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Nevertheless, (Kim Taehyung)

"Passionately, I listen to the curses put on my fate,

She was the only safe haven in my life besieged by the devil."

-The Hymn of Death

Pairing: Yoon Celin (You/Fem Reader)

Genre: Senior Highschool au, Romance, Youth, Slice of Life, Tragedy

All locations, characters, organizations, and incidents mentioned in this AU are entirely fictitious

(Kim Taehyung: Introduction, 5 Years Ago)

"----The court has decided to make him serve 137 years in prison with no parole." The Judge announced, making everyone stand up from their seats, including Taehyung who was only 13 years old.

"L-life sentence? Your honor! I really didn't do it! Forgive me!" Taehyung's father, Kwangho started panicking, his almost-red eyes looked for his family, who was crying in despair.

The Judge did not say anything, he didn't look in his direction nor did anything.

"I-I was falsely accused! Please! My family needs me!" Kwangho continued to resist, shouting a bunch of 'Let Go!'s at the guards since he was being dragged.

"Please just let me talk to my family just for a few seconds!" He shouted again and after a lot of consideration, the guards finally agreed and let him come near to his crying children.

"Taehyung... I'm sorry, but please take care of our family." He said as he wiped his son's tears.

Taehyung shook his head no. "Why do I have to take care of them? You have to come back to us, Papa. Are you not coming back?"

"P-papa is gonna go somewhere for a long time. Until then, take care of our family" His father said in between his whimpers. He tried not to cry in front of his children but to no avail.

He then looked in his wife's direction who was crying while holding their 1-year-old children.

"Jiyoung..." He called for her name. "I'm sorry" He tried to touch her hands but she pulled her hands away.

Despite his wife was deaf, she knew what was going on. She couldn't resist seeing her husband like this, she couldn't believe someone like him, someone she loved, would do such a thing.

'Don't try to reach out for my hands again, you disgusting bastard.' She said in sign language and reached Taehyung's hands, attempting to walk out of the courtroom but Taehyung resisted.

"No! Let's stay with Papa!" He shouted as he embraced his father for one last time as he was pulled by his mother.

Kwangho was left kneeling on the ground, looking at the fading silhouette of his family.

_____________________ (Yoon Celin: Introduction, Present time)

"1..." You sighed as you looked at the results of your grade that was sent by your teacher. It wasn't low, yet it wasn't the one you wanted to get. You looked at yourself in front of the vanity mirror in your room as you examine your face. The pale-colored lips and eyebags standing out, making you bite your lips to at least put color into your lips. It didn't work.

"2..." You opened the vanity drawer and grabbed the lipstick a friend of yours bought for you. It was a coral lipstick that matched perfectly to your skin. You tried smiling decently in front of the mirror but to no avail. You were disappointed, scared, and angry at yourself. What are you gonna tell your Father?

"3..." You heard a soft knock coming from your room's door

"There it is," At last, the moment you've been expecting. You smiled as you put the lipstick back in your vanity and opened the door. You were greeted by an old woman, her wrinkles visible on her face as she looked at you in worry.

"Lady Celin, your father is waiting for you downstairs." The old maid named Flora said as she tapped your shoulders as a 'good luck sign.

"It's okay Mrs. Flora." You smiled as you tidied your shirt and took a glance at the staircase as if it was some kind of monster that can swallow you anytime. "I'll handle it." You added and closed the door behind you.

You walked across the whole corridor to arrive at your father's office which was at the end of the hallway. You've finally come to your senses now that you saw the familiar grey-colored door in front of you. You were in front of your father's office. You were hesitant if you really want to open the door or not, afraid of the monster inside. After a lot of battling, you've finally made up your mind to open it.

"Goodevening, Dad." You took a deep breath and looked at the sitting man in front of you. He took a glance at you and sighed as he slowly stood up and reached out for the paper that was resting in front of his desk.

"What is this?" He threw the paper which landed right in front of your feet.

You bend to pick it up and as you expected, it was your report card.

"I apologize. I promise ill do better next-" A loud sound escalated in the whole room. You felt your cheeks sting as you realized your father has slapped you. You reached for your aching cheeks, hoping to lessen the pain.

"Do better next time?" Your father yelled. "Do you expect me to say that to my colleagues when they ask me about you?! Embarrassment! You are an embarrassment!" He continued as he ripped your report card in front of you. You were closing your eyes the whole time, afraid that if you open it, he'd just get madder.

You wanted to defend yourself. You wanted to prove him wrong. You tried so hard to get the highest score. You never got a good sleep. You never ate completely. You have never taken a rest at studying. You never even hung out with your friends. Yet you didn't get what you expected. Why are all your sacrifices not enough? Was it not enough again?

You felt his stare for a long moment. His angry gaze was starting to weaken your knees. You wanted to leave the room so bad. You want to just lock yourself in your room and never speak to anyone again.

"Leave." Your father finally spoke.

"Pardon?"

"Leave before I do something undoable to you!" He repeated and pushed you towards the door and closed it.

As you turned around, you saw your mother looking at you, sitting while slowly sipping her favorite tea. She then stood up waved at you as her sign to 'come here'. You didn't want to ruin her mood so you had no choice but to obey and as soon as you came closer to her, she reached for your hair and gently patted it.

"Are you having a hard time at school, Hyeri?" She asks you.

"N-no, mom. I'm doing great." You smile at her. A hope of someone caring for you starting to fill you again.

But your eyebrows start to wrinkle when you feel your scalp stinging. It was then you realized your mother is now grabbing your hair roughly.

"M-mom.. It hurts." You complain as you try to get her hands out of your hair. Your veins popping out in your forehead because of the pain.

"Oh, does it?" She tilted her head as if you were asking a not very obvious question.

You nodded.

"Then why did you disappoint your father?" She suddenly shouted at you and continued to grab your hair. This time, it was rougher. "You knew what was going to happen if you fail to make him proud. Why did you have to slack off in school and bother everyone in this house?!" She then finally let go of your hair and shook her hands as if it was now dirty.

"Sorry, mom. I will do better."

There was a moment of silence.

"You're right. I'm sorry." Your mother then looked at you, a sincere look in her eyes visible. You were confused by her sudden change of mood. Did she finally realize she was hurting you?

"No, I-"

"No... I'm sorry" She started to lift her hands and touched your cheeks. Her warm palm slowly wiping your tears.

"Did it hurt?" She asked you.

"It's alright, mom. It didn't hurt at all." You answer, still looking down at the floor.

"Of course it did." She slowly brushed her thumb under your eyes, her face was now confusingly expressionless. "You poor thing.."

"N-no... It's my fault. I shouldn't have-" You were starting to feel guilty. You were trying to reason it out but your mother kept on cutting what you were about to say.

"No, it's my fault." She repeated as the both of you looked at each other. "It's my fault for giving birth to a disappointment like you."

"What?" Your flustered expression was definitely visible on your face. You felt a piece in your hard fall apart. It was like a tower you've been trying so hard to build got torn down because of a massive earthquake. But you had no one to get mad to because it was no one's fault. It was destined to be broken down.

"I tried my best to make you presentable in front of other's eyes, Celin." She then removed her hands on your cheeks. Her expression was as if she never said anything hurtful. "Look at your big brother, my dear. I gave birth to the both of you but," She grabbed her cup of tea and slowly sipped on it.

"-But why can't you be as good as him?" She asked and wiped her lips.

You were trying your best not to kneel down, not to shout, not to defend yourself.. and you were doing it perfectly.

"I... I am trying my best, mom." You said as you hid the falling tears from your eyes. Your throat was now hurting so bad as it was starting to dry from stopping your whimpers to come out.

Your mother then smiled and looked at you sincerely.

"At least you're good at listening to me." She said and walked out of the living room.

You were left with a lump feeling in your throat, dumbfounded.

A/N: Hello! I would just like to say that I'm not that good at English so please don't judge me if ever you see incorrect grammars in any chapter.

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yeppeoseoo · 3 years

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Samsara (KTH)

Description:

You look at Taehyung who was asleep and is hugging you, his hair starting to turn into white. You feel your tears streaming down your cheeks, aware of the consequences.

"I will wait, and wait some more, until a whole lifetime had passed. still, I'll have hope, that at least in the next life we'll meet again"

Pairing: Kim Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Romance, Fantasy, Angst, Time travel, Mystery, Law

Warnings: Smut, breast playing, unprotected sex, innocent man, Self-harm, Angst, hurt/comfort, brief implied suicidal thoughts, Time travel, Past lives, Idol, Taehyumg comforting you, insecurities, bullying

A/N: Hi! I would just like to remind you that this is not the first chapter and the previous ones are in my profile!

CHAPTER 6 (and casts)

"How's your night with that guy Taehyung?" Seri teasingly said. Lora could feel her grin from the other side of the phone.

"Why do you keep talking about him? Do you really think he's..." Lora paused for a second. "he's hot?" She continued while slightly peeking at her door and sighed when she saw Taehyung cooking breakfast again. She has said a million times already that she's not eating but he still insisted.

"Girl why are you asking me that?! You're the one with good eyes when it comes to hot boys!" Seri said. "What? Do you want me to describe how hot he looks?" She asked jokingly.

"No, that's weird!" Lora stopped her, making Seri laugh.

"You know, I never chase after men but if he looks like that, I might jog a little," Seri said and laughed.

"TSS. I think you need sleep. You're speaking nonsense things." Lora said and ended the call without saying a proper goodbye.

Today is Friday. The day of the fashion show Lora was invited to join.

"Lora, let's eat." Taehyung called out. She then threw her phone to the bed and walked out of the room, greeting Taehyung with a lazy good morning.

She sat at the table and started eating. She ate three cups of rice and even ate all the side dishes he had prepared for her.

After some random conversations, Lora stood up.

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom." She said and smiled at Taehyung who just nodded.

