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sarida-candy · 26 days
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your brain knows what you want
I hated this sentence for a long time, because I believed it to be false. But after having a dream, I realized it was true.
If you follow my blog, you know that I often change ideas for my DRs, I always invent them, as much as the DR that I create will interest me for 1 month, sometimes it may only interest me for 1 day. I often create scenarios for my dream life but it often changes, even if in summary it remains the same, only a few details change. So I didn't think my brain knew what I wanted.
It's been a long time since I created a scenario for a Yandere, in my head, I start it but I never write it, it must have been 1 or 2 years since I last did it. In my dream life, I don't write yandere, even though I think I want to.
In my dream I was creating a scenario for a Yandere and I wrote “gentleman vibe like “name”
Since we're online, I'm not going to use his real name
Name is a classmate who acts like a gentleman. He says hello to everyone, he is polite, he says please, thank you, he greets you, when he enters the class, he greets the teacher, when he enters the class, he greets his neighbors. Last year I was new and he showed me around the whole school and introduced me to the teacher, even though a few days before the principal and a staff member had shown me around and met the teachers . I was new, at noon, he took me to a privileged place where few students go to eat, for the first 4 days, while at noon normally he takes piano lessons. On the fifth day, he informed me that he was going to attend these classes. Plus, in my opinion, he's handsome.
Of course he has faults but I only find one: he rarely arrives on time.
for yandere scripts, I didn't write that kind of thing, I mostly wrote their type…
then I realized that my brain knew what I wanted. He knew I wanted a Yandere with Name's demeanor. So now I believe in the expression “your brain knows what you want”.
With the law, I understood something personal, I must dream of something to understand, or accept such a thing. Even if you told me that a thousand times (…) if I didn’t believe it, you weren’t going to change my mind. So I understood that my brain understood what you were trying to tell me but, until the moment came, it didn't show it to me.
With that, I want to tell you that your journey may be different from others, and that is normal.
Good luck on your journey to law
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sarida-candy · 1 month
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kpop dr scenarios
Soloist
You don't have a support dancer. With each new album, there is a survivals show to be your support dancer for an album. This is reserved for your fans. You do shows with these fans, you go to promote together. You are going to do the concert with these lucky fans. During this moment, you live with them, like a group would live together. Your fan is respectful and we have talent
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sarida-candy · 2 months
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shifting with trouble
Today i see my brother and we speak about shifting, scripts and oc. I have ADHD and dyspraxia to diagnose. My brother has a borderline personality disorder, ADHD...
We talked about the scripts, we discussed the fact that if we didn't write anything, we were going to have it. I create scripts but I never write anything about my dyspraxia or ADHD. I think that if you don't write anything about this, you're not going to have it because there's a reality or I don't have it.
My brother thinks that if we write nothing about it, you will have it because according to him, every reality is a reality declining from the one we are. So, unless we script that we don't have it, we will have it. He told me about the fact that because of my dyspraxia, I understand the world differently, he told me that if I write that I don't have it, it would be too different because I got into the habit of living with it.
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Diary
Today, it's been 2 and a half years since I saw my big brother, we're talking about a lot of things. We talked about the fact that at his CEgep, he is the manager of the LGBT club... 🏳️‍🌈. We were talking about my dyspraxia, and I told him that maybe I would like to create a Dys club. I feel like I'm the only one with this disorder. I know it's wrong, but I've never known anyone who had that. Tomorrow, I will talk to my specialised education technician, if I could create a club about this so that people know that they are not alone, I would also like to make presentations to inform people because it is an invisible disorder, it means that it does not see it.
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sarida-candy · 3 months
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lucid dream friends
Today, I finished in science and as with all courses, I arrive early. Two classmates with whom I sometimes talk, arrive. We talk about everything and nothing, then the teacher lets us in and we go to our place, the boy we talked to said he was doing homework at night because it took him too much time. The girl with whom we were talking said that she could not do these homework at night because she was busy having lucid dreams.
I looked at her with a smile because I didn't know she knew that.
