#zoe murphy (mentioned)

[h0n3yk1tt3n]

4 5 11 + l2c :)

4. What's your favorite line of dialogue?

It's hard to pick a single favorite, but this is one of them. (Im using the term "line of dialogue" loosely, as you can see lol)

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “Can’t we get mad at him when it’s his fault we have no way of contacting Veronica and Heather?”

“Hey!” Jared stabbed a finger at her. “You didn’t grab the stupid flares either, Shit Princess!”

“I didn’t think you’d forget something as important as our rescue signal! Forgive me for having faith in you for once!”

He groaned. “Ya know, it’s backhanded shit like that that Connor would say to you that would make him the asshole. But nooo, you say it to me and I ‘had it comin’.’” He let out a scoff. “Fuck’s sake, you really are your brother’s sister.”

Fire roared behind Zoe’s eyes. “What the fuck does that mean?”

Rich slammed a fist on the table. “Hey, moronth! Howzabout you fight to the death after we figure out how the fuck we’re gonna get outta thith hellhole!”

—Chapter 23 (Hard Rain Part 5)

5. What part was hardest to write?

Aside from uneventful traveling and hordes as I mentioned, I think getting Rich's distrust of Jeremy across was harder simply because I spent the least time in his head out of all the Survivors. Like. It's there. But I feel like I could've emphasized it more in other ways.

Rich made slow work of getting ammo and supplies together as Jake fought with a piss poor internet connection, finding his eyes following Jeremy more than normal. He found himself doing that a lot since the whole cleaver thing at Whispering Oaks, and even more since finding out Jeremy was a carrier. He just… Rich couldn’t keep his back turned to him for very long at a time. He watched his mouth whenever Michael or the Elevator Incident could’ve been brought up, not risking breaking the camel’s back and giving Jeremy a reason - an excuse - to turn on him.

—Chapter 20 (Hard Rain Part 2)

11. What do you like most about this fic?

I think a detail I really like is showing bits of dialogue that rub off on other characters, because that's bound to happen when you're living through the apocalypse with each other. I'll try to pick out as many examples as I can

—"Oh shut up." "I didn't say anything." // Chapters 4, 19, 24, and 27

Dead Center Part 3 / Hard Rain Part 1 / The Parish Part 1 / The Parish Part 3

—"If we die, we die" (specifically the actual instances when it's used as a "plan" and not just when it's referred to. Technically it's used in Hard Rain Part 5 but it's framed as "either zombies or hypothermia kills us" instead) // Chapters 13, 25, and 28

Dark Carnival Part 5 / The Parish Part 2 / The Parish Part 4

⚠️And spoilers for Chapter 25 on (The Parish Part 2–The Parish Part 5)

—"We already know this is fucking impossible, so let's just do it." // Chapters 13, 15, 20, 26 and 29

Dark Carnival Part 5 / Swamp Fever Part 2 / Hard Rain Part 2 / Cold Stream Crash Course / The Parish Part 5

#asks #mj says shit #left 2 chill #writing #fanfic #be more chill #dear evan hansen #jared kleinman #zoe murphy #rich goranski #jeremy heere #jake dillinger #michael mell #jenna rolan #boyf riends #alana beck #i realize shes not mentioned in this post but eh. for completions sake #richjake

[homosexual-newsboy]

i love deh but- the book could have literally been this:

”I wanna go climb a tree then fall out then break my arm, pretend to be friends with a dead boy who committed suicide, ruin the lives of everyone involved. Then get together with the dead kids sister and- oop. I screwed up and broke her but I would have banged with her if I had the chance.”

Guys this is for real I love the book and I love the show but that is the whole freakin story

#Deh #dear Evan hansen #evan hansen #connor died #He definitely would have had sex with Zoe if he had the chance #Jared kleinman #connor Murphy #Evan Hansen #deh #zoe murphy #this is like the monologue that me and my friends do when we’re feeling depressed #I should probably… #Tw suicide mention #sorry #idk if that was necessary but better safe than sorry #Be safe by the way

[soldwreckedmoved]

CONNOR MURPHY

i had to die for them to know i was even alive.

NAME: connor allen murphy

AGE: 17

D.O.B: april 20, 1999

SEX: male

OCCUPATION: student

ORIENTATION: doesn’t care enough to use a label

FAMILY: born to larry and cynthia murphy (alive). only sibling is a younger sister, zoe murphy (alive). partners and children are verse dependent.

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE: long brown hair. blue eyes with a spot of brown in the left one. typically wears all black. leather combat boots and chipped black nail polish. always wearing rings on his left middle finger and right pointer and pinkie fingers.

EDUCATION: one year at hanover preparatory school. the rest of his high school career was spent at the local public school. did not graduate, nor did he go to college.

RELIGION: agnostic

ALIGNMENT: chaotic neutral

ZODIAC: taurus

PERSONALITY:

so you could tell everyone that i’m the fucking freak, right?

sarcastic. sullen. temperamental. socially awkward. insecure. always waiting for the other shoe to drop.

