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16.11 // liquid fast

- water ; water with lemon

total: <100 cal idk

today was so fucking unbearable day.. i do so much mistakes fr i don’t know how to fix it and wanna kms… i am such a jealously person, i’m jealous my besties to their new friends from uni, IDK WHYYYY i know it is a good news that they’re have new people around, but i feels like they will forget about me….. i know that a trauma from my past relationships but i can’t do anything with it… and i ruined all again, i don’t know how to fix my behavior and i don’t know how to atone for guilt for them… i think they don’t care but i know i fucked up…. yeah.. hope i fix all problems before their birthdays, at least because i spent so much money for presents lol… im joking, at least because i have no one but them and i love them so fucking much but ruined all again.

about my meals: all good, it was difficult to back on track but i hope i can!

tysm for reading this bullshit </3 // and little bodycheck…

#body ch3ck #pro anoxeria #pr0 ed #not pr0 just using tags #tw ana diary #ana meal #just ed shit #ed tumbler #tw ed thoughts #tw ed mention #tw ed diet #ed disorder #дневник похудения #дневник рпп #блог рпп #рппблог #tw eating things

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I wanna be the “she has an ed and everybody knows it but nobody tries to stop her” girl

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Plan for 16.11 - 24.11

1. liquid fast

2. 8 apples

3. 6 apples

4. vegetables mono

5. 500 cal

6. protein mono

7. 600cal

8. choco mono

9. liquid fast

10. cheatmeal 🎉🎉 (my bestie birthday !)

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slow progress is still progress

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so fucking dumb i used furosemide and feels so bad adn when i went to school im threw up near the home and just came back :///

#дневник похудения #дневник рпп #tw ed thoughts #tw ed talk #just ed shit #похудение #дневник #tw eating things #anorexia #ed tumbler #tw ed shit #not pr0 just using tags #pr0 ed #tw ed mention

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these photos are so good

but im in my max weight here:/

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im fucking clown.. just saw how much im weight now and went to eat emotions:) im weight 60,5 now ITS SO FUCKING AWFUL i need my 51kgs back

#дневник похудения #дневник рпп #дневник #похудение #tw eating things #ed tumbler #tw ed shit #tw ed talk #just ed shit #pr0 ed #not pr0 just using tags

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now u can asked me questions or say anything 🤲 please i wanna interact w you

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my old b0dych3ks !!! awww so sweety .. hope i can hit this goal again

#body ch3ck #b0dych3x #anorexia #дневник рпп #дневник похудения #tw ed thoughts #tw ed talk #дневник #похудение #just ed shit #tw eating things #ed tumbler #pr0 ed #not pr0 just using tags #tw ed shit #tw ed mention #thinsppp #th1n$po #th1nsp1r4t10n

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Is it bud, that my favourite scene with Riko it’s when he’s dying(is it spoiler?)

Actually he’s dream about family and brother literally killed him, so from Riko’s side it’s pretty sad scene

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omg how r u so skinny! - said no one ever

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unpinned when reach 50kg

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*opens tumblr*

*reblogs 2944388828282838 posts*

*closes tumblr*

*starves self*

"mmm yes great morning"

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🖇  ▹ more th1nsp0!!! 

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note to self: ignore current pleasures for better results

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i am skinny.

i can control myself.

loosing weight is so easy.

i dont even have appetite.

my mom doesnt notice.

i am thin.

i dont need food.

food disgusts me.

im loosing weight very quickly.

i have full control over what i do.

im getting smaller.