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Hey guys so I’m back! In the time I’ve been gone I got and boyfriend and he also just broke up with me today so it’s been rough and I’m …coping lets just say. But that means I’ll probably be writing a lot more so yay look forward to that! Thank for those of you who have continued to follow me in my absence and thank you to those who have joined!

#Heyyy #LiliumsAbyss<3 #I’m back

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Did I purchase a VPN a few weeks ago just to watch The Artful Dodger because im from the states and could not get it unless I was in Australia? Yes, Yes I did. Did I also binge watch it the day I purchased the VPN and dedicated 8-10 hours of my life to watch it and enjoyed every second? Yes, yes I did. And did I do all of this because I have been in love with Thomas Brodie Sangster since I was a child? Also yes. So as a conclusion I believe you will see Jack Dawkins and Newt fics coming out in the future.

#I love Thomas Brodie sangster

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There is no "other" or "I like both equally!" or "I don't watch anime/kdramas/anything in a language I don't understand/etc", pick one or leave

#Depends really if I’m in my hyperfixation mood for something and I’m putting it on in the background then dub #but if the dub isn’t in English I will put it in French and if there is no French then Brazilian Portuguese #otherwise I will try both sub and dub and decide which cast do I like more auditory and then choose based on that #still have cc on since I can’t really understand things auditory and have to read the dialogue 😅

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To all the Tumblr users who tend to use tags very liberally:

#youtube #what we do in the shadows #when you know you know #why do i do this to myself #help me idk how to tag #cool look #because #nevergiveup #air fryer nacho recipe that takes 10 minutes and only needs six ingredients – mrs hinch is also a huge fan

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HOZIER WAS AMAZING LIKE WHEN I MEAN AMAZING I MEAN IT WAS LIKE SEEING A FUCKING GOD. AND MY GOD WAS RED ROCKS GORGEOUS AS ALWAYS BUT HOZIER JUST MADE IT EVEN BETTER. LIKE I CANNOT EXPRESS HOW AMAZING IT WAS AND WHEN HE STARTED TAKE ME TO CHURCH IT WAS THE MOST ATTRACTIVE THING I EVER SAW. HONESTLY HES SO TALENTED AND GORGEOUS.

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I HAVE THE HOZIER CONCERT TUESDAY AND IM SO EXCITED!! RED ROCKS IS SO GORGEOUS AND I HAVE A REALLY GOOD SEAT!! HOZIER WILL JUST HIT DIFFERENT WITH THE ROCKS AND HOW THEY GLOW

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Just an ironic thing shortly after posting this I fever hallucinated I was in a earthquake with Mads Mikkelsen’s Hannibal Lector and then the next night I hallucinated I worked for Barry Allen like team flash kinda deal at STAR labs lol

Scenario w/ Jason Todd (Sick!Gn!Y/n):

Y/n: Im colddddddd, and everything hurtsssssss!

Jason: Sounds like you have a fever.

Y/n: But the thingy says no.

Jason: What thing?

Y/n: THE THING!

Jason: Ok well take some ibuprofen to break your fever.

Y/n: Jay your not listening…THE THINGY SAYS NO!

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Y/n: Jayyyyyyy I’m still coldddddddd!

Jason: Well you took your medicine, you’ve stolen all the blankets in the house, and raided the kitchen for everything warm you could find. I think your going to have to just wait it off.

Y/n:*sarcastically* The fiery pits of hell sound real nice right now….

Jason: Trust me its not.

Y/n: *flabbergast at Jason’s joke*

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Y/n in the middle of the night: THERES THE RAT! RIGHT THERE!

Jason: WHERE!

Y/n: *pointing to picture of Jason on top of their dresser*

Jason: *offended sounds*

Y/n: Gasp… ITS THERE NOW!

Jason: Love your pointing to Bruce’s photo?

Y/n: AM NOT! SEE THERE ITS RUNNING!

Jason: *Feels y/n’a forehead* Ah fever hallucinations…time for another round of Motrin.

Y/n: *Sees Jason going to get medicine* JASON TODD YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE! DONT LEAVE ME ALONE WITH THAT THING!

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A/n: Im sick lol. So heres my half assed writing to make myself feel better, its not great but I hope you enjoy.

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GUESS WHO MOTHERFUCKING GOT HOZIER TICKETS AND IN THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LOCATION OF HIS TOUR

Edit: Also I mean Red Rocks like those rocks look gorgeous with the light so it will be an absolute treat of an experience

#hozier #im in love #The man created romance #Im so happy hehe

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Can we just appreciate my BG3 character look how bbg he is. Also the fact that the hair coloring is near identical to my dye job is kinda unsettling…

#bg3 #bbg #liliumsabyss<3

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Scenario w/ Jason Todd (Sick!Gn!Y/n):

Y/n: Im colddddddd, and everything hurtsssssss!

Jason: Sounds like you have a fever.

Y/n: But the thingy says no.

Jason: What thing?

Y/n: THE THING!

Jason: Ok well take some ibuprofen to break your fever.

Y/n: Jay your not listening…THE THINGY SAYS NO!

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Y/n: Jayyyyyyy I’m still coldddddddd!

Jason: Well you took your medicine, you’ve stolen all the blankets in the house, and raided the kitchen for everything warm you could find. I think your going to have to just wait it off.