She quickly locked the door and put her fingers on her throat, making her vomit. She's been doing this after eating the food Taehyung cooked for her. She felt guilty for not eating, knowing that Taehyung woke up early in the morning just to cook for her. She wanted to scream at him, shout at him to not cook anymore as it was just bothersome and just wastes time. But something was weirdly holding her back.

She flushed to the toilet and got out of the bathroom.

"Do you have a problem with your digestion? You always head to the bathroom after eating." Taehyung asked, making Lora look somewhere else. She cant look at him properly knowing that she's gonna lie again

"I... I brush my teeth every time I eat. You know, hygiene." She smiled.

"Ah," Taehyung smiled at her and placed the used plates on the sink. "I'm glad you're starting to eat food now." He said and fixed his tied hair, making Lora remember the appointment she set up to the salon for Taehyung.

"Right. before I go to work, we'll visit a salon." She said.

"A salon?" Taehyung asked, making Lora roll her eyes.

"What else do you not know? A phone?" She jokingly said, Taehyung looked at her with a confused face, trying to figure out what a phone is.

"Seriously?!" Lora asked and shook her head. Leaving Taehyung alone to avoid his following questions.

Lora bit her lips at the sight of Taehyung's sudden change.

'oh he's hot.' Lora smiled

'wait, he's hot?' her eyebrows met, her smile starting to disappear.

'no way, he's hot.' She shook her head and smiled at Taehyung who thanked the stylist.

"You look so okay" She complimented, making Taehung's ear a bit red.

"I thought you lost your mind when you brought him here, Ms. Lora. I was about to ask you if he was your boyfriend and was about to judge you, but now that I think about it, he does kinda look good." The hairstylist said and laughed.

"You ready have a good eye for handsome boys." She even said.

"Thanks for the compliment. But no, he's not my boyfriend." Lora denied and held Taehyung's shirt. "We have to go now. I have a fashion show to attend." She said and pulled his shirt until they were out of the salon. She fixed her cap and mask, trying to hide her face from the paparazzi that was obviously eyeing them.

"Let's walk faster, it's dangerous out here." She said and jogged to her car.

"Why? is someone chasing you?" Taehyung said while looking back to the salon as Lora starts to drive.

"Well, you can say that." She smiled and drove faster. "Hold tight. I really need to speed up, I'm late to the fashion show." She reminded him and stepped on the accelerator.

They arrived at the venue and quickly went backstage, trying to find the stylist that was assigned to her. It wasn't an easy task since the backstage was very large and there are many models, stylists, and designers running around.

Lora took out her phone to text the arranger but before she can do that, someone called her name.

"Ms. Lora?" A woman's voice called, making Lora and Taehyung look at their back to see a short-haired woman with glasses. "I am Hasinta Shin, nice meeting you." Hasinta offered her hand to shake Lora's hand.

"Ms. Hasinta. It's nice meeting you too." Lora shook her hand back. She noticed that Hasinta was staring at Taehyung who was just observing the place.

"Oh, um. This is Mr. Kim, my assistant." Lora said formally and held Taehyung's hand to make him shake hands with Hasinta.

"Nice meeting you, Mr. Kim" She greeted and smiled at him for a second before looking at Lora again. "you have a very good-looking assistant," Hasinta said making them both laugh.

"Right," Lora said and asked Taehyung to sit on the small chair beside the vanity where Hasinta offered her to sit. She saw him grab a lot of tissues but didn't think much about it.

"Let's start now, then?" Hasinta said with a bright smile and started applying makeup on Lora's face. "You have very nice skin." She complimented while applying the foundation with a makeup sponge.

"I get that a lot. It's kind of tiring, to be honest. But there's nothing I can do, I'm just naturally pretty." Lora said and giggled, making Hasinta shake her head with a smile.

After a few minutes, her makeup was finally done. Hasinta left for a minute to do something.

Lora looked at Taehyung who was staring at her, mouth slightly part. She raised her eyebrows, curious on what Taehyung was thinking.

'Does my makeup look off?'

'Maybe it doesn't look good on me.'

'Is it because I have chubby fac-'

"You look very beautiful, Lora" He said, making Lora lose her mind.

"What?" She asked.

He took out a rose. No, it was a rose made out of tissue. He then gave it to her and smiled awkwardly. "I know you're aware of it, but you're very gorgeous." He repeated.

Lora wanted to thank him. Thank him for saying such things. It made her feel better about herself. But she couldn't since Hasinta suddenly came and dragged them somewhere.

They were in the dressing room to pick the clothes Lora was gonna wear. "After observing your face, I'm kinda worried about your health, you're really pale." Hasinta commented, making Lora lose her smile.

"Maybe because I didn't drink water today." She lied and took a glimpse at Taehyung who was just observing every single men clothes as if he was shopping at a mall.

"You know if he wasn't your assistant, I might've offered him to be my model for my next project." Hasinta commented, looking at Taehyung too.

"Why not? I'm fine with it." Lora said and shrugged. She looked at her phone who kept on vibrating earlier but she couldn't answer it because she didn't want to disturb Hasinta from doing her makeup.

She called back the phone number. "Hello?"

"Hello? Is this Han Shiwoo's guardian?" The person on the other line asked, making Lora stand up out of worry.

"Yes, I am. Is there something wrong? Did he get hurt?" Lora asked. She didn't notice Taehyung listening to her intently. Curious about who she was talking to and who she was talking about.

"I'm sorry to interrupt your busy day but id like to inform you that Shiwoo is in the Guidance Office." The other caller said.

"Why?" Lora asked, her blood rushing through her veins. "Don't tell me he's getting bullied?!" She yelled at the other caller.

"No ma'am." She heard a cough coming from the caller. "He was accused of assaulting a classmate."

Lora went silent, her sight started to blur from what she heard. "A-assault?" She asked again and was confirmed by a short 'yes'

"There's no way he did that. He was a victim himself back then, how can he do that?!" Lora said and denied.

"The victim's parents would like to meet Shiwoo's guardian. We would like to ask if you can come?" The other caller said, ignoring Lora's denial to avoid any conflicts.

"Okay. I'll come." Lora said and ended the call. She looked at Hasinta who was looking at her with worry.

"Is it something urgent?" Hasinta asked. Lora nodded with guilt in her eyes.

"It's okay, I understand." She said and flashed a reassuring smile. But before she can leave, Hasinta stopped her.

"But i'd like to ask for a favor." She said while looking at Taehyung and Lora back and forth.

"Anything." Lora said and grabbed her bag from Taehyung who was looking at her confusedly.

"Can you let Mr. Kim take your place as a model?"

_____________________________________________

Lora wore a hoodie, a cap, and a mask. She entered the school gate with her car, not greeting the security guard and forgetting to park her car properly.

She barged into the Guidance office and looked for a familiar face. As soon as she saw Shiwoo, she immediately approached him and examined his body, checking if he had any bruises or any sign of bullying.

"Excuse me, ma'am? Are you Han Shiwoo's guardian?" A guy who had the same voice as the caller asked. He had a single strand of hair on his head and it was curled. He looked like he was in his mid-60s

"Yes." She answered and sat beside Shiwoo, holding his hand who kept resisting on pulling it back.

"What's your connection with him?" The guy asked while writing something on his clipboard.

"He's my younger brother." Lora explained.

"Okay," The guy nodded and looked at her. "Ah, by the way, my name is Jang Mun. I'm their homeroom teacher." The guy, Mr. Mun, introduced himself.

Lora nodded. Making Mr. Mun raise his eyebrows. "Maam, aren't you gonna introduce yourself? Also, before we start, we would like it if you removed your hat and shades." He smiled.

"I'm sorry, Id rather not tell my name. Just call me Ms. Han." Lora declined and removed her hat but kept her mask and shades. "I can't take these off. I have a cold and my eyes are sore" She said and sat properly, looking at Shiwoo who was glaring at her.

"Oh um, okay." Mr. Mun coughed and looked at the other parents in the room who seemed like the victim's guardians. "They are the victim's parents. Mr. and Mrs. Co" He explained, making Lora nod.

"Seungkwan, the victim said that Shiwoo had always asked him for pocket money and whenever he refused, Shiwoo would abuse him. Well, we recently knew about this because Mrs. Co found a large bruise on Seungkwan's face." Mr. Mun explained.

Mrs. Co glared at Shiwoo who had no reaction on his face. He looked relaxed yet tensed at the same time.

"How can you claim that this is true? Do you have any evidence?" Lora asked, her eyes rolled because of Mrs. Co's glaring but no one noticed since she was wearing a shade.

"Apparently, there was no CCTV footage of the occurrence but according to their classmates, this was true." Mr. Mun said.

"Bullshit. How can you accuse a mere student of assault without any evidence?! Do you even know how this will affect Shiwoo's mental health and future?!" Lora shouted.

"Noona, stop it." Shiwoo tried calming her down with gritted teeth.

"Let's watch our language." Mrs. Co warned Lora. "Let's say we don't give Shiwoo a punishment since we have no evidence but what about my Seungkwan?! He will continue being scared to go to this school knowing his bully is walking around freely!" She shouted back.

"Why would Shiwoo need a punishment when he didn't do anything?! Seriously, what is wrong with this school?! I enrolled Shiwoo in this prestigious school to make him feel safe yet now you're accusing him of something he didn't do?!" Lora frowned pulling her arms back from Shiwoo who was tightly grabbing her.

"Noona stop," Shiwoo mumbled.

"My son is in the hospital because of your brother yet you're defending him?! The rumors must be true that he grew up without proper guidance of his parents! Look at the both of you! Both shameless and full of pride!" Mrs. Co shouted.

"Excuse me-" Lora was about to defend both of them but was cut off when Shiwoo shouted.

"I did it, Noona! Now stop embarrassing us and let's leave!" He shouted and stood up and pulling Lora to stand up and dragged her on the parking lot.

Lora slapped him. A loud sound of her palm and his cheeks having contact with each other can be heard.

