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Ditto - Yang Jungwon

말해줘 say it back,

oh, say it ditto

Welcome to part.1 of Ditto. Jungwon x reader. No need for warnings (i think)|| enjoy :)

Being a bad student is shitty. No matter how hard I try I just cant get good grades, well except for photography and videography class. My cam recorder and camera are basically two extra limbs on me. I have a passion for capturing moments and beauty. I film everything I can. I wish filming could make my math grades better, but sadly it cant. I know something that can though.

Yang Jungwon.

The dimpled quiet boy with top grades.

Hes the quiet kid in the class, barely spoke to his classmates, including me. That smart quiet kid in your class where you would wonder what goes through his head, what are his interests, will he ever talk more than a few words? Hes so mysterious. Always on top of his classes and yet so humble. Theres one main issue though. He hates getting filmed.

Thats the main problem when he tutors me in math. But what can I say? - its my passion

Besides, the only interesting thing in that studyhaul where he tutors me is him. The broken old chairs and desks or the chalkboard that should've been replaced years ago are not interesting enough to get captured. But a human? Definitely.

Im zooming into his brown sparkly eyes and then pan to his concentrated face. His darkbrown hair hangs lose onto his forehead. His clear-framed glasses sit comfortably on his nose. Hes explaining something about binomials or whatever the topic is. I only notice his voice tone, soft yet crispy, calm but desirable. Im getting distracted by his face and almost hypnotized by his voice. Im zoned out as I admire him through the cam recorder. He gets annoyed as he sees me not paying attention and scolds me. "Stop filming me, seriously Im here to tutor you and you need to learn so focus."

I groan. Its always like that when he tutors me. I dont stop though and just keep recording him.

He frowns a bit more and looks at me as he sighs "hey...how about we go to a better place? So you can stop filming me and film something else."

I was curious and actually liked that idea. A better place? "What place are you thinking?"

"The beach a few streets down" he replied calmly. He waits for my response.

"Sure lets gaur!" I reply enthusiastic.

At the beach

I was standing foot-deep into the water filming the waves. The waves moved in smooth, circular motions. The water was still with only the occasional small ripple. I aim the cam recorder at Jungwon taking in his every movement. As I continue to look at him I couldn't help but be struck by his beauty. His darkbrown hair was blown around by the wind. His features were sharp and yet soft at the same time. His eyes are closed in a relaxed way making him appear very peaceful. The soft sunrays shine on him giving him an ethereal glow. His clear-framed glasses sat comfortably on his nose and his necktie hung losely around his neck. His schooluniform had a few buttons undone. The sun was setting and the sky was a beautiful mixture of pinks and purples and a little touch of orange. The waves lapped at my feet, and the sound of the waves makes this whole scene even more peaceful and almost intoxicating. I couldn't help but feel a sense of calm as I kept filming Jungwon. I felt as if the world has stopped and its just him and I.

Suddenly I was snapped out of my trance.

"You know youre not half as bad as I thought...we should come here more often." spoke Jungwon only opening his right eye to look at me.

I felt mt heart beating faster. What is this feeling...

"S-sure!" Holy shit why did I say it like that...

Jungwon gave me his signature smile.

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satanlikesmyfics · 2 months

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House of Balloons

a rather short fic inspired by the song 'House Of Balloons' by the weeknd, modern au

ellie x stalker!reader

an: HEAVILY inspired by a post by @elliezlils11utt

contains: drink spiking, stalker behavior

words: 850

you enter your room, locking the door behind you. you live alone, across from ellie williams. since she had noticed ellie and started watching her, she had been on another level. through your window you can see her taking out the trash and throwing it in the bin. you fantasize about her pulling your hair and grabbing you that way...

you grab your diary and write your entry about what ellie does in her daily life, gathering information and her routine to make her like you more when you're finally able to gather the courage to go talk to her. with a black pen, you write in your unsteady handwriting:

'20:58, 19th of February 2024'

'ellie brings out the trash in a black sack, throws it in the green bin outside her house. tommorow is trash day, so she perfectly timed it, like the perfect ellie she is.. after she went inside, she turned on purple leds in her room, turning off the rest or her lights. -> gets ready for bed at 21:00.'

since you've been watching and documentimg everything around her, it's like you finally have a purpose in life, since she came, no more pain. you're very very determined to talk to her soon, because tomorrow she goes for her weekly grocery shopping at the local store. you get your outfit and jewelry perfectly ready to impress.

