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hobbitsnapes · 2 years

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Had a mental breakdown and my mental state has been literal shit so here’s this one scene idea that made me wheeze laughing

Dabi x reader

A tired but relieved moan leaves his lips as he steps in, the feel of the lukewarm water cooling down his skin a welcome for what was a difficult night.

For as long as he could remember, each and every time he used his quirk, he could feel the almost cold bite from his skin being burned from the inside out. In the last few years, he’s usually greeted with the welcoming sensation of numbness immediately after. The feeling of all his cells being killed to immediately feel nothing does nothing but fuel his adrenaline, making him feel drunk from it all.

Usually, his entire body was numb afterwards. If he was asked what it felt like, it was a feeling as if he didn’t exist. That he wasn’t a whole person on this earth, but a feeling of heaviness takes over as well, making him feel both thin as air but heavy as the world. But, having grown used to it, it’s a welcome feeling that each night he hopes for.

While other nights, it was the exact opposite.

It can feel like small needles are stabbing every inch of his body. The feeling of his cells screaming out nearly making him cry out in agony as he lays down due to the pain making him immobile. The feeling of his body being hyper aware of every bit of air that brushes past it, every stitch of clothing, the feeling of his skin laying against the ground or bed along with a feeling that he can’t move, nearly makes him go further into insanity. It’s as if he can feel the entire world on his skin, but also not in control that makes him wish he was dead.

Sometimes, the pain grows so badly that on the ride back to the hideout, he feels as if he’s going to throw up. The pain being so bad that it causes him to have to lay back and pretend to be asleep, when in reality his quiet demeanor is because he’s unable to form a word, the action too hard for him to make a single sound. Most of everyone knew that the look of exhaustion was a lie, knowing the Immense pain he felt both inside and out he was feeling. But it goes to say he didn’t sell it well. If it wasn’t for the harsh breaths he let out so often, they would truly believe he was in a deep slumber.

Some felt nothing as they drove back, having their own pain course through their very bones or minds, while some couldn’t help but notice that whenever they’d drive over a bump, the scrunch on his face of pain. But, the closer they grew to the hideout, the better they knew he felt, as he was closer to the one person who knew could help him.

They all watched from the side, as his shoulders finally dropped, a faint smile growing on the corners of his lips as she walks over to him, made even the usually hard spinner smile.

She always waited up for him,each and every night he’d be gone, she waited for his return with a smile adorn her face. No matter what state he came in, she always held the same loving look, as if he just got back from war. Which, in a way, he did. A war that they all truly believed in their hearts, some had a different mindset to it, but they all caught the same battles.

They knew as soon as he stepped inside, never to bother him again. This was his time, no,their time. The time they knew was almost sacred to them. A time where he can finally feel happiness.

“Careful love, I don’t want you scrubbing so harsh.” She said, as she watched him use the washcloth to scrub away all the dead skin his skin produced. “I can’t even feel it babe.” He chuckled, as he slowed his scrubbing to a gentle rub. She was the only person he’d listen to, the only one who could get him from his most stubborn mood. The only person he trusted with his life, even if she was a bit too careful at times. “Yes but you’ll eventually regain the feeling and you’ll be complaining of how raw you rubbed your skin, again.” This made him chuckle, because she was right. Many times, he’d scrub off all the grime from the day, not caring about the inevitable pain he’d feel some few hours later.

His head fell back against her chest, a small smile on his lips as he felt her breathe. Nine times outta ten, it was her that held him during these baths. It was her idea in the beginning, offering that she could wash his hair and body easier that way. He agreed to it as he could feel her soft body behind him, rather than the harsh bathtub. Now it became a ritual for them, something he always looked forward to.

A soft hun left his lips as her hands worked through his hair, finally feeling clean after so long, it made him feel like a new man.

“You know, I think I’m starting to feel a bit better,” he said, as he rubbed the soft flesh of her thighs that wrapped around him. “Oh hell no, we are not having sex tonight, especially with how you’re feeling.” “Awe come on babe, wouldn’t it be romantic, like all those romance movies you make me watch? Where the couple always ends up taking a bath and having soapy sex and get water everywhere?” “Yeah and one thing they don’t tell you is the uti you end up getting shortly afterwards.” This made him laugh, a full laugh that made him nearly choke. Wheezes let out past his lips, that in turn made her laugh so hard, he could feel her breasts shake below him, causing him to shake even more.

“And besides, I’d be shocked if you could even feel it, you’re laying here like a dead fish.” She teased, making him smirk. “Oh believe me, if you said you wanted to, I’d spring into action faster than you when you gotta pee.” A large laugh left her lips at how truthful he was, the amount of times she’s ran down the hall at the ass crack of Dawn attests to that. No matter what time it was, he always let out a large laugh each time she did, nearly making him grow a hernia.

They laid there in silence for a couple of minutes, the only sound being their breathing and the slight movement in the water.

The silence was quickly interrupted, when he moved himself to lay his chest against hers, his head ever so slightly above her neck. Even with the rough skin and cold staples, it felt like home to her warm skin. She doesn’t know how she grew to have his skin be a comfort to her, but nonetheless, it did.

A soft kiss landed on her cheek, his lips staying there as her cheek grew more plush due to the smile that creeped it’s way on her face. His lips stretched just the same, as his lips moved towards hers, her hand cupping his cheek.

It had been another few minutes, before he again broke the silence by asking her a question, “mind if I get behind you now?” A smile grew on her face at his question. It wasn’t how sincere it was, or how kind his voice sounded. No, it was the knowledge she had about him. Whenever he’d start to feel better, he’d ask her if he could hold her instead, it was a small way of him voice his comfort in his own little way.

She of course knew of his life, and the problems that came along with them. Overtime, she noticed small things about him, one being that he’d rarely voice comfort or joy in a normal manner. He was one of the most blunt individuals, but also a man who you had to read his words correctly. But it never was a bother, she knew that this was his way of communicating, and she cherished it every time.

Her head leaned back against his chest, the feel of his chest moving with each breath nearly lulling her to sleep. The only thing that kept her awake, was the feel of his hands slightly caressing her stomach. He always did this when he held her, even when he was half asleep, his thumb would be rubbing back and forth over the skin. He said it brought him comfort due to how soft it was, not tight and rough like his. She could feel his head lean slightly on her shoulder, a soft smile on her face. “I’ve always wondered how it’d feel if there was a baby in you.” He mumbled, his voice sincere. “Then I think you’ll be wondering for a while love.” A small groan left his lips at that, his arms wrapping slightly tighter around her. “Aw come on babe, I thought you said you wanted one the other day?” A small laugh left her lips at that, the memory of which he spoke.

It had been a night of sincere passion, one that both of them cherish each time they had. It didn't happen nearly as much as she thought, for when they met she assumed he partook in the act regularly. But no, as to her shock shortly after the first time they did, he in a nonchalant tone, told her she was his first. She was extremely shocked by this, as his naturally bedroom eyes and rough but alluring voice would garner him many lovers in his life. But no, he had never been in a true or even unofficial relationship. He had never had the drive or want for one. No, not until he met and grew to know the girl, did he ever think he was capable of such a feeling as love.

Silace overtook them again after the talk of a family, one that wasn't uncomfortable or forced. They rarely had a time when they felt awkward or even bored of one another, they truly just enjoyed each other's company.

That feeling quickly dissipated, when a rumble of the water, greeted with a putrid smell of eggs washed over the bath as he let out a laugh that made the fart continue in a tone similar to his. She quickly covered her nose, but the smell had already locked in her airway. A laugh let past her lips despite the fact they would have to leave the bath shortly, as whenever he passed gas, it permeated the room for a time much longer than anyone wanted.

The two laid beneath the sheets of their bed, skin softly touching as they looked into each other's eyes, growing tired from the water they laid in for what felt like hours. Both whispered a soft love you, as they held one another closely.

#bnha dabi #dabi fluff #dabi headcanons #dabi x reader #dabi my hero academia #mha headcanons #mha fanfiction #mha imagines #mha x reader #my hero academia #dabi imagine

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hobbitsnapes · 2 years

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Aizawas nurse part 2

A short Shouta Aizawa story

A/N: I AM SO SORRY I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THIS STORY AND HAD A MENTAL BREAKDOWN RECENTLY AND JUST NOW REMEMBERED THIS AGAIN IM SORRY

What close to a decades worth of love between two quiet UA staff can do, when finally presented time to confess to what they’ve felt all these years. And what blooming love can grow, just by small glances and nibble touches. (I suck at summaries)

Her heart thumped so wildly, it felt as if it was in a constant beat, that wouldn’t move as it vibrated in her chest. That was, until it nearly stopped, feeling it flutter almost painfully as his eyes landed on her.

His heart dropped in his chest when the door opens, but it quickly sped up as he saw her icy white hair enter, her usual nurse's uniform sending a flutter to his heart as her timid eyes fell onto him.

“Hey” she says, voice slightly quiet as she stands in the door.

“Hey, what brings you here?” He questions, head tilted slightly as his gaze watches her.

“Truth be told, I wanted to come check on you. I remember you told me how you’ve got a plethora of papers to grade, and I thought I’d come in to help?” She asks, hands slightly shaky as she holds them together.

A faint smile graces his face at her words, heart warming in his chest as he looks at her. Even after all these years, her heart still cares just as much as when they met. And still just as timid and shy as the day he met her.

“That would be amazing.”

They both quietly sat in the room, the only noise was the sound of papers being flipped, pens fixing any mistakes, and their steady breathing.

He rubbed his tired eyes with his fingers, leaning to the side and grabbed his eye drops. Due to years of using his quirk, his eyes will even grow dry as he does the most mundane tasks. He even now wears thin, white framed glasses when grading due to the strain his eyes have been put through, causing migraines when he tries to read long enough.

Slipping off his glasses, he pulls his head back as he administered the drops to his eyes, the instant cooling comfort making him sigh out.

Her eyes looked up from the desk she sat at, opting to sit a few feet away from him as to not distract herself nearly as much as she would if sitting right beside him.

“You alright?” She asks, catching his attention. “Yeah, just my eyes are sore.” She sighs at this, setting her own down. “Then how about you take a 5 minute break?” “I don’t know-“ “Shouta, I know you’ve been working at these for a while now, and I can see how red your eyes are getting. 5 minutes.” She says, making a smile grow on his face.

While she’s still the shy and timid girl he’s known, he also is no stranger to how stern she can be. But she does it with such care in her authoritative tone, that you can’t help but listen. “Alright,”

Both still sat in their seats as he rests his head in his hand, eyes shut as he lets his eyes rest even for a moment.

They weren’t strangers to long silence when in the presence of one another, often finding comfort in the lack of voices as they just enjoy being together.

She looks down as she reads over one of the many papers, barely even noticing when his eyes open, looking longingly at her.

“How’s your week been?” Her head looks up at him and his words, being slightly startled at hearing him. “It’s actually been pretty slow, mostly just your usual scrape, twisted ankle, and just someone coming in to calm themselves down. I recently had amajiki come in, poor thing was nearly vomiting from his anxiety. I thought I was gonna have to send him home from it.” “Yeah, poor guys been this way since I’ve met him. He probably had a speech earlier that day. I remember just how scared he’d get back in the day.” She lets out a sigh, a smile on her face. “Yeah, I wish there was more I could’ve done to help, but I did manage to get him to relax finally. I even called his next class teacher and told them he wouldn’t be coming in cause he ended up falling asleep. And just seeing just how much it drained him, I couldn’t wake him up.” He smiled at this, heart warming in his chest. Her deep love and care for all the staff and students here was admirable, something that he himself and many others wish they could have just an idea of the love she has for everybody. It made his heart soar in his chest seeing just how caring she was, knowing that her heart, was the warmest, most loving one of all.

“And what about tonight? Anything interesting happen?” He asks, head now uo as he looks at her. “Nothing really at the start or even most of the day. But I did end up making a visit to Midoriyas room. He got himself hurt again, and due to recovery girl being out, I tried tending to his injuries myself. But, I wasn’t able to heal all of it. And he called me from his room and I could hear just how exhausted he was, and knew he wouldn’t be able to make it to my office without falling asleep and hurting himself. And so I went, and helped to get him to sleep.” A small chuckle left his lips at her words, eyes looking down to the papers still at his desk. “Yeah I heard about that one, I’m honestly not even surprised whenever I hear he’s broken something else.” “Yeah, Toshinori is still being way to hard on him. The amount of times I’ve thought of beating the man myself when he brings in the boy is Astronomical.” A hard laugh leaves his lips at her bite in her tone, face taking on the same expression her voice carried.

“What about you? Anything interesting happen?” She asks, head now in both her palms as she gazed at him.

“Absolutely nothing, besides last night.” She chuckles at this, making his lips turn up into a smile. “And how was dealing with a drunk Hizashi?” She teases. “Fucking fantastic. God the amount of times he tries stripping himself naked, I love the man but not like that.” He grimaced, making her laugh out as she clutched her stomach. “He does this every year and yet it still takes me by surprise. He’s been this way for as long as I can remember. Even back in high school he was like this.” He chuckles. “Yeah, I remember.” She chuckles.

He looks back at her, brows furrowed as he looks at her amused face. “What do you mean?” He asks. “I went to school with you guys remember, so I know just how wild he was back then.” She says, his eyes widening as he looks at her. “Wait, you what? I, I’m sorry but I don’t even remember seeing you?” He says, heart heavy in his chest as he wracks his brain. They went to school together? “Don’t apologize Shouta, you forget, I’m 3 years younger than you. So not only did I start when you were about to graduate, but I was also in support all 3 years. And it didn’t help that I was extremely shy, and spent most of my time in the nurses office. Being that Chiyo and I have essentially the same quirk, I spent most of my time in her room. But, we did meet once.” He looks at her, head tilted slightly as to ask her. Making her chuckle lightly. “Still got that scar on your elbow and palm?” She asks, making him gasp lightly as memories flood back to him.

His feet carried himself over the concrete ground, head leaning down as he idly walked, mind elsewhere than where he was in the moment.

That was, until his body collided with another, his heart momentarily stopping as he falls back.

His hand burned in pain as he holds it, blood coming to the surface as he looks in shock of everything happening.

“I’m so sorry!” He hears, eyes looking up, breath catching in his throat. White, almost crystal like hair sat at her shoulders, large eyes frantic as she apologizes. Her hair, it’s almost exactly like- his heart pains in his chest at the thought.