"You!" Lora shouted as she shook her numbing hands because of the slap. "What happened to you?! You never caused any problems all these years and now I hear that you're bullying someone?! Are you not afraid to end up like mom?!" She shouted, loud and clear.

"I did bully him. I did take his money. I'm not falsely accused, so why would I end up like her?" Shiwoo said as he touched his cheeks, slowly massaging it.

"Why?! isn't the money I transfer to your card every month not enough for you!?" She asked as she look around the parking lot, trying to see if everyone can hear or see them.

"It is." He smirked, making Lora confused. "I did it for fun, his scared face just looked funny to me. Look, I even have a video!" He exclaimed and raised his phone but Lora took it and threw it to the ground, making it crack.

"What is this? Why are you suddenly acting like a hero?" He asked her. "You never come back for me that day, so why would you suddenly come here as if you were the one that took care of me all these years?" He asked again.

"Why are you suddenly bringing that up?! That doesn't change the fact that you're bullying someone! A person, Shiwoo! A person!" She nagged.

"I did it for attention!" Shiwoo then confessed, making Lora stand there in silence. Shock written in her face. "What? Why are you so shocked?" He laughed.

"Attention of who?!" She ruffled her hair in frustration. "I understand that you have feelings but bullying for attention?! That's too much-" She was cut off when Shiwoo loudly laughed.

"Do you not get it, noona?!" He shook Lora's shoulders. "I wanted you to look after me! I wanted you to take care of me, visit me! See?! You came now!" He said as tears started forming in his eyes.

A moment of silence and Shiwoo finally talked. "How... how can you not even ask how my life was going all those years?" He was now kneeling while looking up to his sister. "You got to be an idol, a celebrity... yet you didn't even look back at me!" He said in between his sobs.

"What... what are you saying?! I did take care of you! I paid for your studies, for your food, home! Isn't that enough for you?!" She exclaimed and forcefully held Shiwoo's arms to make him stand up but he refused.

"You really don't care about me anymore, don't you?" He glared at Lora. "You told me you were gonna come back! You told me that if I blew this whistle you would come back!" He shouted as he took out a small whistle in his pocket.

"I... I did but you... you said you didn't want to see me again!" Lora stood there and kneeled to reach Shiwoo's face. Guilt starting to show in her face.

"And you believed that?! How can a mere 11 years old live on his own?!" Shiwoo ruffled his hair.

Lora pressed her lips into a thin line. Remembering what happened 8 years ago.

(FLASHBACK)

"M-my mom is in jail?" 15-year-old Lora asked the police who visited their house.

The officer nodded, he couldn't even look at the kids because of how bad he felt about them.

"What's the exact reason? Did someone sue her for not hearing what they were saying? Do they not understand that she's deaf?!" She exclaimed, hugging Shiwoo who was crying to comfort him.

"No, it's complicated kid." The officer said and cleared his throat for a second. "S-she was charged for murder." He said.

"she was charged for what?" Lora couldn't believe what she was hearing. She barely even knew about the law and how it goes. But she had an idea of what a 'murder' is.

"I'm sorry you had to hear this. But her family has to know." The officer then said and scratched the back of his head. "If you want, I'll let you meet her." He said and smiled.

"Really?" Lora's face brightens. She took off her whistle she's been wearing since she was an athlete. She gave it to Shiwoo and let him wear it. "Here." She said and fixed the lase. "If you ever got bullied again while I'm gone, just blow this whistle and Noona will magically come." She smiled brightly at Shiwoo.

Lora went to the small refrigerator they had and started preparing food. "If I don't come back in three days, you can eat this." She said and put it on the table.

"Youre not gonna come back in three days? But i wont have anyone to play with!" He said, lips pouting.

"Its just three days! Ill come back right away. I just need to clear mom's name" She assured.

Shiwoo smiled, showing his incomplete teeth and hugged Lora.

"Promise you'll come back?" He asked, raising his pinky finger making it a promise.

"Promise."

It's been two weeks and no signs of Lora came. Shiwoo sat alone at the table, leading the last piece of food his sister cooked for him. He then blew the whistle outside of their door, hoping that this time, his sister would finally appear.

He shivered as a cold wind brush into his skin.

"Noona," he called out her sister as he looked up the sky. "Its okay, Ill forgive you for being late. Just come back, please." He said as he hugged himself and blew the whistle once again.

It was a cold winter night when someone knocked at the door. Shiwoo, who was sitting at the corner of the room, shivering from the cold quickly opened the door with a smile.

"Noona!" He exclaimed as he opened the door. But he eventually frowned when he saw a boy, the same age as Lora and is holding an envelope. "Namjoon hyung, do you have any news from Noona?" Shiwoo asked Namjoon who looked like he was close to crying.

"No, but someone came into our house earlier and dropped a letter for both of us," Namjoon said and gave an envelope to Shiwoo. His name was on it, the handwriting obviously from his sister.

"Has she finally abandoned me?" Shiwoo asked Namjoon who just sighed.

"I think your dad took her, Shiwoo." He predicted. Remembering the stories Lora told him about his father.

"That's not enough reason to not come back. I won't talk to her anymore! I don't love her! I don't wanna live with her forever!" Shiwoo said and stomped his feet on the floor. He looked inside the envelope. It had a key card and a black card.

"What... what is this?"

(END OF FLASHBACK)

Lora stared at Shiwoo who was in the backseat of her car. He looked like he was in some kind of movie while looking outside the window.

She looked at her phone when suddenly it rang. It was from Seri. She wanted to pull up so bad. Yes, she didn't like the fact that Seri liked to gossip about others, but it's just that, her gossips are very juicy that you can't resist but to open your mouth in shock. She was always updated at everyone's drama in life.

But not now,

She has finally convinced Shiwoo to move in with her, and she didn't want him to change his decisions by pulling up to just read a single message.

She stepped at the accelerator to increase the speed and headed home. Excited at the fact that she and Shiwoo are finally reuniting and also about Seri's new gossip.

She let Shiwoo walk around the house and quickly opened Seri's message.

[Coochi_slayer29]

BITCH ISNT THIS UR ASSISTANT OR WHATEVER?!

WHY THE HELL IS HE IN A RUNWAY

WAIT HE'S TRENDING ON TWITTER OMG

I'M GONNA SEND U SCREENSHOT

AHHHHHHHSDHEJSKRKENE

GIRL THE COMMENTS ARE THIRSTY.

'Right,'

'I forgot about Taehyung.'

Just when she thought about that, a message from Ms. Hasinta popped.

[Dior Fashion Show Stylist]

Good evening, Ms. Lora. I'd like to thank you for allowing Mr. Kim to be your replacement as my model.

He did very well. I'm sure you saw him trending too.

It was nice working with both of you. I dropped Mr. Kim at your house too. He said he had something to tell you so I didn't insist on waiting for him to drop him off at his own house.

Lora replied with a 'thank you' and 'I saw it.' and went back to her and Seri's conversation. She saved the picture Seri sent to her and observed it.

'Why didn't I think he was handsome when I met him?' She thought.

"NOONA!" A loud scream was heard downstairs in the living room. The scream sounded so hurt, and most importantly, it was from Shiwoo.

Lora quickly ran downstairs and kicked the person on the head who was tackling Shiwoo, making him drop to the ground. It was an easy task since she has studied Judo for almost 3 years.

Shiwoo quickly hid at Lora's back, scared for his life.

"Shiwoo, you're 18. Stop pulling on my shirt it will rip!" Lora whispered to Shiwoo while she poses a fighting position.

"Who are you?!" Lora asked the man who was on the ground, massaging his head.

"L-Lora it's me" Taehyung looked at them. It was obvious that the kicked hurt because he looked like he was about to cry.

"Are you okay?!" Lora went close to Taehyung, blowing air on his head to reduce the pain. "I mean why would you tackle my brother?!" She nagged.

"I-I thought he was the one who was following you. I thought he was the one who makes you scared every time we go out. I was just alarmed that someone else is in our house." Taehyung explained and looked at Shiwoo and looked back at Lora again. "But brother?" He asked.

"He's my little brother." She said and went to the kitchen to get ice with Shiwoo following her.

"Who is that man?" Shiwoo suddenly said with crossed arms. His eyebrows rising. "Is he your boyfriend?" He scoffed. "You're living with your boyfriend yet you couldn't even visit your brother?"

Lora rolled her eyes. "He's my assistant, Shiwoo." She said and wrapped a towel in the ice. "For your information, I had a reason why I can't visit you." She then walked away, approaching Taehyung who was slowly sitting on the couch while grasping his head.

"Does it hurt that much?" Lora smiled and slowly pressed the ice on Taehyung's head.

"Is he living with us?" Taehyung said and looked up at Lora. "Your... brother?" He asked.

"Yes," She nodded. "His room is gonna be here on the first floor. Don't worry, he won't bite."

Taehyung nodded as he stopped Lora from pressing the ice. "I think my head is okay now." He smiled.

"About the fashion show," Lora suddenly mentioned, making Taehyung look at her. "You did great. Goodjob" She said and ruffled Taehyung hair.

Both of them stared at each other awkwardly and snapped out of it when Shiwoo coughed. Taehyung walked away, saying he has to get the ingredients ready for tomorrow's breakfast.

"I don't think that's a mere celebrity-assistant relationship," Shiwoo commented.

Lora rolled her eyes and looked at Shiwoo. "Your room is gonna be there." She pointed at the left side of the house. "Don't worry about your other things. I already ordered someone to get them." She informed.

"Mkay," Shiwoo said and walked away, but was stopped when Lora spoke.

"If I ever heard that you were bullying or assaulting someone in any way, I will kick you out and I'm not gonna pay for your school." She said with authority. "I don't remember you being like this. Being rude and violent. I was expecting more for you, Shiwoo." Her throat was dry as she said that. She watched Shiwoo walk away.

