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[ukittyu]

Jack In The Box!

Summary: You never seen it's face but you've seen it's silhouette. You've heard it's laugh and sometimes it calls your name. It's always been this way but it was always at the back of your mind, until, due to a series of unfortunate events that led you to a mental hospital for a couple weeks, things started to get trippy.

Part 3

TW: Yandere themes, traumatic childhood, substance ingest, Imaginary friend turned sleep paralysis demon!Hoseok AU! Slow-burn. This episode contains violence, leave if you're sensitive. TW will be updated if needed.

As expected, you didnt get any sleep thst night. You tried everything to keep your mind busy with other things. you wanted to sleep, you didn't wanted to give up your rest for a nightmare but the fear was swallowing you whole. Your neck hurted and you spended quite the time trying to cover them up with make up, sunday. Today its the day you must do something for this.

The night was warm and despite being in the middle of the city, there wasnt much noise. It got on your nerves, you hated this silence, in silence you could only hear your thoughts, so you played music, watched some mvs on your tv. 3:00am on your clock your eyelids felt so heavy, your body was fighting to stay sat and straight. Everything was so boring and this dread on your stomach, you knew it well.

You felt lonely and even though you considered yourself the most independent person, you wer afraid to be alone, to feel alone. You found it weird that none of your friends responded through out the day, it led you to overthinking. "Maybe they still sleeping?" "Or maybe the just got tired of me." Am I just the party friend? Do I even have real friends?" You did, you were certain of that until yesterday. You felt like when you were little.

When you will ask the kids from your block to play with you and they gave you bad faces or straight up told you to get lost. Same in some parks, same in the school. You weren't the most introverted but also not that outgoing, you felt like it was a good amount of both. You always tried to make people laugh, talk about intresting topics, anything to be accepted because most of the time you didn't feel like being enough.

Two tears scaped your eyes as you reminisce, you held your knees up to your body and hid your face in them as you sobbed. Seems like you've never got over that awful moments. Your mind recalling all your sad memories. Like when you told your parents that you wanted to dance, be a professional dancer one day and they just laughed, when a little girl pushed you out the playground claiming your were a crazy weirdo and your teacher laughed from afar.

These and many more, they still hurted and you cried like you haven't done in a while. You were to busy getting your life together, hanging out. You felt like your real life begun after 14. People approached you willingly, people wanted to be your friend as if it was magic, as if that gloomy cloud raining above your head disappeared.

You felt accepted, content with this people who became your family, you kept 3 of your first teenage friends til this day and you were so grateful. You wished them the best always. That's when your phone beeped. Your group chat had like 10 messages, you smiled relieved.

They always got your back, it was as if they sensed everytime you felt bad but they coming up and responding in the middle of the night was far from comforting today. They said that one of your friends, Misa hadn't picked up her phone nor responded since the night of the party. The rest, Max and Syd your guyfriends were asking if you knew something. Worried as hell you said no, that it was the same with you, she never responded.

The 3 of you made plans to meet the next day to look for her. This was beyond odd. Misa was always a responsible girl, she always texted back, she always made sure her people know where she's at, what she's up to. If you were worried before this got even worse. The sun rised up again and you were still awake, eyes puffy from all the crying and tiredness.

You got up from the bed and had your breakfast. 2 hours lattee you hear a banging in your soor you open up to see both of your friends. You received them with a smile but their faces were the exact opposite. They looked kinda like you, dark bags under their eyes, they were looking pale and mad. You let them in and Max speaks first.

"Do you have any idea of where she could been?"The air got thick and there was a couple seconds of silence as all of you recalled the last time you saw her."I never saw her leave the house, I left first and said goodbye. She was here with you "

"Yes, she was but she left in the morning, after everyone left. She was heading home."

"She never answered our calls, her phone seems to be off. Her family is looking for her already."

There was this silence again, you looked down, feeling a sorrow. This was all wrong, your friend, she cannot be lost, you tried to be positive and think maybe she lost her phone and it's out with some other friends, maybe, even if it didnt make sense. "What's on your neck?" Max pointed out and you panicked, you forgot it and you quickly covered the marks." Hey what's happening? Who did this to you?" Syd was agitated, raging at the thought of someone hurting you.

"It's nothing, I swear. I just..." You couldn't make up any explication at the moment and sighed."

"Does it have to do with Misa? Did someone did something to you and her? Where is she?!"

The situation was getting out of hand as Max grabbed your arms as he shouted every question into your face. Tears spilled from your eyes and you said "I...I can't explain." He let go of you and run his hand into his hair as he sigh.

"Listen, I'm sorry. I'm just nervous with all of this. Misa suddenly vanished into thin air and you, you appear with marks on your neck. You know you can trust in us, just tell us what happened!"

He screamed last sentence and broke down in tears. Syd was shaking, the pressure of the conflict was to much to take.

"L-let's just calm down. She's going to come back...anytime." That was all Syd said during the evening. Max just cried with you and apologized like a thousand times. They left a couple hours later and promised to stay tuned to any update or news.

As they were living Syd stood at the door for a second and turned around to you.

"If she doesnt show up...and you don't explain what happened to your neck, I'm calling the cops on you." Then he left. You couldnt understand how your friends switched this way. They were never rude to you, never had this demeanor, you understood, you felt scared too and you knew that you'll freak out in their position but mever this way.

There was never a dull moment beside them and now that Misa was gone, everything went downhill. Once again you didnt sleep, you tried to find your old therapist number. You remember her name, the last time you met her she worked at your school but she didn't work there anymore. You searched for her name online but there was no phone number, hopeless you threw yourself on your bed, as you looked up you saw your plushie fall from behind your pillows.

