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I need the whole story. This is amazing 😍!!!

okay so i am on a role because i have another snippet from that AU i have in my mind.

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It was that cold kind of sweat when he woke up from his nightmare.

It was the third time this week that had happened.

The same steps of a familiar routine came to Bucky as he shuffled out of bed, arm aching as always, his hair mused by his hands almost ripping it out in the midst of the night terror.

Water, that’s what he needed.

Water would be the cure, surely.

His footsteps led him to the kitchen, but his heart led him astray from what he knew what would happen as soon as he laid his weary mind back on the feathery pillow in his room.

“It’s 4 am.”

He would have jolted if he hadn’t already seen her sitting at the counter.

“Water.”

“Mmm.”

He should feel afraid of her.

With the lives he had taken, she had taken triple. With the blood on his hands, she waded in a pool of red daily. With the horrors he had committed, she had unleashed a hell unknown to anyone else.

He wasn’t afraid.

She was his, and he was hers, and even if she didn’t remember, he vowed to never be afraid of the darling girl he used to hold so tightly in his arms on the chilly nights in Brooklyn.

“Do you have them too?”

She’d been speaking more English recently.

“Sorry?”

He knew, but he wanted to hear it from her lips.

“The nightmares. Do you have them too?

A nod. A look. An understanding that even in a world that went too quickly and passed on by too fast, they were not alone.

Not at this moment.

“Then I’m not alone.”

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ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME CRY?!!

---its working 😭

hehe. here’s another snippet of that one AU I have in mind lol.

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“Does it hurt?”

She had asked him that after he had come home with a busted up lip and black eye.

“No, you know me, doll. Too strong for those punks.”

It had been a peaceful walk with Steve, talking about life and the future they wish they knew about. They had stepped past an alley. It was some girl, Bucky had seen her around town before, but he didn’t know much else besides that.

All three had been cornering here.

Bucky liked to pretend he was the savior. That he was the hero who would swoop in and save the damsel in distress.

And he was.

Except the savior had also gotten his fair share of a beating.

“I told you to be more careful.”

“I am, doll. I promise. I just couldn’t leave her there.”

“I know.”

She didn’t know anymore.

She was too quiet, too afraid, too shy, it was too much.

She didn’t ask if he was okay, or scold him to be more careful, or understand why he swooped in and tried to be a savior when his entire past was plagued with the blood of people he had killed senselessly without even knowing his own name.

It was red all over his palms.

And so was that blasted star.

In the night, when he woke from another nightmare, the skin would burn where the cool metal met the flesh of his body. It squirmed and pulsated with that dull ache he could never quite seem to get rid of, no matter how many doctors had prescribed him some form of a faulty remedy.

“Does it hurt?”

Yes. Painfully.

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I-WHAT?!!

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!!! AHHHH

uhhhh

yeah here’s a random snippet from that one AU in my drafts lol

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She was distant and so close at the same time.

Impossibly possible.

Or was it the other way around?

He could never remember.

The world had moved eons from the dark, cold ice that cradled his worn body for 70 years.

Too much movement in his own opinion.

Then again there was rarely a voice in his throat to say much of whatever was on his mind.

Except when it came to her.

Anything was easier with her around.

That narrow pain behind bones in a beating vessel trapped in memories that didn’t come to her head anymore.

Perhaps it was that jasmine perfume that night when he saw her across that dance floor.

Or maybe it was her eyes.

Maybe the way the light made her skin look radiant in ways the sun reflected off glass chandeliers in those higher up domiciles.

Maybe it was that polka dot red dress she wore, the white dots somehow clinging onto the glow she gave off.

“Excuse me.”

A jolt from a good, faded dream.

She wasn’t wearing her jasmine perfume, there was no dance floor, certainly no dress, and that radiance had disappeared somewhere in the years lost between them.

She walked right past him, somewhere towards the kitchen, or maybe her room where she spent most of her time in.

He couldn’t blame her.