*next morning*

you get up, get dressed and ready to go out. you make sure to brush your teeth untill they're perfectly white and spray some perfume on. you drive your bmw to the store approximately 15 minutes before ellie usually arrives. you go inside with your shopping cart and wait around the meat isle where ellie loves to buy her favorite chicken and eat it the same night, she loves chicken so much. while you pull out your phone, you hear a second cart roll behind you, towards the chicken. you whip around and there she is.

ellie.

finally you get so see her up close.. you have to remember to write down where her freckles are. you look into her eyes.. they're pale green and you notice a small scar on her right eyebrow.

"uhm.. do I know you? I can't recognize your face.."

"oh hahaha!! I'm uh.. your next door neighbor.. the blue house?"

you see her eyes light up as she remembers the house. she says she's never seen you before and you're fairly with inviting her over for dinner to 'get to know each other'. she agrees and you give her your phone number. she texts you a "hi!" and you favoritize it immediately. I mean.. it's fucking ellie??

later that night, as you finish packing up your groceries into the fridge and cabinet, you take a shower after your bit of time watching ellie. right when you get out, you hear the doorbell ring and groan in annoyance. you throw on your robe and head downstairs.

you open the door and.. oh shit.. oh fuck.. it's ellie. your face reddens immediately with embarassement. "oh uh.. I see you're a bit busy? should I come over another time or..?"

"no. well I mean, you can just wait down here, I won't be too long haha."

you hand her the tea already on the counter, you initially had made it for yourself. lucky enough, there was some ketamine by the counter you were gonna use to spike her drink. you just didn't expect to see her so soon. you sprinkle the powder into her drink and hope she doesn't notice.

"oh yeah.. sure I'll be waiting"

you practically run upstairs after leading her to the sofa and shutting the door. you get dressed in your Rory Gilmore sweater and some loose-ish jeans. while you run back downstairs though, you notice your diary about ellie lying open in the kitchen table and ellie standing in front of the door with her shoes on, with a blank stare towards the locked door.

"did you..?"

"yes. yes I fucking did. let me the fuck out. now."

you feel your whole personality switch.

"I'm afraid I can't do that, Ellie."

she turns around, scared and confused.

"you're in my world now.."

she frantically tries to open the door by jamming at the door handle.

"no no ellie.. you can stay.. you can stay."

you look at her with sorry eyes, sorry for what she will have to experience now, as the price for looking through her things.

"it shouldn't have gone this way els.."

the nickname made her visibly shiver and you can feel her must wanting to cower into a ball on the floor. only her closest friends would call her that. but of course, you had picked up on that already.

"you shouldn't have been so nosy the first time over. god, the hopes I had for us. you disappoint me."

she feels the effects of the ketamine you gave her earlier just hitting at the right moment.

"oh sweet els.. whatever happens I hope you can remember that you belong to me."

"what..?"

"you belong to me."

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satanlikesmyfics · 2 months

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-> friend

Introduction:

I'm just starting to write fics, please feel free to criticize ~

I'll write a lot of kpop stuff, maybe sometimes harry potter too. English isnt my first language so there will be mistakes so dont judge...

Open for requests!

Stuff I write:

Fluff

Cute stuff

Happy and sad fics

Smut (soft and harder stuff)

Stay tuned :)

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satanlikesmyfics · 3 months

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GUYS I CANT WRITE I LIKE CANT THE WORDS ARE NOT CUMMING TO MY BRAIN ANYMORE PLEASE

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satanlikesmyfics · 3 months

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Lavender

pt 2

read pt 1 here, pt 3 here

an: not proofread. dealer!ellie x fem!reader

words: 1750

contains: mentions of drug use, masturbation, slight somno, reader receives head, mentions of school, normal pet names, praise, begging (lmk if I missed something)

dealer!ellie

your eyes suddenly fly open. the daylight spills out of your flowy blinds into your messy room. checking your phone, it's about 9am. you grunt and the birds answer with their early morning chirps. you stumble down to the kitchen, hungover. the smell of coffee fills your lungs, and you spot your mom in the kitchen, reading and slurping coffee. you silently grab yourself some too. the feeling ofthe warmness flowing through your throat into your stomach overcomes you. you grab a bagel and your coffee and head back up to your room letting yourself fall onto your bed.

buzz. picking up your phone to check notifications, you see your friends have mostly all messaged you asking where you disappeared to after the cops showed up. the vague, reply you give them all makes you chuckle. the night went by in a breeze. remembering ellies words, you type in a message to simon asking for her number. drug reasons, obviously. you didn't even expect an answer as fast as you got it. thanks 🙏 you type back before you enter the number into a new contact. hesitant as what to save her as, you decide on "ellie 🪻" the heart in your chest beats harder as you rack your brain for a first message.