"Hey, where you've been little doll?" You held it above your face to examine it well. It was grey colored, his head was like a skull, x-cross were it's eyes and it had little pants and gloves like the old cartoons. Your mom never liked it, she said it seemed like it was dead and it creeped her out.

You never felt afraid of it, it comforted more than any person has, it was there in your worst and best moments. As if it was your first best friend, but somehow you knew it wasn't, you didnt remember how you got it either. You just know you had it since you were like 11. Once again you felt the sting of your tears in your eyes, you wanted to go back to where good things started to happen to you, you knew that life its a cycle and everything need to balance itself but you wanted to be tranquil. You hadn't felt this bad in a long time.

A feeling of emptiness, feeling like you disappointed your friends and now they doubt of you. In a sense they're in their right, one of their friends is missing and the last person to be seen with her has her throat marked up. Still it hurted you that after all these years of friendship, they turned into your chosen family and this was the first breaking point in which you felt like everything could end terribly wrong. You hugged your plushie as your tears ran down your face, slowly you drifted off.

A/N:Hey! Sorry for taking so long to upload this one, I wasnt really satisfied with the result. It's much like a filling chapter? If thats the right expression? Im working on the next but hope you can understand the character a lil nore now. As always thank you for waiting and reading!

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[ukittyu]

Jack In The Box!

Summary: You never seen it's face but you've seen it's silhouette. You've heard it's laugh and sometimes it calls your name. It's always been this way but it was always at the back of your mind, until, due to a series of unfortunate events that led you to a mental hospital for a couple weeks, things started to get trippy.

Part 2

TW: Yandere themes, traumatic childhood, substance ingest, Imaginary friend turned sleep paralysis demon!Hoseok AU! Slow-burn. This episode contains violence, leave if you're sensitive. TW will be updated if needed.

You woke up feeling as if you were stranggled, gasping for air, trashing up in your bed. You opened your eyes and saw it was still dark outside, you calmed down and turned on your bedside light. The clock said 05:04am. You held your head as you felt the hangover kicking in.

You're glad it's already saturday, another day to rest ahead. So now you lied in your bed but couldn't get back to sleep. You hate sleep paralysis so much, you're tired of nightmares and you hadn't much of it lately but they always coming back. Then the thought of it make you wonder, why suddenly your mind it's playing games with you again? The shadow, his shadow, because you know him well, because, even though the years got to him as well, his sinister smile was the same, the apple of his cheeks.

But he looked so creepy, so dark and evil now, it made you fear closing your eyes and seeing him again. Why did you have to get back to the bad thoughts and even personalize them? Because that's what you did you invented one person in your mind, haven't you?

You got up from the bed soon as the sun rised up. Body heavy and your head tummering. With a grunt you got ready to do some house chores, once you finish you'll have some snacks. It was a warm spring day, you couldn't find much to do, tv shows were so boring and none of your friends answered your messages, seems like they were still sleeping, you thought.

You spent the rest of the day eating, watching some movies slumped in your couch till the sun was begin to set. The orange sunlight felt so cozy in your face, you were so tired but you couldn't sleep nor take a nap. You got up and put on some music, you wanted to forget about how lonely you felt today and the uncomfortable nightmare. You closed your eyes and danced. Danced like you always did when nobody's watching, feeling yourself and feeling lucky for this new beginning, this new place, your friends.

All your happy memories spread out in your head, so you smiled with your eyes closed, while you danced and...it did too. A cold breeze break through your window as the sunlight disappeared. You opened your eyes to see darkness. As if the sun was never there, you could still see the silhouettes of the buildings outside, your house but the sky was a deep green color, the music no longer sounding.

You felt a knot in your stomach and chills running up your spine. You breathing got heavier, your vision dizzy. Everything started to spin, you lost your balance but you never hit the floor. Eyes heavy and in the dark did not make much of it but you felt arms around you, one arm on your waist and the other holding your head.

You felt his breathing just above your upper lip, mind out of this world you opened your mouth unconsciously and whispered "Hobi?" The room got silent, all the buzzing, the white sound that could've been was gone and the rush of all your senses burned in your body. Your eyes adjusted to the dark and you saw a shadow hovering above you, it had no face just to little dots shinning were eyes were supposed to be. The fear rushed into your brain and the hands holding you snaked off your body to tangle in your neck, chocking you.

You tried to move your arms, tried to scream but again you were paralyzed. You thought this was the end of your life, or maybe your life was just a dream? Maybe you never got out of your miserable life and these last days, months and years were all an illusion and that's when it hit you. You were dreaming. "I'm just dreaming." The desperation got into you, "I'm just dreaming, I'm just dreaming" you repeated like a mantra as the hands around your neck got tighter.

"I'm just dreaming" you let out your last breath when you hit the floor. Astonished, you woke up in your living room, the sun has already set but the sky was still blue. The TV was still on, did you fell asleep in your couch? So you never played the music? It was a sleep paralysis again? You got up head and bum hurting because of the fall. You were now pissed off, how come you cannot sleep without being strangled in your dreams?

These last days were wonderful, you wanted to keep it that way and rest before getting back to work the monday. You went to the bathroom, when you turned on your light to see your reflection in the mirror, you were horrified. There were marks in your neck.

Your blood ran cold, how come? It cannot be, it was a dream. You fell asleep in the couch and the vision again, the paralysis. You looked ar the mirror again, the marks were still there, they were real. You tried to make it make sense.

Maybe you tangled your earphones around your neck? They werent even on the couch. You felt like your sanity was starting to cramble, if this was real, you didnt know what to do. Was a demon trying to steal your soul? A ghost in the house who wants you to leave? No one will believe you and youll probably will be sent to a mental hospital.

