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[soulvniaaa]

i hate when i’m eating out somewhere with my family and my mom just starts going “mmmmhhhhh” and moaning…ENOUGH LIKE OMG STOP

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw 3d vent #3d diet #ed relapse #tw thinspi #thinspø #thin$po #s⭐️ving #thinspp

[soulvniaaa]

i hate everyone, why is my face such a joke to people. literally it’s happened multiple times where people take a screenshot of a photo of me and zoom in on my face and send it as a meme with no context bc apparently my face is so funny i guess. if i was actually pretty and beautiful nobody would be using my face as their own personal meme. and now he’s mad at me i think, am i just being too sensitive

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw 3d vent #3d diet #ed relapse #tw thinspi #thinspø #thin$po #s⭐️ving #thinspp

[soulvniaaa]

i keep binging bc i have this mindset of like do i really wanna lose weight or am i just trying to fix my face but losing weight in my face isn’t going to change the things i don’t like bc the things i don’t like isnt abt the fat on my face it’s abt my structure which i can’t change. i’m tired of obsessing over the way my face looks and how my nose is crooked and my face is square and how my jaw muscles are huge and how it makes my jaw look so bumpy and weird bc i can’t even do anything abt it unless i get surgery or botox or whatever. and it’s not even really my weight i just don’t like the way i’m built, i look bulky no matter how low my weight gets i look the same. idk what to do at this point i’m so tired and exhausted of everything. i am such a catfish i don’t really look like the pictures i take of myself, when i switch to back camera or someone else takes a photo of me i’m not even the same person at all, every mirror i see someone different staring back at me. i don’t really know what i look like. i think i’m just gonna take a break for a while to figure out what to do.

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #3d diet #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #ed relapse #thinspø #thin$po #s⭐️ving #thinspp

[soulvniaaa]

what to do when you crave over a dozen foods at the same exact time and get overwhelmed, asking for a friend thanks!

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #3d diet #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #ed relapse #thinspø #thin$po #s⭐️ving #thinspp

[soulvniaaa]

part 2 of the low cal meals from tiktok

saw this vid on tiktok with low cal meal inspo so here they are (there’s 3 more i’ll post them too)

[soulvniaaa]

saw this vid on tiktok with low cal meal inspo so here they are (there’s 3 more i’ll post them too)

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #3d diet #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #ed relapse #thinspø #thin$po #s⭐️ving #thinspp

[soulvniaaa]

wieiad Wednesday may 8

green tea, oat-milk pistachio latte, peanut butter banana rice cake, diet coke

treadmill 20 min burned 143 cals

15 sec leg hold 15 sec flutter kicks 15 sec toe touches 30 sec planks only did 2 sets bc my stomach started hurting

[soulvniaaa]

YES PLEASEEEE

How would you guys feel if i'd make a word document in which i will write EVERYTHING i know abt ana.

Ill make one for pro ana sites, blogs, playlists, accounts, apps, everythinf

Ill make a section for food, drinks, calories, calculators, workouts, body types, different kinds of thinspo, a cook/meal page

Heck ill even make a page abt how to know if a "coach" is fake, how to hide ur ed, tips and tricks to purge savely, different types of ed's

JUST EVERYTHING.

How does that sound?

(Also, if so, please share the word around that ill make this!!)

#ed but not ed sheeran #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #th1nsp1ration #i wanna be tiny #starv1ng #th1gh g@p #th1n$pø #i wanna lose weight #tw weight

[soulvniaaa]

⚠️⚠️⚠️

I’m Asking A BIG FAVOR FROM YOU OTHER @n@s! This is my third account made in like two weeks because my 3d blogs keep getting t3rm1nated with no warning. Like I wake up and bam, they’re gone. I can’t tell if tumblr administrators are intentionally throttling my reach on purpose so ….

Can y’all please l1ke or rebl0g this post so I can test my reach for when I wake up tomorrow? I will f0ll0w everyone who does as a thanks!

(C3ns0r1ng certain words bc I’m paranoid at this point)

#tw ana bløg #ana0rex1a #ana buddie #ana y mia #anor3c1a #anor3cla #anorecyc #anorexla #anoresick #anorexigenic

[soulvniaaa]

here’s my new weight-loss plan if anyone wants to follow along with me💗🍵

(made by me:)) also the cw was just a guess bc i’ve been eating a lot the past couple days anyways i’m starting tomorrow

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #3d diet #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #thinspø #ed relapse #thin$po #s⭐️ving #thinspp

[soulvniaaa]

wieiad tuesday may 7th

i’ve been eating kind of fatty food so my body doesn’t feel that good i feel better when i don’t eat bc i’m just empty and clean.

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #3d diet #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #thinspø #ed relapse #thin$po #s⭐️ving #thinspp

[soulvniaaa]

(slightly toxic rule)

If it has more calories than you weigh in pounds,

why would you eat it?

#i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #i want to lose weight #i will reach my ugw #i need to lose this weight #4norexla #ed relapse #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw 3d vent

[soulvniaaa]

i love making few fruits look like I’m having a giant plate of things

[soulvniaaa]

things i do instead of e4ting 💕

(warning im delusional)

-drink coffee (kills me)

-look at sp0 obvi

-watch true crime documentary (ruins my appet1te and distracts me for a while)

-brush my teeth

-tell myself “no we arent doing that” in my head. to make it a boundary i cant cross

-tarot readings

-listen to the most gut wrenching songs

-give into a craving, but a small portion of it on a plate or napkin (ex: 3 oreos on a napkin and eat it outside the kitchen vs eating oreos straight from the container)

-chew some gum

-pick up extra shifts at work

-if its late at night i just take my sleep meds

-sometimes i just smell oreos and chug water

-substitute junk cravings for a healthy snack

-chug water and watch a mukbang of what im craving until he water tastes like the food

-go on a drive, if i see a fast food place, i stop and get a diet soda only (sk1nny girl move)

-online shop for clothes

-draw out tattoos i want

-smoke a cigarette (im of age)

-clean my house

-read

-take an everything shower (takes like 2 hours lol)

-write short stories

-get tr1ggered and cry until i cant breathe

-call my dad (this ruins my app3ti1e also)

-change my press on nails

-imagine my bf leaving me (also ruins my app3t1te)

-play with my moms dog

-imagine myself in 2 months when im my ugw

-play animal crossing (tedious game i spend too long on)

-commit to a series like harry potter or planet of apes for hours

-^^ or i watch as many disney princess movies as i can/as many studio ghibli movies as i can

-chug water until i thr0w up

-look out the window and pretend im mysterious

#3dtumblr #ana is my friend #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #light as a feather #tw 3d vent #tw ed not ed sheeren #⭐️ve #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran

[soulvniaaa]

nvm i kinda binged not really but like i ate a cupcake and some wings with fries. i’m gonna try to fast tmrw but my family is annoying abt food so idk if i can

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #3d diet #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #thinspø #ed relapse #thin$po #s⭐️ving #thinspp

[soulvniaaa]

wieiad Monday may 6th

it’s only 3:30pm but after my tutoring at 6 i’m going straight to my sisters and i’ll be there a while so i can just tell my parents i ate there when i get home

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #3d diet #tw 3d vent #tw thinspi #thinspø #ed relapse #thin$po #s⭐️ving #thinspp

[soulvniaaa]

Me pulling the weirdest positions near food so I can see the nutrition labels without looking suspicious

#3d memes #ana is my life #disordered eating mention #eating disoder trigger warning #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #tw ed but not sheeran #i will reach my ugw #light as a feather #tw ed sheeran