jessica8jessie6pinkman

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

This song is giving so much Saul Goodman vibes 😩

#breaking bad #better call saul #jimmy mcgill #saul goodman #kim wexler #saul x kim #Spotify

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

I dont understand the Skyler White hate, why people hate her so much even tho she didnt do so bad things like Walter did?

Okay I can admit that the worst things she did was probably when she smoked twice while being pregnant and when she cheated Walter with Ted but the thing what she did with Ted, Walter kinda deserved that because Walter stopped communicating with Skyler and putted a whole family in danger +also Skyler wanted to divorce Walter, so they basically wasnt together anymore even tho Walter forced himself to live in the house but that still doesnt take away that fact that they were basically over and nothing can ever take them back to the time when they loved eachother.

Skyler also probably got trauma of everything what Walter did to them family, so basically her reactions to the abuse was justifible and many others wouldve reacted too if they were in her position, it would be wierd if they didnt.

Many Skyler haters are probably going to get mad at this, but in my opinion Skyler was really important character in the show, if she wouldve been non-reactive and saying "yes" to everything what Walter did, the show wouldve been so much different and even boring.

Every show always needs an character that is a always questining villains actions, if everyone wouldve been nonreactive then its not an show anymore.

And if some Skyler hater ever says again that "oh but she made Walter's life more harder when he needed someone to support him" is really stubid argument because there was also other characters that made Walter's life even more harder (like Mike, Gus, Tuco etc) and Skyler even helped Walter on money laundring. After all she wasnt so "bitch mom" like everyone was thinking. It was not her job to hide Walter's crimes but she did it anyway because she still loved Walter deep down somehow even tho she was so done with his shit.

Walter also had someone who supported him and it was Jesse but instead of being gratefull of that, he many times backstabbed Jesse like the scene where Jesse wanted to "go karts" with Walter but he said "no" to it.

#breaking bad #skyler white #walter white #jesse pinkman #Spotify

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

The way I relate to Jesse Pinkman is so alarming 😭 especially these quotes has stayed in my mind because they were so relatable:

Even tho my personality type and traumas/my life story is different than Jesse's, still I relate to the feelings what Jesse had as an traumatized/abused person.

I was abused mentally & was religious abuse when I lived in two fosterhomes and I was really brainwashed. I was also threatened multiple times that I cant tell anyone about it because then they would put me in "more worst place" etc fcked up stuff. The first fosterhome where I was - wasnt so bad like the second where I was and it was hell. But still I have realised that the first fosterhome wasnt normal and the things happened there wasnt okay too. In the second fosterhome they also threatened with violence like they said once "We want to hit you so bad but we cant because social workers wont accept it" like wtf 💀 also they had an amstaff and they threatened multiple times that they want to let her attack me if I disobey them.

Luckily I lived just 2 years in that second fosterhome but still it felt like a 10 prison years. Then I was putted in fosterhome finally that was okay and safe to me, but because I had an severe trauma, I had a symptoms that they didnt know what to do with them, I live now on my own but in the place where im learning how to be more "independent adult" if im translating it right :D

But living with this kind of trauma that is because of finland childprotective service system, I cant expose them names etc because it would cause me lot of troubles, so I have to live in silence wich makes me feel lonely and angry, I have to live in silence like Jesse Pinkman literally 😭

I feel deep shame, guilt, anxiety, depression and anger of my trauma even tho what happened to me as an kid wasnt my fault and it couldve happen to anyone else too if they were me in that situation, I wasnt also only who was abused, there was also other 2 kids but im not going to mention them names etc because I want to protect them.

Nowadays I suffer of PTSD, social anxiety, anger issues, depression (and possible quiet BPD)

Heres some song that I relate to:

#trauma #ptsd #cptsd vent #fosterhomeabuse #child protective services #breaking bad #jesse pinkman #quiet borderline #BPD #bpd #social anxiety #depression #Youtube #Spotify #religious trauma

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

Thisss 😩❤️‍🔥

i wish breaking bad was made 10-15 years later so they'd set up some in-character social media accounts for jesse

#Breaking Bad #Jesse Pinkman #jesse x walter #heisenbitch #jessexwalter #jessepinkmanxwalterwhite #jessiepinkman

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

Should I write my fanfictions here or in Wattpad, or even in both 😅? Im going to make 3 fanfictions Jesse x Walter, Jessica x Walter and Jesse (trans male) x Walter fanfiction, but its going to take long time because I have to watch Breaking Bad third time again right now, even tho its just 5 seasons still there is happening so much in every each episode that its hard to remember all things that happens, ofcourse im not going to copy all things that happens in the series but im making my own version whats going to happen etc so it doesnt spoil the actual series. I dont want to make it offensive or problematic but ofcourse im going to put trigger warnings in every story, there is NOT going to be r*p€ things like I have seen in some in fanfictions that people have written, because its really disgusting to and triggering to me. I dont understand why people want to write things like that? But anyway this project going to take long time and I hope it goes well :)