Before he could say a word, her hands grabbed his still bleeding one. His heart beating wildly in his chest. But his eyes widened in shock, as he watches the scrapes almost completely disappear. They were almost completely healed,until she stumbled forward, making him catch her limp body.

Her eyes finally opened, making him let out a breath he didn’t know he was holding as he looks at her. “Sorry, I, get really weak whenever I use my quirk.” She sighs out, voice obviously tired as she gets up from the ground.

“Thanks, I Uh, I don’t know what to say.” He admits, voice catching in his throat. A small smile pulls at the corners of her lips, making his heart flutter. “Don’t say that, I’m the one who made you fall.” She says, eyes looking anywhere but at the handsome man in front of her.

“I, should be getting back to class.” She admits, before walking past him, making his head whip around as he watches her scurry away. He didn’t even get her name.

“That was you, all this time I never realized.” He whispered mostly to himself as he looks at the faint scars on his palm. For years, he’s always wondered who the white haired girl was, what her name was, where she went after that encounter, and why she always felt so familiar and calming to him.

“Yeah, I’m still sorry about that.” She chuckles. “Don’t be, trust me.” He admits, heart soaring in his chest.

He can’t help but let out a small groan, shoulder growing painful as he rolls it back, hoping for some relief from the tension.

She heard it as soon as he let it out, head shooting up as she looked at him. “You alright?” She asks, his eyes looking back into hers as he rolls his shoulder. “Yeah, just sore is all.” He admits.

She stands up from her desk, walking over to him. “Here, let me help.” He goes to say it wasn’t necessary, but she already was behind him before his mind could form the words to come out.

Her left hand settled on his shoulder, right hand flush to his chest bone as she rubs the tense muscle. A pleasant sigh leaving his lips at the feel of her hand working out the tightness. “Being that I used a lot of my energy on Midoriya, I’m mostly just relying on my actual hands to fix the muscles.” She says, voice calm as she runs his shoulder.

His head slightly leans back, finally relaxing his body as he enjoys her hands on his sore body.

A small moan leaves his lips as she moves her hand, finally working out the deep knot he’s had for hours now. His head completely falling back, eyes shut with a smile on his lips.

He doesn’t realize his head is falling back until it hits her stomach, his eyes opening as he looks at her.

A faint flush dusts their cheeks as their hearts flutter, but neither pull away or move as she continues.

He nearly fell into a slumber from her hands, almost succumbing to sleep before her body leaves his. “Here, let me grab this to put behind you.” She says, walking over to grab his sleeping bag.

“Oh I got it-“ he says as he stands up, voice catching in his throat as they both stand in front of one another.

Both their hearts beat wildly, both fearing the other could feel it due to the closeness of their bodies as they look into one another’s eyes. Neither looking anywhere but their eyes, fearing that if they pull away, they’ll end the small moment they hold as both pled to do something.

His hand grabs a hold of her lower back, barley ghosting his fingers over her shirt. But it was enough of a touch to have her body feel the pull to his, breath hitch as her heart beats wildly.

It’s as if they had bands wrapped around their heads that pulled them in, an invisible pull that made both finally lean in, lips connecting as their hearts soared in them. Shallow breaths let out against their faces as their lips connect. Never in the decade did they think anything of this sort would come to be, if only they knew what lay ahead.

#shouta aizawa #aizawa x reader #bnha aizawa #aizawa shota x reader #aizawa x y/n #mha headcanons #mha fanfiction #mha x reader #mha imagines #mha au

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hobbitsnapes · 3 years

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YALL I FINALLY FIGURED PUT HOW TO DO READ MORE WATCH

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hobbitsnapes · 3 years

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hobbitsnapes · 3 years

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YOU GUYS ARE DATING

Corpse x MGK!sister reader

(Found this image on Pinterest so all credit goes to artist, if you know who it is please comment below so I can credit them)

A/N: this was requested by @heyitssab

Tree is tall of sex in this, but it’s more in a joking matter, plus corpse has stated he doesn’t mind as long as you are not a minor or send or tag him. I’m literally 2 years younger than him, and have no intentions of ever tagging him or sending him any of my work XD

Summary: how many idiots does it take to tell the brother and friend they’re dating? Apparently takes 2 very forgetful people, who kept their relationship secret without knowing it.

It had just been by chance, a small chance that he had been scrolling through his tags. liking and reposting art, when he saw a tag from someone he followed. He wrecked his brain for when he had followed her, coming up empty. She was cute, no denying the beauty she had as she laughed in the video. It was a clip from a stream that he didn’t know she had, as he couldn’t even remember her name, wearing his merch as it fit her snug. It fit her perfectly in fact, the large hood covering her face, hiding the flush to her face from her rather large chuckles that left her body. He couldn’t help but like the photo, and he couldn’t help but to press message either.

It was first only small likes to posts, an Occasional message, and a view on their livestreams, but that all changed when he spoke of the song he was working on with her older brother.

It all started that night, when both lay in their beds as they talked, laughed, and felt their hearts flutter each time they heard one another speak.

Her phone rang violently in her bag, nearly making her drop the to go bag all over the ground as she walked. “Hello?” She asked, as she held both bags with her hands as her shoulder gripped the phone as if it’d fall down a cliff. “Hey bug!” He exclaimed, making her chuckle as she heard the booming sound of his voice. She had always detested the nickname, as he gave it to her as kids due to her horrendous fear of the creatures. But, it brought more joy to her, as it reminded her of their youth. Having been adults for years, it was fun to hear such a childish name that’s stuck.

“Hey mopey.” She chuckled, as that was the name she gave him when he was in his emo phase that he never outgrew.

Both talked as she walked towards the elevator, mainly about how his day had gone as she silently listened.

She had always been this way, always the shyer of the two, the one to listen to others first before she said a word. He had teased her for it most of their childhood and teen life, but he had grown to love it, as he could let loose or rant to her about anything, and he knew she’d be there just to listen to him.

“So what’re you doing right now?” He asked, as she got into the elevator. “Just grabbed some dinner a few minutes before you called and nearly made me shit.” A smile painted on her face at his boisterous laughter.

“Are you at home?” He asked, as he heard the sound of the elevator beeping in the background. “No, I’m spending the night with my boyfriend.”

She had mentioned about a month prior that she was seeing someone, the joy it brought him to hear the excitement and joy in her tone as she gushed about their first date.

If this was 7 or 8 years prior, he would be bombarding her with questions about the man, who he was, where he lived, where he could meet him to find his intentions with his baby sister. But, in the last few years, he found himself feeling calmer whenever she’d mentioned her love life. He knew she was smart, and would never date a man who treated her poorly. The few breakups she had, they always ended amicably, her head still high as she told him. So, he never asked her any questions about the man, as he could tell from the few times she mentioned him, he could feel the love this man had for her, and Vice versa.

The strong barreling of her phone alerted them awake, both groaning out as she reached for her phone without lifting her head from his shoulder. “Hello?” She mumbled, voice slurred as the saliva was thick in her mouth, barely awake as she fought to listen in on who dares to wake them up.

“Hey!” He exclaimed, making her equally exhausted lover groan. She shifted off of him, laying on her back as he turned away from her, as to hopefully shut his eyes and fall back asleep. She was used to her brother's large voice, as it hardly phased her after growing up with him. “Colson, why are you calling me this ungodly hour?” “Oh come on, it’s not that early.” “Col its-“ She pulled her phone from her ear, eyes shutting violently as the bright light blinded her “5 o’clock in the morning. So again, I’m going to ask you, why did you call me at the asscrack of dawn?” “You don’t remember?” He asked, making her irritation grow. “No, that’s why I’m asking.” She says, as she rubbed her sleep crusted eyes. “You were coming up today to hang out with casie, remember?” Her hand stopped rubbing her face, as she felt her heart stop momentarily. “Wait, you mean today? I thought I was coming Friday?” “No, both of you settled on today, remember I told you that’s perfect because I have a day off?” She felt her heart pain as she heard the sadness in his tone, knowing he’s expecting her to bail. “Yeah sorry, I thought you meant Friday so I mixed it up, let me get ready and I’ll be out the door okay? Love you” she said, as she hung up the line.

Before she could even move, she felt his arm wrap around her body. A tired groan leaving his lips. “Nooo stayyyy.” He groaned, pulling her body to his. She smiled as she looked down at him, wrapping her arm on his chest and the other behind his neck. “I wish I could live, but I can’t.” Planting a soft kiss against his lips. “Stay in bed for a few more hours, please?” Her heart pulled at his tone, hearing just how tired he was. “I can’t, casies wanted me to come up for weeks now. And it takes a good 3 hours to get there. I wanna spend as much time as I can with them before it gets dark so I can get back safely.” He groaned at this, wrapping his arms around her. “Yeah but it’s only 5, it wouldn’t be safe to drive since we went to bed like, 2 hours ago.” “Yeah, and whos fault was that mister?” She teased, “hmm, sorry but I just couldn’t keep my hands to myself after not seeing you for a few days.” He mused, pulling her body closer to his, planting his lips against hers. A small hum left her lips as he pulled her thigh over his, grabbing the flesh harshly as their lips cascaded together. “Mm, no no no, you’re not gonna convince me to stay here just to go another round.” She said, as she got off from his warm body, throwing his large hoodie over her bare body. “Oh come on babe, are you sure about that?” He said, making her turn around to him. A small gasp left her lips as her eyes took in his milky white complexion. His honey brown eyes looking back at her with a small smile etched onto his face. His hair a tousled mess that resembled a bird's nest, some pieces falling onto his face. “Honey, I’ve been wanting to see my family for weeks now, I see you almost everyday and practically live here. I’ll be back tomorrow so I can grab more clothes from my place okay?” She placed a kiss to his lips, both holding one another in their arms. “I don’t know why you don’t just say fuck that place and just move in.” He mumbled, making her chuckle and heart warm. “Don't you think it’s a little soon though? I mean we’ve only been together a few months love.” “Yeah, but you’ve practically lived here since we got together, you literally just go there to get more clothes that you end up leaving here.” She looked into his eyes as she thought about his words. “Hm, I’ll think about it today okay?” She mused, planting a kiss to his lips. A soft okay leaving him as she got up.

“And babe, remember if you live here, we can have all the sex we want and not have to worry about driving to get one another.” He exclaimed, laughing at the loud honey she screamed from the bathroom.

She couldn’t help but laugh out as she watched, as her niece tried her hardest to braid her fathers grown out hair. It was near impossible not to, as pieces would fall out, resulting in her pulling them harsher, nearly pulling his eyelids back due to the tension from his temples. “Okay okay you’re gonna fuckin scalp me.” He chuckled , as all three bursted out in large laughter.

“So how’s school going this year?” She asked her, as she delicately painted her nails. Both of the girls had found themselves on the floor in front of the nice coffee table, as colson sat and chatted with them. “It’s going really well.” “Oh yeah? Make any new friends?” She teased. “I mean, kinda.” She couldn’t help but hear the wavering in her tone, spotting the faint blush dusting her skin. “Ohh, so there’s a someone eh?” She teased to her, making the preteen hide her face as to conceal the flush. “His names Garrett, and we both take social studies together. He always sits next to me at lunch, and we’ll draw on my notebook.” She gushed, making her smile. “Soo, do you think he likes you?” “I mean, that’s what everyone keeps saying.” “Yeah well don’t worry about it to much cas, you’re not dating anyone for many more years. You’re still a kid.” Her das said, making the young girls face fall.

Y/N knew he was only saying this to protect her, as he said the same thing to her growing up. “Hey, don’t be bummed out about it. He is right, you both are only 12 and should focus on school. But don’t worry, he’ll come around. He was just like that with me up until my current boyfriend.” She whispered, making the young girl chuckle.

“Speaking of which, how are you guys doing?” He asked, as she hadn’t mentioned hun to her in a while. He didn’t think it’d hurt to ask. “Great actually, we’re thinking of moving in together actually.” “That’s great! I’m really happy that y’all met.” “Yeah, I am too.” She hummed, a flush dusting her cheeks.

Both men laughed as they chatted on the phone, talking about anything that would come to mind. What was once only a collaboration for a song, turned into an amazing friendship that caused both of them to call at late hours just to shoot the shit.

A yawn left his lips, as he listened to colson ramble on about another song he was making. “Woah, you tired man?” Colson asked, shocked to hear the sound. “Yeah sorry, was up most of the night last night.” He mumbled, rubbing his eyes. “Were you feeling alright?” He asked, worry laced in his tone. He knew all about his friends illnesses, even once being on the other end of the phone during a bad spell one day.” “Oh yeah yeah yeah, was just, up with the misses last night.” He chuckled, a flush blooming on his cheeks. “Ohhh yeah? And how was it?” This shocked him, nearly feeling his heart stop. Like, does he usually know about his sisters sex life? He didn’t think much of it, as he knew just how close both were. “It was absolutely fucking amazing. Like I thought we’d be done for the night, fully tapped out but after like 5 minutes she’d be right back on me for another round.” He chuckled, his flush even worse than before. “Ayyyeee good for you corpse, glad to hear that puss is bussin.” He laughed at this, throwing his head back. “Yeah, it’s bussin bussin.”

Both men talk as they read from their phones, eyes wide in absolute awe of the love they received from the song. They had just dropped it a few days prior, not expecting the cry of joy from both fan bases.

He didn’t even look up from it when she walked in, until she bent down to plant a kiss to his forehead. “Sorry I had completely forgot about the tea I made you an hour ago, but I put it back on the stove to heat it up so if it’s twisting funky just tell me okay?” Before he could even thank her, both their heads whipped towards the loudness from the other line. “Y/N? Is that you? What in the hell are you doing there with corpse!” He didn’t sound angry, more shocked than anything, both of them looking at the phone in confusion. “I, I love here? Remember I told you like a month ago I was moving in with him?” “WHAT!” Both jumped at the loud scream. “Wait so you guys are dating!?” Both we’re even more perplexed, until it dawned on both of them. Their eyes wide as they turned their heads to one another slowly. “Wait you didn’t tell him?” “No? He’s one of your best friends so I thought you did!” “He’s your brother! So I thought you did!” Both whisper, until all three lay silent. That was until, the large cry of laughter that leaves the two, leaving colson even more confused. He wasn’t mad, not at all actually. More shocked and confused than anything. Until he started thinking, it does make sense, all the times they spoke about one another without him knowing, all the times they mentioned-“OH GOD!” He yelled, gagging violently, making them stop their laughing fit. “What's wrong? Why are you yelling?” She asks “like a month ago corpse was talking about how he was tired cause he was up all night having sex AND I HAD NO IDEA HE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU! OH GOD WAS THAT WHY YOU WERE LIMPING THAT DAY WITH CAS AND I!” Both laugh even harder, as they listen to his ever growing gags.

