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Me, trying to get rid of anything that doesn’t spark joy: Ugh I’m such a dumbass I should throw myself away.

Marie materialising in my room: Yes, this negative attitude doesn’t bring you joy. You should thank it for getting you through your past traumas but you no longer need it or want it so it should go.

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please, its 2:30 am, please stop

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Make sure to take extra care if you have to use public transit during the corona outbreak. [video]

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#bernie2020

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I took a picture with my mom earlier today and I realized that I looked scraggly as fuck. I’ve been so busy packing that I completely forgot to my hair last week. #ftmtransgender #ftm #ftmhaircut #nonbinary #genderqueer #genderbender https://www.instagram.com/p/B36au1sDGpp/?igshid=bhw5i64u68bw

#ftmtransgender #ftm #ftmhaircut #nonbinary #genderqueer #genderbender

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Happy selfie with my mama. We went to her doctors appointment today with her oncologist and he said all her labs look great and everything is great. She has been cancer free for two years! I can’t believe two years has passed. My parents have been through a lot these last couple years and I have learned so much from them. They are the best example of how two people should love each other. Life has really through a lot twists and turns for them and they always handle it together with love and grace. Thank you for always being there for me mama! I love you!!! https://www.instagram.com/p/B36aSt9Dd8U/?igshid=1nht5o7wofg14

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Sul sul, hooba noobie? #sims https://www.instagram.com/p/B3N-Di7jaoJ/?igshid=vy9pzyapkvk3

#sims

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quick protip: if someone is crying or freaking out over something minor, eg wifi not connecting, can’t find their hat, people talking too loud, do NOT tell them how small or petty the problem is to make it better. they know. they would probably love to calm down. you are doing the furthest possible thing from helping. people don’t have to earn expressions of feelings.

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My life is a mess, but it’s a beautiful mess. I love my life with Jessie even when we are both too tired and fucked up to clean. These are just a few pictures of the state of our home right now. Every single thing that could need cleaning, needs cleaning. This is part of living with depression. I’m glad she’s understanding when things are a mess. She never makes me feel bad about not being able to clean. I think I’ll feel good enough to go through the house tomorrow and get shit done, but today instead of looking at the mess and feeling overwhelmed I actually looked at it like art. Remember to keep loving yourself in your life even when they are messy. #selflove #depression #nospoons #spoonie #thehousedepressionbuilt https://www.instagram.com/p/B0mvVNnjjai/?igshid=lmwd1bq4qmyb

#selflove #depression #nospoons #spoonie #thehousedepressionbuilt

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It’s too hot in SoCal.

How da fuck do I smell like balls when I don’t even have any?!? Not one ball.

#justtransthings #ftm #transgender #testosterone

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This my wife. I’m the luckiest fucker in the universe.

Some more thoughts on why Red, White and Royal Blue wrecked me more than I realized it would.

I think I wasn't prepared for the overall, repeated message of, There is nothing wrong with being gay.

Like. I know that. Logically I know it, and I've always believed it wholeheartedly. Through every step of my husband's transition, I've always thought he's the bravest, most beautiful, whole, perfect person I know. I pity anyone who doesn't have the privilege of having him in their life. And growing up, when I had to walk my best friend home so the neighborhood boys wouldn't jump him, I was filled with fury that felt like fire. I would have done anything to protect him. I still would.

It's just.

I don't think I realized how much hurt I've been carrying around, being in a queer, biracial relationship and coming from an ultraconservative white Texan family. I didn't realize how much I need to hear that there's nothing wrong with me.

I'm not sorry for loving my husband. I will never be sorry for it. "I love him on purpose."

I guess I just wish my family loved me on purpose, and that this country could love us all on purpose.

#so many feels

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not to be a joyless commie on main but wouldnt it be a fun prank to put all that area 51 storming energy into storming the literal concentration camps

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imagine roughly a million people realizing "yeah we could storm a government facility and they literally would not be able to stop us all" and not using that knowledge to overthrow the government

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heres to hoping tumblr doesn’t take this down again but since it’s tdov i thought i’d reupload a zine i did a little while back about being trans & stuck

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I’m going to be doing some cool new stuff soon! Just launched my new very own website! Link in my Bio! Please follow my new Instagram @rainbowalphabetcollective it’s brand new so there isn’t much on it yet, but I will be posting all kinds of queer stuff and showing updates on how things are going. #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lesbian #gay #bisexual #transgender #queer #intersex #asexual #trans #ftm #mtf #thetransitionchannel #rainbowalphabetcollective https://www.instagram.com/p/BzXUP5HDE7m/?igshid=8eb6wkv4ni9q

#lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lesbian #gay #bisexual #transgender #queer #intersex #asexual #trans #ftm #mtf #thetransitionchannel #rainbowalphabetcollective

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Dear Tumblr,

All those posts you see of young artists charging $3, $6, $10 for a drawing because they need help? That’s fucking exploitation, and fuck you if you think it’s reasonable or a “good deal" to pay nickels and dimes to squeeze a full-color original drawing out of some talented, hardworking kid because things are tight, and they can’t afford their textbooks. Or food. They sure as hell can’t afford to make you art for $6.

Instead, stop. And ask them where you can donate. If you can afford a $6 drawing, then you can afford to spend $6 simply to help someone. You don’t need internal organs as payment.

Don’t allow young artists to be exploited.