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𓆩𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑫𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𓆪

General! Lilia x Gender neutral! Reader.

Fluff, a little bit of angst

SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND USAGE OF SLEEP PILLS IN THIS FAN FICTION! IF IT TRIGGERS ANYONE PLS DON'T READ IT!

So I was a little bit in the hospital. Like a few days and I'm going to be set off tomorrow when I upload this or the day I am set off. While I was in like the hospital I thought: Lilia is cool let's make a fan fiction. Since I'm making a story of my own and it's about dreams I combined them so yeah.

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𝑫𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔. Some people say they have a meaning while other say they are meaningless. You were once one of those people to think that this dream situation was just some random thought. But this one dream has been repeating 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏. It came to the point where you didn't want to wake up. It's wasn't bad. Quite the opposite really. It was magical, something new, something to look forward in your lonely boring life with your pet.

So when you got back to your apartment you were more than happy to just go to sleep. You even skipped dinner. Again. At this point it became a problem but did you care? No not at all. You happily changed into your pyjamas and jumped on your bed hugging the pillow looking up at the ceiling and then burying your head in the pillow while slowly dozing off to sleep.

At the start the general didn't like you because you were human but as time passes he grew a liking to you although you liked him more than a friend that was for sure. What if you never woke up. What if you just stayed? No stop thinking like that it's not right.

When you appeared in the dream you saw 𝐡𝐢𝐦. You smiled widely "General!" He looked back and saw you. He was waiting for you. Like always. He couldn't believe he was falling for a human. But he couldn't say anything to you. You were dreaming and was gonna go away. One day you would find someone else and stop coming here. He got down on his feet taking off his helmet allowing his long dark hair to roam free as his red eyes looked down at your own. He let out a chuckle "You seem quite happy human" You nodded happily and held his hand guiding him to the small cottage you first found in your dream.

You loved baking but you didn't have time because of work so when you had this moment almost every day you always baked something small. Like now. You backed an apple pie. You handed it to him and sat down as he ate it. You knew how bad he was at cooking. You have tasted it once. You lied about you liking it "It's good as always human" you have a bright smile before it becoming a frown and taking the pie "Hey!" He tried reaching for it but was unable since you ran away. For being a general he really let you off the hook huh?

"What did I say about the human part young man?!" He looked at her dumbfounded "I'm probably 100 times if not more older than you" he crossed his arms. All she let out was a pout "I don't care Lilia" his name. Everytime your honey lips said that name. 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆. He wanted to kiss you. To make you his. 𝑻𝒐 𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒎 𝒚𝒐𝒖. He knew he couldn't though which made him feel...disappointed? Sad? No these were wear feelings he shouldn't feel as the general who leads an army through a war with humans. With 𝒉𝒆𝒓 kind. But she was different. She didn't want anything to do with the war.

You always hated wars. You thought they were useless other than taking the lives of others and Lilia knew that. He smiled at you "Okay [Name]" You felt your cheeks become red and let him eat the rest. You danced under the pretty moonlight as you always made him. You wanted to kiss him and just when you had the courage you woke up.

You woke up with a snap and groaned in frustration trying not to make a tantrum. Well now that wasn't fair! Why!? She knew a way. She went over to her cabinet and took out sleeping pills. She took one and went to fall asleep going into the same world this time being daylight "Lilia!" She yelled at him and he looked over seeing her "I love you!" You yelled in the distance and when he took his helmet you were met with a flustered and surprised expression. You loved 𝐡𝐢𝐦. You loved the person who commanded an army to do the thing you hate. That wasn't right. But you were only dreaming so why? You were stupid. And he was too.

He ran over to you. He was fast because before eyou realized you were in his arms and he was kissing you. You were taken aback but kissed him too. After you broke off the kiss you woke up.

You were happy but then you realized one thing. You weren't dreaming about this anymore. No. That wasn't right. You were supposed to see him every night. What if he thinks you were just using him. What I'd he thinks you were bluffing and making a joke out of him. You loved him. With all your heart. You needed to meet him.

As many pills you took all you did was end up in the hospital. You were laying down looking up and felt something. 𝑻𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔. You weren't one to cry so why? It was a dream so why we're you so attached? It wasn't fair. Why? He was her soulmate so why? You hated life for that. How unfair it was. You despised it. That's why you were so attached to him. He was making you feel like a princess. He danced with you. Played games with you. Told you his story. Held you bridal style when you were with a twisted ankle. He did everything no man in this world would do. He made life easier. That was why.