You laughed in frustration, even though you fight to keep it out of your mind it kept coming back, it was just a childhood imaginary friend, right? So why is it hunting you still after all these years. You dont remember the last time you saw it, nor how the whole situation ended. There was just one person who knew about it, your psychologist.

It's been years since you had an appointment with them, you were a teenager and this imaginary friend thing long forgotten but maybe you could give it a try and maybe she knew what was this all about.

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AN: Heey I'm so sorry for taking so long:(( my personal life has been pretty crazy before I even started to write this and after I published the first part I've been so busy and unmotivated. Hopefully I'm doing and feeling better now so I can keep up! Thanks to all the people who supported and like my writing, I'll try to improve every day. Your feed back is always well received!

Love, Kitty~☆

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[ukittyu]

Jack In The Box!

Summary: You never seen it's face but you've seen it's silhouette. You've heard it's laugh and sometimes it calls your name. It's always been this way but it was always at the back of your mind, until, due to a series of unfortunate events that led you to a mental hospital for a couple weeks, things started to get trippy.

Part 1

TW: Yandere themes, traumatic childhood, substance ingest, Imaginary friend turned sleep paralysis demon!Hoseok AU! Slow-burn. TW will be updated if needed.

A/N: So this is going to be a series, I've been really inspired by Hobi's new concept, remember to stream 'MORE'. Hope you like it and it'll mean a lot to me if you shared your thoughts to motivate or help me in my writing. English it's not my native language.

You had a tough childhood to say the least, you've experimented things, seen things that no one is ready for but still you've always make it through with a smile. You weren't difficult, nor a burden to anybody to be honest; but some people just couldn't bear to left you in peace. Your parents as the biggest example.

Distant, strict, violent, straight up as if you weren't a human being with feelings and emotional needs to grow up as a normal person. You'll see the relationships your classmates had with their parents and envy them, envy anyone who hasn't been neglected. It seemed as if, no matter how hard you tried to be perfect, it was never enough. So to safe yourself from your cruel reality you always imagined.

Imagined a better life, better parents, better plans or maybe just someone to actually listen to you and ask you how you feel. So when you were 5 years old, you'll lock yourself in your room or maybe go to your garden to see your little friend and talk with him about everything and anything.

His name was Hobi, it was fun to say, he'll always come to your backyard, or sneak into your room at night. You were so innocent back then, you weren't counsicuos of the world and it's rules, so you'll laugh out loud when Hobi said something funny or did a funny dance and that's how you've gained a tedious reputation. The kids from the block, your parents, everyone watched you talk alone and laugh and dance and...exactly. Thought you were crazy, frequently you'll be sent to the school's psychologist because you wouldn't stop whispering "Hobi, go away. It's not funny anymore" or "go home." Until you cried eventually.

That's when you started to be seen as a weirdo at school and started to isolate yourself, either way, Hobi didn't like it when you'll play with other kids, he'll get grumpy at home and won't talk to you. You'll have nightmares everytime he got mad.

He was really scary sometimes. As things became gradually worst, his appearances stressed you out because he wasn't funny, he wasn't nice to you anymore. He appeared in the worst moments ever and you just couldn't ignore him. He'll jump on every corner of the room while you studied or when your parents talked to you, he'll sang songs out loud so you couldn't hear them. In school, he'll make faces behind your teacher or scare you out of nowhere. Your parents searched professional help due to your school's exigencies. Your psychologist told you that he was a way to cope with your loneliness, the pressure but that he was never part of your reality, he was a product of your mind. Slowly you started to forget everything about him and you became a new person. Antidepressants worked miracles but awakened other needs in your life.

Now that your of-age it sounds like a funny memory. You got to live alone in your own department, have a decent job, right amount of friends and social life, life seemed pretty gloomy at first but as you gained your independence you turned everything upside down. Your teenage years were kinda crazy too, not gonna lie.

Partying till the morning, substances and alcohol. Your parents taught you what you needed to know about it and there was nothing the could say to you after all. Now unpacking your last boxes, you just found old pictures of you and started to reminisce all of this, you sigh in content. Glad it's over and you're becoming what you were always supposed to be, just like everyone else.

Thinking about partying didn't sound so fun anymore but today is friday, and your friends already invited you to some places. You don't remember the last time you felt this way, light as a feather, laughing and dancing in the center of the floor. You got good dancing skills, they'll say. That was when you saw him from afar, everything was moving in slow motion and the color lights flashing everywhere but they didn't reflect on him, as if he was just a shadow, standing in the middle of the room.

You thought it was a bad trip, you were just being paranoid but suddenly your senses intensified as if you were sleepwalking and suddenly woke up. Your sweat felt cold you started to look around, when you found yourself stuck between like a hundred bodies you got back to the table your friends were at, you told them you'll go home and meanwhile some complained about you leaving too early, the rest discussed who'll get you home. You laughed it off and told them it wasn't necessary. You promised to take care, it made you feel warm inside, to feel cared for someone, you left the club with a smile.

Thankfully the club was a couple blocks from your new home so you decided to go walking. The temperature descended a lot, and compared to the club and all the hot bodies surrounding you a couple minutes ago, you were freezing. You'll pass by an alley and heard someone calling your name. You stoped on your tracks to take a look but it seemed empty. Just a light street illuminating the very back of it.

