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Come be a frog with me under the waterfall mushroom like we are six again

#someone help #adulting #mental health awareness #funny #funny texts #memesdaily #memes

[queen-amiqui]

You know what I am? I’m the main fucking character... you know what I want to be???? The badass best friend who dresses edgy and is just too cool to put up with anyone’s shit let alone the author’s. But here I am being the stupid little mess of a main character getting punted around like a pink sparkly football on an NFL field because the author can’t decide *exactly* how crazy I should go....

#author #writeblr #mental breakdown #meantal illness

[queen-amiqui]

We are so small in the grand scheme.... and the grand scheme was our design

#higherconsciousness

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I HATE HATE HATE the guilt complex we have created around “treating yourself”

You see it all the time. You see posts about people saying “I’m gonna treat myself.... (someone who has never denied myself anything🤦‍♀️)” I HATE IT

Do you want to know why it feels like a treat? BECAUSE IT FUCKING IS

We live in a goddamn capitalist hellscape that rejects us and denounces us and battles our entire existence as entities outside of itself... and that guilt you feel about treating yourself all the time?? To things you actually like to do and eat and feel??? That’s just another ploy to keep you locked into a cycle of sadistic entrapment by your own preprogrammed societal expectations..

So yes. Treat yourself. Treat yourself to that fucking coffee you can’t afford. Take a day off because you need it and fuck what your boss thinks.

And you are going to say “Well that can lead to a really harmful cycle of bad behavior that can amount to never achieving anything and always having to worry about money, and housing and blah blah blah...”

I have a counter argument for you. We’re you worried about it before you treated yourself? Yes? Is that worry going to go away if you don’t do the thing you want to do? No. In fact you’ll probably worry about it more and more because your depriving yourself and even a fleeting moment of feeling good..

Don’t deprive yourself of stupid fucking things that help you escape for even a second. The system wants you to constantly exist inside of it. And those moments you truly enjoy in your life? Those little moments you forget the world? You exist outside of it AND IT HATES IT.

Live such a life that at any turn you can you make the system hate you.

#capitalism #fuck capitalism #fuck the system #memesdaily #mental health awareness

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I have forgotten every single thing I have ever done, heard or seen in my entire life. Even as I am writing this I am forgetting it. But man when I do remember something? I remember it with such intense and frightening accuracy that god themself trembles and prays the moment I remember their face never happens.

#memesdaily #bad memory #mental breakdown #i haven’t slept

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My dnd game tonight....

For reference: My character is a half djinn rogue who can grant wishes and just recently cough *stole* cough a sword of luck

Huge big boss lady/goddess about to enslave me and kill my party

Me: “Can I wish that any wish I ask of myself always comes 100% true?”

DM: “no. No. Let me role.... fuck yes you can but only because I rolled a 1 on a d100...”

Me: “Awesome. Get us the fuck out of here please”

I think I just broke my character....

#dndcharacter #dnd homebrew #dnd shenanigans #dnd #dnd rogue

[queen-amiqui]

okay so i would consider myself a baby witch at best but this idea.... for broke bitches or closeted witches a Pinterest board shrine to the deities you are working with?????? personally if i was a cosmic being and someone wanted to offer something to me? the picture of a cat they saw that made them laugh and smile and think of me?????? hell yea I want that put it on the board bitch and I just get those little notifications every time you pin something and think of me and the serotonin would be phenomenal

#witchyvibes #beginner witch #witchcore #eclectic witch #cosmicstardreamer #cosmicenergy #can we also do this for people too?

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the older I get the more I understand why hermits exist across all cultures

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screaming into the void of the internet feels a lot better then therapy

#please still go to therapy it’s good for you #mental health awareness #memesdaily #memes #thank god my therapist doesn’t have a tumblr

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I know I will be living the life that depressed and suicidal me would’ve been proud of when I am doing things that are constantly making other people take a second glance and go wtf... like having really tall windows in my house purely so I can hang a hammock near the top and read in it causing the nosy neighbors to gawk at me with scrunched nose and hush their kids when they ask for those. Or walking into business meetings with an octopus mug of sparkling apple cider. Or rollerskating in a princess gown with my pet pig. Literally just living how I want to live without the fear of those ‘wtf’ faces that people make.

#life is strange #lifelessons #yolo right? #mental health awareness #memesdaily #memes

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okay okay so I’ve been thinking about why I’m a chronic people pleaser and I have a really hard time accepting the fact that I have any value without other people’s validation of me... and I found the source of this (well not the source cause that’s on mommy and daddy issues but anyway) I’ve cracked the code kids.... literally at my lowest point the literal moment before I almost killed myself I stopped myself because I knew other people needed me and would be sad if I did that... I literally owe my existence to the fact that I am such a hardcore people pleaser and if that isn’t the sick twisted reality of mental health I don’t know what is

A bright side to this though... I didn’t know one of those people who would be sad would be me right now who’s doing better and is proud of that girl even if she was completely broken

#mental breakdown #mental health #mental health awareness #I’m all for analyzing my problems but shit sometimes they analyze me back

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my only aesthetic goals are for women to want to fuck me and for little girls to think I’m a faerie

#lgbtq #faerycore #funny

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The amount of rules of the road I watch people break everyday... whether stated or unstated is why the state of the world is flaming shambles. The economy is directly linked to Teresa the soccer mom blowing past a stop sign in Forerunner. The ripple affects of STUPID PEOPLE DRIVING 2000 TONS OF EARTH METAL are vastly more important on societal norms then all us fucking troglodytes like to accept

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In third grade we learned about how if you put too much of something in a liquid it will become oversaturated and it won’t hold anymore... And every single day since then I have oversaturated every drink I have every made in my entire life and I think that says a lot about what type of student I am

#funny #memesdaily #studyblr #studentmemes

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Fuck it. I’m gonna start embodying my DND characters. Need to feel badass? I’m dressing like my djinn rogue and taking absolutely no shit that day. Cause she would be proud. What to be gentle to my soul that day? Dressing like my elf Druid and doing watercolor in the garden and baking. Fuck it. My only goal in life now is to live the life my characters would be proud of.

#dnd shenanigans #dnd #dnd homebrew #dndcharacter

[queen-amiqui]

The one thought I struggle with day in and day out is the fact that I have to figure out things to do. Every. Single. Day.

for the rest of my life....

#memes #memesdaily #funny #someone help

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I just want to go back to play Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego on the PC desktop after school

#memes #relatable #i'm just so tired