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Just don’t know if they’re hearing me or actually listening to me.

Needing me or using me.

Seeing or looking.

Mocking or mimicking.

Loving to support or pretending for sport.

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Today was my birthday.

Again… it just wasn’t a good one.

Maybe my expectations are too high?

Even though Ive already lowered them below sea level.

Idk. I just don’t get it.

You can give and give and help and help and try and try for others with all you have… damm near bending so far backwards the back of your head touches the back of your calf.

I say calf cause I know if you’re like me… you already gave an arm and a leg in life so now you just got one.

Sheeit. And that ones gearing up to vanish too. Cause my dumbass keeps on doing more for others even when I’m about to fall and lose it all.

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I started a clothing brand/printing company with my nephew. It’s called, Bread & Butter Apparel co., LLC. The website is BreadAndButterStreetWear.com.

Going on our 3rd year now.

It’s steadily growing, but of course we wish we had more support. We treasure the ones we do have to the extreme! Send them random free Shyza and stuff haha.

Black Friday ‘22 was great! Several orders from all over the US.

Then it’s right back to the struggle of trying to make it.

Just wanted to share. Not too many around me even care…

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Drowning In Panic

Many people think they know what anxiety is and what a panic attack feels like after they've felt a lil uneasy. Sorry, but let me explain this to you if you really don't understand... Imagine lying down on your back in a small room for a moment... then someone puts two 100 pound bags of cement on your chest. Then, they stand on your stomach. Then, the room starts to fill up with water while all this weight holding you down. Then the water covers your body. You start to feel like you can't breathe, but you're still alive somehow. You think you want to cry, but you fear it’ll make things worse. You can’t cry right anyway so you don’t. Just inside. Wait. Are those tears or sweat? I can’t check with my hands because my hands need to be available to hold on to my chest or free to grab something near by if I fall down or maybe I’ll see something that’ll help me. Idk. But You're drowning while the other person next to you is mysteriously breathing just fine. You start to feel like you are going to die. This time for real. Last time was bad, but this time is different. I swear! Please take me seriously…. This time. :(

There is absolutely nothing that can save you. Then finally it passes... you feel somewhat okay... until the next time.

#anxiety #panic #attacks #panicattacks #anxiety attack #panic attack #anxietyattacks #help #help me

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Check out the NEW MUSIC and the NEW VISUALS!

#music #videos #music videos #new #2020

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NEW ALBUM IS OUT NOW! dthedelinquent.hearnow.com/javsdd

#music #new album #newalbum #gshit #lovesongs #sadsongs #fightingmusic #realshit #emotional #universal

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Stfu

Nothing goes as planned. From the flow... to the people not holding up to their word. I keep pushing though. Just don't expect me to succeed or expect me to fail. If you ain't puttin in on the progress/process... just watch! That's your only right motha fucka.

#alone #success #wontquit #fuck yall #watchmework

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MAYBE

I swear I seen your face in the clouds. I go to bed stressed and wake up scared sometimes. Maybe you're watching over me. Maybe

#rip

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I Need You More Than Ever

I'm Trying to build an empire with pennies. I'm Sorry it's taking so long. I still need you. More than ever.

#i'm trying #dreaming #ineedyou #istillneedyou #success #itsnoteasy

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Tupac lives on

#tupac shakur #tupacamarushakur #2pac #2pac shakur #rip #rip tupac

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All I Had

Many people are heavy 2pac fans. That's awesome. I'm one of them. Growing up wasn't easy. Constant fighting, violence, noise, trouble, hate, stress, struggle, and heartache. Countless nights of crying myself to sleep at an early age. Too young to play and hang out with my older siblings. I'd get bullied and had very confusing relationships with family outside the household. Life's rough. You don't need me to tell you that. But then I found 2pac (Tupac Shakur). EVERYTHING that man said... I related to. On this very day, I still can relate to everything he said. It was fucking incredible. I felt like, this might sound weird, but like I found another me in some way. An older me that made music for other people going through the Bullshit and just "life" as I knew it. His music lives on. It still hits a spot no other artist has been able to. RIP Tupac. You're music lives on. Thank you.

#tupac shakur #tupacamarushakur #2pac #2pac shakur #rip #thank you #muchlove #muchluv

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Local news shared one of my photos from Facebook.com/school46

#photography #photooftheday

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This is how it feels when... 1. Someone holds you down. 2. No one supports you. 3. You feel stuck, lost, and/or hurt The list goes on. But #keepgoing #pushyourself #pushthrough

#keepgoing #pushyourself #pushyourlimits #nevergiveup #neverquit

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Heaven Backwards

I'm not over it. It still hurts. They will never know.... Because they don't care enough to ask.

#rip #rest in peace #restinperfectpeace #restinparadise

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Anxiety Monster

I found my triggers, but now it's a monster under the bed. I can't see it. Feel it. Hear it. I just know it's there.

#anxiety #monster #underthebed #panic #attacks #panicattacks #stress #pain #anger #depression

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Model Byanka Noriega Shot by Delinquent Edit by Desi C

#model #models #photography #photooftheday #school #46 #productions #s46p #canon #canonphotography #love #punk #gothic #smile #beautiful

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Jack of All Trades

Dj, graphics, music, production, promotion, construction, salesman, demolition, creator, photographer, filmmaker, and asshole. Delinquent

#jackofalltrades #delinquent