerlead me it's on posts where that makes any sense to do and i might want it #and if you provide advice it. is advice. and has content. and again. is usually more solicited and always isn't from strangers. #this is purely how i feel about it when someone who i don't know and has never seen me before acts like i obviously need reassurance #that it is possible to learn to do a bind-off. i self-teach new knitting techniques constantly! leave me alone!!!!

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

Out of the grandmansters/egg bosses in the Archie comics, which one was your favorite?? It can be either from pre reboot or post reboot!

Hehehe unfortunately for you, anon, my fav becomes a grandmaster before the super genesis wave and therefore is my immediate first choice without contest

*Bangs fist on table* I love her so much

#sonic the hedgehog #archie sonic comics #lien da the echidna #anon interview #I'm too lazy to look up where that screenshot I have came from but I think it's during the endangered species arc before the worlds #collide special #Thanks for the ask anon!! I always love an excuse to shove a fav in people's faces🥺💖 #Honestly what I enjoyed about the grandmasters was how they were always playing this tenuous game with Eggman #And how a lot of them joined thinking they'd obtain power‚ only to have to worry about Eggman sacking them if they disappointed #I think Dimitri was probably my second favorite grandmaster just because his character was so much more interesting to me during this period #(from joining Eggman with the legion through to being found in a crate in one of Eggman's bases) #And while I don't have any specific favorites‚ I really enjoyed the complexity with the post sgw eggbosses #A lot of them joined Eggman to save their people or people they care about‚ or to have a better shot at keeping their people safer than they #would fighting against eggman #One of them just really likes him #Some of them joined because of cultural values (in this case #'the leader is the strongest' type of mentality) #And sure some still did it because of power‚ but post sgw makes it harder to ignore (as the story did just before the sgw) exactly what #conditions would drive people to join a conquering dictator‚ even if they hated him #That being said I don't really have a favorite Egg Boss #I guess I'll say maybe Clove or Axel #i just be ramblin #If you have any other questions about my favorite anything or my thoughts on characters or anything like that‚ feel free to shoot me #another ask!!🥰

[wherestoriescomefrom]

absolutely floored me. this show has driven me insane

#miraculous ladybug #is there a difference between marichat and adrienette asks my mutual innocently #Not knowing the years of discourse ten layers of irony and pure unfiltered adrenaline MLB fans are running on #hello void this is ridiculosity #Don't worry I asked them for permission before posting a screenie

[missrosegold]

Not one of my best friends making incredibly shit life choices, asking for my advice, and then completely disregarding what I say.

Oh, and these aren't about small things either - these are BIG. Like, we're talking life altering decision's, ones that you can't necessarily come back from.

I think she still expects that I'm going to support her in what she's doing, when in truth, I am not. At the risk of sounding heartless, we've been down this road before not too long ago unfortunately, and I just can't do it again. My mental health barely survived the last time, and I gave up a year of my life (and all of my hobbies, writing included) to help her with what she was going through the best I could, and I cannot do it again.

Am I angry? Of course I am, I won't deny it. The fact that she's willing put herself into a very similar predicament to the one that we went though together, again, pisses me off to no end, and I've been in a pretty horrendous mood for the last 3 days beacuse of it. I am more angry at the fact that I know she can do better, be better, but just isn't doing it. I want the best for her, honestly at my core, I do, but it seems like we have two completely different versions of what that is.

Regardless though, I will not be any part of what she's doing. If I am to keep any semblance of my sanity, I just can't, and it kinda breaks my heart.

Now the hardest part: breaking it to her in a way that I won't loose her as a friend, but make where I stand on the matter incredibly clear. I am not looking forward to this conversation, they never go the way I want them to.

I'm just so tired of trying to help with messes that I know aren't mine, but keep getting brought into.

Sorry for the rant.

#vent post #rose rants #i'm probably going to delete this later but i needed to get it off my chest #please don't ask me for context #it's just incredibly long and messy and i don't want to get into it #i also don't want her private life plastered on here #but trust me when i say it's messy #she's not in any danger before anyone asks #her health is also fine don't worry #she just makes incredibly poor life choices #i am very frustrated

[tvrningout]

i got the urge to lore dump now, especially after what i brainstormed last night, but i'm just... where do i start

#i haven't spoken about the spirit realm in dorverold yet and i feel like i need to kinda talk about that first before i get into #sunna's brother BUT then again maybe i can start with him and then get into specifics about the spirit realm and endir's castle #and how the afterlife functions and all that #my brain is kinda jumping around from thing to thing bc i'm getting sleepy and i'm having a hard time deciding on stuff #thinking about my lore is exciting but then i deflate at the thought of trying to decide where to start and how long the post might get #i don't mind long posts but i do worry about like?? organizing my thoughts rn #and the dash is slow which is kinda good bc that means less distraction but that also means i can't ask y'all where to focus :' ) #maybe i'll just bury myself in drafts for the moment and see if i perk up after my coffee uvu #get ready to ramble | ooc

[mrs-kelly]

Selfshippers need to kinda be careful using the term soulbonding because it's a term that has roots in the plurality/multiplicity spaces.

https://multiplicity.fandom.com/wiki/Soulbond_System

Just wanted to warn you because you're a lovely mutual and I don't want you stumbling into syscourse accidentally!