"hey, ellie? it's y/n." that's too weird.

"wyd?" you sound like a man. ew.

"about last night.." you don't wanna sound like you're breaking anything off. you decide to add a few bold words.

"...would you be up for round 2?"

your hand shake while you press send. while you wait for ellie to read, hopefully even answer your text your phone gets thrown on the bed. your dog, charlie, probably needs his morning walk by now. you throw on a knitted sweater and some baggy jeans. while looking for a jacket to wear, you spot ellies still hanging over the chair in your room. your arms slip through the jacket and you step out into the chilly air of day.

you think about everything you have to get done, especially school. essays, homework, tests.. sometimes everything just tends to get overwhelming for you. you look for distractions sometimes, such as reading and writing in your journal. you enjoy doing your skincare, even if you only have a few steps. just basic human things, tbh. you promptly stop. the leash won't follow anymore. sighing, you know you'll have to clean up after charlie. after the refreshing walk you took, yet get back to your phone and check your notifications.

"bet."

"when u free?"

you've always heard ellie to be that way. cocky, bold but kind and caring if you're the right person. very professional with her business. if this might turn into a serious thing, you think, you could have some advantages. not that you'd care if she didn't have those perks. what are you thinking? no way she'd be *that* into you to start something legitimate. something real. you're just a hookup to her. but ig you could just try to get the most out of it?

"tonight at yours if you're up to it?"

another buzz. shortly after you sent the message, she agreed saying her parents wouldn't be home so you could be loud this time. blushing you switch to spotify and search for some "best of arctic monkeys" playlist. you roll to your side on your bed, only removing your shoes. you curl into the jacket and sniff its distinct smell of lavender, weed and ellie. ellie...

your hand lowers towards the inside of your thighs. down your happy trail.. unbuttoning your jeans... you feel around the wet folds of your cunt. you roll back onto your back, rubbing your clit harshly, memories from last night flowing into your mind. as your fingers plunge into your cunt, you curl your fingers to the thought of the memories. to ellies heavy breathing. to the way she held her joint. the way her nipples felt inside your mouth. quiet moans escape your parted lips. your back arches as you manage to hit the spots ellie did. she could do it so much better, the way her thick fingers made your vocal cords shake with pleasure. how she cou-

"when are you heading over? I'll be waiting"

shit. you snap out of it and get ready to leave. fuckkkk.. is this real? actually happening?? ellie is literally the hottest being. not to mention also caring, as you learnt last night. realizing you don't even know her address, you send her another text asking. she answers almost immediately with an address, plus a description of the house.

pics of ellie's house in tlou:

you throw one some eyeliner and jewelry, just to look good. loose fit jeans, a baggy shirt and maybe a short sweater on top looks fine right?? a bit different from yesterday but still fitting, so why not. with heavy breaths you let your mom know you'll be out and leave. wearing ellies jacket of course, with nothing else so she'd let you have it. :)

you shiver slightly as you knock on her wooden front door. she opens up after a minute and let's you inside. "I hope you weren't too cold?" her familiar voice asks. you tell her it was fine outside. she takes off your jacket wordless and hangs it up. motioning for you to take your shoes off and leave them in front of the door, she asks if you drink tea. "yeah, sometimes.. I like black tea with milk and fruit tea the most" your reply, distracted with taking your shoes off. ellie chuckles slightly and you sit down on the sofa. she snuggles up next to you and hands you your black tea.

you lean on her shoulder and she softly kisses your head. ellie knows she shouldn't be thinking of it rn, but she misses the way you moaned last night so bad. she is incredibly desperate to make you sound that way again. but you look so cute and tired, cuddled up next to her.. little does she know the wet spot in your panties is slowly growing thinking of the way she treated you. you feel like moaning to just the thought of it.

about an hour later of watching some showyou're so tired already and you just lie tiredly on top of ellie at this point. you kiss her neck softly, repressing your horniness for her. you pretend you've fallen asleep now. Ellie slowly sits up, trying not to "wake" you. you kinda just want to know what happens, and playing along sounds like a good idea at the moment. she whispers sweet words into your ear.