He didn't want that to happen. Yes, he hated his sister for leaving, but he didn't want to be away from her again. When Lora debuted as an idol, he was very glad to see her. He was her number 1 fan. He watched every interview of her to keep him updated on how her life was going. His classmates even teased him for always smiling whenever they saw her billboard while walking. It might not show but he missed her. He missed his Noona so much.

Lora looked at her phone that suddenly vibrated. She sat on the couch and clicked on the notification.

[Hwang Junghyeon]

Lora please give me a chance, yeah?

I'll prove myself to you. Curse me all you want but please don't ignore my feelings. Please.

She sighed at the message. She felt bad for Junghyeon. It's been years and he was still courting her. She's not acting rude to him because she doesn't like him, she just wants him to unlike her and forget his feelings.

She replied with a sigh.

'Okay, Let's meet on Sunday.'

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A/N: Hi! I know that this is a little bit too late, but here are the casts. (You can skip this if you want)

CASTS

Kim Taehyung as himself

Jeon Jungkook as Jeon Jungkook and Jeon Jeongguk

Kwak Dongyeon as Hwang Junghyeon

Seol Im-ha as Ki Mira (Lora's step-sister)

Kim Gapsoo as Han Seojong (Lora's Father)

Kim Yeojin as Ki Violet (Lora's step mother)

Kim Mikyung as Han Mijae (Lora's mother)

Ryeoun as Han Shiwoo (Lora's brother)

Chae Seoun as Jung Seri

(I WILL ADD MORE CHARACTERS IN THE FUTURE CHAPTERS SO THESE CASTS ARE NOT FINAL YET.)

Chapter 7

https://yeppeoseoo.tumblr.com/post/652408257627963392/samsara-kth

#bts #bangtan #bangtansonyeondan #bts fanfic #bts smut #bts x reader #taehyung fanfic #kim taehyung #taehyung smut #kim namjoon #kim seokjin #min yoongi #jung hoseok #park jimin #jeon jungkook #kpop #KTH

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Samsara (KTH)

Description:

You look at Taehyung who was asleep and is hugging you, his hair starting to turn into white. You feel your tears streaming down your cheeks, aware of the consequences.

"I will wait, and wait some more, until a whole lifetime had passed. still, I'll have hope, that at least in the next life we'll meet again"

Pairing: Reader x Taehyung

Genre: Romance, Fantasy, Angst, Time travel, Mystery, Law

A/N: Hi! I would just like to remind you that this is not the first chapter and the previous ones are in my profile!

CHAPTER 5

Mr. Bang told Lora to enter the room he had just opened. She looked at Taehyung who was sitting far away from them and was just looking at her. He waved and smiled at her when he noticed she was staring at him.

"You go first, I have to talk to my assistant." Lora lied.

"Assistant? where?" Mr. Bang asked but before he could look at Taehyung, a staff called him which made Lora sigh in relief. She didnt want anyone to know about Taehyung yet. They will probably call her dumb for letting a stranger, especially a man, enter her house.

Lora called Taehyung who quickly approached her.

"Is there something I can help with?" He quickly asked, making Lora smile a bit. She pulled out her black card and gave it to Taehyung.

"Here. You don't have to worry about what you're spending it with or how much you're gonna spend. You can walk around the building if you want, but come back here before lunch." She said and gave him the black card.

"Are you saying I can spend money with this... thing?" He asked while examining the card.

"Yes. It's the same with credit cards, don't worry." Lora shrugged but it made Taehyung looked more confused.

"A credit card?" He said, eyebrows almost together.

"You don't even know that?" Lora scoffed. "Just how poor were you back then?" She shook her head and held the black card. "This is... where my money is. It's um, it's complicated to explain but- AISH!" Lora exclaimed in frustration and grabbed Taehyung's hands. "Just give this to the seller and he'll do whatever he has to do!" She said and quickly turned her back to Taehyung, avoiding his questions.

Taehyung nervously walked inside the fast-food restaurant, observing what the other customers are doing to buy food. He closed his eyes while in line and repeatedly mumbled his order.

"Next customer please." The cashier called but Taehyung was too busy memorizing his order.

"Sir?" The girl called out. Taehyung finally looked at her and nervously apologized with an 'im about to shit but I cant find restrooms around' look.

"H-hi." Taehyung greeted.

"Hi, how are you?" The cashier asked but he was too nervous to answer.

"Ummm.... This... burger beef... burger?" Taehyung pointed at his order. The cashier looked confused at first, but got it anyway.

"This one?" The cashier asked and Taehyung nodded in response. "Two please." He smiled, thinking about Lora's smiling face once he gives the burger to her.

"Do you want any drinks?" The cashier asked, making Taehyung's smile drop.

'I... i don't remember memorizing a drink.' he thought.

The cashier noticed his confused face and recommended one. "How about Oreo McFlurry? I think you're gonna like it." She said making Taehyung quickly nod.

After waiting for about 5 minutes, he finally got his order and took it out from the bag. His lips parting because of the burger's smell.

'Im sure Naeun's gonna like this.' he thought to himself. he showed a sad smile while remembering Naeun's hug every time he comes home.

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As soon as Lora got out of the room where her and Jeongguk talked for a while, she jokingly frowned when she saw Seri who was waving at her with a wide smile. Seri is a member of her idol group, GUXI. She was the only one Lora was close to since the others cant resist her attitude.

"I bet this girl is gonna ask about what happened while I was inside the room." Lora guessed and looked at Namjoon who was just smiling at Seri.

"So? What happened there?! Did you accept the offer?!" Seri excitedly asked.

"Seri, why do you always stick your nose in other people's business? Don't you need to practice with the other members?" Lora laughed.

"Well you see, I have a disease and it doest really get a lot of awareness..." Seri spoke, making Lora and Namjoon worried and confused at the same time.

'why is she suddenly talking about diseases?' lora thought, head slightly tilting.

"I just wanted to let you both know that i have something called nosyatia and basically... i have to be in your business. I have to know all the drama that's going on and whenever you don't tell me something that I think is juicy... it triggers my disease!" Seri said with a serious face.

Lora wrinkled her face. While Namjoon laughed at her "joke"

"How do you even make these jokes up?" Namjoon said in between his snorts.

"It just comes to me randomly. This is how I know I'm very smart." Seri jokingly said and turned serious again when she looked at Lora.

"Why wont you come to our practice? Our group always makes mistake because you're not there." She said and pouted.

"You know they don't like me there." Lora said and sighed as they enter Namjoon's small office which was filled with Lora's things. All of their attention was at the guy who was sitting in the middle of the room.

Seri gasped while covering her mouth. "Why didn't you tell me you were abducting a hottie?!" She said and walked closer to Taehyung who was obviously confused because of her sudden closeness. He quickly smiled when he saw Lora who has her arms crossed.

"Lora! I bought you burgers!" He raised the bag proudly. His words were a bit unclear because his mouth was still full of food.

Lora was about to get the bag when Namjoon covered her from Taehyung.

"I told you, no eating foods with so much calories." He said and grabbed the bag from Taehyung.

Lora sighed quietly while greedily looking at the bag. She looked at Taehyung who was glaring at Namjoon.

"Isn't she thin enough? this is abusing! how can you starve her like that?" He frowned at Taehyung.

"You clearly don't know about how we work here, kid. And don't talk to me like that. You're just a mere beggar who is living with Lora for two months." Namjoon said and threw the bag on the floor.

"Namjoon that's enough." Lora stopped Namjoon and picked the food scattered on the floor.

"I haven't eaten for two days. Let me eat this. Promise just this once." Lora smiled at Namjoon who had no choice but to say okay.

Lora grabbed Taehyung to the building's cafeteria, trying to keep her charismatic look while greeting everyone who walk past her.

"You didn't eat breakfast, didn't you? I'll order you food." Lora offered but before she can stand up, he stopped her.

"I ate those sandwich earlier. Im completely full now." Taehyung said, referring to the burgers and smiled at her.

"Well if you say so." Lora said and started eating the burger.

Taehyung smiled over the fact that he finally convinced her to eat and. He had this sudden urge to take care of her ever since last night. He couldnt sleep properly especially because Lora's face while crying always popped on his mind. She looked so sad, scared and empty at the same time. He couldnt explain why, but he wanted to be a brother figure to Lora.

Lora looked at her phone that suddenly vibrated. She clicked the notification that popped and quickly lost her appetite when she saw the number's id.

[Ki Mira]

Hey sis! I just want to invite you to this fashion show. My friend is running it and i thought you would be delighted to join. Its on Friday!

She was mad at herself for being angry at Mira who infact, was very kind to her. It's just that everytime both of them meet, Mira was eerily kind. It's as if her kindness want genuine. Lora paused for a second and replied with a short 'okay' and looked at Taehyung.

"Hey, I need to go to the bathroom. Stay here." She smiled and went straight to the bathroom.

'I can't eat now.'

'I need to lose weight'

She opened an empty cubicle and quickly dropped to the toilet. She tried her best to reach her throat with her fingers making her choke and eventually vomiting the food she just ate.

She wiped her lips went outside the cubicle and faced the big mirror to retouch her lipstick, covering her pale lips and went back to where Taehyung was.

"You took so long." Taehyung stood up as he grabbed Lora's bag to carry it.

"Someone suddenly called me so I had to answer it." She lied.

Taehyung smiled and looked at Lora's stomach, making her raise her eyebrows.

"What? Is my stomach big?" Lora asked and looked at her stomach.

"What big? you call that big?" He looked at Lora while pointing at her stomach. "Thats too small. You don't even take the food a baby has to take and people force you to not eat?" He nagged.

She was about to argue when someone messaged her. It was Namjoon.

[Zaddy]

Your therapist messaged me. Have you been avoiding her?

You need to come at her clinic later. I cant come with you, Im busy fixing your schedule since you have a photoshoot with Seoul Airlines this Saturday.

"Zaddy?" Lora swore she almost hit Taehyung with her phone because of shock.

