#“Alien Implant Impact”

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#artists on tumblr #ai artwork #alternative #sci-fi art #“Alien Implant Impact”

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With all my heart.

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cw/wc: 10.9k (ik wtf) not proofread ; smut, fingering both r/e!receiving, oral (r!receiving), swearing, fluff, reader has a heart condition. jackson ellie x fem reader (💘)

a/n: I'm not really sure how I feel about this, lol (especially the smut part). I tried to do a lot of research about this type of heart issue to make it as accurate as possible, so if it's not, I'm sorry, I tried. ib one of those romantic movies where one of the characters is sick and has some rare condition (except that no one dies.)

also can we start romanticizing unconditional love and healthy relationships?

You knew you had won the lottery the moment you accidentally bumped into her in the hospital.

Your life has been full of challenges right from the beginning. You were born with a condition that affected your heartbeats, making it difficult for your heart to function normally. So you had to rely on a pacemaker to regulate your heartbeat. This condition has significantly impacted your life, making it hard for you to engage in activities that require physical exertion.

Long QT Syndrome, or LQTS, is a rare genetic condition that can mess up your heart's electrical system. It can cause your heartbeats to go wild, making you faint, have seizures, or even go into sudden cardiac arrest. To keep yourself safe, you needed to take your meds, live a certain way, and have a pacemaker — which you had implanted.

Living a normal life had always been tough for you, and it wasn't only the syndrome's physical symptoms that held you back, but also your parents' protectiveness. They worried a lot about your health, maybe a bit too much, leaving you with very little freedom to do anything. Even simple things like going to a party or hanging out with friends like a regular teenager seemed like a luxury you could never have. Although you understood that your parents were only trying to protect you, their overprotectiveness always made you feel suffocated and cut off from the world. You always felt like an alien who had just been dropped off on Earth; you knew nothing about anything. You've always had to rely on the stories and experiences of people around you, like your friends, to help you figure things out and feel like you had lived a little.

You have been homeschooled ever since you were a little kid. You didn't have many opportunities to participate in social activities and make friends. However, you did manage to meet two people who have remained your only friends to this day. You met them in the park when you were a kid, and to your luck, they stuck around. You often wonder if they stayed with you out of pity or because they genuinely liked spending time with you, but you were glad regardless; it was good to have someone to hang out with.

The memory of the day you met Ellie is still as vivid in your mind as it was when it happened. You had just finished your routine checkup at the hospital and were feeling a bit peckish. You made your way to the vending machine to grab a snack, suddenly feeling a wave of dizziness sweep over you. You hoped a quick snack would help, but fate seemed to have other plans in store for you that day. As you selected your snack, you watched in frustration as it got stuck in the vending machine. You tried everything you could to retrieve it, but it refused to budge. Just as you were about to give up, she appeared.

"Can I hel-" she started, but you were already turning around to leave, and just as you turned around to leave, you accidentally collided with her, causing your chest to hit hers. The impact triggered your pacemaker, causing it to beep loudly and incessantly. "Shit — I'm so sorry" she said as she gently grabbed your arm to steady you. "Oh my god, I'm sorry" you said simultaneously. The sound reverberated through the hospital walls, and your face heated up with embarrassment. You had never experienced anything like this before, not even when you bumped into walls at home.

The auburnette looked at you puzzled and asked, "Why're you beeping? Are you okay?" Worried green eyes scanning you, she was clearly taken aback by the unexpected beeping sound and she couldn't understand where it was coming from. You couldn't help but feel drawn to her despite the awkward introduction, she was the most beautiful girl you had ever seen.

Little did you know that this chance encounter would lead to a series of life-changing events.

You remember sitting in the seating area of the hospital, munching on a snack that she had generously gotten for you, you couldn't help but feel grateful for this girl's kindness. She was so funny and kind, cracking dumb puns every now and then. You admired how perfect and flawless she looked and to this day, she still tells you how mesmerized she was by you when she saw you for the first time. You both chatted away about everything and nothing, you noticed that she had a backpack with her. Being the curious person you are, you couldn't resist the urge to ask her what she was studying. She seemed delighted by your interest and started talking passionately about her field of study — art. The more she talked, the more intrigued you were. When your conversation came to an end, she mustered up the courage to ask for your number, a clear indication that she wanted to see you again; it took you by surprise but you happily obliged. Something about you captivated her attention, although you couldn't quite pinpoint what it was.

You never thought that you would have the chance to become friends with her, let alone her best friend. But somehow, again, fate had other plans for you. Your friendship with her started slowly but surely. She always asked you to hang out, and you couldn't help but say yes. She was so fun to be around, and it was impossible not to enjoy her company. She would come to your place and take you on small adventures, always promising to show you something new and exciting. This was especially important to you, as you had shared that your teenage years were quite dull and you didn't venture out of your house much. She always respected your limits, knowing that you had to be cautious with your heart condition. When she started staying at your place, you were surprised at how well she fit in with your family and friends. Your parents loved her and your friends thought she was great too. She was always taking care of you without being overbearing or suffocating. Her kindness and thoughtfulness made you feel valued and appreciated, and you couldn't help but fall for her. How could you not after all? She was perfect.

You shared every aspect of your life with her, and she reciprocated. You both had a shared love for reading, although she preferred a completely different genre from yours. She forced you to read her favorite Savage Starlight comics, and even though they weren't your cup of tea, you still enjoyed spending time with her while reading them, mostly because of how cute she sounded when she read every line out loud, effortlessly switching tones to match the different characters' voices and even adding sound effects to accentuate the narrative. She would often stay the night at your place and binge-read them with you. She loved to talk about her passions for space, dinosaurs, science, and art. She even showed you her drawings and journal, claiming she had never shown them to anyone. She even made a few drawings for you; it was adorable and impressive how she managed to capture every little detail of your face and put it on a piece of paper, she was a talented one. And, of course, you did the same with her — sharing your favorite comics/books with her, even convincing her to watch movies that she always claimed she hated. After watching them with you, she realized they weren't so bad after all. Not that she actually paid attention to the movie, her eyes solely focused on you.

Soon enough she was introducing you to her closest friends. She was convinced that you would love them, and she was totally right. One of her friends, Dina, was so much fun to be around, always full of energy and cracking jokes, she had a smile that could light up the whole room. Jesse, Dina's boyfriend, was just as funny as her, but he was a bit more serious and responsible than the rest of them. He always looked out for Dina and Ellie, but they never listened to him, which resulted in some pretty hilarious situations. The group had a really cool dynamic, and you loved how they made you feel welcome right from the start.

Your first kiss was a moment you could never forget, etched deeply into your memory. You both were deeply in love with each other, and it was evident in the way you looked at each other. Your glances filled with unspoken feelings and palpable tension that drove you crazy, hoping that you weren't the only one feeling that way. And then the moment finally arrived. You remember it was a hot summer day, and the air in your room was stifling despite the fan pointed at your face. You had a few strands of hair that fell loose out of your messy low ponytail, and they moved with the breeze from the fan. You were both on your bed; she was sitting criss-crossed before you, music playing in the background. She was drawing you in her journal, claiming that she needed more practice, which, after years, she revealed was just an excuse to draw you and spend more time with you; you were her favorite muse and she was just a loser who couldn't help but simp for you. Her cheeks were slightly pink due to the heat (or at least you thought), and her green concentrated eyes flickered back and forth from your face to her journal. When she started drawing your lips you unconsciously licked them, causing her eyes to dart up to look at you in the eyes.

She let out a soft sigh and mumbled under her breath, "m' almost done." A faint blush crept up her cheeks, though you couldn't quite explain why. Intrigued, you leaned over to get a glimpse of her work and asked, "Yeah? can I see?" She straightened up, holding the journal close to her chest, and replied with a slight huff, "Don't move, c'mon, stay still." You raised an eyebrow in amusement and retorted, "What? I'm not even moving." She didn't respond and instead furrowed her brows, focusing intently on her piece of art. The room fell silent, except for the sound of her pencil scratching against the paper.

The silence between you and her was palpable but not uncomfortable, yet you still decided to break it with a joke. "Knock knock," you said, a small smile forming on your face. Her eyes, which had been focused on her journal, darted up to meet yours once again. A playful smile appeared on her lips as she asked, "Who's there?" in a slightly sarcastic tone, giving you an eye roll. "Kiss," you replied, wiggling your brows. "Kiss who?" she played along, her eyes still fixed on you. "Me," you smiled awkwardly.

You knew it was a terrible joke, a very corny one, but you couldn't help it. After all, you didn't have much experience in these kinds of things — the universe only knew how long it took you to muster up the courage to make a silly little joke like that one. She chuckled dryly. "God, that's really bad," she commented, and you laughed along. "I know," you lowered your head and shook it slowly before looking up at her again. Both of you were smiling at each other, the tension between you growing. "So?" you quipped, trying to sound confident. "Do you want to?" you asked, your heart beating fast. "Oh shit, you were serious?" She suddenly sounded nervous, placing her somehow worn-out journal on her thighs as she looked at you in disbelief. You could tell she was surprised, and maybe a little flustered. "I'm sosorry — I didn't mean to make it awkward. Forget it. It's just I really like you a lot, but if you don't—" you started to say, trying to diffuse the tension, but her soft lips cut off your nervous rambling before you could finish your sentence. You felt a jolt of electricity shoot through your body as you kissed her back, your hands reaching up to cup her face. It was a moment you would never forget.

After your first kiss, you and Ellie went on a few dates together. It was during one of these dates that she took you to the park and asked you to be her girlfriend. The setting was perfect — you were having a lovely picnic date, the weather was just right, and a gentle breeze was blowing, caressing your skin and making it erupt in goosebumps as you sat close to the pond next to Ellie, throwing frozen peas to the ducks, their quacking filling the air with lively energy. The water was still and calm, the sun was shining, and the greenery around you was lush and vibrant. You felt a sense of warmth and happiness.

The auburnette sat beside you, leaning back as you fed the ducks in the pond. She wore a tender smile on her face, watching you with a gentle gaze. "I thought they only ever ate bread," she commented, breaking the peaceful silence between the two of you. You turned to her, your eyebrows raised in surprise. "If all they eat is bread, how will they survive in the wild without people tossing them bread all the time?" You replied with a hint of sarcasm. She scoffed and playfully nudged you. "Alright, smartass," she said, you nudged her back, both of you giggling like children. "I'm surprised a know-it-all nerd like you didn't know that," you teased her. "Nerd, huh? you actually like this nerd" she retorted teasingly, a mischievous glint in her eyes as she pointed at herself. "Do I, now?" you asked, raising an eyebrow at her. You couldn't take back your words after all, you did like her and you made sure to tell her, let's say... pretty often.

"Oh yeah, you do," she chuckled, nodding her head playfully. The two of you fell back into a comfortable silence, watching the ducks swim around in the pond. Suddenly, she turned to you, her expression serious. "Listen, I was thinking...you know how we're going out on dates and all," she started, her voice hesitant. Your head snapped to look at her; your heart was beating like crazy, not that it usually wasn't due to your syndrome, but it felt crazier than usual. You felt your palms start to sweat, and you grew more nervous by the second. "Yeah?" you prompted her, waiting for her to continue. "I guess what I'm trying to say is...we already act like a couple, so...will you be my girlfriend?" she finally gathered the courage to ask, her eyes locked on yours.

She seemed a bit tense, although you couldn't understand why. After all, you had told her multiple times before how much you liked her, and the two of you had been acting like a couple for quite some time now. You gave her a cheeky smile "Of course I want to," you said confidently, jumping right into her lap, feeling a sudden burst of excitement as you wrapped your arms around her.

Your love was pure and genuine, and it was evident from the little things you did for each other. She would leave little notes around your room or in your bag whenever you left for a second. These notes would remind you of her love for you, and you would return the gesture by hiding notes in her notebooks or in her journal. She would find them the next day during her classes, and it would brighten up her day.

"you look so pretty"

"are you a keyboard? cause you're just my type ;)"

"i love your freckles and i love you"

"hope you're having a good day :) ps. no more pickup lines im begging D:"

Your love was spontaneous and full of small handmade gifts, full of drawings from her part and origami from yours. Once in a while she'd even write and play songs for you, which had you smiling like an idiot cause how romantic was that?

She was always too caring, and she would make sure that you were feeling okay despite your heart disorder. She would accompany you to your doctor appointments and never leave your side, even though you would tell her she didn't need to be there. Unlike your parents who had always been overprotective, she was always looking out for you without being too much. Since you were the "sick" one between the two of you, she always had trouble accepting help from you, especially when she felt sick or was on her period. But you always insisted on taking care of her, making her chicken soup whenever she had a horrible cold, and ensuring that she took painkillers for her period cramps. You always made sure that she had enough pads and her favorite snacks or helped her through one of her panic attacks. Soon, she got used to it and would always be a whining mess when she was sick, hoping you would cuddle with her or baby her. She loved it more than she liked to admit.

On your anniversaries, you would surprise each other with flowers. The first time you had ever gotten her flowers (which was on your first date), she accepted them with teary eyes, saying that none of her ex-girlfriends had ever gotten her flowers or treated her like a woman; you loved the idea of being her first in something — you didn't get to be her first kiss or her first time in...that, but at least you were the first girlfriend who treated her right.

Your first time together was so special and intimate, it made you feel truly alive. The way she was so gentle and caring towards you left an indelible imprint on your heart. Her touch was like a soft breeze on a calm summer day, sending shivers down your spine, and being with her made you feel like you were safe from the rest of the world. You remember how her tender gaze made you feel like the most special and beautiful girl in the world, making your insecurities fade away. The way she held you close, with a warmth that engulfed you, made you feel comfortable in your own skin. It was your first time ever, and you confided in her about not having much experience. She reassured you that she would teach you, show you the way, and make you feel good, and good Lord, if she kept that promise.

It was a warm and peaceful afternoon, the sun was shining brightly outside, casting a warm glow into the room. You and your girlfriend were both lounging on her comfortable bed, enjoying each other's company in silence. While she was intently watching an action movie, you were lost in the pages of a captivating book. Your attentive eyes scanned each line and paragraph, immersing yourself in the story and oblivious to your surroundings. Unbeknownst to you, Ellie was growing increasingly impatient, huffing and puffing in an attempt to get your attention. Her huffs were airy at first, but as time went on, they became more forceful and pronounced, hoping to grab your attention and draw you away from your book.

Finally, after what seemed like an eternity to her, you turned your head gently towards her, lowering your book ever so slightly "What's wrong, Els?" you asked, concerned. "Put it down, I wanna cuddle." she responded, snatching the book out of your hand and placing it on her nightstand. You couldn't help but smile at her neediness, finding it adorable. "Fine," you sighed playfully, "Needy," you added under your breath, rolling your eyes at her. But she caught your comment, "What? Did you say somethin'?" You couldn't help but chuckle at her reaction as she pulled you on top of her and wrapped her arms around you. "Oh, nothing," you innocently replied.

"Comfy? Anything hurts?" she asked in a gentle tone as she rubbed your back in a slow and soothing motion, and you instantly relaxed under her touch. You took a deep breath, the tension in your muscles slowly fading away. "I'm okay, — m'comfy" you reassured her, feeling grateful for her care and existence in general. You hugged her tightly, burying your head in her chest. You could feel the warmth radiating from her, and the steady beats of her heart were a comforting sound.

You both cuddled up in silence, movie still playing softly in the background. As she kept rubbing your back, you gently scratched her arm something that usually relaxed her. After a little while, you felt compelled to express your feelings and whispered, "I love you." Even though you couldn't see her face, you could hear the smile in her voice when she replied, "Love you more, babe." You remained comfortably nestled in her chest, head buried in her grey hoodie. When you finally lifted your head from her chest, you gazed into her beautiful green eyes, already looking at you with so much affection that made your heart skip a beat. "You mean the world to me." you confessed, her eyes softened even more, and her heart swelled with love for you. She was the perfect girlfriend, always so loving and respectful, and you couldn't ask for anyone better. Finally, she leaned in and kissed you slowly and tenderly, a soft kiss that soon turned into something passionate and full of desire. She rolled on top, pinning you down with her weight, her hands roaming all over your body. She squeezed your waist, your hands cupping her freckled face to keep her close. She sighed quietly into the kiss, her fingers tugging at your tank top, and you knew what that meant — she wanted it off. And to confirm your thoughts, it was Ellie herself. She pulled away, lips slightly swollen and pink. Despite her best efforts, it was pretty evident that she was struggling to control her breathing as she panted uncontrollably, both because of the intense making out and her arousal growing by the second. Her face was flushed; she looked at you to gauge your reaction to her silent request, to which you responded with a little nod. "I'm ready," you uttered timidly, feeling your cheeks getting warmer. "Are you sure? We don't nee-" you cut her words off, repeating yourself, "I'm ready," this time sounding a bit more firm and confident of your choice. She mimicked the slight nod you gave her a few seconds ago, loose strands of auburn hair falling out of her little bun framing her face, her eyes never leaving yours.

