daemondoves

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And now you are just a stranger with all my secrets.

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I said I was s virgin, not a saint.

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Baby's first panic attacks uwu

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I'm sorry, but I wasn't about to do something I didn't want to just to make you happy... I'm not that kind of person anymore.

#memories #regret #empty apologies #sadgirl #delusional #i miss you

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I'm so delusional that I thought I was about to have an elaborate love story with a girl because she's pretty and asked me to be her math tutor.

#delusional #girl problems #closeted #unreciprocated love #why do i always like the straight girls with boyfriends #hopeless #hopeless romantic #bi panic #bi #bi girls #gay panic #i have no right to be crying about this

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Why do people insist on keeping their families together when they only make each other miserable?

#i have no right to be crying about this #hypocrite #sad thoughts #sadgirl #broken family #family

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It's moments like these that make me say "God bless America" and "I love capitalism". Any other time though.... Uhhhhh I don't think so.

#materialism #materialistic #new phone #buying stuff i dont need #capitalism #happy cause i have new stuff

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I'm the kind of restless that gets progressively worse the longer I am alone with my thoughts. By the end of a 3-hour period, I need to be talked off a ledge. Just a few seconds ago I was desperately looking for strangers to talk to online, but then I sort of came to my senses and decided to search for a digital diary to download. I have an actual diary, but I am currently in a position where I neither have the privacy nor the space to write peacefully. Then I realized I literally got Tumblr to vent to strangers online. I guess this hits two birds with one stone.

#delusional #restlessness #pls help #i will go insane #im fine

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There's nothing I want more in the world than a genuine letter. It's doesn't even have to be a love one.

— William Chapman

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I make a detrimental mistake then be like "oopsies"

#haha oops

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I don't want to be pretty. I want to look like art. I want scholars of art history and mathematics to find beauty and meaning behind my every shape, line and color.

#delusional #art #sadgirl

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I'm trying 😭

Ok that's enough sadboi hours for tonight

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quote from Rosa, Rosa 🌹

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I need a romantic hug -> I recoil at the thought of intimate, vulnerable connections

#touch deprived #sadgirl #lonely #emotional damage #love language #i have no right to be crying about this #wants love hates love #physical touch #lowkey truama #distance

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Just thinking about how much I miss my best friend, and how much I just screwed everything over. All I want to do is update him about all dumb, insignificant shit that goes on in my life. But I fucked it up too bad this time. He deserved better. Even so I can't lie and pretend I'm not relieved. People are draining, and with him gone, endlessly trudging through time feels a lot more empty, less tiring, less need for awareness. I just wish things would go back to they way they used to be.

#sad birthday #3 am ramblings #friend breakup #heartbroken #lonelier version of you #i have no right to be crying about this #take me back

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I hate my stupid birthday. It's so fucking depressing.

#sad birthday #18 #3 am ramblings #sadgirl #why #late night #barely legal