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[mcjeanalds]

me reading every single ace-related thing you little knuckleheads think of

#one piece #one piece ace #ace one piece #portgas d ace

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portgas d ace? more like gimme a pieceof d ass

#one piece #one piece ace #portgas d ace #straw hat pirates #whitebeard pirates #whitebeard one piece #monkey d luffy

[mcjeanalds]

the resurrection of me

my obsession has now shifted to one piece

pre time skip zoro my beloved..,,

#im back #mcjeanalds #one piece #zoro #roronoa zoro #i love zoro he's soooo ughhh #i wont him 😭

[mcjeanalds]

hi guys sorry i, like, died

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk #eren jaeger #eren yeager #mikasa ackerman #armin artlert #jean kirstein #connie springer #sasha braus #levi ackerman #hange zoë #hange zoe #hanji zoe #hanji zoë #erwin smith

[mcjeanalds]

hi tumblr

i am absolutely humiliated right now

so today i started my new job at a place that hosts events and birthday parties and all that kinda stuff

and today i had to help host an 8-year-old's birthday party

not only did i start my job today, i ended it

so the birthday boy's parents were fucking insane. the dad was being an asshole and they had to get a manager involved, and the mom was just overall weird

the birthday boy had a brother who was 11. he kept coming over to me and like talking to me or whatever. i was told that they really wanted to see me interact with the kids, so y'know if the 11 year old says something to me, i'll say something back. i'm obviously not gonna ignore the kid

the kid's mom comes up to me and says "why are you flirting with my son."

so i'm like ?!? what

and she says it again

"why are you flirting with my son."

so i'm standing there with my jaw on the ground, not knowing what to say, incredibly offended that she thought i was do such a thing

my coworker who was there when it happened even said that he felt the awkwardness between us because of how out of pocket her comment was

next thing you know, i go home and get a text from my manager telling her to call me

turns out the mom told my manager that i got one of the boy's snapchats

i don't know where or how that came about or why she assumed that, but i started sobbing

i was actually disgusted by the fact that she thought i would willingly add a literal child that i don't know at all on snapchat

i was fucking humiliated and still am. i called my manager back and told her that i'm not coming in again. hearing that was the most dehumanizing, embarrassing, humiliating thing i've ever endured

i have been working with kids since i was 12. i was working with kids when i was a kid. i have had kids look up to me as role models. i have had kids ask me to have a play date or come to their birthday party (obviously i would say no because, y'know i'm not gonna go to a kid's birthday party)

all of the kids i've helped with love me, and so do their parents. not a single parent has thought poorly of me until now

fuck everything right now ❗️

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk

[mcjeanalds]

y'know.., everybody's out here saying that the last time eren smiled was when he got drunk in marley

WRONG!!!!!!!!

last time eren smiled was when he laughed at sasha's death

enjoy this information :)

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk #eren jaeger #eren yeager #sasha braus #attack on titan season 4 #attack on titan season four #aot season 4 #aot season four

[mcjeanalds]

look at my 9, i love my 9 <3

anyways let's do something fun in regards to their little baseball team (well, just kinda sports in general)

alright so what sports would these mfs play ⁉️

eren: wrestling. personally, i think this is a given, considering it's his chance to absolutely annihilate someone without getting into any trouble. i think he'd be really hard on himself though, considering all of the weight management n shit that goes on in wrestling. nonetheless, he likes pretending that his opposer is an enemy and takes them down asap

mikasa: volleyball. incredible server, and lord help the poor soul who accidentally gets hit by the ball when she spikes. she's definitely captain of her team, and honestly i think people would show up to the volleyball games just to drool over her

armin: and here is the only one that i think would actually play baseball! he definitely being in the field than batting, and i think that's because he's fast and he knows it. and also, baseball guys don't seem to have their heads up their asses unlike other sports guys, so that plays a part in it as well

jean: hockey. i think he'd really enjoy it and enjoy the fact that it's kinda different from things like football or soccer. he's always got shake his head to fluff up his hair when he takes his helmet off though... like, i mean every single fucking time

connie: swim. i'm ngl, as puny as i think he is (as a person), i think this guy is lean and shredded. he's definitely gotten a lot stronger and a lot more stamina from swimming, and he also doesn't need to worry about his hair getting in the way

sasha: soccer. i truly don't know what it is about her, but something about her being a soccer player feels so correct. i think it's her agility and being light on her feet that makes me think that, but she just looks like she plays soccer and gets VERY competitive

levi: i don't think he'd actually do a sport per se, but he would spend an incredible amount of time at the gym. and if the gym is closed, he's got some stuff at home. he needs to stay physical and have a hobby, so instead of doing a sport, he does his own thing and still benefits from it

hange: softball. literally nothing about hange is straight, so that means the sport they play isn't going to be either! i feel like they'd be a pitcher and ALWAYS wind up before throwing the ball

erwin: football. i think that one is kinda obvious, considering he's like big and tough and "oh look at me i'm mr commander" n shit. however, i don't think he'd be a jock with two brain cells, i think he would just be a guy who plays football, not a football player (if you get what i mean by that)

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk #eren yeager #eren jaeger #mikasa ackerman #armin artlert #jean kirstein #connie springer #sasha braus #levi ackerman #hange zoë #hange zoe #hanji zoe #hanji zoë #erwin smith #aot headcanons

[mcjeanalds]

~ parties have never been my thing ~

levi x fem!reader

warnings: swearing, underage drinking, drug usage (marijuana), smut, daddy kink, cream pie

who are you?: a girl in 12th grade who goes to school with her best friend sasha and longtime crush levi.

synopsis: (modern high school au) you were never into high school parties with drinking and kids you didn't care about. however, when sasha brings up that your five year long crush will be there, that's when things take a turn for both you and him.

A FEW THINGS TO NOTE (PLEASE READ):

- age of consent where i am is 16. however, i know that may be weird for some so i made everyone a senior in high school in which the average age is 18. (also known as 12th grade, or year 13 in the uk. i'm from the us).

- I AM STILL IN HIGH SCHOOL MYSELF. i'm not some 27 year old writing smut about kids still in school. that's fucking weird.

- i am NOT encouraging anything that goes on in this story. please please please be responsible under all circumstances, no matter what. everyone in this story is supposed to be an irresponsible high schooler, so do not get influenced by any of this. also... these people aren't real LMAO don't let animated characters influence your decisions.

ngl this story is long asf but enjoy nonetheless!

-----

buzz. buzz.

buzz. buzz.

you felt your phone vibrate in your pocket as someone called you. it was sasha, which you found weird since you were going to see her in a few seconds.

"it couldn't have waited thirty seconds?" you joke while answering the phone.

"okay, y/n, hear me out on this," she says excitedly. "y'know that kid- oh shit, you're right there!" she suddenly hangs up. you two walked into the classroom together, sasha standing closely beside you and talking quietly.

"y'know that kid connie?" she asks.

"isn't he literally your best friend?"

"aside from you, yeah. BUT! he's having a party this weekend. his birthday is coming up... yeah, i know, he's a taurus, get over it... and he said i can bring a plus-one! you wanna go?!"

you and sasha sat down in your desks towards the windows as you hesitated a response.