" so sorry I have to do this to you now.. m' just too desperate baby.. I know you'll understand sweetheart.. "

her words alone make your pussy grow wet all over again. the thought of ellie being desperate for you is beyond what you've been fantasizing about before you met her. the sound of your fly being unzipped make you shiver. she positions your legs up so she could have free, easy access to your dripping cunt. she walks around the sofa and you fight to keep your eyes closed. "god look at that pretty, pretty pussy... can't wait to use you soo bad..."

she sits with her face between your legs. at first, her tongue slightly circles you clit, exploring what she could do to you. she sucks lightly on your clit, making you repress a surprised moan. while she's grabbing both your thighs so hard it'll probably leave marks her tongue pushes further inside of you and your back arches in return. at this point there's a sticky fucking mess of saliva and wetness down there. ellie realizes you're actually awake by your sudden movement and freezes. "please ellie.. please" you practically moan and all that horniness comes right back. she tongue fucks you while rubbing your clit harder and faster with every moan, desperate to make you cum all over her face. you feel yourself gripping onto the fabric of the couch.

you feel like you're just gonna explode, you don't know what to do with every feeling you're feeling. it's all happening so fast and overwhelmingly. but you still long for her tongue to push deeper into your sopping cunt. you feel your walls start to rhythmicly clench together and ellie feeling around for your insides. your right hand digs into her hair and your left further into the fabric, trying to push her deeper into your needy slit. your back arches as you feel your orgasm creeping closer. as ellie slows down to help you ride your orgasm you throw your neck back and release all over her plump lips.

your breathing starts to slow and you can lie down comfortably. as you look at ellie, there's so trace left of your cum. she comes closer and kisses you softly. "d'you like that darling? you were making such beautiful noises.. you were taking it so well" your cheeks flush red and you look down to the table, back at the show. what is even happening now?? you missed so much of it.

fast forward two weeks:

you and ellie have been hanging out, hooking up, going on lunch dates.. also just spending time non sexually. your friends are all wondering who you've been spending so much time with. as you look at ellie, you know you're starting to feel something.. different than the lone attraction you had for her before. you definitely know that there's something blooming, at least only to you. every time you've fallen in love it had ended in heartbreak and chaos. you know it's such a bad idea, falling in love. especially because it's ellie you're talking about.

currently you two are on another one of your lunch dates. you guys get to meet up for lunch after school, but you'll have to get back in about 45 minutes. this girl had been so fucking annoying lately and you just have to complain.

"hello ellie?? you even listening?"

shit.

"yeah sorry, just thinking. what about school again?"

"okay yeah, so this girl..."

ellie is looking at you with wide eyes, admiring your beauty. she knows she's falling in love, and, what about it? you're eyes have this glint when you're talking. your smile is contagious. she absolutely loves being with you and the spark you two have. ellie is falling in love with you, and she knows it.

ellie

loves

you.

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Lavender

pt 1

read pt 2 here, pt 3 here

an: sorry if this lacks build up or logic:( not proofread

words: 1415

contains: dealer!ellie x f!y/n, weed/alc mentions, intoxication, fingering, tit sucking, police busted party

dealer!ellie

while you wander around the dimly purple lit room, your mind is starting to blur. you went to this party with some of your friends, although you can't seem to find them anymore. you left to explore the place your at since it's at an abandoned place, and who wouldn't find that interesting? you sit down on a red, ripped sofa with the smell of weed and alcohol surrounding you.

ellie's been walking around bored for the past 30 mins. she's seen everyone leave home with someone or hook up in some creepy room. wondering why it was even a good idea to show up, she just thinks of the wads of cash she earned selling her overpriced weed. no one around really knows how much that shit costs, so it's easy to rip people off. she remembers that she still has a bunch of weed and rolls herself a joint, sitting down on some junky looking old sofa. in the corner of her eye she spots some stunning girl she's never seen around before. your black, tight dress catches her attention and she turns slightly to get a better look.

you notice ellie staring and blush slightly. you've heard a lot and seen her pictures, sometimes romantizising about her even... you've never even met, you're so fucking weird for thinking of her that way. she probably is straight or has atleast has a girlfriend, you think to yourself, making fun of the fact you think of her. ellie leans slightly towards your ear and asks your name. "me??" you give her your rather surprised answer. what the fuck would she want from me?? "yes you, bunny. you manage to stutter your name and look away, surprised by the name she called you so casually. "y/n? I thought I heard your name before." "shouldn't you be looking for your girlfriend or something?" you ask looking back up at her, attempting to figure out her exact status. maybe you'd even have a chance?

"girlfriend?" ellie responds in confusion. your eyes widen in hope. the sudden sirens catch you off guard though, almost everyone looking out the nearest window in unison. "oh fuck" ellie mutters and grabs your wrist. "someone called the damn police" she shouts over the panic and pulls you away from the crowd. you don't fully comprehend what's happening but don't want to do anything else but follow her. stumbling through doorways and rooms a wave of fresh air hits you suddenly and you gain control of your thoughts again. ellie, still having a firm hold of your wrist looks back at you in confirmation that you're still with her. obviously you still are, you'd never leave her, especially when these moments you've been thinking about are coming true.