“So yeah,. That’s literally how we had no idea we were keeping the relationship secret from her brother.” He laughed, as he red the comments and listened to his friends' laughter. She sat beside him, head laying on his shoulder as he told the story. She couldn’t help but to look back up into his eyes, as he glanced down at her, planting a soft kiss to her lips. “Keep it pg guys.” Colson said from the other line, making them chuckle.

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hobbitsnapes · 3 years

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Is there going to be a part two of Masked Love???????❤️

I don’t think so, I ended it on a point that could be but at the same time was intended to end. I can do little headcanons about them, but unless I get a specific request for one, I’m leaving it :)

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hobbitsnapes · 3 years

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Masked love

Vinnie Hacker x Reader

Summary: What was supposed to be a day spent with his friends at an amusement park, turned to be one of importance that he’ll never forget. Never did he think, sitting next to the girl with a mask and eyepatch that only revealed her right eye, would change his life like it did.

It was a warm summer day, the heat high as the sun beat down on everyone who decided to venture outside. It seemed as if everyone had the same thought, all deciding to head to the beloved theme park to deal with the scorching heat.

Laughter filled the rather large group of friends, everyone enjoying their day as they walked around. A few fans walking up to them, with shaky hands and large smiles that warmed everyone’s heart.

Vinnie couldn’t help the large smile that plastered itself onto his face the entire day, his heart full as he chatted amunst his friends.

It had been a wonderful few weeks for him, with the win of his fight that made all the hard work he put in for months worth it as the outpouring love and admiration. Feeling imense joy that could only be matched with the feeling of love.

His eyes fell on her, feeling his heart beat faster the longer he looked.

She stood out amunst the large group that walked around her, but not for the fact that her lower half of her face, and eye covered, only showing her right eye. Or the fact that her left leg was in a metal brace, being propped up as she sat in a wheelchair. No, those weren’t what drew his eyes to her. It was the almost calm serenity that serounded her. It was as if an aura of tranquility was enclosed around her. Watching as she red from her phone, periodically looking up at the ride in front of her. Her eye never once looking solom or distempered. She truly looked as if she was painted into the scene, a stark contrast to all the laughing and loud people around.

“Whatcha looking at?” He couldn’t help but jump slightly, eyes darting to his right. A knowing smirk plastered on Thomas’ face. “Why don’t you go sit beside her?” He asks, voice hush as to not draw attention to the obvious flush that his younger friend had. “I, I don’t know.” “Hey, just walk over and take a seat. We’re gonna be hanging out here for a bit anyways, it’s not gonna kill you to go talk to her. And besides, if you keep starring, she’s gonna think you’re a creep or flies are gonna fly into your mouth.” “Hey my mouth was not open! Wait was it?” Thomas leet out a large laugh at this, seeing the flash of anger to one of fear morph onto vinnies face. “No not literally, though you were close.” “Oh thank god.” He felt his heart calm slightly at his friends words. “Now, go. Go sit with her.”

He felt his heart nearly fall down his chest, through his stomach and he swore that if he didn’t sit at that moment, it would’ve fallen out his ass. He tried his hardest to steady his harsh breath that fogged his glasses. Feeling his hands shake as he held the top of his Jean clad thighs. But not once did she look up, eye still on her phone. He was slightly shocked at this, most people would’ve looked when another person sat right beside them, right? It had been so long since he sat beside a literal stranger, with the raging virus that was only now easing up.

He tried his hardest not to look at her, not wanting to make her feel uncomfortable or break the bubble that he felt himself surrounded by. It was, nice, not worrying about having to talk or potentially make a fool out of himself. If he could just sit, and enjoy her presence, he’d be fine.

Her eye traveled up again, only for a moment until she looked at him, his heart accelerated as her eye looked into his. “Uhm, hi there.” What the hell was that. Why in the fuck did he say that? He sounded so awkward! Ass he could’ve just said was a simple hi- “hey there.” It’s as if her voice stopped every single thought that swam in his head, along with all the voices that surrounded them. It was so, light. It was so calming, so soft but not at all squeaky or high. It was like a mother’s tone, one that calmed everyone who heard it. “I um, I hope you don’t mind I’m sitting here.” Again, why is he so bad at talking. “Oh not at all, I noticed you when you first sat down.” “Oh?” “Yeah, but I noticed that you weren’t talking or introducing yourself. So I figured that you’d rather be silent.” “Oh, um yeah kinda sorta. More like I didn’t really know what to say.” He chuckled, feeling himself calming slightly. “Oh you’re perfectly fine, I’m Y/N by the way.” She stuck her hand out to his, his eyes traveling towards it. Her nails lay neat, clean and looking soft compared to his large tattooed hand. “My names Vincent, but most call me vinnie.” “Oh, I know who you are.” She chuckled, making his heart flutter again at the sound. “Oh god.” He laughed, feeling embarrassment flood his body that made him want to crumble into a ball. “Hey no worries, I’ve seen you on tiktok a few times. Mainly because my brother followed that fight you had. You did a great job by the way!” “Oh wow thanks haha, it took a lot of training that took months to prepare.” “Oh yeah I bet, my brothers really into boxing so I know first hand how long and hard it takes. And how complicated it is leading up to the fight. So what else are you into? I don’t really know much about you.?” “Oh, im really into skateboarding, video games and anime.” “What anime do you watch?” “Oh jeez, I’ve watched and liked so many I can’t remember what genre I like most.” She let out a chuckle, seeing his body finally relaxing. “I ask because I really like anime too. I grew up watching things like naruto and dragon ball, and a little bit of bleach too. Mainly because my older and younger brothers were obsessed with them. I don’t really get into it until well, all this happened.” She said, gesturing to her face and leg. “I get compared to Ken Kaneki a lot.” He let out a laugh, one that she joined in, Not once did they break eyes.

They both sat and talked for what felt like only 30 minutes, but in reality was over 2 hours. Knowing smiles on his friends faces as they left the area, texting him where they’ll be. Not once did he even notice their departure, as all his attention was on her. It was like they knew each other for years, not once did he feel anxious or uncomfortable with what they said. They talked about his time at the hype house, telling stories that he’s never told anyone outside his circle of friends. She talked about her life with her 4 brothers, how much of a ruckus each one brings to her life, telling all the embarrassing stories from her childhood that nearly made him rubble over in laughter.

“I, I can’t believe you tried to flush the fucking cat down the toilet.” He wheezed, head thrown back as he tried bringing in as much air into his lungs. “Hey it’s not my fault that I was only 4 and my mum told me that we flush fish down the toilet cause it’s the fastest way to heaven. It’s not my fault that I thought that applied to all animals, including those that just had asthma and ISNT actually dead or a fish.” She laughed, making him clutch his stomach.

He felt his phone vibrate, eyes breaking from hers as he looked at who was calling. They left a message, feeling his heart fall as he red it. He knew it had been a while, but he didn’t realize just how long he was sat there, feeling sadness filling his heart. Everyone was getting ready to leave, asking if he’d be joining them back home. “Everything alright?” She asked, making a smile foarm on his sullen face. “Yeah, just gotta head out soon.” “Oh, alrighty then.” He felt his heart fall even more at her tone, hearing the saddness that laced each word. Fuck it, he thought. “Hey um, I got a question.” “Sure, what is it?” He felt his heart nearly falling out again. Her eye looking into his as she awaites his question. “I, I’ve had a really, um, great time talking with you.” A small chuckle leaving her at his words. “I was just um, I I was wondering if, you’d maybe like to, to come over sometime?” God, he sounded like he was gonna have a stroke any minute with how nervous he was. “Sure, I’d love to.” He felt his heart nearly fly out his throat st her words, a large smile growing on his face. “Wait, really?” He asks. “Yeah of course. I’ve really enjoyed talking with you too, plus i, I think you’re rather cute.” He felt his face burn at her words, his hand shaking as he smiled. “Uhm,thanks, I, I think you are too. It’s a date then.” He laughed, making her chuckle herself. “Oh so it’s a date?” She teased. “I I oh god I said that.” He stammered, making her laugh out. “Hey hey it’s alright, I was guessing it was by how nervous you were with asking.” “Oh, okay.” “Here, let me give you my number.” He smiled at this, feeling like he was on top of the world as she typed in her number to his phone.

Laughter filled his car as he drove along the private ride up to his house, his heart fluttering wildly as he heard the joy filled laughter that she let out. They had spoken everyday for the past 5 days, finally settling on that weekend. Everyone was out of the large house, all except for him, as without her knowing, had told his friends to go out that afternoon into the night so it could just be them.

Almost as soon as he parked, he rushed from his side of the car to the trunk, lifting out her chair and unfolding it, wheeling it towards her side, opening the door to her. Her heart fluttered in her chest, admiration flooding her mind as he helped her into it, taking in the warmth from his body as he carefully sat her down.

She let out a chuckle as he wheeled her, placing her hands in her lap. “You know I can wheel myself right?” “Oh yeah I know, but I figured this was easier since we don’t have a ramp.”

How stupid could one be he thought. How numb does he have to be to remember one key component about this house.

He had set up his room for the date, getting all the movies and food set up to enjoy the night with her. Making sure his bed was made with the softest blankets and pillows lining the top, so she’s feel nothing but comfort as they watched all the moves neither had seen. He had spent the entire day doing this, only to forget one thing. She can’t make it upstairs. The long staircase that she wouldn’t be able to make it up, and with all the equipment and wires that ran through her leg, he’d never trust himself to carry her up it.

“Hey, everything alright V?” His mind snapped out of the thoughts swimming through his head again,feeling his heart warm. She had dubbed the name V on him, due to one of her favorite video game characters of the same name that she claims he has a striking resemblance to. “Yeah, just thinking about how I set everything up in my room. And no way to get up there.” He felt like the biggest idiot known to man, fear that she’ll be disappointed or upset, wanting to leave and he would’ve blown the entire date. “Hey, it’s okay V, I’m sure we can figure out another way. ISNT there another room down here that has a TV?” A light bulb flashed on in his brain, a smile foarming on his face. “Yeah! We got the theater room!”

Both laughed out as they watched the movie, feeling their chests vibrate against one another. They first had begun the night sitting beside one another, with her leg propped up by the ottoman in front of her that he set. After about an hour of sitting more comfortably, he finally had moved his arm to warm around her shoulder. Soon enough, she had moved her body along with his, as her body lay across the large couch, with her back laying across his as he held onto her, his arm holding her from behind and one across her stomach.

Both lay there until the night grew later, everyone returning home from their day of festivities. Not once did they notice until he had to take her home, with the promise of another date.

Her hands shake slightly in her lap, as she feels him wheel her way inside the large home. Her heart nearly beating through her ears as she hears the laughter from the rest of his housemates.

She had met the other members of the house over the phone a few days prior, in fact he had introduced her to everyone the day after their date. Everyone was lovely, being so kind to her, cracking jokes about how vinnie actually mustered up the courage to ask her out. But she still felt the evee growing fear and unease of meeting new people.

Ever since the accident, she had a hard time meeting new people, if it wasn’t for her youngest brother begging her to tag along with him and their oldest brother to the park, she never would’ve met vinnie.

Helloes we’re exchanged amunst everyone, smiles on each of their faces as they chatted with her, making her feel at ease as if they all had known one another for years. Well, most of them did, all except for her they had known one another for at least a year. Her only knowing vinnie for a little over a week. And yet, she felt like she was at home, many of the men reminding her of her family.

Vinnie watched on as the girl he had grown to know laugh and joke with his friends, made his heart swim in joy.

“Whee are we going?” She asks, as he wheels her out of the living room towards the stairwell. A gasp leaving her as she looks at what he pointed at. Along the staircase, was an automatic stair lift, that went all the way up to the top floor. “Wait did you-“ “he felt really bad after your first date, and literally the next morning he called a guy or have it installed so you can get upstairs easily.” Thomas said, a smile on his face as he looked at his flustered friend. Tears pricked to her eyes as she looked at vinnie,who had moved to her side to help her into the chair. Only, he didn’t get it lift her out of it, before he felt her arms wrap around him, his heart nearly beating out his chest as he bent down to her, feeling small tears through his shirt, his heart warming as he heard her mumble a soft thank you.

If someone had walked in and asked what they were watching, he honestly couldn’t tell them what it was. As all his attention laid on her.

His eyes watched as she held his cat, his heart warming to the point that he swore she could hear it, as his arm held her shoulders with his chest against her shoulder.

“Such a pwetty baby, you’re just so cute and cuddly huh Hera.” She cooed, as her fingers carded through the cats fur. The feline purring like a lawnmower as she rubbed herself all over her, rubbing up to her chin thst still had a mask covering it. It was a typical surgical mask, only black and cloth. Her eye still covered with a patch, only it was decorated with an image of a flower. He had yet to see her entire face, the most he had seen was the right side of her face one night over FaceTime, even then it was by chance, as she has just taken a bath right before he called. And even if he hadn’t, he couldn’t deny her beauty she held. He knew that her face was scarred, spotting the small line right above her left brow when her bangs pushed back a few times. She had explained that from the accident, the left side of her face had been heavily scarred that ran over her eye, permanently blinding it. She wore the patch to help keep it shut, as light was still very sensitive to it. She wore the mask not to keep it clean, as it was healed over a month prior. Rather it made her feel comfortable, with her still growing used to the change in her face a year after the incident. She had made many strides with healing though, talking in excitement about how she was having her x fix removed from her leg shortly, and that her hip was growing stronger again. She explained that she was able to walk with the x fix, but that she was put in a wheelchair due to her hip being shattered as well, causing Imense pain and numbness to take over her entire leg. He felt remorse at this, wishing there was something he could to to help. Only she reassured him that she was happy with how much he’s helped already, with not only wheeling her around but setting up the lift, making sure she has the fluffiest pillows to put on her leg, it all made her so happy that she often forgot about it all.

He had yet to find out what happened, never asking her to explain or talk about it. He didn’t want her to relive the incident, or feel unready to talk to him about it. He knew that eventually she would, and that he wanted her ready to explain it to him.

