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wenjunhai · 2 years

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svt | silent ways to say i love you ༊*·˚

a/n: i've been pondering about different ways to kickstart this account, and all of a sudden, i was like "what's a better way to get the gears turning than starting a mini series?" i still have some brainstorming to do, so if you have any requests, let me know! <#3 in the meantime, here's this!

tws: mentions of food/eating

seungcheol!

gifts! even if he doesn't outwardly express it, seungcheol is always listening. whenever you mention a cute shirt you saw online or a little trinket you had wanted to buy, he would be quick to add it to his list. surprising you with gifts was one of his favorite things to do; seeing your smile was enough of a gift for him. he would surprise you at your doorstep with a little box, urging you to open it. inside would sit the prettiest opal necklace you had ever seen, your heart swelling with love and fondness at the gesture. he was always so selfless and you didn't think you could possibly fall any harder for him.

jeonghan!

hugs! endless endless hugs! back hugs, side hugs, tight hugs, soft hugs; jeonghan loved suffocating you in hugs. he would randomly join you on the couch while you were watching a show and just swallow you up into a firm hug, kissing your forehead softly before disappearing again. you could be in the kitchen making dinner and he would come up behind you while snaking his arms around your torso, resting his chin on your shoulder with a small "watcha making, hm?". the first thing he does when he comes home is scoop you up into his hold with a little spin, tied to the feeling of your heartbeat on his chest.

joshua!

showers! his favorite way to destress after a long day was showering with you. you would help him wash his hair, giggling a bit as you form it up into a mohawk with the suds. he would rub the tension out of your shoulders, pressing tender kisses to your skin as you leaned against him. the shower is quite literally a death trap with how often you two tickle each other, but neither of you really cared—all worries go out the window when you both take this time for yourselves.

jun!

texts! they could be about the most random things, like "just ate some grapes" to "I JUST SAW SOMEONE WALKING THEIR CAT AT THE PARK." he made sure to keep you updated about every little thing; sending you pictures of funny stuffed animals he saw at the store that he thought you would like, or a little text to remind you that he loved you to the moon and back. your phone was never dry when moon junhui existed, and it was simply because he was always thinking of you.

soonyoung!

kisses! kissing you melted away any negative emotions he had in him, turning into putty as your tangled your fingers in his hair. a quick kiss before bed was just about routine at this point, pecking his lips before snuggling into his body to sleep for the night. his absolute favorite type of kiss was when he had you in his lap, your arms looped around his neck as you kissed softly, noses brushing against each other with every movement and giggle. short and sweet, passionate and lingering, cheeky and silly—soonyoung just loved having his lips on yours.

wonwoo!

close proximity! you could be at your desk studying while he is laid on the bed with a book in his hands. no words needed to be exchanged—as long as he just knew you weren't too far away. he would never say it out loud, but having you near him brought him a sense of comfort and safety. he would make sure to be by your side in public, even if it was just his hand on your back or his leg touching yours. he loved having you close to him.

jihoon!

vulnerability! everything felt natural with you. he didn't need to alter his personality around you, or force a smile; with you, every little thing was real. when he would have a rough few days, he knew that the one person he could come to was you. even though he feels more secure with putting up a wall around his raw emotions, something about the way you are so gentle with him makes him feel as if he could tell you everything and anything. you were his rock.

seokmin!

love notes! random sticky notes on your bathroom mirror reminding you to drink water, small strips of paper folded up in your sock drawer about how much he loves you, to even full-fledged origami hearts on your pillow as you wake—seokmin never misses a chance to show his love to you through notes. he would even decorate some in stickers and doodles if he was feeling particularly mushy. finding them around the house was no doubt your favorite part of the day. "hiii baby! good morning! i hope you slept well <3 don't forget to take your vitamins today! i love you more than anything." or even just a simple "U R BEAUTIFUL! I LOVE U!"

mingyu!

cooking for you! cooking for you was therapy to him. it always made him feel better knowing that you are eating enough, and he was always more than happy to cook anything you requested. he made sure to have breakfast ready for you when you wake up, pack your lunches, and surprise you with home-cooked meals once you came home. he always made sure to take care of you and you couldn't be more grateful, thanking him with kisses and praise every single time.

minghao!

lending an ear! it's as if minghao can sense when you aren't feeling like yourself. he notices everything, if there is a furrow in your brow or if your smile isn't quite reaching the corner of your eyes—and he is always, always ready to listen to you. once you settle down in bed, he would wrap you in his arms with a gentle "talk to me. what's on your mind?" and you would just spill everything out to him. he didn't listen to respond; he listened to understand, letting you cry into his shirt as you got everything off of your chest, stroking your hair softly in the dimly lit room.

seungkwan!

cuddling! he is the definition of a cuddle bug. it doesn't matter if he is the big spoon, little spoon, or you are face to face; there was nothing more comfortable to him than having your legs tangled together, sharing your body heat under the covers. his heart does backflips when you nuzzle your face into his chest or squeeze him a little tighter. you were the perfect size to hold, and if cuddling you was a job, he'd be a millionare. he would stroke your hair as you give him a recap of your day, the night fading into quiet whispers and soft laughter.

vernon!

matching jewelry! whether it be from a small ring on your pinky fingers to a thin gold chain around your neck, vernon loved matching with you. something in him swelled with pride when he would see you wearing the same bracelet as him, yours embedded with "c.v." and his with your initials. there was something so intimate about having such a small piece to remember each other by, especially when you were far away from each other and couldn't talk often. there would always be that reminder on your wrist of his love for you, and that was more than enough.

chan!

hand holding! he could not get over the fact that your hand fit perfectly in his. he would take any chance he got to hold your hand: standing in line at the grocery store, during movie nights, walking down the street. having your hand in his always eased his mind, the weight on his palm grounding him. your hands were so soft and he couldn't get enough. when he notices you getting a little overwhelmed, he would simply slip his hand into yours, squeezing gently with a small smile. a reminder that he was here for you, and wasn't going anywhere.

