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i’ve been inspired by the person who said if they got 666k notes they would practice self care. so ya know what? i’ve been in a spiral of depression for months so if this post gets 1 MILLION notes by the end of 2023, i will start taking care of myself and actually try to battle my depression and live my life. (this is never going to get 1m notes yall HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA)

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i’ve been inspired by the person who said if they got 666k notes they would practice self care. so ya know what? i’ve been in a spiral of depression for months so if this post gets 1 MILLION notes by the end of 2023, i will start taking care of myself and actually try to battle my depression and live my life. (this is never going to get 1m notes yall HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA)

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why does just being around her make me want to kill my myself?

#she is literally the only person that I genuinely hate. #depression tw #vent tw #suicide tw

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You know the depression is getting better when you start texting people back

#depression tw

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i’m literally about to cry because of me finally being able to be emotionally vulnerable to close people and in my life.

#my therapist would be proud :’) #the progress is small but it’s still progress #vent tw

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can i not think about him for five seconds????? like dayum. i’m trying to get over him, but my brain is making it hard asf

#down bad

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i need to stop gaslighting myself about the pain i go through

#i love it when my period makes me feel like i’m about to throw up and pass out #especially when i have an asthma attack and a panic attack during that #and when my eczema has been flaring up #/s #vent tw

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happy three year anniversary to me trying to off myself

#suicide cw #suicide attempt cw

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hate hate hate that anxiety translates over into physical symptoms like what the fuck you're supposed to be a MENTAL illness

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i want to stab my self so fucking bad.

#self harm cw

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i am actually this fucking close to trying again. maybe this time, i’ll actually fucking die.

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i think i might be in a depressive episode

i’m not really caring about my grades

it takes more energy to get up in the mornings

i recently started taking some new meds

a mental health check in questionnaire made me cry when it got to the depression part and it said that i wasn’t a failure and that things will get better

#look at me being aware of my feelings as i feel them and not after the fact #depression #depressive episode

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when you’re literally scared to go to sleep because you can’t tell the voices in your head to fuck off when you’re asleep

#ahaha #depression #guess who caught themselves relapsing today

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neurodivergent culture is wishing you had a physical disability so that you could have an 'excuse' for claiming to be disabled even though you know damn well that your neurodivergence counts as a disability. or maybe that's just me-

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you ever just feel like dissociating? cus, uh, yeah

#fun times #especially when it’s paired with executive dysfunction #god i love adhd #adhd

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It/it's culture is people not using your preferred pronouns cause they think it's 'disrespectful' without seeing the irony that refusing to use someone's preferred pronouns is actually very disrespectful.

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my body fr saw a tree and went fml

#i hate living /hj #allergies are fun /s #cussing tw #allergies