#(CRIES BECAUSE SOMI)

[haesunflower]

petty fights with zb1

genre: slight angst only for hyung line, most are lighthearted

pairing: reader (gn) x all members of zerobaseone

about/tags: what i think reader x zb1 would fight about

warning some have triggers (implied cheating, jealousy and injury), these are mostly lighthearted, not all are established relationship, bullet point reactions, all lowercase is intentional, not proofread, i should have just made this normal and not bullet, I'm lazy

⠀⠀ kim jiwoong ⠀⠀

you always thought you were secure in your relationship

a lot of people swooned over jiwoong but he's been good at reassuring you that you're the only person for him

but lately, he's been busy filming another drama with seobin

and they spend all their free time together, doing lives and filming vlogs for seobin's channel

while some of it is for pr, you know they're really good friends either way

he's a hell of a good actor, you think

because watching his chemistry with seobin, you start to think he's cheating on you

you hope he isn't, but when he comes home one day looking extremely exhausted and as if he just cried – you prayed that you would be wrong

jiwoong kneels in front of you, and has trouble looking you in the eyes

he keeps stuttering, and then just cries

⠀⠀ zhang hao ⠀⠀

when you first started dating, one of the things you worried about was how well hao would get along with your group of friends

they were kinda, well, loud and too much

and you know hao is quite introverted – it's one of the things you love about him. he's calm. you're crazy. that kinda thing.

when you're all together he's usually mostly silent but he engages in conversation. you had assumed that when you all mingle and have your own conversations he holds up on his own.

to your surpise, your best friend let you know that he hasn't made an effort to get to know her even after all these months

that made you mad

the air in the car ride home felt weird. you were at a stoplight when you accusingly said

"do you hate my friends?"

hao just looks at you, and begins to open his mouth but is distracted by the sudden green light

without giving him a chance to think, "hao i've made an effort to be good friends with your members"

hao thinks you're being unfair, because even his partner doesn't understand what it's like to be an introvert

but to some degree you're right, he doesn't try hard enough

unsure of what to say, he nods and continues to drive

you loudly sigh and direct your body towards your window. you know this will have to be a conversation for tomorrow.

⠀⠀ sung hanbin ⠀⠀

hanbin was taking longer than usual again today

you always meet up at the exit of building b of the university when you're both done with your classes, so you could go on a quick cafe date before the sun sets

it's been 30 minutes since he texted "on my way!"

fed up, you head over to his classroom to find him lending his notes to a girl. usually this isn't a problem, but it's who he's lending it to that irks you.

"baby, can we go?"

"oh hi y/n, yeah hold on somi's just finishing up with my notes"

thing is, somi likes your boyfriend, and your boyfriend doesn't see that.

you head over to their table and pick up hanbin's notebook, somi looks shocked she was disrupted

"i'll send you photos of the other pages when we get home"

you shove his notebook in your book bag and start walking away, not giving her an opportunity to respond

when hanbin catches up to your pace he reaches for your hand only for you to swat it away

"stop being so nice to everyone hanbin, they get the wrong idea"

hanbin wanted to defend himself, but he deprioritized that train of thought as he realized you are 100% the jealous type

⠀⠀ seok matthew ⠀⠀

matthew's main descriptor is that he's cute, because he is

but you didn't know that being called cute bothered your boyfriend

"am i not handsome to you?"

"babe, where is this coming from?"

he flashes his phone screen, your recent photoset post from your finsta on display. it featured various pictures of both of you from your dates the week before

the caption he pointed to: "i have the cutest boyfriend in the whole world"

so you deadass thought he was joking

but he really wasn't, he looked real serious -_-

you set the phone down and hugged him, placing your head on his chest

"of course i also think you're the hottest man on the planet"

"much better", matthew finally smiles and you both laugh as he tickles you in revenge

later that night, you posted a few of his gym thirst traps with the caption "my boyfriend is so handsome he should choke me"

his older sister commented: gross. block me next time.

⠀⠀ kim taerae ⠀⠀

so the "fight" started when he texted you that morning with

"y/n look at this, the fans are saying i dress terribly"

"....well"

"well?! well what??"

you ended up not replying because you didn't know how to word it

you loved taerae but those red sweats needed to go

so when you got another text that said "are you really not going to respond to me"

you hit him with a "let's just go shopping today"

even though you hated couple items, it was the only way for taerae to buy the items you wanted for him

he secretly bought a pair of red sweats for you

in the end, he beats the fashion taeraerist allegations (thanks to you)

⠀⠀ ricky ⠀⠀

ever since you started dating, you couldn't recall a time when you were able to pay for your dates

he beats you to it every time...and you feel terrible about it.

ricky extensively spoiled you, and all you wanted was to be given an opportunity to do the same for him

one day you asked him if you could pay for lunch this time around

"no. never. don't worry about stuff like that"

"let me do it just once, please?"

you didn't get your way, and you both walked out of the restaurant slightly annoyed

in fact, you refused to go on any date with him from that point unless you could pay for it

he deadass couldn't get you to come with him on any plan he made for a whole month.

eventually, he showed up at your place and said "fine. for every ten dates you can pay for one"

he wasn't happy with it but at least you were

⠀⠀ kim gyuvin ⠀⠀

gyuvin was the clumsiest person you know

so when he knocked over the vase and cut his hand in an attempt to clean it up, you couldn't help but scream at him in worry for his safety

"gyuvin what are you doing? you shouldn't have touched that!"

you quickly found the first aid kit that his mom kept underneath the bathroom sink

gyuvin had his head down as he applied pressure to the cut

he watched as you worked your way through the supplies

as you gently tended to his wound he tried not to make any sound

"sorry i yelled earlier. i just wish you were more careful. i don't like it when you get hurt"

he looked up to meet your eyes, you were tearing up

it was sorta clouding your vision, so you had to stop what you were doing

"i know y/n, i'm sorry. i'm working on it"

he leaned his head against yours

⠀⠀ park gunwook ⠀⠀

you're both in debate. and you strongly dislike going up against him because 98% of the time you lose.

he likes to win and then gloat about it later

"how's it like to lose for the 3rd time in a row?" (jokingly, you think)

(because you have an inclination that he might have a massive crush on you) (you are correct)

academic rivals to lovers, if you will

when you finally started dating he stopped gloating at least

that doesn't mean he goes easy on you, he tries to give his one hundred percent because so do you

sometimes mid debate he'd catch himself staring at you and get a little distracted

your losing rate has since decreased to about 70% now (thank you puppy gunwook!)

⠀⠀ han yujin ⠀⠀

yujin had issues with sharing way before you started liking each other

maybe it's because he has younger siblings and basically had to share everything with them all his life

so when he shows up to school with a fully packed lunch and extra snacks, and you dare to come up to ask for the pack of pretzels he had, he was hesitant

you did this every monday without fail and he started to get fed up with it

"get your own food will you?"

"i would but it tastes better when it comes from you" you say as you plop down next to him at the courtyard

boy was gobsmacked. from that moment on he was kinda smitten.

i don't know how either that's just how his brain works

from then on, he only shared his snacks with you

except for that one time yena from the upper year said "oh that looks good, can i have some yujinie?" and he gave the whole bag to her.

yeah you guessed it, your pretzel bag.

you were furious

he didn't understand why until you made a snide remark at the end of the day - something along the lines of "yeah you're only nice to older girls"

he bought the giant xl version of the pretzels to school the next day as a sorry

A/N: my friend alexis helped me out with the ideas per member. personally tried to be angsty but most ended up being lighthearted lol. requests are open and you can claim anons too if you'd like hehe

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[scalingsvt8thusiast]

Skin-Deep chapter 12

summary: The one where you fall for Seungcheol amongst all the protests and insecurities. The one where you don't know that he's fallen for you too.

a/n: Enjoy! :)

Ensconced in a velvet armchair, you sat surrounded by your friends who were howling with laughter. 

“They said what?” Yunjin said in between tears, clutching her stomach from the pain of laughing too hard. 

“I cannot FATHOM anyone saying that to you,” Shuhua cried, wiping the tears from her eyes, trying her best not to smudge her mascara. 

“God, what is up with her ceiling?” Somi laughed, imagining a bunch of naked people on the ceiling, “New money people, I can never understand.”

“Talk about bad taste, who the fuck puts stained glass in their dining room?” Jihyo added, sipping on her tea.

You had just finished relaying the drama from the past month to your friends whilst jewellery shopping at your favourite store. The five of you sat facing one another with a bucket load of jewellery spread out on a coffee table in the middle. The shop assistants constantly bringing out all of their best jewellery for each of you to inspect. 

“You should have slapped her!” Shuhua commented, mimicking a slapping motion in the air. “I know I would have! Insulting my bestie like that.”

Shuhua was your most outspoken friend. Her father was renowned as the Grocery King of Taiwan, owning almost all of the supermarkets and groceries store in the country. She always made sure to send out boxes of the best fruits and vegetables to her best friends. Their mothers appreciating the present more than any of their daughters. 

“And his father! ‘You need a right girl by your side’.” Jihyo mimicked, “Go back to the 70s, old man! No one wants you here!” 

Jihyo, who was extremely appaled by backwards thinking, was the daughter of the Gold Kingdom. Her family held monopoly over the trade of gold globally. Jihyo was regularly decked out in gold, but she didn’t mind shopping for other sorts of jewellery. 

“How does your son’s choice of girlfriend affect your company’s survivability?” Somi said, rolling her eyes, “does he know nothing about business?”

Somi, your ever business savvy friend, had just returned from completing her MBA. This was to prepare her to inherit her mother’s massive cosmetics empire. In fact all the makeup on your face right now was a gift from Somi.  

“I literally just looked up their company while you were talking. They’re worth what? 20 bil?” Yunjin turned her phone to show you a report. “And they’re so bloody arrogant!”

Yunjin, who was more interested in people’s net worths, hailed from a family who ran the world's most successful banking co-operation. This grants her access to all the secretive reports of various companies and high net worth individuals around the world. 

Where Seungcheol had Joshua and Jeonghan, you had Shuhua, Jihyo, Somi and Yunjin. 

The five of you had been friends since you were children, your parents all knew each other so naturally you grew up together. Majority of your youth was spent flying all over the world for shopping trips and holidays together. The only reason you separated was because you wanted to experience life without your parent’s money for once. You’d regularly keep up with them while you were at uni but it wasn’t the same as seeing them face to face. You missed the support your girlfriends gave you after being surrounded by boys for months.

“Guys, it’s honestly fine.” You said, holding your hand up to the light, inspecting the massive diamond around your finger. “I’ve left and I’m not looking back. That part of my life is over.” 

“Which part of your life is over?” A voice sounded from behind you.

“Vernon!” Your friends chorused. 

Your brother, waltzed up to the table. Giving each one of your friends a wave.

“Oh, you’re here early.” You said, placing the ring back on the table. Large stones attracted unwanted attention, not your taste.  

“Yea, we should probably leave now, you know how mom and dad get when we’re late.” Vernon said, motioning to the door. 

You sent your friend’s an apologetic smile, “Sorry guys, let’s continue another day?” 

A wave of goodbyes came from your friends as you and your brother left the shop, his Mclaren Senna parked at the main doors. 

Once you were comfortably seated in the car, you began running through your activities for the night. 

“After dinner, are we going over to Gyu’s place?” You said, your freshly manicured nails tapping against your phone. 

“Yea, it’s just going to be the few of us I think.” Vernon answered, driving carefully around a crowd who was snapping photos of his car. 

“How long do you think dinner with mom and dad will be?” You questioned, still replying to messages on your phone. 

“Probably like 2 hours tops? We might be a lil’ late to Gyu’s place.” Vernon replied, “Gosh, sis, your nails are giving me a headache.”

You turn to your brother with an evil grin. You reached your hand out and grabbed his arm, digging your nails into his skin. 

Vernon yelped. “HEY! I’m driving!” 

“That’s what you get for being annoying,” You say with a smirk before continuing to tap on your phone. 

Vernon’s eye twitched the entire ride home.

You hopped out of the car and skipped up the steps of the front porch. Vernon trailing behind you with hands in his pockets. 

“Young sir, young madam.” The maid had come out to greet the two of you, bowing as you passed her. “Dinner is ready.” 

“Thanks!” You called out over your shoulder and made your way to the dining room. 

This bungalow was your parent’s most recent acquisition. It had gone on the market quite recently, some Duke who had fallen from grace was looking to make a pretty penny so he sold it to your mom. She had been eyeing the property for awhile now, claiming that she thought about you immediately when she saw the massive walk-in closet in the main bedroom. It was added to the list of properties you were set to inherit when you were older. 

In the dining room, your parents sat next to each other at a sensibly sized round table.

“Hi mommy,” You say as you gave her a side hug. Your mother gave you a kiss on your cheek before continuing to read her magazine. 

“Hi daddy,” Doing the same to your father who was immersed in his newspaper. 

“Mom, dad.” Vernon greeted with a nod. 

“Oh finally the two of you are back, we’ve been waiting forever.” Your mother said, putting away her magazine as she peered at her children from the top of her reading glasses.

“Your mom’s just hangry.” Your dad flashed you a mischievous smile, ignoring his wife’s warning glare.

The maid entered with a trolley of food, proceeding to lay it out on the lazy susan. You much prefer these sort of meals than all those pretentious fine dining restaurants. Food was meant to be simple and identifiable, some people clearly did not understand that. 