HISTORY:

Connor was born to Larry and Cynthia Murphy on April 20, 1999. The baby was a surprise, but that didn’t stop the new parents from loving their son like they’d planned for him. When Connor was two, Zoe was born. The siblings got along like a house on fire and their parents would always joke that Connor would be the first one Zoe would call if she was in jail and vice versa. As they grew older, however, things changed.

No one really knows what happened to Connor. Larry chalked it up to him just being a teenager. Cynthia didn’t know what to think and so she just tried to ignore it. But it was undeniable. By the time they reached middle school, Connor was a different person. He was moody and destructive and it only got worse as he got older. His parents, having exhausted all their options, decided to send him to a local private school.

Hanover was the best thing that happened to Connor. He could be himself there without fear of ridicule and he met Miguel Nuñez. Miguel and Connor were inseparable. They did everything together. And then Connor took the fall for Miguel and he was shipped back to public school. Public school was a nightmare; no one cared enough to ask what he was feeling and Connor was spiraling more and more each day. It was only a matter of time before he crashed.

tags

verses

why couldn’t we have brought that feeling home?//verse - connor’s life before the events of the musical/book. he is happy and content with his life. he plays with zoe and is your stereotypical young boy. as he grows, though, his behavior starts to change. it’s not drastic, but those close to him know that he’s different.

i couldn’t even leave a note//verse - the events of dear evan hansen. connor is a senior in high school and he is miserable, to say the least. he doesn’t like school; he doesn’t like being at home. the only thing he does like is spending time with miguel. more often than not, he’s high on something. this is the lowest point in connor’s life and he kills himself after finding a letter from evan hansen that had, in connor’s mind, some creepy things written in it about his sister.

almost like zombies//verse - after conner was expelled from hanover for possession, his parents sent him to a wilderness camp. he would’ve preferred rehab. he’s there for half a year and it’s awful. they’re treated like animals and given very little food. he hates it and wants nothing more than to leave. not that he’d tell anyone that, of course.

i make my exit//verse - ghost verse! connor wakes up at home, confused and disoriented. he can’t interact with anything and no one can see him. it doesn’t take him too long to realize that he’s a ghost. of course he is. he can’t even kill himself properly. he tries to live with his new found not-life, but sometimes it’s hard. he can’t do much unless he gets angry. so he just sort of wanders around, trying to find a way to get himself back to wherever the hell he came from. if he happens to find some kid that’s trying to end their life, he’ll try to step in and talk them out of it. but for the most part, he wanders and waits for some sort of final ending.

none of it was this bonkers//verse - any and all interactions with muses that do not exist in the deh universe. this includes fandomless ocs. it does not include deh ocs.

ships

he saw me before i saw me//otp: connor/miguel

darling you are the only exception//otp: connor/alana

maybe i just wanna be yours//otp: connor/chrissy

dynamics

if your name was zoe strap in for the ride of your life//dyn: connor/zoe

my mother preferred to delegate//dyn: connor/cynthia

a scotch habit doesn’t count you see?//dyn: connor/larry

now we can both pretend that we have friends//dyn: connor/evan

miscellaneous

full of fear and fury signifying nothing//aesthetic

the worst stuff pops up first//headcanon

all eyes on me//faceclaim

#tw: suicide mention #tw: drug mention #char: connor murphy #why couldn’t we have brought that feeling home?//verse #i couldn’t even leave a note//verse #almost like zombies//verse #i make my exit//verse #none of it was this bonkers//verse #he saw me before i saw me//otp: connor/miguel #darling you are the only exception//otp: connor/alana #maybe i just wanna be yours//otp: connor/chrissy #if your name was zoe strap in for the ride of your life//dyn: connor/zoe #my mother preferred to delegate//dyn: connor/cynthia #a scotch habit doesn’t count you see?//dyn: connor/larry #now we can both pretend that we have friends//dyn: connor/evan #full of fear and fury signifying nothing//aesthetic #the worst stuff pops up first//headcanon #all eyes on me//faceclaim

[pinklemonslices]

it really chaps my ass when i see dear evan hansen characters get severely misunderstood

jared kleinman is not just the “kinky bathbomb kid”, he is deeply insecure and masks it with jokes and fake confidence

alana beck is not a brat, she, like evan, has high functioning anxiety and is truly trying to help

zoe murphy isn’t entitled, she is a grieving sister trying to come to terms with the death of her brother (who did not treat her very well)

connor murphy isn’t edgy/emo, he’s fucking depressed and struggling with his untreated mental health issues (and he is not innocent)

and evan hansen isn’t an “uwu pure bean”, he has anxiety. really bad anxiety. not to mention he is certainly not innocent in any way, shape, or form

i would do the parents too but 1. they’re so overlooked that they’re hardly even mentioned to begin with 2. i’m sick of typing. i would also go into more detail, but you get the point. it just rubs me the wrong way so much, like did we even watch the same musical/read the same book??

#dear evan hansen #jared kleinman #alana beck #zoe murphy #connor murphy #evan hansen #rant post #like get your shit together #anyway i love all of them #my children <3

[nothingunrealistic]

while we’re on the subject, here’s steven levenson’s entire preliminary cast list for deh, from 2011:

November 7, 2011 at 10:16 PM

BANFF NOTES

EVAN, 17. Desperate to be seen, noticed, to prove he’s not a loser to his dad and to everyone else. Has never had a girlfriend, never spoken really to a girl. Not good at much. Afraid of life. He works at a coffee shop (or restaurant) after school to make money. He’s always been in love with Becca.

