you never know what someone is going through. for instance i didnt know i was going through anything until about 2 years later. i thought i was just chilling
the idea that your friends won't like you if you're too weird is wrong for example one time I told a friend whenever I was losing my mind I laid down on the floor under my desk and stared at it until I was better and next time she visited me she taped a bag of salami snacks to the underside of my desk with a message saying "going insane all by yourself, handsome?" which I only saw months later when I had a breakdown. that's friendship.
You are as beautiful as your favorite art. Don't forget that. You are as beautiful as the loveliest art you've been touched by. And no one can judge that beauty, we all just live with it locked in our hearts and souls, forever moved by it. Allow yourself to feel as beautiful as the art you love. It is true, you really are that lovely. I stand in awe of you.
Re-reading Radio silence, I feel too much about this book and this characters I need to scream. Please someone tell me you get it 😭, I've been annotating like crazy because too many thoughts and no one to share them with. Just me and the book against the world ❤️🩹.
It's missing Aled Last hours.
why does he not exist why did I have to be a real person instead of being as fictional as my favorite fictional character so I can be their best friend !!!
The Heartstopper preview consists of a single one syllable word being repeated over and over again, and then one of the actors looking right into the camera and saying the same word in french, and bitches be loosing their shit
"If I can't do X then I don't deserve to do Y" is a mindset we need to kill. Otherwise mentally ill and disabled people will continue to punish themselves for struggles outside their control. You deserve to have fun playing your favorite video game even if you are unable to go to work. You deserve to enjoy watching your favorite show even if you couldn't do homework first. You deserve a piece of pie even if you didn't go to the gym. Actually, you deserve to have as much fun as you possibly can even if you can't work or study at all! And especially if you're disabled mentally or physically, you gotta actively challenge this idea that joy, fun, rest and relaxation is something you have to earn. Don't deny yourself harmless joy just because you can't always live up to society's demands and expectations.
The sun was already setting, there were open cardboard boxes everywhere, not a single one being empty. Their plan of having a perfectly decorated house a week from then was just slightly blurred now that they were staring at the mess.
"Just pound the nail into the wall." Kiyoomi let out an exasperated sigh as his husband raised his eyebrows with a smirk on his lips. "I swear to God-"
"I'll pound you against a wall."
"Atsumu, we need the fucking key holder, okay? You're the one who can't ever remember where his keys are everytime we're going out-"
The blonde ignored his words and just seconds later he was effectively pinned against a wall. Atsumu's hands were on his waist holding him tightly, Kiyoomi couldn't help but smile at the closeness of his lover's body against his.
Once again, all the work was forgotten as they stumbled around to enter their room while sloppily making out. Both fell down on the sheetless bed, tangling around each other.
Everything was a complete disaster around them, and probably it will still be like that for a while. It actually didn't matter, not a tiny bit.
Kiyoomi and Atsumu were finally at home.
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My Ao3:
(Yes, there are actual sakuatsu fics, and everything is haikyuu-related)
we really want to form a band and we really need a drummer, and i know that you're a sick drummer haha,
jimmy and I are not really into drumming so there's no drum parts that you'll have to learn yet, but you can make them up maybe if you'd be willing to rehearse with us.
you'd be playing with us to hopefully over hundreds of screaming fans some day 😛
i dunno if you wanna do it or think about it, I know you said no after we already offered it in person, but we really want you in so let me know.
we really liked your drumming the other day in the practise room, it was insanely good. you're all we were looking for so we can meet up with you whenever you want but let me know soon cause we are really looking forward to it.
today I had a classmate at college asking me about when was heartstopper s2 coming out. I was like oh! you're into my special interest too? what a coincidence! and then I remembered that it's even weirder if someone in the LGBTQ+ community doesn't know heartstopper than it is for someone to be interested in it, considering the lack of heartwarming cute shows with LGBTQ+ characters and great representation.
but still alice oseman really did a great job didn't she?