kitten-gutz

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it’s almost christmas

i wasn’t sure i’d make it this far

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i’m not doing well

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#weirdcore #liminalcore

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guess who’s talking to ana coaches again B)

i am a self destructive bitch

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so where do i go???

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i just want to go

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when i wake up, all i see is ■■■■■

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are these are my thoughts or just the product of conditioning and trauma?

#mine #trauma #actuallytraumatized #vent

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no one will ever love me now, he’s ruined me.

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i keep secrets because if i told the truth they would see me as the disgusting person i am

#trauma thoughts #mine #trauma #actuallytraumatized #vent

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#mine #trauma #actuallytraumatized #traumacore #vent #trauma art #art #vent art #my art #skull #succulents #plants

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i, your name, promise not to consider nor continue to consider suicide without reaching out for help after viewing this art

#please click for better quality #mine #my art #trauma #actuallytraumatized #traumacore #vent #trauma art #art #tw sh #tw self harm #tw suicide #tw death #burden #tw blood #tw decay #tw decomposition

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how do i explain that i feel like the smell of decomposition but as an emotion

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i can’t cry, ill fuck up my eyeliner