EVAN’S BEST FRIEND, 17. Fellow loser. Funny. Bossy. Jonah Hill to Michael Cera.

BECCA, 16. Love interest. Junior. Younger sister of deceased. Great student, great person, destroyed by the news of her brother’s death and even more destroyed by the insipid response to it by people who barely knew him. She comes to think Evan is the only one who understands her, and who truly shares her pain.

EVAN’S DAD. Checked out. Has a new young family. He’s been hit hard by the recession and no longer has the money to bankroll Evan’s college education.

EVAN’S MOM. Working hard to make ends meet, but a bit of a wreck. Too frazzled to notice Evan.

AMERICAN HISTORY TEACHER. The voice of reason. New to school, new to Portland. Recent college grad maybe? Believes in hard work and discipline, not interested in telling students how special they are. Unimpressed by Evan.

ENGLISH TEACHER. Terrible. Crunchy.

BECCA’S MOM.

BECCA’S DAD.

BECCA’S CURRENT BOYFRIEND.

BECCA’S BEST FRIEND.

PLUS THREE ENSEMBLE STUDENTS. Evan’s dad and English teacher are doubled, so 13 actors — 8 kids, 5 adults.

(some points of interest: evan’s dad and two teachers are fleshed-out characters, but the murphy parents are nondescript; connor’s not listed as a character or even mentioned by name, which was “dennis” at this point; zoe has a boyfriend and a best friend, and there are ensemble students, but no alana; set in portland for some reason)

#dear evan hansen #evan hansen #jared kleinman #zoe murphy #heidi hansen #steven levenson #jared listed before EVERYONE who isn't evan… i know that's right

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[wasteofart]

Okay but I've just been listening to For Forever from DEH like one does on a gloomy Sunday and, I've been saying this for ages, but this song isn't about how Evan imagines the two of them being friends. It's about him expressing his suicidal thoughts. (long explanation after the cut) 

I know it sounds far fetched but hear me out.

The events he talks about in this song are obviously made up and not real. He never had friends he could casually hang out with and we know that the story he tells about his “fall” isn’t true either. 

Which tells us he’s picturing a perfect day, the ideal way he would like to spend his time. Grabbing some ice cream and going on a ride sounds ideal to him, something he wouldn’t do in real life since he doesn’t drive and Jared, who usually drives him places, definitely wouldn’t go eat ice cream with him. 

So the song starts with:

End of May or early June

This picture-perfect afternoon we share

Drive the winding country road

Grab a scoop at À La Mode

And then we're there

The song continues with: 

An open field that's framed with trees

We pick a spot and shoot the breeze

Like buddies do

Quoting songs by our favorite bands

Telling jokes no one understands

Except us two

And we talk and take in the view

Also something that is far from how his reality looks. He rarely ever gets to “shoot the breeze” with anyone, let alone have a normal conversation. In his fantasy he does’t suffer from anxiety that sabotages his ability to actually have nice talks with people. He sings about buddies and bonding with someone, having inside jokes, hinting that he’s never been so close to anyone who understanda him and his problems to actually talk free around them. Even with his mom, he constantly worries about saying the wrong thing. The open field seems like a free place that is still secured by trees around them. To him, two things that he never gets to experience. 

We walk a while and talk about

The things we'll do when we get out of school

Bike the Appalachian trail or

Write a book or learn to sail

Wouldn't that be cool?

Again, things Evan would love to do but actually can’t because of his anxiety and lack of social contacts. 

Now this part gets tricky:

There's nothing that we can't discuss

Like girls we wish would notice us but never do

He looks around and says to me

"There's nowhere else I'd rather be"

And I say, "Me too"

And we talk and take in the view

We just talk and take in the view

First, he talks about girls, once again a topic he was never able to talk about in real life. Something he also didn’t experience yet besides his crush on Zoe. He fantasizes about being able to be so close to someone he would actually admit having a crush to, someone who wouldn’t ever judge him. 

Then he directly talks about Connor, saying “Theres’s nowhere else I’d rather be” continued by his “Me too”. Considering that he knows this story never took place and that he is well aware that Connor is dead, it sparks the question of what this “place” might be that these two talk about. For Evan it surely means his made up fantasy world, something he knows he likely won’t experience any time soon. But for Connor? Why would Connor enjoy Evan’s fantasy world? Surely not because they are such great friends and love being out in nature. 

This brings us to the chorus: 

All we see is sky for forever

We let the world pass by for forever

Feels like we could go on for forever this way, this way

All we see is light for forever

'Cause the sun shines bright for forever

Like we'll be alright for forever this way

Two friends on a perfect day

The way Evan describes this place, the whole situation and his desires sound a lot like a place after death to me. He mentions the sky, bright light and a place where he is alright forever, clearly hinting at a heaven-like place. A place where he can spend time with his best friend in total peace, or in this case Connor who he knows is already dead. But Evan is not dead, he’s right there, talking to the Murphys which we are then reminded of. 

