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[number1-beidou-fan]

depression is a bitch but GUESS WHO’S BACK !! yeah 🥲

#ana bllog #tw ed descussion #ed rant #eating disoder trigger warning #ed food #tw ed not ed sheeren #tw ed but not sheeran

[number1-beidou-fan]

hi yall! i was forced to visit a nutritionist yesterday (😕) but the good news about that is im deciding to recover. i have a long list of reasons for it and being in a constant binge/restrict cycle isnt helping me. i need my brain and body to be working. im wishing the best for all of yall, take care :)

#ed not ed sheeran #tw ed descussion #tw ed diet #ed not sherran #recovery

[number1-beidou-fan]

i hate my new classes but im so happy that im doing a sport now 🙏🙏 even tho my performance is going down, my weight is going down even faster 😍😍😍

#tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed descussion #ana trigger #ed not sherran #ed rant #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #tw disordered eating #ana dairy #anablr #tw ana diary #anatumblr #ana tricks #ed bllog #ed food #ed not sheeren #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder #tw eating issues #disordered eating mention #4norexi4 #4n0r3xia #4n4blr #4n4rexia #4n0rexic #4n4t1ps #4nor3xia

[number1-beidou-fan]

hi i made a low quality meme and i cant show it to anyone so here you go 😭🙏

#tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed descussion #ana trigger #ed not sherran #tw ana diary #ed rant #anablr #ana bllog #tw ed rant #eating disoder trigger warning #disordered eating thoughts #tw ed not ed sheeren #tw ana shit #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder

[number1-beidou-fan]

Tomorrow is the day. tomorrow will be the first day i fully fast in probably a few weeks and it is all going to go smoothly from there. i can do this. i will become skinny. I CAN DO THIS.

#tw ed descussion #ed not sherran #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #ana trigger #ed di3t #tw ana diary #anablr #tw ana shit #tw ana fast #ed not sheeren #tw ed rant #ed rant

[number1-beidou-fan]

i know this is really fucking embarrassing but my ed isnt do its ed things and so i keep over eating and have gained 5 kg over the past few weeks :( can yall PLEASE give me tips on how to control myself and stick to a diet. i actually need to stop eating😭

#tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed descussion #ana trigger #ed di3t #ed food #ed meals #ed not sherran #tw ana diary #anablr #tw ana shit #ed rant #eating disoder trigger warning #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating

[number1-beidou-fan]

Overeating after having a successful week just sucks. I WAS SO CLOSE TO FINISHING AND THEN I JUST HAD TO EAT 1500 CALORIES 😭😭 I hope I still lose weight tho🤞😔

#tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed descussion #ed bllog #i want to ⭐️ve #i want to be weightless #tw ana diary #ana trigger #ana and mia #anablr #ana rant #ed di3t #ed not sherran #ed food #tw ed but not sheeran #ed rant #tw ed rant #ed meals

[number1-beidou-fan]

does anyone wanna be ana buddies to help motivate each other?? or does anyone have any ACTIVE ana discord servers? im in desperate need of one 😭😭

#anablr #tw ed diet #ana trigger #4norexla #tw ed descussion #ed di3t #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed but not sheeran #tw disordered eating #ana meal #tw ana shit #anorex14 #eating disoder trigger warning #disordered eating thoughts #ed not sheeren #tw ed rant

[number1-beidou-fan]

YALL I FOUND SUPER LOW CALORIE ICE CREAM, LIKE ITS 160 CALORIES FOR ONE PINT

THE BRAND IS ARCTIC ZERO AND IT ACTUALLY TASTES DECENT

so yeah heres some ice cream for those with a sweet tooth (like me) who dont want to spend too many cals on ice cream 😭😭

#ana meal #ana food diary #tw ed diet #ed meals #ed food #ana food log #anablr #ana dairy #tw ed descussion #tw ed sheeran #tw ed not ed sheeren #low cal snacks #low cal ideas #low cal food #low calorie #low cal meal #low cal restriction #food restriction #low cal diet #mealsp0 #mealspo #mealspø #tw skipping meals

[number1-beidou-fan]

help 😭 i ate 50 calories yesterday and my weight didnt change. im super bloated too and idk what to do :( anyone have advice?

update: nvm i lost ~1kg in two days

#tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran #anablr #tw ed diet #ed not sherran #ana meal #disordered eating thoughts #ed di3t