She leaned in once again, giving you a peck on your moist lips before kissing your jawline and down to your neck. "Can i touch you?" she asked between damp kisses she left on your neck, "I don't know, can you?" she chuckled and began to suck purple marks on your soft skin as she slipped her hand underneath your tank top, brushing against your bare stomach before reaching her target — your tits. She cupped one of your tits, feeling the fabric of your bra. Your breath hitched, your cheeks were flushed and you were grateful she was too focused on your neck to notice "Can I take it off?" she questioned between cute smooches sounds, "Yeah," you breathed out, looking back into her eyes.

When she did, you were left in nothing but your bra, the visible scar near your shoulder making you feel uncomfortable, same with the implanted pacemaker under your skin, it was visible and you hoped it didn't gross her out. You couldn't help but look away from her, suddenly feeling ashamed for something you had no control over; it was something so small yet so significant for you.

You felt her index and middle finger gently pressing under your jawline to turn your head towards her and make you look into her eyes once again. Her voice was soft, almost like a whisper, as she spoke to you in such a tender tone. "Hey," she started softly, sensing your insecurity. "You're beautiful, alright?" Hearing those words from her sent chills all over your body, and you couldn't help but feel a sense of comfort wash over you. She continued, "We'll go slow. If something feels wrong, you let me know, okay?" Her words were reassuring, and you could feel her gentle touch on your face, holding it firmly so that you couldn't look away. You nodded in response to her words, suddenly feeling shy in front of your girlfriend.

After less than a few minutes, both of your clothes were off, thrown carelessly somewhere in the room. She still had her sport bra on and her underwear while you only had your underwear on. She trailed down, kissing all over your bare chest and breasts, and your scar, the one you were insecure about "smooch smooch..so pretty, smooch beautiful, my pretty girl" she kept murmuring under her breath causing goosebumps to rise all over your body, your nipples stood erect and hard, begging for some attention. She chuckled when she felt your sensible nub harden under her palm, "Didn't mean to make the ladies feel neglected" she joked, her voice was husky. She looked up at you with a cocky grin, and you felt your cheeks heat up even more; you chuckled awkwardly and rolled your eyes at her attempt to tease you about something you couldn't control. "Why are you always like this?" you rhetorically asked with a playful smirk, she shrugged and gave you a lopsided smile as she began to kiss your chest and attack your nipples with her mouth. "mmphh" you let out; a pathetic attempt to swallow a small moan when she sucked on one of your nipples and pinched the other. You bit down on your lip, and you could feel her smile at the small sound that came from you as she continued to work on your tits.

She trailed her hand down your abdomen, her fingers dancing around the waistband of your underwear teasingly. You couldn't deny the arousal building in your panties and at the pit of your stomach, you could feel the uncomfortable stickiness forming in your undies. So fucking wet. Leaving moist kisses all the way down to your belly button, then she stopped. She looked up at you, cheeks flushed just like yours and her eyes looking for a sign of your consent. She wanted to make sure you were completely comfortable with the way she was exploring your body, feeling it, and touching it. "I'm ready, Ellie. I promise" you repeated, your voice was soft and still timid.

"If you want me to stop, just tell me to, okay?" she told you once again and she didn't resume what she was doing until you gave her a light nod. She spread your legs, and her eyes were immediately drawn to the darker spot of your panties, you were so fucking wet. She hissed something under her breath that you couldn't quite catch. Seeing how wet she made you only served to boost her ego (as if she wasn't cocky already, the last thing this girl needed was a boost of her ego). "God, you're so wet," she couldn't help but voice her thoughts. "Thanks, Einstein, I haven't noticed," you responded with a hint of sarcasm, perhaps hoping to divert attention away from your embarrassment. She chuckled and an amused smile appeared on her dotted face, her brows jolting up. "Don't you give me the attitude" Before you could say anything back, her digits gently pressed on your still-clothed pussy, making your hips jerk away and a little moan escape your lips. Your face was on fire as you registered the lewd sound that accidentally left your lips. "That's what you get," A broad grin of pride spread across her face, and a fleeting pout that she found endearing appeared on your face "Oh, what? You mad at me, now?" she continued to taunt you, you let out a deep sigh and turned your gaze away.

"Shut up — god, why are you so annoying even in moments like this?" You covered your eyes with the sweaty palm of your hand as you spoke, feeling your cheeks flush with embarrassment. You could hear her giggle at your shyness, and it was evident that she enjoyed teasing you and playing with your emotions.

"C'mon pretty, m'just messin' with you." but she couldn't stop snickering to herself, finding your reactions quite funny. "Look at me," she commanded in a gentle tone, and you complied; you moved your hand away from your face and looked down at her, who was positioned between your spread thighs. "Want me to stop?" she questioned again, making you huff in response "Ellie. If you ask me that one more time, i swear—"

"Jesus, just making sure, no need to be so feisty about it" her fingers hooked under the waistband of your pink panties, tugging it down and freeing your dripping cunt. "Do I seriously make you this wet?" she was in disbelief, watching the string of precum that connected your pussy to your damp panties she had just pulled down.

"No, I was secretly thinking of Megan Fox, imagining her on top doing naughty things to me," you sarcastically retorted. She gasped dramatically, acting offended. Such a drama queen she was. "I consider that cheating." She played along, keeping that fake offended demeanor on. You laughed softly at her silly expression. "Okay, then, you caught me. Mentally cheating on you right now," you joked.

"I see how it is" You laughed again, and she scoffed, but she wasn't actually pissed at you.

She began kissing your inner thigh, the ache between your thighs becoming almost unbearable. "Els..." you had this whiny hint in your voice, growing visibly impatient, "Hm?" she hummed back, switching to your other thigh, going near your pussy but never actually touching you where you wanted her to. You moved your hips close to her face, but she moved away. "What do you want?" she asked teasingly, playing dumb. Fuck, you hated her guts for doing that. "You know what i want" she clicked her tongue under the roof of her mouth "Don't think I do" you sighed, frustration slowly creeping up inside you "Please?" your voice was delicate, almost as if you were begging her to let you try her fries or asking her to buy you something. She smirked, seeing you all horny and desperate yet still struggling with your words, too shy to tell her what you wanted directly. "Please what?" she encouraged you, that obnoxious cocky grin never leaving her face; she was making fun of you at this point. But you stayed quiet. "Can't read your mind princess, you gotta use your words."

"Touch me?...please?" your voice above a whisper but she heard you, you could tell she did from the satisfied expression casting over her features. "Sorry? Louder. Couldn't hear you" that cunt. You knew she did hear you and that she just wanted to hear it again so, you tried your best to push your shyness aside and please her. "Touch me, Ell-" But she was growing way too impatient, pressing her thumb on your clit, you let out a strangled moan and your hips jerked away at the sudden contact, but she pulled you closer again. Between the two of you, the more impatient one was probably her. Poor baby couldn't even let you say it twice, she was already torturing your aching nub, drawing small circles on it.

"Feeling good?" she questioned, her eyes studying your every reaction to her touch. She knew you felt good but still needed to hear it from you. "Yeah," you breathed out, your breathing becoming more elaborated. "Remember to breathe from your nose, baby. Don't want your heart to go crazy over a little excitement — if it gets too much, tell me." she thoughtfully said. "I'll be fine" you reassured her, grabbing her other hand to squeeze it.

In no time, her lips were on your clit, gently sucking on it. She moaned on it, almost as she she was the one getting head. She could feel her pussy starting to ache, the fabric of her undies sticking to her pussy, but she couldn't help it. The way you sounded, your cute expressions and your pretty pussy were just too much to bare for her. "So fucking beautiful," she mumbled, pulling away from your pussy for a second. She slid a finger inside you and you arched your back, pushing your hips to her face to seek for more contact "This okay, yeah?" her voice was rasp. You whined in response "Ooooh look at her, think she loves me" it took quite a few to understand that she was talking to your pussy instead "God, w-why are you so…" you tried to hide the turmoil in your voice but you interrupted your own words with a slutty moan that left your throat as soon as she pushed her finger deeper into you.

"Fuuuck" you grunted, your eyes rolling to the back of your skull and the grip on her hand tightening. "So responsive," she chuckled. "Ellie, shut..up," you whined, moving your hips slowly to meet her thrusts. "Can't even talk without moaning, so nasty." she snickered, acting like she was totally unaffected by your pretty moans. She was fucking soaked, humping into absolutely nothing, not that you could notice it, too focused on the way she was making you feel. The gushing sounds riverbed throughout Ellie's bedroom, and she absolutely fucking loved it. She loved seeing you like this, whimpering and writhing under her touch, so ethereal, your body was pure art to her.

"M-more" you stuttered, panting a bit, your chest raising and falling quickly "More, huh?" she echoed mockingly, sliding another finger into your little honey jar, wetness dripping down to her knuckles from how wet you were. "Gahh-uhhd" you let out incoherent words, she groaned, feeling your walls clenching around her fingers and feeling her own clenching around absolutely nothing. "Like this, yes?" she questioned in a breathy voice, her brain suddenly struggling to make out sentences that made sense, too mushy to say shit and all because of you. If you only knew how long she waited to see you like this — touch you like this. "Uh-aahh" you trapped little whimpers inside your mouth, biting hard on your bottom lip again. "Nah-uh let me hear you," she immediately scolded you, shaking her head in disapproval, but you didn't listen.

Her face lowered to your pussy, lips attaching to your throbbing clit, teasing it with the tip of her tongue, switching between circling it and sucking it gently. Your mouth hung open, arching your back and bucking your hips against her face as you let out obscene moans. She moaned against your core, a mixture of her own spit and your juices covering her chin. "Taste hmmsoo good" Your other hand reached down to move pieces of her hair out of her face. "Ellie, I-i think I'm gonna-" you trailed off, not that she needed you to tell her, she could feel you squeezing her digits as she kept hitting that soft spot inside you. "Gonna cum, baby? wanna cum for me, beautiful?" she cooed.

"God..I love you so fucking much," she hissed under her breath; you moaned loudly in return, riding her fingers "Babe, m'gonna cum" you squealed, high-pitched moans reverbing throughout her apartment. "i'm here, princess" she cooed, squeezing your hand that she had been holding this entire time, so clingy. She wanted to ensure you knew she was there for you, not only to please you. That little feeling that had been building up in your stomach snapped like a rubber band, milking her fingers as she let you ride your orgasm. Curses falling from both of your lips, your muscles spasming and squeezing her fingers — god if she loved the way your body was reacting to her.

"I know, i know, I'm here baby" she whispered sweetly when a few whiny whimpers left your mouth. When you came down from your high, she withdrew her fingers and sucked them clean, her eyes locked with yours as she did so "You're so nasty" you giggled, feeling yourself blush again "You're the one who came all over my fingers" she teased you, crawling up to kiss your lips. Your tongues tangled together and you could taste yourself on her tongue. You place your hands on her waist, pulling her body closer to yours.

"You must be tired, angel." She reluctantly pulled away, an inch away from your lips as she spoke. "Want me to leave you all wet and needy?" you inquired in disbelief, lifting your brows up at her reluctance. Her eyes silently begging you to touch her, but she still preferred to put your health over her needs. That's how caring and loving she was. "I'm just saying you don't need to push yourself if you feel tired," she repeated.

"Oh, Ellie…" you sighed, pulling her underwear down and taking her by surprise. She seemed to be internally struggling to find the right thing to say, but you preceded her, "Think I can't handle a little fun?" you purred, growing bolder in your actions. You cupped her cunt, feeling all her sweet juices cover your hand; she was so fucking soaked, it was almost unbelievable. "Only if you're sure," she answered, her breath hitching in her throat as she gulped thickly, already trying hard to suppress her cute little moans. "I'm sure you want this," you teased her, the corner of your lips curling up in a smile, almost as if to make fun of her; it was your turn now.

"I do, you know I do," she replied. It was so entertaining to watch her keep her breathing steady. You ran your index and middle finger through her glistening folds and began to tease her puffy clit, rubbing it slowly, almost painfully. "Fuck" she grunted, humping the palm of your hand, desperate to find relief; you hummed back. "Am I doing okay?" you asked innocently; despite your inexperience, you could tell she loved it, and you high-fived yourself for the little mental notes you took while she was touching you just a moment ago. She grabbed your wrist, guiding your fingers to her entrance. "Finger me," she commanded with a raspy voice.

She let out a small gasp when you thrusted into her slowly. "Like this?" you could feel her walls clenching around your inexperienced fingers, "Uh-huh," she bobbed her head, positioning your hand just how she wanted it, guiding you as she rode your fingers. "Fuck, you're so messy — so wet for me," you muttered under your breath, pulling her closer to you; she was supporting her weight on her wobbly knees as she rode your fingers, burying her head into the crook of your neck. Your other hand rested on her hips, holding her in place and not allowing her to move as you kept slamming your fingers into her. The pleasure sounds she let out right into your ear only served to make you wetter and hornier than you already were — if that was even possible. It was almost like your inexperience melted away, with the sole intent of pleasing her. Immaculate sounds left her throat as she chased her orgasm on your fingers, and you couldn't help but groan pitifully after her. Your pussy already yearning for her again, struggling to hold onto the last shreds of sanity. "Just like that." Her voice was weak and breathy, it was fucking music to your ears, making you feel all types of things inside your tummy, butterflies perhaps? She couldn't even speak properly, struggling to suppress her slutty whimpers. Muttering filthy curses under her breath as you picked up the pace, hitting that spongy spot over and over; you could feel her whole body tremble and squirm in your hands. What made it better was knowing that you were causing it.

"You feel so good, El," you whispered in her ear, kissing all the cute little freckles spattered on her bare shoulder and collarbone "'m gonna cum" she gasped, her whimpers becoming more frequent and louder. Who knew she'd become a whiny mess when close to her orgasm, but for some reason, you found it adorable — like her life depended entirely on your fingers, cute wispy brows furrowed together in concentration. "Gonna cum on my fingers, pretty?" you purred. "Please…" she sounded so fucking needy it was almost ridiculous, but you slowed down instead, earning a groan from her part "Nonono, don't stop, pleaseplease," Her words were rushed, sounding like a kid who had just lost the most precious possession. "What is it that you said? Words, right? — you gonna be a good girl and ask or you just gonna cum like that?" for some reason, the idea of playing with her in such a vulnerable state turned you on. You wanted to see how far you could push her. She let out a shaky breath. "Can't believe you're doing this." She slowly shook her head in disbelief. Your digits pressed on the spot that almost made her squirt, and she squirmed. "Words." You spoke with a firmer tone, but you still had a playful, teasing smirk on your lips. "Swear to fucking god— next time, I won't go so easy on you," uttering a threatening remark followed by an imperceptible scoff. "I never asked you to go easy on me." Your pace slowed down even more, and she frowned at you.

"Can I cum? on your fingers? please." her chest heaving with each ragged breath. Her eyes were wide and glossy, her pupils dilated with desperation. "Such a goood girl El, such a good girl…cum for me" but all she could do was crash her lips against yours, leaving you no choice but swallow all her little noises. Her thighs trembled with each thrust, her legs parting slightly to allow better access as your fingers kept thrusting in and out of her wetness harder and faster, causing her to moan into your mouth.

When she came down from her high she collapsed against you, your bodies glistening with sweat, still breathing unevenly. The first thing she said when her breathing went back to normal was "I think I'm gonna marry you," before dissolving into a fit of giggles. You couldn't help but chuckle along with her. "I'm flattered. I guess you liked it then?" you responded, wrapping your arms around her. She snuggled into your chest, a contented smile on her face. "If I liked it?" she repeated, incredulous. You laughed softly, "Well, did you?"

"You were lying when you said it was your first time, weren't you?" she asked teasingly, furrowing her eyebrows at you and looking at you with a mix of curiosity and suspicion. "I take that as a compliment," you smirked, not giving her a straight answer, her eyes carefully studied your features, analyzing every crease and contour, searching for any sign of deception "No, seriously. Were you a virgin?" she asked again, still in disbelief "I guess you'll never know," you said, teasing her further. "Come on. I'm your girlfriend. I'm supposed to know," she said, acting dramatic and waving her hands in the air. "Are you?" you asked teasingly, and she gasped in mock offense. "Excuse you? Am I not your girlfriend?" she asked, pretending to be hurt. You couldn't help but giggle. "I meant...are you supposed to know?" you teased her curiosity. "Pffttt whatever," she said, pretending to be offended and scooting away from you. You continued laughing at her antics. "Babe, where are you going?" you asked, still chuckling as you reached for her tattooed forearm and pulled her back towards you. "Girlfriends tell each other everything," she pouted playfully. "Right. Let's watch Jurassic Park and cuddle," you suggested, grabbing the remote to put the movie on.