The song continues with a change in speed:

And there he goes

Racing toward the tallest tree

From far across the yellow field I hear him calling, "Follow me" There we go

Wondering how the world might look from up so high

Evan talks about Connor and how he is eager to race ahead, to get to that high tree that brings them up and high into the sky. He even mentions Connor telling Evan to “follow” him, which could even hint at Evan’s wish to follow Connor into death, to the peaceful place where he can be free of his painful existence. The faster pace shows how eager he was in that moment, how tired he is of his misery.

One foot after the other

One branch then to another

I climb higher and higher

I climb 'til the entire

Sun shines on my face

At this point he has switched from his perfect day to the day he climbed that tree. A story we hear dozens of times during the play. He tells us step by step how he tried to get closer to that sunlight, a topic he sings about multiple times throughout the show. In “Waving through a window”  he sings about not knowing how to step into the light because it hurts still and in the end during “Words fail” he still asks how to step out into the sun. The light and warmth of the sun have always represented Evan’s place of comfort, a place where he doesn’t have to worry or is ill. And while it can be seen as a place where he is healed from his illness, it can also mean a place that simply relieves him of his pain. 

And I suddenly feel the branch give way

I'm on the ground

My arm goes numb

I look around

And I see him come to get me

He's come to get me

And everything's okay

We learn during the play that Evan had tried to take his own life climbing that tree. Something he was painfully reminded of every time he looked at his broken arm. Another thing he couldn’t do that he now had to bare the consequences of. In reality he fell and broke his arm before he had to go to the hospital all by himself (or with his boss) after lying on the ground for a while. In this moment he was all alone, a feeling that made him jump in the first place. But in his story, in his ideal fantasy, he isn’t alone. He is there with Connor and while he still fell and broke his arm, he isn’t alone. Connor came to get him because he couldn’t “follow” him into the sky. In Evan’s fantasy he didn’t just fall and break his arm, in his fantasy he died just like Connor did. But for him this death isn’t a bad thing, he says that “everything’s okay” because he would be in this perfect world with a friend, free of his anxiety.

All we see is sky for forever

We let the world pass by for forever

Buddy, you and I for forever this way, this way

All we see is light

'Cause the sun burns bright

We could be alright for forever this way

Two friends

True friends

On a perfect day

In the end he once again mentions that they are feeling content like that for forever, they are happy and at ease forever. The world passes by, not affecting them at all because they no longer are in this world. Or at least that’s what Evan was wishing for. Once again he says they “could be alright [...] this way”, meaning he isn’t alright the way he is but he would be alright if the day had been “perfect” and everything would’ve gone the way he had intended. Namely not just falling and breaking his arm but actually ending his life.

I think a lot of people overlook how severe Evan’s issues really are, how deeply hurt he was. Eitherway, listening to the song with this in mind, that Evan isn’t just singing to the Murphys about the fun he and Connor allegedly had but how he wishes he had died that day as well makes it so much more heartbreaking. 

#dear evan hansen #deh #for forever #deh for forever #evan hansen #connor murphy #tw: suicide #analysis #i'm sorry if you actually read the whole thing #but I've been thinking about this for ages now #you can't tell me all these metaphors aren't about heaven

[izaacs-notdeadyet]

Random Dear Evan Hansen fun facts from the book!

( might contain some spoilers, will also probably make a part two)

Evan is actually Evan’s middle name, his first name is Mark, named after his father

Evan is a Pisces

Evans mom is really interested in horoscopes

Evan has a map in his room of all the trails he wants to go to

Evan removed all the pins from the map accept for West Maroon Trail in Colorado

I forget if this was mentioned in the musical but Jared is in-fact Jewish

Jared’s last name Kleinman appears to be of German descent

Evan wears his underwear under his swimwear, Jared has informed him that is in fact, not normal.

Jared outfit description!!! “ He acts like he’s the shit, but it’s not totally convincing. His tortoiseshell glasses and beach bum shirts don’t quite fit him right, and the oversized headphones he keeps around his neck aren’t even plugged in “

Jared usually sits by himself at lunch and codes on his laptop

Connor has blue eyes that are covered by overgrown hair

Zoe plays guitar, she has a blue electric guitar ( with clouds on the straps I think?) at home, but I’m unsure if she just plays normal guitar for her jazz band

Zoe draws stars on the cuffs of her jeans

In the book Zoe actually dyes blue streaks in her hair!

Evan eats sunbutter instead of normal peanut butter on his PB&J

Connor has read To Kill a Mocking bird

Connor room tour? More likely then you think: This is the double bed that Connor Murphy slept in. The wooden floor his boots scuffed up. The white walls he did his best smother. Standing out amid movie and band posters, homemade works of art, Any joke award ribbon that says “ I put on pants today “ Is a close-up photo of a hand with its middle finger extended. The middle fingers is painted black With tiny white lettering on it. Only when you press your face up close to the photo you can read what the white letters say: BOO!