And then she was gone.

Just like a good, faded dream, tucked away in the corners of his mind.

“Can I get a dance, doll?”

“I suppose so, Solider.”

What a good, faded dream.

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With You (Crosshair x GN! Reader)

Where reader rescues Crosshair after he sends his transmission.

Angst, slight amnesia, fluff at the end.

Word Count: 1321

Enjoy! Let me know what you think!

Italics are thoughts

-mumbled words/hazy hearing- 

- “Breach in the compound. Suspect is-argh!”- 

Blaster fire exploded outside the clone's cell. Crosshair could barely open his eyes before the door slid open. He quickly shut them, if they thought he was still on the verge of dying he could save some strength. The first attempt took a lot out of him, he could barely move. 

Steps seemed to echo down the steps towards the table he was strapped to. Behind his lids, he knew someone was standing over him, his eyes relieved from the blaring fluorescent light. 

- “Oh Crosshair… what did they do to you?”- Who was that? 

His eyes fluttered open slowly, testing the light. It stung, but was bearable. They moved to look at whoever was in his cell. His eyes widened. Recognition. He knew who you were, or at least he thought he did.

His signature, the icy stare was frozen to your face as you loosened the restraints around his legs, arms and torso. When you moved your hands to the strap across his forehead, his hand caught yours, frozen in place.

“I’m not going to hurt you. If you want to get out of here, let me help you. Please.” Your gaze turned stern, meeting his eyes. Considering his limited options, he slowly released your hand, his eyes never moving as you took the strap off his head. 

He stayed in place for a moment before trying to get up.

“You won’t make it far, I have explained that much to Crosshair already.” You grabbed your blaster, aiming it at the scientist. The woman, Crosshair recognized. She had been the one torturing him, or at least the one watching.

“I’ll take my chances.” You straighten your stance.

You. It was you, Crosshair thought. Only you would be crazy enough to go against something as invincible as the Empire.

“Slim chances.” The scientist stood rigid, glancing between you and your blaster. 

“But you won’t stop me, will you?” You lowered your blaster, turning back to Crosshair. An arm around him, you helped him stand. 

“Y/n…” Crosshair looked at you with a confused look. Didn’t you get his message? “Why…?”

“I’ll explain once we get out of here.” You refocused your attention on the woman. “Go in the corner, hands above your head.” 

The woman moved into the room, making no argument. You and Crosshair slowly moved into the hall. You shut the door and shot the control panel. 

“What are you doing here? You shouldn’t be here.”

“I’m getting you out of here, away from this place.” Your free arm still holding the blaster, you kept it risen, ready for other obstacles. 

“And how are we getting out of here? It’s not easy.” Crosshair still held onto you, but his vision cleared and he was more stable.

“I’ve got it covered, just follow me.” You arrive at an open panel in the wall, leading him through. 

“It wasn’t hard to figure out a way in, the schematics are the same as another structure on Coruscant.” The path was dark and very tight, but eventually Crosshair saw a light. He saw trees, the sky, and a ship. 

- “Down here! Go, go, go!” The sound of TK troopers running down the tunnel grew louder.

“Get on the ship, I’ll be right behind you.” You pushed Crosshair towards the ship.

“Right there! Get them!” Troopers piled through the narrow way, firing off.

You fired back, taking down a few of the troopers, but they just kept coming. A shot flew past your head. 

“Crosshair go! Start the ship and get out of here!” You shielded yourself behind a wall, firing back at the troopers that seemed to triple in number. 

Crosshair ran to the cockpit but stopped. He couldn’t. He couldn’t let you suffer through the torture that Hemlock would give you.

“Crosshair now!” Your shielding was getting worn away from bombardment. A laser swept past the side of your face, hitting one of the troopers. 

Everything went still. Crosshair stood on the ramp to the ship, his blaster smoking.

“Y/n! Aim for the rocks!”

