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ahhh okay so if any of you don’t know me, im elysia ! i post edits and gameplay of ts4! and i used to be whiite-tea, teakiii (old teakiii i guess) and (we dont talk about the first url) but i decided to move blogs and i need some new people to follow!! so, if you post any type of sims content, like or reblog this post and ill check u out and give u a follow! thank u love u all !!

#yike #!!! #? #sims stuff #i guess? #sdfsfsdf #teakiii

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ok so turns out i messed up and made it a side blog instead of making a whOLe neW blog!! but you can follow it now i think for realsies but it still might not show up when i try to tag it !? @teakiii that should be it :) 

yike this is kind of one big mess but ive decided to move blogs !! um you can unfollow this one and my new ones is here: @teakiii idk why i cant mention it but it should show up ?! (follow it if u want i might actually post sims content on there woo)

#rb #so yeah! #follow it if you want :)

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yike this is kind of one big mess but ive decided to move blogs !! um you can unfollow this one and my new ones is here: @teakiii idk why i cant mention it but it should show up ?! (follow it if u want i might actually post sims content on there woo)

#ahhh #sdkfjskdjf #teakiii #moving blogs

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#ts4 edit #edit #cas edit #its been awhileeee #i feel like this is bad hhh #but im getting back into the swing of things???? #maybe???? #teakiii #ts4 #i cant edit dkfjskfj

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psst im back !! i missed you guys :) its only been around 2 weeks though ah! but i get out of school on the 26th so expect some new n fresh content soon !!! ilygsm ♥

#update #elys.txt #ALSO SEASONS IM SO HYPED #nonsims

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hiatus!

sorry u guys eek i think im going to take a lil break, um things havent been great  yIKE and im sorry hhh im going to take sometime for myself to recover i hope thats ok ?? i’ve been mostly okay but sometimes i think about things and all of a sudden i cant breathe and cHEst paINS sdkfd eek sorry idk um yeah ily all i hope this is alright ♥ ill hopefully be back soon !

#tw: panic attack #??? #tw: anxiety #nonsims #personal #elys.txt #saviourhide

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art district no. 9 by @wilderbees​

#ts4 edit #ts4 #edit #the sims 4 #teakiii #just a lil edit #heeh #i had this huge project and i just finished it woo!!! #!!!!!!!!! #ilyg #okie ksdjf #bye #!!! #♥♥

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happy pride month babes!

ft: these two dorks

#i just make random sims shhh #ts4 edit #the sims 4 #edit #ts4 #hope u all are having a good day #ok? #ok #teakiii

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this is probably going to get weirdly anecdotal, especially given the latest Discourse that’s arisen in the community and how personal it is to me. if you’re not into that i wouldn’t recommend reading this. if you do continue, hopefully you can read this with empathy and try to get where i’m coming from.

but i just wanted to say that i’ve never been exactly for or against the idea of writing controversial material. when i started writing when i was eight years old, i wrote teen titans fanfictions. by the time i was sixteen, and i had lived through physical, sexual, and emotional abuse by the hands of someone i deeply and irrevocably cared for, my material grew to mirror my experiences. that’s natural. people write about what they know. i was scared. i was not fully able to grasp the severity of what had happened, or why it was wrong, or why it was not my fault. writing about my trauma was the thing that helped me rationalize the situation, which then gave me the ability to rebuild myself. writing about my trauma, no matter how explicit or how painful it was, was the thing that kept me from killing myself.

however, just because i write about my own personal experiences, that does not mean that you, as a person who has never lived through them, can do so too. victims of abuse, victims of sexual assault, victims of csa can write about their trauma. it’s our bruises to poke at and yours to keep away from. i can write about my experiences because they are mine. i can do what i want with my experiences because they are mine to experience. that does not give you an invitation to exploit my experiences for a plot device, especially when you negate intensive research and sensitivity.