Evan room tour? More likely then you think: Besides the obvious differences in his bedroom and mine, my bed is half the size, my floors are carpeted, and Mt walls are painted light green. there are some striking similarities. Nowhere in this room is a single hint of anything sports related I’ve always felt out of step with the kids my age for having zero interest in playing on watching sports also like me Connor has shelves crammed with books

#dear evan hansen #Dear evan Hanson the book #DEH #deh fun facts #connor maynard #evan hansen #jarred cleinmen #zoe murphy

[william-austin]

since I didn't make the decision to get Tumblr till after watching Dear Evan Hansen, here's some things I remember from watching it even though it's been 5 months:

during waving through a window I was very very confused because one minute jared is a calling connor a freak, then connor pushes evan, and then for some fucking reason evan is just like tapping the air followed by "waving through a window" and I'm just like: did I miss something? what window? 😭😭

sincerely me had me cackling but in my head it was so random but was amazing considering it was the first time I heard it

"YOU KISSED ZOE MURPHY ON HER BROTHERS BED? AFTER HE DIED?!?!" pablo (current jared)'s delivery of this sentence bro 😭💀

you will be found was the most overwhelming shit ever, there was a speaker behind me and my mom bought tickets kinda late so we were at the top and anytime a light flashed up it was on my face. I loved it but my god I was struggling

sincerely me reprise caught me so off guard LMFAOO funniest shit omg

pov: me during to break in a glove: what 🧍🧍

"fuck you evan! asshole," ISDJDNDB THESE TWO OH MY GOD jared is correct let's praise jared for this

connor conscience. nothing more nothing less. being stupid runs in the family btw my mom did realise evan jumped off the tree till I told her after the show 😭 anyway I knew for a while during the show

my favourite song in the musical is words fail btw. always will be. words fail aka ✨the acknowledgement song✨

SKJDDBDBDB SO BIG SO SMALL BRO DIDJDH FUCKIGN BAWLING IN THIS SONG AND THE SCENE BEFORE IT

oh also the amount of times evan mentions trees caught me off guard the most. huh, I guess this guy IS good at getting attention

there's a lot more but that's all I can remember rn

#I'm not over my reaction to waving through a window #I don't understand metaphors or whatever man 😭 #also so happy I saw nikhil saboo as connor! it was one of his last few shows as evan #dear evan hansen #deh #deh musical

[leirsulien-archive]

for my baby alexis: 6, 8, 25, 35, 38, 45, and 47

thank you <3 <3

6. how have they changed in the last year? how about the last five years?

last five years: the last 5 years have definitely been the hardest of her life. at the start of them she had been the happiest she's ever been and thought things were finally starting to look up :) she was in a very happy relationship and had actually started going to therapy (after a lot of encouragement from her fiancee) to work on her ~issues~/herself. but ofc that bliss couldn't last bc she's my poorest littlest wettest meow meow and i don't allow her to be happy for more than 5 minutes at a time <3 .....her fiancee died and completely grief striken alexis hit rock bottom with her self destructive behavior at it's peak which amplified all her previous issues. since then she has actually made a lot of progress (though someone meeting her now for the first time would probably find that hard to believe) she's still incredibly closed off and struggles on a daily basis but she is trying her hardest to continue to crawl out of the pit she had fallen into and to not fall back down again

last year (going back from start of b3): meeting unit bravo and finding out about the supernatural has also changed her quite a bit, in some parts for the better...in others very much not. on the one hand there's the murphy trauma and having her entire world turned upside down which definitely led to a whole new set of issues. but on the other hand unit bravo has her slowly opening up again + seemingly overcoming her commitment issues with nate (though not really....)

8. what songs remind you of them? if there are specific lyrics or movements, list ‘em!

self sabotage by ruelle

if it feels too good to be true / than it probably is // I built these walls so tall pretending I am strong / but really I'm just fragile / I wanna keep you close enough / but far enough away for me to handle / just when I think that the monster is tamed / I hear it whisper "you haven't changed" / at the end of the day, there is no one to blame but me // I wanna change, believe me / the deeper we go, the farther I run / don't wanna be who I've become

control by zoe wees

even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin / hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again // I don't wanna lose control / nothing I can do anymore / tryin' every day when I hold my breath / spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest // sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not / tryin' to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught / 'cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past

shallow by carys selvey

I walk around everyday / with my head above the darkness / the storm below / I just can't face it // you say I don't care at all / but if you only knew / at night all the sleep I lose / over what I can't change // I need to think shallow thoughts / so that I don't fall too deep / in water I can't tame / 'cos that's the only way I know / how to stay breathing / and keep myself from feeling / every single blow that comes my way

giver by k.flay

I fell in love and then fell out / and I don't know if I can take the hit / I let a stranger in my bed / I pretended you were him / 'cause I needed to feel wanted / I gotta / oh, I gotta find another way // I'm learning to live / I'm trying to be better / I'm learning to give / but I don't know if I'm a giver // every day's another shot / but all I do is fuck it up // I got so much soul in my body / but no one keeping me honest / and whole days turn into holes in my mind

25. who is their best friend?

tina! they're childhood best friends who have spend most of their lives at eachothers sides. tina is the person who knows her best and really the only one who had been there for her the entire time. she has helped her through a lot of things like what's mentioned in 6.

