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Kinda wanna make a Wattpad and write a detailed story of a lovesick gothic/emo woman who sacrifices a person so their popular jock darling will love them, only for their darling to walk in on the murder, ending with her kidnapping her :P

Idk guys lol

#yandere #oc #x reader #fem oc

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felt the urge to write something but idk

kinda yan goddess of death x gn reader (mentions of suicide, depression, just general sad stuff, but happy ending ig)

you met her on the darkest of days. floating in and out of consciousness, the walls of your bathroom turning black and grey as spots danced across your vision. the floor was wet — with what? you couldn’t tell. it was sticky and metallic and it made your head woozy.

slowly the black spots started to form a larger shape. with each slow blink it grew bigger and bigger, the gleam of something silver and the soft, cold breeze that you knew couldn’t come from the closed window.

“why?” a voice, muffled. you open your mouth but no words come out, no excuses fall from your pink lips. “you are… too young.”

a gurgle comes from your parted lips, and you hear a soft sigh, and suddenly you feel like a weight had been lifted. you felt like a cloud, floating up from your slumped position against the tub. opening your eyes, you could see clearly, see clearly the figure that had pulled you out of your body with a scythe.

she was hidden in a black cloak, her ruby red eyes piercing through the darkness of her hood. the hand that held her weapon was almost transparent, ivory-coloured bones faintly outlined. tilting her head, you see her face — stoic, yet confused.

looking down at your mess of a body, you swallow, before glancing back at her. she repeats, “why?”

knowing this was the fabled grim reaper, and that you were dead with nothing to loose, you instantly come clean about everything that had been hurting. how each tiny stress piled up until you couldn’t take it anymore. how life wasn’t worth living anymore. all the while she’s silent, staring.

finally, once you were done, she murmurs, “too many young people die. i have to rip their souls from their bodies, just like i had to for you…” her gaze travels down to your corpse. “but when it is someone’s time… there’s nothing i can do about it. even if it’s a child… i have to. i have to take them to the afterlife.” you cannot open your mouth. her crackly voice has you in a chokehold, a trance.

she sighs quietly. “you were not supposed to die today. it was written in the stars that today was not your day, but my brother has been lacking on his duties. as the god of luck, he should have given you something to live for. however it seems… you have nothing.”

her eyes glint, reflecting her sharp blade. “i would escort you to the afterlife, but i cannot watch someone so innocent die. you indeed have nothing to live for, but neither do i, except the title of goddess of death i inherited so long ago.” she slowly hooks your whispy soul with her scythe. “you must keep going. i shall give you something to live for… i promise you.” with that, she pushes you back into your body.

every night she visited you. at first she was silent, standing in the shadows. no matter how you tried to communicate, she wouldn’t talk or move. but when you came home from your stay at the hospital, she began to speak. only a few words, every now and then, but she never stayed long. too many souls to guide to the afterlife, you assumed.

months pass, and you start to look forwards to her visits. some nights she doesn’t come, but some nights she stays for hours. she explains that she had minions to carry out the soul collecting, and that her main job was to take the masses of souls to the afterlife, but that could wait.

luck came your way. she never said a thing about her brother but you were sure he was the cause of it. you’d caught a glimpse of a blonde, curly haired man with golden skin a few times, and within hours something brilliant had occurred: a promotion, the gas prices being lowered, or even that a pizza was delivered to your address by accident. grim pretended she didn’t notice, but you saw her soft smiles each time you told her about it.

you got close to her. she allowed you to see her cloakless, her semi-see-through skin so fascinating. her dark hair lifeless yet so, so soft. and of course her beautiful red eyes, which held so much emotion that her body never showed.

a few years passed and despite going through rough patches, you never returned to that state of mind you were in when you met grim. she made sure of this, arriving just on time when the world seemed to be crashing down. she always put you first, even if she knew her father, the god of the sun, would punish her for abandoning her duties. she didn’t care — you were her reason to live, and so she promised to be yours.

the closer you got over the years, the more you discovered about her, emotionally. she was a young goddess, only a few hundred years old. she was the black sheep of the family; the only deity that was seen as truly evil. yet her brother and father never disowned her like the rest of the gods urged, even her own mother, the goddess of health.

grim explained that she had to do what she did, or the balance of the universe would come crashing down. she didn’t decide who died — the universe did, and yet she was blamed for following instructions.

she tells you the times that were hardest, having to walk the silent streets where something horrible took place, having to carry a tiny baby to the afterlife, waking up one morning to find thousands of people dead due to something horrendous. there are times she does not speak about, times that she cannot speak about. wars, genocides, heartless murders. they make her sick to the stomach, yet at least she could promise these people a better time in the afterlife. she just wishes she had someone to hold after seeing such horrid things.

that person became you. every time something bad happens, she came to you, holding you close as she silently weeps for the lost ones. it does take long for her to become attached, too attached to let you go.

and so, the moment she hoped would never come, she tugs your soul from your body once more, before ascending to the place she calls home, forever. to be always known as the goddess of death and her promise.