"i dunno, you know big parties like that have never been my thing," you say softly. "i'm not into drinking or hook-up cultu-"

"levi's going."

you stop your rambling and blush. you've liked this kid ever since he sat beside you in english in 7th grade. he would sneakily pass you sticky notes with jokes about the teacher or classmates. he didn't do it with anyone else, nor did he do it in any other classes. it was kind of you and levi's thing. but, once 8th grade rolled around, you two didn't have any classes together, which kind of caused your little bond to drift.

that didn't stop you from liking him, though.

years have gone by. you're a senior in high school now, and you're still not over a silly little middle school crush.

however, from what you could tell, you were lucky. not many, or even any, girls have shown interest in him, so there was no competition over him. he never seemed interested in anyone either, so it was kind of a win-win. you'd rather him have no interest in anyone than have interest in someone that isn't you.

a bit possessive, but it's reasonable.

"ha, that got you to shut up," sasha says with a smirk, playfully hitting your arm. "so, should i take that as a yes, y/n?"

you shrug and gently slam your hands on the desk. "fuck it, i'll go," you say with a smile. sasha pulls you into a side hug, almost yanking you out of your chair.

[time skip, like 45 mins later, idfk whenever the class ends]

"alright, i'll see you around, y/n," sasha says, turning around and walking away.

"wait, c'mere," you say, quickly walking towards her. "at the party, can you stay close to me? you know i'm still not comfortable with parties like this." you roll your eyes. "i sound so fucking lame, sorry sasha."

"hey, you know i don't like it when you shit-talk yourself," sasha says, flicking your forehead. "y/n, if you really think that's a problem, you're crazy. i totally get it. besides, it's not like i don't hang out with you everyday already."

you smile at sasha. she always made you feel reassured and safe because she never tolerated any bullshit from anyone.

you headed for the stairwell as sasha continued down the hall. as you turned you accidentally hit your shoulder against someone else's.

"shit, that's my fault- oh, y/n!" the kid says. it was connie. "i'm gonna assume you're coming with sasha this weekend, right?"

"yeah, i am, actually," you say shyly.

"can i tell you a secret?" connie says quietly. you nod cautiously. "sasha's the only one who can bring a friend since i knew she'd bring you. the only reason i didn't ask you directly is 'cause you don't know me that well."

you laugh, thinking that his secret was going to be much darker and weirder. "that's okay, i'm glad i can make it," you say with a smile. the second bell rings. you're late. "fuck, i gotta go, bye connie!" you call out, heading up the stairs.

"later, y/n," you hear him call back. you thought about connie's "secret" the whole time you headed to your next class. he has a point, you definitely wouldn't have even considered it if he asked you. but, sasha bribed you with levi.

that's the way to win you over.

-----

"okay, i have two options for this weekend," you tell sasha through facetime. the week had gone by so fast, you hadn't even planned what you were wearing. you headed off camera to change as you heard sasha yell at her sister on the other side of the screen.

"kaya! are you heating up the leftover indian takeout? you know i called dibs on the tandoori chicken! ... well can you at least save me some butter chicken and naan? ... thanks kaya, love you! ... well fuck you too!"

you couldn't help but laugh at the bickering between the two sisters. sasha was very greedy when it came to food. her food is her food, and no one touches it.

you and sasha both just happened to walk back on camera at the same time, you showing off your outfit as sasha plops down on her bed.

you wore a black, strapless tube top that gave your boobs a small lift and denim mom jeans with a few rips scattered along them. you planned on adding jewelry and other things, but this was just the clothing aspect of it.

"you look fine as hell!" she yells with a smile. you laugh at her compliment. "let me see the other one now."

you head off screen for another minute or two to change into the second option. it was a nude-colored body suit that came off the shoulders and had long sleeves. you also wore a pair of fitted black shorts came up to your midriff and only went down far enough to just cover your ass.

"ooooh, i like this one too," sasha says, thinking. she throws her hands up in defeat. "i mean, if i were levi, i'd get hard either way-"

"BITCH!" you joked. your face was bright red as you looked down in embarrassment.

"okay fine, fine, go with the first one," sasha says, still laughing a bit.

"alright, thanks sasha," you say, heading off the screen once more to change back into the comfortable clothes you were wearing before. once you've changed, you grab your phone and plop onto your bed.

"can i tell you why i picked the first one?" sasha says, poorly attempting to hold back giggles.

you huff and roll your eyes. "why, sasha? why did you pick the first outfit?"

"... it'll be easier for levi to rip off. HA!" she hangs up, leaving you speechless. you had to admit, it was kind of funny... and true. you called her back again, and she answered with her hand covering her mouth while smiling.

"sorryyyy," she says, removing her hand from her mouth. "honestly y/n, as much as i tease you for liking the short guy, i really hope something happens at this party."

you felt your heart melt a little. sasha was so sweet and supportive of you. "me too sasha, me too," you say with a smile. all of a sudden, you hear sasha's mom call her name and footsteps. her mom opens the door, the slightest look of anger on her face.

"hey, mom, on the phone, can't really-"

"did you eat ALL of the tandoori chicken? that was like, five pieces in there!"

sasha sat there with her jaw on the ground, shocked at what she was hearing. "what- no! i let kaya have it as long as she saved me butter chicken!"

"that's not what kaya herself told me."

sasha looks at you with a stoic look on her face. she huffs. "y/n, we'll talk later, i gotta scream at kaya." and with that said, she hung up.

yep. her food is her food.

-----

friday night was here! you had on your outfit, some gold jewelry, and some doc martens. connie only lived a few streets down from sasha, so you went to her place and walked over to connie's.

you arrived and... oh god. it was crazy in there already. you and sasha were only about 10 minutes late. you felt your stomach knot a bit, knowing that this really was not going to be the thing for you.

"ayo, sasha!" you hear a voice yell. it was jean, connie's best friend. he was sitting on the couch with a red cup in his hand, patting the spot next to him. "bring your friend, too!" sasha sat down next to jean, you on the other side of her.

"y'know, my friend has a name," sasha snaps. jean looks over at you, awkwardly sitting by sasha.

"oh shit, y/n! couldn't even tell it was you! you've always got on a hoodie or sweatshirt or something, this is new!"

"it's not new, you couldn't tell it was her because you're a lightweight who can handle his alcohol!" sasha says laughing, kicking his ankle. jean winces, and you can't help but laugh. you never had issues with jean, but he's always been just a bit of a douche, even from when you guys were young.

"sasha, y/n," connie says, standing in front of you two. he's holding two clear, plastic shot glasses with a clear liquid in them. sasha grabs one and drinks it all in one long sip.

"she doesn't drink baldie, i'll take hers," sasha tells connie, grabbing the other cup. connie shrugs and sits down next to you, just barely squeezing onto the couch that was not made for four people.

"yeah, i'm not too big on it either, i always end up being the one to take everyone home and hold sasha's hair when she vomits," connie says, laughing. you laugh a bit too at the sasha comment. "are you usually the same way?"

"actually..." you say shyly. "this is my first real party. i was never really into this kinda stuff, and i'm still not, but i decided to give it a try."

"'atta girl, y/n!" connie says, patting your shoulder and pulling you in a bit. you feel your body tense when his slightly alcoholic odor hits you. either he was surrounded by too many drinks or just lied to you. either way, you wanted to get away.

"connie, quick question," you ask, politely pulling away. "where's your bathroom?"

