#'s funny bc she gets

[sweetearthandnorthernsky]

'instance; the fellowship departs' is actually really funny when viewed thru the frame of 'alrighty sae wants to Go Home/Away From Here Now (but also not really in a big hurry because Reasons*)'

#because everyone is like :) stay in eriador it's for the best #which is because of the ring #but she doesn't. really know that so #'s funny bc she gets #more and more exasperated she's like: i am LEAVING SOON to GO HOME #do you UNDERSTAND this #[*she doesn't want to Deal With questions from family which is why she's distracted w/ moria epic easily enough] #but jokes on her moria > vol 3 > vol 4 > her family having So Many Questions than if she'd just left after vol 1 lmao #wip out of context tag #sticky note tag #sae stuff

[revivisection]

she's 39 he's 4000+ and they're having a slumber party (they squat in the same apartment)

two images of similar themes but very different styles because??? i honestly don't know

#my art #dishonored #the outsider #billie lurk #they hang out 👍 #i hate drawing (still does it) #former outsider has yet to get any other clothes he has to make due with sleeping in his day clothes rn (<--lore) #friends come free with the flat :) #outsider neck scar one of my most beloved headcanons #billie's wearing a prosthetic liner (converted sock) in the first pic The Arm doesn't have a socket and also is magic but the strap would s #till chafe against her skin if she was wearing it w/out long sleeves #(<--more lore) #idk how it stays on even when she's wearing it over her jacket bc it's not fixed through sleeve loops or anything but. the arm is magic #so im gonna stop thinking about it now #just one more thing. the outsider is allegedy 5'6 according to a harvey smith tweet which is the same height as his dh2 va #and i have never seen anyone speculate on billie's height but going by va she'd be 5'7 #which is kind of funny. why is he so small (friendly fire) (words from a guy that's shorter than him)

[didderd]

Tac is a smooth mf GODDAMN🫣

Hehe. Yis. Got that Fell Sans rizz. :3

#flirty mf #i love himb #<333 #(rambles incoming) #he WILL steal ur girl/boy/nb #already tryna steal roo from her red lmao #'i'v got more rizz than this guy n ya know it' #lmao #doesn't have the same respect for other versions of himself that other fells do #(rly tho he's jus tryna start trouble n he finds it funny when a guy gets mad abt that shit #bc he doesn't care if his partner has another partner. n he might even be poly himself) #('i'm jus fukin with ya.. she can have us both. i don't mind~ *winks at roo*' *red gets even madder* (lmao)) #tac fucks 's all i'm sayin #tac sans #undertale #didderd ocs #didderd asks #hearty-dose-of-ranch

[scionshtola]

6. Who was their Azem? What were they like, and were they different from your WoL? Who were their family, friends? Or, if you don’t care for the Azem angle or went in your own direction for their past self, how so? How does your WoL feel about their Ancient identity? (x)

Dies's main love in life is adventure. Similar to Corisande, she always wanted to travel and see what was out there, beyond the familiar. Unlike Corisande, she is very outgoing, prone to taking risks, puts her love for adventure above the people in her life at times, and can be rather flighty. She was closest to her mentor Venat, and had a short-lived romantic relationship with Hermes prior to becoming Azem, but broke up with him in order to focus on her travels. Despite this she was still fond of him as well as Meteion, and it hurt her to see how he changed after the events in Ktisis.

Corisande doesn't feel very connected to Dies. They are each their own person, and their relationships to Venat and Hermes are their own. They don't think about Dies much.

#ngl to u all dies really only exists bc i wanted to make hermes' life worse. alsdkjafslf #also i know canonically azem is close to e-s and hyth but i reject that lol #she is maybe friends with hyth but not with e-s. they would not get along at all lmao #however i do think it's funny for e-s to think they're good friends and dies to be like this is a guy i put up with bc hyth is cool. suffer #also i know she has a bunny nose but idk how to make her not have one with this face so ignore it pls. thank u #ffxiv #gpose #oc: dies #cori lore prompts #endwalker spoilers #listen to unknown/nth and first time by hozier and you will understand my hermes/dies vision. hermies. diemes. idk

[francy-sketches]