You looked at the overhang of stone. “Got it!” You and the sniper kept firing. The rocks became weak and started to fall. You ran towards the ship, Crosshair pulling you up by your arm. You immediately got the ship moving, taking off towards the sky. 

“Buckle in. We’re not done yet!” Crosshair heeded your words, securing himself to the co-pilot seat. 

A destroyer came into view, immediately opening fire.

“Stick close to the surface, the cannons can’t aim that close.”

The ship swerved around the cannons, flying past the imposing ship. You engaged the hyperdrive, shoving everything into silence again. You both let out a sigh of relief. It was silent for a few moments before Crosshair spoke.

“How did you find me?” His eyes did not move from hyperspace.

You turn in your chair, facing him. “I got your transmission. I was able to get a general location before the signal went offline.” 

“The others, where are they?” He stayed still. 

“I have no idea. I haven’t been with them since after Bracca. I had the old frequency in case of an emergency.” You sighed. As much as you loved the others, you couldn’t sit around waiting for them to do something about Crosshair. Everyone understood, Omega did once you explained it to her.

“I commed them when I got your message. They got it too. Didn’t find out where they were.” 

Crosshair finally flicked his eyes to you. Then something happened. He started crying. You stood from your chair and knelt in front of him. 

Crosshair was shaking, tears staining his cheeks. He looked so tired. Tired of everything that he had done. Angry about what had been done to him. Furious at who did this to him. Then his eyes turned to anguish. 

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Y/n.” His head hung in his hands. “I- I was so angry.”

You held his wrists, slowly moving his hands away from his eyes.

“And after the chip, I was still angry, and I couldn’t stop myself.” Tears still streamed from his eyes. He hurt, he was hurting so badly. 

You stood, moving your hands to cup his face. He couldn’t look at you, not after everything he’s done. 

“Crosshair… when you left I was lost. And worried.” Your thumb wiped the tears on his cheek. “And when Hunter told me that you removed your chip, I didn’t know what to think. But through all this time, I knew that something wasn’t right.”

“And then your message, I knew I had to find you. No matter what.” 

That’s when he looked at you. He tried to find any sign of hesitation or lying in your eyes, but he found none.

“What about my brothers? And Omega? How can I even try to fix it?” 

“You don’t need to right away. I told them what I was going to do, and told them not to follow unless my signal goes offline. I don’t even know where they are. So…” You help him stand, “We can find them, when you are ready.” 

Crosshair looks down, thinking. He nods his head.

“okay…”

You smile softly and squeeze his hands. “It’ll take time, but it’s going to be okay. I’ll make sure of it.” 

Crosshair looks up at you. His hands fall to your waist and pulls you close. You can feel his breath on your face. You lean up slowly, gently pressing your lips to his.

Your lips are…nostalgic. Crosshair has a flood of memories from his past. He lost the familiarity with you, with his brothers. He never had anything with Omega except hunting her down. Your kiss gave him hope. The hope that he could set things right. To be with his brothers again. To protect his sister instead. He could start over and finally be free. 

With you.

#clone trooper crosshair #tbb #angst #I love him #crosshair #this pic kills me #tbb spoilers #the bad batch

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Thank you! I saw the stuff of mine that you liked!

It was nice to see this after a long day

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TBB HEADCANONS!

How the bad batch would react if you got a scratch or burn

I just got a burn from my curling iron hence this post lol

"Ouch!" You got a paper cut

Hunter looks up from twirling his knife

"Are you alright?"

"Got a paper cut" you say lifting your finger to show him

He tells you to clean it off while getting a bandage and some antibiotic

Helps you put a bandage around your finger

Gives you a little kiss

Tech hears you hiss as you rewire the marauder

You slide out from under the panel and inspect your finger

A wire pricked your palm, bleeding only a bit

"I will get the first-aid kit." Tech says as he walks into the hallway

He disinfects the wound and carefully covers it, asking if he's hurting you in any way.

