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I'm so tired

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I can feel myself getting bad again. All my friends have better friends and I'm alone. Always have been and always will be. Never been someone's first and never will be. Stop reaching out first and no one messages. Guess no one cares but that's fine, I'm used to it. But why is it hurting again? Why does it always hurt when it comes around again and again and again

#anxitey #sh #depression #mental illness #mental health #anorexia #ana #mia #self hatred #selfharm

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Imagine being loved and appreciated by somebody for who you are.

Can’t relate.

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I feel completely dead inside right now. Not just dead inside in the sense of having no emotions, but dead inside in a way that seems like my entire mind body and soul have given up. I feel like I’ve been fighting so much and for so long and I simply don’t have the energy or motivation or hope or willpower to carry on. Frankly, right now I couldn’t even kill myself because I simply can’t be bothered. It feels like every spark I had has gone out and all I want to do is stare out the window or sleep.

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I'm strongly starting to believe that life isn't meant for me.

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People say everything is temporary, nothing lasts. Then why doesn’t this pain ever go away. Why is it always there. I think what they should say is that everything good is temporary because the bad sure isn’t

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pretty sure i’m destined to be sad for the rest of my life

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"Now come, and take me away. I keep myself alive just to die more every day".

Motionless In White, "Scissorhands (The Last Snow)"

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what’s wrong with me? why am i not enough?

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Happiness really feels like a myth at this point.

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euphoria

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"I'm everything I hate"

Damn that fucking hit me

#self harm #anxitey #sh #eating disoder things #lax abuse #depression #tw #ana #mia #mental illness #mental health