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sarida-candy · 3 months
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create a new story
In my life, at school, there is a certain person who harasses me for several reasons: my skin color, they say that I smell bad, they say that I look like a monster. At first, I took it very badly, but the more time progresses, the more horrible they become so, I ended up believing in something else. When he made fun of my skin color, I thought they found me so beautiful. When they made fun of my smell, I told myself that they had never smelled anything so good. When he mocked my appearance, I told myself that I am so beautiful that they are jealous.
At school, my locker and theirs are extremely close. For some they are diagonally, for others they are in front. When everyone is in their locker, there is no room to pass. They always arrive before me, at school. Every time he sees me arrive, either they leave or he sticks to their locker so as not to touch me. When they leave, I tell myself that my aura is so bright that it dazzled her. When they stick it to their locker, I say to myself, let the queen pass, leave a place so that I can pass without having to touch a subject.
I know that thinking like the queen of school may not be good, but it allows me to let the harassment I suffer pass.
I remember dreaming that I was a princess and then I met these people, they bowed before me, I heard him whispering good things about me… they loved and respected me.
So, for me, if I dreamed of this, it means that I am convinced of what I think
I know that I could manifest no longer be harassed or anything else but I manifest that they are karma. And then it's not the first time, by force, we get used to it. I tried, I know it doesn't make you live in this world but in our imagination, but when it happens every day, at every break, every lunch, it's complicated.
For those who would ask me why I don't talk about it, it doesn't change anything, I've already tried.
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sarida-candy · 4 months
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For Christmas I manifest what I want, I have all my desires
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sarida-candy · 5 months
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help with subliminal for new
Simple definition for new
Orange: exemples
Blue: definition
Affirmation: an affirmation is a sentence, a word to manifest what one desires. I advise you to do it in the present because, like that, you will think that you will have it
Example: I'm always lucky, I love myself, I have my desired body...
subliminal: A subliminal is a sound with affirmations.
exemple: love subliminal, luck subliminal, body subliminal, manifest anything you want subliminal…
To look for a subliminal, I advise you to go to YouTube and type (What you want) Subliminal
There are subliminal for many things.
Submaker: A person who creates the subliminal
exemples: Slade, Moza Morph, Ryuu, Kestiny, Cajel Amirah… There are a lot of them
Since you are new, you must know that there is not only good things. The only bad thing in this community is certain submaker. A few years ago, some submaker were accused of putting bad affirmations in their subliminal. Then there was a debate about "the brain don’t know a bad affirmation".
exemples: Vel, Rose, There are certainly others
To be more precise, it seems to me that Rose had been accused of a bad affirmation , Vel had been accused of pedophilia on a minor
These submakers stop creating subliminal, or at least on their main chain
Go there with your resentment, in my case, for one night, I had put two subliminal of the same submaker in a loop. I fell asleep with it and when I woke up the subliminal always played. I woke up crying for no reason, I hated myself, I hated my life. However, in my life everything was going well. So since then, I've avoided listening to this submaker. I had never seen a bad criticism of him. Even if I know that Submakers can delete comments. So if you don't trust a certain submaker to listen to you, you're right
In the subliminal, most of the time there is: music, rain sounds, ASMR sounds, wind sounds... if you have problems with certain sound, there is a certain thing to recognize a subliminal with music than a subliminal without.
Some channels only make subliminal without music
With the aesthetic you can easily guess. For example: if the font is completely white with or only an image, its often subliminal rain. If the image is white with a heart in the middle that changes photos it is often rain. If the image is often white and pink it is often raIn, if the image is a video game video it's convent of rain...
my experience: I was in English class, the teacher put on rain sounds and I had a panic attack only to hear that
how create subliminal?
create subliminal is easy. Step 1 creates the affirmation
You can invent them or go watch subliminal or other to help you what to write
Write to the "I" even if you make affirmations for everyone. If you make subliminal only for you, you can write "first name, last name" subliminal thing
exemple: Starly Lee is rich
is not my name but is for the exemples
If you do this I advise you to put this and then put on the "I"
exemple: Starly Lee is rich, I am Rich
Step 2 record the affirmations
You can use any application to record your assertions
You can use your voice or you can use what you want step 3 Make the video
Go to an editing application and put your statement tape. Put the affirmation band. You can choose whether to hear the statements or not. Then you can add music but these are optional. Then, add images, it may be related to your subliminal or it may be angel numbers. Then, Export your video.