"down that hall on the left. you might have to wait though, i saw eren and mikasa go in there together not too long ago, so... be wary and maybe cover your ears."

"okay, thanks!" you said very quickly, standing up. you headed towards that door and, lo and behold, the sound of two voices. one boy. one girl. and it was definitely not a conversation.

you shake your head as you walk around the house a bit to see a screen door leading to a balcony. you go outside and lean against the balcony, taking in a deep breath of fresh air.

"y/n?" you hear a voice call softly. you turn your head to see levi and his friend mike leaning against the edge of the balcony. he hit mike's chest and pointed at the door. "hey, head back inside for a bit." mike nodded and went back into the party. levi started heading towards you, leaning on the balcony in the same position you were in.

you blushed at how good he looked. it wasn't anything unusual, he was just so... pretty. he wore a long white t shirt and black cargo pants with spotless-looking high top vans. he made even the most casual clothes look so exciting.

"long time no see, huh?" levi says, looking outwards. "what's it been? five years? shit, it can't be that long."

you look at him and nod. "yeah, i think it has been that long."

levi looks back at you, making eye contact with you for a second. you swore you saw pink spread across his face at the first glance.

"why'd we ever stop talking? you were fun," levi tells you, nudging you with his elbow.

you smile uncontrollably. you definitely looked like a fucking weirdo right now for just randomly smiling.

"not sure, i guess we just drifted since we didn't have class together, y'know?" you say with a shrug. "and hey, don't say i was the fun one. you were the one that said the teacher's ass looked like a croissant."

levi mustered a laugh, looking down and covering his eyes. you laugh along with him at the immature joke he once made.

"goddammit, i was so weird back then," levi says, looking back up.

"weren't we all? it was 7th grade."

"that's true, yeah. hey, how come you aren't inside?"

"it was all becoming a lot for me, even though it was barely 10 minutes. i probably sound like a total twat but i've never been to a party before this."

"well, i guess that makes me a twat, too. i only came because hange begged me to. miche and erwin were coming too, so i decided to just hang around them the whole time. next thing you know, hange disappears to smoke in the basement, so we all just kind of separated."

"same here. well, kind of. sasha just wanted me to come and i just said yes, and then connie started acting weird to me a few minutes ago, so now i'm here." you sighed. "the only reason i agreed to come with sasha is so i could-" you stopped mid sentence when you realized you were literally talking to levi.

"you came so you could..." levi says slowly, waiting for you to finish your sentence.

"no, no. it's not important. it was just so i could, y'know, get out my house and live a little."

"y/n, look at me." levi demanded. he placed a hand on your shoulder, making you tense up with a bit of excitement. "you are a terrible liar."

you huffed and threw your hands up defense. "fine, fine. you wanna know why i came to this fuckass party? i came because i knew you were gonna be here. ever since those little notes from 7th grade... i dunno, man. i just thought you were funny, and cute, and creative..." you place you hands flat on the rim of the balcony and lay your forehead down. "fuck."

"well, why do you think i gave those notes to you?" levi says. you quickly pick your head up, a confused look on your face. levi holds the bridge of his nose, looking down. "oh you're joking... don't tell me you thought i was just doing that to be funny."

you sat all the way up and bit your lip. you idiot, of course! levi doesn't talk to anyone except the people he already knows, why else would he spark conversation with you suddenly?

"... sorry," you say with a small laugh and shrug. levi looks back at you with a smirk. he wraps his arm around your shoulders, pulling you into him. you rest your head on his shoulder as he plays with your hair, both of you staring off into the nothingness that the balcony led to.

"all this time, you really didn't know, huh?" levi asks you, breaking the comfortable silence.

"not a clue."

"well, now you know. i probably would've admitted sooner, maybe even through one of those notes. there was, and still is, something about your smile. seeing you laugh at my bullshit jokes was the highlight of my day. why do you think i'd always look away after you read them?"

"i always assumed you didn't wanna get into any trouble."

"tch, like i care about that. but hey, now there's nothing to look away from, right y/n?"

you sat up off of his shoulder and locked eyes with him. "yeah levi, that's right."

you both slowly moved into each other, placing a soft kiss on each other's lips. neither of you wanted to pull away, so you didn't. you turned your bodies to properly face each other, his hands on your lower back and yours on his shoulders. he pushed you forward a bit just to get closer to him, making you let out the softest moan. you naturally felt your hands move inwards towards his neck, gently wrapping your fingers around it as he moves his hands down onto your ass.

with one tight grope of your ass, you accidentally let go of the kiss to let out a small whimper, letting levi place his tongue into your mouth. the moment was hot, and so were both of your bodies. you knew you needed each other after four years of hiding it all.

the two of you break the kiss to catch your breath, looking into each other's eyes.

"can i say something kind of weird?" levi says. you nod. "you've got such a nice ass. i just had to admit that."

you giggle and bit your lip, looking down a bit. "i bet there's something you have that would look real nice with it."

levi lets out a small gasp of shock and excitement, his face glowing red and his eyes widened a bit. he didn't expect that from you, and you didn't expect that from yourself either.

"WOOOOO HOO!" you hear a high-pitched voice yell behind the door. it was sasha, leaning against the nearest wall with a red cup in her hand. "YEAH, GO Y/N, WOO!" she claps with the cup in her hand, making the drink that was in it spill a bit. she walks towards the screen door and slides it open just enough to poke her head out. "heh, are you guys gonna fuck now or what?"

you and levi both look at her, embarrassed as hell. you both wanted to say yes, but not out loud and especially not to a wasted sasha.

"hey, sasha! come back! reiner brought that fuckin' hat with the straws!" connie yells, running towards sasha and dragging her to where reiner was. he had his shirt off for some reason.

"why was connie shirtless?" you ask levi while laughing.

"are you gonna question that kid or do what sasha wants us to do?" levi asks smugly. he places a kiss on your lips before hoisting you over his shoulder, your ass in his face. he kisses and bites the side of it while opening the sliding door, making you kick you leg a bit.

not to say that you've been waiting for this moment for years, but you've been waiting for this moment for years.

-----

levi carried you up the stairs, still hanging over his shoulder. he closely listened to every door to make sure that the room wasn't... occupied. he got lucky on his first try and opened up the door to what seemed like a master bedroom.

he threw you down onto the bed, making you bounce a little. you sat there cutely as levi whipped his shirt off and threw it onto the nearby dresser. he leaned back against the wall, staring you down.

"what? you're gonna make me do all the work? take that shirt off for me," levi demands. he says it so softly yet so firmly, it was enticing. you take your shirt off, exposing you bare chest since you couldn't wear a bra with this shirt.

"fuck yeah," levi groans, walking over to you as he slowly tugs his pants down. he steps out of them before climbing on top of you and kissing you roughly for a moment. he places one hand on your breast and grabs it tightly, making you whimper. "shit, those pretty sounds of yours are really doin' something to me." he takes his hand off of your breast and pulls down his boxers. "see?"

you look and- woah. it was bigger than you thought, much bigger. he kept it shaved and clean, and it had a small vein on the side of it that really added to its intimidating look.

"shit..." you mutter to yourself.

levi's gaze suddenly softens. "you okay, y/n? is this too much, or-"

"levi," you mewl. "it's not too much at all. it's actually not enough." you unzip your jeans and slide them off along with your panties. "give it to me, levi. i need you."

levi's whole body heats up, his dick somehow getting even harder than it already was before. he smirks at you, placing a kiss on the side of your neck. you let out whimpers and moans of his name as he bites down on the pulse of your neck.

