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somethings coming this 28th.....

#:) #my art #cal kestis #bode akuna #spyscrapper

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DBD doodles in the Uncharted sticker style!!! Inspired by @mmuffncakes. You glorious being, you

#dbd #felix richter #danny johnson #emily langford #dbd oc #dead by daylight #ghost face #not my art #friend art #best friend art!!!! #am i glorious being or did i just go “hey check this out” and broke something and you thought that was neat-o

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Cal logic: deflecting a lightsaber DOES require a side flip faceplant

#correct #it is the logical thing to do #i am implementing this into how i rp cal pronto #because i can #jedi survivor #cal kestis #not my work

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So i got to experience the total eclipse. And i may or may not have cried through the whole thing. These were just the photos with my phone

#solar eclipse #eclipse 2024 #My photography

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#i am and i will continue to be

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It says your comms are open but there's no comms sheet???? Pardon????

hello!!!

yes! there are no comms sheets despite my comms being open. im currently reworking my prices to better suit my skills/what i offer, etc. there should be something up, hopefully, soon <3

#anon ask #anonymous #commissions

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Please please please tell me about Lancet and His Name is Cal Kestis 🖤👉👈🖤

Lancet is actually a gift being worked on for my good friend Barquinn. It follows Danny attending one of the galas held during the season as per request by his object of obsession, Felix. it's that good ol' aesthetic of "what if you dance with your enemy" but Danny isnt an enemy here, he's just unhealthily possessive over felix. the term lancet, is actually a type of window shape! (Felix is an architect). and its also a hole on the back of Felix's glove. and dannys gonna shove his tongue down it.

His Name is Cal Kestis you've actually read. I think it's actual title is A Proper Name. But it is the general background i give to my trans!Cal headcannon. Of how he approaches Jaro Tapal about how he wants to be addressed, to the Jedi community accepting the change, and when he crash lands on Bracca, how he comes to tell Prauf. How Prauf helps him find someone who can help Cal. And inevitably, how Cal gets the jagged scars across his chest. And how, once that's done? Cal's life is the same. He's just comfortable in his skin fully and he continues the story per normal. It ends with him and Bode doin a smooch.... ~maybe more~

Edit: even though this last one is done, i consider it a wip as i want to adjust it slightly in the storytelling fashion and im unsure if it'll ever see the light of day on my a03

#asks #my work #my writing

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Into the abyssal depths - pls do tell me more about this

into the abyssal depths is actually the CalBode project im planning for AFTER im done in the shadow of the mountain. once again, its more a concept and a general idea right now rather than something ive started because im an idiot who cant do more than one big project at a time and its a LOT

but this one was heavily inspired by Dredge and just some good ol cosmic oceanic horror because BOY HOWDY do i love that shit

cal is the new guy in town for this one and bode is a lil sus. because i cant have an original thought, ever. but alas. the longer cal stays the more he sets things into motion (oops) and the more he realizes that he was never meant to go anywhere else.

i dont know how similar it will be to shadow of the mountain when it comes to themes, concepts, etc. and if i can get to be as heavy as that one in the sense that every sentence holds weight and importance, but itll evolve into its own thing

where instead of open plains and mountains, its looking into the ocean and fearing that what might look back is just your own reflection

#asks #my writing #my work

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Tell me about your 3 original fiction stories!!! Are they all horror? The names sound like it but I wanna know more!

so because i answered a little bit prior about Owl Falls i'll give a snippet for this one! (This is unedited)

Dakota’s mind stopped when he saw it.

                In the cockpit, nearly hidden by shadows but lit enough by the dim flicker of the flame, was a mask. But not just any old mask… the mask of the most wanted criminal in North America. It was off-white from age and old blood, a streak across the nose and forehead from what looked like a gruesome kill. It was flat, the nose pointed down, made to look like a beak, the eyes wide. The Owl. His heart skipped a beat, maybe two, as he pushed himself away from the body.

                Standing back, he could see the oh so very slow rise and fall of the man’s chest. Not just any man. The Owl. How many kills were under his belt? How many times had Dakota heard the code name crackle through the radio? And here he was, laying in a pile of slush; pale, bloody, injured, broken, on the brink of death… breathing.

                Dakota wasn’t sure how long he stared at The Owl, watching him breathe. He couldn’t figure out his thoughts. Leave him to die? Dakota could already feel the trauma of letting someone die and rot in the woods, no matter how rotten of a person they were. Bring him back? Heal him up? Let the authorities take him? Would he even confirm his identity? Wouldn’t he try to escape? Well… not with that ankle he wouldn’t.

                The turmoil in his head was getting overwhelming.

                And despite it all: Dakota refused to leave a man to die. No matter the atrocities he committed.

The Untitled Slasher one, I beeeliiiieeevvveeee !!! you actually saw me draw the main character for it way back when in the server: Shane. But this one is still just a concept. But it's heavily inspired by Freddy 2, actually. In the concept of how much are the murders the main character and how much of them are the Slasher behind the mask. It would follow Shane, who is a cryptid hunter/camp counselor in the 90's as he's helping to clean up camp and reset it up between camp sessions. It's here he comes across a masked man in the woods that he grows a soft relationship with. And during this time, he starts to lose his mind over things people are saying, what theyre doing, and its a slow descent into him thinking he's waking up with blood on his hands when one of his fellow counselors is found dead or goes missing, and the constant control thats leaking into him from the masked man. its a *concept* rn. it defo needs some passes, and defo needs some work.