#breaking bad #heisenbitch #jesse pinkman #waltjesse #jessicapinkman #jessie pinkman #jesse x walter #jessexwalter #walterwhitexjessepinkman #jane margolis #jesse x jane #Spotify

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

Sorry my english is bad sometimes but this is what I meant what you said 🙏 Its so annoying when in some movies or series people queerbaits characters that are obviosly gay/lesbian etc.

Its so ironic that the some Breaking Bad fans who are misogynistic and homophobic are the one saying "Gus Fring was so sigma" without realising that Gus was actually gay :D Homophobia & toxic masculinity is so stubid because that even if you are gay it doesnt mean that youre "lesser masculine" and being gay doesnt mean being automatically "feminine male" but even if you are, its okay. Breaking Bad is good because it show what toxic masculinity causes but also that when Gus was portrayed being gay it was shown the way that it broke the stereotype of gay men being " all feminine", we need more LBGTQ characters that brokes the stereotypes.

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

Its so ironic that the some Breaking Bad fans who are misogynistic and homophobic are the one saying "Gus Fring was so sigma" without realising that Gus was actually gay :D Homophobia & toxic masculinity is so stubid because that even if you are gay it doesnt mean that youre "lesser masculine" and being gay doesnt mean being automatically "feminine male" but even if you are, its okay. Breaking Bad is good because it show what toxic masculinity causes but also that when Gus was portrayed being gay it was shown the way that it broke the stereotype of gay men being " all feminine", we need more LBGTQ characters that brokes the stereotypes.

#breaking bad #gus fring #better call saul #jesse pinkman #gay

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

I heard somewhere that in Breaking Bad Walter was like "god" and Jesse was like a "Jesus" and that symbolism makes kinda sense because in the scene where Jane died Walter just let her die, like a god (if god exists) in real life lets just people die and suffer. Jesse suffered because of other peoples sins and of Walter's actions so the Jesus symbolism kinda makes sense 😀. And now saw this picture 😭:

I dont know if they did this on purpose but the color symbolism was actually made on purpose and its really genius and creative.

#breaking bad #jesse pinkman #heisenbitch #walter white #waltjesse #jane margolis

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

No matter if Jesse is a woman or man, he is so pretty 😍 fully gorgeus person 😩❤️

THIS IS FUCKED WHY DOES HE LOOK SO PRETTY

#jessica pinkman #jessiepinkman #jesse pinkman #jessie pinkman #JessicaPinkman #heisenbitch #walterxjesse #jessexwalter #walterwhitexjessepinkman #Spotify

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

HELICOPTER, HELICOPTER 👹🚁🚁🚁

GELP WHYD HE PICK HIM UP 😭😭

#brba #jesse pinkman #badger #brba badger #brba season 1 #breaking bad #walter white

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

The annoying feeling when I try go to on hashtags find more fanart stuff but Tumblr hides them in wierd way even tho I have putted censor filters off in settings, why is it so hard to go in communities, its like secret hiding fricking iceberg 😀

#breaking bad #heisenbitch #jesse pinkman #jessicapinkman #jessie pinkman #waltjesse #jesse x walter #walter white x jesse pinkman #jessexwalter

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

Im also thinking the same, why Jesse's facial expression is so intense in this 😭

Why did they do this

#breaking bad #waltxjesse #walterwhitexjessepinkman #waltjesse #heisenbitch #jessewalter #Spotify

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

#breaking bad #jessicapinkman #heisenbitch #jesse pinkman #jessie pinkman #waltjesse #Jessica Pinkman #jesse x walter #oc #Spotify

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

#JessicaPinkman #jessie pinkman #JessiePinkman #waltjesse #heisenbitch #jesse pinkman #JessexWalter #JessePinkmanxWalterWhite #aesthetic #nsfw #breaking bad #aaron paul #jesse x walter #Jessie x Walter #Jessica x Walter #Spotify

[jessica8jessie6pinkman]

My first post here! 💕 I start post more about my headcanon/oc stuff here. "Jessica (Jessie) Pinkman" is female version of Jesse Pinkman, its my Breaking Bad oc 😀.

#JessicaPinkman #waltjesse #heisenbitch #walterxjesse #breaking bad #jessie pinkman #oc #headcanon #walterwhitexjessepinkman #walterwhite #jesse pinkman #Spotify #aesthetic #yk2