#[ ramble ]

[lazylittledragon]

can anybody who's made it beyond 22 please tell me i'm going to be ok

#ramble #it's existential crisis o clock #i'm fine i'm just having a 'everything feels hopeless and i've already failed' day #i'm in that weird 'too old to be a Youth Success too young to feel like a real person yet' phase

[xxacidnekoxx]

the reason I always think about the alphabet is because so many people say "I cant draw! I cant draw! " but then they will draw an A just fine or a B just fine and with incredible consistency too

#ramble

[humansbgone]

Every episode I say I'll skip Gregorsa this time and every episode I end up recording a Gregorsa lecture after all. Let's see if this time is different

#ramble

[dodifikus]

I love it when machinery is oddly organic and flesh is oddly mechanical

#ramble

[coffee-bat]

tma 1-102: horrors beyong human comprehension

tma 103: so there's this really fucking big pig....

#this episode was so funny #ramble #tma #the magnus archives #sorry for tma posting. it will happen again

[kommandonuovidiavoli]

New profile pic.

Her time to ✨SHINE✨

#ramble #penelope doe #penelope uno #numbuh 1-2 #numbuh 1-4 #knd #kids next door

[forrestlurker]

Wish folks would stop acting like people under the age of 18 can't experience gender dysphoria.

I grew up with GD, I've had GD most of my life, if not all of it. It was always uncomfortable, but became AWFUL when I started puberty.

It was also untreated until I was 20-21 (can't remember the exact age, lol)

In the time it was untreated, especially in my school years, I suffered a LOT.

Like, I generally didn't care about my studies. I didn't care about graduating, I didn't care about making friends. I didn't care much about anything, actually. The pain I experienced from GD had a long-lasting negative impact on all aspects of my life. I still grieve the years I lost.

And due to my lack of knowledge, I believed everyone was miserable and felt the way I did. I thought "that's just how it is," and went about my life like that.

When people act like minors can't have gender dysphoria, they actively erase kids like I used to be, and by silencing and erasing minors with GD. we only do them more harm in the long run.

Growing up with untreated/unacknowledged gender dysphoria, I did not see a future for myself.

EDIT: sorry if this doesn't make a lot of sense. I struggle with thought organization, and tend to ramble.

#trans #transgender #transmasc #ftm #queer #gender #gender dysphoria #gd #rant #ramble

[teaboot]

On of the less intuitive things about love, I've found, of any kind, is the importance of needing things.

I didn't realize it until recently, but I've always seen love as something requiring sacrifice, selflessness, patience, and generosity- to ask for nothing is to be the best person I can be, small and quiet and never in the way, always happy and helpful, self-sufficient and present when desired.

It's only as an adult, now, that I'm beginning to see the selfishness of wanting nothing.

I cut my friend's hair in my kitchen the other day. They wanted a trim and I had the skills, so I offered, and was genuinely excited when they stopped hesitating over "bothering me" and took me up on it. It was a peaceful afternoon, and we had tea and chatted for an hour or more.

My brother and I shared popcorn at the movies a while ago. When I came time to pay, I pulled my card out like a wild western sheriff and slapped it on the machine before he could fight me for it first. The satisfaction was delightful.

Someone called me crying on the phone the other day. Kept apologizing for disturbing me at work, talking about how they were bothering me on my lunch break. I was telling the truth when I told them that really, I was flattered and honored and relieved, knowing that if they were hurting I would know, that I didn't have to worry in silence. It felt good to hear them slowly come down, and to know that they knew it would be better soon, and to hear them laugh wetly on the other end. We're getting together for a visit next week.

It's hard to need things, if you've trained yourself not to. It's hard to want things, when you don't know how to want anymore. Trusting people is difficult, and so is relying on them, but I don't know where I'd be without the people who rely on me.

I've heard a lot of people say, "Nobody will love you unless you love yourself". I've had a lot of thoughts about it. It's not right, but it's not wrong, either, I think.

"Nobody will love you unless you love yourself"... I've always taken that to mean, "You will not be lovable until you develop a positive view of yourself as a person".

Now, I think it's sort of inside-out.

"Nobody will love you unless you love yourself"... because nobody can show their love to you in a way that you can accept until you treat yourself kindly, and learn what you need, and what you want, and how to ask for it, and then give that vulnerability away.

Love, for me, is someone I ask for a ride to the airport. Whether they end up doing this or not is irrelevant.