"is this enough for you now?" levi says softly in a low tone. you shake your head in response and he scoffs. "ass up babe, let me show you enough."

levi flips you over to your stomach and grabs your hips, pushing them up against him.

"fuck y/n," levi whispers. he leans down over your back directly next to your ear. "you've got such a cute ass, and you've been saving it for me all this time." he places a kiss just below your ear before sitting back up and smacking your ass.

"ah, levi!" you whimper. the pitch of your voice was a bit higher than usual. "d... do it again."

"that's my girl," levi says. he gives your ass another hard smack as you let out a cry from the painful pleasure.

that's when you felt his slightly dripping tip hit along your soaked entrance. he slowly worked his way into you, both of you letting out sounds of pleasure. he gently thrusted his hips forward, not wanting to hurt you.

"c'mon daddy, more!" you whine.

levi smacks your ass and slides his hand down your arched back, grabbing your hair. "you want more? daddy'll fuckin' give you more."

with that, he let go of your hair and placed his hand on your hip as he slammed into you, hitting the right spot every time so perfectly. you could hear levi gently groaning and panting, but the sound of your ass hitting his hips outweighed that.

"right there daddy, yeah! yes, levi!" you cried out loudly. you didn't care, the music was blasted and everyone was wasted. "levi, i'm so close. i'm so close daddy, take me there!"

"fuck yeah, y/n, i'll take you there." with a smack on your ass and a few more thrusts, you felt your release throughout your whole body. you exhaled a moan out of delight, feeling levi release himself onto your back shortly after.

"don't move," levi demands softly. he opens up a random door in the master bedroom, and to his luck, it was bathroom. he grabbed two towels to clean yourselves off with. he slowly wiped himself off of your back and cleaned himself off as well. once you were cleaned off you flipped over onto your back, breathing heavily. levi laid down besides you, pulling you gently into him.

"was that good? are you okay?" levi asks, pressing his forehead against yours.

you nod. "i'm so much more than okay, levi. i've wanted that for so long."

levi smirked and kissed your forehead. "then let's do it more often."

-----

you and levi spent the rest of the night in the basement with hange and the other stoners, none of which you recognized other than moblit.

"y/n?! y/n!" you heard sasha calling. you stood up and headed to where she was calling you from. you finally found her, barely able to walk straight and her face as white as a ghost.

"sasha, you okay? what's up?" you say, wrapping her arm around you so you can hold her up.

"here, thi' is yours," sasha slurs, pulling your phone out of her pocket and handing it to you. "i saw it ou' onna balcony when i had to frow up."

you quickly put it in your pocket with a disgusted look. "did you touch this before or after throwing up?"

"shit man, ion know! all i r'ember was connie putting it inma pocket and telling me to give it ta you."

you let out a sigh of relief, knowing sasha wasn't the one who touched it. "thanks sasha, now go rest for a little bit, okay?" sasha nods as you walk her over to a couch and watch her fall onto it.

you open your phone to one notification from your mom saying hello, and she only sent it 2 minutes ago. you were in the clear. you quickly responded before heading back downstairs with levi and the others.

you quickly sat back down next to levi as he wrapped his hand around your waist and kissed the side of your head.

"is everything okay?" he asks.

"oh, yeah, everything's fine, sasha just had to give me my phone. oh! i need your opinion on something." you unlock your phone and find your camera roll. "so my cousin is having a- WHAT THE FUCK?" you screech. your scream scared everyone in the basement and even made the stoners come to their senses for a moment.

you open up your camera roll to about 40 pictures of dicks, and even some of sasha giving someone head. you close your camera roll and toss your phone to the side.

"i knew it!" you yell, tears starting to form in your eyes. "i knew it was fucking weird when sasha said connie was the one who had my phone!"

"y/n, i didn't get to see what it was, what did he do that was so bad?" levi asks, cupping your face.

you shake your head and begin to cry. "unless you wanna see a picture of sasha giving a connie blow job, then i'm not having you look."

levi kissed the tip of your nose and patted your face before heading upstairs. he was leaving you. when you were in distress, levi decided to leave you.

"levi, what the fuck? where are-"

"i have an idea. let me do what i need to do."

-----

you sit in the basement, deleting the pictures as fast as you can. hange, who reeked of weed, came over to you and just talked about bullshit to attempt to clear your mind a bit. you had to admit, hearing hange ramble was helpful, since everything they said made you think.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!" you hear connie yell upstairs. levi comes racing downstairs and pulls you up out of your seat. he holds your hand as the two of you sprint up the stairs and out of the house. the two of you stop in front of a black car, assuming to be levi's since he was pulling out car keys.

"get in," levi demands once the car is unlocked.

"what about sasha?! i can't-"

"just get in the car unless you wanna get the shit beat out of you by a drunk connie."

you get into the car and levi speeds off. about three blocks away, he turns onto a random street and stops. you sit there, confused.

"... is this your house?" you ask, pointing to the house he parked in front of.

"no, it's not."

"then what-"

"i had to get away. i did something bad." levi starts laughing a little bit. "but it was also really fucking good."

"what'd you do that you had to speed off like that?!"

"i went up and grabbed a drink, and filled it as full as i could. i then went over to connie and "accidentally" spilled it on his face. i said i'll grab a towel for him, so i went up to the room you and i used and-" levi starts laughing. "and i grabbed the towel i used to wipe my cum off of you and gave it to connie to use."

your jaw dropped. you never knew how sneaky levi was. but, that was a really good plan, and it was really funny too. you started laughing along with levi, shocked and proud of what he did.

"y'know what levi," you say through laughter. "this moment right here is what really made me realize that i fell for the right guy."

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[mcjeanalds]

this time, i come without the fear of perishing.

however.

omg.

i headcanon that isabel is overly protective of her older brother (levi), so she would naturally not be happy with the idea of him getting a s/o. like shes so standoffish. she thinks that the s/o will not last. she watches a lot of disney movies LMFAOOO. like she would believe that the s/o is actually a secret villain in disguise *audible gasp*

as for furlan, he is definitely awkward around levi's s/o. *audible fear*

pls add on omg <3 ill love u forever i promise *audible love*

like like basically (shouldve just started with this but): headcanons of levi s/o meeting isabel and furlan in modern au

yas slay

for isabel, i actually think the opposite, i personally think that she'd be so excited for levi-bro and would not leave his s/o alone. ever. however, i do kinda agree that she'd be a liiiittle suspicious just because of their environment n shit, but nonetheless i think she'd be very hopeful that levi and his s/o last because of how intrigued she is

furlan? yeah. awkward 1000%. would not know how to hold a conversation with them. furlan is very much a man of business, and i don't think levi's s/o would be very much business-oriented, so it'd be kinda awkward. that doesn't mean he wouldn't be nice, though! he'd truly try his best to befriend levi's s/o and would definitely act kindly towards them

ok headcanon time (in this specific case, levi's s/o, aka you, is feminine and identifies as female)

- you weren't sure how comfortable you were knowing one of levi's roommates was a girl tbh

- levi was pretty understanding of that, but he assured you that isabel is literally like a baby sister to him

- him using the term "baby sister" was honestly very reassuring

- as soon as you walked through the door, any and all of your leftover suspicious of isabel were gone. she literally was like levi's baby sister and you were able to see that immediately

- "oh shit, you gotta be y/n! LEVI BRO! WHERE DID YOU FIND HER? I WANT ONE LIKE HER!" and then she grabs your hand and drags you over to the couch

- isabel asked more or less 47 questions about you in the span of like an hour

- "you're so pretty, what's your skincare routine?" "what's your favorite kind of flower? has levi ever gotten you those flowers? if he hasn't, i will." "is it hard dealing with levi sometimes? 'cause i know it is." "soooo, have the two of you... ya know... ;D"

- that's when levi would intervene LMAO

- "isabel, shut the fuck up. leave y/n alone."