"Ok miss you will be set off tomorrow ok?" The doctor gave you a smile and you gave her a tired nod. You were tired of this life. You wanted it to end. Should you? No stop it. That was dumb you were gonna get over him wouldnt you? It wasn't so hard. The following day you were set off and fell asleep as normal. When you came in the same place you saw him. He was waiting for you. You started crying "Lilia" He immediately looked back at you.

It seemed as her teleported but he had a concerned exspession on his face. And then 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔. 𝑯𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒄𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈. Your eyes widened and he hugged you kissing you all over your face "I thought you left! Where were you!?" He looked down at you "I just stopped dreaming. I'm sorry" And then he kissed you. Passionately "I want to try something. What If I make 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆?" Your eyes widened and your face flushed "Lilia what?" He smirked "If I make you mine would you stay. How about we test it"

You blushed but gave a nod. He held you bridal style to the cottage where he set you off on the bed. That night was full of the passion you always wanted. Once you woke up you were with your pet but there was one thing. You were still at the cottage and next to you was 𝑳𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒂. So it worked. She smiled and stood up changing and making breakfast. When Lilia woke up he looked at you dumbfounded but soon smiled brightly and went over to you burying his face in his neck "Your hair smells nice" You giggled and gave him a kiss. Finally you were gonna be happy with him. Forever. So dreams became true 𝒉𝒖𝒉?

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Ok I know it's reallyyy short and I hate it for that I'm sorry. Forgive me 🙏🙏. I'll try better next time. It doesn't make sense but look. Is it fluffy? It is so shut it pls.

#general lilia #lilia #lilia vanrouge x reader #lilia x reader #twst lilia #twisted wonderland lilia #twisted wonderland

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ʚ𝐹𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛ɞ

Mu Qing x gender neutral! Reader.

Fluff, Angst

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Hello! I've been away since school started and yeah the whole education here where I live is shitty. But yeah Heaven Officials Blessing is like my new obsession but this fic is gonna take events a little after Xie Lian meets Mu Qing in the anime (donghua) so it's pretty much in the start and there'll be little to no spoilers! Hope you enjoy.

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One thing that was known for the crown prince of Xianle was that he tends to forget things that have hurt him in the past. Mu Qing was one of them. And he didn't think that could happen. Did it have to do something when he left him? He didn't know but something in his heart ached when he asked who he was but he remembed Feng Xin.

"Do you happen to know where Mu Qing is?" Another shaking of q persons head. And then another. And another. You haven't seen Mu Qing in 𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔. You were starting to get worried for him and his health. You knew of the whole Xie Lian forgot who he was but you didn't know it affected him this much. Maybe because you didn't know why he was forgotten. Maybe you didn't know if he thought he was the one at fault like he always tends to think. That's why you wanted to find him. As his partner you wanted to be there for him and help him confront him and hold him in your arms. Hold him while he cried if he needed and let him talk about his problems as much as he wanted.

A few hours later you found one person who had seen him. He was in his chambers. Lucky for you you knew how to get inside via the key he gave you. When you opened the door you were met with darkness. Closed blinds and turned off lights. You turned on one and there you saw him. Mu Qing who was sitting on his bed with his head hung low. He really was beautiful even in this look. His hair disheveled and his clothes all wrinkly from moving too much. They closed the door and when they turned to look at him Mu Qing was already looking at them with clear eye bags under his light eyes. They came closer to him and sat down next to him putting a streak of hair behind his ear.

"I know what happened with Xie Lian but I don't think you should think too much of it. He just needed a little push that's it" You gave him a reassuring smile and he looked away from your face "It's not like that" his voice was raspy and could be heard clearly in the quiet room that they were in. She looked up at him and held his cheeks so he was now looking at them "Why are you getting so worked up over it? You don't have to its not like he hates you." He pushed your hands away "He forgot me!" He yelled and that left you speechless. You didn't expect that but you weren't gonna walk out. You countinued to stay quiet to see if he was gonna say anything else "I have hurted him before so now he forgot me but he remembered Feng Xin. Because he didn't hurt him while I did"

You felt bad for him. For what he thought. You knew Xie Lian didn't hate him. He actually wanted to be friends with him. Even if he did it was clear he was sorry. That he wanted to forgive himself but he just 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭. While you were deep in your thought you heard something. You turned your head and you were met with Mu Qings eyes. The same light eyes that's were always stern and weren't showing any kind of emotion were now at the verge of tears. Then you heard his question. "Are you gonna forget me too?" Your eyes widened. 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦? How could you forget him? He was the love of your life. You had set your eyes on him from the moment he ascended into the heavens and you were together for more that a century. You could never forget him.