Dinner was filled with idle chatter, you father was talking about the new venture he was thinking of in Thailand while your mom updated her children on the coming events they had to attend. 

“Aunty and Uncle Yoon are coming to town to visit.” Your mother announced. “I expect both of you to make yourselves available.”

“Sure mom,” you and Vernon chorused.

“I think they’re bringing their son eh?” Your dad said in between mouthfuls of rice. “Maybe you two could show him around.” 

And that is how you found yourself face to face with the one and only Yoon Jeonghan.  

“Y/N my dear!” Mrs Yoon gushed, holding your hands, “Every time we see you, you get prettier and prettier!” 

“This is Jeonghan, my son. I don’t think the three of you have met.” Mr Yoon said, gesturing to Jeonghan who was currently giving you a shit-eating grin. 

“Y/n!” Jeonghan cried, giving you a hug.

“Hannie!” You quickly returned his hug, you weren’t expecting to see Jeonghan at all. “This is my brother, Vernon.”

Vernon politely shook Jeonghan’s hand, exchanging quick greetings.

“Oh? Have you met y/n?” Mrs Yoon asked her son.

“Yes, we met at uni.” Jeonghan said, giving his mom a reassuring smile.  

“Ok, we’ll leave you kids alone now!” Your mom said, giving your arm a squeeze.

“Unless you guys want to sit through a meeting with us?” Your dad offered.

The three of your faces contorted into a look of disgust. 

“I think we’ll pass.” Vernon said, scrunching up his face.

Jeonghan waited until his parents disappeared from the room before giving you an excited look. 

“So this is where you were the whole time!” He chirped. “I thought you had been kidnapped when you fell off the face of the earth like that.”

Vernon narrowed his eyes at Jeonghan, “Is this the guy you were telling me about?” 

You shook your head, “No, this is his friend.”

“Ah,” Vernon crossed his arms, giving Jeonghan a disapproving look. “Guilty by association.”

Jeonghan chuckled nervously, “I promise I’m harmless.”

Vernon continued to eye the older man suspiciously. 

“I’m sorry for disappearing like that, Hannie.” You sighed. “Trust me if I had it my way I would have said good bye first.”

“Hey, it’s fine.” Jeonghan waved a hand, dismissing your apology. “If that happened to me, I would leave too.”

“Did you guys hear about what happened?” You asked, wondering if Seungcheol was the type to gossip.

“Not in the way you’re thinking.” Jeonghan quickly replied, as if reading your mind. "Shua had to pay some people to find out.” 

“Oh,” You paused, “Why didn’t you just ask Seungcheol?”

“I-,” Jeonghan paused, glancing wearily in the direction of your parents. “Let’s not talk about it here. There’s a lot I need to update you on.”

The three of you found yourselves having tea at the Mariott. You had called up Mingyu beforehand, who insisted on coming as well, to secure a table.

“Mingyu’s on his way?” Jeonghan said, excited that he finally got to see his friends in their natural habitat. 

“Yup, there he is now.” Your eyes darted to your best friend who jogged into the restaurant. 

“Have you started?” Mingyu said breathlessly, “Tell me you guys haven’t started.”

“No, bro, sit down.” Vernon gestured to the chair before making a face. “You’re sweaty as fuck.”

“Gym.” Mingyu replied still clad in gym clothes, he wiped the sweat off his forehead before sitting down. 

“Alright, now that we’re all here,” Jeonghan began, leaning forward, “you should know, Cheol hasn’t been himself these days.”

He recounted all the events that happened, starting from the day you and Seungcheol broke up and all the way to them confronting him at his apartment.

You didn’t know how to feel. Part of you was happy that Seungcheol was just as upset as you, part of you was sad because you knew things between you and him would never go back to normal. Was he considering getting back together with you? Did you want to get back together with him? 

“It’s great he’s suffering and all. But that doesn’t give him the right to be an asshole.” Mingyu voiced out. His eyed the table of sweets in front of him as if he was strategising for war.

“Why didn’t he talk to y/n first before disappearing and breaking up with her?” Mingyu continued with a look of contempt.

“Because he’s an idiot.” Jeonghan replied, in between mouthfuls of pastries. “Not an excuse, I know.” 

“I think you two should have a proper conversation,” Vernon sipped on his tea. 

“Well obviously not you,” He gestured to his sister, “I mean like he should have a conversation with you.” 

“Yeah, well.” You shrugged, “I want to talk to him, but he’s clearly intent on keeping me out of his life so-” 

“When we told him about well, you.” Jeonghan gestured to you and his surroundings, “He looked really relieved.”

You placed a Madeleine into your mouth and looked out the window, lost in thought. In the background you could hear Mingyu arguing with Vernon and Jeonghan. 

Mingyu rolled his eyes, “Honestly, I don’t trust Seungcheol on this. If you ask him to choose between y/n and his family, who would he choose? My money is on his family.”

“Actually, I think it would be y/n.” Jeonghan said with conviction. “You should have seen him. It was like armageddon had arrived on the choi family home.”

“I don’t know the guy, but I think he would choose you, sis.” Vernon said, nodding vigorously. 

a/n2: I'm actually quite unsatisfied with quality of my writing. but i hope you all enjoyed it all the same.

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[slowlydifferentbluebird]

Karina x reader; reader is one of the other aespa leaders sister and is strictly off limits to the other members but Karina can’t help herself from having feelings for reader and reader feels the same way so they secretly start dating and readers sister finds out and she forbids them from seeing each other but she soon accepts it after noticing that both Karina and reader are sad and depressed

sorry if it’s too long bestie 😭

Hey bestie, sorry for making you wait, but the title "master of procrastinating" is something I'm proud of lol. Also, I want a secret love with Karina too🤭

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Karina X Fem!Reader

Jimin knows well what it means to be the youngest and the oldest in a group of people: she's the youngest daughter in her family and the oldest member in Aespa. However, the sense of protection towards a younger sister is an unknown feeling for her; on the contrary Gigi knew it so well at that point. It was not a case the fact that the two of them had a huge fight over you...

But let's take a step back. Who are the characters of our story? Aespa members obviously, and also you, Giselle's younger sister. As her sibling, meeting the other girls, becoming their friends and spending time with them alone was only natural. But maybe having feeling for one of them was not in the plans.

Karina was fast in entering in your heart. Maybe It was because Gigi talked about you to her, but Rina seemed to know you perfectly since the first moment. She was not just an incredibly beautiful girl, she was also a splendid person inside. Always ready to cheer you up and making you have the time of your life.

On the other hand, you completely took over Jimin' mind. The fact that you were so kind, fun and supportive in such a natural way made Karina think about you 24/7. But thinking was not enough for her, so you two started to hang out more and soon the hangouts became dates.

Now, all of this sounds awesome, right? Yes and not. Even if Karina was just following her heart, her mind was telling her that it was wrong. Aeri clearly told them that you were off-limits for them. For her you were still a child, and one of her best friend dating HER child was just unacceptable.

Rina tried to interrupt the dates, but you two were too whipped to each other to really do something about it, so you just chose the worst option: dating secretly. You and Jimin really tried her best to be sneaky on it and it was kinda working for a period of time, but sometimes just a breath of wild is enough to destroy a Castle of cards.

In fact one day you and Rina were in her room, just cuddling and having a nice time, when out of nowhere you simply started to make out. The problem is that you were not alone at their dorm..."Hey Jimin, did you see the last episode of...WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?", Gigi shout so loudly making you two shake in fear.

"Go out, NOW!", she ordered to you, making you basically run away from their dorm. "And you, Jimin, you are a Snake. Using my sister in that way...you make me sick! Don't talk to her ever again!", she was furious with Karina, her screams could be heard in all the building.

The next weeks were...so tense and sad. Both you and Rina tried to explain the situation to Aeri, telling her that you two really loved each other, but she didn't want to listen to any reason, making you so upset and the leader so sad. You then decided to not speak to your sister and Karina left to Ning the lead of the group until she was able to do it again.

However over time, doubts started creeping in Giselle's mind, wondering if maybe she had been too quick in judgement. And soon the doubt become the truth, knowing the both you and Rina cried every night about that story. She had to do something about it.

You were talking on the phone with one of your best friend, Somi, when you heard knocking on the door of your room, before seeing your sister came in. "Hey, sis, what are you doing?", she said, trying to sound casual about it. "I'm talking with Somi, did you want to ban me to talk to her too?", you rudely answered her. Oh boy, you were still so angry. "No, sis, listen, I just want to talk to you...I have something to say", she softly spoke, coming to see on your bed next to you.

Gigi hardly remembers you hugging her so tightly like when she gave you the permission to date Karina again. And also, it was a first time seeing Jimin so affectionate like when she met you again after all that time. Karina was holding you like you were the important thing in her life...and probably you were.

Seeing you two hug look at each other made Aeri fell only more guilty. Maybe it was time to apologize. "Sis, I'm sorry...you are old enough to decide who date", she said, on the verge of crying. "And Jimin, I'm sorry for the horrible things I said to you...just...treat her nicely and give her a lot of love, she's still my baby sister after all", she added, starting to sob.

You two ran to hug her and stayed in that position for a while, making her calm down. It was just a nice and wholesome moment of reconciliation. Soon the sad period became something to joke about, a fun memory, because now all was in the perfect place.

You and Jimin were openly dating, well, maybe not open to Dispatch and the media, but at least you didn't have to hide from your own sis. It was nice for Karina to finally hold you in the dorm without the fear of Gigi, even if she still insisted in not wanting to see you two kiss. And talking about Gigi...how funny that soon she started to date Somi.

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Finally it's done, bestie. I hope you like it, maybe it's more angst than fluff, but at least we have a good ending, right?🙈❤️

Zazá

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[luneengene2]

His Future Empress (2)

~ Warnings : Contains ANGST (?) content, cringe ending 💀, grammar error

~ Part 1 here

|| crown prince!euijoo x fem!oc ||

The atmosphere around Euijoo was really tense. Especially his mother's sharp gaze which caught him red-handed with Eunji. Of course it's tense, his mother certainly knows that Euijoo slept with his older sister's lady-in-waiting. However, Euijoo remained calm, he even tried to be patient when his mother cursed Eunji harshly in front of him.

Jiho could only massage his temples when he found out that his son had a mistress among the court ladies. Meanwhile, Hajoon? She didn't look at all shocked when her mother told her that her trusted lady had slept with her brother.

Hwara said insulting words to Eunji without thinking about her feelings. When insulted like that by her Empress, Eunji just looked down and cried, she couldn't defend herself, because it was impossible for her to fight the wife of an emperor.

"You will be sent to your parents!" When Hwara said that, Euijoo immediately glared at her mother. "No, she's not going anywhere, Mama!" Euijoo held Eunji's arm tightly, she glared at her mother which made Hwara even more angry. "You lost your sanity because of this lowly girl, Euijoo?! Mom chose the best girl to be your companion, but you ended up picking up trash?!" Hwara shouted at her son, Euijoo, who initially tried to be patient, immediately lost his patience because his mother really couldn't be kept quiet any longer.

"But your choice is not my type! Somi is just a burden if she marries me!"-Euijoo

"Burden you say?! What about this girl?! She will also be a burden to all governments and this country! What will society say if you marry your own sister's lower class lady!"-Hwara

"The public has full trust in me, I'm sure they will respect my choice! Because they know, their crown prince always has the best things for them. Including choosing the empress for them!" Euijoo stood in front of her mother with a flat face and straight posture. He actually challenged his own mother. "And you should be worried about people's trust in you, mama. What about when they find out that the girl he chose for her son was the wrong choice? Maybe they think you're trash for throwing her son into a crocodile hole," Euijoo's words now made his father immediately furious. "EUIJOO! WATCH YOUR TALK TO YOUR OWN MOTHER!" Jiho immediately grabbed Euijoo's pajama collar roughly. "Your mother knows what's best for you, so you should do what she says! And yes, your mistress should be sent to her parents so as not to spread this damn scandal!" Jiho immediately pushed Euijoo hard.

"Papa, I have authority over Eunji, she is my lady-in-waiting, not your mother's lady-in-waiting or your-"

"I am the Emperor here, Hajoon! And you, don't you dare interfere!" Jiho immediately cut off his daughter's words. Making Hajoon also secretly angry.

"The decision has been made, Eunji will be sent to her parents and she will not be allowed to set foot in this palace!"-Jiho

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Hajoon hugged Eunji tightly when Eunji was about to leave to return to her parents' house. Eunji will be taken by one of the royal drivers on Hajoon's orders. "I'm sorry, Highness. I'm really sorry for making this mess," Eunji cried while holding Hajoon's hand. Hajoon smiled faintly then rubbed his hands. "No need to apologize, your and Euijoo's love is not wrong, everything will be fine. Don't worry, Euijoo will fight for you," Hajoon's words made Eunji shake her head. ""I'd better really stay away from the crown prince, I don't want this problem to always—"

"You won't stay away from me, Eunji. The future Emperor will not be far from his future Empress," Eunji's speech was interrupted by Euijoo who arrived. Evidence of crying was on Euijoo's cheeks, he was also just as stressed because of the pressure from his parents. "I will get you back today, I will not let anyone take you away from me. You were born to be my empress, not to be part of the lower class anymore," Euijoo kissed Eunji's forehead for a long time. He wouldn't let his girl get away.

No matter what, Euijoo will not give him the title of crown princess or even empress when he ascends the throne to become Emperor if his wife is not Eunji. He only wants Eunji, not other girls.