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BLUE BIRTHDAY － yang jungwon (teaser).

SYNOPSIS! you’ve always despised your birthday ever since your boyfriend, jungwon, passed away on that exact date. 5 years after jungwon’s death, you receive a strange package filled with photos seemingly taken by jungwon when he was still alive. after you find out that these photos can allow you to travel back in time to when the photo was taken, you realise that you might be able to reverse everything - including jungwon’s death.

PAIRING! non-idol! jungwon x fem! reader

GENRE! angst, fluff, kind of reincarnation au, inspired by the kdrama “blue birthday”.

WARNINGS! technically major character death, mentions of death, one car crash scene, swearing, the past timeline takes place in 2020 / 2021, current timeline is set in 2026, more to be added

ESTIMATED WORDCOUNT! 10k (teaser is 700 words)

RELEASE DATE! february 9th (happy birthday wonie ^_^)

AUTHOR’S NOTE! helloooo this is a teaser for blue birthday !! have been talking about this fic for a while now ^_^ this fic is for @jensrose’s memories collab!! im rlly excited 2 b writing this fic i rlly liked the kdrama :0 (YERI SLAYED) this fic is Heavily inspired by the drama so there will be spoilers if you haven’t watched it ^_^

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PRESENT DAY, 2026.

You hear a knock on your front door.

It’s late at night, and Maeumi barks at the noise. Your friends have left your house by now, and you’re watching a movie on the couch, Maeumi sleeping in your lap. The candle Intak bought you is still lit, and the faint smell of vanilla wafts through the air.

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## NAMING A STAR —jeong yunho x f!reader

↳ "we have to say goodbye to the star, we might never see it again." he says, looking up at the dark sky. you follow his gaze and stare right at the star. "okay then..what should we name it?"

warnings — none !

genre — short fluff o(^o^)o

"it’s cold love, what are you doing out?" the soft and familiar voice reaches your ears. slowly, you turn to face your boyfriend from the balcony of your shared apartment. he instantly wraps his arms behind you and tightens his hold to transfer his warmth onto you. "i’ll go get a jacket." he loosens his arms to go back in but you place your hands on his arms to stop him. "i'm not cold anymore with you holding me like this." you say softly. he freezes for a moment before wrapping his arms around you more tighter, if it were even possible. "that was kind of cheesy." he giggles, smothering kisses all over your cheek. you squirm in his arms and let out small giggles. "why are you out here so late at night? is there something on your mind?" he asks, his warm eyes looking into yours. you stare into the endearing look in his eyes before cracking a small grin. "no my love, the stars are just really pretty tonight." you say, he slowly turns his head and looks up at the indigo sky that painted with white specks of frozen stars. he hadn’t noticed the beautiful scenery in front of him as you were the only star he had always searched for. "that one is so cute." you tap on your boyfriends arm, pointing up at the small little star in the sky. he scrunches his face up in a pout, before looking at you. "it looks like the rest of the small stars..look that one is bigger!" he says, pointing over to the opposite side.

you turn your head swiftly and what meets your eyes almost has you wanting to shake your head. you looked over at him to see him smiling at what he called a star. "you’ve got to be kidding me that’s the moon!" you say and he blinks rapidly. he scratches his head before looking over at the star you were talking about earlier. "yeah, maybe this one is the cutest." he says, leaning more into you. you scoff and playfully roll your eyes before looking back up at the small star. "what are the odds of us seeing a shooting star right now?" he asks, your smile grows wider. "stop those things only happen in stories or movies." you say, looking deeper into the night. "you never know.." he softly mumbles against your head. you two continued standing on the balcony in a comforting silence, rocking side to side slowly. the warmth was enough to last you both roughly ten minutes, before the both of you started to get cold. "we should head inside, my love." you say, turning around. suddenly, he softly pushes you and pins you against the rail and you look up at him with wide eyes. "we have to say goodbye to the star, we might never see it again." he says, looking up at the dark sky. you follow his gaze and stare right at the star. "okay then..what should we name it?" you ask, your hands automatically wrapped around his waist. "mmmm…yunho." he says and you let out a scoff. "no way..!" you say and he giggles. "let’s just name it.. star." he suggests and you tiredly nod into his chest. you took one last glance at star before yunho guided you back into the apartment for a good nights rest.