You shared a bond that was unbreakable, and every experience you had together only brought you closer as if there was an invisible red string that seemed to connect the two of you, always pulling you closer and closer with each passing day. Your love for each other was like a never-ending flame that grew brighter with time. She never really stopped surprising you with little thoughtful gifts, and she even drew sketches of you when you weren't looking, and you both looked forward to creating new adventures together. She was always this huge simp for you, your number one supporter and fan.

After completing university, she asked you to move into her small but cozy apartment, which was basically a reflection of her personality. The walls were adorned with paintings she had made, stacks of comic books on her shelves, action figures, and her favorite movies and games collection. It was a delightful mishmash of all the things she loved. And slowly, your belongings started to mix in with hers. Her lonely toothbrush now had a companion, and her sneakers left by the door had an extra pair of shoes right next to them — your shoes. The dirty laundry was now a mix of colorful pink clothes and pastel colors, while hers were mostly grey or dark clothes. The wall hooks had more jackets hanging on them, and cute little stuffed animals were carefully placed on her your bed. The shelves filled with cute little plants that you both lovingly cared for, filling the empty gaps between an action figure and another. Living with her was a dream come true; you couldn't have been happier. You both had created a space that was uniquely yours, filled with love and a familiar warmth, it felt like family.

And before you knew it a new member joined your little family — a golden retriever. You had always dreamt of having a dog, but your parents never allowed you to have one when you were a kid. You had been talking about how much you loved the idea of having a furball running around your little apartment, ever since, Ellie had been secretly planning to surprise you with a cute little puppy. She had subtly asked you what kind of dog you would like, and she started doing her research. She had never owned a dog before, so she wanted to learn as much as possible about what puppies needed. Puppies required more than just toys and cuddles, after all they needed proper nutrition, and she was confused about what kind of food to get for the puppy. She went to the grocery store and found a wide variety of puppy food with different flavors and vitamins. After careful consideration, she picked out what she thought was the best one for the puppy. One day, she told you that she was staying out late for work; in reality, the poor baby had to drive for an hour to get the exact puppy she had seen on social media (Facebook, to be exact, Joel had helped her with that). The puppy was a beautiful golden retriever with a shiny coat and an adorable face. The drive back home with the puppy was mostly quiet, except for her talking to the honey-furred baby that sat there in the passenger seat in silence, looking at her lovingly.

The puppy's big, brown eyes had already stolen her heart, and she found herself speaking in a silly, high-pitched voice "I just know she's gonna love you," she cooed, her words directed at the adorable pup. "You're such a good girl, aren't ya?" she continued, praising the puppy for every little thing she did, even breathing. "You better not be stealing her from me too much, though, or else…" she trailed off, her voice filled with mock threats. But her playful words quickly turned to more affectionate ones as she gazed into the puppy's sweet eyes. "Gosh, you're so fuckin' cute," she whispered, her fingers gently caressing the puppy's soft fur while the other remained on the steering wheel "Wonder what your name will be," she hummed, tapping her fingers lightly on the wheel. She began to sing a song she had just made up on the spot, directed at the little furball who was wiggling her tail in excitement. "My cute little shrimp," she sang, her voice filled with love and affection, but when the puppy let out a little whine at her singing, she couldn't help but laugh at herself. "What? Am I that much of a bad singer?" she joked, her voice filled with self-deprecating humor. "Oof, tough crowd," she added, chuckling at her own joke "Just wait till I show you my guitar skills, you little shit."

When she finally made it to your apartment, she had to carry the little shrimp all the way up to the stairs cause the puppy was too scared to climb them and the elevator was currently broken. She had to take small steps to make sure she wouldn't trip over her own feet or something like that. "So heavy," she muttered under her breath before putting the pup down, her arms aching. She unlocked the door and you immediately called out your name. "You home, baby?" she heard from the kitchen, where she assumed you were washing the dishes because she could hear the sound of clinking plates. She responded, "Could you come here real quick? need your help with something." She left the dog outside on the doorstep, behind the wall and out of your sight.

You shouted from the kitchen, "Give me a second," before approaching her. She handed you a plastic bag filled with dog toys and bowls. You looked at her in confusion since you didn't own a pet. "What's this for?" you asked, puzzled. She didn't reply but simply moved to the side and clicked her tongue multiple times. The fur ball appeared and ran to you wiggling her tail. You slapped your hand on your mouth in disbelief, and your eyes widened in surprise, soon welling up with tears.

You got on your knees and held the pup close to you, hugging the fur ball tightly. "Oh my fucking god, iloveyouiloveyou," you kept rambling between cute sniffles, and she couldn't help but laugh at your reaction. "Surprise, babe," she said with a small smile, kneeling down to pet the puppy in your arms. The puppy was small and soft, with big brown eyes and tiny paws. You couldn't believe how adorable she was.

"I love you so fucking much. She is so fucking cute. I can't believe it. I'm a mother now," you said, tears of joy running down your cheeks. She chuckled at your words, happy to see you so happy. "Yep, we're parents now," she played along, scratching the dog behind her ear. "What're we naming her?" she asked then, wiping the tears off your face with her thumb.

"Maple?" you sniffled hard, "Maple, I like Maple." You looked down at the little pup in your arms, and she looked up at you with innocent eyes.

Ever since the beginning, it was clear that Maple was more than just a pet; she was a member of your family. She was such a beautiful and intelligent dog, whenever you or Ellie came home, Maple would be the first to greet you with a wagging tail and excited barks that would fill the room with her infectious energy. She would jump up, her paws dancing in the air, and nuzzle her wet nose against your hand begging for cuddles and kisses. But Maple's abilities went beyond just being a dog. She had an incredible intuition that seemed almost human-like, and had a sixth sense when it came to reading emotions. She always seemed to sense whenever your heart was going a little too crazy and would nudge you with her nose to make you sit down. But your heartbeat wasn't the only thing she could sense; whenever Ellie was about to have a panic attack she could feel it, and if she was having one and you weren't by her side, she would come get you.

You remembered the first time this happened. It was a dark and stormy night, and you and Ellie had just gone to bed. You were sound asleep when Maple jumped up on the bed and began licking your face frantically. You thought she needed to go outside, so you groaned, "Babe, think Maple needs to-" You started, your voice still thick with sleep, but when your hand landed on the empty mattress instead of your girlfriend's shoulder, you instantly woke up.

Following Maple to the bathroom, you found Ellie sitting on the floor, tears streaming down her freckled face, and her breathing uneven. You knelt down in front of her and spoke to her softly, using a soothing tone to calm her down. You knew better than just to touch her; she seemed too absent and lost in her own nightmare to welcome such an invasion. "El, hey…I'm here, honey." As your gentle cooing reached her ears, she seemed to awaken from a trance, her terrified eyes locked with yours, fear etched across her beautiful features. "Hi baby, it's okay." you tried to calm her down, "i'm here, okay?" she was trembling with fear, and your heart sank. You gently placed your hand on her knee and tried to reassure her that everything was going to be okay. With a soft and soothing voice, you said, "You're safe now...let's take a deep breath together, alright?" You could see the tears streaming down her face as she tried her best to mimic your deep breaths. You kept encouraging her to take deep breaths in and out, and she slowly began to calm down. Maple sat in the corner of the bathroom, watching over Ellie with a concerned expression. When Ellie finally calmed down, you sat down next to her and pulled her into a tight embrace. "I'm here for you," you felt her body relax and her breathing steady. She leaned into your touch, and you could feel the tension in her body slowly dissipating. You were her anchor, her everything. You could feel her heartbeat slowing down as she rested her head on your chest, listening to the rhythm of your breathing. You kissed the top of her head tenderly, and she closed her eyes, taking in your scent. Suddenly, she rasped out, "I love you," her voice sounded weak, you knew she was exhausted "I love you more — Feeling better?" You ran your fingers through her messy hair, and she gave you a small nod in response. The golden furball walked to Ellie's other side and laid down, placing her head on her thigh. Ellie smiled weakly and petted her gently "My two favorite girls," you joked with a soft tone, trying to lighten the mood. An airy scoff left her nose as all three of you sat there, cuddling each other.

Maple was an essential part of your family. She was always there, no matter where you went. Sundays were extra special because Ellie would be at home all day. You would spend those days soaking up all her attention and going to the beach with her and Maple, your cute little meatball. There was nothing better than lounging under the warm afternoon sun, and Ellie bringing a big umbrella to shield you from the heat. While you played with Maple, she would often strum her guitar or sketch the two of you, looking at you with heart eyes as she captured the moment on paper. The sound of your laughter would fill the air, as you threw the frisbee to Maple and enjoyed the perfect beach day with Ellie by your side. You were all she ever wanted and she was all you ever wished for.

That's why she felt the need to take your relationship to the next level.

"Baaaabe" you shouted from the living room while browsing through the countless titles on Netflix. "Yeah?" Your girlfriend responded from the kitchen, her voice echoing through the cozy apartment as she paced around, probably making you something to drink. "What do you wanna watch?" your eyes casted across the big TV screen, the multiple titles illuminate your face, making it difficult to choose just one. You heard a sigh from the other side of the couch and looked over to see your beloved dog, Maple, ready to nap after a long day of work. poor dog.

"Uhhh…dunno, a horror movie?" she suggested, sounding unsure. "Wow, thanks for the help, Ellie. Always so useful," You retorted in a fake annoyed tone "Do you remember that new movie with Jennifer Lawrence I told you I wanted to watch?" she asked after a few moments of pondering, emerging from the kitchen with two steaming mugs in her hands. You raised an eyebrow at her and asked, "So, you wanna watch it for her, huh?" She laughed at your words and rolled her eyes. "C'mon, you told me to pick something, and I did," she explained handing you one of the mugs. "Careful, it's hot." You'd never seen this mug before, Ellie was obsessed with collecting new ones, so you didn't really pay attention to it. "Okay, fine, Jennifer Lawrence, it is," you said as you selected the movie she suggested. "Hi, baby," you heard her say in a high-pitched voice, and when you looked at her, you realized she was talking to the dog. "Hi baby? really? I'm literally right here." She giggled at your response and scooted closer to you, kissing your cheek. "Hi baby," she repeated her words, but this time in a sultry tone "Better."

You took another sip of your drink, but you could feel her gaze lingering on you. When you turned to look at her, she quickly averted her eyes and pretended to be interested in the TV. "What?" you asked, brows furrowing in confusion. "What?" she echoed back, acting like she hadn't been staring at you for the last 15 minutes. "No, you what" you repeated, her eyes darting from the mug in your hands to you. "You done with that yet?" she questioned, seeming almost too impatient. "Huh?" she cleared her throat, eyes wandering nervously around the living room for a few seconds before returning them to you again. "Are you done with your latte? Want me to make you more?" she rephrased it, trying to sound less nervous. You looked down at your mug for a second "Not yet"

Her eyes remained glued on you, eagerly awaiting for something, a reaction perhaps, you couldn't tell, she was just acting weird as hell. "Done?" she asked for the third time in a row, after every five seconds, but to her, it felt like an eternity. "Ellie, I swear—" You let out an exasperated sigh "What?" she replied, her voice laced with innocence. "No, seriously. You tryna poison me or something?" you joked,and she simply scoffed at your words and rolled her eyes at you. "Just drink it fast, god," she demanded, her impatience showing. As you take the last sip, your eyes caught a glimpse of a few letters printed on the bottom of the mug.

Your heart skipped a beat as you read the words

Will you marry me?

You felt tears welling up in your eyes, and before you could even process what was happening, you jumped into her lap, crying in her arms. She wrapped her arms around you tightly, and you could feel her heart beating in sync with yours. "Yesyesyesyes" you had whispered between sobs, your voice choked with emotion. Her eyes lit up with joy and she pulled away, revealing a small diamond ring in her hand. You looked at her in awe, realizing that that was the moment you had been waiting for your entire life. The woman of your dreams had asked you to spend the rest of your life with her, and you couldn't have been happier.

"I love you so much," you sobbed, tears streaming down your face as you watched her hands sliding the ring on your finger. She chuckled through her own tears and replied, "I think I love you even more." You sniffled and cupped her face, saying, "I love you with all my heart."

Ellie being Ellie, couldn't help but make a joke about that. She looked at you with a playful smirk on her face; she wiggled her eyebrows up and down and said, "All your heart, huh?"

With a grin, you replied, "It's beating like crazy for you." Then she asked if you wanted to hear a joke from her pun book, but you knew it was a rhetorical question. You prepared yourself for the inevitable dumb joke she was about to tell. "Ellie, I thought we talked about this." You fake scolded her, but she couldn't hold back her smile as she started her joke, almost as if she was about to make the funniest joke ever but everyone who knew Ellie knew that her jokes were...questionable. "Are you pulmonary embolism?" she proceeded, barely containing her laughter.

"Oh no," you frowned, rubbing your forehead. She then delivered the punchline with a wide smile, all proud of herself "Because you take my breath away." You looked at her with a deadpan expression and let out a sigh. You shook your head, and said "Can't believe I'm marrying you," trying to hide the smile that was starting to form on your lips. Ellie looked at you with a cocky grin "Right? I'm great like that — Talented, charming, great jokes...what else could you possibly want?" Rolling your eyes, you responded, "fancy package, lucky me"

After your laughter had subsided, you gazed into her captivating green eyes with a smile filled with affection. You were so deeply in love that it felt almost painful. You could hardly believe how fortunate you were to have found each other. The thought of spending the rest of your lives together filled you with joy and excitement. Both of you leaned in simultaneously, eager to feel the warmth of each other's lips in a tender and passionate kiss.

She was the person who made your life complete. You felt like you had been waiting for her all your life; your life always felt so dull and empty and you never understood why or what it was missing, until you met her. She was your soulmate, your best friend, and the love of your life. You couldn't imagine spending a single day without her by your side. She was the one who made everything better, who made you laugh with her stupid and corny puns when you wanted to cry, who held your hand when you needed comfort. You knew that you could face anything as long as she was with you. You were grateful for every moment you spent together and looked forward to spending the rest of your life with her.

On your wedding day, the weather was perfect, with clear skies and a gentle breeze that carried the scent of flowers from the nearby garden. It felt like a dream come true, and you couldn't believe the day had finally arrived. You couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement and anticipation as you prepared to marry the love of your life. Sure, you were exhausted at the end of the day, but it was all worth it.

As you walked down the aisle, you saw everyone you loved and cared for, all gathered in one place to celebrate your special day. Ellie's closest friends, Dina and Jesse, Joel, your parents, and all your friends were there, beaming with joy and happiness. You were wearing a beautiful white dress that hugged your curves in all the right places, and Ellie couldn't help but cry when she saw you. Her dad rubbed her back, trying to calm the poor baby down, but the tears kept streaming down her face. You were a vision, and she couldn't believe how lucky she was to have you. Ellie was equally breathtaking in her suit, looking sharp and elegant, you couldn't take your eyes off her, she was so fucking fine. You exchanged vows, and it took her a while to finish reading hers, as she was choked up with sobs and emotions. You tried to comfort her by holding her trembling hands, but she was just a wreck.

When the time came for you to kiss your bride, the celebrant said, "You may now kiss your bride." Ellie looked at you with teary eyes, and you both giggled as you leaned in for a kiss, both of you smiling against each other's lips. That moment marked the beginning of your journey together as a married couple, but what mattered most was that you were both committed to being there for each other no matter what.

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[starryeyedadmirer]

“AAAHHH!!! Let me out of here! Let me go!” Jared continued to kick and scream — still attempting to break free of his bed restraints as he watched one of the doctors wheel their experimentation cart back into the room. “You’re crazy! You’re fucking crazy! Stay away from me!”

He’d been locked up in a padded room, and tied up to a small bed for hours — occasionally being poked and prodded by a trio of depraved scientists, all seeking to impregnate him with some sort of alien fertilization device. The cluster, they called it — this long, phallic, metal apparatus, stuck on the end of a wooden stick… an apparatus that encased thousands of alien eggs within its shaft, all of which would be implanted and incubated inside of Jared’s stomach. The cluster sat menacingly on the far end of the cart, staring him right in the eyes… just waiting to be shoved inside of him again.

It’s not necessary to make such a big fuss, sir. This is our final trial… and it will be over soon. By the time you wake up, your midsection will be swollen with up to a million alien children… all ready to be born. It shouldn’t take long.