Y/n:*sarcastically* The fiery pits of hell sound real nice right now….

Jason: Trust me its not.

Y/n: *flabbergast at Jason’s joke*

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Y/n in the middle of the night: THERES THE RAT! RIGHT THERE!

Jason: WHERE!

Y/n: *pointing to picture of Jason on top of their dresser*

Jason: *offended sounds*

Y/n: Gasp… ITS THERE NOW!

Jason: Love your pointing to Bruce’s photo?

Y/n: AM NOT! SEE THERE ITS RUNNING!

Jason: *Feels y/n’a forehead* Ah fever hallucinations…time for another round of Motrin.

Y/n: *Sees Jason going to get medicine* JASON TODD YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE! DONT LEAVE ME ALONE WITH THAT THING!

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A/n: Im sick lol. So heres my half assed writing to make myself feel better, its not great but I hope you enjoy.

#x male reader #x gn reader #gn reader insert #gn reader #male reader insert #male reader #jason x male reader #jason todd x male reader #jason x gn reader #jason todd x gn!reader #liliumsabyss<3 #fluff

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This really fucking pisses me off so heres my rant on why Batman is stupid and red hood/Jason Todd is absolutely right. Ok so I was watching the Under the Red Hood film and I got to the part where Jason is trying to make Bruce kill the joker because the joker took him away from Bruce like he killed Bruce’s son and Bruce says that it would be too easy and prisons the better solution so that the joker can just rot but like THE JOKER FUCKING ESCAPES PRISON ALL THE FUCKING TIME LIKE IT LITERALLY HAPPENED IN THE FILM and yes he technically was helped to escape but escaped none the less and every time this man escapes he goes on a murder spree so hes never rotting in prison its more like hes miserable for temporary periods of time then goes and kills even more people…like Batman dude bro I get it its against your moral code but he never actually stays in prison and Gotham would just genuinely be better if he was dead. And also you get your revenge for Jason like Jason is telling you he feels like death is the best avenge not for him then why dont you just fucking do it!?!?

Also how the fuck does no one realize Batman is Bruce Wayne like Batman has his own essentially sports car and jet that get damaged all the time in plain sight like in public when people are there and next time look brand new like that takes a shit ton of money and considering a lot of the billionaires in Gotham are billionaires under sketchy circumstances why wouldn’t anyone just be like huh well theres that one billionaire who isn’t getting his money through drug trafficking or extortion just inheritance and his own company that doesn’t do anything weird but he’s extremely eccentric and every time he’s out of the city Batman disappears like WHAT HOW HAS NO ONE FUCKING FIGURED IT OUT.

#jason todd #bruce wayne #dc #midnight thoughts #red hood

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I am so in love with this fic already 😭🫶

So... I'm currently watching Doctor Who. Been loving it so far. So here's a little fic? maybe? I don't know how things will work out, so let's see.

Show: Doctor Who.

Character: Tenth Doctor.

Reader: Maybe male or non-binary? But def NOT female. Please do not read if you use only she/her pronouns.

Summary: Your life's normal, you hate it. So you find peace and freedom in your imagination, looking for that excitement and adventure you need in your boring-full-of-routine life you have. Then, you meet the Doctor.

Chapters: 0/?

Chapter One

The Prologue

It was a cold Wednesday morning. The sun was really strong, but still cold in your flat. So you choose to wear a pant and a hoodie (besides your top) as a pijama to go around your little house. Everything was normal, more than you'd like it. Not as if you like normality, honestly. You hate how normal your life was. Nothing exciting, nothing weird, nothing to make an adventure of. Your reality is boringly normal. So as a human with a big mind, you like to travel around it. You make up fake scenarios in your head, extracting things from your favourite books, movies and shows. You are use to lying in your bed and imagine how your life would be if you just were in somewhere else, perhaps another universe. You would spend hours and hours just thinking about a different life than the one you have now. Oh, yes, and you love it.

Your most recent obsession is Doctor Who, specifically the Tenth Doctor. David Tennant is one of your many favourite actors, of course you would love how he plays the character more.

You couldn't be in your bed now. You are swiping the living room, but still nothing can stop you from imagine how would it be if the Doctor -The Tenth Doctor- landed in your universe by accident, just how he landed that time on Peter's (Rose's dad) World. You smiled to yourself, picturing him in your living room and just go and travel with him. You're excited now, just in your brain's world.

You eventually stopped swiping, like your brain is totally focused on that dream that it can't do anything else.

And then something took you from the feet and brought you back to Earth. That blue police box, appearing just in front of you.

"Oh, I'm going nuts." You murmured to yourself shockingly with wide eyes. Your imagination has been too far now.

So, the fic is based on imagination and fake scenarios. Uhmm... how do you think I came up with it? 😇

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Series

After I am done with my mini Kaz Brekker Series I really want to make another and I got numerous ideas but can’t decide. So for my sake please help me or I might give into impulse and do multiple at a time who knows T-T

The very poorly written summaries are below the “keep reading”

Din Djarin/Mandalorian x Male Reader: Reader was a youngling for the Jedi during the clone wars but really sucked at Jedi stuff and by some miracle they escaped order 66/Anakins kill the kids moment. Then years later as an adult they have a bounty on their head in which they end up meeting Din Djarin and his son.