This is the worst explanation I've ever read what 😭

#.txt #george please its becoming so hard to defend you #'why would these two fertile children not start breeding immediately' ???????? #idk man maybe its bc they're traumatized. or they're just not into eachother. maybe they're gay idk #idc about jaehaera 'getting replacted' or whatever what bothers me is the fucking. smoking hot 6 year old #like even if we accept she absolutely HAD to be 6 why did it have to be a girlboss moment #i love how asoiaf presents child marriages as bad and horrifying and then fire and blood just. doesnt #i swear he was posessed by some evil spirit when writing f&b #if asoiaf was written like f&b we would have gotten the beautiful love story of tyrek and his infant wife or smth #this is kinda funny tho. all that twitter arguing about the greens getting divine punishment or whatever #but no turns out grrm is just weird #or at the very least he's got some skewed views of medieval life #ok now I wanna hear the reason why he made viserys 2's wife so much older than him

[matchandelure]

i fear that the undercover top secret government assassins are growing on me (cp9)

#I HAD ZERO THOUGHTS ABOUT THEM AT FIRST #IN FACT I WAS DEVASTATED THAT THE WATER 7 QUARTET WERE ACTUALLY CP9 #BUT THEN??????? I READ CP9'S INDEPENDENT REPORT AND. I!?!??!?@?!? #the thoughts are endless ive been having one piece dreams every night for the past few days and they have all been cp9 related the brainrot #is so bad. i am sodgjkadhg #i love one piece there are so many characters with each new arc i get to i get some new characters to obsess over i love it i feel so alive #ive been fighting tooth and nail avoiding spoilers for the latest episode BUT GOD IM SO SO TEMPTED TO. TAKE A PEEK #anyways last night i was once again doing a wiki deep dive and i found some silly things on cp9's pages #JABRA AND LUCCI ARE THE SAME HEIGHT!!!!! THIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY #CAN YOU IMAGINE?!?!?! the kid you've had beef with since he was 13 (maybe even earlier since lucci alreayd knew him when he was 6) who you #used to have a whole head over is now at eye level with you i would actually be so embarrased #KAKU IS FROM EAST BLUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS OS IMPORTANT ACTUALLY!! THE MOST IMPORATNT FACT EVER!!!!!!!!!!! #so he knows the strawhats are...also from the east blue right?!? right??????! and ik the wg steals these kids early on to train them so i #doubt he has lingering attachments to his home sea but i still think this so both so so sad and so important :'(( #also not getting over how oda's depiction of tiny kaku has him holding a toy boat BC ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!?! ARE YOU K IDDING ME #kalifa and jabra's favourite dishes are both lamb based!!!!!!!!! silly because her animal motif is a sheep haha #BUT ALSO considering how her father was also cp9 and she's probably been conditioned since birth to also follow his footsteps and how jabra #holds seniority in the current lineup id like to think that these two have known each other a very long time and there were influences #the most dysfunctional fcked up family ever. cp9 #blueno and jabra are both from the north blue!!!!!!!!!!!!! and that one falshbakc we see that the two of them plus 6year old lucci trained #together but also it would be so fcked up if the two actually knew of each other before being roped into the governemnt #idk how the wg works do they just??? routinely scout around and pick up a bunch of kids ata time???? were jabra and blueno taken together?? #also wondering if ... kalifa jabra and kumadori knew each other the longest as fellow agents or soemthing #i feel like im entertaining a gazillion thoughts all at once its so hard ot balance but we know both kalifa nad kumadori have #parents in the governemnt/assassin profession that also influenced them right #idk maybe one thing they can bond over #cp9 to me is just a fucked up family of some sort. they are not found family they are like some weird forged family where they were all #forced together and somehow made it work and they all love lucci and care for his wellbeing enough to raise all that money to get him to a #doctor and they cared about each other enough to get off enies lobby together without leaving anyone behind and they went cafe hopping and #shopping and bowling together and they all care for each other in their own way

[yesokayiknow]

cannot believe that in 2007 the eighth doctor adventures writers just decided to put toxic yuri in their show. they did that for me

