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thiin-faiiry · 7 days

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Ok so when were yall gonna tell me that cottage cheese is actually good😃 like that shit is straight DELECTABLE

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thiin-faiiry · 8 days

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Hey….. how yall doing👀 I’m gonna fucking kill myself! Lobe yall🥺💗

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thiin-faiiry · 9 days

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most of all i hope you all find a reason to wake up and love each day despite it all. i hope you hear the birds singing or you buy a new candle or use a new fabric softener and it inspires you to keep going. each day holds so many possibilities. live to see the different outcomes. i believe in you and I’m proud of you for existing despite it all. you were made to experience life, so let life’s experiences be the reason you continue on.

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thiin-faiiry · 10 days

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Little update💗

So I just had a video call with the lady who kinda runs the eating disorder clinic and I guess it is going to be 6 days a week, like 9:30am-6:30pm I’ll go in, they’ll do group therapy, I have to eat there and stuff and they don’t want me to gain weight just maintain which I guess it’s not the worst but honestly kinda makes me upset that I haven’t even gotten sick enough for them to worry about my weight. I’m not underweight or anything I’m at a completely normal bmi, even on the high end of regular.

I’m scared I don’t want to stop losing weight and I don’t want to be forced to eat what they give me but I kinda have no choice, if I don’t go ill get kicked out so I guess we will see.

Ill try to update you guys(my very few loyal post interacters lol). So far the next step will be going to get a physical, like my EKG and stuff done and then I will probably start April 29 at the earliest, and the second week of May at the latest.

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thiin-faiiry · 10 days

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My moms Bible study is coming over tonight and they always bring hella snacks like SUPER good ones. Every time they come over I end up binging terribly, anyone have any tips? I’m already at 800 calories for the day AND I just started my period so my cravings are extra bad😭

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didn’t binge and also went to the gym and burned off 700 cals, ate 942 cals which is a little higher than I’d usually like to eat but I’m going to take it as a win since I’m on my period and since I controlled my urge to binge so well tonight:3

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thiin-faiiry · 12 days

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I gained a pound I hate this omg:/ I had 1,013 calories yesterday but I walked about 12k steps so I thought it was ok.. obviously not I think I need to limit closer to 500 even on days when I’m getting over 10k steps.

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thiin-faiiry · 12 days

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New goal: fit in mezzo piano clothing(kids size)

legit my dream style

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thiin-faiiry · 14 days

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cravings are randomly getting bad, not from period? Taking my meds, drinking plenty of water. Help?

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thiin-faiiry · 21 days

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thiin-faiiry · 21 days

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Mood

ME CORE

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thiin-faiiry · 23 days

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Hey yall so little update im actually being forced to go to inpatient and pretty much everybody knows im not even skinny yet so idk why everyone is freaking out

#edmemes #edmeme #anamemes #anorexies #fat #weightloss #restriction #anar3xiuh #thinspø #anaimagine #thinsppa #bonespo #bonesp0 #ana things #thinspo #ed not ed sheeran #not pro just using tags #not pro ana

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thiin-faiiry · 24 days

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I told my therapist about my eating habits and how I’ve relapsed and I’m like not eating again and I told her my sister was worried and that she said I should look in to inpatient and my therapist told me I’m def not at that stage and basically told me to stop thinking like that and eat three meals a day I almost cried. I’m not sick enough for a therapist to even be worried. I need to eat way less than I have been SOMEONE PLZ KILL ME

#fat #weightloss #restriction #anamemes #anar3xiuh #thinspø #anaimagine #anorexic #anor3c1a #anorexies

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thiin-faiiry · 26 days

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Kill me Easter sucks:/ I had gotten to 145lbs this morning I’m sure that won’t be the case now I ruined it all

#fat #weightloss #restriction #anamemes #anar3xiuh #thinspø #anaimagine

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thiin-faiiry · 2 months

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220cal Fruit (ice)cream bars

(i made two portions ,16 pieces in total, the calories are for 8 pieces, about 30 per piece)

okay first of all…sorry that i was gone so long! depressions got a bit worse and i also found some new hobbies that took a lot of my attention but i try to post every once in a while:)

and nowwww these kinda icecream bars are actually soo good for the summer i absolutely love them!

you need:

-60g of fruit (doesn’t really matter which one, couls change the texture tho)

-2tbsp of yogurt (i used skyr) |22cals|

-2tsp coconut oil |90cals|

-1tbsp cream cheese |90cals|

how to:

just combine everything in a blender,blend until snooth and then just freeze for about three hours:)

i made mine with strawberries and blueberries and i must say that the blueberries made the whole thing a bit more „icy“ becaue they had more juice!

i let them freeze overnight but 3hours should be fine as well:) i also think a chocolate kind would be tasty.

cals might be a bit off because i forgot to weight correctly but ut shouldn’t be too much! maybe 10cals +/-

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thiin-faiiry · 2 months

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I am down to 150 pounds I’m so happy:) I’ve been staying anywhere from 500-1200 calories and I’ve been fasting occasionally and that seems to be working well for me. I’ll try to update but my schedule has been very busy<3

#fat #weightloss #restriction #ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #anamemes #anar3xiuh #thinspø #anaimagine #4norexi4

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thiin-faiiry · 2 months

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Vyvanse core✨

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thiin-faiiry · 2 months

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literally me when i hear the word diet or weight loss in any type of context

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