Doctor Who/Tenth Doctor x Male Reader: Reader managed to escape their planet which is at war with its sister planet only to find the Doctor and his companion. The Reader somehow finds himself a companion of the Doctor all while trying to escape his role to his planet.

MHA x Male Reader(Option 1): Reader has a self destructing power but is a stubborn fuck and decides to go along with it in order to live out their dreams even though theres a good chance they wont live to see it. Of course chaos awaits.

MHA x Male Reader(Option 2): Reader watched the entire world fall into ruin after the hero’s failed and the villain’s screwed up. So what other option do they have but to give up portions of their lifespan to go back in time and change the future.

Pro Hero Bakugou x Male Reader: Your life was going great you had paid off the loans that you took to buy your store, you lived in a/owned a great place and you didn’t even need to rent out the place next to yours, you had a loving cat, you had a successful business, you cut off your family and your ex, life was great until Pro Hero Ground Zero went crashing through your shop causing so much damage that the insurance company wouldn’t pay off. Well guess what Katsuki Bakugou aka Ground Zero’s apartment was also totaled during that fight so looks like you got yourself a new neighbor one that you didn’t know you hated.

Lelouche Lamperouge x Male Reader : Reader has a Geass in which they use to incite revenge but things take a detour as they are forced to leave their home only to be back in their home as a spy and then fall in love with a guy who they detest.

Chuuya Nakahara & Osamu Dazai x Male Reader : Reader can control time to a degree not a very large degree but enough to be useful in the right moment. Shit goes down and suddenly they are put in between two people they care for very much. Part of the Fairytale Aligned Series specifically The Little Mermaid.

Jason Todd x Male Reader : Reader works as a mural painter for Gotham city only to find that their murals keep getting destroyed by Hero’s/Vigilante’s more specifically Red Hood fighting Villians so like any rational person they decide to set out to find him to give him a piece of their mind. But instead they end up repeatedly running into him in the weirdest places all while their new neighbor moves in that they have never caught a glimpse of before.

#x male reader #male reader #male reader insert

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In The Small Moments

Part 1, Pt 2, Pt 3, Pt 4, Pt 5,

Kaz Brekker x Gn Reader

Summary: Moulin Rouge/Satine Inspired!Reader and Kaz go undercover at a ball only for things to go terribly wrong.

Ao3 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48845809/chapters/123220936

Word Count: 5.16K

Tw: Angst and Fluff, Swearing, Mentions of Sex, Mentions of Sex Work, No Smut, Mentions of Death, Forced Marriage, Manipulation, PTSD, reader called handsome but could be interrupted as in the old timey gender neutral way, maybe OOC Kaz Brekker, and Pekka Rollins

A/n: This is inspired by Moulin Rouge the musical both adaptations and the place. I imagine the characters to be more like 25 in this.

Early in the morning of Ketterdam fog hung over the streets, while most towns would be asleep, Ketterdam never slept. There was always laughing from a bar, hushed whispers from allies, the drunken shouts of yells, screams of a not so lucky passerbye, honey sweet calls from brothels, that was the barrel, that was the life you knew. You were awake at your desk running through the plans that a certain man had given you. The certain man who was feared by many, he had created numerous enemies yet remained in power, that man being the bastard of the Barrel, Kaz Brekker. And unfortunately for you the man your heart belonged to. You hadn’t quite been a dregger or a crow more like a person of select skills for even selector hire or in other words you sometimes applied these skills but only for Kaz Brekker. Not to say you didn’t get along with the crows, in fact you got along amazingly. They quite enjoyed your “refreshing” presence as they stated, the best term to explain your relation would be friends of some sort.

Otherwise you worked as a bartender and occasional waiter when it got crowded in the Crow Club. It wasn't anything much, however you always noticed a few extra gold coins that appeared in your pocket on payday. Many days after the Crow Club closed for the night or at that point what had been very early morning, it lay empty, Kaz’s companions off somewhere leaving the two of you in amicable silence as he slowly sipped on the strongest liquor on the shelf while you did whatever cleaning up needed to be done, many of times conversations would eventually spur. And then he found out about your particular skill set slowly once on a busy night you were waiting tables when a customer was getting a little too handsy with you after you repeatedly told him to stop Kaz was about to intervene only to see you grab the customers arm twisting it behind his body and smashing his head into the hard wooden edge of the gambling table breaking his nose. Most of the crowd at the table turned stunned, you quickly dropped the stuff off, gave a quick bow in apologies as you left, Kaz stood slightly impressed. Another time you had forgotten your key to open the club before the sun had even come up, you squatted down so you were eye level with the lock, quickly you rummaged through the pockets of your heavy woollen coat finding a random thin hooped earring you picked up on the street and a paperclip you quickly unbent the paperclip and pulled the thin hool straight as well little did you know Kaz was approaching when he spotted you crouched at the door however he saw you pull out the two random objects to his own confusion as you pushed them into the locks fiddling with the tumblers till you heard a click, you stood up and to the others shock opened the door, and then walked in. The third time he was talking to Jesper after the crow club had closed for the night and not bothering to care whether you were there. Jesper was discussing how the Landercrofts, a very wealthy family that were the head of one of the gangs, were having their annual ball in which the crows were planning to rob their vault during the party. Jesper had gotten his hands on false invitations and was stating how the dress code was black and white when you spoke up stating that the dress code this year was red, the black and white dress code was a rumour to set apart who had gotten invited and who was sneaking in. When Kaz and Jesper inquired into where you had gotten that information you explained how your connections made you quite knowledgeable of the barrel and many drunks let things slip. And the fourth time, was when you were carrying a glass from a table once the club was closed when you tripped the glass shattering at your feet Kaz who was by you when you tripped at the same time as you quickly belt down to pick up the glass out of an instinct. You both immediately reached for the largest piece when your hand brushed against his glove and he flinched only he really didn't. It was a slight twinge but less than usual so he tried it out again prying the glass out of your hands and once again he was a little nerved but better than he had with pretty much anyone else. So Kaz could only see one thing to do with your talents and would hire you on the occasion he saw fit which was becoming more and more often. Tonight was the ball that the crows had prepared for months for and the one in which you provided consistent information for, Kaz only saw it fit as you would be one of the ones to directly infiltrate the ball.