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Euijoo's engagement ceremony went quite smoothly and was only attended by Euijoo and Somi's immediate family. Somi smiled happily because her status had really risen one level, and one more step she would become the wife of a crown prince.

"Don't get into trouble, Euijoo! Approach your fiancé and talk to her," Euijoo, who heard her mother whisper sharply to her, just grinned. "Don't make me angry or I could do something that will make this dynasty's reputation explode, Mama," Euijoo turned to threaten her mother. He really hated his mother's selfish behavior and didn't think about his feelings. Even though Hwara wasn't like this before.

"Stop threatening me, Euijoo. You—"

"You keep me away from my girl! It's not wrong for me to threaten you again!" Euijoo shouted again at his mother, making everyone look at him. Euijoo, who was really on the verge of anger, immediately threw the glass in his hand, making everyone there scream.

"Why? You don't like me threatening you?! You made me like this, Mama!" Euijoo snapped harshly. "You set me up with a spoiled girl who isn't even ready to be a crown princess! I don't want Somi! I want Eunji! My Eunji!" Hearing another girl's name, Somi furrowed her eyebrows, she approached Euijoo and Hwara. "Who is Eunji? Majesty, who is Eunji?" Somi shook Hwara's arm lightly, making Hwara panic at her. "Somi, baby-"

"Eunji? She is my future wife, Somi. I've been with her before compared to you, she should be the one here, not you!" Euijoo interrupted her mother's words as she wanted to calm Somi. Somi and her parents were immediately shocked when they heard this.

"Majesty, what is the meaning of all this?!" Somi's mother immediately lunged at Hwara which made Hwara even more overwhelmed.

"Eunji and I have been in contact for a long time, even in my own bed. That girl who will be with me, becomes my empress," Jiho, who was also panicking, was about to give his son a punch, but Euijoo dodged first. "Punching me is useless, Papa. You won't win, if you still want Somi to be my wife, fine. Her and I will get married, but the consequence is that I can make Eunji my concubine. She will conceive and give birth to my offspring, while Somi will only be my wife by status, but I will not touch her. And papa, don't you want to abolish the concubine system? But what if I resurrect that thing," Euijoo's threat succeeded in making his core family members glare, including his grandmother, the queen mother. She didn't want her grandson to be unfaithful to his wife.

"And let me marry Eunji or not at all, Papa," This threat was a threat that the imperial family was quite afraid of. If a crown prince does not marry at all, it could cause sharp controversy among the public. Some aspects could be weakened.

Somi, who didn't accept this, immediately uttered insulting words at Eunji like a courtier, which made Euijoo even more disgusted with the girl. "Shut your mouth or I'll throw you out of here, Somi!" Euijoo stood in front of Somi and his eyes flashed with anger, and Somi had no fear. "I really didn't expect the crown prince, who has a good image in society, to be this bastard. Even has a mistress who I'm sure you picked up from the trash," Hearing this, Euijoo was about to physically attack Somi before his sister pushed him hard before he hurt Somi.

"Come on Euijoo, get out of here!" Hajoon immediately dragged Euijoo to calm her down, because if he was in that room, Euijoo's 'air' could get hotter.

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Euijoo's scandal about him having a mistress immediately became a public riot in South Korea. Many of them immediately gave bitter judgment to Euijoo and did not expect Euijoo to act this low. However, quite a few also defended Euijoo that this was all just the work of the Somi family who wanted to undermine the dignity of the Empire.

Everything changed when Euijoo immediately provided clarification openly in various media. He told what happened without further ado.After the clarification went perfectly, Somi's family also received a judgment equivalent to what Euijoo experienced. Not a few of them also don't like Somi, especially her behavior which goes too far in giving false things about the Imperial family.

Hwara and Jiho were really still angry at Euijoo, and didn't even want to talk to her, and Euijoo didn't mind that. His main focus now is how he can marry Eunji. His threat to his parents was enough to make his parents surrender.

Now he actually invites Eunji to meet her grandmother, the queen mother. Eunji was initially afraid because the Queen Mother's temperament looked strict, but when the Queen Mother smiled at her, Eunji immediately smiled back. Why did Euijoo take Eunji to her grandmother? The answer is, it was her grandmother who wanted to meet Eunji in person.

"I approve of you," The queen mother's words succeeded in making Eunji choke on her tea. The queen mother just chuckled seeing that. "Don't worry, I will convince the emperor and empress that you are the right girl for Euijoo. Gradually, they will love you like their own daughter, my son and daughter-in-law are good people, they are still emotional now," The Queen Mother said softly to Eunji. The Queen Mother just wants things to get better. She didn't want her grandson to lose his love like she had experienced before, when her husband cheated on her by having many mistresses. This is indeed different from the case, but if Eunji is separated from Euijoo it is the same as Euijoo losing her true love.

In the end, Eunji was the one who remained the winner. The winner in Euijoo's heart who she will one day accompany to become an Emperor.

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ch. lxxxii - I love you

soulmate!yunho × reader, wooyoung × reader

tw : blood, character death, angst, survivor's guilt

fated and marked, soulmates are supposed to be your destiny. you are connected to him by his heart and him to yours. but despite the cosmic or even divine intervention, you felt that he is not wholly yours. why is destiny so cruel to you?

You crouched down on the ground, facing the headstone. Your eyes trailed over the name and you couldn't help but teared up a little.

"Hey," you started, voice already cracking. Your hand shakily shot forward to trail the engraved name carefully, "I'm sorry I haven't been here since last week, I... Well, Somi's legal proceedings didn't go well, she created a ruckus and the court-appointed psychiatrist deemed that she has been having histrionic episodes and just breaking down every five minutes or some shit, so everyone was just... forced to deal with a shit show, and God knows when we'd be able to finally settle this issue in court," you sniffled as you tried to compose yourself so you could talk, "I'll be coming here more often if you want, I hate to think that you're lonely out here," you smiled down as you ran your hand through the bed of grass growing on top of the site.

Despite it being such an unfortunate location due to a very unfortunate event, you were glad to see that the grave was prosperous. The grass looked healthy and the tombstone was spotless.

"I never got the chance to thank you for saving my life that day," as you said that, your eyes fell to the small picture of the man that you once loved. Your eyes began tearing up even more seeing his bright smile in the picture and it just broke your heart, the thought of him being gone at such a young age. "I know it's been over two weeks and... I've talked to your brother and parents about this... They don't blame me and they were actually very understanding and even thankful for the time we spent together... But, I kept thinking that had I not been that stupid, you wouldn't have died,"

By then, you were already sobbing loudly.

As you cried, your brain replayed that moment.

The moment you lost him.

You swore you blacked out for a moment because the last thing you remember was voices calling your name, a very bright light, something like tires screeching on the ground and then something hitting you.

When you opened your eyes, you found yourself fallen over on the ground, not a scratch on your body. You were confused. Weren't you just about to get hit?

That was when you looked up to where you were standing moments before only to see him pinned between a car and a tree. The bench you once sat on was crushed and the sight was just horrifying. Your eyes darted to the driver's seat of the car to see Somi with wide eyes, hands on the steering wheel, and she seemed like she was frozen in her position. For a moment, you thought that it was just an illusion, a sick image your mind created because in reality, you were the one who died. You were sure of it.

But when he started coughing, you immediately shot up and sprint to his side.

"No, no, no, no, no," you repeated multiple times, not sure how to handle the situation. Blood was everywhere and you see his hands shaking slightly. You took ahold of one of his hands and you pressed it to your cheek, you felt how cold it was and you immediately panicked even more, "You stay with me, okay? You hear me? Stay with me," you croaked out as best as you can despite your trembling lips. He chuckled and coughed slightly, "Ha, Sam Smith," he joked. The first thing you thought was how could he joke at a time like this? But that's just him, a ray of sunshine for everyone he loves.

Another person showed up on his other side, "Jinsook called 119," he said. But despite his words and just by the look on his face, you both realized that the person who just took your place was not going to make it. Despite that, you both still made an effort to comfort and assess him, assuring him that things are going to be fine. But even with the multitude of encouragement and comfort, he knew he didn't have much time left.

So as the other guy was busy trying to see how bad his wound was, he took ahold of his hand, effectively catching his attention, "Hey," he called out so the other person would look into his eyes.

"Hey, Wooyoung," Yunho smiled.

Bloody lips and breath wheezy, he was still the sunshine you fell in love with, "You take care of my- of our girl, yeah? I know she's in good hands now," Wooyoung couldn't help but shed his own tears at Yunho's words. A couple of days ago, heck, even that morning, he hated this man's guts for what he heard and knew. Wooyoung was ready to shut down any chance of getting to know Yunho for no reason at all. But he never imagined that he had more in common with Yunho than he thought. And just as he was about to discover the best side of him, the chance was taken way too early. But Wooyoung nodded, he nodded frantically, "Yeah, yeah, of course, man, for sure. I'll make sure nothing happens to (y/n), I'll take care of her for us, for you," he choked out himself, "Heck, I'll make sure Beomgyu won't kidnap her and elope with her," he joked which made Yunho laughed but then he coughed up blood.

Then, he looked at you. Your eyes were glassy and tears were streaming down your face nonstop, you couldn't breathe properly. The sight of Yunho slowly dying on you, "Don't say anything," you warned, not ready for whatever he was going to say. He smiled sadly at you as his thumb caressed your cheek, "I'm sorry for once again taking your opportunity to make a choice," and you burst out into more tears. Both of your hands took a grip of the hand that was on your cheek, "Don't say you're sorry, I can still make a decision. You just have to live so we can see this through, alright?" you pleaded.

But Yunho shook his head firmly, "No," he said, taking a pause to swallow a lump in his throat, "You deserve the best in the world and I think... I think I was never destined to end up with you. But fate never made a mistake with us. Our connection was never a mistake. I don't know what kind of a sick joke they were playing, but we... We were always meant to be linked but never together," you couldn't help but cry harder. You leaned to press your forehead to Yunho, you wanted to soak as much of him as you can; the feeling of his warm breath on your lips like the first morning you both shared, the feeling of your thumb caressing your cheeks to comfort you, and the sound of his voice calling your name over and over again. That moment was yours and his.

Suddenly you felt a very familiar tingle from your arm on the spot that you thought would never become active again. You momentarily separated and rolled your sweater up to reveal your soulmate mark. The outline bumps were slowly filled with black, indicating that your soulmate was dying. But that wasn't what amazed you. "Would you look at that," Yunho said, making you turn to look at him, "Looks like our bond was never really broken," he smiled as he finally let a teardrop fall. Without thinking twice, you leaned forward to capture his lips with yours in one last kiss. "I love you, you were always the only one for me," he muttered on your lips and you shakily said I love you to reciprocate his feelings.

Just as you heard sirens from the distance that grew louder by the second, you felt Yunho's body going limp. When you separated, you were met with the sight of his once bright, sparkly eyes filled staring at you with emptiness. Though a smile was permanently etched on his face, another single teardrop fell from his eye.

"Yunho, look, the medics are here. You'll be okay now," you called out in a shaky voice. But of course, he didn't respond. "Yunho, look! You can't give up now, these people are going to save you!" you called out again as your voice grew louder. "Yunho!" you screamed, trying to shake him awake.

Although he was crying himself, Wooyoung ran over to your side and pulled your body away,

"No!" you screeched out as you were separated from Yunho. Soon, people started crowding Yunho's body. Despite your thrashing and constant attempts to break free, Wooyoung kept a good hold on you. He kept repeating words such as 'it's going to be alright,' 'they're taking care of him,' 'they'll get him out soon,' but they all fell on deaf ears. Between you sobbing loudly from the lost of your soulmate and Somi shrieking like a banshee in utter panic, everything was chaotic.

You didn't even realized that you passed out in Wooyoung's arm.

"Hey," a voice called out.

You looked at the source and smiled gently at him, "Hogging my girl, Yunho?" Wooyung teased as he crouched down next to you, "What were you two talking about?" he asked. You looked between Wooyoung and 'Yunho' and shrugged, "The usual, I told him about Somi," Wooyoung scoffed and rolled his eyes at the mention of her name, "Can we refer to her as Voldemort or something? That name gave me the ick," he cringed. You smack him on his shoulder as you tried to hold your smile from showing but Wooyoung saw it very clearly. As he pointed at your face with a teasing grin, "See? You can't deny that I'm entertaining you," he turned to pat on the grass on Yunho's grave, "She's been pretending to not be affected by my jokes, holding in her laugh whenever I said something and shit. It's been what, two weeks since your funeral? And she still can't laugh in front of other people," Wooyoung pointed out.

At the mention of Yunho's funeral, your eyes grew watery again, "I couldn't help but feel bad. I'm... I think I wasn't supposed to survive and Yunho took my place which is so unfair because he has so much to look forward to in life," you confessed as you began crying again. Wooyoung's playfulness melted when he saw you in that state. He immediately wrapped you in a side hug and pulled you in close so you could rest your face on his shoulder, "And I've been telling you that Yunho would never think of it that way. He didn't take your place, he was just... Trying to save what he loved most, okay? I may not know him personally, but I'm willing to bet that he'd do it all over again. The only person to blame that night was Somi, you hear me? She was the one who became unhinged and upon seeing you, wanted to hurt you. That's intent. Yunho wouldn't be happy to see you torturing yourself with guilt like this every day, this is not what he would've wanted," Wooyoung moved to cup your face in his hands, "So please, live your best life by being happy, okay? if you can't do it for yourself, or for me, do it for Yunho. You kept saying that he was your sunshine, so don't let his sunshine disappear just because he's gone, be his sunshine to keep his existence."