"hey, would you rather me show no interest?"

"in this case, yes."

- you were really fond of isabel. even though she caught you off-guard with some of her curiosity, you still found her amusing and fun to be around

- furlan was fine. like, there was no genuine interaction like there was with isabel. just casual small talk, asking how your day was, all that kinda stuff

- you began to understand why levi and furlan were so close. both of them were very reserved and serious about what they spent their lives doing, and you respected furlan for that

- he was just a lot less intimidating than levi tho LMAO

- "so uh, y/n... y/n, right?"

"yeah, that's my name."

"alright, got it... are you ever gonna move in with us?"

"O_o"

- yeah so furlan's first impression was kinda weird, but you still thought he was great guy with just an awkward personality

- you really enjoyed spending time with isabel and furlan and were so happy to see that these were the people that surrounded levi. they seemed to have pretty optimistic attitudes, which you know levi needed

- when levi sat down next to you and wrapped his arm around your shoulders, isabel fucking screamed and scared both of you shitless

- "THAT'S SO CUTE!!!! NO, LEVI, PUT YOUR ARM BACK! KISS! KISS! KISS! KISS! KISS!"

- you and levi looked at each other with these goofy ass smiles and decided you had nothing to lose. so, you kissed

- "WOOOO HOO! YEAH, LEVI!"

"isabel, i will smack the shit out of you."

- overall, you absolutely loved levi's roommates and couldn't wait to see them more often. and, to answer furlan's off-putting question, yes, you talked about it with levi and would want to move in soon <3

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk #levi ackerman #furlan church #farlan church #isabel magnolia #levi x y/n #levi x reader #levi x you #levi headcanons #levi ackerman headcanons #attack on titan headcanons #shingeki no kyojin headcanons #aot headcanons #snk headcanons

[mcjeanalds]

Yo I don't know if you're still doing requests but can you do some Marco Headcanons? I really don't mind what about. It can be sfw alphabet, morning Headcanons, post-argument Headcanons, etc. Thanks!

im always doing requests, ofc! i love marco, wish he didn't leave the show so soon :( since you don't have a preference, i'm just gonna do some marco relationship fluff, enjoy!!!

- he never really was into relationships, you're his first s/o ever, so congrats!

- he always starts a conversation about nothing just to talk to you

- like he'll just randomly say "tomorrow is supposed to be sunny but windy, should i wear long or short sleeves?"

"long, just in case it gets colder"

"alright, thanks... the weather's been getting nicer, right?"

"marco it's spring, of course it's getting nicer"

"right... what's your favorite season?"

- he's ALWAYS making sure you're comfortable, whether it be the temperature or your room, the clothes your wearing, if he has his arm wrapped around you, no matter what

- your comfort and feeling safe around him is his biggest priority

- he's extremely soft, gentle kisses and side hugs and always asking if you're okay

- he's literally a teddy bear. kinda clingy, not in public, but at home expect to never escape his arms

- he's very vulnerable with you, and just wants to be held as you listen to him talk

- oh and play with his hair

- he blushes SO easily

- new dress? this man is RED. got your hair done? blush central

- oh and don't me STARTED when this man sees you in some skimpy little outfit you have saved for him ;)

- definitely a homebody, so be ready for movie nights and baking together

- speaking of baking together, he loves it and always finds it adorable when you have flour on yourself

- sometimes he'll purposefully cover his hands in flour and grab your ass and kiss you... but then of course have his whole face and ears turn red

- he is the sweetest and softest boy, and he's such a gentleman. he'll make sure nothing gets in your way of living the happiest life possible

- and his happiest life possible? as long as you're there, he's more than happy <3

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk #eren jaeger #eren yeager #mikasa ackerman #armin artlert #jean kirstein #connie springer #sasha braus #levi ackerman #hange zoë #hange zoe #hanji zoe #hanji zoë #erwin smith #marco bodt #marco bodt x reader #marco bodt headcanons #attack on titan headcanons #aot headcanons #shingeki no kyojin headcanons #snk headcanons

[mcjeanalds]

ayo dude i dont wanna perish </3

levi with a crush?? like <333?????

the amount of "?" in this request aint even funny

HAHHAHAHAHHA

i take it back

it is

omg my request is pink too?? im so special ngl JKJK unless.

what the fuck, pink request?!?! no way!!!!!!!! anyway i don't want you to perish either so here we go!

- in absolutely no way would this man believe his own emotions

- he would tell himself he's just impressed by their skills or whatever the fuck

- he's usually pretty blunt and quiet anyway, so it's not like people really notice any difference when he talks to them

- but i headcanon levi as a terrible liar, and of course, who's the person that can tell when he's lying?

- fucking hange zoë. they will harass this man until he admits to liking this person

- he feels like he kinda died admitting it. like he feels like that picture of shinji ikari sitting in the folding chair

- once he finally comes to terms with himself, he just says fuck it and tries to get their attention

- much like what literally every other person says, his love language is acts of service

- it'll start off small, telling them that their shoe is untied or that they've got something in their hair

- then he'll start bringing them tea (even if they don't like tea), taking their dishes away when they finish a meal, and on occasion he'll even do their laundry

- "i was already doing mine and yours was right there, so i just decided to save you the time and do it myself"

- it's their smile that gets him, like he never really had much to smile about in his life, but idk something about seeing them smile gives him... like... hope? idk what the word is but you kinda get it (i think)

- hear me out. heeeeeeeeeear me out. levi... is a little tiny bit perverted. sorry not sorry, but he is

- he is an ass and leg man, let me tell ya

- when he sees them run, you know where he's looking. picking something up? good god he's fucking bright red. bending down? oh yeah. ohhhh yeah, he wishes he was standing right in front of them

- he does muster up the courage to kind of confess, and it's a bit off-putting but they think it's flattering how captain levi himself has a thing for them

- overall, it'd be impossible to tell until he starts acting upon it since he would deny it for so long. but that made him realize that maybe showing a little extra love for someone isn't all that bad <3333

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk #eren jaeger #eren yeager #mikasa ackerman #armin artlert #jean kirstein #connie springer #sasha braus #levi ackerman #hange zoë #hange zoe #hanji zoe #hanji zoë #erwin smith #aot headcanons #attack on titan headcanons #levi ackerman headcanons

[mcjeanalds]

heyyy, could you write headcannons on how armin and jean would act around their crush?? hope you have a wonderful day <333

#adorbz and i hope you have a wonderful day too!!!!!

armin:

- flustered little mess

- face bright red, stuttering, tripping over himself

- and he'd always be caught at the WORST times

- like they'd see him on the ground holding his knee because of an injury, or fresh out of bed with his hair looking like a literal bird's nest

- they think it's adorable though

- he makes the crush so dangerously obvious

- armin is one awkward mf, and i think we've known that, but at least around everyone else he can hold a conversation

- his love language is definitely gifts, which i don't think a lot of people would agree with but it's my headcanon and i'm like the best person ever so everyone should listen to me (i'm kidding plz i'm not that narcissistic)

- he'd leave notes and (dying) flowers he picked outside on their bed in their barrack, but wouldn't say who it's from

- even though they know damn well it's from armin

- when he finally holds a conversation with them, he doesn't stop talking, but they love it and think it's cute how interested he is in talking to you

- when they remember little things he told them, oh good golly gosh he goes wild

- overall, awkward little fella who doesn't know how to hide emotions, but it's adorable so it's okay :^)

jean:

- quite literally the opposite of armin

- gets INCREDIBLY cocky when attempting to flirt or talk to them

- the compliments he gives are oddly specific and take them off guard

- "did your bathroom get a new shampoo? your hair smells great today" "..."