Hours passed by as you ran through the plans over and over again before you knew it, it was evening just a few hours before the ball. You frantically got ready scolding yourself for being so careless with watching the time. You grabbed the blood red outfit that laid on your bed for the past day delivered personally by Kaz. The brunette male had also delivered the red mask that was decorated in black markings intricately painted and sculpted; mixed with the outfit there was no way that Kaz paid for it just for you for this one event, someone had to owe him a debt for this. You quickly got yourself ready like you had used to, it had been a long time since you wore anything like this and you were glad for it. A sharp knock came from your door as you scrambled stuffing any possible tools you’d need into various hidden pockets. Opening the old door which let out an unpleasant creak revealed Kaz in a black and red suit to match your outfit.

“ Good your ready we need to go” Kaz let out curtly which was not what he wanted to say yet it was all that he could let out in the cold streets of Ketterdam where anyone could hear anything and take things the wrong way but for what he was going to say they surely would have took it the correct way. You gave a swift nod, looking behind him to see a black horse drawn carriage, Nina and Jesper at the driver's seat waiting impatiently for you two to climb into the back.

“ I thought Inej and Jesper were also supposed to be going in with us?” You questioned, confused at Inej’s lack of presence and Jesper at the reins in a not ball ready outfit.

“ They will be going in just not with, now if we want to be on time we must move.” Kaz responded as he turned walking away climbing into the back of the carriage you followed in tow closing the door as you entered.

Sitting on the plush cushions you ran your hand against the seat and the wooden sill that elegantly framed the window, you breathed in the stale air of the carriage the feeling, the smell had all been so familiar to all those days and nights it was honestly shocking you could forget it for this long. Kaz eyed you silently, watching your face twinge in familiarity however that look was soon gone in your eyes and an eerie tint of hatred flickered. For the rest of the ride you just peered out the window mindlessly. The lights from the mansion shimmered as you approached in your carriage many other carriages also appeared to be dropping guests off. The carriage slowly stopped to a stuttering halt pausing as the carriage rocked slightly giving away that either Jesper or Nina had gotten off their seats. The carriage door swung open, Nina holding it wide open. You put the mask on quickly looking over to Kaz who had done the same, his mask being black decorated with red instead, the inverse of yours. The man swiftly climbed out of the carriage waiting with his hand outreached ready to help you out of it as the carriage hobbled. Nina eyed the two of you in surprise as you took his hand carefully stepping down the wobbling carriage, lights poured carefully out of the manor barley illuminating the pathways that led to the large doors that were cracked and every so often would open letting light flood onto the party goers entering the masquerade. Kaz left his elbow out as you tucked your arm into it carefully so as not to look suspicious to other attendees. The brunette male held the invitations in his opposite hand, grasping them tightly. Stiffly walking up to the doors large men who had large swords sheathed in leather at their sides; ready to be pulled out against any threat to the people of the manor. The guards had displeased faces as they stood tall, intimidating, snatching invitations out of the hands of masked figures. Shortly You and Kaz stood before a guard who stood with her arms crossed and the corner of her lips pulled into a tight frown. Kaz stared at her equal in expression for a long couple of seconds before swiftly putting his arm up the two pale beige invitations decorated in gold swirls with hints of red trickled on them the women to the invitations inspecting them carefully front and back before taking out a wooden plank the split into two three quarters of the way she wedged one of the invitations between the the slit in the plank harshly squeezing it together giving it back to Kaz’s outstretched hand revealing it to have a red seal marking the paper, the guard did the same to the other begrudgingly knocking on the large painted metal and wood doors causing them to slowly open. You and the stiff brunette behind you slipped through into the manor. Laughter and music filled the air swirling around the stuffy air of the large ballroom, gowns splaying out from being turned by their suit and gown clad partners. Standing at the top of the marble stairs looking down upon the people down below, the shoulder that pressed against you that was tensed loosened slightly with a relieved breath. Turning your head to look at Kaz he slanted his head to you in return giving a sharp nod before you both took equally swift steps toward the stairs before descending into the madness of the ballroom. Kaz took a step away from the stairs and away from you his red gloved hand offering his hand with his other arm plastered behind him only then did you noticed the absence of his cane, you gave him a confused look to which he took a step to you whispering below his breath.