You hear a giggle this time and gasped. That's when you saw the shadow again, against the alley's wall, it was the particular form of it's head, as if it had a clown hat, you felt goosebumps as it disappeared as soon as you saw it. You started to speed up the pace and got to your apartment. You attempted to put the keys in the lock but tou couldn't stop shivering. You didn't know if it was the cold, what you consumed or maybe fear. It couldn't be.

You got to open the door and closed full forse. You put all the locks, the only light that let you see was the moonlight picking though your green courtains. You sighed on relief now that you were there, you were actually excited to get some sleep in your cozy bed and hold your plushie tight. You loved the doll you once found on your backyard and kept it with you everynight.

It appeared when you were like 11 and Hobi started to visit you less and less until he never appeared anymore. He was a distant memory in your head until last night when you were watching your pictures. Remembering your chilhood do you no good.

Once cleaned up and fresh you got into your bed, hugged your little doll as always and you were so tired that you fell asleep instantly forgetting about the shadow following you. You are a heavy sleeper and tend to have lucid dreams from time to time, when you were little you experimented sleep paralysis as well do to the anxiety your therapist said. As you slept your eyes kept moving despite being closed, a dream was coming to view. It was your apartment but it looked old and full of dust.

You walked down the now grey hallway and suddenly it seemed longer than it used to be, you walked and walked and the place started to morphe into another place, full of doors, one by one, they had numbers on it. You looked forward to see a wall, then you looked back to the last door. The number was '010722' something inside you started to build up, your breathing got heavier and heavier. Your guts were screaming; 'do not knock', 'do not grab the handle' but your body felt an electricity, adrenaline, it made you feel as if you didn't open the door you were going to collapse.

Your shaking hand aproched the door and the only thing you could think about now was to knock on it. You did and something was off, there was sound but it didn't come off the door in front of you it seemed to come from above your head. Slowly, your eyes looked up and found a little door on the ceiling with a string hanging from it. Once again your breathing erratic, your heartbeat on your eardrums.

You pulled on the string to find pure darkness, until you saw two tiny lights, like the eyes of a cat caught in the light. You felt your chest heavy, tears peaked at the corner of your eyes. A face came into view, that face, you reconigze it somewhere. His smile is twisted, his eyes dark as if he never slept, the hat, that made you reconize him. You wanted to scream, to run but you froze in shock. His hand got out the darkness to caress your cheek, then covered your eyes. A whisper in your ear, "Wake up" and your alarm went off.

A/N: So this is the introduction to this story, I don't know how long it'll be and as I said it's been a couple years since I wrote something, so your feed back will be really appreciated, negative or positive. Thanks for reading!

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[ukittyu]

LOVE ME LOVE ME, PLEASE

Taeyong loves his lil' pet and he'll do anything to keep'em safe.

Warnings: Yandere themes, mentions of violence and suicide. If you are sensitive to these themes, please leave.

"Isn't that right, bunny?" He asked while cuping your cheeks and laughed. You looked up, eyes wide and glassy. He was always like this, since you remenber.

Though you never understood why nor how, you woke up one day on a different bed, a different and poor lighted room. Too caught up processing your surroundings you didn't notice that your wrists were tied up on the corners of said bed, in only a babydoll covering your skin. You started to sob quietly and pleaded in a soft voice for all of this to be a bad dream but as soon you heard a door opening in the darkness, you closed your eyes and took a deep breath, reality hitting you in the worst way possible.

That was 4 years ago, today, exactly.

"Isn't that right, bunny?" he repeated, his voice raised in clear annoyance. You already knew not to piss him off, don't you?

"Bunny?" he said and you came back from your trance, to your reality again, you're still shook at how your life took an 180° spin.

"huh? I'm sorry, I'm feeling sleepy. C-can you...can you?- You regretted inmediatly and smile uncomfortably, you know he hates to repeat himself. His gaze over you felt like a wolf haunting his prey but you already knew how to win him over too. You yawned sweetly, he was still holding the spoon he was feeding you with over a minute ago.

"I'm full" you patted your tummy, already accostumed to the cringe trying to get away with it.

"but you haven't finished your yogurt yet, you have to eat everything to be a healthy-"

-"and happy bunny. I know but can I just leave it like this, just this time?" He glanced again. "Manners."

"Please..." His eyes widen "Please, daddy?"

He seated straight in his chair and said nothing, just looked at you with a blanck expression and honestly, you didn't knew what to do, his mind was always a mystery, it didn't matter the time you'd spent together, you could never read him completely. He smiled and got up to clean and take care of the dishes, his back faced you and you sighed, a little too loud for his liking.

-"You know, it's been four years since we're together..."- As if you didn't know, your blood started to boil, your eyes started to burn and the knot in your throat was aching more than ever. How you wished to bite back and tell him everything, everything he deserved to be told but it was your life what you were talking about.

"oh...yes?"

"Mhm, it was a pretty night like this, when I found you." It took you a couple seconds to respond, this time you spoke your mind.

"I was on my bed." He tensed up and looked at the wall in front of him.

"in my house..." You felt your body quivering.

"but your were lost. Anyway." You closed your eyes letting the tears in your eyes finally fall down.

"So I decided to keep you, to bring you with me, to my home, our home." You let out shaky breathes, you were about to complain when he proceeded.

"I gave you warm, I kept you safe, gave you food, my affection, my love, spoiled and praised, gave you everything you deserve." His words were marked, he make sure to emphasize every single word, with resentment and bitterness. -"and still...it's been four years and you haven't learn your lesson. You don't know anything but being an ungrateful bitch." You were screwed.

"It's funny, I made sure you're scared of me to death but I couldn't make you love me yet. Guess I'll give another try." Your breathing was heavy, you jerked and squirmed but the belts in your safety chair won't let you, it just buried and bited at your skin, once again you got yourself in a situation with no escape, it was like a loop, constantly getting your life in the line.

