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If you’re not exploring life, if you aren’t looking for yourself, if you’re not finding many different things you love, what are you doing?

(via deeplifequotes)

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He began to unmask all of her insecurities and stripped them down, layers by layers, until what remained was her bare soul, trembling to the touch. She instinctively pulled away, reached out her hands to cover herself, from him and from everything. She felt naked; exposed as if the thin fabric she was wearing suddenly became transparent to his tender gaze. He looked straight as her and right at that moment, she swore that his eyes, clear as water, showed the one and only reflection of hers. He accepted her, all of her. And so she gingerly reached out her hands again, but this time, to him.

(via tranquilist)

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I remember this photo. Its the first photo we ever had. Its just that looking back at that time, I was just your ojt and you were my mentor. Since first tou were my apple of the eye. I usually imagining you touching my body. Like you on top of me and grabbing my hair and just fucking me hard. You were my thing before. Then yeah it happened. In this first photo we had, something "first" did happened too. Lol and that day, .. I know. No kne ever knows that it would be the start of my new roller coaster life again. Back then since I was broken hearted I promisednyself not to fall in love with anyone again. Its like I cursed that thing for killing me everyday of mylife. So I jist decided to be a sweet icy cola playing with any guys tongue. Then you came. We played the game I started. We then usually kissed without any reason, we fuck the night after and work the next day like nothIng happened, we see each other like our own toy, we call each other's name in most coldest way, and just get drunk and be wild in bed when we're alone. I thought that it could last forever. But then that day came when I woke up finding myself smiling at your text, thinking about you when your not around, hearing your name like my favorite word, hearing your voice like a beautifulmelody for my ears, chasing you, wanting you, and... just cared about you. Then I told myself that you're dangerous. That you could be a threat to my heart and a toxic to my mind. That you could be that strong and destroy my wall. And most importantly, you're a flower of fire that could touch my heart and start a fire. Then I distant myself but you were a stubborn. Stubborn enough to do rebellious thjng out mf my life. Without me knowing, you reach the maze and opened the door that only legend can find. I remember the first time I admit I love you. And I remember the first time you broke my heart. I remember the first time you made me cry and I rememberthe first time you told me you realize you were just like me. I remember the first time we were in bed and just look at each other with something no kne can explain. And it happened. Doubts were turned into confession, lust was no were to be found, and walls were just totally destroyed. And we wrote another chapter of life. Kisses have reasons at all, making love is the new word and not fuck, eye contact aren't for lust, and shouts became sweet whisper of each others name. I remember I told you I love you and you answered me you love me more. The whole thing was unimaginable. From lust to love from love to faith. You were my greatest decision and my biggest risk. But everything was worth taking. Right now, watching you sleeping beside me makes me smile coz I know someone loves me more that I love him. Someone taught me to love myself before I love anybody, and most especially someone taught me that, in one single book, you could make 1 story with 2 great chapters about a single person. They said, you need to be ideal girl to find ideal love, but we find the right love when we're both in great mess. They said real love is when you find your other half, but we were in whole then when we spoke the "I love you". They said its not real if he's not your world, well for me, its not about making someone your world but instead making each other a piece of biggest pasrt in each other's world. Maybe everyone has their own story to tell. But for us, its a great love story covered inside the deepest of the sweetest forest burning with all passion and love. A story that we're willing to give time till we reach the what they called happy ending.:)

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Heartbroken

October 22. The idea of me not being part of his life anymore is like stabbing me for thousands of time yet I just can't die but feels the pain in my chest. I just... Its..I just can't stop crying. I miss him so much. its been 3months since we're done.and he's happy now with his new gf. And I'm still stocked here,wondering why I still love him

#missing him #heartbroken #pain #love #him #godbyes

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Ang pagpalangga ko cmu daw pag labo ko sa lubi. indi ko sigurado kon kabalo ko pero tistingan ko ah. bahala na masakitan ko. hahahahahahaha. awsus ah. #hugot

#hugot

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We are together for a year. we laugh,we cried,we fight,we shout,we make promises,we kiss,we hug,we protect each other,we make love,and we loved. We thought that could last forever. We thought we could fight for our love. But sometimes,there are things that aren't for good. There are things thats seems so true yet so wrong. Things which is so worth it but never be destined. And there are things that seems to last yet only just for temporarily. He was my one great love and right now he is my one greatest heart break. We just dont know how things fell apart between us. Its like we're perfect yesterday yet right now we're back from being strangers. Its so funny. isn't it? that you thought he's the one so you just gave everything. And at the end, you'll realize not all one great love means someone who will be with you forever. People come and go. Situation change. things turned into different. And thats why it hurts. Right now, i dunno the hell i should dom I just cant stop crying. I want him back. Seing him begging and crying kills me. But,i know this is whats good for us. I think letting go each other would help us improve. I guess unloving him is one step for my real happiness. Vos i realize having each other would kust give us problems and pain. So i decided to let him go. I knoe,someday Somewhere, if we're meant for each other,we'll find each other again. I know things happen for a reason. And all i can do is just wait. Not sure about it but i'll wait for what could be the future between us. I love him to death and that is what I'm sure with...

#goodbye #heart ache #love #bf #break up #move on #let go

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No matter how painful the closure is. I promise you,you're one step on letting go. Just keep moving. Until one day you'll realize you made it.

Mia

#move on #closure #love #broken #let go #bf #break up

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Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.😉

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#sweet #hot #baby #boyfriend #epic

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#butterfly #happy #crush #guy #miles #distance

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Secret

Somebody from belgium is making me smile.shit. please dont.

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Please.. just please. is anybody there who i can talk to? i wanna die;(

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I dont want to forget him. But remembering him kills me. fvck.

mymind

#pain #break #missing #broken #move on #relationship ends

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Staying in my room cleaning it the whole day just to forget him, then getting tired, take a rest, close my eyes, then after a few seconds... tears fell down.

#break #love #missing him #cry #hurt

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its,1:28am and still crying .