In a rare moment, he quickly kisses your temple before getting back to work

You walk into the ship with a slight limp

You scraped you knee, Cid's office had a lot of tripping hazards

This man has such a big heart, he gets super worried

Will literally pick you up because walking is out of the question

Isn't much help with bandages, so he just holds anything you need

Gives many kisses, starting with the scratch and many on your face

Very good helper!

"Ow! Fu-" You grumble, one of Tech's many projects fell on your foot

Echo is fairly relaxed, concerned but not freaked out

He gets you seated and takes a look at your foot

Carefully moving it around, making sure nothing is broken

Makes a small ice pack and keeps you company while you take it easy

He's had lots of practice with Fives and his clumsy butt

"Son of a-!" You drop your curling iron on the counter, grimacing at the red burn on your neck

"Aw, get a little burn?" Crosshair leans on the doorframe

You roll your eyes, poking at the burn

He sighs, stepping in front of you, digging around the cabinet

Silently, he tilts your head back, applying burn ointment to your neck, "Dramatic for a little burn."

"How about you touch the iron and see how dramatic I am" you say with a slight smile

Crosshair smirks, kissing you quickly before walking out

Ta-da! (Can you tell that the curling iron is very self insert lol)

Hope you enjoyed!

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WHY??!

He looks like the killer in an indie horror game

#@nahoney22 #why #im scared

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When my manager asks me to pick up an extra shift:

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I'm sorry

#restaurant worker #clone trooper crosshair #the glare is accurate

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I want to write a fic where reader saves Crosshair after he's caught sending the transmission to the batch. Just a little angst, maybe slight amnesia, and some fluff at the end.

I think I'm going to do that.

#the bad batch #clone trooper crosshair #crosshair #should i #would i dare #yes #yes i would

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TBB SPOILER GIF! LOOK AWAY IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE EPISODE!

Or do. I can't tell you what to do.

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ANYWAYS!

THIS EPISODE WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!

Idk if it's just me, but Crosshair looks broad. HIS SHOULDERS OMFG-!

I miss my crispy toothpick. Please Dave, let him be happy!

#the bad batch #clone trooper crosshair #crosshair #star wars #tbb spoilers #adult swim #lol

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Pain. This made me extra sad

Congrats on the followers milestone Morgan! You deserve it! 🎉💜

I have a request for your celebration!

11, 23, and 33 from the angst requests for my beloved grumpy sniper Crosshair?

I'm asking for the hurt this time. Please and thank you 😊

Ohhh so it's only okay for me to do Crosshair angst if you ask me for it, is it?? 😜😜 I'm just kidding! Love you, Kels!! 😊

"Never Enough"

11. “Nothing you can say will change my mind.”

23. “I’ll never be enough.”

33. “I thought you loved me?”

Pairing: Crosshair x fem reader

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What you thought was going to be a simple supply run turned out to be something even worse for you.

You had gone off on your own to get some things while the rest of the Bad Batch were either fixing the ship or handling other things they needed to take care of. Though, you kept thinking you saw something dark behind you, but every time you turned around, there was no one there. Maybe you were just paranoid because this planet had a heavy Imperial presence and there were troopers going up and down the streets. You had to keep your head down as much as possible.

After purchasing some more rations with what credits you had, you figured it was time to head to the Marauder and meet up with the rest of the squad. However, as you passed by an alley, you were grabbed from behind and before you could scream, a hand clamped over your mouth to muffle your sound. You were pushed against a wall and you found yourself face to face with a black and green helmet; one you never thought you'd see again.

Once the hand lowered from your mouth, you hissed out quietly, "What are you doing here?"

The familiar snakelike voice of your former lover, Crosshair, spoke from underneath the helmet, "Just happened to be in the area."

"I don't believe that for a second," you shot back. "Have you been tracking us?"

"For once, no," he said. "I was sent here to help oversee the occupation."

"That's comforting," you said sarcastically.

Ignoring that, he went on, "I spotted you from a distance and followed after you. I...I had to see you."