35. when did they feel loneliest?

right after her fiancee had died. she had actually been so desperate that she called rebecca (their relationship had already been pretty bad at that time) who didn't answer, probably bc of work :)

38. do they see themselves as an important part of their party?

not really. she's very much a lone wolf, though she actually does enjoy working in a team with unit bravo a lot, but it definitely takes some getting used to. in the past she has always tried to emotionally distance herself from the people around her as much as possible and sees herself more as a liability for the people close to her. when it comes to the professional aspects she believes she works best on her own and hence thinks that she does not really contribute a lot to the team

45. what lies do they tell themselves?

asjdjfjjf plenty, way too many to list here, the better question would be about what she's honest to herself...

the lies she most frequently tells herself lately are about how she's doing (she's doing fine), her feelings for adam (what feelings) and her relationship with rebecca (she's totally indifferent to her :))

47. what could they talk about for hours on end?

hmm I'm not sure she'd talk to anyone long enough for that lol but she could definitely complain about adam for a good amount of time

[ASK GAME]

#well this was painful :) #you really picked some of the angiest questions for her and you knew exactly what you were doing ajsjjd #pearl answers #grapecaseschoices #misc: ask game #oc: alexis kingston

[h0n3yk1tt3n]

⚠️Rich slits a zombie's throat so yuh theres blood⚠️

YOURE FULL OF RAGE! YOURE FULL OF RAGE! EVERYBODYS FULL OF RAGE!!!

Circa Nov 13, 2021

Left 2 Chill Chapter 21 (Hard Rain Part 3)

#left 2 chill #be more chill #rich goranski #jake dillinger #richjake #zoe murphy #shes not There but shes mentioned so #doomed toxic something or other #h0n3yk1tt3n tiktoks

[dropyourammo]

I cannot say enough good things about the show yesterday. I knew it was going to be amazing but didn't expect for it to be as fantastic as it was. Mateo, who was Evan, was so good. His voice is incredible, his Evan was charming and relatable. (Stand-out scene: The speech.) Talia, who was Zoe, was fantastic. Her voice, her emotion. As a person who doesn't usually feel any sympathy for Zoe, she made her much more relatable and it made me much more empathetic towards her. (Specifically during "Requiem". Just an incredible performance.) Gaten, as Jared, was just perfect. So funny, his voice is incredible, and he made Jared a more emotionally charged character (More closely reminiscent of Will Roland in the character) (Stand-out scene: Jared's "he's going to put your letter online" spiel. So good.) The parents: Larry & Cynthia were fantastic. Heidi was played by the cover, and she was incredible. She had a tear in her eye the whole show. She was fantastic. (Stand-out scenes: When the Murphy's find out Evan's letter is Evans. Heidi in So Big/So Small.) Noah, who was Connor, was a standout for me. My bar for Connor is always extremely high because he's my favorite character (arguably the most important character). Noah did not disappoint. The emotion he wore through every scene he was in, the times I didn't expect him to be emotional. Not to mention how great he sounded. (Stand-out Scene: The "How'd you break your arm, Evan" scene. The way he delivered the line "Did you fall, or did you let go?" All the tears.)

All in all, the show is incredible. The cast just keeps getting better. The small theater helps you feel like you're in the show, you're a part of Evan and all of his anxieties. The show is incredible and it breaks my heart that it is ending. If I could go again before it closes, I would.

Thanks Dear Evan Hansen for 5 amazing years 💙

#dear evan hansen broadway #dear evan hansen #deh #talia s robinson #noah keiserman #gaten matarazzo #ciara alyse harris

[itsthemysterykids]

Dear Evan Hansen AU?

Norman: Dear Dipper Pines

Hey, life at rehab is all right

I like the yoga

And the sharing circles every night

But dude, these stories sometimes scare you half to death

So many people end up sucking dick for meth

Wybie/Raz: Hahahahaha!

Norman: Oh, and one more thing that's worth mentioning

Those guys from our school, Raz and Wybie

Yes, the insanely cool Raz and Wybie!

I think we should start to make them a part of this awesome friendship we have!

Wybie/Raz/Norman: A part of this awesome friendship we have!

This adorably heartwarming friendship we have!

Hey! Hey!

Hey, hey, hey, hey!

'Cause all that it takes is a little—

Dipper: Okay, no, guys, obviously not.​

(That was just for laughs)

Anyway…

Dipper: Evan Hansen (The note’s a little different)

Norman: Connor Murphy (‘If I Could Tell Her’ will go a little differently)

Wybie/Raz: Jared Kleinman (Just want to be involved)

Coraline: Zoe Murphy (But they cousins)

Mabel: Heidi Hansen (Just trying to be a good sister and get her brother to talk to her)

Lili: Alana Beck (Seems like everything’s going well for her, but she’s spiraling)

Neil: Cynthia Murphy (He doesn’t want his best friend going to school high!)