"mom! wake up!" your husband says, lightly removing the blankets off of you. you scrunch your face in confusion and sit up while rubbing your eyes. "why are you calling me mom?" you say, sending him a glare. "i figured you’d want to hear it since our girl called out to her father first." he says while you were yawning, causing you to stop and glare at him in shock as you tried to process his words. "yeah, i guess i’m the favourite." he says, playfully rolling his eyes and walking out the room. your eyes are pinned on him until he leaves the room before you get up to get ready for the day. you had taken a nap after a long day and it was now dark out and time for dinner. "my baby how can you betray me!" you say, as you walked into the living room and saw her playing silently on the carpeted floor. as yunho prepared something for you three to eat, you held your girl in your arms while you looked out the window. the feeling of familiar arms wrapping around you from behind almost scares you, gradually you naturally melted into them. "there are many stars out tonight." yunho says and you nod in agreement. your child squirms in your arms and reaches over for yunho. "oh not you star, i’m talking about the stars outside! look." he says, grabbing star from your arms and walking out into the balcony.

"yunho—" you follow behind him and walk out. "—it’s col- nevermind." it in fact was not cold. you smile as you admired the silhouettes of the two you loved the most, admiring the night sky like you did every night. "mom, come here." yunho says, reaching an arm out for you to sneak under. you send him the same glare as earlier before easily slipping under. he places a light kiss on your head and then one on star. as you three hold each other in silence, the view of a shooting star passing by quickly causes you to all look back at each other. "star!" star yells out and you drop your face in shock. "oh my god y/n, her second word was star!" yunho says, jumping happily and skipping inside. you watch yunho jump up and down with star inside the house with your jaw hung open then make your way inside. "star i can't believe i wasn’t second!"

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compass — s. jaeyun

hard to imagine series masterlist.

prompt: "i'm lucky you've been keeping me around"

content/warning(s): angst, bad mental health, implicit suicide.

wc: 1.2k

your phone rang non-stop, you wanted to ignore it the first few times because you were sleeping but it seems like it wasn't going to stop.

you grabbed your phone and you saw jake's name on the screen, your heart stopped for a moment so you rushed to answer.

"jake? are you okay? something happened? it's 3 in the morning" you could hear him cry and the terror took over your body, it was clear in your voice.

on the other end of the line, jake couldn't help but smile through tears. he knew that despite everything you would always answer his calls, even if you had a boyfriend that you loved, he would still be your priority and the most important person in your life. that idea was what kept him alive.

suddenly the urge to cry disappeared and was replaced by the urge to laugh at you. he wasn't sad, he wanted to believe that he never was but that he just needed to remind himself that nothing matters, you would always choose him.

but he clearly couldn't tell you that for anything in the world, so he followed up with his act.

"can you come here please?" he faked the best cry he could and you just stayed silent.

he knew that what he was asking you was too much, but he knew exactly the answer you would give him and that smile couldn't leave his face.

"i'm on my way" you hung up the call and jake forcefully threw the pill bottle he had in his hand towards the wall, causing them to spill onto the floor.

he would worry about that later. right now he could only think about you and how much he missed you that week. how much he missed seeing your face up close and touching it, as well as your soft hair.

he did not realize that he had injured his hand with his own nails from the pressure he was exerting until you knocked on the door of his apartment, which he ran to open.

seeing your face illuminated his entire life, although you looked tired, you had big dark circles under your eyes and you were in pajamas for him you would always be the most perfect person in the world.

"hey, are you okay?" he could see the concern you felt in your eyes. it wasn't bad for him to take advantage of that a bit, right?

that night you didn't need many words, after all you were tired and all jake needed was company and someone to make him feel that someone still cared. and you would always be there for him.

that was what you told him.

jake didn't want to think that what he was doing was wrong, so he continued with that and now you two were on the his bed cuddling with his head buried in your neck wanting to remember your scent forever, he could swear he was about to fall asleep with the caresses you gave to his hair and the comforting words that came from your lips made him feel like a little boy being cared for by his mother.

jake could hear your heartbeat and was disappointed once again to confirm that you didn't feel anything for him, your heart seemed off when you were with him while his ached from how hard it hit against his chest.

from the bottom of his heart he wanted it to be like this always, not only when he felt bad and was about to do something stupid, he begged you to leave your boyfriend, to see him as a man once and for all and not how someone you need to take care of as if he was a child, he would do what was in his power to make you notice him, so that you would see everything he can offer you and the unconditional love that he would give you. he was able to pull his own heart out of his chest just to give it to you.

even if he felt like a burden to you all the time, he wanted to get better and be okay so he could be with you.

but his hopes were completely dashed the same day that he was about to tell you his feelings but you cut him off to tell him that you had finally found someone special.

he will never forget that day, it was the worst he had in years.

he spent weeks practicing in his head the words he would say to you, he had written you a letter with the most sincere words coming from his soul and he had been looking for the most beautiful flowers to give you. but all that and his feelings ended up in the trash.

but he had to put up with it and pretend that nothing happened, because the last thing he wanted was to lose you. he didn't know what would become of him the moment you're gone, you were everything to him.

and he was grateful that despite everything you were still there to pick him up whenever he didn't have the strength.

you were his compass. and he wanted to be yours too.

the warmth of your body and the comfort of your touch made him fall asleep. and as expected, the next morning you weren't there anymore.

he wanted to cry again, but he didn't. he texted you but you never responded. he knew you saw them but he didn't know the reason why you didn't answer any of them.

and it took weeks again until you finally took one of his calls.

his eyes lit up and gained a little of the shine they had lost.