“What? What are you talking a about? Stay away from me! No more trials! No more experiments!”

We will let you go once you’ve given birth to our horde of children. Only then will you be free, sir. We must monitor you, and make sure that your abdomen does not burst during the brief gestation period.

“Burst? Burst! AAHHH!!! Let me go!” Just before he could go into another frantic panic, he felt the doctor’s fingers yanking at his pants leg, to expose him once more. With ease, the blue scrubs drew down to his ankles. “No! No! Please! It hurts. Not again!” His toes curled up tight with angst and anticipation… as he’d been there long enough to know exactly what was coming next… and, just before he could brace the rest of his body for impact, the long, hard, metal apparatus was shoved deep inside of him once more.

Just like before, he felt an immense pressure in his stomach… then a large bulging sensation, just behind his navel… and then, a throbbing pain throughout his entire torso — only, this time, that pain was more intense. It was like he was a rubber balloon, being blown up past its air capacity — on the verge of popping — though his midsection was far too tight to burst.

“Good job.” The doctor congratulated him, having just violated his rectum for the third time in only a few hours. “This one looks like it’s taken. We’ve done it.”

“Done what, exactly?” Jared questioned, the metal tool still lodged uncomfortably within his guts — resting inside of him as his gut continued to swell.

“Brought rise to our alien race, here on Earth. You’ve done a good thing, sir. The creatures that you’re growing inside of your belly will change the course of this planet’s future, in ways that we can only now imagine.”

“What?” He could hardly believe the words coming out of the doctor’s mouth… they sounded like a monologue taken right out of a science fiction movie. “Change the course of the future? Are you trying to replace humanity with these things?” Suddenly, his words began to slur… and he was overcome with a wave of drowsiness — a strong desire to sleep. “You’re insane!”

“No. Not exactly.” Watching as Jared began to slip away, the doctor placed both of their cold, gloved hands on his stomach — rested on either side of his bulging belly button — and held them in place. “We’re not trying to replace anyone… just yet.”

It is done. Once again, we will leave the machine inside of you, until we are certain that you have been successfully impregnated. We know that it hurts you, sir… but this will all be over soon. Your body will knock you out in just a few seconds, in order to protect you from the pain. By the time you awaken again, it will be time for the birth… assuming that the insemination has taken. Thank you for your service, sir. Get your rest. You’ll be needing it… very soon.

#starry eyes #quick write #mpreg edit #jared padalecki #jared padalecki belly/tummy #jared padalecki mpreg #✨I saw this sequence of photos and just couldn’t help myself…

[tamelee]

you say you domn't like the reincarnation twist but how will madara and sasuke awaken rinnegan? how would sosp will give sasuke and naruto six paths powers?

Well, I don't think it'd be too difficult?

Frustration ahead;

Hagoromo, the full package, wanted to reform the philosophy of Shinobi as the power was divided and people didn't understand each other etc-. He had the Rinnegan. The whole idea behind the way he wanted to reform things was that the divided yin/yang could come together (also the Theme of understanding each other, his sons divided etc etc) and thus, two of the opposite together can build everything (like Hagoromo) as Yin-release can create something out of nothing (like genjutsu or manipulating shadow like Shikamaru) and Yang-release can bring it to life (Choji becoming bigger for example). It's mental and physical energy. Even if it is said that either can be inherited, it's not hereditary by default.. it's a foundation for all sorts of chakra. Being an Uchiha doesn't 'make you automatically yin' and same for Senju with Yang. Some Jutsu also use yin and yang, but not at the same time. However, Naruto made a whole eye for Kakashi and this was yin-yang release as well as Hagoromo creating the tb's. Kurama's halves were divided by yin/yang as well. Naruto having Yang, his father yin, together it is 'complete' and thus more powerful. These are all the same concepts. Why would Naruto need the hermit's power if he could've gotten more powerful in a different way?

Okay, so? That all makes sense, why then add the whole Indra/Ashura thing?! 😩 It's so unnecessary idc. It says in the data that Hagaromo's chakra could be obtained by combining Indra and Ashura's, but if the concept of yin/yang already exists in the world... THEN WHY GIVE IT A NAME AND BODY as an external source for the story?! It's the same thing as explaining where 'Chakra' came from. We don't need that. Find a way to add 'yang' in a way to the Sharingan (yin) and we could've had Madara as our main 'villain' because he found a way to do it by eating Hashirama... 🤷🏻‍♀️ And if that's too easy because literally anyone could've done it.. THEN. GOOD. Away with the whole fate/destiny thing through stalker-Chakra as well. It only makes Madara's motivation to perform the IT that much more powerful and it doesn't erase some of the impact his past had on him either. In fact he now only relies on his own experiences. We don't need Zetsu to come and manipulate anyone or the aliens 'will' because why, in a world like 'Naruto' does anyone need to be manipulated when the system very much allows characters to act out and fight back themselves, hm? Had Zetsu not been seeking 'reincarnations' (Chakra) then their motivations couldn't have been anything other than their own. And I know you could argue about it and say this already is case. Good, then why introduce it in the first place? Even Orochimaru found a way to 'implant' Hashirama's powers into a child (Yamato) so it's not like anything is impossible. Why 'derive Madara from his powers' just so you can introduce aliens later -.-? (For 'boruto', yeah I know.) It was so.... strange to just kill him off lamely and make him look like he was simply used when that doesn't suit him or his background story imo AT ALL and then switch him randomly for rabbit alien lady who frankly... didn't even do anything but just float around all evil-y. Like who even are you, do we care? No. And if Naruto and Sasuke together (THE ENTIRE POINT) are the answer of the whole 'working together'-thing and 'understanding one another', they could've done all of this without the cheap power-up!!! And have the entire 'power-up' be simply the fact THEY WORK TOGETHER and their entire journeys up until this point where Naruto fought tooth and nail to understand Sasuke by himself. Maybe even combine yin-yang release and morph it into something new if that by default means you can do anything. WHY RELY ON THE POWER-UP!? D'ykwim???

AND ALSO, if it was absolutely necessary to add an element of resistance to their bond in order to make them fighting back against fate/destiny that wanted to pull them apart be more impactful (as it is!)... Then don't ruin it by vaguely implying otherwise later with this bs!!! Even if the story doesn't say that exactly, enough casual readers/watchers mistook what it meant and I don't blame them for it at all. And did their trauma and personal goals not do that enough already BECAUSE they were so different??! It's entirely personal already! Their bond has nothing to do with any of it!!! They can combine their powers because they are compatible with their natures too, Naruto even said it himself. They naturally created a new, combined Jutsu during the war and had a great time doing so. And if that's the case then why make the yin/yang thing so difficult when it was THIS easy for them regarding elements??? When they can look at each other and go to a private place just for themselves. They are ~the main act~. They worked together, which is development for one of the MAIN Themes, so then WHY?! WHY would you want to introduce the aliens if you're then forced to throw them this power-up because they wouldn't have been able to defeat and seal the lady otherwise?! HELLO!? Wasn't the entire point that they could've done ANYTHING together? WHY RUIN IT 😠?? For no reason???? ALSSOOOOO it would've been interesting IMO if then LITERALLY, the effect of them NOT working together when they were fighting each other at the end was evident to them both as well (for the sake of the Theme) since that is then suddenly a huge contrast to the previous fight and it would've clarified the ending a bit more to the casual reader/watcher. AND!!! If Madara was so 'power-hungry' and 'working together' was so important, then WHYYYYYYYY~~~~~ not have Naruto and Sasuke do JUST THAT instead of making them into a version of Madara (in regard to yin-yang, obtaining Hagoromo powers) when the narrative said it was a bad thing because having it all for yourself was used for evil?!?! When 'true understanding' comes from working together EVEN IF you're opposites!!!! WHEN HASHIRAMA AND MADARA COULDN'T!? AaAAAAAHHHHHH The hell has any of it got to do anything with Otosuzuki or however you spell it.

You can literally just scrap all of it, have Madara gain his power without any mention of the ancient chakra and have him be the main 'villain' of the story to beat because the war arc was too long anyway. And then, if Kishimoto wanted to add some moral revival he could've even passed the Rinnegan onto Sasuke next or something, because they were all sharing eyes at some point anyway. OR even have Sasuke's eye be even more special because he had the forehead eye-thing. OR OR OR!! What about the Ten-tails Rinne'Sharingan eye? 👀 Now it's just a mysterious man giving two guys the vegetable soup his mommy made because he can't eat it himself and she's mad about it. Man, I dunno, I'm just making something up, but so many other things were possible you know? I know there are many holes in what I said, but we're talking about removing an entire element, I can't cover it all. Excuse the rant.

I feel much better now :3

#asktamelee #naruto talk #anti naruto ending #I'm a huge kishimoto defender #and story defender #but this little tiny thing.... #yeah #I didn't edit the rant xD jsyk!! #grammar is all over the place

[ryangero]

Black Mirror: Men Against Fire (Panel presentation)

Men Against Fire uses the alien-like “roaches” to signify otherness in the human race. The soldiers are equipped with neural implants known as “Mass,” which distort their perception of the roaches, making them appear as grotesque, subhuman creatures. The dehumanization of this group of people explores the real-world issues of racism and xenophobia throughout history. 

Men Against Fire presents a near-future eerily similar to our current society. The episode portrays technology as both a humanist and post-humanist practice by exploring how advanced technology impacts human behavior and ethics. The soldiers’ neural implants provide tactical information and enhance their abilities. While this technology is initially presented as a tool to protect soldiers and accomplish missions more effectively, this takes a turn as it is revealed that the technology manipulates soldiers’ perceptions of the roaches. The military employs this technology to make the soldiers more efficient killers, exerting control over human thought and behavior. This post-humanist element also illustrates how technology can erode empathy and lead to the devaluation of human life when applied without ethical considerations. 

Typically, alienation might be seen in the traditional sense - where a group of non-human beings or robots are dehumanized and representative of the othering of people. In Men Against Fire, humans of the same species are dehumanized and turned against each other, making the otherness and monstrosity purely artificial. 

Men Against Fire uses political metaphors to address geopolitical concerns related to military conflicts and the manipulation of public perception. Annabel Jones, executive producer of Black Mirror, pointed out how refugees in Europe are being described as “swaths” of people in the media (‘Black Mirror’ Season 3: Michael Kelly on “Men Against Fire,” Trump and PTSD – The Hollywood Reporter). The roaches in the episode of black mirror reflect how media can often portray immigrants as pests or insects that “infest” the country. Dehumanizing these groups of people allows the government/media to justify the incredibly inhumane actions that occur regarding immigration. 

As Jablonski explains in his article about race and science fiction in Star Trek, the genre often uses the othering of a non-human species as a “vehicle for themes of human diversity, conflict, and reconciliation…” (2). Men Against Fire uses science fiction to speculate a future where advanced technology blurs human perception and ethics. It serves as a cautionary tale, revealing how technological advancements can erode innate human character and bring up ethical dilemmas. The growing integration of augmented reality into our technology is a jarring sign that a future resembling Black Mirror could be closer than we think.

Critical thinking questions:

Are there any parallels between the dehumanization of the roaches in the episode and real-world instances of dehumanizing based on race, class, nationality, etc.? Any of where technology/media is used?

"Men Against Fire" is just one example of dystopian science fiction within the "Black Mirror" series. What do you think motivates the creators of the show to depict such bleak futures? How do these dystopian visions help us reflect on our own world and the trajectory of technology and society? Are they cautionary tales, or do they serve other purposes?

 If you were the writer, how would you have ended the episode differently? Would you offer a more optimistic resolution, or would you stick with the dark and ambiguous ending?

@theuncannyprofessoro

#oxyspeculativetv #Youtube

[inkykeiji]

not sure if this helps but i just read this a few days ago..

https://www.tumblr.com/moodyvoid/746788409535791104/tomura-promising-to-protect-his-leagues-ideals

i totally agree with you tho!! this is so fucking annoying i hate the way they are moving forward with his character!!!! :c

bnha manga spoilers + clari going on a huge rant that is very much tainted by extremely intense and deeply personal emotions

it does not help, but i appreciate you sharing it with me anyway anon <33 thank you for trying to help me feel a little better, genuinely, i really do appreciate it so much!

ugh. ‘his league’s ideals’ aren’t even his own ideals. his entire life has been a lie—was he really a victim of hero society, ever? would he have been a victim of hero society, and especially in the way dabi and toga and twice and spinner were, had he not been given decay? had he been able to completely live out his life normally, without any interference from afo (completely ignoring the fact that, apparently, he wouldn’t even exist without afo and his meddling)?

he’s a fraud. he shouldn’t be the leader of the league. he IS a victim, yes. a victim of a villain, a victim of his abusive father who hated heroes, who is probably more of a victim of hero society than tenko ever would’ve been—so at least there’s that indirect link. but to me, and this is purely my own personal opinion, having decay not be his natural quirk takes so much away from him as a character. i interpreted quirks as a metaphor for undesirable qualities that normal society shuns. as such, having decay be his original, natural quirk, to me, made him a much more fascinating and complex and MESSY character. now he feels one dimensional and boring. all of his ‘decisions’ were tainted by what he thought was true—but none of it actually came from within him, at all, ever. not even a sliver of it. can we even say ‘that was all him’ when we know that the basis for all of those decisions is entirely built on lies and deceit? when literally everything tomura knows, and stands for, and believes, has been built on a lie? when it was all done BECAUSE of the ideals and opinions implanted within him, that don’t have a single hint of truth to them and don’t actually pertain to him or who he would’ve been and what he would’ve suffered at all? i think he genuinely cares for the league, yes. i think he genuinely likes video games, yes. but the reasons and motivating factors behind those decisions are ???????????

i just feel like it would’ve been so much more impactful and sinister for afo to intentionally seek out a child who he KNEW had a quirk that would be shunned and would alienate him from society regardless and then use that trait as a tool to manipulate the child and mold tomura into exactly what he wanted, than to just completely engineer the entire thing from the very start. this single change in detail suddenly alleviates tomura of all responsibility, which makes him feel really flat from a character standpoint. sure, tenko has a great heart or whatever, but i personally am not interested in that. i liked the moral greyness of the league. i liked what they stood for. tomura/tenko having this pure heart within him, or this capacity for a pure heart (ie making these choices to care for and save his little jigsaw of a found family), while also struggling against the shackles society would’ve imposed on him for being born with such a quirk, and the real anger and hatred he would’ve felt because of that, is soooo much more interesting (and relatable!) than tenko just being, what, a decent person? idk.

in other words, none of tomura’s ‘decisions’ hold any weight. obviously, tomura has been groomed and manipulated by afo since he was very young—most of his ideals and opinions were shaped by and influenced by afo. but at least if decay had been his own quirk, there would’ve been a kernel of truth there. that’s all i wanted. just that one kernel of truth.

anyway, sorry i just used your ask to vent and cry about it HAHAHA. i hope i’m explaining myself sufficiently and that my ideas are being expressed adequately and clearly. honestly, i’m having trouble fully articulating myself and why i am so insanely upset over all of this, but in a nutshell these are my thoughts. i feel like i could write an entire essay on why this decision sucks so bad LMAO. sure, his story is tragic. but it also feels really meaningless.

who knows, maybe the manga will make me eat my words, and something great will happen, and i truly hope it does!!! i hope it renders everything i’ve said here completely untrue! but we will see what happens,,,

#i just have to laugh #like at this point there’s nothing else for me to do but laugh maniacally #i’ll start crying if i don’t #also wasn’t it technically afo’s idea to form the league??????????? #pretty sure tomura didn’t make that decision entirely on his own either #anyway genuinely i am so sorry i just spewed this all over ur ask LMAO #i'm just so !!!!!!!!!!!!! upset and heartbroken and furious #tomura + the league meant so much to me and this tiny change in detail makes everything feel totally meaningless #obvious disclaimer that these are my own personal opinions and i can agree to disagree with a good chunk of the fandom #i hope u have a lovely friday anon!!! #pls be safe n drink ur water okay!! <3 #inky.bb #clari gets mail

[symptoms-syndrome]

Reflecting on. Some stuff. Possibly could be under the label of "psychiatric trauma?" But I'm still grappling with that. Talk of that, and a brief mention of suicide.

I'm struggling with this idea, an idea that I am fairly sure has mostly been implanted in me by my history with psychiatry, psychiatric treatment, special education, et cetera. It's hard to summarize or simplify.