- would 1000% leave notes like armin, but instead of them being cute, it'd be notes telling them like "meet me on the rooftop" or "come to the stables tonight"

- and he would sign every single one of those notes with an overly dramatic signature of his first name, middle initial, AND last name 😭😭 (idk jean's middle initial but he'd definitely put it)

- love language is absolutely quality time. he would want it to be touch but he doesn't wanna make them uncomfortable

- so he kinda just hangs around them, acting all smug n shit when in reality he's kind of like a puppy following its owner

- with all this cringiness being said though, his crush actually finds it hilarious and can't help being flattered by all of it

- when they tell him they appreciate the time spent together, that's when the touch comes in

- HUGGER!!!! HE LOVES HUGS!!!!! he will hug them so tight, he was so nervous that they hated him

- no one was around to see the hug, which they were both grateful for, but it was nice

- in conclusion, he is CRINGE but it's sweet and he really just wants their attention because of how much he admires them <3

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk #armin artlert #jean kirstein #aot headcanons #attack on titan headcanons

[mcjeanalds]

ok ok so How will the AoT people react to their s/o asking for a 3some? 🫣 and Who would they want to invite? Can you please include Erwin and Zeke 🥺

WOOOOOO HOO

ok imma start off with the ones who'd be opposed to a threesome:

- levi: sex is a very intimate thing for him and i don't think he'd wanna share that kind of feeling with anyone but you

- armin: poor guy would just be confused. like as smart as he is, i truly don't think he'd be able to figure out how the positions would work or why he'd want anyone else in on your spicy time

ok yay here we go

- eren: he wouldn't be opposed. confused, but not opposed. i think once you explain what your wants/needs for a threesome are, he'd be like "awww shit that's hot!" as for who he'd invite, i truly have no idea. i'd say mikasa but i feel like he wouldn't want her screwing around with his s/o even though he'll be a part of it too, so who he invites can be whoever your heart desires

- mikasa: would deny it until you say the third person can be eren. then she's on board because of how comfortable she is with eren and how much she trusts him (... pre rumbling)

- jean: horny bastard. horny little bitch boy. you're the love of his life, but TWO PEOPLE?! wow, that's fucking awesome. as much as he'd love to have mikasa in on the action because, y'know, he does NOT have the balls to ask her. with that said, he definitely wants a woman, so he'd probably find some girl from the garrison regiment or military police, flirt with her a bit, and if she shows interest back then he'll ask her

- connie: this motherfucker would think you wanted to start like a fucking barber shop quartet, but instead of quartet it's a trio 😭😭 after you explain it to him, he's excited. as weird as it may sound, i truly believe he'd invite sasha in on it. he'd bribe her with buying her a nice meal afterwards, but she'd be down with it

- sasha: literally just mentioned her above but she'd be incredibly flustered and would immediately deny it so she doesn't seem "weird." you are no idiot though, you can tell she's intrigued by it, and then she finally admits it. though connie would invite her, i don't think she'd invite connie. she'd probably invite niccolo so you guys would have a fantastic meal as the aftercare LMFAOAO

- hange: they would 1000% make it weird. they'd say it'd be like "an experiment on your relationship" or something and you'd just be like 😕. but, that won't stop you! i think hange would invite levi as like a half-joke and he'd beat the shit out of them. but then they'd seriously ask moblit to be the third person, and tbh i'm not really sure how he'd respond. very reserved and quiet guy who doesn't put himself out there so it'd really be a hit or miss with him

- erwin: ok i think he'd be kinda mean about it. like he doesn't understand the concept of it. you'd ask if he's interested in a threesome and he'd be like "why? am i not good enough? is our sex life not enough for you?" once you explain everything though, he can't say no to you. he'd leave the invitation to you, so whoever you would want as the third person with you and erwin can be anyone

- BONUS zeke: ahhhhh this man has been waiting for you to ask that question. it would give him a feeling of dominance he's never experienced before and that turns him ON. though he's incredibly excited and interested, he's never put any thought as to who the third person would be, and that's where the conflict would come in. he's not sure who he'd be comfortable with, so much like erwin, he'd leave it up to you to choose

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk #eren jaeger #eren yeager #mikasa ackerman #armin artlert #jean kirstein #connie springer #sasha braus #levi ackerman #hange zoë #hange zoe #hanji zoe #hanji zoë #erwin smith #zeke yeager #zeke jaeger #aot headcanons #attack on titan headcanons #aot smut #attack on titan smut

[mcjeanalds]

send me headcanon requests or perish 👹👹 jk i dont want you guys to perish but please send me requests, i'll do sfw and nsfw just please give me SOMETHING!!!!! i love you guys <3

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk #eren yeager #eren jaeger #mikasa ackerman #armin artlert #jean kirstein #connie springer #sasha braus #levi ackerman #hange zoë #hange zoe #hanji zoe #hanji zoë #erwin smith #aot headcanons #attack on titan headcanons #snk headcanons #shingeki no kyojon headcanons

[mcjeanalds]

as beautiful as this picture is, i'm actually crying at the fact that miche doesnt have a mouth

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyoujin #aot #snk #eren jaeger #eren yeager #mikasa ackerman #armin artlert #jean kirstein #connie springer #sasha braus #levi ackerman #hange zoë #hange zoe #hanji zoe #hanji zoë #erwin smith #miche zacharius

[mcjeanalds]

~paper flowers and saltwater showers~

levi x fem!reader (late season 3, after erwin's death)

warning: a lil kiss :3, swearing, mentions of death

who are you?: a girl from the underground with a sad past with a life that works itself out.

synopsis: you joined the scout regiment after finally saving up enough to escape from the underground and earn citizenship on the surface. however, you come across a familiar face that you never though you'd see again.

-----

"you bastard, gimme that!" your high-pitched voice yells. some stupid teenage boy had stolen the last thing that remained from your father after he passed from a disease. it was a paper flower that he taught you how to make, crumpled and ripped after being held in your pocket for years. regardless of any flaws it had, the importance and beauty behind it always remained the same.

your father was a well-known and decently liked man in your neighborhood. he was the owner of a market and gave out free items to those he knew were suffering. people took that for granted and would lie about their living conditions to get free stuff, but he was no idiot. because of how kind he was, though, people who were able to pay always did because they wanted to support what he was doing for everyone.

he ran that market for over a decade. you always sat in the back corner, making paper flowers and scattering them around the market for decoration. you were only five years old when he passed, and the market was emptied and shut down when they heard of his death. the only thing that you found was one of the paper flowers you had made, covered in dirt with a shoe print on it. you held onto that paper flower like it was gold.

seven years have gone by, you being twelve, and that paper flower is still in your presence. now, it was in the hands of some idiot who finds suffering funny.