"hey! you answered... how are you? i just wanted to know if-"

"i'm sorry jake... i'm busy right now" and you cut the call. in those few seconds he could hear your boyfriend's voice in the background, telling you to hang up and that you shouldn't be talking to him.

he knew it.

he knew that sooner or later you would get bored of him or that he would suffocate you with his existence but he never wanted to accept it. he always wanted to believe that he was your priority and that you would run into his arms as soon as he called you. but it was all a lie that he created himself, he was his own worst nightmare and the creator of his problems.

without you, what was the point of living? you were the only person who had been there for him and the only person who knew what to say to him or how to make him feel good. besides you, he had no one else.

he dropped his cell phone to the floor, breaking instantly, letting the tears cover his face.

he looked up at the sky for one last time, asking it to protect you from everything since he could never do it for being a coward. praying that after this you would still remember him with love, praying that you would read the letter he left in his apartment that he stained with tears.

he didn't want to be forgotten.

he was scared of doing it, but he no longer even had a reason to be there, he closed his eyes and slowly let himself fall, in those last moments he could feel the warm embrace of the wind and finally after so long he could feel comfort in his heart, going where his compass guided him.

note: i'm not happy with this one and i wrote it like 3 times already but i hope yall like it! if theres a spelling mistake let me know ^^

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## MASCARA — xu minghao x f!reader

↳ while getting ready for your night out with minghao, he makes fun of that silly face you make when applying mascara—then later asks you to apply some on him as well.

warnings — none !

genre — short fluff ٩( ᐛ )و

"y/n~ i’m ready!" your boyfriend, minghao, says. he slightly fixed and rolled up his sleeves as he makes his way to the bathroom. he freezes at the doorway when he sees you hovering over the counter to get closer to the mirror. you were making a weird face as you applied your mascara to your bottom lashes. he lets out an airy chuckle and slowly walked in to stand behind you. he wrapped his arms around your waist, causing you to flinch back into him and he grins even wider. in his embrace, you still continue to apply the mascara as he smoothly moves your hair to the side and plastered kisses on your neck. "hao..stop." you say squirming. you look at him in the mirror with a smile and he looks up at you with his lips refusing to move from your neck, and sends back the same smile. "can you put some on me?" he points to the mascara spool in your hand. you look down at your hands then back up to his eyes and nod.

quickly, you move your things messily on the counter and make space for him to sit. he sits up effortlessly on the counter and pulls you in between his legs. you stare straight at him as you began applying the mascara to his long upper lashes. you tried to ignore the way he played with the side slits of your dress, the way he stared at you with adoring eyes, and how he traced his fingers on your lower back lovingly. his lashes were now longer and darker after applying the mascara on him and you couldn’t help but feel envious about his beauty. you kiss his cheek once you’ve finished and he quickly kisses yours back as a thank you. you both stare into each others eyes with complete smiles before breaking contact and admiring yourselves in the mirror. "i’m going to put on some cologne." minghao says, allowing you to finish up in the bathroom. you nod and begin to clean up the bathroom as there wasn’t anything else for you to do other than to put on your heels and walk out the door. after a few minutes, you smile at the now cleared up counter and take one last glance in the mirror before your boyfriend stumbled in. he walked in with his fingers under his eyes and his eyes rolled back, like he was trying to hold in tears.

"y/n! the cologne got into my eyes!" he says and you try holding in your snort. you let out quiet giggles watching as your boyfriend made the same stupid faces you were making earlier. "okay..but what are you doing?" you say, now fully laughing as you grabbed onto minghao's arms. "i’m trying to hold the tears, i can’t mess up my makeup." he says and you smile. you slowly remove his hands from his face and his watery eyes make eye contact with you. you replaced his fingers with your thumbs and begin collecting tear drops from his waterline. "it’s waterproof love." you say, wiping his eyes carefully. he sniffs awkwardly and chuckles. "oh.." he says, pulling you into a warm hug to hide his embarrassment. he rests his chin over your shoulder and you try to hold in your laughter this time. "okay, come on now. are you ready?" you say, patting his back. he breaks from the hug and nods, offering you a hand so you both could walk out the door together. you smile as you happily take it and you know in that very moment that he’s the only one you want to ever be with.

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## RED LIPSTICK — choi yeonjun x f!reader

↳ under the moonlight, you and your boyfriend let loose and dance, share playful bickers—and ruin that red lipstick of yours.

!! song sug — red lipstick by leehi

warnings — lot of kissing ಠ_ಠ

genre — fluff !!

it was a late friday night in spring, when you and yeonjun officially got together. now, after two years of being with each other, you both were at a restaurant filled with wealthy individuals, rich wine, and gold chandeliers to celebrate your second anniversary. everything seemed as if with one simple touch, it would shatter, and the price for what had shattered, would cost billions. yeonjun and you had never cared for anything expensive or fancy when it came to gifts or dates. however, you both decided to give it a try as this was an experience new and memorable. tonight, you were both just caught up in the vibe, drinking, laughing, and filling your stomachs. when paying the bill, you had both shared it as it was what you always did on big events like this and when you two had bickered on who was paying. though, you both left your childish behaviour at home and tried to blend in with the well mannered people surrounding you. as if you two were either on a wanted list or a red carpet couple, stares were pinned on the two of you from almost every table on your way out. yeonjun had worn a black suit with a button undone, it looked slim and fit on him. to top it off, he had chosen a red blazer that matched the exact shade of your red satin dress. it had a scandalous slit on the side and it was slightly exposed on the back. yeonjun thought you looked gorgeous tonight like every other day, he was extremely proud when he had helped you put on your jewelry on the way.