"Tsk! Why do you always speak out of nowhere?!" She shouted at Taehyung who was curiously looking at her phone.

"What's zaddy? is it a new word?" He asked which made Lora laugh.

"Its our inside joke. You don't have to know." She said and put her phone inside her purse.

Taehyung shrugged and fixed his hair tie.

"Dont you think we need to cut your hair? It's too long and it's obviously bugging your eyes." Lora asked and smiled at the idea.

"Can I? I cant find a sword in our house so I cant really cut my hair." Taehyung shrugged and entered the elevator.

Lora was left there, dumbfounded at the word Taehyung just used. She completely forgot what the just said about the sword thing, but one word catches her attention.

'Our?'

After hours of waiting for Lora to finish her photoshoot, Taehyung finally got the time to relax inside car but he was interrupted when Lora told him to get out of the car and that they were going somewhere.

He looked at his surrounding, his eyes getting large when he saw a big sign on the building.

"Why are we going at a clinic? Are you sick?" Taehyung asked while trying to follow Lora's large steps

"Is it because you're not eating?" He asked again.

"See? I told you to eat properly! Look what happe-" He nagged but Lora cut him off.

"Can you please shut that mouth before I sew it?" She said with gritted teeth while glaring at Taehyung who quickly shut his mouth and mumbled a quiet sorry.

Both of them entered the room and sat at the front of the Doctor's table.

Lora looked at her therapist. It's been three months since she visited and it was kinda awkward. Especially because Taehyung was sitting beside her, clueless. She didn't want him to come with her but she was too lazy to drop Taehyung home.

"You have a new friend," Dr. Chu said and looked at Taehyung. "That's good."

Lora nodded and looked at her feet. Her face full of guilt.

"I'm sorry for not visiting you. It's just that... this whole thing makes me uncomfortable." She apologized and looked straight at Dr. Chu's eyes.

"Its alright, Lora. I understand." Dr. Chu then grabbed her clipboard and opened it while smiling brightly at her. "So, how are you sleeping?" She asked, grabbing the pen from the pen holder. "Do you have difficulty on sleeping... or are you lacking sleep?"

"I... I'm sleeping fine." Lora lied, making Taehyung look at her with crossed arms.

"Liar. She has difficulty with sleeping. She has nightmare every night." He said and looked at Lora who was glaring at him.

"Get out." Lora commanded with a cold tone.

"But-"

"Its okay sir, I'll do my best to cure her." Dr. Chu said and flashed a reassuring smile.

Taehyung had no choice but to leave the room. He tried his best not to be nosy but he just keeps hearing mumbled voices, making him very curious. He sticked his ears on the door. Trying his best to hear what the people inside are saying clearly.

"Lora, do you have interest in anything these days?" Dr. Chu asked.

"Nothing really." Lora answered while playing with the little toy beside Dr. Chu's table.

"Then, can you tell me what food you enjoy the most?" Dr. Chu asked again.

"That too. Nothing."

Dr Chu stared at her for a second, analyzing her facial expression. "You know what I always say. What was it?"

Lora remained silent while pinching the toy's ears.

"Can you say it for me?" Dr Chu asked while crossing her arms

"Its not my fault my mother died." Lora slowly said. The expression on her face was unreadable. It was empty.

"It is not my fault" She repeated.

"Good." Dr. Chu smiled and nodded. "You have to say that at out next session." She reminded and closed her clipboard, ready to end the conversation.

"But Doctor Chu... then whose fault is it?" Lora suddenly asked. Her gaze slightly moving upwards to meet Dr. Chu's eyes.

"Who are the people...

that are at fault?"

Chapter 6:

https://yeppeoseoo.tumblr.com/post/651075349666480128/samsara-kth

#bts #bangtan #bangtan sonyeondan #taehyung #kim taehyung #taehyung fanfic #bts smut #fanfic #KTH #kth #kim namjoon #kim seokjin #min yoongi #jung hosoek #park jimin #jeon jungkook #kpop

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yeppeoseoo · 3 years

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Samsara (KTH)

Description:

You look at Taehyung who was asleep and is hugging you, his hair starting to turn into white. You feel your tears streaming down your cheeks, aware of the consequences.

"I will wait, and wait some more, until a whole lifetime had passed. still, I'll have hope, that at least in the next life we'll meet again"

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Romance, Fantasy, Time travel, Fluff, Angst, Mystery

CHAPTER 4

14 years old Lora stood up smiling while looking at her and her classmate's shoes.

"Oh! You guys have the same shoes!" Juda, her friend shouted, getting everyone's attention.

"No, we don't! Hers looks cheap!" Her classmate, Kiro shouted back which erased Lora's smile.

"What?" Lora asked, hands forming a fist.

"It's fake! Did your mother buy your shoes in the market? How much does it cost? I bet it's not even half the price of mine!" He commented.

"Why do you care about how much does it cost and where my mother bought it from?" She said while glaring at Kiro who then scoffed.

"Hey, doesn't she smells like a beggar?" Kiro whispered at their other classmates who slowly nodded while pinching their noses.

"No, I don't!" Lora pushed Kiro to the ground and before Kiro can even get revenge, their teacher finally arrived and stopped them.

Lora arrived at the wet market and went to her mother's store. She was about to wave at her when she saw a customer yelling at her mother.

"Hello?! Can you hear me?! I asked how much is this Tilapia?!" The customer yelled but her mother, who was cleaning seem to didn't hear anything because she didn't look back

"What kind of seller is this?! she wouldn't even face me!" She yelled. Lora's mother finally looked back and saw the customer. Her mother grabbed a piece of paper and wrote something in it.

'I'm sorry, I'm deaf. What can I get you?'

The customer silenced because of embarrassment. "Now I feel guilty. Why would you run a store if you're deaf?" She said and walked away.

Lora's mother sighed but quickly smiled when she saw Lora staring at her in disbelief.

"Oh, you're here? how was your day at school?" Her mother asked in sign language.

"It was fine. Where's dad?" Lora answered back.

"He said he was going on a company trip. Didn't he tell you?" Her mother smiled.

'oh,'

'there he is again, he's gonna cheat again.'

"Oh, I totally forgot." Lora just sighed and went to help her mother sell. But she was stopped when a hand tightly grabbed her arm. It was her mom.

"But Lora..." Lora stood there in shock when she heard her speak. However, her face was starting to change into something... monstrous. Something scary. Her mother's head getting bigger and bigger as her eyes stared at Lora angrily. "Why did you let me rot in jail?"

Lora dropped the bag of fish she was holding, walking backward but there was suddenly a wall, stopping her from walking away from her mother. She swore there was no wall in there earlier. "I-its my fault mom." She cried as she looked at her mother who now looked like a monster. Like a reptile. "I'm sorry."

"No, don't be sorry sweetheart. I've warned you. I... will destroy everyone around you." Her mother said, smiling from ear to ear. Her lips almost tearing apart.

"I'm sorry, mom!" She apologized and ran away. She saw her mother chasing her as she laughs hysterically while calling her name. The wet market started to feel like a maze. A maze with no exit door.

"Oh Lora...." Her mother called with a teasing voice.

"Lora!" She called again, now with an angry voice.

"Lora!"

Lora woke up from the dream, panting and sweat all over her face. She looked around her, scared her mother might appear again. But no, she saw Taehyung shaking her shoulders with a worry tinted on his face.

"Are you okay?!" Taehyung asked her while wiping her tears and fixing her hair.

"Get away from me!" She screamed in between her sobs.

"It's okay, Lora" Taehyung said, trying to calm Lora down. "It was just a nightmare."

"Run!" Lora screamed while crying. However, she was still holding on to Taehyung's shirt. Almost telling him to not leave.

"Get out at once!" She pushed Taehyung away but her grip on Taehyung's shirt became tighter. "She... she's gonna kill you!" Lora cried and stuffed her face in Taehyung's chest, sobs getting louder and louder

"She will destroy us all... get... get lost." She said, her voice cracking. Taehyung felt her lips shaking, his shirt getting wet from Lora's tears.

"Why does that sound like you're telling me to not leave?" Taehyung said and pulled Lora's shoulders, trying to see her face. She was looking at him with hope in her eyes.

"Okay." He assured and hugged her while brushing his hand on her back to comfort her.

"I won't leave you."

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Lora woke up because of her alarm. She cursed as she remembered what happened last night. Trying to get it off her mind because of embarrassment.

She wore the clothes her stylist picked for her and walked out of the room, trying to avoid Taehyung.

"Your awake." Lora flinched at the voice and looked in the direction where it's coming from. She saw Taehyung smiling at her while holding a bowl. His hair tied and wearing an apron. But it was worn incorrectly. The tie was in front of him.

Lora laughed at the sight. "You idiot. That's not how you wear that." She said and went close to Taehyung and fixed it.

After she was done, she grabbed her shoes and was about to leave when Taehyung called her name.

"Aren't you gonna eat breakfast?" He asked.

"No," She looked at the food he cooked for her and closed her eyes, trying to resist the hungriness shes feeling. "I need to lose weight." She said and held her breath to avoid smelling the food.

"But you're thin enough," Taehyung commented innocently.

"I am." Lora smiled at the compliment. or if it was a compliment. "But i don't want to be thin." She said and grabbed a remote to open the garage. Lora striked a pose, making Taehyung shocked. "I wanna be sexy" She then winked and threw a flying kiss. But when she saw that Taehyung had no reaction, she quickly returned back into her serious face, trying to avoid awkwardness.

"Um, anyways." She coughed and pushed the 'open' button on the remote making the garage door move upwards.

"That's not healthy." He said while staring at the garage door which was starting to open.

"Yes, but I need to be pretty," Lora said and opened her car door then slowly sat in the driver seat.

"But you're gorgeous." Taehyung innocently complimented.

Lora was trying her best to not smile. For her, it was the best compliment she had ever heard. "You know what?" She looked at Taehyung who was pouting at her for not eating the breakfast he worked hard to cook. "You can come with me."

