kxdewuzhere

[kxdewuzhere]

hiii im still alive and here ive just been over on twt a lot more

i lost some weight though im finally in bmi 16s at bmi 16.8 and weighing exactly 43kgs ive been happy about it but i reslly sont think i look like it at all

#ed disorder #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ana male #disorder eating #body ch3ck #bodyckeck #ana body check #anablr #edblrr #anorex14

[kxdewuzhere]

some muscle i didn’t realize i had (•̀ᴗ•́)و

ain’t much but it’s honest work

#ana body check #body ch3ck #bodyckeck #analog #ana male #anablr #ed disorder #tw ana trigger #tw restrictive ed #anorex14 #tw disordered eating #ana shit #anoreksik #male$po #th!nspiration #th1n$po

[kxdewuzhere]

hiii i’m still here and alive <3

i’ve been mainly active over on twitter but i took some checks yesterday

still don’t have a good thigh gap they’ve been really stubborn lately but i’m feeling pretty okay regardless

i get to my moms this weekend so i’ll have a weigh in by then and update even though i feel like i might’ve gained

#ed disorder #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ed di3t #tw ed diet #ana male #calorie deficit diet #low cal diet #anorex14 #ana body check #bodyckeck #body ch3ck #anablr #anoreksik #anore×14 #edblrr

[kxdewuzhere]

some b0dych3cks i posted to twt last night

not even close to being perfect but i’m starting to get that gap between my stomach and waistband from my hipbones so i’m slowly getting there(〃＞＿＜;〃)

#ed disorder #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ed di3t #tw ed diet #ana male #anablr #calorie deficit diet #low cal diet #bodyckeck #ana body check #body ch3ck

[kxdewuzhere]

i keep forgetting to post here but i’m also doing some maintaining here lately and trying to build some muscle so that i can later kick into cardio and all of that fun stuff to get rid of my skinnyfat

it’s not going SUPER great in terms of exercising just because of my seizures being as exhausting as they are on top of just starting school

BUT i will be doing it whenever i can even if right now it’s just once a week pls don’t hate me (〃＞＿＜;〃)

#ed disorder #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ed di3t #tw ed diet #ana male #anablr #calorie deficit diet #low cal diet #analog #anorex14 #anoreksik #disordered eating cw #disorder eating #ana dairy

[kxdewuzhere]

i already took and posted this to my twitter but here’s a little check

i really need to do better

#body ch3ck #bodyckeck #ed disorder #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ed di3t #tw ed diet #ana male #anablr #calorie deficit diet #low cal diet #analog #ana body check #disorder eating #anorex14

[kxdewuzhere]

hey babes

sorry i’ve been inactive all week i just got done with band camp and i haven’t had any downtime hardly at all

and this whole week i’ve been forced to eat a lot more than what i’m even comfortable with (〃＞＿＜;〃)

ik i’ve burned off a good majority of everything i’ve eaten but i’m kind of stressing about getting back on track now (￣▽￣*)ゞ

#ed disorder #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ed di3t #tw ed diet #ana male #anablr #calorie deficit diet #low cal diet #anorex14 #disorder eating #no eating

[kxdewuzhere]

tried to black out the mess of my room but i just saw how my arm actually looks like and i’m kind of shocked ?

i know i’m not ana skinny still but i still think it’s crazy i don’t know how to feel i thought they’re so much bigger

#body ch3ck #bodyckeck #ed disorder #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ed di3t #tw ed diet #ana male #anablr #calorie deficit diet #low cal diet #disorder eating #anablir #edblrr #anoreksik #anorex14

[kxdewuzhere]

lunch

roughly 195 calories

we have ‘fake’ butter that’s about 70 calories a tablespoon but i really don’t think i used a full tablespoon between both 80 calorie slices, but i am bad at estimating

i really don’t have much of an appetite today but if i don’t eat i’ll be yelled at by my step mother

#ed disorder #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ed di3t #tw ed diet #ana male #anablr #calorie deficit diet #low cal diet #ed meals #mealsp0 #ana meal #disorder eating

[kxdewuzhere]

this is how many calories over your matinence you have to consume in order to gain those amounts

so triggering omg

#3ating d1sorder #tw ana diary #ed disorder #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #ed di3t #tw ed diet #ana male #anablr #calories #disorder eating #anoreksik #anorex14 #thinspø #thin$po

[kxdewuzhere]

MAGIC SPELL EVERYONE

💫💥💫💥💫💥💫💥💫💥

Reblog to lose 7 pounds in a week

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Reblog to weight less than yesterday

[kxdewuzhere]

the first one was taken 4 days ago and you can see my bones so much more even with the straighter posture i definitely lost weight

#bodyckeck #body ch3ck #calorie deficit diet #low cal diet #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #tw ana trigger #ed disorder #tw ed diet #ed di3t #anablr #ana male #anorex14 #anoreksik #disordered eating mention #disorder eating #thin$po #thinspø

[kxdewuzhere]

the first thing i do in the morning is sit up and get dizzy

#calorie deficit diet #low cal diet #mealsp0 #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #tw ana trigger #ed disorder #sweetsp0 #tw ed diet #ed di3t #ana male #ana shit #anorex14 #ed vent #ed not ed sheeran #disordered eating thoughts

[kxdewuzhere]

me and him are official as of last night i finally asked him and he said yes i’m so happy

[kxdewuzhere]

i’m trying to finally ask him out but i couldn’t finish and keep dodging it and changing the subject rn i’m fucking PANICKING

[kxdewuzhere]

update:

i still haven’t shit but my mom said the lax tea can take up to 12 hours to work but also said that me making that popcorn was a good idea since it’s a natural laxative so hopefully it’ll work

#calorie deficit diet #low cal diet #mealsp0 #tw disordered eating #tw restrictive ed #tw ana trigger #ed disorder #sweetsp0 #tw ed diet #ed di3t #anorexies #tw ana shit #anablr #ana male #disorder eating

[kxdewuzhere]

so far i’ve forced myself to eat a slice of pizza and popcorn and then whatever’s for dinner in about 5 hours

only doing this so i don’t end up binging tomorrow even though i’m not currently hungry