"god, that was painful." yeonjun huffed out, once you two were now out in the moonlight. "you’re right, it was stuffy in there." you replied. both of you were a bit tipsy since you had drank a few, though you both knew how to handle your drinks. you pulled out your compact mirror from your purse to fix your makeup. walking slowly on the sidewalk, yeonjun with his hands in his pocket, watched as you cleaned your red lipstick. "quit staring." you hummed feeling his sharp eyes on you like you always did. you still remained looking into the mirror. just after, he quickly grabbed your arm and pulled you into his chest, causing you to look around in panic. "yeonjun, what are you doing?!" you whisper yelled, looking around in relief when you saw the street empty. "what's the point of fixing your lipstick if I’m just going to mess it all up again?" he says. you shake your head with a smile, and walked to the cross light, waiting for light to turn red to cross. yeonjun, who eagerly wanted to kiss you right now, grabbed you again and wrapped his arms around your waist, refusing to let go. you raised a brow and waited for him to do what he wanted, if he wanted to act so bold to do so. catching you by surprise, he leans in and pecks your lips multiple times, not backing away. "the light is red." you mumble, as he still kissed all over your face. "red doesn’t always mean stop." he stupidly stated before pulling away, devilishly looking at you from under the street light. his smirk and the way he had looked at you, hands still on you, had you in a trance. "you got a little something there." he pointed at the corner of your mouth and walked away whistling, as he crossed the empty street. your mouth hung open in complete shock as you watched him walk away under the red light.

you walked faster to catch up with your boyfriend. "you think you’re funny?" you sarcastically say, fixing yourself in the mirror again. it would be hilarious to anyone if they had saw the way you two had acted in the restaurant compared to now. but, the people you were now with each other, was all normal, bickering and being this playful was both of your love languages. "actually, i believe i am extremely hilari—" the sound of jazz—like music started, interrupting yeonjun and making him jump slightly, like a frightened cat. "come on, let’s see!" you giggled at how startled he got and began walking towards the crowd that was slowly forming. in awe, you watched as people danced everywhere to this music the band played, and singer sang effortlessly, yeonjun watched in awe from behind you as well. 'before the night is gone, do it right now. can you feel something so loud between you and me? with those lips, tell me that you love me.'

at these lyrics, you turn around to face yeonjun who stood there already looking at you, your heart skipped a beat as both of your thoughts connected in one. it was clear to everybody that you two were in love. just like that, yeonjun stepped back slightly and offered a hand in front of you. you looked at his palm waiting for yours and then smiled, not hesitating to put your hand into his. he kissed the back of your hand before walking fast, pulling you behind him. the music and the crowd was now faint and the sound of both of your heeled shoes were clanking on the sidewalk. 'just dance, dance, dance, keep on. dance, dance, dance, people.' "you heard the song." yeonjun stopped, twirling you around and catching you with surprise. you stayed in a dip position looking up at yeonjun with wide eyes as he looked down at you with a wide smile. "you’re always blowing my mind." you raise your brows with a smile, patting his chest so he could bring you back up. you walked away from him and sat on the nearest bench, reaching for your feet to take off your heels and rest. surprising you again, yeonjun jumps on the bench beside you, the sound of the large thud startling you, and you look up at him again. "come on, i can dance all night. six in the morning and i'll still be going." he says, reaching out a hand to you again. you roll your eyes playfully and grab his hand, he instantly pulls you up causing you to almost fall if it weren’t for his strong hold on your waist. the street light was almost like your spotlight as you two stood in the middle, underneath it. the stars in the sky shined brightly as if it were your audience.

the faint sound of the song was still playing, so yeonjun took that opportunity to jump off the bench and lead you to the ground softly. he twirls you again, this time doesn’t dip you but swiftly takes off his blazer, and wraps it around you. he stretches out his arms, his broad figure now noticeable without the blazer and winks at you before running off. you gulp as you watch him walk away and scoff. hurriedly, you put on back your heels and try to catch up to him. however, as you walked forward, he was nowhere to be seen. "my love!" you hear his familiar voice and turn around to see him leaning on a street light pole. he spins around it and moves to you, kissing your cheek. he spins around to your opposite side to leave you again, but you manage to grab onto his collar and look at him in the eyes. "who are you running from?" you smirk, looking into his hungry eyes. you lean in to kiss him but stop before your lips could meet. smirking again, you take the blazer off from around your shoulders, and throw it into his chest before walking away, with a playful sway to your hips. yeonjun watched as you walked away happily, still feeling the heat rise to his face as he was deeply anticipating for that kiss.