He finally turned around and caressed your cheek, it was hot and wet with your salty tears. "Shh, shh, shh don't cry sweetheart, don't worry. I still have faith in you and maybe one day, you'll be my perfect bunny." His voice breaked and covered his mouth with his hands, anticipating what was coming, you grounted and cried with anger, he cupped your face again squeezing your cheeks and giving you a kiss. "Just know that I love you, okay? I'm going to make this all better."

You cried harder, expecting the first blow, a punch, a slap or something but he turned around and opened the drawer. You gazed over and saw his hand grabbing a gun and the other putting a bullet on it. He turned around to show you his big red eyes with tears falling nonstop and staining his shirt.

You shook your head and pleaded for forgiveness, for him to stop, telled him you loved him and that you were going to behave but he only pointed the gun at you, that was it, you knew it. All hope were finally gone, all your fears suddenly leaving your mind and your body felt lighter, you felt your soul leave your body and as crazy as it sounded, it felt beautiful, wonderful, this is the end, your felt your miserable life ended a long time ago but this time it won't hurt. It was going to be taken away by this crazyass man, who once swore his love for you was stronger than his mind

but he got another plan,

blow his brains out.

A shot was heard but you never felt it's impact. Your ears ringed and you felt something splashed on your face. You waited until the sound came back to your senses and turned around, just to see Taeyong, with the gun still in his mouth, the wall behind him covered in blood and a tiny little hole.

That wasn't the biggest problem now, you were still tied up in that chair in a house in the middle of nowhere and alone, the only human being surround you was dead.

You still didn't know how you got out of there but every single year on this date you remenber, you remenber everything and you swear you can feel him on every single pore of your skin.

[ukittyu]

[ 落 ]

TW: Kidnapping, suicide. I do not condone none of this actions. This is fictional, do not romanticize this behaviors in real life.

He unlocked the door to find you looking out of the window, their doors wide open meanwhile the chilly breeze of summer invaded the room, it was telling that a storm was coming. He was a little concerned but he realized it soothed you, to look out to the enormous land he owned, in the middle of nowhere, to keep you away from any type of "danger", he'd say, but kept you away from yourself too. He sighs as he talks to you.

"It's getting really cold, you should shut the windows, little one."

"Can I go outside?" You said softly, stern, keeping your eyes far on the horizon. You wondered where the trees would take you if you were to just walk away, get out of the house and not just to water your little garden once in a while.

"There's a storm coming, You'll get wet."

"I don't care, I'm not scared of the rain. I love this weather." And he know it well. He knows how you love to be refreshed by the strong wind and let your hair down for it to wave freely and how it felt more pleasant to breath, that's what you said.

But he didn't want to take the risk of you running off again or getting sick. He refused.

"No, it's to late, the sun is down already and you're going to get sick." You sighed this time but before he could apologize you spoke again.

"Fuck you, then." He's eyes shot open with hurt and confusion. You said it like it hadn't any weight, like it didn't shattered something in his chest. "What did you say?" He didn't mean to sound that defensive but he did and he wasn't sure if he was sorry. You looked back at him and then to the floor, he saw how your shiny and colorful skin was now pale, greyish.

The bags under your eyes, eyes that didn't shine bright anymore, they were sore from the crying, your cheeks still damp. You hadn't stopped crying since he brought you here, not even once. That's when he felt all the weight of his ignorance. How could he dismissed it? That everytime he'll look at you, you had fresh tears rolling down your face, he didn't even recognized you now.

He was so blind, didn't notice that even though you were locked up in his house, uncommunicated from the outside world, you were still slipping through his fingers anyway. He got out of his flashbacks when you standed up and made your way to the window, then passed your legs through it and then dissapear from his sight. He hears the loud thump of your body and freezes for a couple seconds, then, he screams but nobody could listen.

[ukittyu]

[ 落 ]

TW: Kidnapping, suicide. I do not condone none of this actions. This is fictional, do not romanticize this behaviors in real life.

He unlocked the door to find you looking out of the window, their doors wide open meanwhile the chilly breeze of summer invaded the room, it was telling that a storm was coming. He was a little concerned but he realized it soothed you, to look out to the enormous land he owned, in the middle of nowhere, to keep you away from any type of "danger", he'd say, but kept you away from yourself too. He sighs as he talks to you.

"It's getting really cold, you should shut the windows, little one."

"Can I go outside?" You said softly, stern, keeping your eyes far on the horizon. You wondered where the trees would take you if you were to just walk away, get out of the house and not just to water your little garden once in a while.

"There's a storm coming, You'll get wet."

"I don't care, I'm not scared of the rain. I love this weather." And he know it well. He knows how you love to be refreshed by the strong wind and let your hair down for it to wave freely and how it felt more pleasant to breath, that's what you said.

But he didn't want to take the risk of you running off again or getting sick. He refused.

"No, it's to late, the sun is down already and you're going to get sick." You sighed this time but before he could apologize you spoke again.

"Fuck you, then." He's eyes shot open with hurt and confusion. You said it like it hadn't any weight, like it didn't shattered something in his chest. "What did you say?" He didn't mean to sound that defensive but he did and he wasn't sure if he was sorry. You looked back at him and then to the floor, he saw how your shiny and colorful skin was now pale, greyish.

The bags under your eyes, eyes that didn't shine bright anymore, they were sore from the crying, your cheeks still damp. You hadn't stopped crying since he brought you here, not even once. That's when he felt all the weight of his ignorance. How could he dismissed it? That everytime he'll look at you, you had fresh tears rolling down your face, he didn't even recognized you now.