Thank you for the resource! I appreciate you looking out for me.

If I'm being honest, I agree that it could be dangerous for people to use the term lightly. It's why I've been holding back from using it myself, and I wanted to do more research before I decided to say anything about it at all. I don't feel comfortable sharing what leads me to believe that I can identify with that term or any of the culture around it yet, but I feel safe in saying that it's one that makes sense for me.

The link you sent me is actually one that I've read through before, and I encourage anyone else to read through it as well. @jamesfiance also made a post with a few resources that I thought were helpful.

I have to say that I personally can't tell anyone what their experience is, or what counts as "real soulbonding," but I ask that if anyone suspects they might be experiencing it, or if they see the term and think that it sounds cool, please do your research. It is a serious experience and a lifestyle that many people live every day with. It's like a belief system.

The plurality aspect of it is hard for me to touch on without being too personal, but I don't really find myself interacting in those communities much. I have mutuals who are plural, and if they have opinions, I'd be happy to hear about them.

I'm not the best at articulating these kinds of things, which is why I'm not someone who comments on things like this often, so I want to make it clear that I'm not claiming to be an authority on any of these things, and I can only speak for my experiences and how I believe they fit into this term and the culture around it as I've researched it. That being said, I want to reiterate that selfshippers should do their research before identifying with it. Because the experience is more than having a deep connection with an f/o, but it's hard for me to explain in a cogent and concise way.

#man ajfhklds i'm trying hard to make it clear that i am not taking any of this lightly #im just all shaky bc this is rly important to me. and i want to be able to talk about my experiences with it #and im aware that i have a not-insignificant amount of people who'll see what I post about this and i want to represent- #my thoughts and feelings correctly #i admit that i don't know much about s.yscourse or what that looks like in detail; i don't look at d.iscourse in general #but if anyone reads this and does get hurt by anything ive said or feels annoyed bc im not understanding #pls know that you can talk openly with me about it. im not a person who's fixed in these things #im always learning and trying my best to be a person who does the least harm possible #on the flipside; if im taking this way seriously and its not a big deal then i apologize #like i said; this is very important to me. ive never met people who experience this before #and i thought for a long time that i was alone in it and weird #im trying my best to share my experiences at a pace that feels comfortable for me #while still assuring people who may worry that im an interloper using the term lightly that that is not the case #thanks again anon for looking out for me <3 i appreciate the heads up #ren speaks #ask to tag #it might be good for me to come up with a tag about this kind of thing too but. i wanna brainstorm a bit

[mattodore]

hi! would it be ok to ask for a link to matthias' pinterest board? thank you

ackk..... my ocs board is private atm bc there are some ocs in there that are still wips... but i can give you a peak at matthias's board for sure. et voilà <3

#river dipping #asks #anonymous #matthias evanoff #matthias core #echthroi #YES my oc board has like twenty-three subsections and over three thousand pins YES it's still a wip #i unprivate it sometimes!! but i have a good amount of followers on pinterest bc i've been there for yearssss #so i don't unprivate it often bc i'm pretty sure that floods all of their homepages with all the pins from the board??? #since like... i reupload almost every pin in the character sections so that i don't have to worry about the op deleting them #plus i also hate the way captions and comments look on pins so when i post them myself i don't have to worry abt 'em #this used to not be a problem before but a few years ago pinterest suddenly decided to make titles and captions always visible #it's ugly fr sdfhnkjkjd now i'll look back at old boards of mine like my old tlou board right #and there'll be a pin in there of just like. a broken down bus and some overgrown grass... and then the caption is something like #''steve x tony'' in aesthetic font like ???? go AWAY. pinterest have made so many changes over the years that have annoyed tf out of me #and yet............... i'm still on there making boards #the man you see reoccurring in matthias's board is jeremy dufour btw... he's the closest faceclaim i've ever been able to find #i've thought abt editing matthias to look more similar to him before... but i'm kind of attached to matthias's current look idk #and i could never part with matthias's little evil villain eyebrows #i wish i could find a faceclaim for theo but it's literally impossible like trust me i've looked