on the way back to the apartment you two shared, you both teased each other as much as you could and danced around the sidewalk. like in the movies, you both danced your hearts desire until your feet were sore. reaching the apartment, you fix your messed up hair as yeonjun panted lightly and ran a hand through his black slicked back hair, since small strands were falling in front of his face. you both stepped into the elevator, mirrors surrounding you everywhere, and the dimmed golden light brightly hitting your tired eyes. as the doors started to close, Yeonjun turned in front of you and backed you up into the wall. "whatever it is you’re waiting for, i'm telling you now that it isn’t going to happen." you raised your brow and looked away confidently. yeonjun only tightened his grip on your waist and titled his head sideways, the look in his eyes were asking if you were sure. you watched from the corner of your eye as the small strands of his hair that were supposed to be slicked back neatly, were now messily falling down; it made him more attractive.

as yeonjun accepted how you refused to give him what he wanted, he leaned in and started to give your neck warm butterfly kisses. you let out faint giggles and wrapped your arms tighter around his neck. he looked back up at you with a loving smile and you couldn’t help but lean in and mess up your red lipstick all over again with him. you both shared a passionate kiss, pulling away occasionally to look at each other in the eyes. yeonjun occasionally cupped the side of your face and always smirked when your breathing had shook. you hit his chest every time you felt that cocky smirk on his face when he kissed you, and it only made him chuckle deeply. when you both let go, you two were breathless. yeonjun, who now had two times more of red lipstick smudged on his lips, reached into your bag and pulled out your tube of lipstick. "can i write with this? i’ll buy you a new one." he said. you looked at him confused but nodded afterwards as you didn’t really care. there wasn’t much product left in the tube. he opened the cover and wrote on the mirror, "red doesn’t always mean stop." you scoff at the familiar message he had said earlier, and the elevator door opened right on time. yeonjun looked at you with a proud smile. he grabbed your hand and you two shared a playful laugh as you ran out the elevator in hurry back to your apartment, so nobody would catch you vandalizing the elevator mirror and to end off tonight smudging more of your red lipstick.

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## RED THREAD —nishimura riki x gn!reader

↳ the red thread that pulled you and riki together by fate, wasn’t enough to pull you two together on thin ice.

warnings — character death, drowning

genre — pure angst

"that’s not how you do it you dummy." you say, grabbing your friends shivering hands which were attempting to tie a red thread around your pinky.

he looks up at you with wide eyes and you crack a grin at the sight of his cold rudolph nose. carefully, you grab the boys hand and begin knotting the thread around his pinky. you tie it securely so it doesn’t go losen, but also so it doesn’t feel tight around him. "this is not good for our blood circulation, especially in this weather." he says, now grabbing your hand to tie the other end on your pinky. you furrow your brows as you look at the boy putting all his concentration on the thread. "riki..this was your idea!" you say, scooping a bit of snow from the side of the bench and throwing it at him. he successfully shields himself with his arm before sending you a playful glare. "yes but i regret it now since this is so hard." he states, bringing the thread up to his mouth to lick it. quickly, you reach out and grab his wrist, halting him from putting the thread in his mouth.

"i’m not a needle, you don’t need to do all that." you giggle, guiding his hands on how he was suppose to tie it around your pinky. after a couple of tries, he breaks out in a proud smile and intertwined your pinkies without warning. you two tightly wrap your pinkies around each others and huddle in closer to kiss your thumbs. "why did you want to do this again? you haven’t told me the meaning yet." you say, the both of you still huddled together. "too lazy to explain, i'll tell you next time." he teases and lets out a scoff. you scrunch your face and move back slightly, as the mist from his cold breath attacked your face. he slowly gets up and lends you a hand, making sure to be careful with his movements as you two were both connected. "you better stay close because if you fall on the ice on our way home, i’m going down with you." you scold him, carefully walking down the paved path beside him. "of course you’re doing down with me, isn’t that what friends are for?" he says and you glare back up at him. you two were the bestest of friends, it wasn’t a lie if you were to say you had a little crush on him. platonically or not, he was your tall best friend that made you feel less of a burden with every moment you spent despite his childlike behaviour.

as you two walked under the grey skies in a comfortable silence, you noticed the tense aura of the boy beside you and his shivering figure. "riki, are you feeling cold?" you ask, concerned laced in your voice. "i’m fine." he sends you a warm smile under his cold skin. your eyes trailed onto his attire that you now noticed. he was wearing casual clothing and looked like he had just threw on a coat and left the house. and, it was true. he had rushed out the house to see you in a hurry, not caring about the harsh weather outside. with a smile, you slowly intertwined your threaded hand with his. he flinches slightly at your warm contact before awkwardly looking away. as you two began walking carefully on the iced cover path, you two stopped on the small bridge that you two always crossed in your neighborhood. "remember how we tried fishing here when we were kids?" riki said, leaning against the cold metal rails. you let out a chuckle as you stared down at the small stream that was now solid frozen. "and how you wasted all of your bread trying to feed the nonexistent fish?" you say and he rolls his eyes attempting to walk away. "where do you think you’re going?" you say, wrapping your finger around the thread and pulling him in. he seems to have forgotten about the thread when he stumbles back and bumps softly into you. one of his hands automatically wrap around your waist, while his other connected with your hand as if you two were ballroom dancing. his hair falls slightly down over his eyes as he looked down at you and you gulped at the scene in front of you. after a while of silence, you two cough awkwardly and move away from each other. "do you want to go down there?" riki suggests, nudging his head at the frozen lake down the stream.