"My love that's impossible" You were again met with teary light eyes and a questioning expression. You giggled "I have loved you from the moment you ascended and I won't stop until something managed to kill me. Which last time I checked is impossible so you are stuck with me" You said proudly and you heard a small giggle looking at the direction of the sound you saw a now smiling and clearly happier Mu Qing. You smiled at him "Thanks my love". You ended up cuddling the whole night with his head either rested on you lap as you played with his bangs or you were cuddled in his arms. Before he and you dozed off to you he kissed you softly on the lips " Good night my love " and with that you both fell asleep in each other's arms.

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Ok so I know I could write more but I'm a bit out of form so excuse me. Also schoolwork is gonna kill me soon and with these extra lesson it like a bonus weight to the already too heavy for me weights. (Idk)

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#mu qing #heaven official's blessing #mu qing x reader #fiction #fanfic #tgcf #hob

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So hello people. Recently me and one of my friends (shout out to her if she even sees this) made like an AU with our oc's in blue lock. Do y'all want me to write like a short series about this with either the oc's or y/n? But you have to tell me who the love interest will be if it's with reader/y/n

#blue lock #blue lock au #oc

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✿𝑹𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅✿

Alexis Ness x gender neutral! Reader. Fluff

So taking a small break from the whole Sae x reader (not really). I'm gonna write some Ness x reader cus why not? I feel so bad for him man. Poor baby 😭. He needs to be treated better tbh.

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𝑩𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒅. That's what Ness was towards Kaiser. He was blind and wasn't able to see just how badly he was treated by Kaiser. No one told him so how could he know? But that obsession over Kaiser wouldn't let him leave the soccer player even if he knew how badly he was treated. He just learned to ignore it.

That was until he met 𝒚𝒐𝒖. A person that genuinely tried to tell him how bad Kaiser was to him. A person that treated him right. He felt as if you were 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒐𝒏𝒆. The only one who treated him right. You got him presents. Gave him kisses and reassured him that he didn't do something wrong. Something that Kaiser never did. Normally Kaiser would yell at him or hit him so normally when you were so nice to him he would tear up and sometimes cry and you had to stay by his side for at least an hour to make him feel better.

You were the light in his dark world. Th3 light he learned to ignore before and soon after it vanished but it lit up again and it was 𝒚𝒐𝒖. He was so happy around you. All smiley and cuddly and protective.

Every day after practice he would come to your shared apartment while you are watching something on the TV and slumped on the couch. That brought a smile on his face. You would think a normal person would grow bored of this continuous cycle but no Alexis. For him that was reassurance that you will stay by his side forever and ever. Even without a ring on your finger yet.

Right now you were at one of his games sitting in the front row and smiling widely at the brown haired male whole wearing his number. You were smiling so brightly when he was able to make a good pass and was able to help his teammates score a goal. You were filled with happiness.

One thing you didn't expect was to see one of Kaiser's tantrums towards Ness. When you saw how he held him firmly by the hair you stood there with wide eyes and then you felt something. You felt 𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒓𝒚. Angry that you couldn't just go out there and slap the taller blonde male across the head and take Ness with you. Angry that you couldn't comfort him on the spot. Angry that you weren't there. When you were 𝒔𝒐 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆.

When the match ended their team won and you quickly made your way to an anxious Ness who was searching for you in the crowd. When his eyes spotted you he smiled and went to hug you tightly. You smiled as well and gave him a quick peck on the lips to which he answered with another more passionate kiss. You loved it when he did that. Suddenly you remembered Kaiser's outburst and went to see if Alexis was ok. He only brushed it off as his mistake and you just glared at him annoyed which made him shut up on the spot. You wanted to hit him. How could he say that it was his fault!? When he didn't do anything wrong on top of that.

"Alexis my love you didn't do anything wrong. How could it have been your mistake?". You took his face in your hands completely forgetting that he was all sweaty and gross to some people. But to you he was the most beautiful thing in the world. As you were his light he was yours.

That's when you saw Michael Kaiser make his way to where you and Ness were being well a couple. He seemed annoyed and you don't really know why. "So not only were your performance trash but now you are lovey dovey with your lover than thinking what you did wrong?". The blind male sat out at him. You didn't know a lot about soccer. Only the basics but you were pretty sure he did nothing wrong. If you could say so yourself he was actually quite cool and handsome on the field but sadly now wasn't the time for that.

