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Every time there's a new the rookie episode, I have to repeat to myself that: we're being fed well, this is an ensemble cast and a procedural tv show.. like a prayer or something lol

#brainwash myself iktr #lololol #thanks to the people who has been saying it haha #i literally read this everywhere #which is true anyways #haha #the rookie #chenford #from here on out there's no more expectations #like yas give us nothing lmao #cries #this is literally my one fear.. that when they finally got together.. they'll get less screentime together like other shows #i wanted this to be different #i'm gonna see where season 5 takes us #but if i have to be honest.. it's a little disappointing atm #*crickets* #if nolan didn't sign up for this there wouldn't be a show HAHA thank u for saying this? should've put it up in a billboard or something 😒🙄 #lmao #bye for now #i swear if i read/hear this one more time LMAO

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I think i'm gonna cry. We'll get angela and tim next week! Yo. The way i've been waiting for this. Even if it's just over a radio. I really love their friendship!! Pls. And of course, the chenford content next week! They have my heart. Also excited to watch this week's episode bec even though there's no chenford, I realized I love angela as much as I love chenford, and we get badass angela this ep so yay

#chenford #the rookie #wopez #so next week i think i'm gonna faint from all the feels #the way i be screaming crying squealing shaking and making weird noises lmao #living for that trailer for next week's ep #a win is a win

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Guys I had a thought

What if in the valentine's ep, jayla, wopez, and chenford all went to the same restaurant without them knowing and they're surprised to see each other

#like AAAAAAAAACCCCKKKKKK #especially chenford #like angela's like.. you know that look she gave tim when she was teasing him about lucy haha #and then it became a triple date???? #okay byeeeeeeeeeeee #highly unlikely and very cheesy but whatever #can't get these thoughts out of my head i just gotta let it out haha thank you #just sharing #ignore me #i just wanna be a fan of smitty just to not have all this anxiety #ugghhhh #lmao #fic writers anyone? #i love y'all #y'all are so talented #i love it here #chenford #anyways

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TIMOTHY BRADFORD, my handsome boy, i love you so much it actually hurts

#like there's so much love #i have so much love for you #*crying* #i'm so happy for him #*fans self* #chenford #can lucy fight #jk #tim bradford #my handsome baby boy #i wanna cry everytime #he deserves everything nice in this world #and that includes me #jk lol #my love #my heart #my soul #wahahahaha #the man that you are #love

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BRB TOO SOFT FOR TIM HOURS 😭😭😭😭😭

#chenford #brb gonna cry these happy tears out #byeeeeeeeeeeeeee #i love you all

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Are they holding hands at that end scene??????? Can't they get the camera down a lil bit or zoom out a little or something????

Is that too much to ask????

jk

#LMAO #haven't watched the episode #chenford #this is why i don't wanna be in too deep but HERE I AM #but they gave us canon chenford so okurrrr #i also understand that they wouldn't give us EVERYTHING this early #granted that we will have more seasons #so chill #i guess

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Okay, last week we saw Tim willing to sacrifice his job for them. And this week, we saw Lucy doing everything to get Tim out of the desk job. They did all that out of their love for each other. The things they would do for love. Okay, okay.. growth. Love that for them.

#chenford #i'm emotional #and i need to be stop #but of course i need more of them #who doesn't #hahahaha #but i also understand that we're still in the early stages of their relationship soooo #idk idk #i'm all over the place #and chenford has consumed me

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Lucy, just, always looks at Tim so lovingly. Like, it's making me emotional

#chenford #like he's a baby or something #lmao #air #i need air #*fans self* #i'm all over the place these days because of chenford lmao #help???? #haha #get you someone who looks at you the way lucy and tim look at each other kinda moment #heart eyes for the bae

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my posts are finally showing on the tags lmao i'm not a bot y'all

#chenford #now i'm shy #don't mind me lol

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Finally someone edited chenford with collide by justine skye as bg music!! Now that they finally did the thing!!!! And I'm screaming!!!!!!!!!

Thank you to the wonderful person who did it haha

#chenford #the rookie #i've been waiting #obviously #lol #it's chenfordsource on ig!!!! #thank you #can't keep calm #still not over it #hahahaha

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THIS. THIS. THIS. I cried, like literal tears, in that scene when Tim was talking to Grey. My heart 😭❤

That scene when Tim talks to Grey was so significant. In my opinion it was the most important scene of the episode. He had that conversation with Grey when he was with Rachel about transferring and Grey had told him if it was the right person it would be the right move. Then when he was in the hospital with him and Ashley was asking him to retire, he told him of the benefits if that is what he wanted. Now Grey knows how serious it is with Lucy because he sees what he is willing to give up for her. He reminds him that he isn’t going to like the job and that professionally it is not the right place for him. When he asks if it’s serious, it’s just a confirmation, he already knows because Tim is willing to give it all up for her. Grey should be the officiant at their wedding! ❤️❤️❤️

Now on to how I think things will go going forward. They put Tim into this position to bring in Chris. I kinda look forward to whatever awkwardness is coming there but a part of me doesn’t want Chris to figure it out that easily. I have a fic idea for this that I will probably post separately.

I’ve said this before, with this whole Elijah situation, they are opening up a position for Lucy to move into a Detective situation. We know she is going to be working with Nyla in future episodes. If she becomes a detective, Tim will be able to move back to patrol.

Lucy had a rough time since the end of her rookie year and she has been trying to find her place on the force and her personal life has been a mess. She has done the UC stuff and she is good at it but I think a part of it was that it was an escape from everything that was going on in her life. She sees what doing full blown UC did to Isabel and Nyla’s lives. We talk about the abuse Tim went through as a kid, but what Lucy’s parents did to her was a form of abuse as well. Pressuring your kid to do what you want and using your love as the reward is abuse. She wants to feel safe and accepted which I feel she finally has with Tim. She wants a future with him and the whole family thing. She won’t want to jeopardize that and she won’t want to put Tim in the position of worrying about her and worrying that what happened with Isabel could happen to her.

#chenford #that scene did it for me

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idk about y'all but tim talking to grey, did it for me. i cried. like legit tears. tim is serious about him and lucy. my heart 😭❤

#chenford #the rookie #and still crying everytime i watch that scene #y'all i can't take this #he's seriously in love