#yandere #oc #x reader #oc x reader #yandere x reader #fem oc #gn reader #tw depressing stuff #tw blood #idk man #help lol #don’t look into this i’m fine

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How've you been?? Wanted to check up on you and hope everything is better ❤️

I’ve been feeling better than before but my mental state has been fluctuating quite a bit, so I’m sorry for taking this leave 😅. Thank you so much for checking in on me, it means a lot ❤️

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Please don't be sorry. I hope you feel better soon, regardless of what you do with this blog. I don't know what going on in your life- if you're feeling this way because of things happening to you right now or not, I wish you the best.

Thank you <3

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I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve lost motivation to do everything. Writing, hobbies, even eating and sleeping. I badly want to write but when i look at my blog and the things I’ve written I feel sick. I’ve had such an aversion to writing recently, I feel disgusting and dirty to write the things I have, even though I know it’s not wrong. I just want to feel normal again; I want to be able to write without growing bored instantly, and get back to doing the things I love, which at this point I don’t even know what I love. I honestly don’t know what to do, and I don’t know what’s going to happen to this blog. I feel bad for not updating properly but I know my writing will be shit if I do. I’m sorry :/

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I’ve spent my whole life wishing I was taller so I could present more masc, always been disappointed that I’m 5’4 and not 5’8+… only to go to the doctors and realise I’ve SHRUNK?! How tf did I loose an inch??

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Another thing posted on my other blog, galaxyfruitbat :3 this time it’s steele the werewolf

#yandere #oc #x reader #oc x reader #yandere x reader #fem oc #gn reader

[snoozingredpanda]

Gn Darling pegging they yandere s/o. Bonus if the yandere is like AYO I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE A TOP 😳❤️❤️❤️

😭 this is perfect. Reader is gn (but those cock/strap referred to as cock/dick)

Benni is pleasantly surprised when you flip her over and ease your cock into her hole. She’s certainly not against it, she’s more shocked by the fact you’re topping her. She’d expected you to let her do all the heavy lifting, yet here you are, fucking her into next week. She loves it, drooling as you shove your fingers down her throat, cumming again and again. Likes to top you a lot though.

Nox… she would probably drop kick you if you tried to top her. She is not having any of that. Or anything inside her, it doesn’t matter where. She won’t even suck your fingers or cock. She just hates it and if you don’t respect that than she’s breaking up with you, whether she’s yandere for you or not.

Fenix is definitely a bit weary when you first top her. She has never bottomed before, or taken anything inside her, but after you start to move she’s getting into it. Moaning your name, clinging to you and willing you to go faster. She won’t want to do it too often, but it’s still a nice treat for you.

Rudy doesn’t care what you do she just wants your cock in her. She’s a whore for you, and will take you happily in any hole. She may be a little bratty at first, but as soon as you pin her down, she’s submitting with ease. It makes her feel like you truly want her, that she’s your pathetic little omega.

Lockie. Oh boy. She did not expect you to too but god did she love it. Presenting herself to you like a little breeding bitch, crying into the pillows when you slam your dick into her again and again. Cums so many times you’ve lost count. You’re the perfect darling, and she’s never letting you go once you show your dominant side.

#yandere #oc #x reader #oc x reader #yandere x reader #fem oc #gn reader #x reader smut #yandere x reader smut

[snoozingredpanda]

Slipping an aphrodisiac into my own drink while I look Benni in the eyes and spend the rest of the hour making her watch me get more and more horny, not being able to do anything because I told her not to, and it's only after a few orgasm with my vibe that she's finally allowed to fuck me 😳

Oh lordy lord

At first Benni didn’t know what you put in your drink. A sweetener? Maybe some drug? But she watches you across the table, growing more sweaty, pupils dilating and hungry. You finally take her eager ass to the bedroom but unfortunately you’re going to have fun with her tonight.

Benni would be in tears, her hands gripping the chair as she watches you on the bed, your delicious moans filling the room. She’s so horny, so desperate to touch you, watching your glistening sex react to each vibration.