There was an unusual tremor in his voice as he said that to you. This was different from when you all had last seen him on Bracca when he was determined to beat all of you at every turn in trying to take you all out. Then he removed his helmet and your eyes met his, the familiar brown eyes that had once looked upon you with deep love and devotion. Now, they were hollow, sad and tired. To your shock, his hair was now shaved and there was a ghastly scar on the right side of his head. The state he was in broke your heart...but you couldn't let this get to you. He had made his choice to join the Empire and he'd left you. He'd tried to convince you to join with him, but you wouldn't. While you still loved him deep down, you couldn't so easily forgive him yet.

"Why would you want to see me, Crosshair?" you asked. "Nothing you can say will change my mind."

"You're making a mistake fighting against the Empire," he warned you. "You shouldn't have to live on the run like this. I can give you more. Come with me and you'll be safe."

"Safe? There is nothing about the Empire that is safe," you said back.

He stepped closer to you. "I would protect you."

You scoffed in disbelief. "Like how you protected me when you abandoned me for the Empire?"

"I did what needed to be done."

"You keep telling yourself that."

"I thought you loved me?"

That coming from him stung deep. "How dare you?" you replied in an angry voice through gritted teeth. "You know good and well that I do. How dare you use that against me! If you still loved me, then you'd--!"

Your words were cut off by Crosshair’s mouth suddenly crashing into yours as he pulled you against him. For a second, you wanted to resist and pull away, but feeling him kiss you again after so long overruled whatever logic you had in your mind. Your hands braced against his armored chest and your lips engaged in a dance with his. However, as you kissed him, you realized his kiss lacked the same love and passion as it'd once had. It just felt lustful and empty; devoid of any real emotion. It wasn't the Crosshair you once knew and loved. It hadn't been since he'd first spoken to you in the hangar on Kamino before the squad had fled. You could feel your heart beginning to break and you pulled away with heavy breath.

Crosshair might've loved you once...but it was clear something else had taken your place.

He noticed your reluctance and spoke your name, which only made you want to tear away from him more.

You shook your head. "You did love me once...but I know now that you love something more...power and self-preservation." Gently, you pushed away and took a step back. "I'll never be enough. Not for you. Not anymore."

He couldn't hide his disappointment. It started off as anger for a moment, but then he sighed and hung his head. "I really thought that, of everyone in the squad, you would see reason. It appears I was wrong," he stated.

"Well...it wouldn't be the first time," you replied.

Just then, you heard Wrecker's voice on your comm asking where you were and you looked down at your device on your wrist, wondering if you should respond or if Crosshair would even let you. You glanced back up to look at him.

He was gone.

Admittedly, your heart sank yet again seeing he was gone, wondering where he'd gone or if you'd ever see him again. Part of you hoped you wouldn't so you could spare your heart anymore pain, but at the same time...you hoped you would and that next time perhaps might be different.

"I'm on my way," you replied into your comm. Then before you left the alley, you spoke aloud in a whisper, "Goodbye, Crosshair."

Some distance away, Crosshair secretly watched you leave the alleyway, no doubt returning to the rest of Clone Force 99, his own heart heavy within his chest.

"Goodbye."

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Resting bitch face featuring:

✨Crosshair✨

Thought I should try drawing a closeup of Crosshair's eyes.

Was going to color it, but I didn't like how it turned out when I did.

Enjoy!

-Teeny 🌼

#the bad batch #clone trooper crosshair #crosshair

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Bad Batch Episode 4 is coming out tomorrow!

The title of tomorrow's episode is "Faster"

I'm thinking about the trailer and the scenes of Tech pod racing, so I believe that tomorrow's episode will be that and I think that it will be a very fun episode. I'm so happy to see Tech get some attention, like finally!

#tbb tech #the bad batch

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150 Kilograms....No Big Deal

Tech casually destroys his leg with a 150 kg(330 lbs) chest. You take care of him and both of you are flustered.