Taehyung took out his arm on the window, feeling the wind brushing his hands.

"Is this your first time riding a car?" Lora asked Taehyung who was smiling because of amazement.

"Yes." Taehyung nodded. "We didn't have things like this in my place."

"Oh? You remember where you live?" Lora asked Taehyung. She still thinks Taehyung had amnesia and couldn't remember where he lived and only knew his name.

"Oh, umm.. no but yes.. I guess?" Taehyung answered and nervously laughed

"That's good.. that means your starting to recover. I didn't get the chance to talk to the doctor since I was very busy with my own plans. I couldn't ask why you can't remember things." Lora explained and smiled, finally parking the car on the VIP parking lot at her entertainment building.

"This house is very huge," Taehyung commented which made Lora laugh.

"Idiot, this is not a house. It's a working building." He said and pressed the 17th floor on the elevator.

"By the way, while you're here. don't talk to people. They might make a scandal." He warned Taehyung in which he nodded, he was staring at the numbers above the elevator's door. He found it fascinating that it was changing every time they reached a new floor.

They finally reached the right floor and as soon as the elevator's door opened, everyone greeted her good morning.

"Are you the leader here?" Taehyung asked while struggling to carry Lora's bags. It was full of clothes and makeup.

"No, But I'm the star of this building."

Taehyungs lips formed an 'o' and looked around. At this point, he wasn't shocked that Lora was this rich.

"Ms. Lora," A staff called Lora.

"Yes?" She asked with a charismatic tone.

"I'd like to inform you that you were chosen to be the brand ambassador of Seoul Airlines." The staff informed her, looking down on her feet since she doesn't have the gut to look at Lora straight in the eyes.

Lora's face wrinkled. "No." She declined. "I don't want to get involved on those company bullshit."

"But Ms. Sera, you can't say no now." The staff then bit her lips, nervous because of Lora's aura.

"And who are you to say that?" Lora raised her eyebrows. An uncomfortable silence filled the room. The staff's face suddenly lit up, she suddenly bowed to someone, causing Lora to look at who she was bowing at.

"Mr. Bang," She called causing Mr. Bang to smile.

"Lora, you shouldn't bully the staff like that." Mr. Bang said which made Lora roll her eyes.

"Well, what's the reason I can't say no? What, are you gonna sell me off to other companies?" Lora jokingly said.

"You can't say no because Mr. Jeon is here. Do you really not know him?" Mr. Bang suddenly became serious, opening the door in front of him. "If you accept his offer you will be really rich. And when I say rich, it means rich"

Lora suddenly became interested. As long as it involves money, she can do everything "Who is this Mr. Jeon, anyway?" Lora asked curiously, arms crossed.

"Jeon Jeongguk. The CEO of Seoul Airlines."

Chapter 5:

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This happened to me last week. Cant stop thinking abt it LMAKDNRW

Started writing a yandere Drabble before bed but hadn’t decided which member to write it about until I fell asleep and then had a dream about it.....

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yeppeoseoo · 3 years

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Samsara (KTH)

Description:

You look at Taehyung who was asleep and is hugging you, his hair starting to turn into white. You feel your tears streaming down your cheeks, aware of the consequences.

"I will wait, and wait some more, until a whole lifetime had passed. still, I'll have hope, that at least in the next life we'll meet again"

Pairing: Kim Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Romance, Fantasy, Time travel, Fluff

A/N: Hi! I would like to remind you that this is not the start of story. The previous chapters are on my profile!

CHAPTER 3:

"I... I just want a happy life!", a muffled voice he heard.

'What? I'm... I'm not dead?' Taehyung thought to himself.

"If you're really real... why are you doing this to me?!", the muffled voice yelled again.

Taehyung was confused by what he heard. 'Is this the cold-blooded murderer who killed my family..? How dare he grave over his life after taking many-' he's mind was full of questions.

"Can't you just bless me with happy memories?", the muffled voice sounding clearer.

It was then he realized that the person who was talking is a woman.

'What is this woman saying?' he asked himself

'Hold on...' he tilted his head. Finally realizing something

'Am I in hell? is this what hell is? full of weird people?'

He wanted to see what was happening. He tried to resurface... but to no avail. He was drowning.

Panicking, he closed his eyes.

'I guess this is the end...', he thought as he loses his consciousness.

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Lora woke up because of the loud noise coming from the birds outside her window.

"Shut. up!" She shouted and sure enough, she heard noises of wings flying away

She checked the time on her phone and immediately got up from the bed.

"Why didn't Namjoon wake me up?!" She scratched her cheeks in annoyance.

After taking a shower, she checked her phone in case Namjoon messaged her about today's plan. Her phone suddenly rang and saw an unknown number. She hesitated at first, thinking it was a sasaeng fan. But after a while, she figured the caller might be in an emergency and she was wasting the caller's time.

"Hello?" She nervously answered the phone.

"Good Morning, Ms. Han. This is Seoul Special Hospital. We would like to inform you that the patient you brought in yesterday woke up." The person on the other line spoke.

Lora's eyes widen. "Okay. I'll be there." She ended the call and started to look for clothes to wear. To be honest, she didn't really have to go there. However, she wanted to check how the patient was doing since she felt bad for pulling its hair when she tried to pull it up

She was about to wear a dress when she heard Namjoon's voice in her mind.

'If you're going to a public place alone, make sure to wear something that will not attract people's eyes.'

'What? why?"

"Are you stupid? What if someone kidnaps you?"

She nodded unintentionally, and finally, she found the right outfit.

"What... what is that woman wearing?" Lora heard someone whisper.

"Is she a nun?"

"a nun wearing shades and mask?"

"Maybe she's just a cool nun?"

"does that include wearing heels?"

She shut her eyes roughly. Realizing what she was wearing only attracts more people. She indeed looked like a nun. A fashionable nun.

She went straight to the nurse from the front desk who seemed very scared of her. Probably because of what she was wearing.

"You called me earlier, I'm Ms. Han." She said, hiding her real voice because she was afraid the nurse would recognize it.

"A-ah... The patient is on the 2nd floor, room 34." The nurse said and forcefully smiled at her.

Lora nodded and started jogging to the 34th room.

As soon as she arrived at the room, the patient was facing his or her back at Lora. The patient also had medium-length hair and was wearing a very... dirty cloth.

"Excuse me?" Lora called out.

The patient faced her and was taken aback by what she was wearing.

"Who are you?" The patient, who was obviously a guy asked her.

"Oh, me? I don't think you don't have to know." She said and looked around the room. "Since you're alive and okay, I'm gonna leave now." Lora was about to leave but the man stopped her.

"Are you the girl from the lake?" The guy asked Lora.

'don't tell me he heard about my rants?!'

"I- I heard you," The guy said and walked closer to her and held her hands as if he was comforting her. "You needed help."

'Damn it. This is so embarrassing'

"Ummm... haha. Okay." Lora awkwardly laughed and pulled her hands away from the guy. "Well, so what if I needed help?" She said and faced him. "That doesn't mean I gave you my permission to meddle on my personal affairs."

"I apologize, that wasn't my intention." The guy said and distanced himself because he felt that the girl he was talking to feels uncomfortable with him. He was confused. He wanted to ask so many questions like 'what is this world?' or 'am I really in hell?'

"What is it that you want?" Lora asked him.

The guy hesitantly looked at her. "Help me, I really need to get out of this world."

"What world?" Lora said, her brain was loading for a second. "Ah!" An idea popped.

"Do you mean the hospital?" She asked him and the guy had no choice but to nod. He didn't know what a hospital is but he assumed it was the name of the world or the universe he was in.

"Don't worry. I'll pay the hospital bills." Lora said and left the room, not noticing the guy was following her.

When Lora got out of the hospital, she went straight into her car and removed her shades and mask. But before she can enter it, she immediately was alarmed when someone grabbed her.

"Please help me. I don't know where I am and I don't remember coming to this place!" He said, frustrated.

"Don't tell me... you have amnesia?" Lora said which made the guy tilt his head. "wait- I'm still processing what's happening. But first things first, let's get in my car. There's a lot of people around us." She said and entered the car.

"What's your name anyway?" She asked him while removing the bandana that was covering her head.

"My name is Taehyung. Kim Taehyung."

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"Lora, you know how dangerous it is to invite someone to your house! I thought you wanted to keep things private?! then who is this?!" Namjoon scolded Lora while pointing at the confused Taehyung.

"It's not like I'm gonna adopt him!" Lora defended herself and smiled at Namjoon who raised his eyebrows. "You are!"

"wHAT do you mean me?!" Namjoon ruffled his hair in frustration. "Lora, I still live with my parents and you expect me to adopt a..." He looked at Taehyung. "a grown man!"

Lora rolled her eyes.

"Why do you want to help him anyway? It's not like he owes you something! Where did you even meet him?!" Namjoon asked Lora who stayed quiet. Not ready to tell Namjoon that she tried to commit suicide.

"Okay, first of all... I'm gonna let him stay in my house." Namjoon was about to nag her again but she cut him off. "I could use some help with the house. You know I cant hire maids since they're all just a nuisance for always asking me for an autograph and would randomly take pictures of me and post them to social media!" She said, starting to convince Namjoon. "Plus, I'm gonna make him stay for only 2 months," Lora added. "And," she went close to Namjoon's ear. "Hes kinda hot" she whispered causing Namjoon to roll his eyes.

"Okay, but what if he does something bad to you?" Namjoon asked, hands on his waist.

"You know I won't let him do that." Lora smiled and looked at taehyung who was just passing looks between her and Namjoon.

Namjoon then sighed. "Fine. But only two months. If that guy causes trouble, I won't fix it for you." Lora hugged Namjoon while smiling like a kid knowing that what Namjoon said is not true.

After Namjoon left, both of them were just staring at each other awkwardly.