Weeks go past, as both come by to one another’s homes a few times a week. Whenever his schedule would allow it, he’d find himself picking her up from her home to his, or on a few occasions, he found himself at her home.

He had meet her brothers recently, just last week he was invited over for a movie, also to be interrogated by each of them. All of them grew to like him around, seeing just how happy she was whenever she spoke of the young man. A smile would grow on her face, one that they hadn’t seen since before the accident, one that made their hearts grow with joy.

All of his friends met her too, growing to love to have her around. They all promised that there was to be no filming her or have her in the background of any of their videos. As she was still quite nervous to be known to be seeing the famous tiktoker, fearing the words that many would undoubtedly spew to her or questions that she wasn’t ready to answer quite yet.

Nobody was upset at this, actually, it was rather nice. Almost everyone there had grown to meeting and serounding themselves with friends they met through social media, other influencers that had their camera out each time they’d come by. It was nice to have someone outside of it all, someone that while she knew about the life from seeing their videos, and being there with them, they got to talk about normal day to day activities too. Something that they didn’t get to do often. It made everyone fee, normal again, like a bunch of teens who didn’t have millions of fans watching every move they made, no, they felt normal again. Something that each of them grew to love.

But nobody loved it nearly as much as vinnie did.

He had grown to love having her be by his side almost everyday. Finally feeling at ease for once with someone. Never did he worry about a camera flashing them, or her post something that alluded to them being in the same place, or fearing any comments or, anything really. When he was with her, time stopped. It was as if it was just them, in their own little world. Eve if they were in a room serounded by others, it never mattered as when they looked at one another, that was the only thing they would focus on. He was finally falling for someone, someone outside the influencer world, someone who was outside social media and fame. Making him feel normal again.

One day, just one day it all crashed down.

They had decided to finally go somewhere. Somewhere that wasn’t one of their homes. A day to actually go out on a date. Just one day, one that he asked for.

The date had gone by perfectly. A day that was filled with the upmost joy. She had gotten her x fix brace removed that morning, the happiness they both felt as he picked her up from the doctors office, seeing her so happy to finally have her leg free once again.

Laughter filling the small booth they had as they ate together. She had traded on her usual mask for one that covered only the left side of her face, being able to see the other half and all it’s beauty. It made his heart swell as he was finally able to see the large smile that would blossom on her cheeks, see her nose scrunch up each time she laughed. See the flush to her cheek each time her comment about her beauty. It was all so, so perfect.

He had called the restaurant in advance, making sure they were secluded as far from anyone as possible. He even went as far as to wear a hat with a hoodie, even wearing glasses as to hide his identity as best as possible. It usually worked, if he stayed out of sight for the most part and didn’t have his friends with him, he got off without a hitch. Only today, the world had it out for him.

It all happened so fast, to fast for him to react.

He had been wheeling her out of the restaurant, smiles on each of their faces as they talked about what to do next date. Only, their conversation cut short, as the bright light of a camera flashed, along with all the commotion.

They both felt their hearts nearly stop, as many cameras flashed out, along with yells of questions serounded them, bursting their little bubble in loud fear inducing attention.

His only instinct was to get in front of her, as she cowered in her seat, hands flashing in front of her face. As tears of fear and utter pain from the lights consumed her. “Hey hey HEY! STOP IT!” She could hardly hear him as her ears rung, the only thing that was apparent was the fast pace her heart was beating at, along with the tears that cascaded down her cheeks as she held onto his back. Her fingers scrunching his shirt as she tries her hardest to curl up into a ball as to not be seen anymore than she already was.

Anger surged through every vein in his body at the reporters, none of them backing away even when he threatened to break each of their cameras if they didn’t stop the flashes. It want that he was embarrassed, not at all. He would proudly love to show her off to everyone he could, but he knew the fear she felt at his presence on social media. She went as far as to delete or private all of her social media, as so nobody would trace her towards him and cause an outcry online. She wasn’t ready for the attention and he knew that. So to know that someone had called in, told them where he was, and take photos of them, and still continue even after he had yelled, boiled his blood. All the anger he felt was no match for the pain he felt, as he felt her fingers squeeze his shirt with all her might. He could feel her body shake with cries, ones that caused his heart to throb in pain. He wish he could just run, grab her and run as fast as possible from here and hold her. Hold her as close as possible to hopefully calm her cries of anguish. But he knew that wasn’t smart, as those photos would be posted within minutes. Knowing just how much pain and fear she’d be in.

It took a lot of time, time that he spent trying to get them to stop without maiming them. He had begrudgingly paid off each of them, watching as they all deleted each photo from their cameras. He stood in front of her the entire time, not once did he move away from her, as he held her shaky hand in his.

They knew that there was going to probably be more, as they almost followed you like vultures. Neither did they want to depart as normal. No, he couldn’t just drop her off at her home and drive back. Knowing just how scared she still was, as shown by the tears that still fell from her now fully covered face. Only her right eye that shed tears.

They settled on going back to her home, him calling her brothers through the Bluetooth in his car to tell them what happened. And that he was spending the night with her. They all gave the okay, telling them that they’ll leave them be. She had told them that she was feeling better, still a bit shaken but otherwise she was okay. Especially with him staying with her tonight.

Both sat on her bed, as her eyes still shed the occasional tear. He held her as close as he could without harm, hands carding through her hair as he hummed to her.

A groan left her that startled him, making his head shoot down to her. Now with her brace off, she was finally able to lay on her side. Finally being able to smush her face into his chest. “What’s wrong?” He asked, fear making his heart jump. “My eye, it hurts really, really badly right now.” This causes his heart to drop again, hearing the pain in her tone as he gets up. His hand holds onto her cheek, looking at her still covered face. “Which one hurts?” “It’s my left one.” She groans. “Oh um, want me to go get one of your brothers?” He’s trying his hardest to think of something to do, something to help ease her pain. “No, no they’re all asleep now.” Both fall into a silence, as they look at one another. “Would you, would you want to, help me?”she asks, her voice just as shaky as his was when they met. “Yeah of course, but, help how?” His breath caught in his throat, as she moved his hand to the edge of her mask. “Go ahead, take it off.” She whispered “Are you sure?” He asked just as hushed, his heart beating out his chest. “Mhm, it’s okay.”

His eyes take in her face, as his hand still holds her cheek. The large scar that ran from the top of her brow, score down and through her eye. The color milky and damaged compared to the other. It bore its way down her cheek, and over the side of her lips. Ending at the top of her chin. A few smaller ones beside it that were only faint lighter lines. But even with them, he couldn’t pay much attention to them. No, all he could look at was just how beautiful she was, how her face was so breathtaking that it nearly made him cry out of happiness. Happiness that he had met someone, so, so beautiful as her.

“You are, so beautiful Y/N.” He mumbled, her eye looking into his. “What? How? Look at me, I’m like Frankenstein's bride.” “And yet, I think you look like the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met.” Tears fell from both their eyes, as they looked at one another.

“I was spending the day with my beau friend, her family, and my little brother. I can’t really remember much of anything from that day, I don’t know if it was memory loss, a form of PTSD, or because I spent so much time at her house that it blended with all the rest. But what I do remember, is her brother running inside screaming for me. To put it simply, her house had a large forest outback. My brother and him would go out for hours, just searching the grounds, playing games, hell I remember one summer when he was 6, her and I built them a treehouse that they’d still go hang out in all those years later. There was just one thing that always scared me, and I always made sure that he was safe and stayed out from way deeper into the woods, he’s highly allergic to being stung by a bee or wasp. Well, they were going on a path that they hadn’t gone on in years, and, he got stung. Thankfully it wasn’t far from the house, and as soon as I heard, I ran outside and found him on the grass. I always made sure I had an epipen in my purse, just in case of this very thing happening. If you don’t know, epipens aren’t a cure all. You don’t take it and are perfectly fine after. They just buy you some time to get to the hospital for proper treatment. I didn’t care that the hospital was only 10 minutes away, and that the pen gave us about an hour. I instantly ran him to the car, and drove. I was obviously in the drivers side, and he sat on the right hand side in the backseat. I don’t know why he did, but god, I’m so grateful he did. We were literally, a few minutes away from the hospital. He was feeling fine, to the point he said ‘calm down Y/N, I’m feeling okay.’ But I wasn’t listening. The last time this happened, it was a few years prior, and he nearly died. That’s all that was playing in my head. And I, I wasn’t paying attention to my surroundings like I usually did. I was just looking straight ahead. There was another lane to the left, and I didn’t look to make sure there was anyone coming and.” Tears fell down her cheeks, her breath labored as he held her closer to his chest, his heart hammering against his chest as he held his own back. “There was a truck spreading down that lane, I can’t remember the reason but the man was flying. And. He slammed into my side. Glass from my window shattered on impact, slashing my face and my eye. My leg, was crushed from the impact. I severely damaged my tibia and fibula. Abd the reason I’m still unable to walk is because my hip bone and pelvis were completely shattered. Some of the bones were biking out through my skin, ripping my muscles apart. I joke that I got a butt job, because in a way I did. Some of the bones stabbed into it so much, that when the ambulance came, they couldn’t put me on my back because it was going to stab through the skin. But the thing is, I can’t remember any of it. All I remember was the bright light of the trucks headlights, a lot of pressure, then nothing. By some miracle, my brother was left okay. A few cuts and a dislocated bone, but he was almost left perfectly fine, compared to me that is. My face healed up rather quickly, all things considering. I’m just left blind in my left eye, and I’ll have a limp for the rest of my life once I can walk again. I’m so lucky to be alive today, my doctor said if I hadn’t had my seatbelt on, I would’ve died. That’s honestly one of the most terrifying things to hear. I’m also lucky that I don’t remember any of it. My brother till has nightmares to this day about it. He said that he lost his voice for days from all the screaming he did. I’m so lucky to be here, yet I’m so ashamed to show my face. Which I shouldn’t be. Even if I had looked, he was going so fast that I wouldn’t have been able to move. And if I had, he might’ve hit my brother. But yet, I’m still so scared to show others what I look like. It took me so, so long to show my family my face again.”

Sobs wrecked both of them, as he held her even closer to his body, whether it was to remind her or himself that, he’s here with her. He doesn’t know nor does he care. All that he cares about, is how lucky he is, to hold her in his arms.

What was supposed to be a normal run of the mill day, was anything but.

He had been at the house most of the day, not doing anything outside besides taking a quick dip the the pool due to the high heat. Apart from that, he found himself just slugging around.

She had texted him that morning that she wasn’t able to come by, something that he didn’t realize would affect him as greatly as it had. He had grown so accustom to seeing her almost everyday, even if it was early in the morning for an hour. He also noticed the lack of texts or calls. There were some days they weren’t able to see one another, wether it was due to his work, or her medical appointments. Eather way, they always would squeeze in a few texts and calls, at least a few a day.

It became apparent to the other members of the house as well, watching their friend aimlessly walking around the house, looking rather solom compared to what they had grown to see these past few weeks. They had figured she was busy, but it saddened them to watch him look so lost without her.

Almost everyone found themselves lounging in the living room, wether they were on the couch, one of the bean bag chairs, or even laying on the floor.

He had just been in the kitchen, making himself a late lunch as he hummed to a tune. That was, until he heard the door open. Nobody had left and nobody was coming over, so why was it opened?

His breath caught in his throat as soon as he saw her, his heart beating double than it usually did.

Their eyes met out of everyone in the room, as everyone looked onto the blossoming couple. It took him a second to notice 2 of her brothers standing beside her chair, her youngest and the oldest, as they looked back and forth between the two with warm smiles on their faces.

It took every breath from his body, as he started walking to her, only to stop in his tracks. Instant tears welled in his eyes, as he watched her youngest brother help her stand from her chair. Gasps heard round the room, only to fall on muffled ears as she took her first step. Laughter bubbles from her mouth, a smile that beamed from her lips all the way to her eyes. Tears fell from both their eyes, as she let go from her brothers hand, as their hearts swelled with love as she outstretched her arms.

Laughter fell from his lips, as tears swam down his cheeks as he watched her walk to him, all the memories of them looking longingly to one another compared little to nothing as this moment. Immense joy swam through his heart and cascaded out his body as he outstretched his arms towards her. The feeling of pure unacquainted happiness overtook his mind along with, love.

It came on like it was silent, only to beam so suddenly, like the brightest, warmest light took every inch of his being, as the words, I love her, I love her, screamed inside his mind.

I love you, he mumbled, as she fell in his arms. The look of pure shock, blended perfectly with the look of unmistakable endearment and, love, painted every inch of her face.

It was like they were underwater, only, nowhere near as heavy. It was like falling asleep,only you’re aware of it all, as their lips met for the first time. Screams muffled as if cotton filled the room, as tears fell and caught between their lips. They were in their own little world in that moment, no fame, tragedy, pain or any force outside of their little bubble were there, as they held one another.

Gunshots rang around the room, bodies falling like a heap to the ground, as screams of terror nearly overpowered the booms.

Laughter fell from his lips, as he red his chat. He had been playing only for an hour, but he watched as his views doubled from the last. Over 20,000 people were watching him, only he couldn’t pay much attention or fear the number of eyes on him.

He couldn’t help but half pay attention to the game in front of him, as he listened to her laughter from his bed, as he red as many funny comments as he could. He did it to not only acknowledge the people who wrote them, but to also hear her heavily laugh as it swam through his ears. “What was that? Something about a retainer” He mumbled, as he tried reading it before it flew past. He heard her laugh as he paused his game, looking to her as she red from her phone. “What’s so funny?” He laughed. “It’s just the fact that most of the comments are talking about the fact that you need to wear it.” She chuckled, both their eyes locking as they smiled.

“Someone just asked if you’d wanna come over so they can see you.” He asked, a warm smile on his lips.

Her heart stammered in her chest, eye looking into his. “It’ll be okay.” He whispered, only her ears picking it up.

His smile stretched wide, as his eyes crinkled, as she sat herself onto his lap.

His arms held onto her, as her front layed against his chest.

Her eye watches, as the chat shifted from his oral health, to her. Praises screamed out in chat, telling her how beautiful she was, how perfect they looked, all the way to say how she looked like an anime character with her scar and eye.

It all was so overwhelming, all the love she felt as complete strangers praised her, that she turned her head into his neck. Laughter bubbles from his chest as he held her close with his arms, feeling her hand play with the hairs that fell down the back of his neck.

