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r0x4nn3d · 2 months
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edenxbytheheaven · 24 days
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kxdewuzhere · 9 months
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i’m not underweight enough to get dizzy when i raise my head
i’m not underweight enough be cold all the time
i’m not underweight enough to struggle lifting things
i’m not underweight enough to feel so tired
im not underweight enough to need to sit in the shower
i’m not underweight enough
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blehhhhhh-5997 · 4 months
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Anyone else have that comfort sweater that you wear when you need emotional support?
Going on a walk? Comfort sweater
Hungry? Comfort sweater
Yoga? Comfort sweater
Fasting? Comfort sweater
Forced to eat dinner? Comfort sweater
Feeling gross? Comfort sweater
Tired/moody? Comfort sweater
My comfort sweater literally solves all of my problems lmao
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tlcfordeath · 3 months
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✨🌟 A cigarettes and rice cakes kinda day is all I’ll ever need 🤭🧡 🌟✨
໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა໒꒰ྀིᵔ ᵕ ᵔ ꒱ྀི১໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -。꒱ྀི১૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡૮꒰⸝⸝> ̫ <⸝⸝꒱ა
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v0id000 · 4 months
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Pt2
CW self harm / eating disorders/ suicide reference/ suicidal thoughts
When price finally was able to put ghost to sleep. He went to his bathroom and look for every sharp object he could find, he know this will make ghost furious but it's to protect him and help him. This wasn't the first time he did this but still It hurts to intrude into Simon's privacy all over again and take away from Simon's trust because of this action.
He definitely need to push or force Simon to his therapist again , he can't watch again how this men let him self crumbel to his bottom again.
When he got the bathroom cleaned and checked if Simon is still sleeping tight he went to the messhall to get some food and a cup of tea , so he could atleast made sure ghost had one meal today.
Gaz made it to a habit to sleep over at soaps room to give him atleast a chance to sleep and comfort him when he woke up at night. He still wasn't sure what plague soap this much , sure he had his theorys but still Didn't get a clear reason from soap. Gaz also always picked up soap from eating times "tav it's time to eat" dragging him to the messhall , soap stopped fighting it just walked behind Gaz without any emotions. The worry of Gaz grew and considering to inform price about soaps mental and physical state but quarrel about this decision, worrying he will betray soaps trust.
One day soap and Gaz train the rookies together. Soap still looked just like a shell of himself, all of soaps characteristics left behind. Soap didn't feel like training the rookies today he just wanted to crawl back in bed. He already felt dizzy when he got woken up in the morning by Gaz to drag him to breakfast , he wasn't hungry so he just try to get down a toast and his coffee. When he went to get ready in the bathroom he felt his toast come up his throat again and rushed to the toilet to throw up , so that was it with his breakfast. The longer he was standing on the field the worse he felt , fighting his dizziness seeing dark spots dacing in his vision. He felt his vision turning when it suddenly turned black.
When he woke up he was in a white room that looked way to steril for his own room. He started to get more conscious about his surroundings and realised he was in the med bay. He started to slowly get up wanting to leave. Not like he really need any medical attention. When he was about to stand up from the bed when Gaz came into the room lowly cursing "come on idiot get on you bed". Pushed him back on the bed "tav what do you think you doing" Gaz asked with worry in his voice. He looked confused "what do you mean I'm just leaving no use being here" he said hearing how scratchy his voice feels, this made him feel worse. He heard the door open again and a doctor walked in " sergeant mactavish do you know how you got here" she asked and raised her eyebrow when she looked at him. He looked down in his hands picking on his skin around his nails feeling like a lillte kid who did something wrong. " I just fainted nothing to worry about" he stammered still looking at his fingers. "Tav you realise that fainting just like that is something you and everyone else should worry about" Gaz said with a string voice putting a hand on his shoulders. The doctor just started " well sergeant mactavish it looks like you have a fast decline of weight and when looking at you face doesn't get a lot of sleep" she looked at him with a serious face " and since we didn't found anything that could physically caused that there must be a different reason, sergeant if you struggling with something there are people you can reach out to and not feel ashamed about it" she put down a paper on the table and turned around. " Tav seriously you need to talk about what is bothering, and there is no shame in taking help" Gaz said with a low voice. " Can I just get back to my room first" soap asked with a shaky voice feeling like he failed being a human again, messing everything up again , not being able to be strings again. When Gaz and soap arrived at soaps room Gaz informed him he is going to get some food and left the room again. Soap layed down in bed again feeling the dizziness coming back again.