#not me going insane over 2 minor recurring villains #but literally what the fuck is going on with the headhunter and karen #what if an amoral assassin and a normal office worker decided to become partners on a whim & now they time travel and commit crimes together #like what????? #the headhunter could not give less of a shit about other people and doesn't think karen is useful at all and yet just keeps her around #and karen's like yeah she hates my guts and also she makes me kill people. it's a laugh though can't complain #and i'm just meant to be normal about that?????? huh??????? #also the way they both just flirt with lucie every time they see her is so funny #karen's like hey babe!!!! how are you!!!! do you want to join us!!!! while holding a knife to lucie's neck shdjshs #while the headhunter's like ah lucie miller the thorn in my side [saves her life] this means nothing [saves her life] you disgust me [saves- #doctor who #big finish #i've finished s3!!!! whoop!!!! #my thoughts are why does lucie miller keep getting turned evil and can it keep happening bc it's hot. who said that #my only issue with this format is that it's very adventure based. which yeah it's called the 8th doctor adventures #but i wish there was more breathing room for lucie. the doctor keeps being all sad (fair his life is awful) but lucie's going Through It #and never gets a chance to really process anything #also the retroactive continuity errors make me laugh #'i'm 900 years old' no the fuck you're not! you still have the time war yet buddy! #i like to think they're just signs of 8's swiss cheese memory #i hope there's books set in this era. i'm sure nobody will be able to tell me bc they gave up 20 tags ago agdkhsjshsjs

[munamania]

ok im a really chill and normal person and i get over things and am well adjusted but take a walk with me here. just give me my time to complain when im not in the absolute fucking trenches. and yes i believe i suffered more than those in trench warfare. it was literally a lesbian situationship with a bistraight girl come on. just. magenta choppy shag with the roots coming in. camo cargo pants black t shirt with red lettering and striped long sleeve (sign someone likes music. confirmed). lip ring big black stud earrings and nails. red docs. i think lesbians should be allowed to kill one dyke baiter in their lifetime idc

#and now we're gonna get into some quiet parts and youre just gonna let me have this #i. am so sick. first of all it was kinda funny how people ik ended up sorta surrounding her. felt good. but like we've shared a space #together since everything. i can like be in her presence it's seriously fine. that said. i do sometimes miss her #i say this after going through the really hating her guts period bc of her evil evil evil ways. and feeling like she's lame as hell bc she #s. but i mean it's me talking i have my problems too. i Hate the way we always so naturally act in sync. and i hate that we've both picked #each others' brains for hours so it's like. i knew you once and now we can't even look each other in the eye and that just really sucks #and i feel like. not that i strictly believe in these things. but we were sort of twin flames. i largely suffered for like. basically #falling in love w her. and i know i didn't leave as much of a mark. but i still hope it sucked a little for her #and i'll admit i think it'd be some sort of miracle if we could ever talk civilly. unfortunately we work in two ways #literally behaving in Ways and borderline fucking or not speaking. so. here we are #and i already humiliatingly tried to extend an olive branch this summer so im not gonna be fucking stupid. yk #but GOD how annoying. i did talk to situationship today and we were relatively normal so at least that's not deathly awkward #it's still. definitely um. stiff. but not terrible #i need to get to the club. pretend theres a cig emoji im on desktop rn #sorry for this. #film girl saga

[femmetay]

.

#swifties romanticizing binge drinking #and making funny memes out of it #as if it’s not the saddest behavior to display in public #like that’s a person who needs help not your new parasocial drinking buddy #y’all are just alcoholics stop normalizing it for everyone else THANKS! #no it’s not normal to get black out drunk #she literally said on tour she had a problem w drinking #and everyone is 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 #three cheers for a woman with a disease she won’t get help for #y’all are s i c k #watching grown men fall over themselves thinking it’s funny #maybe funny when ur a freshman in college after that it’s uh #time for some serious help #sincerely; the daughter of a violent alcoholic who is aged 20 years older than he actually is bc of his life long drinking #watch alcohol slowly kill someone and then come back and celebrate this shit #you are gross #having 3 drinks or more a week qualifies u as an alcoholic #js #goodbye

[starrcrossrose]

Someday I want to write an actual LeoIchi centric fic. Somedayyyy somedayyyyyy

#like I have several ideas #so many #but the one sitting at the top of my list rn? #some kind of underground fighter Yuichi (he’s doing it for fun) #((and maybe for cash idk but nothing like oh I’m dark and angsty just him doing this cause he can and to get stronger)) #and Leo is the medic/doctor that patches up the fighters #I’ll say now they’d be like early 20’s here probably #21-23 or somethin #anyway #Leo confused why Usagi is there bc he’s nice and funny (and cute) #and Usagi like ‘no one can keep up with me except my friend Chizu but she’s not always home and I like having money to go on trips etc’ #and Leo like ‘okay bet fight me then’ #idk it’s a whole thing where the fighting starts to get worse #dicey #and Leo is worried especially about Usagi #but he can’t leave for reasons idk #he just has to get stronger instead #there’d be some kind of corruption and Leo has to shed the doctor coat to be a hero again #but only bc he wants to help this dude he’s falling for #so many words from me #someday I’ll do it #leoichi