It's not needy, or selfish, or taking up energy. It's giving the gift of being wanted, and needed, and thought of. It's giving someone the security of being part of someone's life.

#Ramble #Sorry I just took my sleeping pills lol #Seepy

[five-rivers]

Group of friends who are close because they all have the same superpower except no they don't.

#story idea #ramble

[talleryn]

Loved this scene in the atla live action because right. Zuko could easily beat that woman. He could drop her without thinking about it. But she’s not who he’s after, it’s Aang that he wants, and despite denying it, Zuko still has compassion for innocent lives. So even when it would be easier to just punch her in the face and move on, Zuko lets her beat him back because he doesn’t really want to hurt people, he just wants to go home

#atla #avatar #avatar the last airbender #avatar live action #atla live action #atla fanbase #aang #avatar aang #zuko #prince zuko #atla zuko #shitpost #brainrot #ramble #atla brainrot #atla shitpost

[lazylittledragon]

"can we listen to ghost?"

"no, we have ghost at home"

#ramble #dropout #very important people #i was SCREAMING it was so good #why do they actually look kind of incredible #why am i getting genvy

[xxacidnekoxx]

Its so cursed when I have a brain fart and I forget what a "pawprint" is called and then I call it the umm the umm "dog logo" this keeps happening to me

#ramble

[humansbgone]

Maybe later down the road I could kickstart a graphic novel illustrated by all different artists covering the episodes that would have been haha. That would be fun

#ramble

[usurperss]

Created a hot lesbian tiefling sorceress for fun and

#ramble #i am down bad #keusiglgmflnm #since I cannot play bg3 I just pretend to 😭💔 #like with dolls but in me mind 😔

[coffee-bat]

i'm abt halfway through season 1 of tma (i think?) and i just wanted to say it's so fucking funny how jon puts his whole archivussy into voice-acting every story, then after 20 minutes of stellar in-character acting he just goes "well that was fucking stupid innit, seek psychiatric help lmfaoo" and ends the episode

#im so sorry it cracks me up #theater kid core #ramble #the magnus archives #jonathan sims

[united-under-skyfall]

leverage is so fucking funny. man manages to find the most mentally ill and neurodivergent group of thieves on the market + an even more mentally ill guy whose literal job description was trying to chase all of them, and forces them into a found family speed-run by trying to blow them all up. they lowkey stage a full fucking country wide coup and are like eh 🤷 just another wednesday. this might be a fun place to vacation tho i guess. sophie shows up to her own funeral twice. they're so good at convincing people of their shit that they make a guy's body start reacting to an illness he doesn't have because it isn't real. go completely out on a limb and basically hand this one guy a new password for his computer so they can get into it and he goes with it. parker and hardison have straight up just "fake it 'till you make it"d into the fbi without even attempting to cover their tracks beyond just These Two Guys. half their clients never asked to be their clients and don't know they're their clients, and the other half are random people who find them who fuckin knows how, meanwhile no government agency can track them down without selling their soul to sterling. they make a point to have a dramatic scene w a Big Bad Shadowy Government Guy who doesn't actually get caught or brought to justice or anything telling them he's going to hunt them all down, and in any other show this would probably earn at least a minor arc later on but he literally never shows up again. an entire season finale hinged on a cake and a bunch of clams. they accidentally made eliot a celebrity not once, not twice, but three times. parker blew up her foster parents' house when she was like. nine. and it's hardly a footnote. hardison is just casually an artistic prodigy but it's only ever brought up for the most background of background gags. eliot's biggest beef with parker and hardison for like two and a half seasons is that they won't stop making weird food with lasers and refuse to realize they can't make a decent beer to save their lives. sophie's immediate response to being shot is to call her shooter a wanker. there's a character who has literally killed a man with a mop and they had the audacity to only put her in one episode.

#leverage my beloved <3 #ramble #leverage #i also feel the need to point out that. while yes sophie did show up to her own funeral twice. she also technically was the driver to bring #her own ''corpse'' to wherever interpol was sending it lmfao #re: eliot being made a celeb 3 times bc some people are confused—country singer; baseball player; hockey player #didnt count the knockout job bc i think that was p local focused? could be wrong #re: character who killed a man w a mop = mikel dayan (hitter from the two live crew job) #this post is getting people interested in leverage lets goooooooo #this post has also officially surpassed the number of people i expected to ever know or care about leverage by several thousands #bc even though logically i know it aired as an actual tv show over several years and a lot of people probably saw it #that does not compute in my head #leverage spoilers