By the end of his word, both you and Wooyoung were openly bawling again but this time, you felt much more relieved. The burden of guilt slowly became will and hope. You know Wooyoung was right, Yunho would hate to see you cry every day, unable to function normally. "I'm sorry," you whimpered out with one hand gripping onto Wooyoung's shirt and one hand on Yunho's tombstone. Maybe you were imagining things, but you swore you felt Yunho's very familiar hand on top of your hand on the tombstone.

Once you and Wooyoung pulled away, he wiped your tears away with his thumbs and gave you a big grin, "You have nothing to be sorry about. We're going through this different process together, okay? You're going to start learning how to live with Yunho without Yunho, and I'm gonna start learning how to live with you who's living with Yunho without Yunho," you couldn't help but chuckle, "That sounds like a riddle," you pointed out. Wooyoung simply shrugged, then he leaned to rest his forehead on yours. Both of your eyes closed to soak in the atmosphere and calmness and each other's presence, "It's gonna be hard, but I'll be with you every step of the way, okay?" he pulled away slightly to look at Yunho's picture on the tombstone, smiling brightly at the man as if he was there, "Both of us will be there for you," he stated.

Soon you both stood up and said your goodbyes to Yunho. You softly kissed the head of his tombstone, imagining that it was him instead, "I'll be back soon, alright?" you whispered to him before standing up straight to take in the view before you. "I'm glad they let us use this spot," you smiled proudly. Yunho was put to rest underneath the tree where he died. Although it had been hit by a car, it surprisingly still stood its ground, standing proudly. You loved the idea of having Yunho's grave somewhere shady, you wanted him to be at peace.

As you were thinking, Wooyoung slowly slid his hand into yours, making you break out of your thought. "It's getting late, we should head out now," he said, tugging you along but not before crouching down to pat Yunho's tombstone, "I'll see you soon, bud," and as he was about to stand up, he crouched back down and lean close to the tombstone, "And by the way, your brother's taking over your gaming accounts, but you don't have to worry, BamSanSang and I are training the kid to be better," which made you chuckle and shake your head.

Leaving Yunho's grave was never easy and while this time is also the same, your heart felt less heavy. Step by step you took further away from his grave, but you know you'll be back soon. And as you look back to where he laid to rest, your eyes widened. With the sun setting in the background, shining brightly for the last time that day, you swore you saw Yunho sitting on his tombstone, smiling brightly at you as you walked away with Wooyoung. It might be your imagination and your hallucination, but it felt too real. That was him, the real him, your soulmate. Your feet were still moving as if on their own accord but you can't tear your gaze away. Then you saw his lips move, no sound came out but it was loud and clear for you to hear.

"Thank you, I love you,"

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[spadesolace]

Birds of Time : idol x fem!reader

spade speaks: before anyone starts reading, it’s basically multiple idols but one endgame

They say life is an adventure, maybe it is. I’ve sailed through oceans of tears, mountains of failed love letters, and yet it does not end. Where and when will my adventure stop?

“Y/N, why do you write such sappy literature?” You could only look at your friend, with such curiosity in her eyes, you wonder if she’s like the Cheshire cat. Sometimes leaving the question of whether or not she’s real or just an illusion you made in your head.

“It’s not sappy literature, it’s my journal, you fuck.” You could only look at her with judgemental eyes, immediately covering your journal so she won't be able to read anything else.

¨Whatever you say, I´m just stating it as it is.¨ It's not like you don't appreciate the thought of her correcting you but it was your own thoughts and opinions. Looking back at it, ok maybe it was a bit sappy. You won’t admit it though.

¨But do you actually think that life is an adventure?¨ Somi looked at you with curiosity, the way her eyes sparkled, is she leading you on or is she genuinely asking you a question. You could never understand your cheshire-like friend.

Maybe it is an adventure, where you don’t actually know where you’re going but it’s the journey that counts, right? Never really got the grasp of what adventure actually is until I started writing my thoughts on this small journal. Forgive me, whoever is reading this, but I may go off track sometimes.

Where did my adventure start? Probably that one time I cried my eyeballs out for a princess who supposedly was my best friend then turned crush rejected me.

You never really ended up being friends again with Chaewon after that, she now goes by her nickname, Gowon. A pretty girl, a great friend, yet you two were young when it happened not being familiar with these whole feelings thing. Ending up with drifting apart rather than being together per say.

Feelings were already complicated as a child who could not easily express it. Gowon ended up being popular in her classes, everyone looked at her with so much love and adoration, you had to admit that you say her in that way as well. The way she rejected you is still vivid, how she held your hands, looking directly in your eyes, and just saying;

“No.”

“What?”

“Y/N, you’re really nice and pretty but I don’t think we’re compatible enough to be together.”

Soulmates and compatibility was what drifted us apart, we were the complete opposites. I wonder how well we managed to remain friends when we could never agree on anything. Slowly, the ocean of tears started to well up. The beloved princess ended up with another princess, happily together from what I have gathered. Alas, I was never her knight in shining armor, let alone the princess to capture her heart.

“Y/N, are you still writing on that thing?” You could only smile as Isa tried to take it from your hands. Nodding to her question, you more so loved this journal more than your own life. 

“You’ve had that since what? High school? And we’re in college now.”

“Oh come on, I rarely write on this thing anymore. It’s a nice way to look back, see where I started.”

Isa could only sigh and agree. She has a journal of her own where she writes her secrets, but you managed to write literature. Taking it as a major and writing every thought that pops up.

I’ve reached the mountains of failed love letters, literary works, and failed relationships. A crumpled letter at the foot of the mountain, containing the one that never reached in time. Opening it may bring up the what ifs, how it could have been, and why I never took the chance.

Yunjin was a dream of yours that you could never achieve, maybe it was because she was a well known opera singer in your batch, but somehow ending up in front of her with a letter. You just missed it. Lost the chance. People had mentioned if you were only early, a beat faster, you could have made it. There you were in the midst of the crowd, watching Yunjin shine on stage, and looking at someone directly in the crowd. You almost missed it, the way her eyes shined at that person, oh how were dumb enough to actually make a move.

Yunjin’s heart already belonged to another.

Past the mountains of failed literature, was where I met the birds of time. Was there a place to call home? I can never remember what home actually was. Finally reaching a stop, right next to the birds of time where they can give me a chance. I reflected on my journey.

I’ve fallen for a princess, and an opera singer. I’ve battled many, breaking their hearts and minds to which I regret. I’ve wandered across the deep dark ocean and the mountaintop. 

Tell me, reader, have I reached my final destination? Alone next to the birds of time?

“Sweetie! Have you seen my journal?” You were frantically looking for that old piece of literature, the inspiration for many of your old works. Nowhere in your grasp, it usually is at your office.

Turning the corner, to the other office in your house. There you saw your significant other, holding an old emerald green journal, it’s been through a lot. With such curious eyes, she kept on reading it. Close to the ending, where the adventure ends. Watching as she turned each page, smiling at some of it.

I might have reached the end of my travels, not next to the bird of time, no. They guided me to where I must go, home. Within my travels, I’ve met a lovely adventurer as well, she went through so much torment that she had armour upon armour on her. Only for it to be removed, once I’ve gotten to know her.

She’s a beauty, a lovely woman. My, if I had only realized these emotions early on my travels, my adventure would have easily come to an end. A queen on her own, she wasn’t looking for a king or a knight in shining armour, oh, she fell for an adventurer, a common folk, me.

“Sullyoon...”

“Somi, I miss her.”

Birds of Time by the late L/N Y/N

Acknowledgements: 

To my beloved queen Yoona, let’s go on an adventure until we’re frail and old. Only to ask the birds of time to make it happen again.

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[hn-yn-soo]

New Years | J. SM

Note: Short Oneshot Ahead x Fem Reader

Two figures spent their Christmas indoors, yet a certain blonde has a plan for this New Year's. She glanced at her small girlfriend beside her, then avert her gaze to her hand in her pocket which contains a small gift for her later on.

She froze when she felt a shift on the spot next to her, soon she felt arms around her waist tightening the grip on her with their eyes still closed

"Can't sleep?"

"I just woke up, but you need more rest, dear" She says to you, her slim fingers brushing your soft locks back which exposes your resting face and pouty lips she loves to kiss whenever she got the chance

"Mhmm, okay.. But just hug me for now" You snuggled up onto her chest more, the warmth of her skin with her gentle heartbeat soothed your nerves and obviously you like her cuddles more than kisses because you know.. She's a big, cuddly bear

"It's New Year's later, do you have any plans?"

"Nothing much but celebrating outside seems nice~" You yawn, arms wrapped around her neck and you sit up on her lap. Your eyes met and she gives a heartwarming smile, you bit your lip at how hot she basically looks right now, especially her blonde wolfcut you like to tug on when you two do certain things in particular that involves a lot of.. BUT anyway, her eyes felt so good to get lost on, her cheeks slightly painted in pink hue the moment she notices your deep gaze on her

And god, those lips.. They felt too soft and plump, you love it how it feels on yours and you couldn't move on from it.. Plus, her lips aren't just good with just kissing- I mean who wouldn't like to kiss someone as perfect as Jeon Somi? Couldn't been us, especially Hyuna who she kissed INTENTIONALLY on her after party, which in the end she made up to you and told that it was just a fun thing and wouldn't do it anymore..

"Hmp, are you sure? Y-You seem to be deep in thought, is there something bothering you?? O-Or was it still the thing I did with Hyuna unnie?" Somi mutters, she felt guilty when she left you and drag Hyuna with her to buy the ring, but she made sure that you'll be taken care of, courtesy of Kim Mingyu, The8 and Woozi

You forgot the issue but now you heard it again, you pinched her cheeks hard which caused her to whine and try to pry herself away from your cute torture. Soon enough, Somi was found sulking with her cheeks red from too much squeeze and pinches, her arms folded like a cute maknae that she is.. You didn't allow her to go close to you as punishment for bringing the topic up, although it may look fun but no.. You were hella jealous, you saw the event happening right by your eyes

You were making some Alfredo pasta when you heard soft footsteps, then arms wrapped around your waist with tears falling down on your shoulder

"I-I'm sorry, I didn't really mean to do that I-I just wanted to tease you"

"Well you could've thought for another if you just thought about it clearly" The cold tone made the taller whimper, Somi digging her face on your nape leaving soft kisses and her embrace on you tightening

"F-Forgive me, please?" You sighed, finishing your cooking and thought of it for a short while. But once you were gonna answer, she walks off sniffling and retreated to your shared bedroom

You let out another sigh, regretting badly of your actions. You kept the food covered as you walked towards the said room, finding your lover curled up in the thick sheets, hearing her cries made your heart break into pieces

"Yah, Jeon.."

"I-I'm s-sorry, don't h-hurt me please!" She flinches from the sudden raise of your tone, her shoulders shaking from shock, eyes still pouring tears and her gaze softened when she saw you

"I-I.." She couldn't find any words rather than say sorry, she fidgets with her thumbs and you held her face up, placing a kiss on her lips

"Such a crybaby, how are we gonna have kids if my baby is a literal baby.." You mutter, pecking her lips once more and she immediately melts from the kiss. You wipe her tears, squishing her cheeks in your palms and gave her another kiss on the forehead and cheeks

"I forgave you long ago, I'm just teasing too, sorry for making you cry, darling"

"Meanie" She sulks, her hands playing with the hem of your top, you let her hug you, her face nestled onto your tummy as she sat up from bed, you gave her hair a gentle pat and stroked her soft locks

"Aigoo, stop crying.. I'm gonna be mad if you don't stop"

"I'll stop if you give me a kiss" You heard her plea, you chuckle and grabbed her face for a sweet kiss. Next thing you knew she's now on top, sneaky hands coming from under your shirt to feel every inch of your burning skin, the sensation made you gasp and writhe under her

"S-Som.."

"I'll stop if you say please-"

"Oh please stop, I can't handle more of this unholiness" A familiar voice chirped from the now open front door, Somi looks up to see her friends from JYP, she blushes madly and pulled your shirt down where your breasts almost peeked and a certain squirrel had caught a glimpse of your bareness

"Eyes, Sana-ssi.. That's our maknae you're eating in your mind"

"Oh god, we just came here to celebrate New Year's with you two.. And I think you had another thing to make noise about?" Jihyo states with an eyebrow raised, you peek from under your girlfriend and beamed an Innocent smile and your disheveled hair exposed a bit of marks that were scattered all over your neck with the slightly undone shirt exposing more of your braless torso

"U-Unnies! Fancy seeing you here"

"Dear god, I am gonna be in the kitchen cooking food"

"Me too, but I'll eat" Momo follows Jeongyeon and Jihyo whilst munching on a beef jerky, Sana, Dahyun, Nayeon and Tzuyu sat in front while Michaeng then you and Somi had fixed your messy selves

"Care to explain?"

"Eh? Why? She's making it up since Somi here had taken social butterfly too seriously-" Mina held her younger penguin by her collar as she flail her arms at the sulky blonde, Chaeyoung cackles and pointed at Somi who was blushing

"It was unintentional, okay?"