you look at the lake and then back at him with a contemplative look before nodding in agreement and walking down with him. even though riki could easily hop down all the rocks to get to the lake, he slowed down his pace and walked carefully to make sure you got down safe. "let’s not go too far out, riki." you say, staying close to him as you both walked on the edge of the frozen lake. "if you feel scared you can always hold my hand." he says, walking backwards and offering you an empty hand in front of him. you squint your eyes as you looked at his hand, then back into his eyes before huffing and declining it. "i can't believe you just declined the hand of nishimura riki." he says, trailing behind you with his tied hand out. you let out a chuckle and he smiles ear to ear at the sound. as you two got distracted and walked deeper into the lake, the thread tying your pinkies together snapped and fell lightly on the ice. with shocked faces, you both look at the thread and your pinkies. "don’t worry, i’ve got more!" riki says, pulling out more thread from his coat pocket. you two now sit on the ice as riki offered to tie it again. you watched in pure awe as he now tied it with skill, it was clear he had taken tips and learned from the first time.

"you still haven’t told me the meaning." you say and he looks up at you with raised brows. he removed the extra thread that was between his teeth then looked down at your hand to concentrate again. "this is our fate, it means we were destined to meet each other. well..that’s what i know." he says, refusing to make eye contact with you. you gulp and then widen your eyes. "like the anime? your name!" you state and he snickers. "ooo yeah!" he sits up, giving you a finger gun. you take the other side of the thread from him and then begin wrapping it around his pinky. however, before you get to secure the first knot, the sound of crackling fills your ears. "riki.." you whisper, your heart beating much faster than usual. he senses worry in your tone and is about to move closer to ask if everything was alright, until the same sound reaches his ears. you both freeze in panic, neither one of you moving an inch and instead staring into each other’s eyes. riki slowly turns his head, in hopes of the sound being a bird that just so happened to pay a visit. though that was all false hope when the view of the ice cracking rapidly, meets his eyes. "y/n, please do not move." he says softly but his voice began to shake.

"please don’t tell me the ice is cracking." you say in a whisper and turn your head slightly to see the same view. your heart drops when you realized how far you both were away from where you came from, you hadn’t remembered coming out this far. "we need to go the same way we came from." he says, holding onto your hand. the ice around and underneath you, then began to crack. yours and riki's breathing only began to hitch. "y/n.. look at me." he says and you listen. his pinning eyes comforted you the same way his words always did. you let out a breath before nodding. he slowly begins to stand up onto his feet, which was a horrible idea as the ice around him cracked even more. "go first, then i’ll get up." you say, watching as the ice below him was too weak to hold two standing bodies. he looked at you with an "are you crazy?" look and reached out a hand for you to grab. "riki, this is not the time just walk a little further." you say and he looks at you sadly before hesitating. he walks a couple steps further, increasing the distance between you two. you now got up slowly and walked on the opposite end from where he was. the ice cracked in between you two, separating you both only by an inch. "we just have to go slowly to the end okay? it doesn’t matter if we aren’t walking together." you say, in hopes to comfort him. you noticed the way his eyes trembled and his hesitation. without this composed side of you, he wouldn’t be able to try to get through this calmly.

slowly but surely, you two took turns to walk farther and farther. you hadn’t made it that far, but it was progress. "okay, it’s your turn come." riki says, after taking a couple steps forward and coming to a complete stop. you nod and slowly walk on the ice. though, because of your hesitation on the last step, the ice underneath you cracks loudly and breaks. you swiftly dodged the hole that was awaiting your fall but because of the quick dodge, your next step was about to be heavy. before everything could happen, riki grabbed onto you and crashed you into him on the same spot. his breathing was heavy as he held onto you like it was the last. your body was frozen and you felt paralyzed at the event that had happened. "don’t scare me like that." riki breathes out, pulling away slightly to scan your features. you blink rapidly and gulp, turning forward. "we're walking together now." he says, intertwining his bare hand with your threaded one. words fail to come out of your mouth and you just nod, taking small steps with the boy beside you. it was only a matter of seconds before the loud cracking reached your ears again. you turned to look back, widening your eyes as you see the hole you created earlier, separating the rest of the ice into flat icebergs. it all felt as quick as a blink when the ice around you two broke, breaking your original path.

"go!" you say, pushing riki slightly to the only open path left. you two were almost there, there was no time to waste anymore. "you’re coming with me, don’t be crazy!?" he screams, causing you to shiver a bit. "we can’t go together or we're done for, just go!" you say eagerly again. as much as he wanted to refuse, this situation was too big to be arguing. he trusted that when he walked the path and turned around, you would be right behind him. he trusted that by the end of this, he'd get to embrace you and promise he wouldn’t ever put you in a situation like this again. he trusted that he'd get the chance to connect the thread between you two again one last time. however, when he let out a breath of relief and turned around to signal at you to come over, you were no where to be found. riki's face ran cold and his body felt limb. he didn’t know if he was imagining things or if you vanished into thin air. that’s when he saw the ice you were standing on broken into tiny bits of pieces and the red thread left dangling on your finger, ripped on the edge of the ice.

