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the most motivating thing is thinking about how all my clothes will fit me once I lose all the weight, I’ll have an endless supply of oversized clothing and everything will look a 100 times better <33

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I do not have to eat.

#tw ed thoughts #i want to be skiny #tw ed stuff

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My friend’s girlfriend just bring me some pancakes and looked if I try it and I kinda had to do it for being nice

So, I was acting as a nice friend, but now I feel awful and hate myself for ate this fucking pancakes

Why for being nice we need eat someone’s food?? I literally hate this

#4na #tw ed thoughts #tw ed stuff #i want to be skiny

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It is my birthday

Yeeey

I hate this day

I just wanna disappear from all this lying world with “always smiling” people

People who matter nothing for me already congratulated me

But

No one “friends” and “loves one”

The only person with whom I want to be near with - died

That was the only person who loved me unconditionally

And whom I loved

So, it is a disgusting day

Trying not to die

Wish me luck

#birthday #sad thoughts #hating this #tw ed thoughts

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Okay.

Here I am.

My boyfriend died last week.

He was hit by a car when I was waiting for him at our home.

I have already been to a psychiatrist and I’m going to a psychologist tomorrow.

I just don't know where else to write this.

You know, just want to say

if you see this post, please hug your loved ones right now.

💔

#tw ed thoughts #psychiatry #psychology #i love you #family #my love

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I can’t -

#tw eating things #tw ed thoughts

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#i want to be skiny #tw ed thoughts #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff #mental disorder

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I really thought that my ED passed last year.

But

Today my brother’s birthday and it is a lot of junk food here

I just can’t stop eating and it is disgusting

I understand that I overeat already

But I keep eating

Oh my gosh

I don’t want the ED returning

#tw eating things #tw ed thoughts #i want to be skiny #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff

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[burnyoursoul]

Okay, here we go again. Last few days my body just annoying me so much. I gained 2,5 kg, and I think it is awful. I was okay with my body and my ed for a long time (like about 1 year). But now (again) I start to hate my body lol. I can’t even buy new clothes cause I think that I’m too fat for it.

I hope that I’ll can lose weight without fasting. But it even sounds funny

And, by the way.. It is my first text post here

#tw eating things #tw ed thoughts

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