"Tsk, you two seem to like it.." You were about to walk out when firm hands held you down, your lover's hot breath kissing your neck making you melt in her arms. Somi's effect on you is unbearable to ignore, so you just let this slide, for the nth time

"Be glad I love you so much, Jeon"

"I have a-a surprise for you, later.. But let's enjoy this night with the girls, hmm?" You nodded at her statement and kissed her lips, the both of you wore comfortable jackets and jeans due to the winter and it's too weird to have a dress during this season

The girls had a few drinks after a delightful dinner, Somi had her eyes on Y/n, as if mesmerized by her beauty, she really did look as similar as Mina.. By of course, she's loyal to her only girl

"Somi, my sister's melting if you kept staring like that.. You can fuck her later"

"Mina-chan! Not on the table!" You retort, yet the blush was so evident on your face since Somi had something going on inside your pants, you grip the utensils tight as you felt slender fingers rub your soaked walls deliciously

"Well, if you say so... At least I had both hands on the table" Mina answers with a snicker, Somi was just finished pleasing you and you only had a clenched jaw to stifle your moans. Dahyun being the eagle that she is, spots some little streaks of white on Somi's digits, she does the sign of the cross and cursed in multiple languages

"Do you guys wanna go to Namsan? They have fireworks show later, like I guess 11-ish?"

"Sure, why not? We were planning to celebrate outside anyways" Y/n finally composed herself, sighing in relief which confused the girls except her sister

"Go change, your outfit is too..thin"

"M'kay~" As you left, Mina pinched Somi's arm and glared, the cub laughing again and slammed the table then Mina lifts Somi's left hand to let the girls examine her 'unusually' soaked fingers

"Clean.now." The latter runs to the bathroom to wash her hands with the help of the clean freak, the rest of the girls cleaned the dishes before they waited in the van with Jihyo as the driver

"No, no.. You two will just fuck at the back, Michaeng go with Somi, Y/n sits with me" You being a die hard Jihyo stan, excitedly hopped beside the driver's seat, yet Sana had slipped under you right before your butt lands on the seat

"Sana unnie!"

"Ooh, the baby is comfy~" Remembering the scene earlier where she got a peek of your torso from your shirt, but then you got a plan in your head to tease your lover who sulked at the far back but can still see you by the mirror

"Sana-chan, do you mind hugging me?~"

"Wahhh, I don't.. Lemme hug my maknae~" And there it goes, a jealous bear and Yoda glared from the mirror, the ride was full of your laughter then Sana's, looking too comfortable sitting on her lap when Somi should had been cuddling you yet the slight mischievous fingering earlier got her on timeout for the whole ride

"Chaengie, can I ask for a favor.. Same with you, M-Mina unnie"

"Eh? What is it??" Somi hushes them with a whisper, she takes out the ring box from her pocket and it shook Mina

"Huh?!!!? Y-You're proposing?" Somi nods, a small, genuine smile on her lips as she watch the ring glisten under the car lights, the couple smiled and gave her a hug at the same time they had arrived at Namsan Tower

"Can I have Y/n now, unnie?"

"Alright, she's actually asleep here" Sana chirps, she opens the door and let Somi carry you into her arms. You woke up to the feel of familiar lips pressed onto your own, fluttering your eyes to see Somi with a soft gaze

"Hey.."

"Hi.." The two of you were having a moment but then Tzuyu called you two by the railings near the edge, you and the girls take in the scene of Seoul with small batches of fireworks firing from a distance. You look at your watch, 11:59pm..

"Omo! Guys let's start the countdown!!"

"10!"

"9!" You feel Somi turning you around, she smiles before kneeling, the box in hand and she takes a shaky breath before speaking

"8!"

"7!!"

"6!"

"It's been almost a decade since we started dating, you were a hard to get like Mina unnie but I managed to get your heart and that's when I knew you're gonna be my one.. I know the time you and I don't see eye to eye on certain things or people, I understand that and I swear to death that.. I'll only choose and love you, no matter the consequences.. And speaking of consequences, I want to break up with you"

"5!"

"4!"

"3!!"

"2- OMG SOMI'S DOING IT" The two heard the cub roaring from the distance which averts the members' attention towards you

"But! I'm here kneeling to ask you, Myoui Y/n.. Will you accept the breakup, and take this step further as my loving future wife?" She finally said it, it made you dizzy yet happy. You nodded, jumping into her arms for a kiss while she slips the ring onto your finger then kissed back..

"1!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!" Fireworks went off, the girls cheering and screaming in delight... Of course with Sana and Nayeon dancing to After Like to match the scene

"Congratulations you two!!! We should celebrate!!" The couple smiled and admired the show in front of them, your fingers intertwining with Somi's which she held back. It had been a great and eventful New Year's Eve, you didn't regret any of it.. As long as you're with Somi, you're complete, no one can love you like she does..

The end.

#somi #kpop

[delulumc]

I'm still thinking about Somi's show when Chae was the guest... "I gave all my puberty to you..." "It felt like I was in love with you, I cried alone in my room because of you"

what was she ON ABOUT BRO

#seriously somi as the ex that ended it on good terms but that can't get over chaeyoung even years and years later is such a CONCEPT

[back2bluesidex]

I Fell First 05 - JHS (M)

[MC's POV]

Summary: You have been with Him since the beginning. To you he was the only person that existed in the world, in your world. But to him, you are another pair of hands that clapped after each of his performances. Will it change when you secure a job in his dancing academy?

Pairing: Celebrity Choreographer!Hoseok X Reader, only a little bit of mention of Fuckboy!Seokjin X Reader (ft. Jungkook, the protective best friend)

Theme: Angst, pining, lowkey smut, Hoseok is repenting

Warnings: Strong language, mentions of cheating, alcohol consumption, jealous Hoseok, another heavy argument.

Word count: 5,074

a/n: We are approaching towards the ending .......

Series Masterlist

Previous chapter

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I exited the club with a ton of feelings in my heart and with a thousand of thoughts in my head. I tried my best not to break down on the road and keep myself collected until I reach home. But I couldn't. Pain and anguish burnt me alive. Watching Hoseok with Somi was fine now, I had grown accustomed to it. But whatever happened tonight was hard to digest. Hobi's apparent jealousy was confusing itself but him questioning my love for him was the thing that ate me up. He was the one out of everyone who knew how much I loved him and he out of everyone was the one to question that. It killed me. I was angry with him, but I was angry with myself even more. I was angry for giving him so much power over myself when he clearly had nothing for me in his heart. I had had enough and my determination to move on was now my aim. I had to move on, I had to eliminate the power he had over me. I knew I would still love him but no more of this one-sided pining. I had suffered all the pain on my part now it was time to look forward to a fresh start.

I broke down as soon as I reached my apartment. I crouched down on the floor, hugged my knees and cried as if there was no tomorrow. I couldn't think of anything other than his insulting words, him questioning my love for him. It was painful to the point that I thought I would faint.

My phone dinged signaling that I received a notification. It was an unknown number.

Unknown number: "I hope you have reached safely. Sorry, I couldn't give you a ride but I wanted to."

Unknown number: "I don't think you deserve the pain you have been suffering. You deserve to be happy to be loved. And I want to help you out by at least distracting yourself from the pain.

Unknown number: "And I am not saying all these because I wanna sleep with you. I'm not that much of a creep. I genuinely want to help you out and get to know you more in the process."

Unknown number: "Sorry, I heard your and hoba's conversation."

Unknown number: "oh and it's Jin. Before you ask, I asked Jihyun for your number. Have a good night. Don't cry too much. Sleep well, sweetheart."

Jin's words felt genuine, and I knew he was being genuine for real. I sent him a quick thank you and ended that night crying in my sheets.

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It was Sunday and I had nothing to do, so I showed up at Jungkook's place and cried my eyes out again to him. He knew how much hurt I must have been as I wasn't the type to cry easily.

However, to my surprise Jungkook agreed with Hobi and said, "Hoseok wasn't right for most of the part Y/N. He is definitely an asshole for questioning your love for him but he wasn't wrong about Jin's part. I mean I know you're all grown up and have your own life but still getting drunk and hooking up with a famous fuck boy isn't a rational way of revolting."

"First of all I was not drunk and Secondly I wasn't actually going to sleep with him Kook. I was just having some fun. I cleared it out to him that he couldn't take me to his bed. And you know me well. I wouldn't do anything like that. Plus Seokjin isn't a creep. He only sleeps with the girls who give him their full consent." I replied to him.

"I know Y/N but still it was risky. I'm kinda thankful to Hoseok for dragging you out." Jungkook said as a sigh left my mouth.

"But…" Jungkook mouthed again, "why do you think he was jealous? Especially of me? I mean I can still understand that Jin is his friend cum shareholder and he wouldn't approve his employees being fucked by him. But what about me? Why was he jealous of me?"

"Trust me I don't know. He confuses me so much." I replied.

"To be honest, I thought he got jealous that day. I mean he gave me his fakest smile possible. I ruled it out but now listening to you I feel like he has something blooming in his heart for you. Something he himself doesn't know yet. He clearly got upset after hearing that I gifted you the dress. And then the entire Jin thing happened and he lost his cool." Jungkook reasoned.

"Don't say just anything Kook. Anyway, not that it's my business. His girlfriend should take care of it. Set me up on some blind dates. I desperately wanna move on." I said. My phone dinged again and I took it up to see a message from Jin.

Jin: "If you don't have a plan today, should we meet?" I saw Jungkook peeking at my phone and then sending me a glare.

"What?" I asked him. "Why is he texting you? You didn't tell me you exchanged numbers?" Jungkook enquired, narrowing his eyes towards me.

"We didn't. He found my number out somehow. And there's nothing to be suspicious about. He wants to help me out with the moving on part Without sleeping with me." I emphasized the without.

"Oh really? Then are you meeting him today?" Jungkook placed one of his never ending questions.

"I think I will but I don't think you will let me." I replied, eyeing him.

"No no… it's your life Y/N you sure can meet whoever you want." He said with a smile.

"Really?" My eyes sparkled at his agreement.

'but…" Jungkook said with a smirk and I knew I celebrated way too early. "I'm gonna tag along with you." He said with the sliest grin possible.

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Me and Seokjin decided on having lunch together and he sent me the location of a restaurant. Jungkook didn't even let me ask Jin if he could come with me or not. I saw Jin waiting at the reserved table as I walked to him. He gave me a sweet smile and then his eyes fell behind me on my best friend.

"Hey, I didn't know someone else was joining." Jin said without dropping his smile.

"Ah… I'm sorry I didn't get to ask you earlier. This is my best friend Jungkook. He is a little protective of me so…." I was cut off by Jungkook, "So I don't allow her to meet strangers alone otherwise it's absolutely necessary." I eyed Jungkook and he just mouthed a little "what" to me.

"I can totally understand." Jin said, "can you guys wait for a bit? I'll just ask the waiter to shift us to a table of three."

Me and Jungkook waited while Seokjin made the needed arrangements and soon we three were shifted to a better table. At the end of ordering, Jin opened his mouth to talk, "First of all, I'm really Sorry Y/N. You and Hobi had a fight because of me. I really didn't know he would react that way."

"It's okay Jin" I said with a small smile, "it is not your fault, neither it was mine. I don't know what pushed Hoseok to behave that way. Not like I am his girlfriend or anything" I sighed.

Jungkook was silent listening to our conversation but soon he joined too. "He just couldn't bear seeing you with someone that wasn't him. He was even jealous of me when we have nothing other than friendship. And this guy did things to you in front of his eyes, and made him react that way." Jungkook said, eyeing Jin with disgust.

"You're taking his side again, Kook?" I asked Jungkook, narrowing my eyes to him.

"I'm not taking his side, Y/N. I'm just thankful to him for NOT letting you get into something you would have regretted later on." Jungkook breathed out with a sigh as he again eyed Seokjin with god knows what kind of rage.

Seokjin chuckled at Jungkook's reaction and said, "I know you're probably hating me right now but trust me Jungkook, I wouldn't force her into doing something that she didn't like. I might be a pervert but I am not a rapist. There were times when I drove my female friends to their houses without laying a finger on them. And that is exactly what I would have done if Hoseok wouldn't interfere that day." Jungkook just nodded, not being totally convinced.

Soon the conversation took twists and turns and landed on Hoseok. Surprisingly enough both of the male agreed on the fact that I should now focus more on myself than Hobi. As the time passed by, Jungkook and Jin started to get along too well. They started having conversations on football, games, future planning, blah blah blah and I sat there being clueless. By the end of our time together, I heard Jungkook referring to Jin as Hyung and I knew he liked Jin more than enough.

"It was nice meeting you again, Y/N. And you too, Jungkook." Jin said, patting Jungkook's shoulder.

"Same here Jin." I replied.

"I didn't think I would say this to you but I actually liked you hyung. Liked you much more than Hoseok to be honest." Jungkook said and the three of us laughed.

"We should meet again, it was really fun. And Jungkook, stop by my house someday. I need a partner to use my PS5 to its full potential." Jin proposed. Jungkook's eyes glittered at Jin's proposal. "Sure thing." He replied.

The day went well and obviously very unexpected. I didn't really think Jungkook and Jin would be getting along so well but it happened anyway. At the end of the day when Jungkook dropped me off at my place he said things I didn't imagine him saying after he sided with Hoseok against Jin.

