rarelonewolfoddity

[rarelonewolfoddity]

Your demons always play with you in the middle of the night. 3:33 is when they know you won’t pick a fight. They are smooth with their words they make wrongs sound so right. Don’t listen to them for your vision will be their sight.

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House of Heart

You just got to stop making excuses for people who walk all over you. You let them walk on you with dirty shoes.

When you let them in so easily, you’re letting them experience some of the best qualities about you for the amount of time not justified or respected.

You cherish them more so when they don’t for you.

You are the reason though for all of this. You’re weak, you don’t actually give them enough time to respect what your special qualities are that you have let them so foolishly experience. Giving them the illusion this might be an experience they deserve when one gets within your radius. That’s also the trap for you, since your too kind so easily. They will not respect what it means for you to be so captivating towards them, but for they know this. And now you must know too.

Look, if they were good people for you, you wouldn’t have to keep making excuses for them when they track mud in your house of your heart and they leave right after. To have to clean the mud that has stained the carpet in you heart and only with every pumping beat it cleans the residue that doesn’t rid so easily that you let in when you weren’t careful. They don’t understand what it’s like to explore the interesting soul that has a home in your body. They didn’t think twice too look truly of what your made of and what what they could do that damages it. Not to even care to know what floors your made of, of the walls that hold you together and the windows you let them look through.

Lock your door and maybe they’ll wonder one day when they knock on the door , why you don’t answer. Wondering what it was. If only you gave them enough time to be careful with the house you built. Let them wonder and maybe they’ll realize how great it was to enter the warmth of your life like walking in to a house on a cold winters day.

Maybe next time when they knock so loud it’s impossible for you to ignore it and the the mud has left, they’ll think to take their shoes off and stay. But first keep them out and keep them at bay.

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Siri

Our pocket people-pedia, faker then the cited Wikipedia.

What's with the media with the drama your feed us?

Our lovely updated don't talk back bitch talkers,

Your low self esteem in the level of filters you stream...

Confident boost, "Sorry I am an awkward stalker."

Auto correct snitch, they can't stand it when she's a fucking glitch.

She pried for the gossip

She'll never stop it.

Simply can't  Dis-alarm

The demon cunt’s stupid charm.

She’s devoted friend, compared to eleven from highschool to connect just hit send.

Messed up, no I meant to say dumb whore. You're not clever to the comebacks you store.

Who knows more about people anymore? Who knows more about what's lethal anymore?

I think it's the device vibrating on the irregular short cord. Connected to the wall she connects you to it all.

She's bitch, but no one could agree.  She's a whore, she fucked everyone you see?

Congratulations on your S.T.D,

She killed the individuality.

-TheRareLoneWolfOddity (April 15, 2015)

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The only regret I have in life is not knowing what it’s like to fall asleep in someone else’s arms that hug you so tight. 
It’s something I long for, it makes my body ache and sore.
I don’t need it but It’s something I’d die for. 
The feeling of warmth, secrurity and need is something I bleed from the core.
I don’t think you should fall in love with someone’s heart beat if you can’t even love their snore.
Why? Because when you lay in someone’s arms those are the two things you adore.
That is the one thing I promised myself and that’s what I’ve always swore.
Even on the coldest nights my loneliness will win the war.
So my heart will know how their hearts beats with their snore and how it will always be my night time encore.
So I wait patiently just like a wolf who wants to find the right pack.
Just like the love I want to attract. 
Thats the only thing I have regretted this far in life is not knowing what it’s like to fall asleep in someone’s arms, but I’m glad I have this dream of what it’s like and I will not just let somone come sweep me off my feet just to put me back down when the desire of need was just a momentary set back in wanted they needed. I will not be a set back to love I will assure myself that not anyone can give me that feeling of security and love and warmth I seek. They just can’t be some ordinary sheep.

#wolf #poetryatitsfinesthour #spoken word #sheep

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I Quit.

You’re like cigarettes to me. Each time I light you up and take a breath each time you bring me closer to death. It’s such a puzzling paradox you make me feel so alive in such a short amount of time. From the moment I flick the bic to the end with one last hit, you take me away from reality. Setting me free from the sad that lives inside my body, but I think that’s the trick. You burn my lungs and just make my heart sick. You’re not as bad as heroin, but more like Suboxone in order to feel alive I need your toxins. I kind of knew this is what I should’ve expected when I could’ve avoided it, but I still choose to be infected. I wanted more than just a quick fix I wanted more than just some dick. I quit.

Jan2016 -RareLoneWolfOddity

#cigarette #Black and White #disappear #dark #herion #suboxone #poem #spoken word #spoken poetry #quitter #old #lone wolf #cancer #fix #drugs #love #hate

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hi, wish I could take you on adventures through the woods with you, love your style; you have good vibes 🤘🏽if you're ever through philly plz say hi

Always in philly never on tumblr thank you!

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You should do a shoot like the Miley candy magazine shoot but minus the armpit hair

I would love to thank you for the idea!

[rarelonewolfoddity]

cats with friends, the feminine body, the touch of a sin, love me less before i begin, you always win, but it’s okay, I pet the fur I hear that kitten pur, thats when you go away.

kitty with sam and @rarelonewolfoddity

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#rarelonewolfoddity #camelle wolf #howluna #lone wolf #poetry #writing #thoughts #jupiter #earth #night #late thought

[rarelonewolfoddity]

You stand strong when I’m falling down. 
You break my silence without a sound. 
My protector from the outside world. 
My darkness in the light.
The grumpy grouch who loves my pets.
My big black bear whom I’ll always respect. -RareLoneWolfOddity (E.M)

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[rarelonewolfoddity]

To know an individual who gives off energy like a lightening bolt, They are the most puzzling paradox. They make you hesitant to get close because you might get struck. Its an intricate situation, sumptuous if your body is the seven seas, arduous if the bolt hits the dead sand. The energy could thrive or die to where it last lands. The difference to satiate or incinerate your expanse, unknown like the storms they withstand.

-RareLoneWolfOddity

(E.M)

#poetry

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summer’s darkness holds me, crickets chirps replace the birds recycled verses, cycled thoughts but mine with funny curses,nature laughs with the trees lethargic sways. Only to disappear when day comes to play, the birds awake the crickets fade. I stay awake to say goodbye to the ones who mornings collide with this worn out mind. summer’s light kisses me with its glow, the thoughts drift and then I go.

-RareLoneWolfOddity