#coraline #mystery kids #paranorman #gravity falls #psychonauts #the mystery kids #ask stuff #answered ask #dear evan hansen #musical

[pinklemonslices]

002 with Christine!! :3

omg hooray

How I feel about this character: love. adore. cherish. worship. fave. she’s literally the silliest silly to EVER silly. she’s so cute and funny and AUGH

All the people I ship romantically with this character: Jeremy, Brooke, Jake, Chloe, Jenna

My non-romantic OTP for this character: Michael & Christine!! they’d be sillay :D i want them to exchange embarrassing stories about Jeremy and dance to music together

My unpopular opinion about this character: this isn’t really unpopular anymore (i don’t think?) but i hate innocent smol bean uwu Christine. i hate the fandomized Christine. LET HER SAY CUSS WORDS, LET HER MAKE SEXUAL JOKES, AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD LET THAT GIRL DO HER BOWLING ALLEY PERFORMANCE ART!!!!!!

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: this one is tough, hmm. tbh i would have liked to see some of her other more interests that she mentions in that line in I Love Play Rehearsal (“i’ve got so many interests i wanna pursue, and why’m i telling this to you?”) (sidenote: if she mentioned some in canon and i simply forgot, pleeeease tell me :3)

my OTP: probably Stagedorks, they’re so sweetie pie

my crossover ship: i don’t do much crossover shipping, but my friend got me sold on Alana Beck from DEH/Christine, as well as Zoe Murphy from DEH/Christine

a headcanon fact: she has a bunch of those little erasures that look like animals and food and stuff :3

#ty for the ask!! #christine canigula #be more chill #bmc #answered asks

[areyouafraid]

LONG POST INBOUND

someone asked for my favorite villager of each species... well here you go

ALLIGATOR: literally dont think ive ever had an alligator but based off concept alone roswell. drago is cool too but everyone likes drago so it doesnt really count

ANTEATER: olaf or zoe

BEAR: klaus, chow and curt are close seconds

BEAR CUB: i have to shoutout tammy bc shes been a recurring character in my NL and NH towns. i like murphy's design too

BIRD: hard to say. i guess jay or twiggy because those are the ones ive had. and admiral because he reminds me of general skarr which is amusing to me.

BULL: IDK rodeo i guess

CAT: there are more cats than any other species so this is hard... i have past villager bias for bob, kabuki, katt, and monique. also really enjoy ankha, merry, raymond, stinky (strafes out of trajectory of tossed brick) and tabby (dodges other brick). also really miss pierre bring back pierre PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PL

CHICKEN: i had becky in one of my ACNL towns, i have goose in my NH town, and i had either ava or betty in my gcn town. not particularly partial to any of the other ones

COW: technically theyre considered a separate species OK the game says. i think i had patty in my gcn town i dont really care about any of the other ones sorry

DEER: past villager bias for erik. shino is cool

DOG: past villager bias for goldie & shep. hard tie between goldie & shep i love them both. also really like lucky

DUCK: freckles, also had pate once or twice

EAGLE: sterling was in my city folk town. i guess sterling? avery and buzz have really good designs IDK im not particularly attached to any of them

ELEPHANT: paolo

FROG: croque no contest. i had prince and ribbot at some point and i think gigi and raddle have cool concepts

GOAT: chevre was in my gcn town and ill die fighting by her. also velma is cool

GORILLA: boone was in one of my NL towns but IDRC sorry. i guess hans or peewee

HAMSTER: i had flurry in one of my NL towns and graham is cool but honestly its very solidly marlo

HIPPO: past villager bias for biff and... i might have had rocco? IDK my favorite is probably biff though

HORSE: had buck, elmer, julian, and victoria previously but to be so honest i think the best one is colton in terms of like theme and design

KANGAROO: mathilda was in my gcn town. ill never forget her. she was rude as hell

KOALA: eugene no contest. had canberra and melba previously also

LION: i had elvis in a wild world save and lionel is in my NH town but TBH i think my favorite is bud Sorry

MONKEY: never had a monkey but i think tiansheng

MOUSE: past villager bias for samson. i also had moose previously but i dont value him. i think bella or petri are my favorites; greta has a cool design too

OCTOPUS: marina's in my NH town rn and i like her so she wins. octavian is cool and zucker is the most edible looking one. and cephalobot is cool too theyre all pretty good

OSTRICH: bias for phoebe. blanche, cranston and phil have really good designs. sprocket is cool but i wish his plating was like a slightly different color its too loud

PENGUIN: not super attached to any of the penguins sorry. i had hopper in either GCN or city folk and sprinkle is in my NH town

PIG: i had gala in my new leaf town but shes honestly probably not my favorite (im so sorry). i really like cobb's concept and design. i also have a bias for boris bc he was in my brothers' gcn town lol. rasher has one of the best executed designs of all the pigs IMO and dear god i miss sue e so bad COME BACK

RABBIT: idk. i think pippy was in my gcn town shes cute

RHINOCEROS: not particularly attached to any of them. i had tank. merengue is cute and i kinda like spike's design i guess

SHEEP: this one is hard. bias for curlos and muffy. i really like pietro's design and i want gen and woolio back So bad.

