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I’ve became more active on this blog than i thought i would be ngl. I kinda forget that this isn’t my notes app even tho i don’t really use my notes app like that. Idk ranting and venting doesn’t really hit the same on there. It’s like for information, reminders, planning out an important text message, etc! l

This blog is my notes app <33

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Yapping about journals

I love journaling of all kinds. It has become a outlet for me to talk to someone about my thoughts without feeling completely bad for bothering one of my friends and provides something to show my therapist later. When things get good again I hope I can look at my vents and cringe. In that same breath I am able to realize how far I come yk?

I think one of the best things I’ve done is make two diff blogs. One for self improvement and the other for me to vent out the disorganized thoughts that are eating at my brain (if you couldn’t tell by looking thru this blog)

Journals r such fun tools for me to get out my thoughts or scribble down something I learnt recently. Thats why I have had so many (never finish them tho 😪)

I think everyone should get a journal of some kind. Online, paper, video, photo, whatever!! Just find something and make it your own s(^3^)s

#girlblogging #this is a girlblog #yapping #professional yapper #journal #diary entry #mini rant #girly thoughts

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it hurts so badly

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Girls my age r out here enjoying their lives, having hobbies, going to recreational activities, hanging out w/ friends, and here i am. Just bed rotting, ventintg to my journal and digital diary about how miserable I am.

ig life moves on regardless of what you do.

#girlblogging #this is a girlblog #personal vent #girly thoughts #femcel #just girly things #girl interrupted

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I really want to talk to a old friend of mine, we talked b4 but not for a while im kinda scared to ngl

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I feel so gross

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I finally gave this blog a much needed re do

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Vent

I just wanna go ghost yk how painful it is to talk to my friends nowadays. Everything I do just hurts man. I miss that happy feeling i felt before the summer of last year. Thats the only time i feel like things were finally coming tg but now? I’m just waiting for someone to kill me.

#personal vent #vent #femcel #this is a girlblog #girlblogging #it gets worse #does it get better? #i hate this #i miss it

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nvm yall im just not photogenic

I look cutesy

#idk what that was about #back to normal #i think #well not really #i look cute tho #girlblogging #this is a girlblog #girly thoughts

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Vent

I literally got my hair done and i wanted to post myself then i realized how ugly i looked bru 🙁

this is getting ridiculous can’t have shit nowadays

#personal vent #femcel #cant have shit

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i hate being mid bro

#vent post #personal vent

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may just disappear from the face of the earth soon

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can’t romanticize this shit yall

#girlblogging #personal vent #girly thoughts #femcel #im just a girl #mini rant #send help #pls help

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One year anniversary of this digital diary ❤️❤️

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I really want online friends like so badly

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I’m almost half done with one of my journals its like the end of a era for me ngl.

It really made me want to be more intentional with that journal. I was all ready thinking of making it more interactive, decorating it, keeping a certain vibe going on. Which I done a okay part with the vibe til recently because all I ever do in that journal is vent so i just should worry about making it look pretty after i finish writing in it. At the same time i feel like it would lighten up the topics i write about in that book.

Greif, anger, and sadness were not made to be appeasing to the eye. I need to learn to accept that one day.

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I love when i be getting one like on a post of me ranting or venting like yall rlly fw me huh 🥹🥹

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