"y/n!" he screamed loudly, sending a shock into his own ears. his voice echoed through the empty and grey scenery as he quickly made his way back to where you were. he hadn’t cared about how the ice broke more underneath him or if there wasn’t any way back. he needed to save you. he paddled his hands in the water in a hurry and widened his eyes when the sight of your hand with the remaining thread tied onto it, came to his view. without hesitation, riki jumped into the water and grabbed you with all the energy he had left in him. his head was a mess as there were countless of thoughts and no thoughts running through it at the same time. if anything, his only thought was you. as he reached out to your unconscious body, it seemed that your body fell deeper into the abyss. riki only swam and reached forward but it was no use as you disappeared. as much as he wanted to keep going to you, he couldn’t and his body automatically went back to the surface. his ears unclogged with the freezing cold water and he met with the fresh air. realizing his came up alone, he let out a cry, his eyes shut and body went numb.

riki opened his eyes in a panic and viewed his surroundings. his attire was the same and he was at the small familiar bridge. however he was alone, he got up tiredly and used all that was in him to jump down the rocky path to the stream. his body went heavy when his eyes met with a bunch of ambulances and police surrounding the scene. though, that all blurred when he saw you sitting on a rock with a blanket wrapped around your cold and wet figure. he hurriedly made his way to you and wrapped his whole body around you. "you’re okay." he whispered, his body trembled around you and his own weight felt too heavy for himself. you continued to look over his shoulder with a blank expression and he figured you were in complete shock. he broke the hug from you and stared into your eyes with his face fully wet from tears. your eyes remove from the ice and slowly make its way to his teary face. slowly, you remove your hand from inside your blanket and he notices how scratched and purple it was, yet the thread still loosely tied on it. he melts into your touch when you slowly put your palm against his cheek. "y/n, let’s get you inside the van." some paramedics say, making their way to you two. riki stands up and offers to help you up but it seemed like the paramedics ignored his complete presence.

riki reached out a hand to you but froze completely when you suddenly got up and went through him like a ghost. his body ran cold and he stiffly turned around. "y/n." he said, as you slowly walked away with the help of the paramedics. "y/n!" he yelled louder but his voice only drowned deeper and you got farther. "y/n!" he yelled for the final time but nobody bat an eye at the boy. he fell onto his knees and that’s when he noticed his completely dried up clothes and hair. "hurry! faster!" someone yells, rolling a stretcher quickly. riki quickly gets up and follows the stretcher, feeling unsettled on how nobody noticed him there. he waited until the paramedics around him turned their backs and dispersed. he hovered his hand over the covered body and gulped. he hesitates before lifting the sheet and uncovering the face. there his own lifeless body laid with no hope of surviving. in horror, he widens his eyes and moves back slowly. "hey! who uncovered him?" a paramedic yells, but it all muffled up in his ears. he stands alone in the chaos of a crowd but everything looked like a blur and sounded like a muffle. he closes his eyes in hopes to open it as if it were a nightmare. though, nothing but the memories only come back to his mind.

"go!" riki says, pushing you slightly to the only open path. you two were almost there, there was no time to waste anymore. "you’re coming with me, don’t be crazy!?" you scream, causing him to shiver a bit. "we can’t go together or we're done for, just go!" he says eagerly again. as much as you wanted to refuse, this situation was too big to be arguing. you trusted that when you walked the path and turned around, that he would be right behind you. you trusted that by the end of this, you'd get to embrace him and promise you wouldn’t ever put him in a situation like this again. you trusted that you'd get the chance to connect the thread between you two again one last time. however, when you let out a breath of relief and turned around to signal at him to come over, he was nowhere to be found. as riki watched you cross to the other side, he knew this was it for him. the ice was getting thinner and with one final step, he was gone. he smiled sadly as he watched your back faced towards him. "turn around, let me see you one last time." he said in his head, but you don’t. he lets out a tired chuckle and looked down, watching as the ice was about to break beneath his feet. and just like that, it broke and he fell through like planned.

he still had a chance, a chance to swim back up to the surface and grab on whatever he can. though his body refused to move, like it automatically froze as soon as he touched the water. he began to close his eyes and let the depths of the unknown consume him, but the sight of someone jumping in and reaching out to him was the last thing he saw before his eyes fully shut. "that’s right, it wasn’t me who tried to save you, you tried to save me." he mumbled to himself. "i couldn’t save him." he heard your voice from inside of the van. quickly he makes his way to you and begins to tear up at your stone cold expression. "i’m okay y/n! look i’m here!" riki panics, running to kneel in front of you. he ignores all the people huddled around you and only focuses on you. he watches as you played with the red thread on your finger and he begins to tear up even more. hurriedly, he digs into his pocket and pulls out more of the leftover thread. "look! we can redo it, it’s fine don’t cry!" the boy says stupidly, as he was the one crying the most. his hands shake as he attempted to tie the thread around your pinky. however the thread only went through you. riki was frustrated and he wanted to scream but his voice failed him. he began tying the thread on his own pinky instead, and held it up in front of you. "see..we’re still—" he begins, his tears choking him up from his words. he watches as your eyes fall onto his hand but he knows you’re not really looking at him. "i’m still here." he mumbles, resting his head in your lap as he let his tears fall numbly and quickly.

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