“I love you” she mumbled, as he kissed her forehead, his heart swimming, as he held his entire world in his arms.

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hobbitsnapes · 3 years

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Comment which one I should do, I’ve been sitting wondering what one to write for weeks now :/

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The heart of the Scout Regiment part 4

A mini Levi Ackerman story

Summary: Since the beginning of the survey corps, not one member has changed the group like she did, if only they knew, what one persons heart, could change them all.

A mini Levi Ackerman story

The sound of his pen scribbling against paper filled his ears as he wrote, his mind repeating each event from the previous day's events.

His eyes dried slightly, his fist raising to rub any exhaustion he felt, wishing for this day to just be over. Only a few short hours until the day passed and he could forget this day was ever a thing, until the coming year.

He dreaded this day each year, for as long as he could remember, a cold reminder that he’s growing older. He hardly thought about it for years, just thinking of it as just another day of the year, only to be reminded due to the holiday being celebrated the same day. But there was an upside to sharing the same birthday as Christ, he could easily evade any and all good wishes and happy birthdays due to everyone celebrating the joyous holiday.

Footsteps padded along the floor before the soft but firm sound of knocking broke his attention from the almost completed reports, his head lifting as the door opens.

“Levi?” Hange asked, her head peeking into his office. “Hm” he mumbled back, head leaning down again to continue his papers. She was one of the only people who remembered his birthday, always managing to wish the stoic man a happy birthday. “Come on down stairs,there’s something I gotta show you!”

With some persuasion from her part, one that took a good 5 minutes to convince him, he walked aside her as they walked down the eerily quiet halls and staircases.

“What exactly is it that you’re showing me?” He asked, eyes narrow as he looked at his mad friend. “You’ll see.”

“Hange, I swear if I walk in and see another tied up tit-“ before he could finish his words, his breath caught in his throat. His heart nearly beating out his chest as his eyes bulged out his skull, as the yell of the entire team erupted in the large room.

His eyes roamed around the room, his heart thumping wildly in his chest the longer he looked.

A large fire lit the usually chill and bleak room, creating a warm atmosphere that kissed each corner. A large table set filled with foods he hadn’t ever even seen before, different meats decorated with various vegetables and fruits that he had only thought the royals would have. And as if the room wasn’t filled enough, a large tree was placed at the end of the table, boxes that had been wrapped in dyed cloth and tied, completes it all.

With all the lavish gifts and people around him, all looking at him, only one thing rendered the soldier speechless.

It was as if she has fallen gracefully from the heavens, a mere dream to his eyes as she walked to him. It was as if she was from a vision, his eyes waiting to see her disappear from this vision into a great painting of how the angels looked as they sang around God.

But she never did, in fact, his heart nearly stopped beating as their arms wrapped around one another.

Her usually let down hair had been woven into a beautiful plat, stray curls falling out of the elegant style that framed her face beautifully. Her always bare but breathtaking face, lightly painted with a hint of rouge on her cheeks and lips, giving her face a soft flush that flowed under the fires, warm orange light.

And her usually, always uniform or soft linen attire, replaced with a beautiful soft white dress, the material soft under his weathered hands, feeling the heat from her body as he held her to him.

Her eyes looked into his, a soft smile adorning her face as she marveled at his still awestruck features. He watched as she broke her vision to look around the room, eyes back into his just as fast. “What do you think?” She asks, a soft chuckle leaving his lips. “I knew you were up to something brat, but this, you really outdid yourself”

Laughter boomed around the room as everyone enjoyed themselves, the warm atmosphere heightened with the delicious food they all helped make, but also with the help of the drinks that were in a small crate beside the table. Nobody but a few drank often, a rare occurrence for the usually stoic and somber team. But everyone, including the young cadets, partook in this one night of fun.

Levi laughed as he remembered the frightened look on the young teens face as they looked at the drinking adults, the always cautious Armin asking both Levi and Y/N if it would be alright, as none of them ever had a drop. “You guys lay your lives down to save humanity everytime you leave this castle,have a drink for once.” He laughed, his usually serious tone replaced with amusement and laughter.

Nearly everyone had more to drink than they thought, any care of the outside world far from their minds as they finally enjoyed one day of joy. It’s moments like these when even the ever vigilant captain let’s loose of their duties, and partakes in a celebration that he hadn’t done in years.

He had definitely drank more than he had first thought, telling himself to only have one as to not fully lose himself. While he wasn’t completely sloshed, he definitely was intoxicated enough.

He couldn’t help but laugh to himself, watching everyone losing themselves to the alcohol running through their systems.

Everyone who usually were distant, long empty looks in their eyes, filled with utmost joy as they played music. Some even danced, not a care in their minds about how they looked. Some looked as if they knew what they were doing, while others resembled the large beasts they fought daily as they laughed till their sides hurt.

While he definitely wasn’t as bad off as them, he could feel how different he was as well. Cracking jokes that he would only think of inside his mind, laughing at his comrades as they made fools out of themselves, he even couldn’t help but partake in their party antics.

It was a sight that one could only think of in their minds before him. Their always stoic commander Erwin, up with the makeshift band that consisted of some of the younger soldiers, belting out songs that he’d heard over his life.

Not many knew of his naturally God given voice, only a select few who listened closely could hear the quiet but strong man humming a tune by himself. But now, everyone was joined together dancing to his strong, baritone voice as it carried waves throughout the entire room, bouncing off of walls along with the joyous laughter and yells of everyone.

His heart skipped in his chest as he felt her hand on his, the warmth from her presence enclosing around him as they danced around the floors. Laughter kisses their faces due to the close proximity of them as they held one another close. Their feet uncoordinated but fluid danced together, laughing when one foot stepped on the others. But neither cared, not a care about anyone around them as the bubble they formed together.

“Having any regrets with your decision of having me dance?” As he was stepping on her foot for the utmost time. “Never.” She chuckled, as she brought her hand higher up his arm.

Laughter erupted from their mouths as they fell to the ground, hard pants replacing their usually calm breaths as they looked into one another’s eyes.

They couldn’t even think of how long both had danced for, only knowing the end when they went to spin, and crashed into one another, tumbling to the hard floor in a fit of laughter. Not a care for anyone who might be looking, as they still remained in the little world they created.

A looming sense of dread and despair blanketed the room as they readied themselves, a stark contrast to the night they had just 3 nights prior.

It was as if they knew something was to happen, before they even stepped foot outside the large castle they had grown to know as home. A large presence of uneasy filled each soldiers very being.

“I’m sorry, but I can’t be the only one who’s feeling like this is a bad idea.” Said Jean, the boy who was always known to speak his mind. “You’re not alone in that.” All eyes fell onto her, watching her hook her gear to herself as her eyes traveled the room. “I think I can speak for everyone when I say that we all feel that way dear, but it doesn’t matter. We all knew going into this job that the chance of us dying out there was going to happen each time we went out there. Hell, we’ve known it since we were young. But despite that, we all still go out there, each time we put our lives out to a cause. To save what’s left of humanity, to be able to live without fear, to be able to explore beyond the walls. It’s my mission to make sure everyone in this room gets to experience that to the best of my abilities.”

Hell, absolute hell they were experiencing. So many screams of pure heart wrenching terror and pain as many fell dead to the violent beasts as they ripped many to shreds.

It was as if they were actually hungry, not just killing for their joy. No, it was as if a deep, ravenous hunger lay inside them as they tore through so many.

Tears clouded her eyes as she flew through the air, screams of her heart shattering as she tried with all her might to save many, only to watch as the soldiers she grew to call family, be ripped apart as blood soaked the snow and others around them. Her heart had never felt the white hot, searing pain, only matched with when she found her family had fallen to the harsh being, known as death. Death surrounded her along with the horror as she tried saving many. Only managing to save a select few.

The roar of Eren kept her afloat, reminding her where she was and what her job was as she watched the boy she revered to as her son, tear through each titan in his way. She watched as his large green eyes that held a deep feral rage, look around the large trees in search of the much smaller beasts. Even at his enormous height, he was still able to watch out with pinpoint precision for others, a skill that even in his titan form could master overtime.

But now wasn’t the time to watch on proudly as the strides the young boy has made. No, now was the time she used her strength and speed to save others, a promise she still held high.

The harsh wind flew back her hair as she soared through the air, eyes locked on the 2 soldiers in front of her.

One was in the hands of a titan, screams of terror ripping from him, as his comrade fell to the ground.

A yell that battles the very beasts they were fighting ripped from her as she sliced through the beast's fingers, the scolding heat of its blood a stark contrast to the harsh winter air. A yell of pain ripped from the monster, not before another scout came from behind, slicing its nape as it fell to the ground.

Both her arms held the men as she brought them back up, her head hiding in acknowledgment as she flew through the air again, narrowly missing the thank you from both men.

A scream ripped out from a distance, a scream so distinct, it tore through her very being as it rang through her mind.

Levi was known as humanity’s greatest, known by many as the one perfect soldier. But even he wasn’t perfect, sometimes making mistakes that could cost him his life.

It was a scream of pain, not the same as the screams of tearing limbs that clouded her mind, but a deep pain that made all noises both around her and inside her mind come to a stop.

She knew, if she ever heard it, it was a situation that even scared him.

Her mind raced as she looked in front of her, many soldiers needing her help, but her heart called for her to help him.

Her eyes fell to one man, one man that she had been looking for.

“JEAN!” She screamed out, watching as his eyes fell onto her, watching as he flew himself over to her. “Jean, I need you to do this for me.” She panted. “What is it?” He asked, eyes locked onto her in worry. “I need you to take my place for now. Don’t focus on the Titans, focus only on saving the others. I need to go save Levi ” A look of worry flashed over the young boy's face, until he felt her cold to touch hand fall on his shoulder. “You can do it, I know you can, dear.”

And with that, he nodded to her as he watched her fly past him.

White hot pain shot through Levi’s leg, the blood soaking his pants as he held his hand over the gushing wound. The pain so intense it clouded him as he waited for death, knowing at any second, he would fall fate to the very beasts he had fought for a decade. Was this what hell was like? This searing pain along with a heavy feeling of dread and horror taking over your very soul as you wait for it all to go away?

His eyes shot from his leg to in front of him, as he felt the ground shake. Tears well up in his eyes as he locks eyes with the beast, all humanity gone from it as it’s cold eyes set on him.

It was as if it was only a second, but he felt a sense of hope, a spark inside him as he saw her fly in front of him, only to feel his heart rip from his chest as a scream tore its way out of him as the beast grabbed her, forcing her into its mouth.

Tears streamed down his cheeks, screams that hurt his throat. But neither his leg nor his throat came close to the world, bending pain in his heart as he watched as the one person he loved with his entire being, died right in front of him. Never had he felt the pain of watching the one person who lit his entire world, be gone so fast.

Time stopped, all that was around him left as he watched her emerge. A scream that only matched Erens ripped through her as she sliced through the beast's stomach, blood soaking her in entirety as she flew up its arm.

Never had he watched her in such a rage as she sliced through every inch of its body, until she reached its head, as she ripped through its nape as a war cry to defend those around her.

His eyes watched her as she flew to him, eyes locked on him as she grabbed him, slamming herself onto him as they narrowly were crushed by the fallen titan. Arms wrapped around one another as they panted, hearts pounding out their chests as they held one another. Again, all the horror around them was gone, as their arms enclosed around them.

Whenever there was a storm, it’s as if time is in a whirlwind of chaos that surrounds each person that’s on it. But when it’s ended, when the horror of that storm is over, time stops.

That’s the only way he could describe it, as he looks out the balcony into the dark night, snow now falling slowly as opposed to the bullets they felt that day. The horrors gone from their surroundings as they bask in the warmth of each other.

It was as if the love they shared was so strong, it reverberated out from inside as the warmth from both of them, distracted them from the cold winter air. Hearts feeling like they had wings inside them.

He couldn’t help but look at her, taking note of the new scars she wore from today. But even with the dried blood from cuts, the bruises that littered her skin, he couldn’t deny the glow of her skin, the sheer beauty that shone past all the horrors she’s faced, as the love from inside her glowed greater than a thousand suns.

Time slowed to a stop as her eyes looked into his, a small smile gracing both their faces. “I can’t believe you saved me today.” He mumbled, his breath hitting her face as they grew closer to one another. Whether it was intentional or the almost magnetic pull from both of them, they stand chest to chest as they looked into one another’s eyes. “Well, I’m glad I did, I can’t imagine the world without you Levi.” She whispered, his heart growing inside him. “And I can’t imagine what it’d be like without you.”

It was as if they could hear each other's thoughts, that their love evolved past the heart but to the soul as their lips enclosed around each other, tears pricking their eyes as the magnetic pull they felt doubled. Their arms wrapped around each other as their lips danced together, their very souls merging together as their hearts nearly stop from the force of their love, all memories of the past, every pain they felt in their time wiped clean as they basked in their own little world.

“Hey, mind passing me the pepper?” He let out a small chuckle as he grabbed it for her, only his laughter cut short as he felt her hand enclose around his, the warmth from her very being traveling up his arm and throughout his entire body, as he wrapped his hand around hers.

Yells of joy rose up around the room as everyone felt the utmost happiness they’ve felt in years, some even shedding tears as they watched the two people who loved each other beyond what was ever seen, held hands as their eyes look into one another’s, small smiles on their faces as they were again, in their own world.

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The heart of the Scout Regiment part 3

A mini Levi Ackerman story

Summary: Since the beginning of the survey corps, not one member has changed the group like she did, if only they knew, what one persons heart, could change them all.

Everyone sat at the table, making idle conversation as they ate. A strew of different topics were heard, ranging from what they had done that day, the next mission that next morning, to the one at hand between the majority of them.

“Hey can you pass me the pepper?” She asks levi, who sat to her left.

He grabbed for the spice, a small chuckle leaving him.

Due to her mother being a cook, she grew up with lots of soups that contained lots of pepper. Everyone swore that she would put a dash of it on her ice cream when nobody was looking.

“Thanks Kitty.” She says, a soft smile on both their faces.

“Okay, I gotta ask.” Jean says, making both of them tear their gazes from one another. All eyes were on him, knowing what he was gonna ask. “I think I speak for everyone, but, why do you call him Kitty? And not to be rude, but why do you let her? You won’t even let most of us call you by your own name.” He wasn’t trying to be rude or pry, but everyone had wondered why he let her call him by something like that. Nobody ever had an issue with it, they all rather liked it. Finding it endearing seeing the usually cold and emotionless captain visibly enjoying being called such.