Most of my life, I have been told that my problems should only be handled, or that I should only be handled, by trained professionals. My mental health struggles were "severe" and I "need to consider the impact I make on my peers." Of course this has been present a lot through most of my life. I didn't talk to peers or teachers about problems I was going through, because either it would alienate me from them, or I would be given a talking to about what's appropriate for me to talk about, or I'd have to sit in a little room with the school psychiatrist and talk about whatever it was that I wished to talk about with someone who was not her. But I guess I didn't fully comprehend this sort of...isolation, or treatment, until my first real suicide attempt. It was the first time I had really been sent to full inpatient, though I'd been to partial hospitalization a few times at that point. I remember being scared. I remember being lonely. I didn't have any of my familiar clothes or belongings. My first visitor was my school principal, accompanied by my birth mother. He met with me in one of those smaller meeting rooms, and he told me that I wouldn't be having any visitors from the school. He was worried, he said, that my choices could influence an already fragile school population, that I may drive others to attempt as well if they saw the state I was in.

After that I never actually went to that school again. I was only there for a couple months before the litany of partials and inpatient stays, and eventually two different special education institutions. Both were meant to be temporary. They were staffed with around three staff members, clearly psychiatric-focused, who struggled to teach us basic education between therapy groups and coping skill classes and DBT sessions. They treated us with a distance and unfamiliarity that wasn't much like teachers in mainstream schools. Cold professionalism.

For, I believe, the last year of high school, I was allowed back into one of the mainstream high schools. With supervision. I had daily class periods in the special education classroom and weekly check-ins with the school psychiatrist. In my classes with mainstream teachers, they treated me without the warm friendliness they afforded to the other students, many of whom they'd spent four years being in the same building with, or teaching in different classes. I had attendants to check in on me. I was given extra discipline for things that other students did with impunity. Other students could tell. I was sometimes treated with a cautious, almost pitying kindness by them, which I appreciated but wasn't close to the way they treated their friends. I was forbidden from a number of extracurriculars because they lacked the staff to supervise me after school. At one point I was explicitly told I was a "liability."

All of this seemed to show me that I cannot be trusted to integrate with normal folk. Not without the guidance and supervision of professionals. Like zookeepers.

Now...what am I to do? I was told not to be vulnerable with anyone but professionals. No one but the highly trained can understand or handle me talking about my experiences, or crying, or talking about the way I feel. I'm like radioactive material that can only be held with gloves or pliers.

And now I'm left behind by those professionals. Their duty is just that, duty, and once they are no longer obligated to make sure I'm properly contained their job is done and I am no longer their responsibility. No more mandatory check-ins or special education, no more being whisked away from the normal folk when I start to stray from sterile, empty behavior. I mentioned once before, I feel like an animal that's been released into the wild after captivity. I am supposed to just...be human. Be natural. Supposedly instinct will guide me. But I don't know how to be a wild animal anymore. I don't know how to hunt, I can't fit into a pack, all I know how to do is pace around the space I'm used to being caged in. And wait for orders or guidance or whatever else was offered to me by my highly controlled environment. When I try to be natural, it's like I'm being reminded of an electric fence that's no longer there. I can't share with normal folk, it's a bad influence for them. I can't cry in front of normal folk, I'm being disruptive. I can't be natural, because for some reason it was decided that my natural is bad. And I can't figure out what it could be that's different between my natural (bad) and their natural (good.) Other people cry, other people get upset, other people share things that are sometimes upsetting, other people share the ways they're feeling authentically. But I was told that when I do it, it isn't appropriate for them. It's disruptive, or manipulative, or attention-seeking, or a bad influence.

I want to know how to integrate with normal folk, and how to be natural. I'm just very, very afraid of hurting them, because I was told that's what I would do. I was told I wasn't fit for normalcy. The only place I belong is institutionalization. The only people I belong with are handlers and psychiatrists. I'm a dangerous animal that needs constant supervision. And I don't even know why.

#mostly Tomas #and someone. younger and upset. little p part or big p part I'm not sure.

[metaphysicalpistolsoraclemine]

Spiritual Problems that Impact Gender.

This is a difficult topic, but we all need to take a hard look at it in order to be informed and awake to the current agendas. As we consider more about the issues of transgenderism leading groups towards transhumanism, let’s review the spiritual problems that most commonly impact gender on the earth plane.

NAA Playbook for Destroying Gender:

In order to disrupt or destroy the unifying potential of the androgynous lightbody in the DNA of the human being, the first directive would be to attack the inner and outer gender principle in all ways possible.

To fully attack and confuse all matters in regards to the Law of Gender and Law of Polarity which governs natural creation, the NAA would need to:



promote counterfeit creations through inciting confusion in the death process,

obliterate the knowledge of the Lightbody and Soul,



spin confusion in sexual conduct and concepts of marriage and children,

instill gender confusion in expected roles,



and then start to blend human bodies with animals and machines.

Now that everyone is made miserable through the dire problems they have created for us, they can steer our reaction into the solution they have prettily packaged and labeled liberation. Transhumanism and Transgenderism is not liberation, it is the deliberate destruction of everything that makes us a real human being, they want to annihilate our potential for multidimensional awareness and crush that which develops and expands human consciousness.

For many years now, it is evident that animal DNA has been mixed with human body parts and injected into our children’s bloodstream through Vaccinations, to intentionally dilute and control human genetics to be guided into the guard rails of the transhumanism movement. Injecting animal DNA into human bodies is also the result of many mutations in current human behavior digressing into a hive mind mentality, which is the type of mental body that the animal kingdom has. The next stage is to merge the human biology with machinery, which has been primed with the spraying of etheric levels of frequency based alien implants and Chemtrails that control thoughts and perceptions of the outer environment.

The traumatized are vulnerable to become pawns in further spreading Sexual Misery programing, especially into the younger generation. Transgender ideology is a specific psychological warfare tactic being run by the Controllers, in tandem with Transhumanism, to counter and prevent spiritual Ascension. These satanic agendas are designed to condition people to reject their own bodies, and to generate delusions that can have them mentally identify with anything else but actually being a human and unconditionally loving toward their own natural body.

The NAA ( Negitive Alien Alliance) broadcasts psychological warfare content for perpetuating sexual misery in humans at varying degrees, including gender polarity reversal, gender splitting, misogyny, sadistic sexual preferences, and sex with children. The worldwide epidemic of sex with children at the causal level is the sexual misery program targeting mind control for pedophilia into the masses. Unhealed sexual trauma in all its forms radically disturbs inner gender balance.

Alien Abductees that are inducted into hybrid breeding programs, or endure genetic experimentation, mismatched body parts, forced intercourse or harvesting of their sexual fluids, can experience severe sexual trauma and gender polarity reversal, resulting in severe confusion about their identity, gender and sexuality. Some people are forced in the astral to have sex with an alien entity, and are emotionally devastated and confused as a result.

Targeted individuals can be attacked by anti-hierogamic technology to distort gender balance through manipulation of their sexual encounters or relationships. AI Clone bodies holding information of genetic equals are inserted in selected individuals, to put targeted people on false timelines or unite them in incompatible marriages, engineered on the Astral Plane, such as in the alien love bite scenario.

Public individuals that bring unapproved topics or esoteric information to the public, are targeted intentionally to distort their gender through mutations in order to discredit them or defame their character in any way possible. Many of these people are unaware their sudden desire to be transgender, or have a sex change is caused from targeted AI technology directed to them.

Transhumanism leaders are directly targeted to be involved in spreading and marketing transgenderism and will continue to form alliances, in order to promote these both as the coolest, trendy and most progressive alternative lifestyle for the upwardly mobile.

Generally the Soul is the female principle, and the Monad is the male. When either of these spiritual body parts are fragmented, reversed or traumatized in another timeline, this can impact the physical body in current time with sensations of gender mix-up or feeling stuck in the wrong gender body. Many times the spiritual body is not connected properly in the physical, and needs to be centered and grounded in the core of the physical body to heal gender balance.

If a person has had strong emotional connections or trauma in another lifetime as another gender, these memories can transfer into the current incarnation into another gender body from the unresolved conflicts generated from other lifetimes.

Spiritual attachments, entities and oppressions can also impact gender feelings and sexual preferences in an unaware human, in which the spirit attachment uses the host for experiencing certain sexual fetishes or gender preferences.

Many religious organizations are filled with alien mind control transmissions that are designed to radically distort the gender principle, and have concealed all information that the Christ is a male and female, androgynous god human. 

Androgyny has been purposely corrupted and is severely misunderstood. As a result, religious programming has severe consequences in harming inner gender balance, while promoting unhealthy sexual attitudes and intolerance.

Earth has problems with Soul Fragmentation from instantaneous traumatic deaths caused by assorted weaponry, from nuclear bombs to machine guns. When a person dies suddenly and tragically, and they have not been prepared for the afterlife, they can fragment and quickly attach to another incarnating baby body suddenly, without Life Review or conscious awareness. This has contributed to the spiritual problems that impact gender polarity in the biology at this time on ascending earth.

#NAA #Negitive Alien Alliance #transhumanism #Transgender #anti human #MetaphysicalPistol #oraclemine #jeminthehologram #Ascension #disclosure

[tineeeeee]

So this blog is about the games that I play. These games are produce by Mihoyo or currently known as Hoyoverse.

The oldest one is the Honkai Impact which is about an energetic girl that journeys to become the best valkyrie by fighting alien like monsters along with her friends facing hardship along the way to fight and save humanity. Next is Genshin Impact which is about twins that are separated by the Celestial God and now they embark on a journey to find each other, with the help of their friends who they met along their way. For these twins to find each other, they must adventure all around Teyvat to find their siblings and to also know who's the Celestial God that separated them. The next one is Tears of Themis which is a detective adventure of love and wits wherein the female lead is a freshly graduate lawyer working in Themis Law Firm and alongside her destined partners, they solve mysteries and crime together to get the proper justice that people deserves. Last is Honkai Starrail which is a game that just got launched on April 26, 2023. This is about the protagonist which is implanted with a stellaron or heart of a trailblazer and they journey across the starrail universe along side people that are said to inherit the "spirit of the trailblaze".

I am only currently playing starrail and genshin but I also played tears of themis and honkai impact before but I just got bored. Starrail, genshin and honkai impact are open world games but starrail is an open word turn based then tears of themis is an otome card game. Since starrail is a new game, all I can say to it is that I am enjoying it even if I'm not a fan of turn based games since I'm not a strategist player. I'm currently addicted to genshin since this game is fun to play and you are also free to do what you want. there is also coop mode wherein you can play with your friends to fight formidable enemies together and also adventure all around the map. In honkai impact and tears of themis there is only one main character while in genshin and starrail, you can pick either the male or female main characters. In starrail I picked the male mc since i like his design and also effects while in genshin I picked the female mc and its also about her design and effects. Picking different gender mc's doesn't affect the story or lore of the game. there are just minor differences but its just how other characters addresses you.

My friends and I all play these games since we are all fans of hoyoverse. Some of us makes these games as our get away from reality while others just really enjoy playing. These games makes us happy and also makes us forget about our problems in real life. This is where we spend time with each other and as we play, we also do video calling to easily talk about these games and to easily talk about other things in our lives. To be honest I just started to play these games because of my friends. I was not a fan of playing games like these before. Before I only play basic games like candy crush, subway surfers and etc. but then I met them, my friends since high school so now I am playing hardcore games alongside with them.

[hexxxies]

implanting my billy hargrove posting from twitter: 

the reason Neil specifically moves to Indiana is because Billy's mom moved to Indiana after the divorce. Hawkins was just the closest city with enough job opportunities and affordable housing for Neil and Susan to move to without being like overly suspicious if they ever crossed paths.

Runaway Max's events probably. motivated things but Neil strikes me as especially controlling and vindictive; there’s probably something gratifying in being so close to Billy's mom to scare her and show off his new family at the same time.  

Indiana is such a weird choice specifically, even if Neil wanted to, say, create more distance between Max and her dad, or alienate Susan from her friends. Chicago and Ohio are both right there etc. 

something something Billy's arc in s3 is motivated by him meeting his mom outside of Hawkins and  they reconnect in a meaningful way. She tells him to be kind but he has so many mommy issues he can't help being attracted to. mom's. It’s a blessing and a curse; it’s a reunion that never has enough time to fully be impactful on Billy’s choices and his life. 

#much 2 think about #billy hargorve #stranger things #max mayfield

[mudaship39]

Asian Pasifika and Afro Latine demigod and alien hybrid superhero character bio final

Powers: 

Superhuman and supernatural: strength, agility, dexterity, reflexes, speed, durability, instincts, accuracy, perception, metabolism, senses, endurance, intelligence, memory, healing, flexibility, & stamina, life span, longevity, self sustenance, & condition.  

Flight. 

Capable of flight in the air when growing wings. Capable of flying in space as an alien hybrid. 

Underwater: 

Capable of living underwater as a hydrokinetic demigod 

Capable of deep sea diving when growing tail, fins, & gills when transformed as a wereshark, merfolk, or Atlantean. 

Artificial Intelligence: 

Aurora. She is an intelligent human and alien advanced smart artificial intelligence.  She/they can communicate through communication systems. She/they can project a holographic image of herself from appropriate holographic projectors. Her chosen avatar appears to be a female human. She looks to be roughly in her early twenties. She has blue skin, purple hair cut in a long ponytail, & green eyes. She has green, blue, & purple alien symbols and human characters scrolling down her body. She is wearing cyberpunk clothing. She has a realistic human feminine figure.  She was designed to infiltrate computer systems and she is excellent at the task. She has become so intelligent that she understands human, alien, & magical technology.  She has never encountered an alien or human security measure that she wasn't able to hack or bypass. In addition, she is proficient with Earth and the Milky Way, Andromeda, & Xeno Galaxy Federation military hardware and can run military spaceships, space stations, & even fleets by herself. She connects with his/her/their bionic enhancements, cyberware, & cybernetic implants. She is inserted into his/her/their power armor or mech suit. She/they have no physical body. She can act independently when she hacks an android/synthetic/robot body. She is sentient and self aware.  

Weapons: 

Hard light, energy, laser, ballistic, & plasma weaponry. Armament of pistols, submachine guns, assault rifles, combat shotgun, sniper rifles, medium machine gun, grenade launcher, rocket launcher, missile launcher, & minigun. 

Hard light and plasma melee weapons. Weapons of nunchucks, tonfas, escrima sticks, bo staff, knives, spears, sledge hammers, battle axes, war clubs, & swords.

Magical wood composite bow. Was made out of the finest divine and magical wood. Its string was made from magical plant fiber and animal hide. The limbs were decorated with gilded details of alien origin and end in points ornamented with intricate divine carvings. The handle is wrapped in rare magical creature hide and decorated with magical gemstones. They also carry a hunting quiver with 20 arrows strapped to their waist. The wide quiver is made out of leather and hide made from magical monsters and decorated with magical and divine runes and is supposed to be worn around the archer’s back.

Hard light, aluminum, carbon fiber, & alien metal fusion metal compound bow. Comes with three sheaves or quivers full of arrows of up to 70 metal arrows in each quiver strapped to their back. A legendary rarity weapon. Comes with scope and red dot laser sight. Shoots advanced diamond tipped armor piercing, anti tank, anti materiel, & anti personnel metal arrows. Shoots ballistic arrows, energy arrows, hard light arrows, plasma arrows, magical arcane arrows, scorching fire arrows, cryogenic frost arrows, electroshock lightning arrows, corroding acid arrows, radioactive irradiated arrows, anti gravity arrows, toxic poison arrows, drenching water arrow, flare arrow, tear gas grenade arrows, nonlethal blunt arrow, splitting arrow (arrow that splits into five smaller arrows mid flight to target), capture net arrow (spring loaded net inside arrow captures target upon impact), anti magic arrow, necrotic death arrows, stalker tracker arrow (tracks enemies), flashbang grenade arrow, flashlight arrow (a ray of light to light a dark area), smoke grenade arrow, harpoon arrow, WP Grenade arrow, grappling hook arrow, sleeping gas grenade arrow, concussive blast arrow, banshee’s scream arrow (releases a powerful sonic scream that rivals a banshee scream), EMP arrow, & explosive incineration arrows. Can triple notch three arrows in one attack. In the hands of a skilled archer this bow is capable of firing advanced metal arrows at targets up to 260 meters while still retaining lethal power.    

Hard light plasma gun. Its quirk is it sometimes randomly changes the materials it is made of. Its main effect is it can transform into any kind of ranged weapon. Can turn into a pistol, submachine gun, assault rifle, shotgun, sniper rifle, medium machine gun, & rocket launcher. Highly customizable and upgradable. Comes with red dot sight, scope, electromagnetic vision optic enhancer, red laser sight, flashlight, hard light underbarrel 40 mm grenade launcher, tripod, extended drum magazine, plasma knife bayonet, buttstock, barrel, foregrip, muzzle or compensator, and silencer mods with rail system attachments. It fires hard light, ballistic, plasma, energy, & laser rounds. It can fire armor piercing, anti tank, anti personnel, anti materiel bullets. It can use burning fire, explosive incineration, irradiated radioactive, corrosive acid, cryogenic frost, & electroshock electric enhanced rounds. 