He was so blind, didn't notice that even though you were locked up in his house, uncommunicated from the outside world, you were still slipping through his fingers anyway. He got out of his flashbacks when you standed up and made your way to the window, then passed your legs through it and then dissapear from his sight. He hears the loud thump of your body and freezes for a couple seconds, then, he screams but nobody could listen.

#min yoongi #yoongi #bts #bts yoongi #suga #bts suga #yandere au #yoongi yandere #moodboard #aesthetic #yandere bts #bts fic #BTS #bangtangsonyeondan #yandere #yandere yoongi #yandere aesthetic

[ukittyu]

넌 나의 peach 돼줘 나의 빛이

달콤해 너의 말투 몸짓이

what about me?

[ukittyu]

넌 나의 peach 돼줘 나의 빛이

달콤해 너의 말투 몸짓이

what about me?

#chuu #loona chuu #kim jiwoo #loona #loona moodboard #yandere au #yandere #aesthetic #loona yandere #loonatheworld #kpop #girlgroup #glg #wlw #yandere aesthetic #yandere moodboard

[ukittyu]

Are you...?

Pitch black was your sight, it was like that everyday. You didn't remenber the last time you saw the sun, last time you felt the fresh air. Didn't knew what time it was, you were stuck in reality, because all the nightmares and bad dreams got a ending, right? But you'll wake up to be there again. You could only hear your weak sobs until you heard footsteps coming from outside, going up the stairs, he was back.

The door opened slightly but the light coming from the outside already blinding you, his face peeking out from it, his cheeky smile showing, as always. He was so sweet yet so twisted. He entered the room complety closing the door behind him and turned on the soft light of your nightstand, sitting down on the bed. You scooted away slowly trying not to catch his attention but he was faster.

He grabbed your arms and bringed you close to him for a hug. Still smiling like a baby, he giggled while he awed you.

"Where did you think your going, baby? C'mere" He laughed pressing his cheek against yours.

"I know I took too long shopping but I got all the things that I need for you, for you to eat, for you to wear and look!" He put his hand inside his pocket and took out a handful of your favorite candy. "Take them" He playfully said. You looked at them and then at him, his eyes pierced on yours as your hand involuntary tried to reach them but he took his hand away and leaned closer to your face. "No-uh, give me a kiss first." He closed his eyes and peaked his lips out to you but you didn't respond.

You just stared at his lovestruck face. You couldn't lie he was so cute it almost made you feel bad for not reciprocate his affections but you knew better. You knew this was all just a joke for him, he was just trying to easy you to finally give in so he could have it all. He always had it all, beauty, charisma,a good family, friends, recognition but not you.

You never bought his pretty face and goofy character. There was something deep inside you that despised him and he didn't take very well that you just rejected him without hesitation, didn't receive his gifts, letters, plushies, he did everything he could but still, for the first time, life didn't gave him what he desired so he decided to take it on his own.

And there you were sitting in a bed in front of him. Covered in all the luxuries he once dreamed about giving to his lover for eternity. He believed in fate, he believed it was you. He frowned and pouted as he opened his eyes. "Well, I guess it's more for me. " Now you sighed and pouted just for him to combust and grab your face forcefully leaving little kisses all over your face.

"You're so cute! why-dont-you-love- me- back?" He said between kisses, as they got rougher, you struggled as much as you could and tried to push him away but he was stronger, your arms hurted way too much. His hold on your face was piercing and tears started to come out. "Jaemin... you're hurting me." His eyes widen in somewhat shock, he let go of your face and you were as confused as him, apparently. He looked down and his eyes moved from side to side, as if he was taking in something he had to know, something he had to hear.

"Y-you said my name." You were shocked too, cursing yourself internally. "You-you really said it." His voice breathless, he started to chuckle. You saw the scene horrified. His laugh increasing almost at the point of loud broken sobs, his face all red and wet with tears. You felt so mortified for just existing and existing in the same world as him, at the same time.

You started to sob not knowing how to stop his screaming, your mind suddenly adverted you and you looked up, the door. The door was open. Your body reacted immediately and you jumped out of the bed and runned. You almost flew down the stairs to the front door and took away the lock in it just for it to be closed with a key.

You felt arms around you lifting you up and turning you around, slamming you against it.

"Where did you think you're going, huh? Where did you think you're going?!" He shouted at your face and you flinched but there was no space to. You closed your eyes and bit your lip trying to contain your cries.

"Oh, sh sh don't cry baby, don't be afraid please you're trembling."

"Please baby I'm just trying to be nice with you, I'm giving you my love, my attention, anything you want, why can you just?..." He sighed and clicked his tongue.

"You know what's going to happen now, don't cha?" His voice low and his face got closer to your neck, he smelled your hair and caressed your skin with the tip of his nose. Eyes closed as if he was smelling your fear and frustration, as if he was enjoying it. A predator enjoying the taste of it's prey. "You have to be punished..." He smiled and then moved his face in front of yours to give you a skimo kiss.

"Are you ready?"

#yandere #yandere au #yandere aesthetic #yandere moodboard #aesthetic #moodboard #jaemin #na jaemin #yandere nct dream #nct dream #nct dream jaemin #yandere jaemin #nct au #yandere nct #nct 2020 #nct #jaemin au

[ukittyu]

Blue Boy 2

Next day, you woke up by the sound of a car, you get up to see through the window and you saw him. Jisung came back and as he walks through his garden, looks up and sees you again. You panic, hidding behind your curtains, still shock about what just happened yesterday, you could barely sleep. You looked again saw him enter to the dark and now creepy house.