They both let out a chuckle, looking at one another again with the same look they always share. “Want me to?” She asks. “Sure, you are the one who came up with it.” He says, a soft smile on his face.

“It happened 6 months ago, it was one of the first times I had been out as the watch over. Erwin had given me the position the week prior, after seeing how majority of the time, I was watching over everyone. But, you all know this by now.” She chuckles.

“This day, was one of the worst ones we had been on. I, I don’t wanna go into it too much. It, still pains me to remember how many we lost. So I’ll just cut to it.”

“We were swarmed with abnormals. Nothing like Eren, but, they just weren’t the normal ones we usually face. They, almost seemed, hungry? Rather than just doing it for the hell of it. There was desperation in them, a need to wipe us all out. I was still so new, I hardly made it out alive myself. If it wasn’t for Levi that is.”

~flashback

Screams echoed and ripped through the air, as if you could tear through it like flesh and muscle.

Blood soaked her almost entirely as she flew through the air, trying desperately to find any survivors as war raged on around her. Her heart squeezing so tightly, she felt as if it would crumble as her stomach felt like it would drop to the ground any moment.

Her eyes burned from all the blood coating them, tears trying to desperately wash them away as she screamed for any answer besides the agonizing screams from her team. This, this was what hell was.

It was as if time and all trace of the world fell behind her, when she felt her line being cut down, her body being thrown to the ground before she could even recognize what had happened as a scream ripped through her burning throat.

Her body screamed out in pain as she hit, a pained groan ripping from her as sharp tree branches poked into her agonizing body.

Her eyes finally opened, and she wish she never had.

The large beast looked down at her, it’s eyes void of any humanity as drool fell from its large mouth. It’s hand reaching out to her.

She let out a soft prayer, prayer that it would be quick. Prayer for everyone she ever loved in her life. Prayer to see her family again.

None of those prayers were answered though, as it’s hand sliced through all the way off, blood soaking her body as a gasp left her lips.

A wild scream, ripped through the depths of his burning throat as he sliced through every inch of the beast, his body screaming out in pain and adrenaline as he ran up the side of its body, it’s screams of pure torture fueling him as he reched its nape. His eyes burning from blood soaking them as he sliced its nape clean off.

As he felt the beast falling, he flew from its back to her, catching her mere seconds before she was crushed, his body screaming out as he held her body close to his, both their hearts thumping wildly in their chests as they clutched to one another.

~end of flashback

“It was the first time I had ever seen him do it, it was, both amazing but terrifying to watch. I could hardly comprehend what was happening the entire time, I hardly even recognize any of it until we were laying in the grass, my mind finally catching up to what had happened.”

“When we got back, everyone was rushed to the medics as soon as we stepped foot inside. There were so many that were almost gravely injured, that there were quite a few people who had to wait for help. I was lucky in that I could patch myself up, I was fortunate in that my father taught me how to wrap up any injury when I was young.”

“But the thing is, I hardly even paid any mind to my injuries. My focus was only on Levi’s.”

~flashback~

Tears collected in her eyes, blinking them away as best as she could as she washed his body down. Soft groans leave his lips, trying not to worry her worse.

He told her she didn’t have to do this, but alas, her caring heart didn’t let her listen as she tended to his wounds. His heart fluttering in his chest as she continued.

“You could’ve gotten yourself killed you know.” She said, voice still raspy from her shouts. Letting out a sigh, he looked into her eyes. “Need I remind you that you were about to be eaten.” She lets out a small chuckle at this, her eyes still soft as she washed his face. “Yes, but my job is to protect you guys. But thank you anyway, I won’t try and pretend that I’m not utterly grateful. And equally amazed.” His brow turned up in question, another chuckle leaving her lips. “I’ve heard the stories of how fast you are, how amazing your skills can be. But I had yet to see it myself. You were borderline feral.” She chuckles, his heart thumping wildly in his chest. “What can I say, you’re important to us. And besides, I was waiting for the Opportunity to take that bastard out.” He chuckled, making her let out a laugh.

Soft chuckles left her lips as she continued dressing his wounds, his eyes asking the question before his words could. “You just, you reminded me in a way of a cat who’s protecting their owner.” She laughed, his heart thumping wildly in his chest at the noise. “You know what, I think I’m gonna refer to you as kitty from now on. If that’s okay with you?” She asks, her eyes looking into his. His heart warmed considerably more, a flush dusting his cheeks. “Sure.”

It was truly hectic, a merical that they made it all out okay mostly. All but one.

She had managed to evade every titan attack at the last second, snatching her fellow cadets in the lick of time. Each time, she felt her heart soar in her chest as she flew through the frigid air, feeling the chill down to her very bones.

It was as if all the air that hit her in the face stopped, along with her heart as she watched her line cut, feeling her body fall at rapid speeds to the ground.

Even in his titan form, Eren had been able to think just as clearly as he did previous, only no words could leave past his lips, only to be heard in his mind.

He watched as she fell through the air like a comet, his heart falling as he heard the screams of terror rip past her lips.

His feet carried him faster than his mind could catch up, completely tearing through every tree in his way as to get to her as fast as possible.

But as fate would have it, he just wasn’t fast enough as she hit the cold hard ground like a rock, screams of pain ripping into the air as she rolled into the snow.

As soon as he could see her close, he halted his legs to a slow walk as to not rumble the ground she lay on.

She watched with tears in her eyes as he came close, his eyes almost glazing over as she watched his large face fall, her heart breaking as she can feel the pain he’s experiencing.

A whimper leaves his lips, a sound you’d never expect coming from him as he slowly crouches down, trying his hardest not to hurt her any further.

A small smile graces her lips as she looks into his eyes, her heart warming. “Hey my big baby, I’m okay.” She mumbles, hoping he could hear her.

She watches with a smile on her face as he cups his enormous hands, slowly feeling her scoop her up, feeling just how delicately he’s holding her. It was as if she was a rare flower, that would fall into a layer of dust in his hands as he brings her up to his chest, the warmth from his body nearly making her fall unconscious.

Everyone watched in amazement as he emerges from the trees, his feet hardly moving as he slowly shuffled over to them as to not harm her. They watched as his eyes trained on his hands, a solemn look on his features.

A gasp leaves Levi’s lips as he sees him bend down, seeing her frail body laying in his hands.

Instantly running over to her as Eren sets her down onto one of the beds, ones that she had made herself for the wounded soldiers who needed the extra padding beneath them.

Levi instantly got in the cart with her, his heart sinking in his chest as he looks at her. She had bad cuts running over her skin, tree residue coating her skin, nestled deep into each cut. But her smile still remained.

Levi didn’t leave her side as they went back, his hands holding her limp one in his as he prayed for her. Hoping that she would make it out okay.

And as if both men’s prayers had been answered, her eyes opened as she looked at them, her smile growing in size as she looked at their worry stricken faces.

Both let out a sigh as they look at her, small smiles gracing their usually scowling faces. “Told you I was okay sweety.” She mumbled, a smile growing on the young mans face.

His heart warmed as she pulled him into a hug, her soar arms wrapping around him as she rubbed his back. She always did it to him, feeling his muscles unclenching when she ran her fingers over his clothes. It reminded him of his moms, the warmth he felt in his chest that he king forgot about had come again from her embrace.

Eren sits as he looks at his plate, a soft smile on his lips. She had made her famous muffins recently, something that everyone looked forward to each time she had all the ingredients. But what nobody knew, was she always gave him and his close family and friends an extra, as she always overestimated the amounts.

Jean sits beside him as he eats, a teasing smile on his lips as he savors every bite. “I see you saved your extra huh?” Jean teases, watching as his eyes bore into his. “Oh calm down there, was only teasing.” He chuckles, Erens eyes softening slightly as he looks down.

She truly had helped him with not only his anger, but his will to understand and forgive. Before he would’ve threatened the man, now he couldn’t help the smile on his lips.

“What can I say, she’s the best cook here.” He replies, finishing the treat with one last bite. Jean let’s put a chuckle, his eyes looking down at his own food. “Yeah you do have a point, but then again, I think you might just have a soft spot for her.” Erens eyes bore into his as his face scrunches. “I don’t look at her like th-“ “not like that you idiot, god no, I think only the captain does. No I mean like how the rest of us do.” Erens eyes relax, before they squint as he looks at him. What does he mean?

It’s like he could read his mind, or rather his look of pure confusion. He lets out a soft chuckle.

“We all think of her as a mother, I mean we hardly ever call her by her name. She’s become like our mother, but in the best way possible. Speaking of which, why don’t you ever call her it?” Erens heart races in his chest, his eyes looking away from him. “I don’t know what you mean.” He replies. “Almost all of us younger guys call her ma, hell even armin and your sister do. You’re the only one who doesn’t. Yet, you guys have a closer bond than most of us do. What’s the reason you never do?” Eren lets out a deep sigh, his heart pained in his chest at the reason. “It’s, not because I don’t think of her as it. I have for a while. It’s that, I can’t.” Jeans expression matches the same confused look he wore some minute ago. “I watched my own mom die, watched her take her last breath as she was eaten alive. I, I never appreciated all that she did for me until she was gone. I feel like she’d, be angry or hurt if I called another woman that ever again.” Tears collected in his eyes at the confession, blinking them away as best as he could.

He felt jeans hand on his shoulder, looking back at him. “Your mom loves you, correct?” “Of course she did?” “Then if she did, she’d be happy.” Erens face morphed into another look of confusion. “She would want you to. If you look at Y/N that way, and you truly feel it in your heart, your mom would be happy. She doesn’t want you to go your entire life empty, and pushing away every mother figure out there. I know we’ve all been dealt hell, but there, in that woman, is a saving grace. She was meant to be here with us. And if she was meant to be our mom, then we should all call her as such. Your mom would want this, and I know you’d make Y/N so incredibly happy in return. She already calls you her big baby, she won’t even call any of us something like it.”

A smile graces Erens face, a single year collecting in his eye.

His feet tapped lightly along the floor, trying not to alert the captain or any remaining members of the team of his presence.

It was late, the noon high in the sky as snow pelted every inch of the outdoes, creating a chill in the air that he longed to escape to his own quarters. But first, he must do this.

He had thought about it for some time, and by some time, it had been months. Months of thinking of her as his mother, feeling his heart warm whenever she held him dear or called him by anything she thought of. Months of nearly calling her it on accident, all leading up to this.

His hand slowly opened the door, letting out a wince as the door creaked loudly, the old metal growing rusty.

His eyes fell onto her sleeping form, a soft smile on his lips as he walked slowly to her.

Crouching down, he looked at her face, there were some minor abrasions, none that would scar thankfully. He couldn’t help but notice her eyes, they lay shut as she slept. But he could see them moving, wondering what it is she could be dreaming. Maybe it was one of those many tales she would speak of, ones she would tell him on nights he lay awake. At first he found it childish, but he couldn’t deny how calm he felt as she told him, told him of the stories her family red to her that she memorized. A soft smile at the memory of her lulling hun to sleep.

His smile dropped as he looked at her, watching her body shake slightly.

A small gasp leaving him when he saw his breath in front of his face. Having forgotten he runs warmer than most, he didn’t even notice the open window to his side.

Quickly getting up and shutting it completely, he walked back over to her.

She had moved her extra blanket to the bottom of her bed, folding it in just a way that it would unfold if pulled towards her. She had learned it from her mum she said.

Pulling the blanket up to her chin, a smile on his face when she visibly calmed.

Bending down slightly, he laid a soft peck on her temple, his heart warning in his chest.

“Goodnight, mum.” He whispered, his heart skipping as he said it. It felt, right, so right that he couldn’t help the large smile on his face as he got up.

A gasp leaving his lips however, when he felt his hand pulled back. Turning back around, he looked back into her now open eyes that shined with tears, a large smile on her face.

His heart soared in his chest as she pulled him in, wrapping both their arms around one another. Long fat tears cascaded down their cheeks as they wept, soft laughs leaving them as they embrace one another.

“I never thought I’d hear you say it.” She sobbed, her body shaking in his. “I never thought I could, but I’m so glad I did it.”

Her body shakes as she held him tighter, planting a kiss to his forehead. “I love you so mum baby, I’ve thought of you as my son for so, so long.” Sobs shook his body even harsher, more coming as she rocked him back and forth. Never did he think he could feel this love ever again. After taking his mother’s love for granted, to whitening her death, he never thought he’d get another chance at a mother’s love. But as fate or God or whatever was out there, he had it.

“And I, I love you too, mum. So much.”

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The heart of the Scout Regiment part 2

A mini Levi Ackerman story

Summary: Since the beginning of the survey corps, not one member has changed the group like she did, if only they knew, what one persons heart, could change them all.

Not every mission goes off without a hitch, there were always times where there was nothing they could do, nothing she could do, to prevent the ever looming death.

There were 2 fallen soldiers today, both that she shed a few tears for each. She had gotten better with it over time, less distraught each time. But there was still a deep pain she felt, for she thought of them as her family.

She did manage to save many others though, but in the process, she injured her left ankle. It wasn’t broken, but she knew as soon as she felt the shooting pain go up her leg, that it was trouble.

It wasn’t as bad as she initially thought, after being checked at by medics, she found out it was just a sprained ankle. She was informed that she’d have to be off that foot for roughly about a week, depending upon how it’s feeling it could be even longer.

With the help of her teammates, she managed to almost completely heal her injury, almost.

She managed to walk almost perfectly fine, but every once in a while, a sharp pain would make her leg shake, causing her to take a small few second break before walking again.

She knew it wasn’t major, but she also couldn’t help but worry, thus, bringing her to where she is now.

She sat between her captain and commander, listening as they talked idly about the next mission in the morning. Her breath caught in her throat, waiting for when she can speak up without interrupting them.

As if Levi could read her mind, he looked down at her, noting her silence during the entire dinner.

“Everything alright?” He asks, making her look up into his eyes. “Of course, why?” “I asked you a question about tomorrow, and you never responded.” He says, voice less commanding than he would to other cadets.

“I actually won’t be making it tomorrow.” His face slightly falls at this, “I’m for the most part all better with my ankle, but once in a while, I’ll have to take a small break if I’m walking or running too fast. I could make it if you really need me to, but I’m worried I’ll be more of a liability if I happen to hurt it further.” He lets a small smile to his face, looking down at her. “It’s fine, take your time to heal completely.” Her heart warms at his words, a light flush dusting her cheeks.