Kana'i Makoa Latu/Ataahua Kamalani Latu weapons as Kalani a Polynesian Indigenous Pasifika demigod of mist and fog

A hard light two handed longsword.  Its look is faintly glowing. It is made out of alien tech. Its alignment is chaotic good. It is wielded by rulers. Its fame and reputation has been kept secret. Its main effect is it increases its wielder's physical strength. Its secondary effect is it can heal its wielder's wounds. Its restriction is that it requires time to recharge after use. It draws its power from its wielder's fighting spirit. It was created to protect. Its quirk is it seems to gravitate toward those with royal blood.

As an Oceanic demigod great grandchild of a sky god and water goddess their main weapon is a five pronged quident of power made out of celestial steel that commands the ocean. It is a polearm weapon. It is a sentient weapon with an alignment of neutral good that chooses lawful good, true good, and neutral good alignments. It chooses the virtuous and respected. Its fame is the stuff of ballads sung by bards. It was created to protect and defend. It is wielded by the righteous. It is the weapon of choice of past demigod heroes. The weapon's main effect is encasing its enemies in ice. Its secondary effect is it summons storms to destroy enemies and creates a blanket of fog to trick enemies. It draws its power from feelings of love. Its look is covered in faintly glowing symbols. It was created on a moonless night. 

Polynesian Hawaiian Indigenous Pasifika style leiomano war club made out of divine wood, heavenly iron, and serrated with great white shark teeth. It burst into flames on the wielders command. It was created to slay a demon lord. It is a weapon of choice for gods and goddesses of war. Its restriction is it occasionally turns the wielder into a berserker. It draws its power from its wielder's passion.

Hard light Polynesian Hawaiian style pololu spear. It is wielded by a specific bloodline. It has no alignment and is neutral. It draws its power from kinetic energy. It has a crystal blade. Its fame is well known. It draws its power from its wielder's fighting spirit. Its look is covered in engravings. Its fame is somewhat famous. Its quirk is it was once used to overthrow an empire. It was created to conquer. The weapon’s main effect is it allows the wielder to read minds. The weapon’s secondary effect is it protects the wielder from mind control. The diamond-shaped, razor-sharp hard light spear head is bound to the shaft with an alien metal sleeve. The 6ft/1.8m shaft is made of the rarest divine alien metals. It is decorated with golden bands.

Polynesian Hawaiian Indigenous Pasifika ohe mae pua fist weapon. It is made out of heavenly bronze and divine iron. Its fame is considered mythical. It draws power from its wielder's karma. Its secondary effect is it increases its wielder's magical powers. Its quirk is it was once wielded by a deity. It was created to slay a monster. 

Sidearm of a Polynesian Hawaiian Pōkā dagger serrated with tiger shark teeth. It was created through enchantment. It looks stylized but practical. Its main effect is it inflicts mental damage on opponents through psionic attacks. Its secondary effect is it reduces pain felt by the wielder. It is wielded by wizards. Its alignment is lawful good. It draws power from magical rituals. Its fame is epic. 

Hawaiian oval type shield made out of divine bronze and heavenly iron

Divine weapons:

As a grandchild of a Polynesian  water goddess:

Polynesian Tongan apa’apai made out of divine iron

Polynesian Tongan pakipai made out of heavenly bronze

Polynesian Tongan uatongi made out of divine iron

Taiaha quarterstaff made out of heavenly bronze

Pololu spear made out of divine iron

Polynesian Samoan Lapalapa made out of heavenly bronze

Melanesian Fijian nggata made out of divine iron gifted to them by their Indo Fijian love interest

Melanesian Fijian sali made out of heavenly bronze gifted to them by their Indo Fijian love interest

As a grandchild of a Japanese sky god:

Japanese yari made out of celestial steel

Japanese bo staff made out of divine iron

Japanese tachi made out of celestial steel

Japanese wakizashi made out of celestial steel

Japanese nodachi sword made out of celestial steel

Japanese odachi sword made out of celestial steel

Costume:

Red and black costume with nanites and nanomachines that allow the suit to appear and disappear into a metal neck choker for easy access and storage.

Black domino mask, red bandana, a black face, breath, & bio mask

Vibranium and adamantium like reinforced titanium combat armor

Titanium reinforced nanocomposite Kevlar and ceramic bodysuit

Celestial steel metal plated open fingered combat gloves 

Stellar titanium metal plated open toed combat boots. 

Divine iron and heavenly bronze like metal claw gauntlets that are attachable to gloves and boots.

Armor: 

East Asian, Southeast Asian, & European inspired full plate armor made out of celestial steel

Leather hunting armor as clan hunter/huntress and clan hunting captain. Adorned to the armor to the chest, back, arms, and leg area of the leather armor was the reptilian, amphibian, mammalian, avian, & fish pelts of alien humanoids they hunted for warmth and camouflage. Adorned to the hunting armor as a necklace were the teeth, claws, talons, fangs, tusks, horns, & saber teeth of the humanoids, animals, creatures, & beasts they killed as proof of their hunting prowess. The armor was also decorated with the mammalian fur, reptilian scales, & avian feathers of the game they found while hunting. 

Ivory and scarlet combat armor

Charcoal and cherry power armor. The Mark 10 Mars/Ares Combat Armor is a technologically advanced combat exoskeleton system designed to vastly improve the strength, perception, endurance, intelligence, agility, reflexes, speed, & durability of a metahuman or superhuman super soldier in the field of combat. The armor is streamlined than its bulkier and heavier predecessors. The power armor is the most advanced piece of tactical military hardware in alien or human hands. The powered armor is commonly personalized by suit art on the power armor and visor art on the power armor helmet. It is an attempt to create a powered exoskeleton capable of taking full advantage of the physical, mental, & emotional capabilities of a demigod or alien hybrid. The armor requires training to enter, use, & take off. Spanning over centuries of development it encompassed more than just a powered suit of armor. It is a pioneering effort intended to shatter current technological barriers. With constant drills metahuman and superhuman super soldiers can enter and exit the armor in minutes. The powered armor is a highly advanced suit capable of further enhancing the metahuman’s or superhumans' physical, mental, & emotional performance while also doubling as a platform capable of handling an advanced human or alien artificial intelligence network. Some suits allowed the helmet and surrounding segments to be removed and replaced allowing a user to simply climb in through the opening in the chest or back cavity. A more involved method consisted of the suit being constructed from prefabricated parts around the user, seemingly sealing the user inside. Unlike the powered exoskeletons that preceded it, the power armor was designed from the ground up as a suit of armor. It requires a team of trained engineers, inventors, & technicians to fully take off the suit of power armor from power armor. Its design philosophy would serve as a basis for all future powered armor system designs. However you can remove parts of the armor in emergencies to repair the armor or to customize or upgrade the power armor. Each generation of the power armor is composed of major fundamental components. The power armor has built in 7. 76 mm ballistic, plasma, & energy machine guns and 40 mm grenade launchers in the shoulder of the power armor. The construction of the suit is done in overlapping layers. An interactive holographic computer has also been integrated into the helmet with an intuitive HUD. The armor's shell is composed of a multilayer alloy of remarkable strength and has been augmented with a refractive and absorbing coating capable of dispersing and absorbing a near unlimited amount of ballistic, laser, energy, plasma, & magical weapon strikes. The power armor absorbs and reflects the kinetic energy of incoming ballistic, energy, laser, & plasma projectiles. It can also absorb other damaging forces such as hazardous levels of heat, radiation and microwaves. Effectively making the user temporarily invulnerable. The suit contains a gel filled layer underneath a thick black and white armored bodysuit. The gel layer regulates temperature. The inner skinsuit is made of a moisture absorbing synthetic material linked to an environment control computer and the occupant's neural mental and emotional interface. The user is healed by nanites and the power armor is repaired by nanomachines. The battle suit is a sealed system, capable of extra vehicular activity for a near unlimited amount of time or operations in dangerous situations such as underwater, in the vacuum of space, in radioactive areas, in deserts or jungles with extreme heat, or arctic tundra with extreme cold. The suit can reflect or absorb the electromagnetic spectrum including radio waves, gamma waves, & microwaves to make the user invisible for a short time to enemies. It is hardened against EMPs, radiation, & microwaves. It has filters that are completely effective at removing toxins, germs, radiation, bacteria, poison, & viruses. The power armor is a powerful and extremely versatile set of tactical power armor. The visor of the power armor allows the super soldier to sense the entire electromagnetic spectrum. The battle suit's greatest advantage, however, is a super dense optical computer memory. This revolutionary solid-based crystalline layer forms a network within the suit's frame of proper size and capability of housing the types of smart alien and human artificial intelligences. Artificial Intelligence can be delivered to the suit via a data crystal chip storage device no bigger than a smartphone. Reverse engineered from alien and human technology leading to drastically enhanced combat and physical, intellectual, & emotional performance. Allowing the operator to execute superhuman feats. The functionality of the battle armor system is unprecedented. The power armor suit suppresses the user’s noise allowing them to sneak past enemies when crouched or crawling. Rather than being a traditional suit of body armor the battle suit works on a biomechanical level. Allowing for direct user-controlled movement. Each human being has a molecular fiber network called the nervous system within their brain. All alien superhuman and human metahuman super soldiers are given a neural interface.  The suit also possesses other features that enhance its wearer's already superhuman or supernatural abilities. It has numerous clips, belts, and holsters for the attachment of additional weapons and ammunition. It has an advanced HUD or heads up display. It has active camouflage. It has plasma shields and energy shields. It allows for customization and upgrading. It lets users connect the power armor with their cyberware implants and bionic enhancements. It has a jetpack on the back of the armor and the armor’s power armor boots for hovering or flight. It has room for storage of extra supplies of food and water. It has an oxygen tank to breathe in space or underwater. It is powered by gas, electricity, steam, or nuclear power. It has a built-in battery that can be recharged. It has plating on the face, neck, chest, back, arms, & legs. 

He/she/they wore charcoal and ruby military class heavy assault Iuyamian combat armor and power armor that were both made out of alien metal materials stronger than Wakandan vibranium the metal that made up the suit of the Black Panther (T’challa), adamantium the metal that made the metal claws of Wolverine (James Howlett Logan) and Sabertooth (Victor Creed), & nth metal. The Iuyamian armor tempered with celestial steel and stellar titanium had a gorget (that protects the chest), a bevor (protecting the lower face, neck, chin, & throat) a breastplate or chestplate (that protects the chest), backplate, pauldrons (that protect the shoulders), plackart (that protected the lower half of the torso), cuirass (that protected the front of the torso), culet (that protects the small of back and the buttocks), couters (that protects the elbows), poleyns (that protected the knees), faulds (to protect the waist and hips), gauntlets (that protect the forearms to the hands), gardbraces (to protect the armpits), vambraces (that protect the elbow to the forearm), sabatons (that protect the feet), cuisses (to protect the thighs), tassat (that protect the groin, upper thighs, & pelvis), & greaves (that covered from the shin to the knee). The power armor helmet was designed with a sharper temple, with a metallic shine, a full curved ridge, a definite brow, a prominent muzzle, & a solitary dark cambion glowing visor with two eye holes. The power armor helmet was also designed with a dark umber and dark scarlet color, a faintly more skeletal look, & it had distinct cheeks. The power armor helmet had claw marks going above its left eye to the bottom of its left cheek. The claw marks were from a female were-human who is someone who is powerful as King Shark, Wolverine, Beast, Sabertooth, Juggernaut, Orca, Killer Croc, The Shark, Gorilla Grodd, Copperhead, Monsieur Mallah, Manbat, Bane, & Cheetah combined. This dangerous were-human was armed with gauntlets with serrated diamond tipped metal claws made of a metal stronger than nth metal coated in element x. Cardinal Changeling barely defeated her in their Hybrid/Chimera or Beast/Feral/Primal form. Instead of repairing it, Scarlet Shapeshifer kept the claw marks as proof of their battle out of respect. The power armor helmet was designed with numerous Iuyamian marks on the face, the power armor helmet had lines of Iuyamian characters on both cheeks and temple, the power armor helmet was decorated with countless Iuyamian symbols, the power armor helmet had unique Iuyamian writing on both brows and the muzzle, the power armor helmet had organic cybernetic and natural bionic elements (these organic cybernetic and natural bionic elements were on its temple, on its snout, & and on both cheeks), the power armor helmet had two shining cardinal lines going down the two right and left eye holes of his/her/their dark fire brick glowing visor, & finally the power armor helmet had bizarre sophisticated patterns around the jaw area making it distantly look like a face. All of this gave his/her/their power armor helmet a menacing and remarkable look that motivated allies and petrified enemies. Fastened to the helmet was the skull of a humanoid alien they hunted as hunting captain and clan hunter/huntress of their tribe and clan. After the humanoids, animals, beasts, & creatures were killed they took their corpses. Their bodies were burned leaving only their bones to be gathered to steal their mana or power. Mana is a life force which gives influence, power, and authority. Mana can be gained or lost. It is stored in the bones. After someone’s death, small bones would be turned into jewelry.

Cardinal mech suit

Transportation:

Transformable hover bike capable of transforming into a hover sportbike or hover motorcycle 

Transformable hover car. It can go from 0-60 in 10 seconds and has a top speed of 290 mph. It has a luxurious interior, a dash computer and a sunroof. It has heated seats, extra-large anti gravity thrusters, & improved safety features. It has leather seats and a navigation system. It handles very well. It runs fine at most speeds. It has racing stripes. It has an upgraded diesel engine. It has automatic everything. The styling features asymmetry. It runs like it just got out of the shop. It practically purrs when it runs. The styling features sleek lines.

Hover Toyota GT86, Scion FRS, & Scion Tc mix tuner car.

Hover Dodge Challenger, Chevy Camaro, & Shelby Cobra GT 500 mix muscle car.

Spaceship

Mount in the air is a winged alicorn. 

Mount in the ocean is a resurrected Megalodon prehistoric giant shark mount

Abilities: 

He/she/they were enhanced and augmented on a cellular, microscopic, nanoscopic, & subatomic level during an unethical intergalactic compartmentalized deep black project on a giant black site planet when captured by the Earth government to create metahuman and superhuman child soldiers. 

He/she/they were experimented on as a child giving them the ability to grow teeth, canines, saber teeth, fangs, claws, talons, horns, & tusks that can rip apart the strongest materials. 

Electromagnetic Spectrum Vision: He/she/they were given the ability to see the entire electromagnetic spectrum such as x-ray vision, thermal vision, night vision, & ultraviolet vision, including the ability to sense gamma radiation, the ability to see microscopic vision, binocular vision, & nanoscopic vision. 

He/she/they were experimented on and had his/her/their body implanted with bionic and cybernetic implants as a young adult to become an adult super soldier for the Terran Confederacy. 

Telepathy and empathy (ability to summon and command terrestrial, avian, aquatic, angelic, demonic, magical, divine, mystical, & extraterrestrial animals, monsters, creatures, & humanoids). 

Telepathic and empathic resistance: Ability to resist mind control and resist empaths and telepaths

Demigod physiology: 

Child of an Asian Pasifika who is an Asian Indigenous Pasifika demigod. Child of Akio Kato.

