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It really is gonna be pretty nice.

Coming soon :)

#fane #gay #lgbtqia+ #queer #marginalized people #transgender #industrial #noise #artists on tumblr #photographers on tumblr #Derek Jarman

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Wish I could figure out why Instagram keeps pushing abused animals and homophobic bros into my feed. I don’t want to see either, and I don’t engage with that content, so I dunno what to do.

#I hate humanity sometimes

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Would absolutely LOVE to hear from fellow LGBTQIA+ who love Derek Jarman. Deadline to email FANE is Friday, April 5th Wednesday, April 10th. It’s been 30 years since Saint Derek ascended to the afterworld. We’re trying to show a little love and reverence in his memory.

I really, truly feel this is important. If you love Derek, please, consider telling us so.

By all means, feel free to spread this far & wide.

#Derek Jarman #Jarman #Saint Derek #FANE #Magazine #Submissions Wanted #LGBTQIA+ #Coil #Throbbing Gristle #Psychic TV #PTV #The Angelic Conversation #Prospect Cottage #Dungeness #Queer Saints #Queer Culture #Sébastien #Wittgenstein #The Garden #Glitterbug #Jubilee #Art of Mirrors #In The Shadow Of The Sun #Gay #Art #Film #Queer #AIDS #HIV #Fuck Thatcher Then Now And Forever

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Let’s go, Qwierdos!

I swear Issue 2 is looking good already. I’d love to hear from more people wanting to share their coming out stories, to explain what it’s like living with a debilitating condition (physical, mental), to demystify common misconceptions people have about their identities… and so on. Gotta get some music reviews sorted, too. Don’t be strangers.

FANEmag.com | [email protected]

#industrial #noise #experimental #zine #art #music #dark ambient #artists on tumblr #queer #fane #queer artist #nonbinary #enby #submissions wanted #open call #gay #queer writers #nonbinary creatives #lgbtqia #transgender #genderfluid #subculture #weirdos welcome #Don’t be shy… we don’t bite

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EAT.IT.UP.

EAT.IT.ALL.UP.

The inaugural volume of Queer Noise Terror is finally here. Featured are 30 underground LGBTQIA+ artists showcasing the more abrasive and subversive sides of queer music and culture. Circuit party anthems have been traded in for circuit bending experimentation here (we kept all the filth and sleaze, though!). We’ve got lots of noise, power electronics, metal, industrial, ebm, dark ambient… almost 3 hours of audio warfare!

Featuring: STRAIGHT PANIC, Mictain & Mørk Verden, SUGARPIE, False Maria, Burial Woods, No Tuesdays, Hydra, THRESHOLD, HYPERECLUSE, Garden Angel, WELTSCHMERZ, Farrah Faucet, VÆPORS, Chv.Volk, Bratislavská Krutosť, Gyna Bootleg, Destitute Mirror Children, The Cost ov Living, MITH-XX, Quivering / Nausia, Mono Theory, Morerose, Salò Mentale, Tiefling, Walter Campbell, A.S. Valentino, Density Creep, Sk​ú​š​ka Sir​é​n, Robert Ferent, and V.I.L.E. (Desdemona Ill, Richard Ramirez, Sean Ramirez).

A warning for the uninitiated: Noise, as the name suggests, can at times be incredibly distorted, intensely bass heavy, and can genuinely wreck your speakers (and your ears) if not treated with respect. Proceed with caution, for you are now “at your own risk”.

You may freely share this digital compilation with others via the internet so long as the compilation remains whole and unedited. Any commercial use of any part of this compilation is strictly prohibited. Please contact the artists directly with any licensing requests or questions. Now, go get your face melted off!

Download/Stream on Bandcamp

#lgbtqia+ #fane #gay #queer #transgender #industrial #marginalized people #noise #queer noise terror #nonbinary #free music #music #lesbian #metal #queer noise #trve kvlt #lgbt #power electronics #death metal #darkwave #glitch #spoken word #dark ambient #new music #artists on tumblr #musicians on tumblr #subculture #experimental #hnw #Youtube

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Controlled Bleeding (1982)

L-R: Paul Lemos, Buddy Flip, Gary Pecorino

Posted by Buddy Flip on Facebook. I think this is the earliest photo of the band in circulation.