"And just because you are the best player on your team doesn't mean you could go around and yell at people" you said without realization. When you did you were met with two glaring blue eyes "Oh? And who may you be? His partner?". You gave him a small nod and he only chuckled " Honestly I can't believe Ness would find someone as good looking as you especially make you go into a relationship with him". You felt as if your blood was boiling. How could he say that to Ness? When you looked at the brown male he only had a sad expression and was looking down.

You signed and took his hand leading him to the exit of the stadium. When you arrived home and he took a quick shower you made his favourite food and sat him down on the couch. "You should stop letting him walk over you like that". You brushed his bangs away from his head and he just looked at you " But I have to be loyal to Kaiser. You know that" you let out another long sigh "But you still shouldn't let him say all these stuff to you". Alexis gave you a nod and you kissed him softly smiling "I love you my love" you said with a big smile and fed him some of his favorite which he took happily and looked at you. He kissed you softly and whispered against your lips "Me too 𝑴𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝑳𝒊𝒆𝒃𝒆"

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A/N: Honestly I love Ness so much but not as much as Sae. Little obsessive baby needs a hug tbh. Write suggestions for future posts in the comments because rn I have both artblock and writing block. Is this how it's called? Idk. School starts soon and I wanna kms.

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#alexis ness #blue lock #blue lock oneshots #ness x reader #fluff #alexis fluff

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♡𝑨 𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆♥︎

Taken! Sae itoshi and heartbroken gender neutral! reader. Angst

Art not mine! Credit goes to the owner!

So another Sae post. I swear at this point I have an obsession. I can't stop drawing him and thinking of fan fiction ideas 😃. But nobody can stop me. Even if they tried 🤭. I'll try make this one angsty.

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𝑵𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔. That's how long it's been since you've seen your once childhood best friend Sae Itoshi. You still liked him. He was perfect in your eyes. From his pink hair and teal eyes to his personality and how athletic he was. You were in love for him for so long.

But you never expected him to break 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆. The promise you made nine years ago. The promise you made before you had to move. "We'll meet one day and finally be together. Right Sae?" You asked him with teary eyes as your parents waited for you to be done with your goodbyes before driving off. Sae only nodded. He couldn't look at you. If he did he would break down crying as well. He didn't want to let that happen. "Yes [name] I 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆".

These simple words gave you so much hope. So much hope that you'll one day be together. But when you came back you were surprised with the information that Sae Itoshi now a famous soccer player has found a lover. She was everything you weren't. The complete opposite of you. You couldn't believe it. No. You could. You just 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐. But you had to believe it. You had to forget about Sae forever now. That hope you had was gone. With that it felt as if your world crashed down.

The moment you went to your apartment you didn't go out in days. Crying and trying to forget those sweet words you exchanged when you were younger. You just couldn't. That promise he made lingered in your mind every time you tried to forget all the words you exchanged.

It seemed at some point Rin found out about your arrival. You didn't know how but he did and you we surprised to see him at the front door. He was taller. And more handsome. He looked you up and down. You didn't look the prettiest. Being in your comfort clothes and your cheeks flushed with your eyes red from crying. When he saw that his normally cold glare turned into a soft one and he immediately tried to make you feel better. He bought you your favourite drinks and snacks but you still looked so depressed. "[Name] please tell me what's wrong. You weren't like this last time we talked" oh right. You talked often. You guessed he didn't talk to his brother a lot after he left him for Spain and didn't know about the relationship to tell you. "He found someone. The promise he made was broken" you said and you felt tears run down your face once again. Rins eyes widened and he looked down clearly annoyed "as much as I despise him talk to him. Maybe it will make you feel better" Rin took your hand and you looked up in his eyes. The same teal eyes as Sae. You shook your head and looked down crying. "No! What am I supposed to say!?" You looked at Rin clearly annoyed and pissed at this point and he looked down "that you are hurt".

Well it worked. You were now standing in front of Sae Itoshi. You still couldn't believe how much more handsome he became. It was unbelievable. He was way more muscular and his voice was way better. "[Name] hello. Long time no see huh?" He went for a hug but you pushed him away. He looked at you confused "you broke the promise" you looked at him in the eyes while your voice trembled. You hated how easily he made you cry. Her pinched the bridge of his nose "[Name] don't tell me that you still believed that stupid promise".