She can’t believe you’re restricting her like this, like she’s done something wrong and is being punished. But you told her not to touch and so she doesn’t, squirming in her chair, squeezing her thighs together and watching you play with yourself, waiting, waiting for your command.

Every orgasm you have makes her more and more desperate. Only she should make you scream like that, not some silly toy! God, she wants to taste you so bad, she wants to fuck your slick hole until you can’t even walk the next day.

Finally, after three long, painful orgasms, you tell her to fuck you, and she’s all over you. She’s rough and passionate, making you squirm on her fingers, tongue, pussy and cock. She doesn’t care if you’ve already cummed 7 times, she needs to use you until your body can’t take anymore!

Whimpers and whines your name as she bounces you on her silicon cock, telling you how beautiful you are and how handsome you looked fucking yourselves. She rubs your clit/pumps your cock until you cum yet again, making a mess everywhere.

And finally, when you’re sore and too tired to go on, the aphrodisiac wearing off, she peppers you in kisses, calling you her good girl/boy/pet. She can’t wait for you to do it again…

#yandere #oc #x reader #oc x reader #yandere x reader #fem oc #gn reader #x reader smut #yandere x reader smut

[snoozingredpanda]

I’m sorry but if I read a piece of work and the author uses ‘u’ and ‘ur’ or any sort of text abbreviation I am going to click off 😭

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Uh idk lol the girls masturbating 😭 nsfw

Benni who holds your stolen underwear to her nose as she fucks herself on the dildo she took from your special drawer last time she broke into your apartment. She’s drooling and moaning, unable to stop herself whining your name as she cums.

Nox who’s blushing as she rubs her clit, cursing you for making her feel this way. She’s so wet, disgustingly wet, unable to get your face out of her mind. After she cums she punches a few walls in anger.

Fenix who stares at the stolen photo of you as she delicately fingers herself, her quiet groans filling her hospital room. She can’t help but smile, imagining your fingers in place of hers. She cuddles her pillow as she falls asleep, pretending it’s you.

Rudy who fucks herself like a whore with her tail when she’s in heat. Why did you have to go see family today of all days?! She can barely keep a hold of herself, hole stretched wide around her tail, moans and whimpers echoing around the cave.

Lockie who watches porn with actors that look like you. She feels so guilty as she rubs her clit, biting her lip, eventually squirting all over the bedsheets. She silently apologises for how disgusting she is, wishing she just had you to fuck her.

#yandere #oc #x reader #oc x reader #yandere x reader #fem oc #gn reader #x reader smut #yandere x reader smut

[snoozingredpanda]

I hate it when old people says “Back in my day we didn’t have the internet.”

Girl back in your day people didn’t have rights cause of the colour of their skin, gender and sexuality so stfu and stop acting like it was a better time 😭

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Jesus the angst 😭😭😭 that hurt great job! Could you maybe do some fluff if you’re feeling up to it?

Sorry 😭

Fluff <3

Benni who brings you flowers when you have a bad day. It’s as if she has a sixth sense, showing up at your door with a bouquet of roses, a chocolate treat and a sweetheart smile.

Nox who finally allows you to cuddle her after years of soft touches and therapy. You can feel her trembling as you wrap your arms around her neck, hugging her close whilst she held around your waist.

Fenix who knows you’re the only one who understands her. No doctor or professional does, but you get her in every way. She never wants to let you go.

Rudy who curls up next to you on stormy nights, knowing you’ll keep her safe from the thunder and lightning. Each time she jumps, you’ll grab her close and soothe her, and she can’t help but chitter happily each time.

Lockie who knows she can’t go down on one knee so has a special attachment made for that one moment. She trains for years, wanting it to be the perfect moment, and when she finally pops the question, she’s crying in happiness.

#yandere #oc #x reader #oc x reader #yandere x reader #fem oc #gn reader #fluff #fluffy

[snoozingredpanda]

angst idk :P tw talk of self harm but not detailed

Benni who sobs when you break up with her, gripping your shirt and begging you to stay with her.

Nox who pretends you don’t exist the moment she realises you’ve found someone better.

Fenix who hurts herself to take her mind off of seeing you and your new lover happy together.

Rudy whose scales fall out when you tell her you don’t want to be her mate anymore.

Lockie who vows to never live again the moment she walks in on you in bed with another.

#yandere #oc #x reader #oc x reader #yandere x reader #fem oc #gn reader #angst #tw depressing stuff #tw s3lf harm