justkatedude

[justkatedude]

Today wasn’t a good day.

My depression got the best of me,

I haven’t been able to get out of my head, everywhere I turn is just dull.

It’s a process I don’t really like even though I’m doing the best I can.

Wondering if this ever ends or if my pills didn’t kick in. I’m waiting for something to happen, or make something happen, I really don’t know what at this point.

I want to scream but there’s not enough air, I want to reach to someone but no one I can really rely on.

My therapist says it’s changes I’m going through but feels like needles stabbing me.

Is true that I’m not my depression, but it mostly feels like this.

#depressed #sad #sad girl #long time no see

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I’m 28 today💪🏻 #28 #selfie #me #ilookgood #happy #photography https://www.instagram.com/p/CRZz2r7N21J/?utm_medium=tumblr

#28 #selfie #me #ilookgood #happy #photography

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I found my old chalks and this came up (Yes I made it) #drawing #chalkart #drawingoftheday #draw #chalk #photo #originalart #yass https://www.instagram.com/p/CFIwdumHjLL/?igshid=qjnba2dsh40j

#drawing #chalkart #drawingoftheday #draw #chalk #photo #originalart #yass

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Vans, wine colored pants and cool shirt ♥️ #fashion #katfashion #happypunk https://www.instagram.com/p/CCuH8Zsn41_/?igshid=1eam5ddrxccir

#fashion #katfashion #happypunk

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I am #27 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! First pic of me with 27 all gorgeous as always🥰 #birthday #happybirthdaytome #itismybirthday #IAmSoHappy #Yay https://www.instagram.com/p/CCtu-Ljn0c9/?igshid=ax8o7j0g480i

#27 #birthday #happybirthdaytome #itismybirthday #iamsohappy #yay

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Pensamientos de pre-cumpleaños. Gracias Dios🙌🏻 . #teamoDios #GraciasDios #UnAñoMas #telarifas #pensamientos #inspiracion #EstoyFeliz https://www.instagram.com/p/CCsCSeHnf3I/?igshid=b4ez73pzsvym

#teamodios #graciasdios #unañomas #telarifas #pensamientos #inspiracion #estoyfeliz

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I’m still 26!🥰 this is the las pic of me with that age (probably 🤔) I’m also having breakfast, Happy breakfast everyone! #26 #lastday #tomorrowismybirthday #ImSoHappy #Happy #Yay https://www.instagram.com/p/CCqx-SKHadF/?igshid=puepcbcafwcq

#26 #lastday #tomorrowismybirthday #imsohappy #happy #yay

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via weheartit

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Te digo “I love you” para que no sepas a qué me refiero realmente ya que en español tiene dos significados

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My hair is like me... SHORT! . . . #haircut #shorthair #shorthairstyle #me #yay #okbye https://www.instagram.com/p/B8Cr_DmHQQv/?igshid=b5181k6jv5jn

#haircut #shorthair #shorthairstyle #me #yay #okbye

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Look up dude . . . . Picture taken while having breakfast at @ihop #light #lights #ceiling #curves #design #industrialdesign #architecture #architecturephotography #photography #photographylovers #nofilter #ihop #okbye https://www.instagram.com/p/B4aXIUTnG4Q/?igshid=fpu0rsqa97cq

#light #lights #ceiling #curves #design #industrialdesign #architecture #architecturephotography #photography #photographylovers #nofilter #ihop #okbye

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May we meet again one day... He was a good boy #goodbye #farewell https://www.instagram.com/p/B2wtedoHC0R/?igshid=1qhzoqlh7oqn7

#goodbye #farewell

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Everywhere. He is everywhere we look. He is in everything around us. In every breath we take we pronounce His name. Everywhere I look, I find a reason to worship. It doesn’t matter if I’m into the most excruciating storm, He will always give me the strength I need and He won’t leave me because there’s a reason for every storm in my life. I lean on Him because I know He loves me and when you love someone you protect them. He’s my greatest protection and He will catch me every time I fall. . . For all you have given me so far and whatever is to come... Thank You God... ♥️ . . . #praise #worship #thankyouGod #everywhere #IfoundYou #IFoundMeAgain #blessed #ILoveYouGod #sunset #sunsets #tree #clouds #orange #photography #naturephotography #photographylover #photo #photooftheday #picoftheday #moment #moments #memories #picture #okbye https://www.instagram.com/p/B2P2IpRHLar/?igshid=1lnq3fmfgtvb7

#praise #worship #thankyougod #everywhere #ifoundyou #ifoundmeagain #blessed #iloveyougod #sunset #sunsets #tree #clouds #orange #photography #naturephotography #photographylover #photo #photooftheday #picoftheday #moment #moments #memories #picture #okbye

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Praise. Praise when you are desperate, Praise when you see no way out, Praise when you’re troubled, Praise When you don’t find any reason why.// When the storm is way bigger than you thought, When you’re in the dark and cannot find any light.// Praise because your heart needs a break, Praise because you know there’s no more you can take, Praise because there’s nothing you can lose, Praise because that’s all you can give.// Whenever you fall apart, Wherever you are.// You will be heard.// Praise in the dark, so you can see, Prase from the bottom of your heart, so you can heal, Praise when the pain is tearing you apart, Praise Him out loud so He can lift you up.// Praise when you’re happy, Praise when you’re sad, Praise when you’re at the top, Praise when you’ve been let down.// Whenever you fall apart, Whenever you rise up, Wherever you are.// He will be hearing you, He will restore, He will hold you, Forevermore. Model: @emang80 . . . . #praise #praiseGod #poem #thoughts #positivethoughts #praisethelord #praiseandworship #sunset #clouds #city #lights #sky #orange #purple #blue #yellow #handsup #ILoveYouGod #photography #photographylover #sunsetlovers #sunsetlover #photooftheday #picture #photo #nofilter #picoftheday #okbye https://www.instagram.com/p/B2AWKmWHf-F/?igshid=if7d94dzpab2

#praise #praisegod #poem #thoughts #positivethoughts #praisethelord #praiseandworship #sunset #clouds #city #lights #sky #orange #purple #blue #yellow #handsup #iloveyougod #photography #photographylover #sunsetlovers #sunsetlover #photooftheday #picture #photo #nofilter #picoftheday #okbye

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Reblog this if you are literally suprised when people find you attractive.

Reblogging because it’s a goddamn miracle

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I fucking need a hug