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He's not into me so Im gonna starve myself until he is

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I feel guilty bc i used to be able to eat like 500 or less per day w/o difficulty

But now if i go below 700 i will feel extremely dizzy and weak the next day

But i only just realised that's probably bc my activity level has increased like x100 from the time i was at my lw

My job is physically demanding and i go to the gym 4 times a week, run 4-5 times a week and have practice once a week

On top of that i walk everyday and like to keep busy

When i was at my lw i would go on walks everyday sure, but other than that id j be sitting at school or chilling on my bed all day

So ig i have to accept that with great activity comes great calories (i eat like 800-1000, 1200 at "worst")

#male ed #male ana #ed relapse #tw calories #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #an0r3c1a #ed not ed sheeran #not pr0 4na #tw ed sheeran #low cal restriction #starv1ng #⭐️ving

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My crush j left. I won't be seeing him until fall. I am so sad I don't wanna eat.

On a positive note imagine how fucking amazing i'm gonna look when he comes back mwahaha

#male ed #ed relapse #tw ana diary #ed rant #ed not ed sheeran #male ana #a4a diary #⭐️ving #an0r3c1a

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Visibly greasy food really disgusts me

#omg i'm not alone w this?? #everyone around me eats so unhealthy and they make me feel like the weird one for not doing that

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I am now going to walk until my feet hurt

#male ed #ed relapse #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ana diary #⭐️ving #4nor3xia #@na rules #@nor3×14 #an0rec1a

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I slept through dinner and instead had a spicy dream about my crush so i'd call that a successful day

#male ed #male ana #tw ana diary #ed relapse #ed not ed sheeran #4nor3xia #tw ed but not sheeran #pro for me not for thee #@na rules #starv1ng #⭐️ving

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Me: why do i always get arrhythmia at the gym

Also me: *working out fasted, forgetting to drink water, only powered by black coffee and rage*

#male ed #ed relapse #tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran #pro for me not for thee #male ana #a4a diary #4n0r3x14

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that euphoric feeling i got when we’re laying in bed and he ran his hand down my stomach and said, “did you get skinnier? ..you got skinnier”

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My holter test came back normal. My arrhythmia is benign

So now i can continue starving without a care in the world *awkward peace sign*

#male ed #ed relapse #tw ed #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #⭐️ving #male ana #ana bllog #an0r3c1a #pro for me not for thee #a4a diary #ana male

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I hadn't been losing at all this week despite of eating at 3-digit cals and i've been so mad abt it

But this morning i woke up, took a shit and boom i was 1,1 kg (2,4 lb) lighter

This is ur reminder that sometimes it's j water weight or constipation :D

#just ed shit #get it #male ed #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed #tw calories #tw ana diary #low cal restriction #ed relapse #⭐️ving

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I almost fainted today while working on a car (i'm a mechanic) and was thinking about leaving early and going home but then i had a baby smoothie (40 kcal) for lunch and soldiered on till the end of day

#male ed #tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran #ed rant #tw disordered eating #male ana

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Week's eats

I didn't have dinner mon-wed so i got nothing to show from there

Thursday: apple-pomegranate salad w sauerkraut (82) and a mango-pineapple-banana smoothie (+turmeric & honey) (175)

Friday: mango-mushroom-cabbage mix salad (134) and a green smoothie bowl (spinach, kale, frozen banana & mango topped w hemp, peanut butter and pomegranate seeds) (249)

Saturday: citrus fennel salad (203) and a berry mix quark smoothie (301)

Sunday: zucchini noodles (22) w raw green pasta sauce (spinach, avo, lemon, basil, garlic) (136), roasted paprika chickpeas (no oil obv) (122), an apple (51) and a sugar & sweetener free protein drink (150)

Comment if u want the recipes or like this type of content and wanna see more :)

#low cal diet #mealsp0 #low cal meal #foodsp0 #male ed #food log #ed diet #tw disordered eating #mealspo #foodspo #low calorie #tw restriction #ed safe food #ana safe food #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #low cal ana #tw food

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When you’re scrolling through TikTok and see a recovery ed video. But seeing their mid ed pictures/video just makes you wanna get worse…😂😂💕💕

#ro mitchell's old videos >>>>>>> #she might've deleted some but they were good

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Watching michelle mcdaniel's fat acceptance cringe video and suddenly got the urge to do sit-ups and squats

Does anyone else love her videos?

#i don't watch them as f4tspo #i watch them bc the food those people eat makes me nauseous #so this is NOT fat shaming ok #male ed #tw ed shit #tw ed thoughts #ed not ed sheeran #4na rules #tw ana diary #ed relapse #ana male

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Nobody can get me naked as fast as the scale can

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Why does getting accidental cvts on my arms make me wanna...make more

Where's the logic in that

I got some today while helping my mum move some heavy boxes around. I didn't even notice but i guess some of the edges were sharp.

#tw sh