"well come and get it, princess!" the boy taunts with a smirk, holding the flower above his head. his fist was crushing it, most likely destroying it even further. the boy was tall and intimidating, and you tried jumping to grab it, but it was no use. you kicked him in the shin. he stepped back a bit and hissed through his teeth, but he didn't drop the flower. instead, he laughed after he got through the quick pain.

"don't you know who mr. l/n is? that's from him!" you yell.

"i don't care who it's from, it's a piece of paper, goddammit!"

"i don't want to fight, i want to go home! just please give it back!"

"just go home then! you can live without- SHIT!" another young teenage boy had snuck up behind him, cutting a small blade across his fingers, forcing him to drop the paper flower onto the ground. the boy clutched his hand, watching blood fall from his knuckles. "what the hell was that for?!" no response from the other boy. he picked up the paper flower and handed it to you.

"i heard the name l/n, he helped me a bit during my mother's death," he says, his face unexpressive. "you must be his daughter, y/n." he placed his hand on top of yours, clutching the flower close to you. "name's levi. i'll help you since your father helped me." with that said, he let go of your hand and walked away. you stood there, frozen. there was a certain sparkle in his eyes that comforted you.

for years after that, you saw levi around and flashed him a quick smile before you both continued on with your days. occasionally, he'd ask if you needed anything, and you always answered honestly.

you've seen him fly around with his gear from time to time, thinking about how fun and free it must feel. but then one day, he was gone. no word from him, no sight of him. you grew more worried each day as to what could've happened.

you still held onto that paper flower, but now it had two important people behind it.

-----

after years of not having a proper job, you began to feel useless. your biggest dream was to go to the surface and see the world for what it was, even outside of the walls. once you heard of the attack by the colossal titan, you knew what you had to do.

you had to fight.

you headed towards the 11th stairwell, ready to go up and see the sun. that's when it hit you- you had no money. you groaned at the realization, which meant it would probably take a while to be to afford going to the surface, let alone wanting to live there.

you walked back to your small home, past the old market your father ran. you stopped in your tracks... what if you reopened his market? what if his kind spirit lived within, and you were as successful as him? it probably wouldn't be the same, but it was definitely better than nothing.

after what felt like endless days of cleaning and reorganizing, you stocked up on things you could find, whether it be supplies, weapons, food, or fabric. everything was slowly but surely coming together.

the word spread that you restarted the family business, and people raved. some donated goods to help your supply, you gave to the very needy, and you made quite the profit.

after about a month of having the market open, you earned enough to not only go up the stairs to the surface, but you were about halfway to the point of affording citizenship. for the first time in a while, you felt good about yourself and your life.

there was one young girl who always came in and always paid a little extra since your father was a friend of her parents. she came in almost daily, buying just to support your business. she came in one day and you decided to have a small talk with her.

"can i let you in on a little secret?" you ask her. she nods. "i don't plan on running this place forever, and i'm trying to make enough money to live on the surface and join the scouts. i've almost reached the amount i need to earn citizenship, which means i won't be here to run this market anymore." you bent down under the counter and grabbed your spare key, placing it in front of her. "i want you to run this business for me in my father's honor. i don't think there's anyone else more fit for this job. i know you'll make me proud, just as long as you keep being yourself and keep his spirit alive."

the girl looked at you with glossy eyes. she looked down at the key, then back at you. a tear fell down her face. she smiled while sniffling and reached for the key. you gave her a small smile and a nod as she clutched the key close to her.

another month or so passed, and you had surpassed your financial goal. you gave the market a final goodbye. it was a short run you had, but it was one you'll never forget. you made sure to say goodbye to the girl and told her to tell everyone that you gave her this responsibility and that she didn't take this business from you.

-----

you finally become an official cadet after passing tests that required strength, knowledge, agility, and speed. you headed to the training grounds after grabbing odm gear. you made sure the gas was full and that everything was in order.

you talked to yourself under your breath. "okay, so you spin this little thing... hold down this... and..." next thing you knew, your gear was latched onto a tree and you flew onto a branch. you stabilized your balance and pulled the grappling hook back into your gear. you stood there with a smile, shocked that you did that well on such a high-up branch.

"oi, next time, bend your knees when you land, you'll injure yourself and have arthritis at 20 years old," a voice calls from a branch behind you. you laugh to yourself for a moment since you were definitely over 20 years old. you turn around to see an incredibly familiar face. you feel your body tense up, a bit taken off-guard. you couldn't put your finger on who it was, but you knew it was someone.

he looks at you coldly and snaps a finger in your face. "did you hear me? earth to cadet." you snap out of your trance and shake off any weird feelings you felt.

"yeah, sorry, i zoned out for a second, that was entirely my fault," you tell him.

"you can't let that happen often," he tells you, adjusting something on his belt. he stands up, leaning his back against the tree. "you're a new cadet, huh? name?"

you freeze. you knew him, but what if he knew you? this whole situation made your head spin and your body feel uneasy.

"y/n l/n, sir," you say firmly, standing up and saluting.

his eyes dilate to half their size, a somewhat grim look on his face. you look at him, feeling more confused than you have ever felt in your entire life.

"l/n..." he says quietly. "go back to the ground, we need to talk."

the two of you lower yourselves onto the dirt-covered field below you. he backed away from you, examining every feature and every detail of you.

"this will sound really weird if i'm not talking to the right person," he says, stepping closer to you. he places his hands on your shoulders. "do you still have that paper flower?"

you blush, how did he-

levi. you were talking to levi. tears formed in your eyes as you felt your body shake a little bit. you were breathing through your slightly parted mouth, each breath trembling.

"you're alive..." you whisper.

"and so are you," he says softly. he takes his hands off of your shoulders and pulls out a small handkerchief. he hands it to you so you can wipe off the uncontrollable tears. "just know that you did happen to cross my mind here and there. you're one of the only people that i actually gave a shit about." he turns around and starts to walk away. "we shouldn't be discussing this right now, meet me in my office later."

with that said, he was gone once again. at least this time, you knew the next time you'd see him. your feet felt implanted into the ground until some kid accidentally knocked you over.

"shit, sorry! bad landing!" he says, reaching his hand out to help you up.

you laugh a bit as he pulls you up. "no, it's okay, i needed some sense knocked into me just now."

"alright, as long as- are you okay? you look like you were crying," he says gently. this kid had such a soft face and a nice aura that surrounded him.

"if you want honesty, i was," you say, wiping your face with your sleeve. "it's nothing bad though, thanks for asking."

"not a problem," the kid says with a smirk.

"oi, marco!" you hear someone yell from a branch. it was another kid, tall and scrawny with dirty blonde hair. from what you knew, you believed his name was jean. "the hell are you doing? you wanna be on stable duty for a month?"

the kid, supposedly named marco, gets a small look of disgust on his face. he preps his odm gear to go back up onto a tree. before doing so, he looks back at you.