“ We cannot afford to look suspicious.” Kaz said lowly pulling up the leg of his suit revealing a slight gleam of metal which appeared to be a brace only letting it fall quickly before taking a step back to once again offer his hand. People whirled around behind him but you could only see him under the warm chandelier light that illuminated the marble floor and sparkling cloth.

“ Of course” You replied fondly to both the gesture and his comment, gently taking his hand taking several steps out onto the floor before turning toward each other. The song that had been playing had finished partners taking a step back bowing or curtsying to the other. The music picked up again with a medium pace waltz, guests flocking toward each other for the dance.

“ Do you want to lead or shall I?” The brunette in front of you commented fidgeting stiffly once again.

“ Eh doesn’t matter to me, dealer's choice.” You shrugged in response figuring that while Kaz offered he probably only knew one of those options if even considering his aversion toward contact. Kaz took a step closer lifting your hand which still lightly remained in his to his shoulders which he set on his ridged boney shoulder his hand reached for your side placing it gently and you grabbed his other hand raising it up holding it slightly below your shoulder as well as out. Kaz moved his foot toward yours, yours moving back in response to the waltzing causing a game of call and response in your movements. Your partner moved his head closer to the side of yours leaning in his mouth by your ear, you could feel a hot breath tickling your ear making a slight tinge of fluster.

“ We need to distract the Landercrofts, Alinda Landercroft and Jerad Landercoft are over by there by the fourth column from the window,” Kaz whispered carefully stopping midway to turn you a subtle gesture you understood, getting a flash of the pale couple in their 50’s, Alinda Landercoft wore a deep red chiffon and miniver gown that was adorned with ruffles while Jerad Landercroft wore a black suit with a red suit vest that matched the same shade of red of his wife, a large top hat stood on his head causing his short grey hair to sprawl out.

“ Their son Devlin is over there succumbing to his seduction activities.” The brunette gestured with his head to the blonde haired male around your age. He was surrounded by a couple of people of all genders who were fawning over him, him just giving a lazy suggestive smile to each of them. He wore a loose black top that cut low into his chest, a red vest tightened to his figure and black dress pants that were tight around his waist leaving little to the imagination a seemingly common theme with his outfit.

“ Once this song ends we should make discussion with Alinda Landercroft and her husband, their son seems busy enough.” Kaz said vaguely referring to his flirting where now a short haired person in a dress that had a very low bust and corset that pushed their chest up, rubbed said chest against his arm as you groaned in disgust.

And as the song ended the two of you briskly walked toward the older-ish couple who were laughing as you approached. You stopped before the couple you and Kaz bowing your heads slightly as the Landercroft’s looked at you in curiosity.

“ Hello Mr. Landercroft, Mrs. Landercroft,-” Kaz started as you internally sighed at his bluntness that was going to get you guys caught before you decided to interrupt him.

“ Mr Landercroft, Mrs Landercroft! Truly this gala is lovely, every year you never fail to impress me or my husband!” You exclaim in delight to them touching Kaz’s arm affectionately at the term “husband” as the brunette give you a wild slightly disturbed look at your behaviour to which you just gave him a slight unnoticeable jab to the ribs.

“ Oh well thank you my dear! But may I be reminded of who you are? My memory isn't as sharp as it used to be.” Mrs. Landercroft said jokingly as you all(except for Kaz) let out a slight chuckle at her statement.

“ Of course don’t worry I get it, I am (F/n) Casspian and this is my wonderful husband Kazmere Casspian. Between you and me he’s not much of a talker unless it comes down to business.” You tell them fake whispering the last part to Mrs. Landercroft in which she responded with a hearty laugh as Kaz rolled his eyes in response but slightly thankful you’d be handling the small talk especially with how much of a natural you were at this.

“ Same with mine dear!” She laughed out as her husband grumbled beside her as you joined her laughter faking it.

“ Now what did you say you did again?” She “asked” or in the world of the rich she was demanding you explain how you got into the party as people these rich rarely personally invite people more so often leaving it to trusted members of the household to invite people of popularity, opportunity, or influence.

“ The Casspians own that metal company. I believe I recently heard about it from an associate, I hear that it's becoming very influential.” Mr. Landercroft spoke up in a very “knowledgeable” tone which would have been knowledgeable except for the fact that none of it was true nor was it planted information just the older man trying to show off. Both you and and the brunette next to you turned your heads slightly making eye contact with a look of confusion at what bullshit this man was spewing to which you both just shrugged your shoulders slightly turning your attention back to the couple.

“ Yes and we were hoping to establish some sort of arrangement between our company and yours.” The brunette says to the elderly couple to which both looked shocked to see him speaking however you internally smiled smug at the distraction this provided the others who should be close to the vault in the eastern wing of the manor.

“ That would be great, son!” Mr. Landercroft said walking over clapping Kaz on the back was quite hard as Kaz flinched away from the contact, inching closer to you pressing tightly against your arm as you felt his arm trembling slightly against yours. You carefully snaked your hand towards his tightly clenched fist nudging it with your pinky in a silent ask. His hand slacked open in response as your hand slid into his carefully rubbing circles onto the back of his hand as his shaking slowly started to decrease as the older man in front of you ran his mouth off about his company.