Couple hours later you hear a knock in your door, you come down to open and see him. He is really tall but his face looked cute even with the dark circles around his eyes. His head hang low and his body too.

"H-hi...um, I am...uh...I am Park Jisung. I live beside you." He finally says and sighs, disappointed at his conversation skills.

So he bowed and you did the same, you told him your name and presented yourself as his new neighbour. He just noded, avoiding all kind of eye contact, pretty weird taking on count what happened yesterday. His actions hunted you all night. And this morning was no different.

He scratches the back of his neck uncomfortably. "Uhm I think I must..."

"No, I'm sorry. I zoned out...It's my pleasure, Jisung and I'm...I 'm really sorry for your lost." You whispered the last part, as you didn't wanted him to hear and to remenber again but it was late. "Thank you." He mumbled. You invited him to come inside, even if your mind was screaming no but you didn't knew a better way to end this moment of tension, so you got yourself into another.

You welcome him and guide him to the kitchen table. He seemed really shy and his gaze fell strictly on the table once he sat down. Meanwhile you prepared the tea, you tried to make up a conversation.

"So tell me Jisung, ho-how old are you? You stumbled over your own words, not knowing exactly why tho.

"I just turned eighteen a couple weeks ago, that's why they just left me here on my own." You opened your eyes in surprise by his bluntness.

"So...you, you don't have nobody to...?"

"Take care of me?"

"That's not what I meant."

"It doesn't matter, I've always been alone anyway."

"But, that women, she was your mother."

"She was a drug addict."

You turned around to face him but you ended up looking down at the table. "Being with her was the same as being alone. She was always too caught up in her shit to the point she forgot about my existence...more than once."

You lift up your gaze and saw his eyes sparkling with tears.

"I'm so sorry, Jisung. I shouldn't have-"

"It's ok, it's not your fault." You were still processing all this information when the teapot whistled and you flinched. You turned off the fire and poured the hot water on the cups,when you turned around you didn't see Jisung and your heartbeat started to race. You called for him but he was nowhere to be seen.

Until you felt a cold breeze hit your feet, you looked at your back door, it was slightly open. Making your way there, you slowly opened the door to find him sittind on the doorstep of your door. Face puffy and red, tears rolling down his face in the cold breeze. You where so overwhelmed by his presence alone but you assumed it was just because of what happened, he was still a young boy who suffered a lot.

You stood beside him for a while, letting the cold take over your body but it felt good, you closed your eyes to breathe and Jisung opened his to look at you carefully, his mind dizzy and his senses felt strange. There was something he was feeling but he couldn't understand. Trying to recover from this feelings, he spoke.

"We should go inside, the tea it's going to get cold." You opened your eyes and saw him wipe his tears with his sleeves.

You came back at your normal state and nodded, you both entered again and seated face to face at the table. You tried once more. "So tell me Jisung, are you a student?"

"I graduated last year."

"And what your plannimg to do? Is there something you'll like to be?"

"I like dancing, I'll like to be professional." Your face lit up, at least he had an expectation in life to lean on. "That's awesome, I'm glad to hear it!" You exclamed, maybe a little too exited but the boy lift up his face and smiled.

'His smile is so sweet' you thought.

"You think I'm going to make it?"

"Of course you will, why not? If it's something you really love you are going to get it!" His smile wide and he looked at you in the eyes, just like he did yesterday but with a spark in his eyes, his features softened but you still felt uneasy. You smiled back. You two drinked the tea in silence, just sharing a couple glances and soft smiles.

Until he spoke again. "I think I must be going, I...still have somethings to do at my house." He said, you could see how his body returned to his down and depressed state. "I'm...I'm so thankful you received me, thank you so much for the tea and for your words." He smiled again. You felt your stomach flutter, what is it? "It's nothing, really. If you ever need anything just tell me. I'll be right here." One more glance and he bowed goodbye to you.

You closed the door and leaned on it, 'what was this kid, why...who was this kid?' you asked to yourself but never heard the answers of your subconscious. Jisung had a couple questions too at your front doorstep still, scenarios he never imagined before filled his mind and you were in all of them. "why?" spoke out loud the youngster, he looked into the window beside your door to look at you again and sighed, his chest felt full, his body felt warm, which was unknown for him. He started to make up his mind and while he walked home, his mind got back to your words: "if you really love something you are going to get it."

He smirked and entered to his empty house and now he feel it too, something was going to happen.

#yandere #yandere au #yandere moodboard #yandere aesthetic #aesthetic #moodboard #nct #yandere nct dream #nct dream jisung #nct dream #park jisung nct #park jisung #yandere jisung #light blue aesthetic #light blue #blue #yandere kpop #yandere nct #nct 2020 #neo culture technology

[ukittyu]

De Aqui No Sales (Cap.4 Disputa)

𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔦𝔫𝔣𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔡 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔭𝔩𝔞𝔤𝔲𝔢,𝔰𝔥𝔢 𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱, 𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔩𝔞𝔲𝔤𝔥 𝔪𝔞𝔨𝔢𝔰 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔯𝔶.

𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔩𝔶 𝔪𝔞𝔡𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔣𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔦𝔫 𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔠𝔞𝔪𝔢𝔩𝔬, 𝔰𝔲𝔠𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔟𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔡 𝔬𝔣𝔣. 𝔗𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔫𝔬 𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔯 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰, 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔶 𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔢𝔪𝔭𝔱𝔶. ℌ𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔯𝔰𝔱 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔰𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔰𝔣𝔦𝔢𝔡 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔣𝔞𝔦𝔱𝔥.