He/she/they have several powers such as: 

Transcendent demigod physiology 

Demigod physiology

Lesser divinity 

Decelerated aging 

Semi immorality 

Mythic physiology

Nature spirit physiology 

Transcendent physiology 

Water embodiment 

Water empowerment 

Water energy manipulation 

Elemental artillery 

Elemental weapons 

Elemental constructs 

Ocean deity physiology 

Oceanic deity physiology 

Ocean communication 

Authority 

Guardianship 

Ocean ruler 

Ocean embodiment 

Ocean manipulation 

Surfing intuition 

Swimming intuition 

Swimming manipulation 

Swimming negation 

Weather attacks 

Weather embodiment 

Weather immunity 

Weather manipulation 

Weather mode 

Weather weaponry 

Weatherly presence 

Whirlpool generation 

Hurricane generation 

Authority 

Ocean magic

Ocean lordship 

Ocean manipulation 

Disaster manipulation 

Storm deity physiology 

Sea destruction 

Rain manipulation 

Cloud generation 

Sub zero rain 

Rain manipulation 

Storm manipulation 

Climate manipulation 

Flood manipulation 

Drought creation 

Air manipulation 

Tidal wave generation 

Amphibian physiology 

Amphibian adaptation 

Sea monster physiology 

Were shark physiology 

Tail manifestation 

Swimming tail 

Shark physiology 

Fish physiology 

Scale manifestation 

Marine biology manipulation 

Sea monster manipulation

Water manipulation 

Shark manipulation 

Merfolk physiology 

Merfolk lord physiology 

Merfolk magic 

Merfolk manipulation 

Merfolk sorcerer physiology 

Mystic atlantean physiology 

Magic weaponry 

Trident proficiency 

Atlantean physiology 

Triton physiology 

Nymph physiology 

Webbed appendages 

Submerged attacks 

Aquatic breathing

Speed swimming 

Underwater senses 

Enhanced swimming 

Water maneuverability 

Underwater invulnerability 

Trident proficiency 

Mana manipulation 

Arctic mode

Arctic creation

Arctic magic 

Arctic manipulation 

Water manipulation

Hydrokinesis

Aquatic adaptation

Hydromancy

Hydromancer

Water augmentation 

Water aura

Water cutting 

Water defense 

Water boundary 

Water exoskeleton 

Water shield construction

Water body creation 

Water augmentation 

Water hair 

Water flotation 

Water immunity 

Water infusion

Water imprisonment 

Water limb generation

Water mimicry 

Water mode

Water negation 

Water pillar projection

Water platform creation

Water portal creation

Water purification 

Water sealing 

Water separation 

Water solidification 

Water spike projection 

Water soul 

Water symbiosis 

Water teleportation 

Watercraft manipulation 

Water transformation 

Water transmutation 

Water vortex creation 

Water walking 

Water wall generation 

Water wave emission

Hydrokinetic combat 

Water weaponry 

Ice weaponry 

Hydrokinetic polearm spear construction 

Hydrokinetic blade construction 

Hydrokinetic claws

Elemental bow construction

Hydrokinetic whip generation

Hydrokinetic cloning

Hydrokinetic constructs

Hydrokinetic creature creation 

Hydrokinetic shapeshifting 

Hydrokinetic regeneration 

Hydrokinetic intangibility 

Hydrokinetic invisibility 

Hydrokinetic flight 

Hydrokinetic wing manifestation 

Hydrokinetic surfing

Healing water 

Water attacks

Water generation 

Aquatic breathing 

Aquatic empathy 

Aquatic telepathy 

Aquatic mode 

Aquatic life embodiment 

Aquatic life lordship 

Blood absorption 

Blood magic

Blood manipulation 

Cryomancer 

Snow manipulation 

Snow magic 

Snow generation 

Snow shield construction 

Blizzard creation 

Ice magic 

Ice manipulation 

Ice exoskeleton 

Ice absorption

Ice generation 

Ice aura 

Ice attacks 

Ice wall generation 

Ice mimicry 

Ice mode

Winter embodiment 

Winter magic 

Winter manipulation 

Ice age manipulation 

Unmeltable ice 

Fog generation

Air Deity Physiology 

Celestial manipulation 

Cosmic manipulation 

Stellar manipulation 

Solar manipulation 

Weather soul 

Heaven lordship 

Sky embodiment 

Sky lordship 

Sky manipulation 

Sky mimicry 

Weather empowerment 

Weather manipulation 

Esoteric weather manipulation 

Divine weather manipulation 

Omni weather manipulation 

Atmospheric adaptation 

Lightning manipulation 

Later given full immortality when made a full god after they died and were rewarded as a hero and champion of gods 

Divine resurrection 

Death transformation 

Death transcendence 

Almighty ascension 

Ethereal body 

Higher consciousness 

Ethereal manipulation 

Supernatural condition 

Flight

Energy perception 

Extra sensory perception 

Divine magic

Conjuration 

Transmutation 

Divine aura 

Deity soul 

Divine form 

Divine powers 

Divine presence 

Domain warping

Divine force manipulation 

Divine energy manipulation 

Dimensional manipulation 

Elemental manipulation 

Energy manipulation 

Healing

Telekinesis 

Essence reading 

Astral projection 

Telepathy

Empathy

Teleportation 

Omni psionics 

Cosmic awareness

Clairvoyance 

Precognition 

Omniscience 

Alien hybrid physiology:

Child of a Latine Native who is a South American Latinx Colombian, South American Baniwa and Embera Indigenous Ameridian  of Colombia, and an Iuyamian alien extraterrestrial hybrid.

Energy Projection: As an alien hybrid he/she/they can fire optic blasts from their eyes, breath blasts from mouth, and energy blasts from the palms of hands, palms of feet.

Energy Absorption: 

Optic blasts 

Heat vision 

Breath attacks 

Beam emission

Energy beam emission 

Hand blasts 

Ball projection 

Bolt projection 

Bullet projection 

Cutting wave 

Omnidirectional beams 

Omnidirectional blasts 

Omnidirectional waves

Wave emission

Wave motion blast

Unique Physiology:

He/she/they were born with teeth that can rip through steel, canines and saber teeth that can rip through adamantium and vibranium, claws that can rip through mithril and adamant, & a prehensile chimera tail (with a mouth that has fangs) that can rip through diamonds. 

Metamorph: Changeling, metamorph, or shapeshifter with unlimited forms (potential limitless). 

He/she/they were born with his/her/their superhuman and supernatural control over transfiguration and shapeshifting.

Mimicry: 

He/she/they can psionically modify the configuration of his/her/their organic cells at will on a cellular, microscopic, atomic, sub atomic level, & nanoscopic level. So, he/she/they can cause himself/herself/themselves to sound, act, & appear as a precise carbon copy of any of any human or humanoid. That is regular, divine, mythical, mythological, magical, discovered, undiscovered, extinct, living, aquatic, avian, terrestrial, extraterrestrial, demonic, imaginary, mythical, fictional, magical, futuristic, mystical, science fiction, & fantasy. So, he/she/they can shapeshift into any human, humanoid, semi-humanoid, beast, creature, monster, & animal regardless of any sex, any gender, any race, height, weight, body type, hair style, hair color, eye color, skin tone. He/she/they gained this ability as a teenager. 

He/she/they can transfigure into anything whether or not they are super powered or unpowered, any species, wearing or not wearing clothes, wearing armor or not wearing armor, & or whether they have or don’t have cybernetic or bionic enhancements. He/she/they can shapeshift into anything whether or not they have: scales, fur, feathers, horns, and wings. He/she/they can precisely imitate someone’s retinal pattern, finger prints, vocal patterns and copy their memories, mental thought patterns, finger palm patterns, skin pore patterns, skin, smell, vocal cords, emotional patterns, & repeating behaviors to fool anyone including the most powerful empaths and the most powerful telepaths. He/she/they gained this capability as a young adult. 

With the Prime the primordial force of the cosmos that he/she/they are avatar, champion, & embodiment of he/she/they are the defender and protector of all sentient life. He/she/they were gifted with dragon lord physiology, dragon god physiology, transcendent dragon physiology, werebeast lord physiology, transcendent werebeast physiology, true vampire physiology, vampire lord physiology, transcendent vampire physiology, vaewolf physiology, werepire physiology, werepire lord physiology, transcendent werepire physiology, vaewolf lord physiology, & alpha vaewolf physiology (fusion of a werebeast lord physiology and a vampire lord physiology)

He/she/they with their absolute adaptation he/she/they can transform into any being living or dead, organic or inorganic, real or fictional. He/she/they reach the zenith of his/her/their shapeshifting in the 40th to the 60th century. This gave them so many shapeshifting abilities. This includes plants with the power of plant morphing, natural weaponry (where they can shapeshift or transfigure parts of their body into weaponry), desire form (where they can take the form of someone’s greatest desire), perfect doppelganger morphing (where they can take the appearance, powers, capabilities, memories, life-force, & personality on such a level that they replicate even fingerprints), disguise mastery, empathic shapeshifting (where they can shapeshift based on their emotions), environmental shapeshifting (where they can transform based on the environment), dimensional transformation (where they can transform based on dimensions or realities), temporal transformation (where they can transform based on points in history), evolution or enhancing themselves via accelerated evolution, gender transformation (or the ability of altering their own gender based on their current gender and gender identity), god morphing (or the ability to morph into a deity which is how he/she/they became the Celestial and Stellar Entity and Divine and Heavenly Being in the 60th century), inorganic mimicry (or the ability transform physically into an inorganic life form), inorganic shape shifting (or the ability to manipulate their own inorganic body which is how they manipulate their bionic and cybernetic implants), malleable anatomy (or the ability rearrange the physiological features of themselves), mimicry form (or the ability mimic look and powers of other beings), mythic physiology (or the ability transform into mythical beings), organic mimicry (or the ability to transform physically into an organic form), organic shape shifting (or the ability manipulate their own organic body), post mortem shapeshifting (where they can shapeshift into anyone they just killed), reactive adaptation (where they develop adaptation to combat threats or combat changes),  regenerative healing factor (where they can shape their own body and cells to their optimal state healing rapidly from injuries and even maintain eternal youth if they choose to), self-particle manipulation where they can manipulate their own particle structure on a cellular, molecular, microscopic, atomic, subatomic, & nanoscopic level), size manipulation (where they can shapeshift their own size or just select parts of their body), soul shapeshifting (where they can shapeshift their own soul to another person's), & species shifting (where they can shapeshift into other humanoid species). He/she/they are the strongest metamorph, changeling, & shapeshifter throughout the universe, multiverse, & omniverse.

Life manipulation 

Absolute adaptation

Ultimate shapeshifting 

Multi shapeshifting 

Empathetic shapeshifting 

Environmental transformation 

Reactive adaptation 

Dimensional transformation 

Temporal transformation 

Biomorphing 

Omnifarious 

Evolution

Metamorphosis 

Overclocking 

Self particle manipulation 

Self subatomic manipulation 

Self molecular manipulation 

Gender transformation 

Essence manipulation 

Form manipulation 

Form creation 

Age shifting 

Organic constructs

Power shifting

Self supremacy 

Mind shifting 

Body supremacy 

All out mode

Almighty ascension 

Body transference 

Legendary form

Meta transcendence 

Omni mode

Origin transcendence 

Self transcendence 

Transformation mastery 

Energy resistance 

Immortality 

Intangibility 

Invisibility 

Invulnerability 

Reality anchoring

Body recreation

Mind anchoring

Omni motion

Pain suppression 

Precondition bypassing

Reality condition 

Reforming scattering 

Superpower manipulation 

Self sustenance 

Omni replication 

Avatar creation 

Energy manipulation 

Transcendent hybrid physiology 

Omni genetic archiving 

Remaking

Selective unity 

Mind shifting 

Power replication 

Total mimicry 

Soul morph

Soul conversion 

Mental manipulation

Interior mimicry 

Meta ability creation 

Human morphing

God morphing 

Demon morphing

Mythic morphing 

Mythic physiology 

Plant morphing 

Battle shifting

Shapeshifting combat 

Elemental shapeshifting 

Species shifting 

Soul shapeshifting 

Body manipulation 

Appendage generation

Auxiliary organs 

Transformation 

Partial transformation 

Natural weaponry 

Shapeshifting weaponry 

Shapeshifting combat 

Shapeshifting negation 

Shapeshifting awareness 

Shapeshifting inducement 

Swarm form

Base form

Desire form

Nemesis form 

Digestive shapeshifting 

Doppelgänger morphing 

Perfect doppelgänger 

Disguise mastery

Size manipulation 

Elasticity 

Limb extension 

Limb expansion 

Lock picking 

Adaptive appearance 

Clothing generation 

Wing manifestation 

Tentacle manifestation

Voice manipulation 

Organic shapeshifting 

Inorganic mimicry 

Inorganic shapeshifting 

Possessive transformation 

Post mortem shapeshifting 

Mimicry form

Mixed shapeshifting 

Bilocation morphing 

Animal kingdom embodiment 

Animal manipulation 

Animal companionship 

Animal morphing 

Animal emerging

Animal empathy 

Animal telepathy 

Animal morphing

Animal magic

Animal intuition 

Animal attacks 

Animal combat

Animalistic combat 

Animal exoskeleton 

Animal mode 

Animal weaponry 

Beast creation

Beast morphing

Beast transmutation 

Beast master

Monster lordship 

Beast lord physiology 

Alpha monster physiology 

Beast lordship 

Monster empowerment 

Mythical beast manipulation 

Giant monster manipulation 

Natural weaponry 

Tusk protrusion 

Spike protrusion 

Horn protrusion 

Sharp body 

Natural weaponry projection

Weaponized body 

Organic combat 

Organic weaponry 

Organic constructs 

Skin hardening 

Bone spike projection 

Needle projection 

Spike projection 

Claw retraction 

Enhanced mauling 

Enhanced clawmanship 

Ergokinetic claws

Elemental claws 

Sharp tongue

Barbed tongue 

Venomous claws 

Elastic jaws

Enhanced bite

Prehensile tongue 

Venomous tongue 

Unbreakable teeth 

Fang retraction

Venomous fangs

Elemental fangs 

Saber teeth

Elemental saber teeth 

Venomous saber teeth

Prehensility 

Prehensile arm parts 

Prehensile feet

Prehensile legs

Prehensile toes 

Prehensile tail 

Tail extension 

Multiple tails 

Weaponized tail

Clubbed tail

Sharp tail

Strong tail

Stinger tail 

Stinger protrusion 

Retractable stinger 

Venom secretion 

Enhanced roar

Ballistic scream

Concussive roar 

Supernatural roar

Ultra roar 

Fearful scream

Sonic scream

Deafness inducement

Paralysis inducement  

Fear inducement 

Dimensional distortion

Sound manipulation 

Wave manipulation 

Vibration manipulation 

Transformation

Fauna energy manipulation 

Human manipulation 

Zoolingualism 

Animals scrying 

Animal augmentation

Mind link

Taming

Mind control 

They are a Cosmic Titan of War. 

Bestowed upon them by Greco Roman gods and goddesses Mars, Bellona, Ares, Athena, & Enyo.