Price got back to Simon's room with the tea and a meal when he opened the door he saw that Simon was sitting in bed curled up in his blanket and the men just looked like a little child. He heard sniffles from the mean and looked at his face in detail firstly at this day and he saw little Simon as a kid again being hurt and left again. Not getting the love he need at this time hiding from the monster of His childhood with the where in form of his father. Anger bubble up in price , wanting to punish the person who made Simon feel like this again. He slowly got closer to the bed and put down the food tray on the desk and pushed the tea cup in Simon's hand. "Simon what is going on you not been youself for a few weeks now" he asked in a comforting voice slowly lowering himself on the bed. Simon looked at him with big glassy eyes and sniffed again " I can't do this anymore" he said with a shaky and bitter voice looking down after he said this. Price alarm bells where on code red , it wasn't the first time Simon expressed suicidal thoughts and it also wouldn't be the first time Simon came close to succeeding. " Simon I informed you therapist already and I know you hate going there but you are also aware it helps you" he sign " I'm always there for you son I thought you knew that" price said sadly.
Pt3 is going to fix it I swear
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it-took-one-bite · 6 months
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mean-hare · 7 months
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this gif!
this gif is the essence of romantisation of anorexia for me
and very annoying (and i keep seeing this in so many edblogs)
its like the classic pale skinny young woman with big eyes (shes considered attractive i guess) says Tragically "i cant stop" like you know its so Tragically, beautiful girl suffering uh oh and wind is going fshfshfsh so her hair is twitching under that fuckin fan (yes, also Tragically). like you know. She Is So Beautiful She Is Dying While Cruel Cold Wind Blows She Is Starving She Is Suffering But Cant Stop She Doesnt Realise How Perfect She Is Oh So Tragic Everyone Should Love Her
and this movie is another typical romantisation of ED. they added 1 fat black girl (somewhy obligatory fat girl characters in movies are usually black) and 1 boy(whos in love with main girl) with anorexia and now ppl think that this movie is superprogressive. maybe one day there will be a good movie about ED but for now theres none
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skelssssblog · 29 days
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Some tips for you pretty girls.
* Minimal intake of anything with calories.
* You keep yourself occupied with extreme workouts, sometimes even in the middle of the night.
* Drink lots of water. Luke warm water keeps you full, cold water burns calories.
* You wear loose clothing, in case anybody should start to notice what’s up with you.
* When dressing, wear lots of layers to hide it away, your body will use extra calories to stay warm.
* Spend a lot of time online, either to get more tips on losing weight, keep up with the prøaňa forums, or simply just to kill time and not think about food.
* Plan ahead. Every night, think about how little you will eat the upcoming day, what you will eat, etc.
* You will be lying a lot about how you’ve already eaten, lie and say that you're a little dizzy so you're not really hungry.
* You never sit still. Even in class, or at work, you will keep stamping your feet lightly on the floor, keep pressing on the button of a pen, just to burn more calories.
* Some anørëxics use the “Coke diet” where you only drink water and diet soda. A little disclaimer would be that many studies have shown that diet soda could make you even more hungry, which very few anørëxics would want. DRINK ONLY WATER!!!!
* When there are stairs instead of an elevator, you go for the stairs. When you can walk instead of taking the bus, you go for the walk. All these little things.
* You will make many schedules. For example, one for eating, one for calorie intake, one for how you spend your time.
* You will be punishing yourself. Related to what I mentioned above, you will probably punish yourself, when you can't live perfectly up to your schedules.
* Start to sort out everything on your plate, so the peas will be in one area, the carrots together in another area, etc.
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I always want to purge myself. Today I purged myself 3 times. I walked for 2 hours and lost 1.3 kilos. I am proud of myself. I want to please my crush. I want him to love me like I love him and I want him to realize that I am ready for anything. I also want to stop crying every time I look at myself.
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sk1nnyb0n3ss · 1 year
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Does anyone need a an@ coach?
I can’t take to many people bc I want to focus on people
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r0x4nn3d · 2 months
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motylki pamietajcie
chudsze = lepsze
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edenxbytheheaven · 4 days
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PURPLECORE ME@L$PØ FROM PINTEREST 💜🍇🫐
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kxdewuzhere · 8 months
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tried to black out the mess of my room but i just saw how my arm actually looks like and i’m kind of shocked ?
i know i’m not ana skinny still but i still think it’s crazy i don’t know how to feel i thought they’re so much bigger
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blehhhhhh-5997 · 4 months
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I love the fact I'm developing fear foods,I only have a few safe foods!!
((These are my safe foods))
Rice 130 cals
Broccoli 30 cals
Pinneaple 30 cals
Shrimp 70 cals
English muffins 130 cals
Turkey lunch meat 70 cals
Cucumbers 10 cals
Lettuce 10 cals
Watermelon 30 cals
Cantaloupe 30 cals
Honeydew 30 cals
I actually have alot of fear foods, I didn't notice until I wrote the list of safe foods lmao
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tlcfordeath · 11 days
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It's weird when even the @na community on here feels the need to shame pVrging, like where is my safes space supposed to be then huh
Anyway, anybody got good songs recommendations for during? I always play the same songs and it's getting old :/
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