"Your room is beside mine. What you just have to do is to come when I call you, cook me food, and clean the house. Also, if you're worried about your pay-"

"Thank you." Lora was cut off when Taehyung hugged her, Her body stiffens when her face hit his rock-like chest. She quickly pulled away and awkwardly smiled.

"You're welcome." She smiled and stared at him from head to toe. "But you should really take a bath," She said and pointed at the bathroom. "I brought you clothes. It's in your room."

Taehyung nodded and walked in the direction where Lora pointed.

Lora however, headed to her practice room.

She posted a picture on her Instagram, thinking nothing. That was until she saw hate comments. She tried to avoid it, but no matter how hard she tries, those comments still appeared. It's like it was highlighted by Lora's eyes.

Namjoon has always reminded her to not mind them. But she just always do.

People make fun of her biggest insecurities but she has to act like it didn't hurt because then, they'll get mad at her for not 'taking a joke'.

She was pretty confident of herself. But every time someone points out something about her body, the confidence that she worked hard to build suddenly collapses.

Lora threw her phone and stared at her reflection in the big mirror. Her nose starts to bleed which she gets often from overworking.

"Please, someone." She said between sobs. "I just want someone to care about me."

Lora wanted to open up. She wanted someone that she can open up to. But she was afraid, afraid that that someone will use her insecurities against her.

She began to dance and dance like crazy. Hate comments and her problem with Mr. Han started filling her mind. Although the song already ended, she continued and never stopped even if she was slowly having trouble breathing. She finally snapped out of it when she fell down the floor. she realized she made a wrong step.

Lora stared at her reflection in the mirror again as tears start to form in her eyes. Her body aching from all the dancing she did.

She screamed in frustration while kicking the air and after a few seconds, someone came barging into the room.

"Are you hurt?" Taehyung came running to her, checking if she had injuries. He was wearing the clothes Lora gave him, hair still wet.

"Let go!" Lora pulled her arm from his touch. "Didn't you see the sign in the door?! You are not allowed to enter this room!" She glared at Taehyung.

"I'm sorry. I just thought something happened to you." Taehyung apologized and looked at her straight in the eyes. "Why did you scream?" He continued to ask.

Lora didn't answer his question and stood up to leave the room.

Taehyung followed her but he figured she needed time alone. He still doesn't have the right to ask her what happened since they weren't close.

He headed to his room, trying to find something to waste time on. However, he was distracted by the loud sobs coming from Lora's room. He can clearly hear the sobs coming from the room beside him.

He sighed as he continued to write a letter. Thinking he could give it to Jungkook once he comes back to his world. Although he knew it was impossible, he still had hope that Jungkook is alive.

'Dear Jungkook,

Did you have a pleasant and peaceful rest throughout the night last night? Do not worry, you dont need to apologize to me for what happened. I understand that it is your fault. However, what I really don't understand is what happened to me. I am thankful that I am still alive but where am I?

I also met a very peculiar woman. Her name is Lora. She is indeed beautiful, but she acts as if she's not a girl. She's awfully rude yet kind at the same time. Do you understand what I'm saying?

Also, this world is very weird. They have different clothing and have advanced things we don't have there. They have the same language and I am very thankful for that. About the peculiar woman, she is helping me and guess what? Shes very rich! She gave me a house and clothes that are very comfortable. What I only have to do is to cook for her and clean the house! It's a very nice deal, isn't it?

I wish you can join me here so you can experience this.'

Chapter 4:

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yeppeoseoo · 3 years

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Samsara (KTH)

Description:

You look at Taehyung who was asleep and is hugging you, his hair starting to turn into white. You feel your tears streaming down your cheeks, aware of the consequences.

"I will wait, and wait some more, until a whole lifetime had passed. still, I'll have hope, that at least in the next life we'll meet again"

Pairing: Kim Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Romance, Fantasy, Time travel, Fluff, Angst, Mystery

Warnings: Self-harm, Angst, hurt/comfort, brief implied suicidal thoughts, Time travel, Past lives, Idol

A/N: Hi I would like to remind you that this is not the start of the story. If you are curious, please check my profile for the previous chapters.

CHAPTER 2:

The year 1888 (Joseon Era)

"Jungkook, you know I have a family to feed. My mom needs help too. I can't join that big fight of yours knowing my sister and mother are waiting for me." Taehyung explained to Jungkook. "I won't be able to die peacefully knowing my family are gonna starve."

"I understand, Taehyung. I will go ahead, then." Jungkook said, shoulders dropped.

"You know you don't have to join that fight with the Governor's son!" Taehyung shouted, worried about his best friend.

"But then I will look like a fool!" Jungkook said and frowned at him. Before he could even do anything, Jungkook ran away from him.

Taehyung headed home and was greeted by his lovely sister, Naeun who quickly wrapped her arms to his legs as she cannot reach for his torso yet.

"Naeun! how was your day?" Taehyung asked his sister while helping his paralyzed mother to move.

Taehyung placed the food in the middle and let his mother and sister eat first.

"Brother, are you not hungry?" Naeun asked Taehyung.

"My Princess and Queen have to go first." Taehyung jokingly said.

"Shhhh! Do not say that out loud, brother! The royal guards might hear!" Naeun said and placed her finger in front of her mouth.

"Oooooh, are you worried about me?" Taehyung said and patted Naeun's hair.

"Stop joking around and eat." Their mom warned, making them sit up straight.

"Yes, mother!" Taheyung dramatically saluted which made their mother laugh.

"Are you guys having a family bonding without me?!" Jungkook suddenly barged into the small hut which made Taehyung alarmed but eventually calmed down a bit when he saw Jungkook.

"How was the fight?" Taehyung asked him, still worried.

"Would you still see me here if I did not win?" Jungkook asked sarcastically and sat beside Naeun who was glaring at him.

"What do we have for dinner?" Jungkook said and looked at the food they were eating. Naeun covered it which made Jungkook confused.

"What's the problem?" He asked, pouting.

"Are you gonna eat all of brother's food again? He didn't eat dinner yesterday because of you!" All of them laughed, adored by Naeun's cuteness.

"Dont worry, princess! I'll make sure your big brother eat well-" Jungkook was cut off when an arrow was suddenly shot at Taehyung's mother.

"Mother!" Taehyung shouted, shocked by what he was seeing. His mother grabbed the part she was shot and slowly fell down the floor.

Taehyung signaled Jungkook to protect Naeun in which he did.

Naeun began to cry hysterically, not believing what she was seeing. She tried to reach for her mother but failed when Jungkook stopped her.

"Its dangerous, Naeun." He warned

"Mother, it's okay. Just... just breathe! D-dont leave us!" Taehyung pleaded to his suffering mother.

A loud sound came from the door, making all of them startled.

"Go hide. Dont worry about me, I-ill be fine" His mother commanded them while spitting blood. But they didn't listen- they didnt even bother to move.

"Do not speak. I will not leave you here," Taehyung said, grasping his mother's cheeks.

"What a family." A group of guys entered the hut, making it shake whenever they step.

"Who are you?!" Taehyung stood up and spread his arms wide, trying to protect his family.

"Oh, I'm sorry for being impolite. We are from the Governor's son. I assume you know why were here." The guys looked at Jungkook.

"I'm sorry, Taehyung... I didn't know they would follow me." Jungkook said with guilty eyes. "Why... why did he have to send these bastards here?!" He shouted in a tough tone.

"How foolish of you." A huge guy who seemed to be their leader laughed which made the others laugh too. It was like a domino effect. "Did you expect the Governor to let you walk around freely while his son suffer from the bruises you gave him?" The guy smirked. Only making Jungkook a lot more annoyed.

"So? What is he planning to do? Kill me like he did to my parents?!" Jungkook formed a fist. Remembering the traumatic memory that will forever stay in his mind.

"I think so. That's what he commanded us to do." The guy said and casually shrugged. "Now if you wouldn't mind." The guy said and pushed Taehyung to the side, trying to get Jungkook but he was stopped by Naeun.

"Naeun get away!" Jungkook shouted at Naeun.

"Dont you dare touch my brothers! You evil pig!" Naeun said between her sobs and hugged the guy's legs.

"What did you say, kid? Pig?!" The huge guy punched Naeun to the side, making her collapse to the ground.

"No, Naeun!" Taehyung quickly approached her sister.

The guy looked at the other guys on his back, signaling them to do something. The other man pulled out a sword and was about to aim it at Naeun when Taehyung began to kneel.

"D- do not hurt them. Please" Taehyung desperately pleaded, hands together.

However, the guy who must have no conscience still did it. He carelessly stabbed Naeun to death and mumbled a 'whoops' after.

"W-why.." Taehyung cried and laughed like a psycho, still not processing what was happening.

"Taehyung, just run! Theres nothing we can do!" His mother who was still conscious cried in despair and shouted.

Before anyone could even do anything, Jungkook grabbed Taehyung's arm and pulled him to run.

As soon as they got out of the house, a loud scream from his mother was heard.

"What about them!?" Taehyung shouted at Jungkook while they were running.

Jungkook who kept on mumbling sorry to Taehyung out of guilt looked at him. "I- I'm sorry..."

They somehow were near a deep lake and have nowhere else to go, Everything was blocked by those guys who killed Taehyung's family.

The huge guy pointed the arrow he was holding to Jungkook and Taehyung.

"Sometimes... giving up is the only way out." Jungkook whispered and made a reassuring smile at Taehyung.

"What?!" Taehyung was mad and worried at the same time. Wondering what Jungkook was planning to do.

"Maybe this life was not for me. I will have to see you in the future, Taehyung." He whispered.

As the guy shoots the arrows, Jungkook pushed Taehyung to the pond and accepted his fate to be killed.

Taehyung looked at Jungkook's face who was staring at him directly, mumbling a short 'sorry' before he slowly closed his eyes, lifeless on the floor, with one last breath, but a smile painted on his face as a sign of happiness as he then fell into a never ending sleep.

Although Taehyung's tears weren't visible because of the water, He still felt it as he let himself drown in the lake.