Angel number exemples: 111, 222, 1111, 1221, 1331. There are many others
Well done! You know how make your subliminal!
if you have question, you can ask me
Honestly, for me, the subliminal community is one of the best communities, like the Law community, Loa... because there are so many good people in it. When we are new to these communities, there are always people to help us
Sarida
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sarida-candy · 5 months
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I manifest a cookie
Yesterday, I was at my locker and I was wondering if I was going to buy a cookie in the cafeteria or not. I thought about it for a minute and decided that not even if I wanted one. I'm going to see my friend and her to buy two cookies and she offers me one.
So I managed to manifest a cookie
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sarida-candy · 5 months
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help me with my life
How do you act before you know the Loa?
Personally, before knowing the Loa, I was acting normally. Now that I know Lao, my life is stressful for several reasons. They say "manifest your dream life" but again, I always change my mind. Maybe because I'm young. Friday that arrives, with my school, we have a trip to see certain professions, but the professions I want, are not on the program. I know that I can manifest what I want. But, I want to know what to manifest . I have already been told "go into the void and say I have my dream life". It's not a bad idea but, I feel like I'm always changing my mind so if one day such a thing is my desired life a few days later it's going to be something else. Sometimes I create a script for my desired life as for shifting but I have the impression that when it's too different from my life, I say no, I don't deserve it. Even if I really want it. I feel like I'm getting old and that I should know what to do with my life. I also have the impression that it's not fair to the others. He doesn't know that. Sometimes I think of a friend who makes positive affirmations and who succeeds well. (I think she doesn't know the Loa). I think I should do the same. But, I have difficulty staying focused because of my ADHD. I know that all this is an excuse and that I should move forward anyway. Even if I take a break from the loa, I create my reality, right? Sometimes it goes well and I move forward but sometimes it goes wrong and I stay blocked at the same point.
I know I should have a better concept of myself
I would really like to talk to someone older who has already gone through this.
Sarida
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sarida-candy · 6 months
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two success storie
This morning, I thought I wanted to travel. This lunchtime, I eat with my friends and she talks about the school trip. I have a friend who is two years older than me and this year is her last year in high school, she told me that her mother and grandmother were going to go to New York. (we live in Canada) this summer to celebrate the end of her high school. She offered me to come with them.
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This afternoon, I was saying that one of the only ways to calm down when I have a panic attack is music. In the afternoon, something is over. I go home, think about it and start hearing music. I've been in this city for 1 year and this is the first time I've heard someone play music.
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sarida-candy · 6 months
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die for relive
I've been dreaming for several nights, I'm dying. Sometimes I dream that I have to complete levels to move forward. With each new dream, I am a different person. I have already been oc, turtle, stranger, character... but they all have one thing in common in the reality of my dreams, they are me. In my opinion, when we dream we go to another world.
I think this is a message: Die for relive, abandoned this reality to wake me up in the reality of my desire.
