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IGGLE PIGGLE AND UPSY DAISY SPOTTED TRAPPED IN SOME KIND OF GLASS VORTEX

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Makka Pakka is an LGBT Icon

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#6YearsOfSuperBass

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Sun and Moon

Vincent of Beauvais, Le Mirouer historial (French translation of Speculum historiale), Paris 1463

BnF, Français 50, fol. 19r

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#scientology #xenu #volcano #dianetics #l ron hubbard #collage #photocollage #surrealart #surrealcollage #black cat #art

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Eyes Wide Shut ~ Tom Cruise & Nicole Kidman ~ [Directed by Stanley Kubrick]

Cruise. Kidman. Kubrick.

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bucket list

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i shot myself yesterday, got to heaven anyway.                                                                                 think i might regret it now, tie my feet to rocks and drown.

GRIMES — you’ll miss me when i’m not around (x)

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Macaulay Culkin in Party Monster (2003)

“Oh, typical James. Can’t even stay awake for your own movie. But it’s not your movie, it’s really my movie. Hi, I’m Michael Alig.”

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you have to go inside…

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nightmare fuel

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#girls with tattoos #tattooed women #alternative #girls who smoke weed #sexy #inked girls #inkedmodel #inked #alien makeup #alien girl #alien #galaxy #universe #moonchild #moon #simulation #the sims #sim #ufo #surrealcollage #surrealart #surreality #the matrix #shein #sheinofficial #blue hair #blue wig #space #space buns #instagram

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In The Night Garden was actually my childhood television program of choice but I had a vision here 😂

That being said, In The Night Garden did not air until well past my childhood but I loved it as an adult. I would often get super baked and watch it at night. I even owned a DVD set of the show so I could indulge myself whenever I liked. This went on from the time I was about 19 until I was 21 or so.

I also enjoyed Barney.

I woke up early on Sunday mornings just to watch Mister Rogers Neighbourhood. I named my cat King Friday.

I often sported a Dora The Explorer bag my mother ordered me from Avon. I specifically requested it for Christmas.

I wore Disney Princess barrettes in my hair and totted my belongings around in a Hello Kitty backpack.

I ate off of Sesame Street dishes meant for toddlers.

I wore underwear with fun patterns on them from the little girls section.

I was ill and hurting.

Whilst in the throes of my eating disorder, I did not make the connection. It was not until I found myself in an eating disorder recovery program about 3 years ago that I learned that this behaviour was a way of me trying to revert back to childhood. And apparently, this was a common thing among those suffering with eating disorders. Upon learning this I remember bursting into tears in a room filled with a dozen others fighting the same battles. Partially because I realized something I thought nothing sinister of, was in fact a byproduct of something so dark inside of me. And partially because it was in fact a byproduct of the darkness inside so many others and I finally felt understood.

I’d be lying if I said I didn’t still find comfort in the show. It came on at my parents house late one night recently while I was there recovering from surgery and I couldn’t help but watch for a little while. It gave me the comfort I needed and the experience was bittersweet. But I can say with confidence that I created this photo today from a place of body positivity. And for that, I am shining like the creepy Baby sun ☀️

#girls with tattoos #mental health #anorexia #anorexia recovery #mental illness #recovery #eating disoder thoughts #eating disoder recovery #bulimia recovery #bulimia #body postivity #mental health awareness month #journal #blog #tattoos #tattooed girls #tattooed women #neotradtional #neotraditionaltattoo

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The ultimate catfish