While he disliked that she would be missing another outing, he understood her worries. And, while he genuinely loved having her there by their side, her skills weren’t needed this time.

It was simple, they were being sent out to collect food that was believed to be left in the abandoned homes inside wall Maria.

They were able to map out a route that would hopefully be far from any Titans, if there were any, they were instructed to leave them be unless absolutely necessary.

Due to the harsh winter, it had become harder to transport food to the scouts, and many feared of the coming blizzards that would hinder any transportation.

Thus, they were going out to collect any and all cans goods they could find, just in the case that they needed it. Simple.

Her arms wrapped tightly around the pair that she’s now called her children, her three Munchkins as she calls them.

Even with all of them towering over her, she still managed to wrap them all in a group hug like it’d be the last time they saw each other again.

She knew how simple this mission was, that they would be back before she knew it, but the fear of them getting lost, hurt, or worse, clouded her mind and rang in her heart as she clutched them all together.

“Please, be safe guys.” She says, all of their eyes looking at her in question. She rolls her eyes at their confused expressions. “I know that’s idiotic to say with this job but, you you guys get what mean you aren’t stupid.” This makes all of them laugh, their heads turning when they heard another, more deep laugh approaching them. “Well I don’t know about that Y/N. They can all be rather slow at times.” Levi says, a faint line of a smirk on his lips.

Her arms wrap securely around his neck, head rested against his shoulder.

His arms wrap around the bottom of her back, nose in her hair as he breathes in the smell of spearmint from her hair wash.

“Please be careful, and come back in one piece.” She mumbled, tears brimming her eyes. “You know I’ll always make it back,” he says, heart throbbing in his chest as he hears how horse her voice is. “I know, but it still scares me cause I’m not there to protect you all.” She admits, pulling away from his shoulder as she looks into his steel eyes. “Were not going anywhere near any Titans, we’ve done things like this before and were perfectly fine. Well make it back before nightfall. Trust me.” He says, eyes looking into hers. Her heart warms in her chest at his words, a faint smile on her lips. “Alright, I trust you.”

Time seemed to drag on most of the day, her attention being on the sky above and looking out front, waiting to see their horses trucking back.

But as the sun fell and a dark curtain to cascade over the sky, her heart grew heavier with worry when there were no sight of the men.

Maybe they won’t be back until later in the night she thought, hoping that was just the case. Maybe they managed to find other things they needed so it was harder to bring back. They’ll be back by morning she hoped, that night in her knees praying, asking God to make sure they make it back.

Her heart sank in her chest when she got up that next morning, not seeing any of the horses in their stables, or anyone of them back in the large castle.

She hurried to Erwin's office, seeing him sat at his table as she entered. “Commander?” She asks, standing at his door, waiting for him to greet her. “Hm, oh yes, come in.” He says, eyes looking up from his papers.

“Have, you heard anything from the group that were sent out yesterday morning?” She asks, worry etched in her tone. A sigh leaves his lips, eyes looking back down to his papers. “We haven’t heard anything from them yet. But there’s nothing to worry about, they probably got caught in a storm and took refuge in an abandoned building for the night, they’ll be back soon.”

Soon seemed to be further than she had hoped, her mind clouding with thoughts of where they could be. Were they stuck? Did their horses run off? Did they have a run in with a group of Titans? Are they okay?

Thoughts growing only worse as the day grows on, fear bubbling up so much she felt sick that night as she prayed, tears in her eyes as she pleaded for their return.

Fear twisted her stomach as soon as she woke, hurily getting up from her bed as she looked out her window, feeling her empty stomach twist when she again, saw an empty stable.

Her feet carried her to his office, eyes trained forward as she marched to him.

It had been days, 3 to be exact since they left. She knew sometimes they took longer than planned, especially with the ever worsening weather. But she wasn’t just going to stay inside this castle like a frail princess like she red about as a child, waiting for their return.

Her fists harshly hit against his door, hearing a faint come in from behind it. Her stomach shaking.

“Again, we haven’t heard anything. You’ll be one of the firsts to know cadet.” He says as soon as she enters, not even bothering to let her ask.

“I know, that’s why I’m going out to find them.” She says, arms crossed over her chest, voice harsh as she stares at him.

His head abruptly looking up from his papers, “absolutely not cadet. That’s not only irrational to even think about, but absolutely mad to do.” “And I don’t care. They were only supposed to be gone for a day, it’s been 3 now with no word whatsoever on their condition. I’m going out and that’s on my own accord commander.” She bites back, voice just as harsh as his.

There were few times she used the tone, even fewer with the commander. But if there’s one thing that she cares more about than her life, it was those she called family. She would fight tooth and nail for them, no matter the cost.

“Do you have any idea how idiotic that would be? To go out there looking for them in this weather? What’s gotten into you?” He says, voice harsh as he stares her down.

A faint tear collects in her eyes as she visibly shakes, “you don’t think I know that? I lived in this weather as a child until I was a teen. And how dare you ask what’s gotten into me? My family, my children are out there in this weather. They are the only thing I’ve got left because my actual family died in this kind of weather. So sorry I’m concerned for them unlike you. I’m.going.”

He lets out a sigh as he rests his head in his hand, “fine, I apologize for my words. But if you are set on going, wait for morning is all I ask. Wait for sunrise tomorrow.” She lets out a deep sigh at his words, body less rigid. “Fine.”

Tears prick her eyes as she grabs the small box, opening it as tears fall down her cheeks.

There in a small frame, is a photo of a young boy, an older man who’s beard had yet to turn grey, and a frail, small woman, with a warm smile that made her eyes shine. And in the middle of them, was her.

Her parents had met as teens, falling in love at first sight and spent many years together before they bared a son, her older brother, Jeremiah.

They had her some 3 years later, a perfect family that were filled with warm hugs, kisses to their foreheads everyday, words of love every chance they could say it.

They didn’t have much, only living in a one bedroom apartment their entire lives, their parents sharing a small twin bed in what was the storage room, while her and her brother shared another in the small living room, a small kitchen, bathroom, and fireplace. It was enough though, they never were sad, or had any reason to be anything but happy.

She doesn’t have many memories of her mum, heart breaking every time she thinks of why.

Her mum worked down stares at a small diner, being the sole breadwinner due to her father being almost completely crippled due to a disease he had as a child.

It was winter, and the diner was full almost every night, her mum working long nights cooking, trying to bring in money to feed her family.

It all happened in a blur, only bits of her memory still remain from the next month. One of the worst of her life.

She was only 5 when her mum started growing ill, a nasty cough that she always shielded from her kids and husband. None of them thought it was bad, until one day she started coughing up blood, the fear in both her parents eyes as they realized what that meant, neither one of the kids knowing what had become of their beloved mummy.

She spent the next month away from all of them, locking herself in her bedroom. The young girl and boy not knowing the reason, not until later on when their father told them. She didn’t want to tell them because she knew, she wouldn’t make it.

And on one cold, December day, the coughing stopped.

The kids were overjoyed, thinking that their precious mummy was back to health and would hug her kids closely, kissing them on the forehead as she told them another fairytale.

What they didn’t know, was their mummy wasn’t all better, but rather, she couldn’t fight anymore, and let the hands of God take her soul to watch over them.

The wailes from their father as he finds his deceased wife will haunt her forever, the sound of his heart breaking as they ran in, to see their pale, sickly looking mother whose hair was matted, with blood soaking her night dress and face, tears streaming from their fathers eyes, as their small hearts broke too.

The next year again, a daily blue in her mind, as the months dragged on, until they were thrown out, none of them making enough money to stay in the place they once called home.

The next 6 months, she rememberes vividly. How cold the outside was, how people looked down at the frail children as their father did anything he could to to bring food to them every few days.

Her father never stopped loving them though, the harshness he had been dealt never chilled his heart. He still held them each night, hugging them every time he would come back, kisses to their foreheads with words of love each time he spoke to them.

It was cold, colder than any other night prior, as the three huddled around a small fire, arms clutched together as they try staying warm in the small alleyway they called home.

She remembered waking up that morning, eyes crusted over from her lashes being frozen from tears, her body feeling the coldest it had ever felt.

She tried wiggling to move, but was unable to as she saw her brothers and fathers arms enclosed around her, a small cocoon around her.

“Daddy, Jerey?” She asked, small voice hushed due to her tiredness.

She wished she hadn’t looked up, wished she didn’t see their blue, frozen faces looking down at her. A scream ripping from her throat as she looked into the closed eyes of the only family she had left, a painful reminder that, nobody is forever, that eventually, everything and everyone will die, and there’s nothing to do but to love them, as they are still alive.

She maybe got an hour of sleep, waking up every hour, looking outside and only seeing the dark sky, before rolling back over, trying to fall back asleep.

She finally decided to give up on going back to sleep, having been tossing and turning for a while.

She quickly got on her gear, reading herself and taking a tad longer than normal as to buy time before the sun could rise.

It was as if time stopped, her breath being caught in her throat as she looked out. In the mist of a heavy curtain of snow and darkness, she saw it.

Never had she ran so fast down the long stairwell, nearly jumping through them as she ran for the front doors, her heart hammering in her chest as tears clouded her vision.

As soon as she saw them, she sprinted even faster, tears nearly breaking over her eyes as she saw the shocked looks on their faces.

“MA!” Armin screamed, all 3 of them running into her warm arms. Tears finally breaking as she sobs, clutching all 3 of them as tightly as she could.

“Oh my gosh you’re okay” she sobbed, shaking in their arms as sobs wracked her body. She can’t remember the last time she held them all so close, the feeling of her heart soaring in her chest at the knowledge that they’re back and okay.

She hugged everyone close as they came in, tears soaking her face each time she pulled them in.

There was one person that she was hoping would come next, but as the numbers grew smaller, worry struck her. Was he okay? Where is he? She wondered, her heart throbbing in her chest at the mere thought that he wasn’t there.

A breath she didn’t know she was holding let out when she finally saw him. He was trailed behind everyone, tears collecting in her eyes again as she ran over to him.

She clutched him as close as she could, wrapping her arms around his Frigid body. He slightly shook in her arms, the feeling of warmth finally nearly making him collapse. “I was so scared something happened.” She whispered in his shoulder, tears falling down her cheeks. “You know I’ll always make sure we make it back, I’ll never do that to you Y/N”

Never had they seen her run so fast before, having a hard time keeping up with her small body as she ran from different rooms, collecting blankets as they all huddled around the fireplace. She resembled a chicken with its head cut off, nearly making some laugh out.

They all sat around the fire, blankets wrapped with only their heads peeking out from them. She had ran and made an emergency soup for all of them, astonishing most with how quickly she prepared it. And how much it warmed them up.

“Alright, what happened? You guys were supposed to be back days ago?” She asked, eyes searching around all of them.

Jean let out a sigh, setting his now empty dish down.

“We managed to grab a lot that day, more than we thought we would find. So it took us a while. Well, we didn’t plan for a blizzard to hit us in the middle of the day. So, we all managed to find a house that wasn’t completely torn to shreds and decided to camp out for the night. We thought we’d be back by the next day. When we got up the next morning, we saw that, all the horses froze to death, even with all the blankets we had they were all dead. We were so far out, and with the blizzard only getting worse, we had to leave almost everything we found, and walk back.”

Tears pricked her eyes as she listened, thanking the Lord that they all made it back okay. Well, almost all. Her eyes couldn’t help but look over to Levi, seeing him closest to the fire, shaking as his nose ran.

As she walked back to her room, her head whipped to the side when she heard it. A deep, painfully loud cough was heard in his office. She knew he wasn’t well, seeing the look in his eyes and how weak he looked. He hardly even ate the soup she made, nearly dropping the spoon multiple times.

She didn’t even bother to knock, knowing that he either wouldn’t hear it, or be able to respond due to the coughing fit he was having.

“Hey hey hey, get it all out.” She soothed, instantly going behind him and rubbing his back. Grabbing a tissue, placing it over his mouth as she felt him spit up the large mucus bubble from his throat.

He let out a pained groan, eyes watering as she wiped his face from all the mucus. He was hunched in his chair, papers moved to the side as to not get anything on them. His entire body felt scorching hot, nearly making her heat up herself. “Come on, let’s get you out of these clothes and into bed.” He tried protesting, but she hardly listened as she grabbed him, slowly moving him to his adjoined room.

“I’ve got, paperwork I need to get done Y/N” he groaned, but still kept on walking with her. “And they can wait, right now you need to get under some covers and rest.”

He didn’t protest again, finally giving up when she brought him in his room.

She sat him on his bed, quickly running to shut the door so no heat could escape.

She started with his boots, stripping them from his body as she slowly worked up, having to catch him a few times when his head hung too low.

She managed to strip everything but his undergarments off, a flush to her cheeks as she looked at his chiseled, fair body.

She managed to rip her mind from the feel of his soft skin when he let out a pained groan, his head in his hands as he rubbed his temples.

She delayed him down on his bed, pulling the covers away from his still scorching body. A pleasant groan leaving his lips when his body met his bed, body finally somewhat relaxing in days. A small smile on his lips.

That smile quickly morphing into a grimace when he touched his face, feeling the sweat dampening his entire body. “I feel fucking disgusting.” He groaned, voice sounding pained and muffled due to his stuffed nose. “It’s just sweat hun, you’re running a fever and it’s finally breaking.” She said, voice calming him slightly. “Doesn’t help that I still feel wet and sticky.” He said, eyes shut as to not let any of it get in his sore eyes.

She quickly left the room, running down the hall to the washroom.

She quickly came back in, his heart fluttering in his chest when he saw her and what she brought.

Clutched in her hands were a medium sized basin, a bar of soap and a washcloth. She sat it down on his table by his bed, grabbing a chair to sit in.

“I’m just gonna wash you up a bit okay, just to get all the sweat off.” She says, dampening the cloth and soap. “You don’t have to do this.” He whispered, but again, he never stopped her as she brought the cloth to him. “I know, but I want to.” She replied, a smile on her face.

A pleasant groan left his lips when she started washing his clammy stomach, feeling himself relax even further at the feel of the cloth cleaning his skin. The feel of her hands running over his skin so gently made his heart thud wildly in his chest, eyes shutting as he focused on her soft touch.

She slowly washed all of his stomach, legs, arms, now traveling up his chest and on his neck. A faint flush dusted her cheeks as she looked at his calm face, his eyes shut.