Once he said that you looked down and you broke down crying. Stupid? It wasn't stupid for you. It gave you hope. For nine years. 𝑵𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔. "What if I did!? What if that stupid promise made me continue forward only to come and get my heart broken by the person that was supposed to be my best friend!" You yelled and it echoed throughout the room. Sae looked at you with wide eyes but they soon became cold "you know I have a lover. Don't you? So why do you bring that? I will not leave her for you". What did you expect. That this was some random fairy tale and that he was gonna leave his perfect girl for you? You were stupid to think that. But you were angry. You stepped closer and before realising slapped him across the face " I wish I never loved you in the first place" you have him a cold look and rushed out of the office.

Sae touched his cheek that you slapped and with wide eyes looked at the now shut door when you left. Before he knew tears were falling down from his eyes. He did love you. But he was too impatient to wait. He was too stupid.

When you came back Rin was in your apartment in the kitchen making some sushi for the both of you. You smiled and hugged him to which he flinched but soon hugged you back "So how did it go?" He asked looking down at you "I slapped him. I don't wanna see him again. At least for now". Rin nodded and continued to hug you.

"You deserved better [Name]". You looked up and Rin gave you a smile. You felt your cheeks getting flushed and you quickly excused yourself to go and changed. When you were inside your room you quickly closed the door behind you and sat down on the floor. That feeling you just felt. 𝑾𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝑹𝒊𝒏?

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I'm sorry if it's not good. I can't write angst ;)

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#sae itoshi #itoshi sae #rin itoshi #sae angst #sae x reader #rin x reader

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➶➶ 𝑯𝒊𝒔 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔➷➷

Ok so first post. Wrote this in my notes in a way to fall asleep and I did so I'm posting it on here rn yay.

Sae Itoshi X Gender neutral! Reader (high school AU). Fluff

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His face. No his 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬. That was what caught them to glimpse at Sae and they found themselves in love. A feeling they didn't know too well yet he made them feel that way. 𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨. Making them smile. Wanting to know more about soccer. Going to his games. They found themselves in love with him. Their friends never said anything. What could they say? They were the same in a way so they couldn't judge them could they?

  The thing you didn't expect was to catch Saes eye. You thought you'll be seen as just another fan of Sae. But you weren't. He knew you. If he could remember you were in his class. Always cheerful and around your friends. He liked that about you. Of course his pride never made him say it. And besides he needed to become the best player. He didn't have time for such things. right?

  A week after you were paired with Sae for a project. You were happy and Sae was unreadable. But deep inside he was happy. They didn't exchange a lot of talking outside the project. But Sae saw how nice and caring you were. You enjoyed animals and didn't judge people. Even if they were doing something really bad. You weren't a realist like him. You were positive. Not the best athlete but good at school. Kind of the opposite of him. Not fully bit kinda. After the project you both found yourselves talking more and more to each other and Sae actually looking at you when he was playing. It was like he was dedicating his goal to you. Which he was exactly doing. But he wasn't gonna say it.

  A few years passed and now you were close to graduating. Sae became a close friend of yours. You still had the same feelings for him but you were scared. Scared of losing him. Scared of those beautiful teal eyes leaving yours and never to look at you with that warmth. You were scared to not be replaced with coldness. So you never said anything. It was enough for you to see that his eyes were looking deep into yours and to just admire them while you were gossiping and hanging out. But Sae finally wanted to take the risk. He needed you to be something more than a friend to him. So on the last day of school he made a plan with the help of your friends.

After the graduation you were asked by your friends to come to the schools stadium. The place where you first exchanged glances. The place where you fell in love with those beautiful man named Sae. The place where you saw just how dreamy his eyes were. What you didn't expect was Sae in the middle looking at you with those warm teal eyes. You walked closer to the man with a smile. And then he said it "𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦. 𝘞𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳 [𝘕𝘢𝘮𝘦]?" You couldn't help but gasp and look at him with wide eyes. You weren't sure why he chose you. There were so many other people that were his fans and you thought they were a hundred times more prettier than you. You stood there. Shocked. And then you nodded your head. You saw Saes eyes widening and then he smiled hugging you tightly. That smile of his always made you melt. He smiled rarely so that was a treasure to you. When he pulled away he held your face and soon you felt his soft lips against yours.

  You kissed him back your eyes closing and smiling against his lips happiness filling your heart as you kissed in the middle of the place where you fell for those same 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬.

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#sae itoshi #blue lock #sae x reader #sae x you #sae fluff #love at first sight #high school au