[fandxmslxt69]

help im looking at the course outline for my creative writing class and the teacher was like "oh yeah, I added a fanfiction unit" a WHAT

#thats so fucking funny #bc me and her talk abt writing fanfics for some of our favourite books ALWAYS #she HAS ONE written. #in the planning phase anyway #i get to hear snippets of it #its very silly and i love her for it #i dont know if she knows I write fanfiction on this godforsaken site #she def knows I read it. #actually given what SHE;S writing she probably knows what i read too #this is so funny #how do i act normal abt this #“oh wow you're so good at writing this stuff!” yes bc it is what i do in my free time thank you for pointing it out. #clem talks <3

[honorary-fool]

Brain really said "Scara hyperfixation, eat shit" and now I'm thinking abt genshin Carmen & Wanderer.

They've never even met him when he was Scaramouche, and Irminsul wipin' out his existence/memory (or however it works I can't word it right rn) only solidifies that.

I don't even know how they'd meet- doubt he'd ever willingly go back to Inazuma, and vae'd most likely not end up in Sumeru.. but who knows. Probably baffles the poor fucker (/aff) with how kind they are to him once they warm up to 'em- 'cus y'know. Social anxiety's a dick and 'this guy looks both approachable and intimidating as shit what if I fuck up aaaaaaAAAAA-'

I think he knows how to sew?? Not sure if it's canon or a widely-accepted headcanon, but that. Wisp would eat that shit up. Next time the two run into each other they give him a li'l cat doll they sewed. Grows from there.

some similarities anyway (in some ways)

nonhuman

probably technically a few hundred years old (carmen is& it somehow stuck in my head Scara's like 500-something technically)

does it count to say scara has religious trauma via his mother ? bc if so. religious trauma (though carm's isn't as severe)

general closeness with an archon (Venti & Nahida respectively)

vulnerability who's that never heard of them hahaaaa

🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️ (dying on hill that transmasc scara. Transmasc Scara.)

a little silly in the head (again not as severe but carm's social anxiety / depression / whatever other shit there is ; & then only recently I've seen the BPD stuff w/ Scara so that too plus whatever else stems from his trauma)

like idk it's interesting at least right now it is- I'll see how long this sudden fixation on the puppet lasts

#carmen's ocs #og posts #rambles to the void #wanderer #y'all have no idea how much I wanna squish them together like dolls making them kiss 'cus it'd be funny as fuck #girlie (gender neutral)'s collecting all the traumatized anemo dorks /hj #.. im not even gonna get started on kazuha & sucrose #i wonder how it'd work bc. genshin oc Layla's like the traveler in which. not from teyvat. so irminsul doesn't do shit #if she tells them abt the puppet guy they've befriended... Ough #i'd like to formally thank dearscara's c.ai bots for this too I think /hj

[waterdeepthroat]

i know i kinda have a reputation to uphold as an astarionposter but like. he's not even my fav character in bg3...

#my ranking of the companions would be: #1. shadowheart 2. jaheira 3. lae'zel 4. astarion 5. wyll 6. halsin 7. karlach 8. gale and then minsc/minthara bc i haven't recruited either #idk i just really love how jaheira was portrayed in bg3 and i feel like she doesn't get enough love #+ lae'zel's story arc may not be as compelling to me personally as astarion's but. gith lore is like my absolute fav thing and i love her s #and i've already talked loads about how shadowheart is my no. 1 #re: wyll i actually really like him and he would've been ranked higher if i hadn't played early access. i miss his more playful side tbh #halsin ranks higher than karlach or gale because of how much his being canon polyam means to me. also he's funny as hell #karlach and gale's stories just didn't resonate as hard with me ig?? i love them all they're just not my favs #there's literally no companion i actively dislike which is v strange bc in most games i usually HATE at least one. #in dao i HATED sten. in da2 it was seb. in dai it was cassandra. in poe2 it was pallegina. in nwn2 it was bishop. in wotr it was daeran #anyway i could go on and on about how larian made fundamentally flawed but still likable characters. i just love them sm. #edit: even though gameplay-wise wotr is one of my top games ever. i actively hated like half of the companions lmao #lmk if you want me to make a post about who i like and why in pfwotr bc i am Very Opinionated