And When I dream that I have to pass levels, I think it means that: to move forward, there may be difficulties but there is always a reward (my desire)
Honestly, these times if I often say to myself "not now, I don't know what I want" and I believe that it means that I can move forward in my life without necessarily knowing my desires or what life has in store for me, even if I know that we are creating our reality
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sarida-candy · 6 months
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happy Halloween 🎃
Today at my school, at noon there was a costume parade. I registered and had to do it with a friend but in the end, I did it alone. At first before going there I was stressed but when I did it, I loved it and I was proud of myself. I was disguised Little Red Riding Hood. I received a lot of compliments on my gait and my costume
The lesson to learn is: even if you are stressed, do it and you will be proud of yourself
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sarida-candy · 6 months
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things to manifest/ things to scrips
School Everyone in the class is friends There are always interesting choices happening at school Your class photos are good School is fun The materials are simple and easy You are alone in your locker You always have 100% You understand everything Your handwriting is legible Not having a uniform or having the uniform of your choice Go to the desired school You are in the same class as your friends You can work in a team You can still listen to music at school School is free School goes by quickly
Body Have your desired body Loving your body Have confidence in your body Always have your desired body No one is made fun of because of their body
Money Have unlimited money Never run out of money The chosen ones are not expensive
Clothes You have the clothes you want You always find your desired clothes Your style is unique Your style is unique
Popular You have the desired popularity People are interested in knowing you People ain't fake to you You start trends
Job You have the job you want You have the desired schedule The desired person works with you You have the desired salary
House You have your desired home The price of your house is low You have the desired decoration in your home
Friends You have the desired friends Your friends, faithful son Your friends son of a true friend You have a good time with your friends You always have amazing adventures with your friends You are never on the side Your friends are always with you, you are never left behind Your friends will never betray you If you have friends online, they're always online when you want to talk to them
Love You sort with your desired person Everything is going well in the relationship Your desired person hides nothing from you Your desired person will never cheat on you Your relationship is perfect in your eyes Your relationship is perfect according to you Your lover gives you affection Your love understands you
Manifestation You can manifest whatever you want inspired Everyone finds this normal You always have ideas of what to manifest
Random Your art style is unique You always have ideas You have your dream life You always have the answer to your questions Nothing strange is happening
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sarida-candy · 6 months
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in my dream, I manifest what I want. I’m Unlimited
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sarida-candy · 7 months
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Better cr
I create a better dr and I noticed that it is important to start with two categories: the things in this life that I want to change and the things in this life that I want to keep.
For example in what I want to keep: I did dance, gymnastics and swimming when I was younger, my parents, my sister, dance competition, my village…
For example what I want to change: the number of years I have done dancing, gymnastics and swimming, I have also done ballet/Hip-Hop singing, I have never doubled, my year of birth, my Behaviour I am more sociable, intelligent, I have never been harassed because of my skin color…
In this reality that I create, the pandemic to exist because for me it was a good year for several reasons.: I started my YouTube channel and I became more or less popular, I played an online game more often and I made two friends that I consider my sisters (unfortunately, I lost contact with them), during the first 2 years of the pandemic, we had no school, or at least went online,
Honestly, I made this script because I am a shifter but I advise everyone to do it for the simple reason that it reminds you of memories. There may be things you have forgotten but by thinking about them you will remember them
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sarida-candy · 7 months
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my cr become my dr
Maybe you know it but my main dr is a dr Kpop that I invented. For me, the idol job is to dance and sing on stage. (I know it's much more than that). At my school there is something called "Secondaire en Spectacle". The goal is to present a talent, to make a show on stage. With a friend we signed up to sing and dance (like an idol). We invent the choreography and the song. We danced when we were little, she did ballet and I did Hip-Hop. She has already taken singing lessons not me, but she was impressed with my talent.
I invent the song and she invents dance. With each new thing we inform the other
I feel like I have shown my talent in dance and singing. I improve a lot every day. And I feel like I remember the dance better. I have a lot of ideas for the song.
« Secondaire en Spectacle » Is in about 7-8 months. Of course, I showed that we will win.
I also manifest that it will start my idol career. I love inventing scenarios of myself being an idol
Honestly, I don't know if I manifest that she too is an idol because next year she goes to CEGEP. I know she likes dancing and singing but I don't think she wants to make it her job
I have trouble switching to my dr shifting so, my cr will become my dream life. I just have to manifest some things and I will love my life.
The best way for me to manifest is to affirm or say "it would be funny if…(my desired situation)
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sarida-candy · 7 months
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Someone could explain to me the psych k
I inquired a little but I have the impression that the Psych k is simply affirmations and subliminal
I know that it is a method to talk/reprogram one's subconscious/consciousness. But I don't know what the method is
So if you know I'll thank you for explaining me in detail
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