She re dampened the cloth, making sure there’s a new layer of sudds as she slowly washed over his face. A groan leaving his shut lips as she slowly washed his cheeks. A small chuckle leaving her lips. “You enjoying yourself there?” She teased, making him let out a small chuckle. “If trucking through Jack frost's backyard got me to be washed down like this, I’d do it every weekend.” He said, causing both of them to let out laughs.

Her laugh quickly stopped as her heart pained in her chest, as his body hunched over the side of the bed, hand over his chest as he coughed painfully.

Her hand rubbed at his back again, hair holding his hair from his eyes as he struggled to stop.

Her heart throbbing in her chest when she heard him struggling to breathe, now weezing out as he tried regaining air into his lungs.

“Hey hey hey sit up come on.”she quickly grabbed a hold of his chin, gently pulling him up. He finally regained air as he huffed, face flushed as tears left his eyes from the violent coughing.

Tears collected in her eyes when she looked at him, her heart burning in her chest as she watched him have a hard time breathing. “You really should go to medic hun.” She pleaded, his eyes looking into her glossy ones. “It’s pointless Y/N, they won’t be able to do anything to help me.” His voice was shaky, sounding exhausted as he shut his eyes. “Yes but they can watch over you, make sure you’re breathing alright. I’m worried if you fall asleep, you’ll-“ “It’s not what you think it is. It’s probably just a cold from being in the blizzard. I get sick really easily, my immune system is absolutely shot from how I grew up. It’s nothing what you’re thinking.” Tears now falling down her cheeks, making his chest throb in pain. “I know it’s not, but I’m still afraid of when you fall asleep.” She said, voice strained from crying. He let out a sigh, looking into her eyes as he wiped her cheeks. “Then stay.” “What?” She asked, head slightly tilted at his words. “If you're so worried about me, why not just stay. I could use the extra heat, if that’s okay with you?” He asks, eyes looking away from hers. His heart beating rapidly in his chest. A small smile grows on her lips. “Alright.”

He moved closer to the wall, letting her body get under the covers with him. He had given her one of his shirts to wear, head turned away from her as to give her privacy as she changed.

Both their hearts hammered in their chests, as she brought his head to rest against her clothed breasts. A sigh leaving his lips as he wraps his arms around her torso.

Her arms wrapped around his body, one drawing soft lines over his back, as the other cards through his greasy hair.

“Thank you.” He mumbles, eyes shut as he nearly falls under. A soft smile on her face as she looks down at him. “You’re welcome, I’ll always be here to take care of you kitty.” And with that, he finally lets himself fall under sleep, breaths evening out. She kisses the top of his head, eyes finally shutting herself.

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The heart of the Scout Regiment

A mini Levi Ackerman story

Summary: Since the beginning of the survey corps, not one member has changed the group like she did, if only they knew, what one persons heart, could change them all.

A/N:had this idea for a few days and went with it, I’m hoping to keep it pretty small but who knows with my imagination how long this’ll become.

In the over 70 years the scout regiment has been founded, there’s been countless brave soldiers who have joined the fight for mankind. Many brave men and women have laid down their lives, all with determined hearts to create a safe, wonderful world again. But not one, had the heart she held.

At only 28 years old, she joined the survey corps and within a year being on the team, she was ranked one of the best on the team in years.

A drive that many strived to come near, quick with her skills as she flew through the shy like a fierce angel of war, with the skills that nearly matched that of their captain.

But the one thing, the very thing that made all love be in complete awe of her, was how loyal she was to each and everyone on her team.

She was often called either the guardian angel of the group, or the heart of the survey corps. Or as some have overtime dubbed her, mum.

The sheer love she had for each member astonished them all, something that even a few took time to grow used to.

The scouts dubbed her initially as their guardian angel, for the amount of times she’s saved them all.

Majority of the time, she spent the missions keeping an eye on her team mates, especially the newer members. She was even given the position of watch over for them, with only a few killed under her belt, she was placed usually in behind them all. Eyes trained on everyone as she made sure they were safe. The amount of times she’s saved them from being eaten alive, they couldn’t count. Even at times risking her life for one of her friends, just to make sure they made it.

She was loved dearly by everyone, and loved each of them individually.

She ended up being dubbed mum by the younger cadets for the tender love she would give, always checking in on each of them in the beginning if she felt they needed it.

She always had words of Affirmation, love, and deep care to each of them. Always telling them how proud she was of them, how strong they all were. Even her criticism were of the same amount of love, never did they walk away from them feeling defeated, for her words were laced with love and care, only being spoken so they can be the best they can. A best they all in a way strive for just to see her smile and feel the love she willingly gave them, no matter what.

The mess hall was bustling with life, as everyone gathered to have dinner. With her hair tied back as she grabbed for an extra slice of bread, she walked over to her usual table.

Handing the extra slice to Sasha, the young girl looking up at her with wide eyes and large smile. “Here take it sweety, I grabbed it just for you.” She said, her signature warm smile painted on her lips. The girl pulled her into a tight embrace, one she gladly reciprocated.

One of the things she was Notorious for, was how much she loved hugging. At least everyone on the team has been wrapped in her arms, something that even their commander and captain secretly loved. But Levi loved her tight hugs for a reason that nobody knew of, not even his closest friends knew the love he Harberd for the woman.

At first, he was often annoyed at her affections, finding them irritating and pointless. The amount of times he would roll his tired eyes as he watched her launch herself into someone’s arms, he lost count.

But over the next few months, the annoyance he once had, disappeared and were instead filled with happiness, something he can’t remember feeling. His heart would flutter in his chest whenever she would beam up at him. And yes, up.

Having gotten used to looking up at his team members, it shocked him when he first met her. Standing at exactly 4 foot 9, she was the shortest member they had. Something that everyone adored, and added to her loving character.

She often would change what table she sat at, finding herself interchangeably taking a seat where she felt called to. Each person who she sat with, had smiles painted on their faces as she asked them how each of their days went, watching proudly as they often rambled to her and everyone about the most mundane thing they did. But not once, did she ever interrupt, or gave the impression she wasn’t interested. Eyes locked on their faces with a smile, she listened intently. She would look at them like they were telling a fantastic fairytale, when all they did was mop the floor.

Everyone would take their turns, never once interrupting what the other was saying unless asked a question.

Whenever someone had, she would break her eyes from the person to those who interrupted. She never gave a mean, or intimidating look. All she had to do, was look into their eyes and say “please wait your turn.” She wouldn’t even have an edge of anger in her tone, her tone matched her loving attitude she always had. But it instantly made them quiet down, unless it was a faint apology. One she always replied with “it’s alright dear.”

But, just because she always seemed full of love and joy, doesn’t mean she’s always kept up that attitude.

The few times anyone has truly seen her upset, it haunted all those who heard and especially directed to.

The first time, was the first time she lost one of her teammates. The heart shattering wale she let out as she held their lifeless body in her arms, haunted them all for weeks.

The second, was the time one of them nearly lost their lives, to protect her. Never had they seen her talk with such authority, such change to her usually calm tone. She reminded them of the position she was given, and that her job, was to protect them. But they reminded her that she was also important, that they couldn’t live with themselves, if she lost her life and they didn’t do anything about it. It was the first time she was called mum, a day that she will cherish forever.

The third and last time, was something they will never forget.

It was one and only times they truly saw her enraged.

It was bad, truly a nightmare as they all fought just to make it out alive.

She spotted one of the younger members trapped under a fallen tree, seeing they were still alive. Her heart rapidly beating out of her chest, as it nearly stopped when she spotted the 12 meter titan approaching them. She flew through the air as fast as she could, pure adrenaline coursing through each vein as was neck and neck with the beast.

Her arm stretched out as far as she could, nearly feeling the tips of her fingers hit their weak hand, feeling the beasts breath behind her. But all that was stopped, as she felt arms wrap her, flying her away from the young man. Her heart shattering in her chest as she felt Levi pulling her away.

Loud ear splitting screams of anger ripped from her throat as she spewed off every profanity she could at the captain. Her nails cutting deep scratches in his hands as she watched them be eaten, her heart breaking as tears streamed from her eyes.

Never, had anyone seen just truly how enraged she could get until they got back. Her voice booming through the large base as tears streamed from her eyes, her body shaking as words of pure heartbreak and anger shattered everyone’s hearts. Even the cold, emotionless caption had to hold in tears as he let her take out every bit of anger and heartbreak she felt. Only being stopped when she lunged at the man, being pulled away as she tackled him to the ground.

It broke their hearts watching her, her words nothing compared to the anguish and sadness in her voice. It was something that nobody wished another member to experience.

“Thank you so much mum.” She mumbled into her shoulder, making her smile as she pulled back, planting a small kiss to her forhead. “No problem sweety.” She said, a large smile on her face.

Erens eyes focused on his plate, mind swirling with anxiousness as he thinks of the next day.

He was informed of another mission the next day, something that both excited hun, but terrified the young boy.

Still having trouble controlling himself even today, he still had doubt in his mind. Fear of loosing control again, fear of hurting anyone on his team.

His thoughts were interrupted when he felt arms wrapping around him from behind, feeling her head leaning on his shoulder.

“Everything alright bubs? You’ve hardly eaten?” She asks, making a smile grow on his face.

Never did anyone think or imagine just how close they became. Nobody ever thought, that they would have one of the tightest bonds on the team. The care she holds for him, it even made some jealous for how much she values the young boy, and vise versa. The usually angry, cold man, calmed almost instantly when she was with him. If you didn’t know any better, you’d think she was his mother.

“Just worried about tomorrow is all.” He mumbles, feeling her arms wrap ever so slightly tighter around him. “Everything’s gonna work out, I know it’s scary, everytime we go out there it is. But we know exactly what to do, where we’re going, and we’ve got you on our side. You’re gonna do amazing, I know it.” She says, ending it with a kiss to his temple, one that makes his shoulders drop, and a smile to grow on his face.

And as she Predicted, it went smoothly, for the most part.

Since having her join the team, the death tole has greatly diminished. While there were a few, they typically would walk away with only injuries rather than the high body count they once had.

This mission, there were no casualties amongst the group. But there were a few who came back with injuries, knew that as soon as they finished, she ran to each one of them.

Her hands slowly wrap bandage around jeans arm, neatly and gently trying to keep it close to his body.

Letting out a small hiss from the deep cut on his arm, she gave him an apologetic look. “Sorry dear.” She said, voice laced with care as she tried to tie it without hurting him further. “It’s alright mum, thank you for this though.” He said, voice sounding, defeated. She was always able to read them all, even their always emotionless captain.

“What’s on your mind bubs, you can tell me.” She says, eyes looking into his. He lets out a sigh as he averts his from her stare. He knew she’d be able to tell.

“I-I almost got myself and my team killed. Again. Everyone counts on me to be great, but I can’t help but think I’m letting everyone down, I feel more like a hazard to the group.” His eye wells up with an unshed tear. He feels her thumb wipe his eye, looking at her as she cups his cheek softly. “You’re anything but that Jean. I promise, you’re a true born leader. I’m so proud of the progress you’ve made since I met you, and I’m always so happy to see how much you care about all of us. You’re anything but what you think dear, I promise.” Tears well up again in his eyes at her words, feeling them wrap around him like a blanket.

He pulls her into a tight embrace, feeling her hands running up and down his back.

Bertolt let’s put a grunt as he feels his cheek, feeling the deep cut that covered the skin. He knew it would heal by morning, but that doesn’t make the pain any less.

He watched as she walks over to him, knowing exactly why she came over.

“I’m fine, don’t worry about me.” He says. “I know you’ll be fine, but I still wanna at least disinfect it and patch it up.” She says, a smile on her face as she sits in front of him.

He knows he can’t fight her, and even then, he wouldn’t want her to.

If there’s one person besides his friends he truly cares about, it’s her. The amount of love she’s given him since he met her was something he detested at first, but slowly he grew to not only get used of it, but loving it. The care she has in her touch, her voice, and her eyes, is something that he’s never seen or felt at such a level.

They both sat silently as she cleans his wound, a small smile on his face as she applies the lightest touch. The amount of times he’s told her that she doesn’t have to be so soft, she’s always retort back with “i know it won’t hurt, but I’m still gonna be as gentle as I can just in case.”

As she finished up patching his cheek, she gives him a warm smile, one he matches. “Thanks mum, you really didn’t have to do that.” She smiles at the young mans words. “I know, but I still like to make sure you heal properly.” The young man chuckles at this, feeling her arms wrap around his lanky frame.

The room was almost completely silent as they walk in, her arms helping to bring him to his neatly made bed.

If there was one person who could read him like a book, it’d be her.

Levi tried to hide the long gash on his peck from her, trying to put a mask on as to not let her see the deep pain he felt as they rode home. The sharp winter air did nothing but made the cut sting worse, making his face even paler from the pain he felt.

He had done a pretty good job, that was until he had jumped off of his horse when they got back, nearly falling flat on his face of it wasn’t for her being right there to catch him.

Worry filled her as her heart nearly stopped, feeling the wet patch of his suit. A gasp leaving her lips when she saw the blood that stained her hand.

She instantly started bringing him inside, not once did she let him go, even when he told her he would be fine.

His heart fluttered rapidly as he watched her, eyes looking up at her concentrated face as she cleans his wound.

She had him lay on his bed, helping to take the top half of his gear off. Now only laying in his pants and socks, chest and torso completely bare as she washed the blood from his skin.

He hardly felt her feather light touch as she cleaned him, his mind solely focused on her. He could’ve easily done this himself, as he’s done countless times. But he couldn’t help but let her, when he saw the worry in her eyes.

“Alright, this might sting a bit so I’m sorry.” She says, dampening a fresh cloth with disinfectant.

A slight grunt leaves his lips as she places the cloth to his skin, the alcohol burning his skin slightly. “I’m sorry.” She says, voice sounding pained as she looks into his steel eyes. “It’s alright, I’ve felt way worse before.” He says, a smile painted on his face as he looks at her. “I know, but I still don’t like when anything harms you.” “Then you must be miserable because I’m always in harm's way.” He chuckles, making her let out a laugh, feeling his heart thump wildly in his chest. He loved seeing her smile, feeling his heart soar in his chest whenever it was because of him. “But thank you anyway, for this.” He says, making her cheeks flush as he looks into her eyes. “Anytime, you know I’ll always be here to fix you up no matter what.” She says, hands now resting on his bandaged chest. His eyes looking into hers, a smile on his face.

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