Memories flashed into Taehyung's mind as he closed his eyes.

(FLASHBACK)

"Taehyung when do you think will we be rich?" Jungkook asked while looking up at the sky. They were lying down the small hill beside the market.

"Maybe in our next life?" Taehyung smiled and crossed his arm as he closed his eyes.

"Psh. You believe in those?" Jungkook asked and laughed.

"Jungkook, do you wish to be reborn?" Taehyung suddenly asked Jungkook.

"Yes. But in my next life, I will be a mosquito."

"A mosquito?" Taehyung asked him.

"So I can sting the Governor." Jungkook grinned.

"Then in my next life..." Taehyung said and looked at Jungkook who was waiting for him to say a meaningful word. "I will be a mosquito repellent" Taehyung smiled and stood up, getting ready to be chased by Jungkook.

"You bastard!" Jungkook shouted as they ran around the hill.

Jungkook eventually stopped, panting as he looked at Taehyung. "You know what? why would I even get mad at you? Reincarnation isn't even real."

"Well we don't know everything about the world, do we?" Taehyung smiled. "I won't be shocked if there were mermaids and aliens!" He said.

They both sat under the tree, sharing a small cup of water.

"I wish we were rich..." Jungkook seriously said which made Taehyung look at him.

"Why do you wish that?" Taehyung asked him, head tilting as if he was some kind of dog.

"If we were rich, my parents wouldn't have been killed. My unborn brother wouldn't have died." Jungkook gritted. "It is all because of that stupid Governor!" Jungkook said and punched the air.

"Tss." Taehyung scoffed and ruffled Jungkook's hair.

(END OF FLASHBACK)

Taehyung felt his back hit the lake's ground. All he could see was the shining moon from above. He smiled as he remembers his family and Jungkook's laugh.

'So in the end, it was just fleeting memories after all.'

Chapter 3:

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Samsara (Kim Taehyung)

Description:

You look at Taehyung who was asleep and is hugging you, his hair starting to turn into white. You feel your tears streaming down your cheeks, aware of the consequences.

"I will wait, and wait some more, until a whole lifetime had passed. still, I'll have hope, that at least in the next life we'll meet again"

Pairing: Kim Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Drama, Fantasy, Romance

Warnings: Self-harm, Angst, hurt/comfort, brief implied suicidal thoughts, Time travel, Past lives, Idol

PROLOGUE: https://yeppeoseoo.tumblr.com/post/650703066244513792/samsara-kth

CHAPTER 1

Stay here, I'm gonna buy us a drink." Namjoon said and walked out of the car.

Lora looked at her phone, scrolling through social media.

"Ms. Lora," She heard her driver call her name.

"Yes?" She said, not looking at him.

"I'm sorry, this is just attempting. You always lead me on!" As he said that, Lora looked at him with confused eyes.

"What do you mea-" Lora was stopped by hands touching her mouth, making her suffocate. But they quickly let go of her and held her face roughly.

"What the fuck-" Lora said and frowned at the people from the back seat that were secretly in there earlier.

"You always smiled at me and even bought toys for my kids whenever you had the chance. You also always rejected that Junghyeon guy when you're in front of me. Ms. Lora, do you like me?" Her driver moved beside her seat and locked the door so Namjoon couldn't enter when he comes.

She scoffed. "Bullshit! You're fucking 52 years old! You're literally the age of my grandfa-"

"No need to be shy, Ms. Lora." Before her driver could even touch a single strand of her face, he was stopped when she punched them only by one.

"How dare you even touch my face?! I do6nt pay expensive skincare just to be touched by your filthy hands!" She said trying to find wet tissue in her purse.

When she saw them knocked out, she quickly grabbed her hat and went outside.

After a while, Namjoon finally came back with a frappe and water in his hand.

She sighed, knowing that the only thing she can drink is water because of her diet.

"How nice... water." She said in a sarcastic tone.

"Oh come on, don't look at me like that. You know you need to lose 6 pounds." Namjoon said and was about to enter that car when he sensed something.

"By the way, why are you outside?" He asked her suspiciously which made her smirk.

"What do you think?" Shen said, smiling like a dog, and opened the door for him.

"Dear lord!" He screamed in shock.

"They were gonna assault me, so..." She said and looked at her phone.

"Didn't you say I have a meeting with Papa? What are you waiting for?" She said and crossed her arms.

"I'm gonna call Director Bang so he can send a car. You can go to Han Tower yourself, ill have to handle this mess first." Namjoon said and took out his phone.

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Lora arrived at the Han Tower, 3 hours late because of a traffic jam and she was taking time trying to look good for this meeting.

It's been 6 months since she and her father last spoke to each other and it was an argument.

She was scared but excited at the same time. She and her father were never closed but she still hopes that one day, her father will open up to her. Although it's quite impossible because her father already has his favorite daughter, Mira from another woman.

She knocked three times at the CEO's door and was greeted by a comfortable aura, only to be ruined when she entered the room.

"Lora, you're here." Her step-mother greeted her.

"I'm sorry for being late, I-" She tried to apologize but were cut off by her father, Han Sijung

"Lora, you were always late and were used to that. But three hours late?" He looked so disappointed.

"It's alright, Papa. I'm sure being an idol is a very hard task. She has a lot to do." Mira said while gracefully cutting her steak.

"Because of that stupid idol thing of yours, your business career Is ruined." Mr. Han scoffed.

Lora stayed quiet. Knowing that one word from her mouth will only ruin the mood.

"So, Mira, what are you planning to do once you arrive in France?" Mr. Han asked Mira.

"I think I'll have a vacation first, Papa. Then, I'll meet our stock contributors." Mira answered, which made Mr. Han laugh in amusement.

"What about you, Lora? What are you gonna do this coming week?" Ms. Violet (Lora's step-mother and Mr. Han's girlfriend) asked her.

"Um, well... We're working on a new song." She said.

"That's great! Don't forget to invite me if you have a concert." Mira said while smiling at her.

"What's great about that? Lora, you are wasting your time! Why can't you have interest in business like Mira-" Mr. Han was cut off when Lora stood up from the table.

"Please excuse me, I need to go to the bathroom." You said and went out, not looking at her surroundings which were gossiping about her.

As soon as she went inside the cubicle, tears started to form in her eyes.

'There's this feeling again.' She thought, not wanting to wipe her tears because it will only ruin her makeup.

'I thought I was okay already. Yet I always find myself crying.' She said and looked at the mirror. Slightly scared of her face as it was scattered with mascara.

She fixed her makeup and went back to the room. Only to see no one but her father.

Before she can ask anything, her father spoke.

"I made them leave." He stated.

"Ah, yeah? I'm gonna leave then. Have a good night, Papa." She said and was about to take her bag but her father stopped her.

"Violet and I are getting married." Mr. Han said while spinning a wine glass on her fingers.

Lora's shoulders dropped.

"What about mom?!" She screamed.

"What about her, Lora?" He faced her with a cold expression on his face. "Were no longer together. Its been 5 years! Plus, if I bring her up to the media, it'll ruin our company! Do you know how much I worked hard for this?" Mr. Han said and attempted to comfort Lora by brushing his fingers through her hair. But she stopped him beforehand.

"Don't you dare touch me!" She shouted and messily wiped her tears. "How... how can you move on so easily?!" Her eyes were turning red, hands forming a fist. "We didn't even give her justice and you're here babbling about marrying someone?! I thought being with Violet was only your way of coping but- but getting married?!"

"Can't you just quit that stupid job of yours?" He said, avoiding her question and faced the big window with the full scenery of the city.

"I love my career. I don't want to destroy something I know I love, Papa. I'm not like you." She said.

"You know you're gonna regret this once you get old, Lora." Her father warned her which made her scoff.

"You think just because I chose this path, I'm incapable of my own decisions." She said and smiled sweetly at him. "I'm not gonna regret this, you are."

As soon as she went home, she started a live online to make her cheer up. Spending time with her fans is the only thing that can make her happy.

It was going smooth at first, but then it was suddenly full of hate comments. Accusing her of doing this and that.

[Was she a high school bully?] -GUXIOT5

[I heard she's really rude.] -Seegasmworlds

[She can't even dance, why the hell is she in this group?] -JiminAOAforever

[She's the reason why I'm growing taller!] -hornieboi123

[That's so perverted lol] -annabanana654

Lora's hands formed a fist. Trying to stop herself from breaking down.

She thought spending time with her fans would cheer her up. But as she continued to scroll through the comments, she became more anxious about herself. Her confidence starting to lose.

She ended the live without saying a proper goodbye. She can't face the camera with her face crumpled up because of the stress

She laughed at herself for being a loser, for being such a weakling.

'Maybe... maybe happiness just skips some people, and there's nothing I can do about that.' She thought to herself and unknowingly fell asleep

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It was night when Lora thought of something. A ridiculous thing that never crossed her mind.

Not until today.

Not until today that her patience was nowhere to be found. Her mind was filled with nothingness and all she could think about is one solution.

She headed to the lake, trying to avoid thinking about what the consequences are if she does what she was planning.

"What's the point of living this life?" She laughed at herself. Taking a step closer to the lake.

"I... I just want a happy life!" Lora screamed, looking up as if she was talking to God from up there.

"If you're really real... why are you doing this to me?!" She stomped her feet while looking up. Tears flowing from her cheeks to the neck.

"Can't you just bless me with happy memories?" she said, as her voice starts to soften when she felt water on her waist. She was finally on the deep part of the lake.

She looked at her surroundings and smiled.

"I guess this is the en-" She stopped when she felt something dump to her. she tried to lift it up but it was impossible as it was awfully heavy.

"what the fu-" She examined the thing she was holding. Closer... and closer- "AH!" She screamed and got off the lake.

"A... a h-human! Someone! Help!"

Chapter 2

https://yeppeoseoo.tumblr.com/post/650762223165243392/samsara-kth

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