“ Well son why don’t we all head to my office to hash out the details.” Mr. Landercroft stated hearty as he laughed, putting out his arm for his wife. You looked as Kaz grimacing when the others were not looking, pointing your head towards Devlin who was still wrapped up “entertaining” the people around him. The brunette nodded in understanding at your subtle gesture.

“ Mr Landercroft I would love to join however I must leave my husband up to this, an old acquaintance of mine appears to be here and I’ve never been good at business.” You speak in fake regret towards the couple furrowing your eyebrows together and letting out a tight lipped smile. The couple nodded in understanding of your statement. You turned to Kaz one of your hands still holding his slightly trembling one, you carefully grabbed his other hand with your free one looking at him for any resistance to which you received none you gently raised both his towards each other raising them to your mouth as you bowed your head maintaining eye contact with him lightly brushing your lips against his gloved hands the thick cotton rough under your lips as you placed a soft kiss on them. Kaz's eyes only widened slightly as the corners of his lips threatened to twitch into a warm small smile so faintly you may not have even realised nothing like his manic and greedy smile but a smile that held whatever pieces of his heart had been left. And so you let him go which caused a faint tug at your own heart as you watched him leave with the couple, your eyes trailing him as much as you could before he completely disappeared through the crowd. You turned back to the people whirling in endless mindless circles in lavish gowns and suits. This is the life they know and for most of them all they’ve known but it was also a life you knew, you knew it in the twisted behind closed doors way. And so you skimmed the crowd following it all the way to the blonde man who leaned in close to one of the people that was crowded around him a inch distance from their face with a smirk on his. You made up your mind and decided you would distract him yourself to avoid suspicion of just standing in the open unmoving, unamused. So you walk up to the male swaying your hips slightly, an innocent smile that holds a slight suggestiveness undertone to it cringing internally. The blonde's eyes turned wide for a second before his entire face turned into a smirk as he stopped leaning against the pillar standing straight up, his arms still crossed.

“ Well hello,” Devlin stated seductively(?), more like an attempt to be seductive to which you internally groaned with disgust. But regardless of how cringe worthy it felt you went along with it looking way in fake flusteredness.

“ Hello,” You replied meekly, crying internally at how awful the situation was. The blonde just continued to smirk as he took a step towards you.

“ Well what caused you to wander over here love.” The man replied teasingly and unfortunately for him horribly unattractive. And so your fake waltz began with your “subtle flirting” and his prowling responses. Many of the people who had been fawning over him had walked away with their noses high in the air, scoffing, at your presence it certainly hadn’t been the first time you experienced this but hopefully would be the last. And so your little dance began with slight touches, suggestive innocent sentences, and so on, all part of your careful scheme of distraction. And oh how you dreaded it weaving a web around the playboy who only expected you to be an innocent party-goer who had been entranced by him not a thief who took the role upon themself to protect the man and friends they had come to adore.

“ Well darling how about we head to somewhere more private.” The blonde said his voice dropping as he pressed his mouth against your ear, you having to clench your fingernails into your palm to resist the urge to push him away. But of course you had a role to play and so you’d play it. Your lips turned into a slight pout as you spoke up.

“ Well could we have one dance…first?” You trailed off hugging his arm, an obnoxious move but one that charmed him and most likely only his lips turned into a gentle smile.

“ Why of course.” He responded lightly as he reached his out for yours ready for you to grasp it. You of course did as the two of you walked out into the centre which had just concluded the previous dance, some couples fled to the side, some stayed and some joined. All on the floor stayed perfectly still as they were in their spots until the musicians started to play. It was a medium paced dance and one you knew well. You sighed in relief at the fact you knew the dance and one that you knew well but not only that the dance was one in which you switched partners for a large portion of it in the middle meaning you could get a break from Devlin, what a relief that would be. Your whirling and steps began him sweeping you through the other couples narrowly missing one another, Devlin holding you to him as tight as he possibly could. You on the other hand were mentally counting down the seconds till you would get to switch partners. Then finally what felt like forever you spun away only to be caught by what you’d hoped was anyone better than him. You were wrong. The man in front of you had his hair gelled matching his thick beard and moustache, his eyes stared coldly into you, a smirk upon his lips. You knew the man, you knew him very well and you hated him, you hated him for yourself, for the people he’s hurt, and for Kaz. But there he was in front of you smirking your dance partner, any sliver of hope you’d had. He didn't recognize you went out the window when you came face to face with him.

“ Rollins.” You spat at him, your face seething with anger.

“ (Y/n)” He responded back with that stupid greedy smirk on his face causing you to roll your eyes.

“ You are looking as great as ever, tell me have you taken a visit back yet since your little runaway stunt.” He commented, the words rolling off his tongue in a fake syrupy sweetness. You gritted your teeth together as you stared at his cold gaze with one equally of coldness, possibly even more.

“ Do not even speak of that to me.” You hissed at him hating how one of his hands rested on your waist and the other touching your hand, but most of all you hated how you had to continue this charade with the man, the man that the person you cared for had despised.

“ Oh you mean the Red Windmill or Ryker Knox because both are missing their shining diamond terribly,” He started your face twisting briefly into horror before going back to being enraged “ You know nobody would have ever thought you would have run away from the man much less to the bastard of the barrel.”