"The biggest reason behind me liking Jin is because he is very honest. He honestly admitted whatever his intentions are with women. It takes a lot to be honest. If he really likes you he wouldn't give you mixed signals, something you have been receiving a lot from Hoseok. I am not saying Seokjin can be the one for you, rather I will still ask you to be cautious with him but he can be someone who is capable of distracting you from Hoseok. He can play the role quite well. You should first be distracted and then think of moving on. I'm with you too. We'll end your suffering together." He flashed his infamous bunny smile before driving away and I knew he was right. But, I also knew my heart had a one track mind and that would only beat for that one person no matter how hard I try. Moving on was never easy, not when he asked to kiss me the previous night. But still I could try to avoid him. I should just accept the fact that he would never see me more than a friend no matter whatever the way he behaved. He was probably just being righteous. His male ego was hurt seeing me with someone else, when he was the one I loved. It's a common psychological behavior and it didn't mean he had something in his heart for me. Even if something was there, it would be purely sexual and not emotional. I sighed to myself and marched my way towards my apartment entrance but just then the vibration of my phone halted my steps. I picked it up to see the devil calling me himself.

I cursed my luck, just when I decided to stop this one-sided pining, he had to call me. I picked it up and voiced a little "hello" before his low voice from the other side settled in my ears.

"Can you turn right?" He said

"Huh?" I replied being utterly confused and then turned right to see him standing under the light post at a distance.

"W-what are you doing here?" I asked, fumbling a bit.

"I wanted to talk to you about yesterday. I couldn't wait till tomorrow. Can you spare me a minute?" He asked as I looked at him and he looked at me. Our figures were clear to each other, voices rang in each of our ears but yet he felt so distant. More distant than when I only used to be a fan. Seeing your idol from up close really changes a lot of things. Isn't it?

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Hoseok never visited my apartment before, not that there was any need. However, due to official necessity my address was added to my portfolio. Probably that was how he got my address, that was what I concluded. I gestured to him to sit on the couch of the drawing room. He sat down while scanning my ever-so-simple home. I could see him getting distracted with the pictures that were framed and hung on the wall. The biggest picture was of me and Jungkook at my graduation ceremony and just beside it there was a picture of him. This picture was from when he secured a permanent job as an assistant choreographer. He looked at it, dazed. I tapped on his shoulder and passed a glass of water to him.

He looked at me with those brown orbs and parted his mouth, "Y-you have my photo too?"

I let out a dry chuckle, "is that a big deal when I literally have a tattoo of your name?"

He dropped his head and looked at his expensive sneakers, "I don't really deserve all these especially after the way I behaved last night." He sighed, his guilt was probably eating him up.

"I… I am really sorry Y/N. I know sorry won't mend anything but I just wanna let you know that I didn't mean whatever I said last night. I was an asshole and I don't even know what got me so worked up. I didn't mean to be rude with you. If you don't forgive me I completely understand." He apologized followed by another long sigh.

Tears welled up in my eyes. His small voice, down face and evident guilt in his features were enough to send a pain to my core but what hurt me more was his confession. How nonchalantly he said that he didn't know why he behaved that way. I was ashamed of myself for thinking he would say that he was jealous seeing me with Jin. Somewhere there was a hope which indicated a probability of me being something more than his friend cum fan cum employee to him, but I was wrong for another time.

Blinking my tears away I said, "Yeah, you should be sorry for questioning my love and calling me desperate." I sighed and sat down on a chair near my kitchen island, "I accept your apology but I hope this never happens again." I looked directly in his eyes while he mirrored my action. For a while none of us said anything. We were too lost in each other's eyes until I tore the gaze and looked away.

"I was worried about you last night Y/N. I'm not excusing my behavior but I just wanted to protect you." Hobi said in a low voice, still not looking away from me.

"I am an adult Hobi, I can take care of myself. And Seokjin is not some wolf that you would have to protect me from." I replied.

"You were drunk."

"No, I wasn't drunk. I was a bit tipsy but I was quite in my senses. Whatever happened between me and Jin, had my full consent."

"Y/N, you know his reputation well!"

"Yeah I do but his reputation doesn't establish him as a rapist or a creep. Whatever it is Hoseok I neither have the will nor the energy to argue right now." I huffed, I was quite irritated at this point. Hoseok kept his intense gaze on me.

"Saw Jungkook dropping you off… He gave you good company I guess."

My eyebrow furrowed at his comment. I didn't even want to think about the things he was referring to.

"Yeah, we three had fun."

"Three? Has your girl best friend returned from the US?"

"No. By three I meant me, kook and Jin"

"WHO?" He abruptly stood from the couch with blown out pupils.

"Seokjin. Why?" I asked calmly.

"You were hanging out with him today after what happened yesterday?" He walked over to the place I was seated in. I stood up as well.

"And you're again slipping into your yesterday's character, Hoseok. Stop it already." I couldn't contain my frustration anymore and glared at him.

"God! Y/N! Why don't you understand? He is not good for you!"

"I am not marrying him! We are just having a decent friendship. Stop fucking overreacting" I yelled at him, I failed to keep my anger on check.

"I am saying this because I know him better than you Y/N. His friendship will end with you being naked in his bed, fucked out of your senses." Hoseok gritted out.

"Even if I end up in his bed, it's not a red flag to me." I glared back at him as I stepped forward unconsciously to give him a tough competition.

"Oh really? Then what's a red flag to you?" He got even closer.

"Red flag is what I share with you, Jung Hoseok!" I knew exactly what I was saying.

"W-what?" A shocked expression took over his handsome features.

"Yes. You heard it right. What we share is a massive red flag. You clearly know how much I love you and yet you give me mixed signals all the damn time. At a moment you are staring directly at my soul and on the next one you are locking your lips with your girlfriend. You question my love clearly knowing I love you like a lunatic. You act jealous seeing me with another guy that's not you. You even have the audacity of asking for a kiss. You do all these while having a girlfriend and then randomly show up at my place and say that you don't know why you acted like an asshole. This is what is called a red flag Hoseok!" I spat out. I had had enough and I needed to let all these out to ease the burning pain that paralyzed my heart. Hoseok apparently softened, "Y-Y/N listen to me…"

"No, I don't wanna listen to you anymore. What I wanna do is to just stay away from you. It would help me in subsiding my feelings for you and you won't have to ignore the constant buzzing of your phone as well." I shut my eyes as his phone vibrated for another time since he stepped into my house. He ignored it again.

His jaw was clenched, eyes were dark. His eyes were watery and I didn't expect to see him like this.

"Okay, if you want to stay away from me. I will not disturb you again." With that he stepped away from me, looked into my eyes for a little while and exited my house brushing past me. His words broke me inside. For the first time, I regretted applying for the job. For the first time, I regretted falling for him, getting him as a friend and now nothing was left. We would probably be two people who used to know each other and just the thought of it squeezed my heart as if to suck the last drop of blood from it. I broke down in tears for a thousand times in these three months and the reason was him, again.

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When I secured this job I was just happy with the thought of seeing Hoseok and being able to work for him. Talking to him once or twice was a daydream that time. What I never expected was the reality of ignoring him willingly to save my heart from breaking. Since that night and that argument, none of us tried to talk to each other, not even for important issues. I was either addressed in a very cold professional manner or if there was any message, it would be conveyed to me. Working became a mere responsibility and earning a living again, but this time with added pain of seeing the love of my life in front of me but not being able to reach him. However, there were always lingering gazes, secret glances and an awkward tension whenever both of us were in the same room. The more the festival approached, the more the meetings increased and the harder it became to face him. My frustration and stress knew no bounds.

On the other hand, Seokjin became a close friend. His texts never seemed to cease. His and Jungkook's friendship, more like brotherhood and constant banter, became the only source of laughter and liveliness in my life. Another month passed just like that. And there was only a month left for the festival.

It was one of those Saturday evenings when I was deciding whether to go out alone or to remain at home. Me, Jungkook and Jin had a movie marathon the previous night, so Jungkook was too tired and Jin had a date, I had nothing to do. Just then I received a text from an unknown number..

Unknown number: is this Y/N?

Me: Yes

Unknown number: This is Somi, can I call you if you are not busy?

I halted for a moment, why was Somi texting me? I had never talked to her in more than one or two sentence exchanges, so her texting me and asking to call me up was beyond weird. Could this be about Hoseok? But then again, it had been a month since I last interacted with him.

Me: sure.

She called and greeted me with a little hello, I replied with the same.

Somi: "Y/N, I hope I'm not disturbing you. I actually had something to talk about."

Me: "it's alright Somi. Tell me what it is?"

Somi: "umm… can we meet? It's better to be talked about face to face actually.."

Her voice sounded somewhat sad.

Me: "I'm actually free tonight… do you probably wanna meet at a cafe or something?"

Somi: "Yeah, fine by me. You can text me the place and time. I'll be there."

Y/N: "sure."

I texted her the location of my favorite cafe as we decided to meet an hour later.

It was quite awkward, since none of us talked to each other personally. And it made me curious what she had to say that she had to meet me outside the academy. I saw her playing with the rim of her cup, she was either too tense or too nervous.

"What is it, Somi?" I asked

"Umm Y/N… it is actually about Hoseok." She replied, finally meeting my eyes.

"O-oh.. okay.. what about him?" I asked again

"Did you guys have a fight?" She asked with a calm tone.

"Ah.. ummm… n-no… why?" It was one of those few moments in which I got nervous.

"You don't have to lie Y/N. Everyone in the academy knows something is off between you two at this point." She chuckled a bit.

"Can you tell me what's the matter?" I asked again, wanting to shift the topic.

"You two should talk. You are probably thinking why am I even intervening between you two. Actually, I'm being a bit selfish. Since you two stopped talking, he lost himself. He is not his usual self. He.. he is not the hobi we used to know. You know the festival is nearing and it's important for him to focus. He is so stressed and frustrated these days that he doesn't even enjoy dancing like he used to. He overworks himself. Doesn't even sleep well. He… he is just…. I hope you understand." She completed.

"Why do you think it has anything to do with me, Somi? I am just a speck of dust in his universe. I don't think I matter enough to make him lose himself." I replied looking at my hot chocolate, "he didn't even know that I existed 3 months ago. I'm not that impactful" a dry chuckle left my mouth.

I felt her putting her hand on the top of mine with an assuring smile. Her gaze somehow felt too complicated, "he is a stupid Y/N. He is very inexperienced in the love and relationship area. He doesn't know the difference between having a mere crush and falling in love. He doesn't know it doesn't even take a day for people to fall in love and he had whole three months."

"What are you trying to say, Somi?" I questioned her, understanding her words very well. I didn't want another unnecessary drama to come my way. I was trying my best to move on, even though the success rate was 0.00%, I was still trying and that's what was important. I couldn't let the man or his girlfriend ruin the peace of my life more than they already did.

"You know what exactly I am talking about. You know him better than me Y/N." Somi smiled at me again. "Please talk to him. Even if not for yourself or for him, for the festival please. You know it's important. Please?" She pleaded, she even had the audacity of sending me her puppy eyes. Me being me, couldn't turn her down. I assured her I would talk to Hobi on Monday.

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Rest of Saturday and Sunday passed at the speed of light. I became more and more nervous with each passing hour. I was the one to shove him out of my way now I was going to be the one to talk to him, it was quite nerve wrecking itself. Moreover, whatever Somi indicated had me expecting things from him all over again and I was afraid to be disappointed again. I promised Somi that I would stay after work and take the chance to talk to Hoseok. At the end of my working hour Somi texted me that he was in the big practice room.

My heart thumped in my chest as I stood at the entrance of the practice room. I saw him stretching out, being ready for practicing his choreography. The music was loud so I knew there would be no use calling him even if I tore my lungs in the process. I took my smallest steps towards him, his back was facing me but soon saw me clearly in the mirror.

"What are you doing here?" He asked, turning towards me. His voice was so stern, so cold that it made my heart drop. I instantly regretted agreeing to Somi.

"I… Somi wanted me to talk to you." I replied, all of my confidence was gone at this point. The way he stood just before me, placing his hands on his hips looking scary, had me on my knees.

"About what?" Another stren question.

"I don't know clearly. She just said you are not being yourself since we had a fight and asked me to talk to you since it's important for the festival." I let out almost in one breath.

"So you came to talk to me only because Somi asked and it included the festival. Isn't it? There is no other reason. No concern for me. No concern for what we have?" He said, his tone was mocking.

"What do we have, Hoseok? We have nothing." I said with my watery eyes staring directly at his dark ones.

"Oh yeah. We have nothing. It's Seokjin who has things with you. Am I right?"

"Why are you bringing him again? What is the problem?" I almost yelled.

"The problem is that I fucking hate seeing you with him! I fucking hate it when you spend time with him! I fucking hate it when you keep on replying to his texts with every interval you get from work. I hate the conception of him with you. Why don't you understand?" He screamed at the top of his lungs.

"Why so? You have a girlfriend, Hoseok. It's not fair to So…."

"We broke up." He replied cutting me off.

"What? Why? When?" I threw my rapid fires.

"Is that important?" He enquired.

"No.. I mean.. It is your personal matter. I don't wanna know but I hope I am not the reason."

"Then, sorry to disappoint you. You're the reason."

I sighed at his comment. I closed my eyes in frustration.

"Whatever it is, I hope it will be fine. Please try not to overwork yourself and sleep at night. I will take my….." and even before I knew my position was swapped with his and now I was pressed against the cold mirror. My hands were pinned on either side of me. Hoseok looked at me with his dark eyes. He was so pissed off that his expression sent shivers down my spine.

"You're not going anywhere until I am dropping you home myself." He breathed out.