Based on Rosalia's song from the album "El Mal Querer"

#lisa #blackpink lalisa #yandere blackpink #blackpink #blackpink lisa #yandere au #yandere #black #red #red aesthetic #red moodboard #moodboard #aesthetic

[ukittyu]

Disappear

You felt dizzy, your body numb with a silent pain. Your tear-stained face emotionless, just a little frown on your brows adorned your face with expression. You didn't knew how to feel, what to feel, you didn't wanted to anymore. All you could feel was hurting.

Meanwhile, he seemed to be at his glory, a sick tender smile on his face as your form was in his lap, while he petted your head, god knows for how long. You still feel the impact on your body as if you just got it everytime you tried to shift and accommodate your position, you swore you were felling your blood dripping at your bottom, from the scratches, you guessed. He hummed softly but the beat of your heart was even more prominent in your head, this was beyond sick.

-S-Seonghwa...-

-Hm, sweety?- He looked up at you still smiling, your stomach flipped.

-What's wrong?-

-I...I-I'm not feeling right-

-Oh, baby it's okey. You just need some sleep.- He placed a hand on your head to place it on the crook of his neck.

-B-but...- You felt the desperation boiling inside you but you were so sore phisically and mentally. -Please I...-

-Hush baby, sleep...sleep in my arms.- You swore you felt your soul leave your body slowly, just like water drifting out of a bottle. Suddenly your body felt inmensibly heavy until you didn't felt it anymore. You wanted to talk or scream but none of it will come out either. The corners of your vision started to turn black as you felt your heart pound slowly, then slower.

Last thing you saw was his lovestruck face and darkness consumed your sight. You disappeared in his arms but he couldn't seem to notice.

#yandere #yandere au #yandere aesthetic #yandere moodboard #aesthetic #moodboard #pink aesthetic #pink #seonghwa #park seonghwa #ateez au #yandere ateez #ateez #ateez seonghwa

[ukittyu]

𝔐𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔞, 𝔐𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔞

ℑ’𝔪 𝔰𝔞𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔶𝔬𝔲

ℑ𝔱’𝔰 𝔞 𝔰𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔫𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱

𝔇𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔱𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔣

𝔒𝔥 𝔐𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔞, ℑ’𝔪 𝔰𝔞𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔶𝔬𝔲

𝔚𝔥𝔶 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔱𝔯𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔰𝔬 𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔡

𝔜𝔬𝔲’𝔯𝔢 𝔞𝔩𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔶 𝔟𝔢𝔞𝔲𝔱𝔦𝔣𝔲𝔩

#hwasa #hwasa mamamoo #hwasa maria #maria #mamamoo #hwasa aesthetic #aestethic #moodboard

[ukittyu]

BUTTERFLY EFFECT

Donghyuck was nothing but a cynical lover. He would charm you with his details and affection but when you last expect it, he'll toy with your mind senseless, his "love" started to feel more like a shot burning down your throat, with no warning. He manipulated you because he'll do everything and anything to get what he wants and he wanted to break you.

He was sweet,

"You're a liar! You never loved me, you're just using me. After all I've done for you?"

He was caring,

"Oh it hurts? Wait until you get what you really deserve."

He was eloquent,

"You are nothing but a useless cunt, you'll never make me happy."

He was honest.

"I'll tell you something, sweetheart, and this is true. I'm meaner than my demons...and I'll never let go of you, ever."

#yandere #yandere au #yandere aesthetic #yandere moodboard #aesthetic #red aesthetic #red moodboard #red #haechan #lee donghyuck #donghyuk #yandere nct #yandere nct dream #nct au #nct dream #nct #nct 127 #haechan yandere #haechan au

[ukittyu]

Don't you want me, baby?

#ateez wooyoung #wooyoung #ateez #aestethic #black #moodboard #eboi wooyoung hits different

[ukittyu]

Tteok

Tteok it a traditional rice cake, often served as a dessert for the royal family.

He was the king and you only served him but...little did you know you were more than that, you meant more than that for him.

You fullfilled him, you were the missing piece of the puzzle of his soul or that's what he told to himself. He was empty, he was a soulless empty body, with an evil mind and a heavy crown. Tears falled down as you tried to hold you weight on your arms, palms firm and wide on the table. It's color dark but with a flamery tint of red, now adorned with two tears that you shed.

A silent gasp was heard just before the door opened, you closed your eyes as you heard his steps getting closer, you felt your body getting hotter as his own body heat approached you from behind. Just as you felt his breath on the back of your neck his hand sneaked from your waist to plant a firm grip on your throat.

"It's time to eat, my little tteok".

#yandere #yandere au #yoongi yandere #min yoongi #yoongi aesthetic #yoongi #bts #bts august d #bts au #bangtangsonyeondan #yandere bts #gold aesthetic #gold moodboard #gold #black #black aesthetic #yandere kpop #daechwita #agust d2 #is my hand kink showing? #i honestly dont know how i wrote this sorry if its crap

[ukittyu]

𝕳𝖊𝖑𝖕 𝖒𝖊 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖕 𝖒𝖊

𝕬𝖘 𝖎𝖋 𝕴’𝖒 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖇𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍 𝕴 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑

𝕾𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖋𝖗𝖊𝖊 𝖘𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖋𝖗𝖊𝖊

𝕬𝖘 𝖎𝖋 𝕴’𝖒 𝖌𝖔𝖓𝖓𝖆 𝖒𝖊𝖑𝖙, 𝖘𝖔 𝖘𝖎𝖈𝖐

#g idle moodboard #g idle #yandere g idle #g idle oh my god #g idle aesthetic #g idle soyeon #soyeon #yandere soyeon #yandere au #yandere #blue #light blue aesthetic #light blue #blue aesthetic