SQUIRREL: probably poppy. i had blaire and nibbles previously also so they get honorable mentions. and i really like hazel

TIGER: bangle, bianca, and rolf

WOLF: honestly i like all of the wolves. bias for wolfgang. i like dobie, freya, and kyle and i want tarou back

#my posts #animal crossing

[therealriver1]

The Last and Final Part 4/4

⦁ Rogue 2007 (This one has got to be one of my favorite killer croc movies set in the Australian outback) ⦁ Pitch Black 2000 (If you liked Doom then you'll love this sci-fi/horror film starring Vin Diesel) ⦁ National Treasure 2004 (A thrilling adventure film starring Nicholas Cage. If you liked Relic Hunter, you might enjoy this one) ⦁ There's Something About Mary 1998 (All the men are in love with Cameron Diaz in this wacky rom-com) ⦁ The Sisterhood of The Traveling Pants 2005 (A cult classic that keeps me smiling from ear to ear) ⦁ From Dusk till Dawn 1996 (A creepy film about killer vampires directed by Robert Rodriguez) ⦁ Drag Me to Hell (Also check out Sam Raimi's Evil Dead if you like horror) ⦁ Columbiana 2011 (Zoe Saldaña is absolutely badass in this action-packed thriller) ⦁ Chef 2014 (Food porn. All the food looked so good it had me salivating! A charming film starring Jon Favreau and Sofía Vergara) ⦁ Splice 2009 (A sci-fi film starring Adrien Brody performing controversial science experiments. This movie is not meant for sensitive viewers) ⦁ Fright Night (I never watched the original that was released in 1985 but this one starring Colin Farrel as the bad guy was pretty good) ⦁ The Beach (A film that you need to watch at least once starring Leonardo DiCaprio) ⦁ Gorgeous 1999 (A feel-good comedy/action film that is lighthearted starring Jackie Chan and Shu Qi) ⦁ National Security 2003 (A fun action film starring Martin Lawrence and Steve Zahn as security guards) ⦁ E.T Extraterrestrial 1982 (A charming alien film from director Steven Spielberg. We used to have the DVD at home, and I would watch it all the time) ⦁ A.I Artificial Intelligence 2001 (A futuristic fantasy film about a robot child that wants to become a real boy much like Pinocchio. A real gem of a movie that had me crying at the ending) ⦁ The Devil's Advocate 1997 (Keanu Reeves and Al Pacino as the devil. Need I say more?) ⦁ Interview With a Vampire 1994 (Brad Pitt and Tom Cruise as vampires. That's all I'm going to say) ⦁ Bicentennial Man 1999 (A touching film starring the late Robin Williams as a robot butler) ⦁ Norbit 2007 (Eddie Murphy as Rasputia was so funny you will laugh out loud!) ⦁ Malibu's Most Wanted 2003 (I might say this one is a guilty pleasure but so is everything else on this list) ⦁ Kung Fu Hustle 2004 (If you still haven't watched this please do. This wild lighthearted comedy makes for a good time) ⦁ Enter The Dragon 1973 (A Bruce Lee classic that is a must-see!) ⦁ Twinkle, Twinkle, Lucky Stars 1985 (Starring Summo Hung and Jackie Chan this is one of my favorite action comedies to watch) ⦁ The One 2001 (Jet Li playing multiple versions of himself was so cool) ⦁ Hide and Seek 2005 (Robert De Niro & Dakota Fanning were both great. You need to see this if you haven't) ⦁ The Rundown 2003 (Great action flick starring Dwayne Johnson) ⦁ Nacho Libre (Jack Black is so funny in this movie, it was really entertaining to watch) ⦁ John Tucker Must Die 2006 (A playful comedy that's fun to watch) ⦁ Shanghai Noon 2000 (Jackie Chan and Owen Wilson make such a fun duo) ⦁ Ghost Ship 2002 (Ghosts on a ship! Need a say more?) ⦁ Space Sweepers 2021 (A great Korean film 8/10! I liked it very much I just don't know why it took me so long to watch it) ⦁ Game of Death 1978 (A gripping action film starring the late martial artist Bruce Lee makes this another classic to watch) ⦁ Shaolin Soccer 2001 (Another fun comedy from Stephen Chow, the same director that gave us Kung Fu Hustle. This movie is equally hilarious) ⦁ Solo: A Star Wars Story 2018 (There are so many Star Wars movies and I enjoyed all of them but there are just too many to mention) ⦁ Star Trek 2009 (A solid movie in my opinion and a great franchise) ⦁ Letters To Juliet 2010 (I got to see this in the cinema and thought it was such a sweet rom-com) ⦁ Thor Ragnarok 2017 (Yes, I liked the first Thor movie, but I liked Ragnarok more)

We have finally reached a conclusion! Phew, it felt like that list went on forever! That was my version of memorable movies to watch, and I am quite satisfied with my selection. I added a lot more older movies to my list because I felt like they were better back then. Every new release that I've watched recently has fallen short of my expectations, the quality is just not the same as it was back then. Every time I watch a new movie it just feels like something is missing. Maybe my standards are just too high. I will say I am picky person when it comes to what I watch and invest my time in hence I've decided to stay away from films for now. I will stick to watching tv shows and hopefully 2024 has better options for us this year. If a new movie does however pique my interest, I will be sure to rave about it to everyone.

Thanks for reading and take care!

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