"Hobi.. Wha…" and the next thing I knew was that his lips were pressed in mine. I couldn't process anything. He was sucking my lips as if he was hungry for those. He nibbled my lower lip due to my unresponsiveness but I still didn't kiss him back and that made him suck on my lips even harder. He pressed his body on mine and then pulled back after leaving my lips with a pop.

"Kiss me back Y/N, please." His voice was small, cracked and a drop of tear left his eye. I never imagined he would ever beg me for a kiss, never thought he would be desperate for me. The look he had on his face, the pain that was there in his eyes, broke all of the self-control that I practiced. I dived into the kiss. His lips were so soft and smooth, it felt as if I had never kissed a pair of lips before. It was the taste I always wanted in my conscious subconscious and even in my unconscious.

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[tetsunabouquet]

15 Questions, 15 Mutuals

Thanks for tagging me @vespersposts I invite all of my followers to join! Also, THERE IS NO QUESTION 5

1. Are you named after anyone? Not exactly. Both my parents names actually have a name meaning related to water, and I was also born in a hospital with a beachview, so my mom was adamant about me having another water themed name when she was naming me. Same goes for my middle name, though that isn't actually officially mine as my middle name 'occured' to her when I was like a few months old and in my country, adding an official middle name later on after the child is born costs quite some money.

2. When was the last time you cried? 3 hours ago or something. My vivid imagination was thinking about story ideas, and then I thought of this dramatic one that made me spill a few tears.

3. Do you have kids? No human ones, only furry ones.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? As someone on the spectrum, I struggle with sarcasm so not really.

6. What's your eye color? Hazel, the type that has various colours. Dark brown is my most dominant, but my eyes also contain bits of jade green, amber and steel grey.

7. Scary movies or happy endings? Kind of both? I've been a horror fan since I saw the children's horror comedy, The Little Vampire, at the age of 4 but I also really like seeing people who deserve something good to happen to them find their happy ending.

8. Any special talents? Well, other then the ones related to art, I do have a few good impressions. Mainly Brenna from Toddlers & Tiaras and Lucas Hanni from Eurovision 2019.

9. Where were you born? The Netherlands.

10. What are your hobbies? Reading, creating things, dancing

11. Have you any pets? 4 cats. Mitzie Gaynor Queenie is the eldest, named after the actress Mitzi Gaynor because of Breakfast At Pluto and Queenie because the little lady is a real kitty queen.

Then you have Poosie Kleptomania. She's the inspiration behind the cat in my Midorima drabble, and was named Poosie because of Pose, as this girl is a real charming little lady that would win in any ballroom (at least if you ask me). Her middle name stems from her extreme tendencies of theft.

Bollywood Klaagzang is my youngest girl. She really loved Bollywood movies ever since she was a kitten, and Klaagzang is a Dutch word for 'lamenting' which literally means a song or word spoken with a complaining tone. If there's anyone who's constantly bitching, its Bolly. She's the kind of diva who's literally whining for attention 24/7. She's whining on my lap as I type actually. One hand isn't enough.

Somi Pantherjoy the Shadowcat is the youngest and sole male. He's named after the K-POP idol Somi, because he's a cross between a European short hair and a Siamese cat, and because Somi is Dutch Canadian-Korean, it seemed like a fitting biracial name in a sense? He's a large, athletically build black cat though, hence the 'Pantherjoy the Shadowcat' part.

12. What sports do you play/have played? Aerial hoop. I quit as a beginner though, because of drama with the sport studio. The sport instructors were good, but one I befriended because we were close in age and that ended up in this massive drama between us and whilst they were good at training people, the bussiness itself behind it? A HUGE mess. When I emailed the administration about the drama, how to sort it out, if I could arrange something like be told on notice on which days she'd be in which studio (as they actually had two) to avoid contact with her and go to the one she wouldn't go instead, it pretty much launched into a whole new drama solely based on the fact, this was a company very clearly created by sport instructors of whom none had a background in administration, bussiness, or anything whatsoever and they didn't cared about hiring people who were either. I have plans to move to a different city with a studio that isn't owned by them so I've been thinking of picking it back up once I'm there.

13. How tall are you? My ID says 162 cm according to the measures made at the town's council building but someone measured me for something a year or so after and they said 161 cm, so... (5'3-ish).

14. Favorite subject in school? Economy. I'm good with money, and I'm an accountant studies drop-out actually. My mentor had difficulties with me because of my autism, and thus was pretty much useless. Once I got stuck, I decided to drop out.

15. Dream job? A child's author and toy designer. I dream of creating my own book series and toys based on the books. Perhaps even fashion dolls. I'd like to create an 'adult' version of the series with BJD dolls once I've had an audience who grew up with my stories. I even have some low-key thoughts on a theme park. I pretty much want to be the unproblematic Disney of children's literature. That would be the dream!

#tumblr games #mutuals #followers

[nanayuz]

anipoke characters as k-pop stans

ash likes temp groups. he probably cried when iz*one disbanded ( but who didn’t ) but still stans all the members in their current activities. he also loves somi and the other ioi members a lot. he’d only listen to k-pop casually tbh, and never really go on social media to talk about them cause he’s only heard the horror stories of it.

misty is a shawol. and she just generally likes the old sm groups. she’s still going ring ding dong ring ding dong ring diggy ding diggy ding ding ding in 2023. she posts a ton of updates of her biases and their songs, but her accs are usually filled with a bunch of old memes and ‘get jjonged’ videos.

gary’s an nctzen. sadly. he really only stans yuta, taeyong, jaemin, and a few others, because he has to keep his mental capacity. he knows anything and everything about every scandal they’ve ever had just so he can call out people for saying bullshit on his tl. chloe’s also an nctzen, but she’s jaehyun biased and doesn’t really dislike any of the members. their friends all cried when they heard sticker.

iris is the 3rd nctzen, she just doesn’t like sticker as much. which like, okay. she’s a dreamzen. she likes mark and w- jisung. i can’t call him that here. always finds herself talking to the dumbest people on stantwt. she likes more girl groups, though. and she watches those hello82 ateez videos on youtube.

goh is a taeyeon biased sone. he didn’t just have no friends because he didn’t want to talk to anyone, but because nobody would dance to gee with him. he got jessica jung’s book only because snsd, but then he realized the book was uh. not the greatest. gets into arguments all the time and has the sm entertainment apology post format memorized.

may’s a reveluv. seulgi biased. she buys pcs off social media even if they’re super expensive cause they look nice. kiawe’s also a reveluv, a HUGEEEE one. joy & yeri biased. he makes a hit tweet once a week and ( somehow ) is never in fanwars because everyone knows he’s right. they’re listening to birthday and peekaboo at this moment. 

dawn is a . . . bunny? is that what newjeans stans are called?? i jst call myself a nwjns stan i actually have no idea. she does all the choreographies in her room, and she’s danielle and minji biased. has a bunch of lightsticks because she thinks they look cool in her room.

serena’s a sana biased once. knows every single dance even if she’s never done them in her life. she collects photocards and albums, probably has a photocard binder or a few. people keep trying to argue with her on stantwt so she has everybody blocked.

gladion’s another once. all the people he knows thinks he’s some fucking edgelord ( and he is, he’s not denying it ) and then they listen to his playlists full of what is love and heart shaker. nayeon stan. he also listens to a lot of bibi, though. people keep making him dance to love shot??? he just wants to go to bed??

lana stans whatever she feels like at the moment tbh. she’s a yunjin ult and keeps telling people to stop filling up her feed with garam because she was only in the group for 2 weeks. has a super aesthetic layout on every platform she’s on. i’m not saying she’s a doxxer, but she definetly has mutuals who are.

sophocles is a ningning ult. barely even listens to aespa, he’s there for ningning and her only. people would think he’d be into those ai groups, he really isn’t. probably listens to (g)i-dle and nmixx too. knows all the lyrics and dances to his faves’ songs.

lillie’s an insomnia and a neverland. she’d never listen to any of her brother’s playlists tbh. very much yuqi and gahyeon biased. listens to shitty podcasts, probably makes some. she probably makes those ‘unpopular opinions’ videos and a ton of analyses, but she actually tries not to hate every single song ever.

not everyone’s here. you think paul’s listening to k-pop.

#anipoke #gary had to be a yuta stan he has to have taste #ash pokemon #misty pokemon #gary pokemon #goh pokemon #chloe pokemon #may pokemon #dawn pokemon #iris pokemon #serena pokemon #kiawe pokemon #lana pokemon #sophocles pokemon #lillie pokemon #gladion pokemon #a lot of them are sm group stans because i mostly stan sm groups 😭

[croissantbae]

July 24, 2022

Dani is 17 months. She’s 3 months away from the age naya was when Dani was born. When I was pregnant naya was super clingy. And I remember Naomi telling me her age at the time was just a really difficult one. And that month 18 was the hardest for her because of somis extreme clingy ness and separation anxiety.

My mother in law also said kids know when the mom is pregnant and they sense that there’s another baby so they get super clingy and needy. I went back and forth wondering which of these two things it was.

Now that I have Dani and she’s hitting this age I can say it was definitely just this stage. Dani is level 100 clinger. She is soooo needy to me and only wants to be with me. If I try to put her down she lifts her legs up and desperately cries.

Sometimes it makes me think how chakhe Naya is. She definitely didn’t love her new role as an older sister but she was chakhe. I can imagine Dani would struggle a lot if I couldn’t pick her up bc I had to hold a baby (which naya did). In Dani’s defense though she’s very good to babies. It was so cute hearing her say “thilo thilo” to Shiloh tonight.

[royadventures]

may 14th, 2022--9:45am and trying to trust you

previous log

may 7th was Yedam day!!! i probably had toast for breakfast and then went to 3 cafes. i was so shocked--at the café near the yg building (i also went there for Mashiho before), they gave me an album and 3 official photocards T-T i must also say, the apple mango tea i had there was good!

it was a super hot and sweaty day, so perfect for all the cool drinks i had.

Dami met me at the last café and we walked to hongdae together. we went to the sanrio café and i bought a cinnamoroll frame. there's also a printer where you can bring photocards, so i printed Seungmin and got kuromi on the back!

we then ate kbbq at place where weightlifting fairy was filmed. a friend of Dami's joined us. it was busy and crowded and the side dishes were so small in portion that we had to keep asking for more, which was hard and annoying because of how busy it was. otherwise, it was okay! definitely pricey. definitely prefer the all you can eat spot.

we went to some photobooths, including haru film, which is incredibly popular here because the lighting makes your skin look clear. it was a bit pricey, it is hongdae after all!

we went to zzang arcade, where Dami and her friend tried the claw machines. i was tired at this point so i laid low. Dami's friend was super nice and noticed how tired i was, so we left and went to gongcha for dessert before heading home.

the 273 is actually a blessing of a bus. it's the one that takes me to campus but it actually also takes me home from hongdae!! the subway home from hongdae is always mad crowded, so taking the bus was nice :>

on may 8th, i got my period and slept in till 12pm, stayed home and left the house at 4pm to go to daiso to pick up some converter so i can connect my wireless mouse (that i also bought from daiso for ₩5,000!) to my laptop.

i also went to artbox just before that and bought 20 toploaders for ₩6,500 so i can decorate photocards!

i went to a place near my home called greener (gr) for salad. it cost ₩10,000 and i didn't like it, but honestly i just don't like salad >_< it was very healthy and worth the money, i think! my body needed that.

it was a super cloudy and humid day and i was feeling quite lonely. i didn't want to leave but in the end, i was glad that i did. i think that on days when you really don't want to do anything, those are the days when you need to get out the most.

on may 9th, i had strawberry chips for breakfast (they're good! should bring some back for Alora~), caf food for lunch (i'm sick of it now, i get why my classmate said she hates it), and now E is here... finally out of his quarantine aha!

we had bbq for dinner after he met us outside an emart nearby. it was kind of pricey and just not bad, but E loved it.

oh, we dropped his suitcase off before we ate. it was a mission, since the goshiman (mean manager) was outside smoking. T is worried for E, since he technically isn't 'supposed' to be staying in the goshi with her. so, we had to hide behind a building, waiting for him to leave before we lug all the luggage upstairs. but, he didn't leave. so i took the luggage in my own hands and pretended it was mine. the goshiman wasn't even looking at us, so either way i don't think it would've mattered.

we had bingsu for dessert and then walked home. i felt so sad that my feet took me to the river nearby and then i turned around halfway to walk up the stairs into ihwa village to see the night view.

being a third wheel so intensely on that day made me spiral.. i cried and teared up quite a bit. seeing the gorgeous night sky made it even harder..

i miss(ed) the grandpa i never met a lot. then, i looked up and saw the moon. i wondered if the moon was him, or if he was on the moon somewhere and it made me cry more..

but one thought i had while looking down at the city was, i hope everyone is doing okay. everyone in this chunk of the city that i could see right there and then, i closed my eyes and sent them all my good energy. i wished them well, that good things would come their way. somehow, wishing them well cleared my heart, too :o

on may 10th, i had caf food alone for lunch, and went to the yg café to study. really, i didn't get much done. i saw 3 people enter yg, though,, one of them was Yoshi ?? the red hair was a give away.. i also saw a blondie leave/enter and i don't know if it was an ikon or winner member :")

i called Alora while in the yg café because i felt lonely and needed study motivation. they told me i've cried more in korea on exchange (5 months) than i have during my time in canada (10 years). i can't stop thinking about it because theyre right.