"where are we ellie?" you utter. you're in some field full lavender. everything looks so blue and the pale moonlight slightly lights everything up. you look up the hill and see the police cars surround the place you just managed to leave. "did we escape them that fast?" you ask without expecting any answer. "come here sweetheart, you can use my jacket" ellie answers and lays her jacket down on the wet grass. you feel a tingle in the gesture and obey. her jacket feels rough on your bare thighs. your eyes wander to ellie, who's just settling down on the grass. while your eyes are on her lips hoping she can't see in the dim light, her eyes glance at your whole body, most of all your thighs. her pussy slightly clenches at the sight of your dress up so high, revealing so much. shit, she thinks, you can't just think of her the second you meet her in person. that's weird and creepy, and she doesn't want to be like that towards you, even though she can barely help it.

she holds the joint up again delicately, which she lights once again since it had died down after the escape. "can I have a hit?" you ask. you don't really care about the drug, more the indirect touching of your mouths and the way her fingers move. she holds it towards you and you inhale deeply, coughing it out again a bit. you feel so dizzy and hazy you practically fall onto her lips. "what the fuck?" ellie asks after pushing you away. "I- I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to do that-" you reply embarrassed. "no no, please y/n, I liked it, I promise" she reassures "I'd gladly like to continue you know.." she pats her lap, signaling you to take a seat.

her lips suddenly crash onto your again, and you melt into the hungry kiss. she kisses you again, and another time, you can't keep count because it just turns into a makeout session. her hand pushes up the back of your neck into your hair and the other rests on your torso. you push your body further against hers and she moans into your mouth. she spreads out her jacket on the field and lays you down, her getting on top. her hand squeezes your thigh firmly. "what are we even doing.." she mutters and kisses your neck passionately. "we don't have to.. it's okay..." you manage to answer. she looks at you and asks if you want to because she thinks your fucking hot. you giggle and kiss her again, continuing the session.

her hand starts to wander up your thigh and you shiver at the touch. she marks your neck giving you harsh kisses and slides up your dress. you'd probably be embarrassed of you weren't intoxicated, but rn, you just want to enjoy what's happening with ellie. it's literally a dream come true and you don't want to fuck that up in the slightest. her hand starts rubbing your pussy through your panties and you let out soft moans, wanting more. your hand moves beneath her loose sweatshirt and gropes her tit. she starts moaning at the feeling of your cold hand. you pull the sweatshirt over your head and teasingly kiss around her nipple. you love teasing her, hearing her frustrated moans through yours. after her hand moves your panties to the side, you lick and suck and bite her titties. it gets increasingly harder the harder and faster the goes, through the mess of moans and pleasure and shaking you feel. your head slips completely out of her shirt and she laughs and kisses you more, slipping her thick and strong fingers inside of you. you let out a loud moan, feeling her massage your walls. the pleasure she's making you feel is getting overwhelming.

you've never had a real partner before, definitely not one as good as she's been. you've had a girlfriend who was pretty decent with her strap, and a guy who could fulfill your kinks. but someone who knew each moment to touch you? ellie could tell which spots exactly made you moan and shake and shiver, without touching you before this encounter.

snapping out of your thoughts, you let out a loud moan, arching your back further. "you feeling good baby?" ellie asks leaning down to your ear. "mhm" you answer and she thrusts her fingers deeper inside of you, making your eyes roll back in fulfillment. you've never been so close, so far on the edge before. you arch your back further feeling her going faster and faster.. mmhhmm..

"y/n?? y/nnnn.." you hear one of your friends shout maybe 100? meter away. both you and ellie freeze. she quickly pulls her out of you and wipes them on her pants without thinking. you sit up and pull your dress back down, noticing how cold it still is outside. "yeah I'm over here, I'm coming" you shout back. ellie gives you a quick kiss before you give her the jacket you've been laying on throughout the whole session. "keep it baby it's cold." she says, urging you to put it on and helps you get through the sleeves. "you go ask your friend simon for my number, she has it. text me. I want to see you again." "yeah, I will." you answer, still flustered. "good girl.. now get back to your friends and get home safely." you smile back and run over to your friend who's shouting at you to get it the van. you sit down and relax, thinking about the.. interesting.. evening you spent with ellie. "god fucking damn.." you mutter under your breath, driving away.

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