The Black Box is actually a cyber-punk sci-fi short I wrote that I wanted to develop more into something a bit more. It's defo out of my comfort zone for what I normally write in genre's, but I still enjoyed the characters I created for it (Rook, Stranger, and Tiger Othello). That one focuses on Rook, a hired thief by Tiger Othello to obtain a black box. Once she has it, she starts getting hunted down by Tiger Othello's men, realizing this was a set-up. In her escape, she meets Stranger, an interesting mind inside of a robotic body that she's yet to figure out. But they have secrets and information about Tiger Othello and the two team up to get unframed while uncovering some deeper secrets. I beliieeeve you've also seen the art of that one!

#asks #my writing #my work #original content

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Ohhh tell me more about Owl Falls and Negative Space

So Owl Falls is more of a challenge for myself on a character study. I'm actually *forcing* myself to write shorter with it to to make it a novella and not a full on over-the-top novel like youve seen me write before. It follows two main leads: Dakota, 34 M, who is a reindeer farmer in the middle of buttfuck nowhere Montana who's questioning his life choices and morals when Jace, 31 M, crash lands a small plane near his farm in -40F weather in the dead of night and finds out that Jace is the masked killer "The Owl" that has a 100 body count and was last seen over 400 miles away. It's a story of the two sides of the same coin, that if either of them made different choices would they end up in each other's shoes. It's a lot of moral ambiguity and self-hatred and over all them learning each other intimately without saying all too much. And how, even though they're relationship isn't the healthiest, they learn that they're starting to realize that maybe they were made for each other this whole time. Now if only they'd communicate that properly. Negative Space is actually the Rayvis/Cal piece I'm working on. Where it does more of my weird trippy visuals for the two. It's the show of Rayvis's respect towards Cal and seeking him out when he *REALLY* does not want to go to Dagan about when something from the abyss comes crashing down near the raider's camp. It swallows one of the raiders whole and is now a floating orb of color and light. And Rayvis goes to Cal, hoping that it's a Jedi thing and he can deal with it. What ends up happening is the two go down to check it out and experience that wildest sensations they've ever experienced and are finding themselves drawn to each other with whatever the color orb is. it's a heavy inspiration from the ending of annihilation and it's sex without the act of it. weirdly a little inspired by one scene from barbarella as well??? fuckin whack tbh its not very far along

#asks #my work #my writing

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WIP Folder Game

RULES: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

I got tagged by both @voidcat-senket and @nightingalesighs so here I am with wippy wips. and i dont have a folder, i just have a handful.

Original Fiction

- The Owl Falls [may be renamed]

- Untitled [ Slasher ]

- The Black Box

Fanfiction

Dead by Daylight:

- Lancet

Star Wars:

- Negative Space

- His Name Is Cal Kestis

- into the abyssal depths [may be renamed]

Tagging (not as many as there are wips because fuck me I guess): @xenalistair (because I know you've got wips now, you can't hide from me), @missinkylace (YOU HAVE WIPS TOO I KNOW THIS), aaaannddd @cassiefisherdrake (10 bucks says you have ONE wip)

#tag meme #writing wips #asks #i love getting asks #wip folder game #my writing #my work

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Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

#please do #i love getting asks #its why i wish i could just constantly keep my requests up because it brings interaction #and i love hearing random ideas

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behold

a tiny cal

(he is 3 inches tall)

#cal kestis #my art #my doodle #jedi survivor

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posting the faces of the forbidden sex because tumblr haters me and this is all you get. (this was drawn back in like........ november. i think)

#bode akuna #cal kestis #my art #spyscrapper #bodecal #theyre having a FUN time #star wars jedi survivor #slight nsfw #implied coitus

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bro im painting a lightsaber-

#Cal kestis #Lighstaber #My work #Custom lighstaber for cosplay

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can you just take a compliment normally god DAMN

see if you can spot the lore reference (hint: it's related to add-ons)

#BEST FRIEND ART!!!! #not my art #ghostfelix #felix richter #danny johnson #the ghostface #dead by daylight #dbd #i fuckin love this shit man #its so good #MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM gonna eat all of it

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i turn 30 today.

it is something i did not ever think i would do. growing up in a life that was not kind to me in any way shape or form. seeing too much pain and feeling too much pain and suffering in a life i wanted out of. in a life i wanted nothing to do with, wanted nothing from, and sometimes still dont. i was 10 and thought i wouldnt see 16. i was 16 and thought i wouldnt see 18. i was 18 and thought i wouldnt see 21. i was 21 and thought i wouldnt see 25. i was 25 and thought i wouldnt see 30. i am 30.

i am 30.

i am 30 doing the things that 10 year old me wasnt allowed do. i am 30 doing the things that 16 and 18 year old me couldnt do. i am 30 doing the things that 21 and 25 year old me wanted, but was afraid to do. i am 30.

i am 30 feeling the wind still prick at my skin. i am 30 still tasting freshly fallen snow as it falls from the sky on my tongue. i am 30 splashing in puddles just to get the thrill of it, not caring how wet my calves and shoes become. i am 30 dying my hair wild colors because it makes me feel good. i am 30 expanding my experiences because i want to know how it feels, or tastes, or is, i want to know. i am 30, letting myself be the child and the teenager, and the young adult i wasnt allowed to be because the world would not let me.

i am 30.

i feel like i am 10. i feel like i am 16. i feel like i am 18. i feel like i am 21. i feel like i am 25.

i am 30.

and i hope to see 40.

#i turn 30 today. #i am 30. #happy birthday to me #birthday #personal #hopecore