[ladysophiebeckett]

speaking of lfmb and what you said about the sexual tension: you are right as always, but it's funny because the love scenes are much more explicit from what i remember bc we got to see both f&l on bed doing the deed and also in the dream world inside a pool lol (tho it was very sweet and not necessarily that passionate whereas in ysblf their times together are described as sweet, but for some reason I pictured it as more passionate? don't mind me maybe i'm way off considering we didn't even see much, i blame armando's subsequent desperation for this tbh) aside from these bits, it is indeed more family friendly. ngl i feel like rewatching but only the pre-aldo episodes hahaha

the second love scene in lfmb is very soap opera esque--a bed, candles, the shot of them with the candles in front of them, the shot of his back and then the discrete shot of angelica vale's chest. it's more skin yes, but there is something so rated G about it. its very sweet. even the shared dream pool sequence is sweet but never passionate or intense. too much passion and sexyness is not allowed in family friendly programming.

where as the second night in ysblf is wrapped around desperation and anguish. they're clothes are on in the scene but theyre both desperate to get them off each other. betty doesnt know whether to tug his shirt fm his pants, take off his tie or grasp him to her. meanwhile armando doesnt think to take her to a bed. he's so afraid of her leaving that he leads her to the couch. he's trying to take off his own tie but can't stop kissing her. its desperate, passionate, intense, clumsy at one point. it's sexy. the shot of her touching his back, even tho fully clothed feels more explicit than the shot of lety touching fernando's naked back.

the second night in lfmb is again, very sweet. (kinda corny). but also feels very controlled. very highly choreographed. very careful in how they presented it. like, bc lety is 'the other woman' but also the protagonist we need to see her have a beautiful and safe experience.

where as in ysblf, its about betty's passion being reciprocated the same way. just bc she's isn't beautiful by society standards doesn't mean she doesn't have desires of her own. and i think that message doesn't come across in the mexican version. it gets ignored or forgotten.

#ask #anon #lfmb #ysblf #i watched a few scenes fm lfmb and it;s very funny and theyre very cute #i think instead of fernando being a griton its lety whos the gritona #he's egging her on about tomas and she's like 'if u dont stop im getting out of this car' and he's like 'OKAY okay' and she's like #'well drive faster' #which i think was televisa's attempt to girl bossify her #bc for kids programming fernando yelling or pressuring her is 'scary' #even tho i watched ysblf at like 11 and i was only intrigued by it

[sage-nebula]

I'm really glad that Sega has allowed Amy to move out of her harassment phase re: her crush on Sonic, because the way she was written back in the late 90s / 00s with regards to her crush on him is not only uncomfortable and not okay behavior (continuing to push yourself on someone after they've said "no" isn't okay even when you're a girl pushing yourself on a boy), but was also really detrimental to her character. Not only did it give people a negative impression of her (her obsessing over Sonic being her boyfriend / marrying her is remembered more often by casual fans than her actual stories in those games), but it also runs contrary to the fact that Amy has always been a kindhearted, compassionate, empathetic person. We see her compassion and empathy with other characters in those same games (wanting to save Birdie from Gamma, reminding Shadow of his actual promise to Maria, helping Cream and Big find Chocola and Froggy), so to then have her turn right around and completely ignore Sonic's feelings / boundaries because of her crush is just . . . bad. It's a bad look, and bad writing. And I don't hold it against her, any more than I hold instances of Tails having bad writing against him. These are fictional characters, they're beholden to their writers. But it's still not great and I'm really glad that Sega has realized that having Amy harass Sonic isn't funny or cute, and has instead allowed her to treat him like she does the rest of her friends: with the kindness, compassion, and empathy she's known for.