Titan killer slayer of Greco Roman titans Cronus and Saturn 

God inheritance 

Dark divinity 

War deity

Destroyer deity 

War deity physiology 

Omega physiology 

Alpha physiology 

Absolute existence 

Cosmic entity physiology 

Self transcendence 

Prime being

Prime source

Meta transcendence 

Singularity 

World manipulation 

Cosmic manipulation 

Hyper cosmic awareness 

Power manifestation 

Creation

Destruction 

Ability creation

Leadership intuition 

Empathic conversion 

Absolute command

Endless development 

Limitation transcendence 

Transcendent connection 

Omni competence 

Self adaptation 

Zenith 

Predator instinct 

Feral mind 

Berserker 

Berserker combat 

Human manipulation 

Rage manipulation 

Anger empowerment

Anger manipulation 

Violence aura 

Destroyer deity physiology 

Violence embodiment 

Absolute violence 

Violence manipulation 

Killing intuition 

Bloodlust aura

Inhibition release 

Opportunity sense

War god 

Conquest empowerment 

Counter strategy intuition 

Countering intuition 

Close quarters combat intuition 

War embodiment 

War and peace manipulation 

War manipulation 

Summoning 

Personal army 

Meta army manipulation 

Biotic artillery 

Biotic weaponry 

War cry

Battle cry

War magic 

Battlefield magic 

Forge manipulation 

Customization

Divine technology manipulation 

Blade shifting

Blade storm generation 

Blunt weapon proficiency 

Blade construction 

Bow construction 

Bow manipulation 

Armor manipulation 

Weapon manipulation 

Protection embodiment 

Calvary combat 

Blocking intuition 

Damage amplification 

Damage reduction 

Damaging aura

Damaging field projection 

Deflection 

Defense break

Defensive damage

Defense ignoring 

Defense prediction 

Defense replication 

Evading intuition 

Evasion manipulation 

Hyper fleeing 

Hyper evasion

Hyper sense 

Hyper interception 

Homing effect 

Hyper combos 

Synchronization 

Hyper connection 

Combat adaptation 

Combat augmentation 

Internal reinforcement 

Combat creation

Combat embodiment 

Combat empowerment 

Combat inducement 

Combat magic 

Kinetic energy combat 

Kinetic strike 

Fighting instinct 

Combat specialist 

Combat manipulation 

Combat merging 

Combat modification 

Combat opposition 

Combat perception 

Combative evolution 

Combative transcendence 

Limit break 

Limitation defiance 

Maximum bodily capacity 

After image creation 

After image manipulation 

Combined artillery 

Combined attacks

Combined ball projection 

Combined blade construction 

Combined breath

Combined combat 

Combined infusion

Combined weaponry 

Combo empowerment 

Complete body strike 

Extra sensory combat 

Heavy strike 

Strength accumulation 

Strength concentration 

Strength defiance 

Concealed weapons proficiency 

Sheathed blade proficiency 

Flexible weapon proficiency 

Compressed weaponry 

Compressed artillery 

Concussive blast

Consecutive attacks

Consecutive moves 

Controlled combat 

Absolute combat 

Assassin intuition 

Combat empowerment

One man army

Fighting instinct 

Enhanced combat 

Enhanced unarmed combat 

Absolute unarmed combat 

Enhanced violence 

Enhanced weaponry 

Enhanced muscle usage 

Enhanced reach 

Enhanced bodily capacity 

Endless attack 

Absolute attack 

Absolute weapon proficiency 

Rifle proficiency 

Pistol proficiency 

Omni gun proficiency 

Supernatural gunmanship

Lock on tracking 

Multi targeting 

Enhanced quick draw 

Bullet hell

Bullet redirection 

Enhanced archery 

Supernatural archery 

Super speed combat archery 

Bow manipulation 

Melee weapon proficiency 

Axe proficiency 

Knife proficiency 

Martial arts intuition 

Absolute counter 

Absolute evasion 

Absolute explosion

Absolute invincibility 

Absolute slicing 

Absolute violence 

Absolute weapon proficiency 

Absolute weaponry 

Accelerated perception 

Multi weapon wielding 

Dual wielding 

Dual sword proficiency 

Multi sword proficiency 

Giant weapon proficiency 

Giant sword proficiency

Giant gun proficiency 

Supernatural swordsmanship 

Absolute swordsmanship 

Action adaptation 

Automatic attack 

Auto reflexes 

Selective limb empowerment 

Selective damage 

Autopilot

Rapid fire moves 

Reflective attacks 

Autonomous combat 

Auxiliary condition 

Alien artillery 

Alien blade construction

Alien bow construction 

Alien combat 

Alien weaponry

Ammunition generation 

Ammunition manipulation 

Adaptive artillery 

Sword proficiency 

Shield proficiency 

Absolute swordsmanship 

Ranged weapon proficiency 

Enhanced ammunition 

Enhanced accuracy 

Weapon proficiency 

Weapon manipulation 

Weapon transformation 

Weapon creation 

Absolute artillery 

Projectile enhancement 

Tactical analysis 

Tactical genius 

Enhanced combat 

War manipulation 

War inducement 

Military manipulation 

Military intuition 

Army manipulation

Army annihilation 

Summoning arts 

Summon weaponry 

Summoning combat 

Summoning defense 

Summoning attacks 

Team manipulation 

Team wipe 

Combat manipulation 

Battlefield manipulation 

Battlefield magic 

Strategy manipulation 

Defeat manipulation 

Transcendent warrior physiology 

Victory deity physiology 

Victory manipulation 

Dimensional destruction 

Dimensional constructs 

Dimensional slicing 

Divine alien physiology

Alien divinity 

Alien lord physiology 

Divine technology manipulation 

Mythic technology 

Transcendental element manipulation 

Transcendental energy manipulation 

God/Goddess of Love and Sexuality

Desire Embodiment

Desire Manipulation

Supernatural beauty 

Absolute beauty 

Seductive magnetism 

Attraction manipulation

Beauty manipulation 

Desire manipulation 

Emotion manipulation

Love manipulation

Love inducement

Relationship manipulation 

Indomitable sexuality 

Passion manipulation

Romance embodiment

Passion Embodiment

Pheromone generation

Lust Negation

Lust Inducement 

Lust manipulation

Pleasure manipulation 

Relationship manipulation 

Sex specialist 

Sex Intuition 

Sexuality manipulation 

Indomitable love 

Warning: SSSS rank superhero

Expert combatant. Master martial artist. Weapons master. 

Expert marksman.

Master interrogator trained in torture and interrogation 

Expert driver in all forms of transportation of vehicles including spaceships and hovercraft

Master spy. Expert in stealth, infiltration, disguise, espionage, & sabotage thanks to a past as an intelligence officer trained in paramilitary operations for the Sol System military.  

Crime fighting mastery 

Hacking

Lockpicking

Extremely athletic and extremely acrobatic. 

Multi Languages: Ability to speak most if not all Earth, alien, divine, demonic, mystical, mythical, magical, & fantasy languages because of superhuman memory and intelligence.

Skillset of a A class private soldier, mercenary, & bounty hunter

Skillset of a highly skilled S rank contract killer, hitman, & kunoichi or shinobi assassin

Weaknesses: 

Before being given divinity and transcending to a titan their weakness being born a demigod and alien hybrid, their weaknesses as a metahuman and superhuman were:

Being injured by weapons that negates superhuman or supernatural healing.  

Being wounded by a material stronger than adamantine, celestial steel, divine iron, etherium, heavenly bronze, mithril, nth metal, orichalcum, stellar titanium, uru, vibranium. 

Being killed by a substance more dangerous than aether, chronoton, dark metal, element zero, inertron, nether, tachyon, timonium, & xirang. 

Regular Forms: 

Beast/Primal/Feral:  2.5 Meters. Basic form. But strong enough to go toe to toe with Gorilla Grodd, King Shark, Giganta, Killer Croc, Orca, Bane, Wolverine, Sabertooth, & Monsieur Mallah.

Hybrid/Chimera: 3 Meters

Berserker Juggernaut: 5 Meters

Prime: 6 Meters

Dragon Monster: 200 meters long. 100 Meters tall

Behemoth:  400 meters long. 200 Meters tall, 1500 tons

Leviathan: 800 meters long. 400 Meters tall. 8,000 tons

Zenith Forms: 

Titan of War: 

Divine or Heavenly Being: Has four noncorporeal eyes with ultimate vision. Has six pairs of divine wings.

Celestial or Stellar Entity: Giant ethereal appears behind them.

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[nsomniacsdream]

So I watched No One Will Save You on Hulu last night. For me, it's like a 2 out of 10 scares. It's way more of a "coming to terms with your past" drama, with aliens running around. It's unfortunate, because they set up some really interesting stuff. Aliens basically out in the open doing whatever they want, implanting weird spider looking things into people's throats to control them, and the aliens are very visible and as the movie goes on, they keep introducing aliens with longer and longer limbs. There is virtually no dialog, which makes sense, because no one will help our protag, so she doesn't really interact with anyone or talk to herself, since it's all fight or flight action, not trying to figure anything out.

Some jump scares. Aliens (standard grays and body elongation) and a tragic backstory about killing your childhood best friend.

The ending didn't make a lot of sense to me. The aliens did *something* to her, and then there's a dance number in the middle of town. I imagine it was supposed to be impactful, but to me it fell flat. And the very last shot is a bunch of alien saucers just casually patrolling the skies and no one caring.

#spoilers! #no one will save you

[open-hearth-rpg]

Sleeving: Great RPG Mechanics #RPGMechanics: Week Two

One of the great changes in the last couple of decades has been ditching of outmoded concepts regarding body modification. Classically the addition of cyberware and ungraded to human beings caused problems. It meant alienation from one’s self, weird nano infections, AI takeover, or cyberpsychosis. Sci-fi media and earlier anime set up many of those elements as tropes. They offered a bioessentialist view that mechanical or artificial changes destroyed what made people essentially human. They used that as a device for dramatic tension.

On the gaming side, it existed as a device for game balance. The 1980s and 90s delivered us games focused on balance. You could have X cool things, but you had to take Y flaws to pay for them. GURPS, Champions, World of Darkness– all of these operated under this paradigm. And Cyberpunk 2020, arguably the game which set the template for all other cyberpunk games, followed this approach.

You could have more cool cyberware, implants, body conversion, etc. but each piece you added literally impacted your Humanity score. The more useful the gear (particularly in combat), the greater the Humanity loss. Thankfully that’s changed a bit in more recent Cyberpunk RED and other modern cyberpunk games have ditched this ableist and bioessentialist vision entirely.

But the question still remains of how to handle these things system-wise and how to create a sense of parity rather than balance. That’s especially true for games which offer fully Transhuman options. How do you handle balance– and how do you handle the switch itself so it isn’t a huge slog to calculate when someone resleeves into a new body?

Eclipse Phase offers one approach. You have a set of Ego stats which represent fixed values that remain across the different bodies, or morphs, that you switch into. You don’t carry over Strength per se, but rather your character’s ability to manage physical features in new bodies. Those morphs themselves have some ratings (durability. Wound threshold).

But characters also have Pools. These are linked to augmented or transhuman abilities. You have an Insight, Moxie, Vigor, and Flex pool. You can spend points from these on effects related to that area (gaining a clue, introducing NPCs). They’re interesting resource pools that offer a set of cool abilities and an easy shorthand for what you gain moving between bodies. Mind you Eclipse Phase is still a pretty crunchy system outside of that, so you have talents and abilities to supplement. But I can imagine a game which strips things down and just focuses on those pools, using them to flexibly represent changing selves with a core identity.

It’s probably a more elegant solution than I’ve used before. In running a multiversal campaign with characters moving between worlds each character had a deck of unique cards. When you switched worlds you took some of those out and replaced them. I think, and I’m just noodling here, that there might be a way to work that out with pools– and get over the problem of used physical cards for play in an online world.

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[linuxgamenews]

KIBORG blend of strategy and combat is due to evolve onto Linux

KIBORG story-driven action game is due to get a port for Linux with Windows PC. Thanks to further details from developer Sobaka Studio. Working to make its way onto Steam. KIBORG is a wicked blend of strategy and story-driven action adventure in a dark sci-fi experience. You're not just playing a character - you're the brains, the muscle, and the heart of a battle-hardened team struggling for survival. In KIBORG, you're stepping into the shoes of Vasiliy, a tough leader who guides a team of resistance fighters on a prison planet known as Sigma. This isn't any ordinary prison. Sigma is a powder keg, housing the galaxy's most notorious lawbreakers, made worse by an infectious alien substance, rogue nanobots. Which is also now threatening every living being on the planet. The situation is dire, and your role is to work through this chaos. On top of this, we have some good news regarding Linux support for KIBORG, thanks to the email reply from Sobaka Studio. Simply stating, "we already have success experience in putting our games to Linux, so I definitely think we think it will happens." Despite the issues in translation, their latest creation is using Unreal Engine 5. But you might remember the studio from their previous title, 9 Monkeys of Shaolin. Offering both Linux and Windows PC support. Giving more than just hope for their next title.

KIBORG - Trailer

The heart of the KIBORG game is the passing of time. Since each mission, each action, each choice you make is like a day in your life. Every decision you make impacts your journey and your team. There's no "reset" or "try again" option. Instead, every win, loss, or setback reshapes your story. Life, like in KIBORG, doesn't offer a replay button, which is what makes this journey feel real. This adventure comes packed with unpredictable missions. Think of them like daily challenges - unexpected, unique, and different every time. From combat-focused battles to problem solving events, these missions test you against numerous enemy types. While offering an endless array of challenges. One of Vasiliy's tools is The Cradle, that generates clones to execute these missions. If a clone fails or dies, you're safe and sound. These clones come equipped with a nano-skeleton that can absorb and transform fallen enemy tech into powerful cybernetic upgrades. You can craft thousands of different combinations. Not only transforming how Vasiliy fights but also altering his appearance - a feature that makes KIBORG stand out from the crowd. Plus, there are tons of hidden micro-implants to enhance your abilities.

The Combat

The battles in KIBORG are intense and rewarding. A mix of both power and precision - dodge, block, and parry enemy attacks, combine different fighting style and special moves. Use your surroundings to your advantage. Mix it up with melee weapons or brutal firearms, but always keep an eye on your resources. Ammo is limited, weapons can break, and your stamina and energy need careful use. But it's not all just battles and missions in KIBORG. You have a base to prepare for the next challenges. It's a place where you can relax, learn from your team, listen to news updates, meditate, or even hone your skills in virtual reality. Crafting power-ups is also an option to gear up for the next mission. KIBORG story-driven action game is in a world where time doesn't pause. Each tick of the clock brings new challenges, and you're at the heart of it. Be sure to Wishlist on Steam, due to evolve onto Linux and Windows PC. The release date is still TBD.

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[alienabductionimplantremoval]

Alien Abduction Experience of a Montauk Survivor and Alien Human Hybrid

I can start the telling of this story in April of 1971 when I was born in Lenox Hill hospital in Manhattan, or can I? Conception is far more important than physical birth despite the impacts of birth trauma on human development, and I know that I was quite literally conceived out on Montauk, Long Island because my biological father told me so. Although he never knew how. It is not like I was planned, anyway. Yet he never forgot the night of my conception or how magical he remembered it to be.

While my conception may have been magical my delivery was not, as my biological father also told me that during my birth, my biological mother was unable to push me out and the doctors were unable to pull me out with forceps. So they just left me to push myself out, or die. It took me 2 hours, but I basically delivered myself which gave me a certain strength, I suppose. No doubt this strength has served me well over the course of what has been a very difficult life. Surely millions have had it harder than I, but that doesn’t make my existence any less difficult, nor make me feel any better about it.

The longer a being such as myself exists in a world such as this, the harder their experience gets. This is because what one is, is not meant to be in this world, and the longer one endures here, the more one’s real nature begins to gnaw away at oneself, due to it’s inability to express itself in this world. Sure, you can attempt to bring forth and integrate your "real nature," out of sheer ignorance of what it actually is, by pursuing Reichian breathwork, kundalini yoga, etc., but if these pursuits are continued relentlessly, you will come to learn that much of your "armor" and most of your"blockages” are not the results of social conditioning that can be dropped, or psychodynamic conflicts that can be resolved, but are in fact alien implants and other safety/control mechanisms that were installed by the Greys as part of your hybridization.

Should you succeed in defeating or surmounting any of these obstacles, you will find that this"real you” that you strove to bring forth from the muck and the mire that is your humanity, has no place in this world and thus you have no place in this world. This is the fundamental basis of your angst. Believe me, if you are a hybrid such as I, then the"real you” is something that is both dark and beyond your imagination. Awakening it will not allow your"human” life to"flow” and your human needs to be met because you are not fully human and your needs are in conflict with your humanity. This is what a hybrid ultimately is – the fusion of DNA from species that are in direct opposition to each other in the natural order of the multiverse. We are not talking about crossing a dog with a wolf here, nor a lion with a tiger. We are talking something more in line with crossing a snake with a mongoose!

Signs of Alien Abduction

Some time after my birth my biological mother became a very different person after returning from another trip to Montauk. She began to suffer physical pains as well as psychiatric ones that had no discernible cause. She dropped in intelligence, became very religious and"found Jesus.” She passed away almost 10 years ago with Alzheimer’s in a hospice in the Bronx. What the medical establishment fails to realize is how many cases of Alzheimer’s are actually the mind finally breaking down under all the abuse it has suffered at the hands of Satanically aligned Greys who wipe the mind over-and-over, installing false"screen memories” so one cannot recall the actual memories of abduction and hybridization one has experienced. I for one, have almost no memory of my past. I can tell you where I went to school, etc. but there are very few memories. If you never think of your past and it seems you are living in an endless present with just a handful of memories, you can probably thank the Greys, who abducted you continuously throughout your life if your specific hybridization was valuable enough for them to do so.

To"be myself” had been the goal of my entire life from age 17 on when I fell in love with a girl I didn’t even know, that I saw walking across the auditorium in my senior year at The Bronx High School of Science back in 1989. I had never seen this girl the prior three years of my studies there, but there were around 3,000 students in attendance at any given time, so this scenario was not that improbable. It was a love that was far more than romantic or sexual in nature despite her beauty, and utterly overwhelming in strength. I just did not understand what I was experiencing or what to do with said experience, yet this experience somehow awakened in me this idea that whatever I was as a human, was in fact a mere shadow of what I really was. I wasn’t even fully human, for that matter, although it would take close to 35 years for this to be revealed to me.

I am sure she wasn’t fully human, either.

This moment of awakening made me very unhappy because how could anyone be happy being something they are not? This unhappiness drove me to seek out who or what I really was, and to bring it forth. My error at the time, was believing that success in this endeavor would bring me happiness. Specifically, that it would bring me love, or relationship, or sexual abundance, or peak sexual experiences, etc. I turned out very wrong in regard to these assumptions, yet I suppose I had to have believed otherwise for so long, in order to have driven myself through close to 35 years of downright starvation with respect to any experiences in the human realm that one would desire to experience. In addition, social and economic opportunities consistently evaded me no matter my qualifications or efforts. So did artistic and sporting ambitions. It was as if I was not allowed to live any sort of actual human life whatsoever, and nobody could understand how I could be so unsuccessful and so unlucky despite decades of struggle. It took 20 years of insane effort just to attain a sexual relationship that I found satisfying, but that barely lasted six months before it was destroyed by seemingly mysterious forces beyond my immediate perception.

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