“ What are you talking about?” You state sharply trying to feign ignorance in masking your terror that you might’ve put a larger target on Kaz’s back.

“ Oh you know what I’m talking about, I know you quite fancy that bastard but what would dear old Ryker say about that…” He trailed off getting closer, his voice dropping lowly.

“ If you dare do something-” You began to threaten before he clicked his tongue interrupting you.

“ Well for starters I could order my men to go capture them right now don’t think I don’t know about your little heist,” he interrupted now finally so close he was whispering in your ear as you shuddered in fear at the fact you knew why all the guards looked vaguely familiar they had been Rollins in disguise of course they had, “ or you could listen to me and your dear bastard and his group of misfits will go free unharmed, accomplishing their heist, and you won’t be dragged back to Knox.”

“ What do you want?” You said out of your clenched teeth to him terrified at his threat. You couldn’t let them be caught if you could’ve done something to avoid it and you certainly wouldn't, no you couldn’t allow yourself to be dragged back to that awful awful man. You would allow yourself to take your very last breath before you’d ever go back to him willingly or unwilling. Pekka only smirked in response from the little you had seen of him pulling away from your ear for a slight moment before leaning back.

“ To leave with me. You are to leave with me and work for me,” He started as you raised your eyebrow at why he’d possibly want you, you could offer up a decent set of skills but none he needed unless it had to do with your prior “occupation” in which you’d rather die however if thats what would save your friends and your livelihood so be it. But then the man continued, “ And when you do so, when the bastard comes for you, you will tell him no, you will reject the boy and you will break his heart.”

“ Is there anything else?” You let out monotonous, staring ahead blankly ignoring the man's disgustingly hot breath against your ear before pulling away doing the turn the dance required only to slam back into him. You hadn’t questioned his condition, you knew Kaz wouldn’t come for you, and you couldn’t even blame him for it how could you, it wasn’t going to break his heart that the bartender who had some extra abilities would end up going with Pekka Rollins his enemy sure it would piss him off in terms of loyalty but break his heart no, no it wouldn’t. But of course you couldn’t fathom how much it actually would, how would you when the only time the man would let his heart bleed for you was in the moments you’d blink and for those split milliseconds his gaze would soften when it wandered to you, or when the early hours of the morning when even the crows of Ketterdam slept but he’d be the only person up his mind drifting to you so quietly, or in crowded rooms when he could pick out your voice out , out of the many drinking it in memorising it ever so thoroughly, or maybe it was when he’d watch you clean the club late at night after closing and he‘d get to indulge at letting your name roll off his tongue not having to fear the world hearing, so yes how would you know when he loved you in the quiet moments, moments of time no one in the world could detect in his terror of someone finding out. And yet he failed.

“ All you will need to do is sit there and look handsome, with the possibility of obtaining information.” He responded back his voice slick with victory his words slithering like a snake into your ear but it wasn’t words of temptation he whispered it was venom it was the venom of the life you could not live it was the venom that would kill your livelihood, kill your soul, and ultimately kill you. But it wasn’t a choice it was a sword and a vial of poison it was death for you either way one would be slow and painful, guilt, shame, and hatred would be one or the other where only you would suffer completely it would take a bit of time to kick in but only you would be harmed without having to worry about the others. And so your choice was made you acting as your own executioner.

“ I will do it, but only if you agree that they will go successfully with the heist and you will not do anything to them directly or indirectly.” You said firmly making your final stand refusing to let any loopholes get through for your effort.

“ Fine, I agree. Let us go.” he said, grabbing your wrist harshly, twisting it a little bit as he dragged you to the door as you attempted to keep looking back a few times desperately as a final last hope that one of the crows may be there but of course this was reality they were not. And so you were dragged out into the dark night by the monster who was to cage you once again. The stars and sky of Ketterdam had never looked as cold and dull as they did tonight but you attempted to ignored them as you got into the dark carriage not caring to look around just staring blankly into the void of the night, the lights of the manor disappearing behind you and the weight of what you had just agreed to started consuming you into the void of the night.

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[liliumsabyss]

So I’ve seen that you are accepting request? Then… may I please request a Dainsleif x Male reader? Where the reader is like the traveler, but they’re disguised as wondering, mythical dancer in pursuit to learn and teach more art of a special dance. But while they travelling they take a short break to practice a dance, unaware that a certain knight is watching him from afar. And as Dainsleif continues to watches him dance, an enchanting feeling washes over the knight as he continues to watch the reader dance. As reader finishes practicing his dancing, all Dainsleif could feel is nothing, but total relief over his both body and mind. This goes on a a few nights, until the reader ask Dainsleif to join him in a waltz under the stars. The waltz finishes and they both exchange names and the reader bid him farewell, but not before saying in quiet tone "that they will both will met again and have another waltz under the stars."

So I hope this is enough for you to work with.

Waltz Under the Stars

FEM DNI I SWEAR YOU WILL BE BLOCKED

Dainsleif x Male Reader

Fluffy Oneshot

Summary: Two stranger have a waltz under the stars

Word Count: 1,187

Tw: Breif mentions of war and other things containing Dainsleif’s past, Unedited

A/n: Im am very sorry this took so long. I hope you enjoy this! And thank you so much for providing a plot in such depth it helped me in writing this so much!