"sorry again, i'll be sure to land in a better spot next time," marco says before zipping off.

you didn't care that he knocked you over, you didn't even have a scratch or bruise on you from it. right now, your mind is set on levi. you now know he's safe. you know he's alive. you're both alive at the same time in the same place.

you and levi are coexisting, together but apart.

-----

you gently knock on the door to levi's office the knuckle of your index finger.

"name and business?" he calls from behind.

"it's y/n, you wanted-"

"the door's unlocked, come in."

you gently open the door to see levi at his desk, filling out some papers. he looks up at you standing by the doorway and you flash him a smile. he looks at you with his signature poker face.

"shut the door for me, please," he says, leaning back in his desk chair while crossing his arms. you close the door behind you and head over to his desk. "ever since commander erwin's death, i've been thinking a lot about life back down there, how was it? any better?"

you shake your head. "i got to reopen my dad's market for a bit so i could afford to live up here, and i handed it over to this one girl whose parents were friends with my dad." you sigh. "i hope she's doing okay, i'm really hoping no one is giving her a hard time."

"oh, they will," levi says confidently. "some girl, completely unrelated to you, running the market that saved lives? people are gonna throw a fit knowing it won't be continued as a family business."

"i told her to tell everyone that i gave her the key and wanted her to take over for me. fuck... i wonder if she told people i moved up here to join the scouts."

"you're joining the scouts?"

you nod. "i heard about the colossal titan and, for some reason, it just got to me." you blush and look down a bit. "honestly, i was really worried about you. i didn't know where you went, and-"

"why me?"

how did you tell him he was one of the only people who really cared about you? you didn't want to push your trauma onto him, he's already got so much going on and he didn't need your problems on top of it all. you had no other way to say it other than the fact that you loved him, and he was one of the only people you felt comfortable loving.

you shrug. "i guess i just... appreciated you for helping me through it. i've always... respected you and felt very comfortable... being around you." you thought it was a good save.

"that's not what you wanted to say. don't lie to me, i'm not an airhead like those other cadets out there."

fuck.

"okay levi, i'll give you the truth. i think i love you, but not in the way you think... at least i don't think it's that way... i'm not sure. but... you were one of the only real people down there, and you actually seemed to care about those around you."

"tch, only a few. i care about people who i know can do something with their lives and don't rely on crimes or violence. sometimes it's needed, but i tend to be drawn closer to those who create less harm."

"levi..." you say shyly. "what happened to you when you just, y'know, disappeared? where did you go?"

levi takes a deep breath. "shit, i knew you were planning on asking that eventually. sit down, i can explain."

-----

you were restless. it was the middle of the night, sasha and mikasa out cold after a long and tiring day of training. you sit up and get out of your bed, slipping on a pair of shoes. you head out to the mess hall and make a cup of black tea. it wasn't for you, though. levi had told you about his insomnia, so you decided to do him a favor and bring him some tea; the same kind you saw sitting on his desk earlier.

you go to his office and gently knock. this time, he doesn't ask for your name and business, he just opens the door. he's still fully dressed in his gear, dark circles under his eyes. you felt so bad for him and wished you could somehow help him.

"y/n, why the hell are you up at this time?" he asks you quietly, motioning you into his office.

"i could ask you the same question, can't i?" you say with a smirk, placing the tea on his desk. he sits back down and picks up the cup by the rim. he looks at it with a puzzled look.

"what is this?"

"it's tea, what else?"

"why."

you shrug. "i couldn't sleep, and i know you can't, so i decided to do something nice for you since you always did nice things for me."

levi smirks at you, a tint of pink spread across his face. you smile in response.

"i never got a chance to tell you this before," he says. he takes a sip of tea before continuing. "i'm very uncomfortable with love..." your heart broke. "...but..." it healed. "...you're an exception. i knew i'd see you again. the fact that you never left my mind means something, especially since you're alive. usually the people who have a place in my heart are fuckin' dead... not you, though."

you get all giddy. goddammit, did you catch feelings for levi? you smile uncontrollably and blush until you notice him looking at you with a certain look on his face. your face goes red when you realize you're only in your sleepwear- a tank top and shorts. you pretend not to notice him staring... but damn, you loved the fact he was staring.

"you okay?" you ask quietly. levi looks up at your face, a slight look of embarrassment falls across his face.

"you should wear your hair down more often," he tells you with a smirk.

"why?" you ask with a smile laugh.

"because. it's nice. and, i can do this." levi stands up and pushes you hair behind your ear, away from your face. you let out a small laugh, and he cups the side of your face.

"you were always cute," he tells you. "back then, you were cute like how a puppy is cute. but now, you're just cute. not like a puppy, but like you."

-----

time goes by. you were now an official scout and no longer a cadet. it felt good to fight, knowing it was for the sake of humanity and the want for a new life.

however, the day you had been looking forward to the most had finally come. you looked out into the horizon, the never ending greenish-navy blue stretching all the way down. the breeze made the baby hairs that stuck out from your ponytail fly in front of your face.

boy genius armin was right. there really was a sea.

eren, armin, and mikasa took off their boots and rolled up the bottom of your pants, stepping into the shallow water.

"guys! c'mon! it's just water and endless salt!" armin calls out.

hange gets excited and quickly prepared themself to go into the water. their excitement made you excited, so you began to take off your boots. that's when you turned around behind you and saw levi standing behind everyone, leaning against a rock with his arms crossed.

you quickly roll up your pants and head over to him. "c'mon, there's no harm in this!" you say encouragingly.

"and how do you know that?" he snaps.

"because everyone is clearly okay. it really is just water." you grab his hand and gently pull it. "...please, levi?"

his face flushes and his palm turns a bit sweaty. "tch, fine," he says, pulling his hand away from yours. he undoes whatever needs to be undone and reaches out his hand. "take me there, y/n."

your face lights up as you grab his hand and pull him with you. he slightly trips over the sand, making you laugh. you both stand in the shallow water, the frigid water feeling rejuvenating against your feet and legs.

"see? not bad!" you say excitedly. you inhale the salty scent that surrounded you and took your hair out from its ponytail. you look at levi, who's absolutely stunned by how you look. the water reflecting off of your skin, your eyes a shade lighter from the sun, and your hair being freed from its small rubber band.

"i told you this a while ago..." levi says, placing his hand on your back. "but you need to wear your hair down more."

you blush while smiling until an evil idea comes to mind. "and you know what you should do more often?" levi cocks an eyebrow. "get saltwatered, bitch!" you step away and splash him with the water, making him flinch a bit.

"fuck you, y/n," levi says with a laugh. he splashes you back, both of you soaked within minutes.

levi places his arm around your shoulders, leaning on you a bit. "if there was anyone down there that i wanted to still have in my life, you'd be one of only three people," he tells you. he had told you about isabel and farlan, so you already knew they were the other two.

"can i do something?" he asks boldly. you nod. his eyes sparkle as he grabs the small of your back with both hands and pulls you into a kiss. you melt into it, his grip on your back loosening as you push yourself closer against him.

"THE KIDS, GUYS, THE KIDS!" hange jokingly yells. you two pull away from the kiss and look over at hange, sitting over on the sand along with eren, mikasa, and armin. levi glares at hange before rolling his eyes and kissing you again.

you and levi are coexisting, together.

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