#not rebloggable bc i know how this fandom is & i don't care for the discourse #but i was just rewatching some Heroes cutscenes and y i k e s #Amy being like ''just give up! you're not getting out of marrying me now!'' before Team Rose attacks Team Sonic is like . . . jeez #it's not a great look! #a lot of this was a product of its time; anime from that time period did a lot with ''girl pursues guy no matter how much he tells her no #and this is seen as OK bc teehee women are weaker than men and therefore ineffectual threats'' #see also: Sakura pursuing Sasuke - although decades later she never grew out of that & in her post-canon novel has the ''epiphany'' #that she will continue to push herself on him until his ''no'' turns into a ''yes'' #so needless to say that i am SO. FUCKING. GLAD. that Sega got their heads out of their asses & didn't go that route w/ Amy #i would still prefer Sonic to always remain single bc I'm an aroace Sonic truther - but at least we won't be in a timeline where #Amy just ''wore him down'' - bc she hasn't harassed him like that for years now. she calmed down & they have a friendship #so if they DO make the ship overt it'll be bc she calmed down so Sonic was able to develop feelings naturally #versus she wore him down with the harassment. & her behavior in the 90s / aughts games WAS harassment #but back then it was considered cute & funny in anime (bc again - girls aren't threatening teehee /gag) so. it was what it was #i'm just glad things are different now

[izzy-b-hands]

finally broke into one of my new syringes (still have some old ones, but figured hey i should try them for this shot)

Tw for bitching abt medical shit/my injs below the cut

and i just. why is my doc intentionally making this harder. I ask for 3ml syringes bc it's what im used to and know how to draw up. She agreed to that, so i never checked my new ones bc why should i? she listened, she sent in for 3mls, right?

NOPE. fucking 1 ml which means figuring out the draw up has required online searching to make sure it's right, and bonus! everything I've found doesn't recommend it for T bc it's such a slow inj to begin with, and 'many feel it takes longer to inject in smaller syringes designed mainly for IV use, which lessens compliance with injection schedules in some'

And i hate how it looks. it looks like so much more, and i know that's stupid bc it isn't, it's the same amount as usual, but the sight of it is v much involved in me getting my injs done with my fear of needles. I know, again, I KNOW planned parenthood is dealing with not enough funding, hands on staff, etc, but does that really prevent you from listening to your patient and trying to help them with shit like this? bc i don't think it should. I'm still forever grateful they've been helping me keep my T going until I find a primary care doc, but at the same time...what the fuck? I said this would be an issue, and i need to stay with my usual supplies. If that was an issue for them, i was willing to buy syringes myself from the medical gear shop I've used for extra supplies before (that will ship out here, I've checked.) Why won't she just fucking. listen, and talk to me? if all she could do was 1 ml syringes, fine, BUT FUCKING TELL ME THAT BEFORE SO I CAN JUST BUY MY OWN

Like. I will get this done. ill use these crap syringes up bc I refuse to waste them.

But now I'm overly nervous and worried im gonna fuck it up with the new syringe, or that it will hurt more or take even longer to inject than usual, so my hands are too shaky to do it! im already a day late with it, and I'd bet ten bucks I wont be able to calm myself enough to do it until tomorrow. Yes, this is also autism bs of needing things the same but like. I've had to do a lot of adjusting since last year, and have made efforts to accept changes and sporadic things. it's been hard as fuck, but I've fucking done it. so why can't i have one fucking thing like this stay the same? just my inj supplies, that's it! I'll accept and deal with other changes but for fuck's sake, she KNOWS I'm nervous abt fucking up my injections (bc i always want them to go well so i get as much med in me as i can, with minimal tracking out after it), why the fuck wouldn't she at least tell me if she was limited in syringes/what she can rx?

Why don't docs listen when i talk, and why won't they just talk and be honest with me like a fucking adult. is that honestly so fucking difficult?

Apparently so 🙃

#text post #long post #sorry ignore me i just needed to vent this out before i figure out if the inj needle fits this syringe #bc the draw up one barely fits correctly so im not feeling real confident on the others! #this is my fault for not checking at the pharmacy but tbh they wouldn't have done anything to help anyway #they're overworked as it is and don't have the time or patience for that #I'd love to discuss this with my doc but thus far she's only suddenly changed when she wanted more bloodwork donr #and refuses to respond to my requests asking when she'd like my next appt scheduled #bc if she moved the bloodwork then maybe she wants to follow up sooner but who fucking knows #and that's not even getting into her misgendering me thru my whole last appt #and she's this p.p.'s full time gender therapy specialist! so there's no one else i can even ask to see at the local office #she's sweet enough but i really think she needs to like. go into a different specialty or something #bc clearly this is not her thing and I'm selfishly frustrated that it's making this harder for me #whatever. i have an inj to set somewhere safe until i can get over this change and make myself do it #funny enough this was supposed to be a quick inj before i shower but! here we are!!!