trauma is not a plot device. trauma is not character development. i did not grow as a person from being sexually assaulted. maybe i became a better writer. maybe i learned how to string words together a little more intricately. maybe i was a little braver when i started writing things that got scary. but i did not grow as a person from being sexually assaulted. i did not become a better person after i was sexually assaulted. i did not become a stronger person after i was sexually assaulted. i developed a severe personality disorder that deteriorated every relationship i had. i became so hypersexual and explicit that all of my friends no longer felt comfortable being around me. i was so paranoid every time i walked my school halls and i saw his face that i would run into class and cry. i was terrified to sleep. i had nightmares every time i fell asleep, always the same dream, always the same guy in it. i stopped sleeping altogether. he wanted me to be skinnier, so i stopped eating. he told me i wasn’t interesting when i spoke, so i stopped speaking. i lost my ability to function in my day to day life. 

i did not grow from my trauma. my trauma did not make me who i am today. i grew from love, from acceptance, from genuine and honest connections with people i know i can trust. i grew from music, from art, from literature, from learning. i became who i am today because i worked to experience the good things in my life that i was missing out on because of my trauma. i am not my trauma. i did not grow from my trauma.

tl;dr - i’m not entirely against someone writing about traumatic events, but if you’re really going to do so, you need to handle it appropriately and be mindful of those who have actually experiences said events. trauma is not a plot device.

#rb #dl

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seasons tag!! i was tagged by : @oasisprngs + @vvindenburg thank u jills and tay ♥           i tag: @sagekii @idioticjenna @honeyiko @tiredtoothache @littlemissnellie @cloudeos @kiwibli !! (sorry if you have already done this)

1. What is your favorite season? autumn kjfskdjf i love sweaters and pretty trees

2. Do you prefer warmer or colder weather? hmm in the middleish like you know its warm but has a breeze? (i guess colder though i die in heat)

3. What do you do on a rainy day? ,,,,,,stay inside

4. How is a typical winter where you live? Cold or not? vEry cold!! we had an ice storm this year and we were trapped in the house for 3 days eek 5. Have you ever experienced snow? yes!

6. True or false? “I LOVE RAIN!” hmmm i think true? i like the smell of rain

7. What is your go to food in the summer? strawberries,,,so many strawberries

8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? probably plain vanilla or chocolate hehe (oR green tea)

9. Coffee, tea or cocoa? EVERYTHING? teateateatea

10. Describe your favorite seasonal clothing item! um im not sure, i really love ugly socks? those are a thing right?

11. What is your favorite Holiday? christmas!! or thanksgiving :) i love cranberry sauce and mashed potatoes hhhhh

12. If you were a season, which one would you be? autumn (well based off the ea quiz)

#tag #nonsims #elys.txt #get to know me #personal #woah i havent done a tag in a whilee!

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#its been awhile #miss you guys #ts4 edit #will probably be more active soon #i love you guys #teakiii #edit #the sims 4 #ts4

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#everything hurts #sorry #i feel like im being annoying hhhhh #but ive just had a bad day #um #i dont know i just always feel like no one cares #but #im just having a bad day #i think ill be okay #i love you guys #i hope you had a good day #♥ #but yeah #it was just bad #i think im just sad #yeah #nonsims #saviourhide #thank you for reading this #i love you

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um hi i don’t know if you’re wcif friendly but may i know wcif Ris sweater and jeans? she’s so cute by the wayyy 💕

aaah again im so sorry for answering this so late omg but !!! her top // jeans

ris says thank u ♥

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Do you have a legacy? Your sims are so cute!!

hey love! yeah i do :) i just suck at posting my sims sdkjdf aaaaaaa i need to be more motivated but thank you so much! i hope you have an amazing day :) love u ♥

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Hello! I’m new to this blog but, I love how your Sims look! Do you use a default skin, is so wcif that skin? Thanks

aaaaaaaaah im so sorry for answering this so late ksadjf omg but yes ! i do use a default skin which you can find in my resources :)

bUT i do use a couple of skin overlays ! here are the link for those ♥

here  & here !

#wcif #ask #replies #anon

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#ts4 edit #edit #the sims 4 #simmer #teakiii #ts4 #cas edit #would anyone like a before n after?