#Fucking WOW #Paul Lemos with hair and looking like Danzig #Controlled Bleeding #Paul Lemos #Pretty sure this is the earliest CB band photo on the internet…

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For anyone keeping notes, I ran out of the 10 day supply, can’t get my prescription refilled because of a major shortage apparently, and my brain has reverted back to the 24/7 noise/distraction, and it’s absolute hell. I know so many are dealing with much worse, so I feel bad for feeling bad and so on, and so on, and so on, over and over and over again.

1st day with ADHD medication. I definitely feel different, but I don’t know how to describe it.

#mental health #healthcare #adhd struggles #adhd #I am having such an incredibly difficult time focusing… #Like… it’s worse than before the medication. #first world problems

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1st day with ADHD medication. I definitely feel different, but I don’t know how to describe it.

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Horny Walter the Nautical Sex Rodent = The content we’re all here for.

for new years day, i decided to start posting more art

here’s my original character, Horny Walter the Nautical Sex Rodent, he drives his nasty boat around the world’s oceans in pursuit of hole, leaving a trail of ecological destruction in his wake

i will be developing a line of merchandise for this new character, talks are already ongoing for the Horny Walter PEZ Dispenser/butt plug

#Horny Walter the Nautical Sex Rodent

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Very long, emotional, and exhausting doctor appointment today, but at least I finally got some answers: Autism Spectrum = No. ADHD w/Contributing Anxiety Issues = Yes.

Hope some FANE related stuff comes in so I can throw myself into it and not think about things too much for the rest of today.

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#adult adhd #late diagnosed adhd #Is there a word for feeling joyful relieved and justified but also sad disappointed and enraged you didn’t get the help you needed? #Here comes the flood of what ifs and what could have beens.

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I don’t know exactly what it will sound like, I don’t know if anyone else will be involved, and I don’t know when it will debut, but I wanted to introduce my new music project HVNTY to you fellow freaks still wandering this social media desert. Expect abrasion. I think 2024 just might be the year I come back to the land of the living.

#Still gotta fix that fucking piece of shit computer. #HVNTY #I think I’m trying to bite off more than I can chew so the implosion will be legendary. #not gay as in happy but queer as in fuck you

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I need to share an embarrassing but funny anecdote.

Until yesterday, I thought “bipoc” was for “Bisexual People of Color”.

#Black Indiginous People of Color #I swear this fuckin’ brain sometimes… #bipoc

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I posted this on Instagram, but wanted to share here as well.

Get involved!

#industrial #noise #experimental #art #music #queer #submissions wanted #music compilations #free #fane #queer noise terror #subculture #open call #metal #power electronics #glitch #HNW #lgbtqia+ #transgender #nonbinary #gay #weirdos welcome

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I think I need to make music again, and I think I want to do it under a new name, and I think I know what the name is, and I think I know how I want to artistically spell it, and I might have ready made a logo, and now I just need to get a working set-up of any kind again.

#Will 2024 be the year I figure my shit out? #Stay tuned! #HVNTY

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I know the world’s on fire. Regardless, happy holidays to everybody.

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We’re up to these shenanigans now. Already got a couple bites. Because I love all of you who wander out here in the Tumblr wastelands, here’s a sneak peek at some in progress artwork for this compilation. Still very early yet, but I’m brainstorming!

Comp will be available as a free download/cross promotional tool for artists. Please spread the word and do get involved.

-Rob

#lgbtqia+ #fane #gay #queer #transgender #industrial #musicians on tumblr #music #noise #open call #compilations #cross promotion #lesbian #bisexual #intersex #asexual #submissions wanted #metal #post punk #subculture #free music #free downloads #hnw #indie #homo promo #homosexual #abrasive music #experimental music #melt my face for the love of god!

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I could not pull off the patreon video. I did around 40 takes, and I just got more and more awkward and couldn’t stop the focus drops. So, I threw myself a pity party and made this “Screen Test” which was just me fucking around in Final Cut Pro as some kind of “at least I can do the bare minimum!” display.

I’m not overwhelmed enough so now I’m looking at a YouTube channel for FANE and trying to figure out what I could even put on there. Obviously not me talking, lol.

#Help me I am in hell. #Youtube