Enjoy! I hope you guys like it! Give me some feedback and let me know what you think! 🐢

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Tech groans as you seat him the chair in your room. Cid had been kind enough to clear out some old storage spaces to make rooms for the batch and yourself.

Tech had never been in your room before, but he rather liked it. It was an organized but mish mash of trinkets and colored fabrics. It was very different than what he was used to.

"Ah, please be careful." Tech grabs your shoulder as you take off his leg armor.

"I'm trying to, but 150 kilograms of weight crushing your leg doesn't make it easy." You remove the rest of his leg armor. You were frustrated with him. It wasn't his fault that the chest crushed his leg of course. It was the fact that he continued in combat and ruined his leg more.

"Can you take off your blacks please?" You say as you remove your upper armor for some mobility.

"W-What?" His face goes flush and his eyes wide. "Why?"

"I can't give you a bacta shot properly through your blacks."

"Oh.. okay"

You turn around to give him some privacy, you almost turn around when he groans in pain, but he quickly told you he was alright.

Tech's hands were fidgeting as he undid his armor. When he finished, he was simply in a pair of boxers. He rubbed his hands together and coughed.

"Okay, I'm.. ready."

You turned around slowly and blushed red. Wow. Tech was... Muscular. It was wrong to think, that he couldn't have muscle. He was a clone and had to go through the same training as the others, but what you saw wasn't expected.

"Okay," you walked towards him and knelt down. "It's going to be okay, I'll work as quickly as I can." You didn't look up but Tech breathing was shaky.

He had been rather fond of you for a while, but he kept his feeling cycling in his head. He never thought that he would be half naked, with you taking care of him. He winced as you adjusted his leg.

"I'm sorry..." You said softly, trying to feel around his leg to estimate the damage.

You carefully moved his leg and grimaced at the bruising. It was bad, but not unfixable. It would certainly be a while though.

Tech just kept his eyes on your face, and even if the circumstances were not ideal, the feeling of your hands on him felt amazing. You were so gentle and so observant of his injury, and that made the pain a little more bearable.

"Okay, I'm going to have to give you two bacta shots and then a patch for overnight." You looked up at him with a small smile. "You'll be fine in no time, I'll make sure of it."

He grinned a little, almost unnoticeable, "Thank you."

The two shots were done and over with fairly quickly, but the patch was a little awkward. You had to place it on his upper thigh, basically right below the hip bone. You gulped.

"Tech, I need to put the patch up higher... May I roll up your boxers a little bit?"

He clenched his jaw and wiggled in his seat before nodding.

Your fingers went just under the hem of the leg and slowly pushed up the fabric. The patch felt cold in his skin compared to your hands. He let out a breathy gasp as you smoothed the patch down.

"How do you feel?" You glanced up at him.

"It still hurts, but it's manageable now."

"It will take a while for you to put weight on it, now you just have to wait." You stood up to put your supplies away. A hand stops you.

Tech grabs your wrist and pulls you closer. He has a burst of confidence as he looks at you.

"I have a question...if you'll let me ask it."

You step even closer. "Of course...ask away."

"May I kiss you?" His heart drops when your eyes widen. This was a mistake.

"...Yes." Techs head shoots up at your response, his eyes sparkling.

You kneel between his legs and lean closer. You put your hands on the side of his face and give him a gentle kiss. Tech relaxes, his shoulders going slack and closes his eyes.

You part, eyes wide, smiles on both faces. Tech cups your face, kissing you with some more urgency. You scoot closer and loop your arms around his neck.

"Will you...stay with...me..tonight?" You manage between kisses.

"Yes...gladly." You part from each other, flushed.

You're brow furrows for a moment.

"What's the matter?"

"How are we going to work around... Your leg?" You gesture to his bruised leg.

It's quiet for a moment. "I don't have a plan for that so maybe...we make it up as we go along? As they general population says?"

You smile as give him a peck on the cheek. "That works for me."

#the bad batch #tbb tech #my baby #i love him