You had been traveling for hours on end only to be a couple of hours outside the city of freedom. Your reasons for traveling as largely as you did varied between two reasons one the truth and the other truthful but more of a cover. The truth being is you awoke in this world with only one thing in your memory but a type of dance and your name. The cover was to spread your dance teaching the ways of it to any who may be interested as you traveled which was true in part but it was more so to see if anyone could identify where the dance had come from and maybe that is where you came from as well. And so that brings you to the clearing in which you stood taking off your shoes and socks. You stood your bare feet together, arms by your side, the music from the capital of Monstadt faintly being carried amongst the breeze, you outstretched your arms and started to practice. Your feet and legs delicately swiveled, pointed, lifted and turned your arms flowing in tandem. Little to your knowledge a certain knight stood in the trees around the clearing peering in curiosity at your unfamiliar presence. The blonde haired knight watched enchanted when you danced your moves matching the song that carried from the city, the moonlight lighting up your gestures, and for once he felt peace. Peace from the everlasting war, peace from immortality, peace from the world, peace for the gods, just peace, he felt calm and his mind had been rendered blank. And he just continued to watch you practice through the night till near dawn when you sat down and drifted off to sleep. And the other male walked off. 

Each night as you practiced the knight would come and watch you dance under the moonlight each time taking the weight that he felt off his chest. However little to his knowledge is on the third night you had spotted him in the cover of night a slight shimmer came from the man's golden designs of his outfit. And with a little focusing of your eyes revealed the stranger hiding amongst the trees watching with what appeared to be a neutral expression but upon closer inspection a gentle smile hid on his face. You didn’t mind the blonde's attention on you as you practiced night after night only resting in the mornings but by the time you'd wake the sun was high in the sky and the other male was gone. It was the seventh day the sun was setting and you prepared to practice once more, once again taking off your shoes and socks putting your bare feet together. This time without waiting for the music of the night that streamed from the city you began. The blonde stranger hadn’t appeared yet, most likely waiting for the cover of darkness. You still danced regardless of any of the circumstances of the moment. And so as you swung your body around gracefully yet powerfully until you noticed the sky was once again dark and the music of the main city flowed through the air. And when you noticed you stopped your steps looking around trying to spot the obscured blonde stranger, and when you saw the slight shine of his armor in an attempt to hide in a lush shrub.

“ Hello Stranger…may I ask for a dance?” You asked somewhat timidly towards the figure in the brush hoping you made eye contact but through the dark it was too hard to tell. The shrub let out a rustle as the other male climbed out of it stepping onto the leafy ground that made crackling noises with every approaching step towards you until he stood right in front of you. He looked at you, his crystal teal blue eyes remained neutral as was the expression on his face.

“ Only if you’d like.” he says slightly bowing his head in response.

“ Well then would you like to lead or follow?” You asked joyfully to his response as you smiled at him, happy to have someone to dance with once again.

“ Lead…please” he mumbled lowly so you could barely hear him looking for approval from you. Once you nodded he put one hand out as his other arm folded behind him.

You grabbed his hand as he grasped it pulling you closer to him, your arms extending sideways. His other hand clasped your hip as you clasped his shoulder. And so the two of you were off waltzing to the sounds of nature and the music of the main city being carried on the wind. You were whirling around your feet maneuvering around each other, the only light you had was the faint glow from the city and the moonlight that showed perfectly through the clearing. The coolness of his hands felt nice in comparison to the warm climate of Monstadt. His face was so close to yours as you did nothing but stare until a huge grin broke out on your face for some inexplicable reason and the other male in front of you let out a small smile that was barely noticeable but there none the less. The dance lasted for what felt like a lifetime of peace even though it could have only been minutes and so the whirling slowed down till you came to a stop. The blonde male and you each stepped back away from the other starring still.

“ May I ask for your name?” You asked bowing slightly, looking at him with a small playful smirk on your face.

“ Dainsleif” The man whispered under his breath so quietly you thought it must've been your imagination until he spoke up slightly, “ And may I ask for yours?”

And when you told him your name in response the corners of his lips twitched as his mouth opened slightly repeating your name back to you. So in likeness you repeated his name back to him with a kinda warmth in your tone that most could only hope to imitate. 

“ Well Dainsleif,” You started as you grabbed your stuff placed around you, “ I have very much enjoyed your company however I must bid you farewell, I have to continue my journey.”

Dainsleif had a look on his face that you couldn’t quite figure out what it meant but you just gave out a reassuring hum as you continued to collect your stuff. Scrambling around the clearing stuffing your various possessions into your brown leather bag while trying to get on your shoes as the other male watched you silently. By the time you had collected all your stuff still stood watching you, his arms crossed in front of his chest. You approached him once again giving a slight bow before immediately turning away briskly walking away. And as you got to the edge of the clearing before setting out into the dark you stopped turning your head to see Dainsleif frozen in place before you whispered under your breath.

“ And they will both will meet again and have another waltz under the stars…”

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[liliumsabyss]

Playing with a Fisher-Price door set and then a family friends kid who was my age so a couple months old went over to where I was and tried to play with me so I got angry because I didn’t like him and I started making angry babbling noises then went over and sat then angry flipped through a picture book when he waddled over to me once again but this time I just screamed in his face

#I was very moody as a baby #I hated him