oh! i had a peanut butter donut and it was so good :") yg café donuts go a little too hard O.O

we went to hai di lau hot pot (?i don't know how to spell it T-T). we being T, E and i. it's near our home and is apparently very expensive and a rare find? so T has been wanting to go, even though she already went with her 'chingu' friend group (intimidating, het cis abgs).

i felt really ugly that day so i bought a bucket hat before i had to face T and E again. i really like the bucket hat!

anyways, i felt like the hotpot was overpriced for something,, meh ?

we then went to baskin robbins and bought this large tub of ice cream because it had a pokemon character T wanted. it was WAY TOO BIG and we didn't finish it, so we had to take it to go T-T the pikachu flavour was so good though! banana with choco chips and popping candy.

on may 11th, i went to myeongdong after class with E and it was lowkey a flop because the whole time we just walked a lot. i didn't really know what to show him and he didn't have anything in particular that he wanted to see..

we met with T to have the all you can eat bbq in hongdae! E loved it but honestly i think i'm getting a little tired of it because we eat it so much :")

E and i were so tired of walking that we pretty much went straight home from hongdae after eating. but! we did go to the karaoke place nearby >:) it was packed and we got sent to the tiny room where the mics don't work and the machine always chooses random songs.. but it was still fun! E is a good singer ^^

we returned home late, but still wanted to go for a walk. T was done for the day but E and i headed out... and the walk turned into a secret hunt for flowers! at 11pm!!

it was a flop T-T we aproached a store that was closing near home, and the owner told us they were out of flowers for the day. she redirected us elsewhere, but everything was closed. i think we walked for an hour and a half? the weather was nice, though!

the closer we got to home, the weirder our conversations got. we started to discuss if curry is a soup/sauce, if soups are sauces and vice versa. i also get roasted now for apparently eating mayo sandwiches, but that's for another time.

on may 12th, i had a fried shrimp and curry dish alone for brunch. i then headed out to get gongcha but met T and E who were also walking to campus. so, i also got something for T. coming back, they had told me to meet them at the gs25 near the uni store, so i headed that way. when i was already there, they told me they were actually at the caf T-T these two places are a bit far apart and it was boiling, so naturally i was just a bit upset.

as usual, i was alone for the day again. i thought i would just head home since i was feeling exhausted, but as if the stars aligned, the person whom i helped find the uni store so long ago contacted me and we were able to meet!

it had been quite a while and his hair was blonde now,, i forgot to ask him about it! we went to starbucks and i had a black tea lemonade.. for some reason i thought it would taste weird but it was good! tasted like adding lemon to tea.. duh >_<

we sat on campus and had our drinks while talking. he gifted me a really pretty jewellry box that he received in korean class!! he was like, when you go back to canada, you can look at this and remember that you friend gave this to you. i'll definitely be doing that, with how sentimental i am :")

from there, we went to a lotte department store to eat at an all you can eat buffet called ashley. it was super good! i just wish i could've been more hungry so i could eat more. i feel like my dad would love it. it was like mandarin but a lot better.

these robots would come to pick up our dirty dishes when he pressed the bell on our table, it was super cute !

after eating, he spontaneously asked if i want to go rollerblading. honestly, i was feeling tired but i thought why not! let's give it a go!! so we bussed there and it was in a place full of other sports activities, like golf, etc.

the rollerblading room was empty, save for one person. we were a bit confused so we asked them for help before going ahead and skating.

i had to sit down to rest a bit because it was hurting my feet so bad and i was doing a poor job since i was scared and hadn't skated for a while. just then, someone approached me. they asked me where i'm from and we had a long conversation. they work at the place!! they were so pretty T-T

they told me they went to study abroad in the U.S, which is where they picked up on english. they also asked about me and my experiences, and recommended i teach english in korea! they also asked me if i had any korean friends/significant other but i said no, it's so hard to meet korean people. i told her they must either be super busy or must hate me. she told me it's first reason--they're just busy!

then she said something that deeply touched my heart for some reason. she said 'i hope you won't have a scar on your heart because it's so hard to make friends with korean people.' it left a lasting impact on me..

the rollerblading place was just a big, dark room with disco lights and kpop mvs playing in the background ^^

we bussed home after that, and my friend came all the way to my house with me! we missed the first bus because we were distracted, but managed to catch another one. this spot was like high up in the mountains or something..

we saw the worker who spoke to me--she said she had finished work and was going to a friend's place an hour and a half away to comfort her after a breakup. this person seemed so sweet..

we bussed home and my friend walked me all the way to the doorstep, where we hugged goodbye and i stepped in. then, i remembered i needed to withdraw money for T, so i left the house again while on call with my mom. then, i met E and T after their han river date at hyehwa station, so i could directly give T the money. the atm was closed, so we got ice cream from luscious scoops again at always. there was a bug in T's ice cream and E asked for a new one!

we then walked home and that was it for us ^^

on may 13th, i had bibimbap at the snack place near us for brunch. i really like the bibimap there! the lady working looked at me weird when i said what i wanted as soon as i stepped in. i guess she didn't expect that much from a foreigner?

i studied at jeongju café after eating. i was sleepy and didn't get to study for long before i had to hear back home to meet T and E for a party.

sidenote, the café washroom was so whack. public bathrooms here are hit or miss. it's either incredibly clean or super dirty, not even any toilet paper or soap (the gongcha in anam is like this T-T)

i went to olive young since i had time to kill and bought a clean x stray kids perfume. i bought Bangchan's scent--rain--and i was given a magazine that stray kids were on the cover of!

i also bought some hair gel just experimentally. i've tried it and honestly it's pretty good!

i bought some apple bread at a convenience store because i was craving (these days i crave bread a lot!) and finally headed home.

before the party (it was someone's birthday in itaewon), we ate at nbb. i could die for the sugar butter fries!

the subway to itaewon was a bit busy, snd itaewon was slightly bustling when we got there, too. we got ever so slightly lost but eventually found our way!

it was happening on the birthday girl's rooftop, which had a pretty good view of the nightlife below.

i mostly talked to E, Lyly and Van during the party. T was socializing a lot, bless her.

we saw some familiar faces but they didn't say hi to us so we also didn't. mind you, there were like 15 people present. super small and weird to not say hi.

we left early, since T had an online meeting at 10. on the way back to the subway, i saw dan bam or ggul bam (sweet night), the pub from itaewon class!! they were showing the drama on a TV and had the webtoon on display and everything!

i have a feeling we won't go back..

finally at home, i could hear winner.. skku (the university close to where i live) was having their festival (all unis have this), and winner was a guest. of course i couldn't go because of the bday party.. so hearing winner broke my heart. i was like , why can't i be there! since the festival was free.

anyways. then we slept zz.

next log

#in korea #royart gallery #royalog #14.05.22

[songmingisthighs]

Dude, wtf? I started reading your Yuyu's SM last night because I though ✨Yuyu's the main character now🥰✨ and I kinda have a headache now cause I cried so much because of him hahaha I'm just hoping that friends are not gonna turn in such assholes like your Hwa SM au cause I think that this main character really needs a lot of support for having to deal with these mf Yunho and Somi with this topic that is so painful (rejected soulmates😭). Gosh! I really want you to protect main character with your writing 🥺🙏. Also, thank you for your hard work. Love u so much for giving me so much ✨feelings✨ heehee

algedonic ??? lmaoooo thanks for liking and showing your support!! but yeah damn, yunho @ mc is so ugh 🙄🙄 but it's not really rejected soulmates ?? it's just ald!yunho being a dick. I hope you stick around for a long time !! :D

#smt answer #anon ask

[smuttyassholes]

GP999 final line up? I hate it here 🙃

It's honestly hilarious 💀 The top two have never even been in top9 nor were they ever candidates (except chaehyun but you want me to think she magically went to first). They just expect us to accept that 💀 Xiaoting and Yurina were robbed. Ruiqi was robbed. Catch me solo stanning Youngeun because she's the only one I was wholeheartedly rooting for since the beginning that made it. I'm all for ranks third through ninth, but fam. This ain't it. Not to mention the ugly ass name. The rumored names were 2589986542 times better than fucking "Kep1er". Like. Who tf came up with that. Honestly, fuck mnet, I don't even want to stan them, who even would

- asshole 4

#nah #because when the top two were shown i fucking snorted #choked on my monster #laughed then cried because i saw it coming but that shit still hurt #finna be one of those people that buy photocards only #i could make an hour long youtube video on why this lineup is messy #compared to somi and wonyoung wtf is chaehyun gonna do for us #like. mnet. bestie (derogatory). you rigged it. i know it. you can tell me. i won't tell anyone #not to be that bitch™ but we all know how you-know-who got you-know-what #compared to other four gen groups they really not gonna make it #i really defended them beforehand but i can't with this line up. they finna flop #catch me cry-laughing for another two weeks because i'm so fucking upset

[purecantarella]

Mrs. Hughes

so this is for the last days prompt, future! i took the name from the child AU that @/somewillwin had posted a few days ago. this is definitely just part one of two. because i'm pretty burnt out and i'm still writing a jennie imagine today but i also felt it was good to cut this into two, one being the soft poppy x bea bits and the other is the family drama bits. in any case, more poppy x bea content for the future! i hope you all enjoy and rip the queen b books because i sorely miss them and my Thursdays will forever be incomplete without it now :") poppy min sinclair (jeon somi faceclaim) x mc (Bea Hughes) disclaimer/s : nothing much, maybe a curse word here and there but other than that, you're all good to go.

this gif but with her blonde hair

“Love, you’re at a nine and I need you at a four…” You call out as she micromanages a poor maid in the foyer of your townhouse. She glared up at you as you walked down adjusting the tie around your neck, you and Poppy’s child, Lily, in your other arm.

“Don’t make me come back here.” The blonde threatened the maid who was trembling under the heiress’s gaze.

You chuckled at her stressed demeanour. Nothing much had changed from when you two were in college but her anger was much better managed and directed. In an attempt to calm your beloved wife down, you placed a peck on her smooth cheek and instructed the little baby in your arms to do the same. A soft smile grew on her face as she took Lily in her arms.

It’d been a rough few years for the both of you. Since the two of you graduated from Belvoire, subsequently dating soon after that, you’d both been under a lot of heat from both your families. Poppy’s parents, the classists that they were, didn’t think that your family name was remotely close to the Min-Sinclair’s. The fact that your parents were still very much connected to the farm in your hometown. As for the Hughes, they knew the hell that Poppy put you through and they never thought could be forgiven, even after you got married.

That all changed when you had Lily. Both of the kid’s grandparents wanted to meet her but there was no avoiding each other to do so. Deciding that it’d be best to just hold a dinner together as an extended family.

“Tonight’s going to be hell…” You whispered in Poppy’s ear as you wrapped an arm around her petite figure while she cooed at the sleeping baby. She tiredly placed her head on your shoulder, seeking some form of comfort. You knew how much stress seeing her parents caused Poppy, so you tried your best to be the strong and supportive spouse. “It’s going to be alright, Mrs. Hughes…” You whispered in her ear making her smile wider and look up at you.

“I married the biggest idiot on campus.” She teased making you laugh before she placed a gentle kiss over your lips. No matter how many times you’d kissed Poppy, the softness of her lips in contrast to her sharp tongue never ceased to amaze you. “…But I’ve got to say, I got a pretty cute idiot.” You rolled your eyes before unwrapping your arms from her.

“Motherhood and married life has made you soft, Poptart.” The blonde gasped, offended, before smoothly giving Lily to her caregiver before she openly threw a pillow from the living room couch towards you. Upon impact you recoiled and turned back to your grinning wife. “Oh now you’re in for it, Hughes!” You cried before chasing her through the living room, like you two were still in Belvoir when things were…relatively easier.

You caught up to her and picked her up by the waist, playfully Poppy began to kick. Usually, she’d be concerned with her clothes but honestly, Poppy couldn’t care less. You fell back into the luxurious sofa and smiled up at the still giggling blonde on top of you. You leaned up and caught her lips in a soft and love-filled kiss. Your hand placed on her cheek as you pulled away, your foreheads still against one another.

“I love you, Mrs. Hughes.” You whispered softly, staring into her brown eyes. The same eyes that she shared with your little bundle of joy.

Poppy’s smile grew wider as she pulled you in for another series of light and lingering kisses, making you both begin laughing at the situation. “I love you too, Hughes.”

Since she was a child, Poppy didn’t have a happy childhood. Separated from her birth father, being pressured to be perfect and the best, and being altogether pushed aside by the people she had loved. That fostered the worst in her. In spite of all her ugliness though, she found you.

Just a newbie on the block, one she cussed out on her first day. Yet you were the one to pick up her pieces and bring her the joy and contentment years of riches and entitlement never gave her. The genuine and unconditional love of another person. A daughter and a life full of happiness.

What could be better than that?

i enjoyed this weekend, i really did. it was tough to write everything within the day but it was a nice change of pace and i missed doing stuff like this HAHAHAH i hope you all enjoyed the fics posted the past three days. i know it's not really the kpop stuff i've been posting since the beginning of last year but i still hope you all liked the fics! poppy was a little OOC but i like to think that she was genuinely a good person but just was misguided and needed some unconditional love from someone who challenged her rather than just sated her every need. i think bea was good for poppy since the beginning. or maybe im obsessed with bad girls with hearts of gold. we may never know. i hope you're all keeping safe and i will see you all very very soon❣️ - r

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